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  That’sthewaythewillisdonein’eaven。That’swotIarstforalldaylong——forittobedoneonearthasitisin’eaven。’WhatcouldIsay?CouldItellherthatthewilloftheDeityontheearthhecreatedwasonlythewilltodoevil——togivepain——tocrushthecreaturemadeinHisownimage。Whatelsedowemeanwhenwesayunderallhorrorandagonythatbefalls,`ItisGod’swill——God’swillbedone。’

  BaseunbelieverthoughIam,Icouldnotspeakthewords。Oh,shehassomethingwehavenot。Herpoor,littlemisspentlifehaschangeditselfintoashiningthing,thoughitshinesandglowsonlyinthishideousplace。

  Sheherselfdoesnotknowofitsshining。ButDrunkenBetwouldstaggeruptoherroomandasktobetoldwhatshecalledher`pantermine’

  stories。Ihaveseenhertheresittinglistening——listeningwithstrangequietonheranddullyearninginhersoddeneyes。Sowouldotherandworsewomengotoher,andI,whohadstruggledwiththem,couldseethatshehadreachedsomeremotelongingintheirbeingswhichIhadnevertouched。Intimetheseedwouldhavestirredtolife——itisbeginningtostirevennow。Duringthemonthssinceshecamebacktothecourt——thoughtheyhavelaughedather——bothmenandwomenhavebeguntoseeherasacreatureweirdlysetapart。Mostofthemfeelsomethinglikeaweofher;theyhalfbelieveherprayerstobebewitchments,buttheywantthemontheirside。

  Theyhaveneverwantedmine。ThatIhaveknown——KNOWN。ShebelievesthatherDeityisinAppleBlossomCourt——inthedireholesitspeoplelivein,onthebrokenstairway,ineverynookandawfulcrannyofit——

  agreatGlorywewillnotsee——onlywaitingtobecalledandtoanswer。

  Do_I_believeit——doyou——doanyofthoseanointedofuswhopreacheachdaysoglibly`GodisEVERYWHERE’?

  Whoistheonewhobelieves?IfthereweresuchamanhewouldgoaboutasMosesdidwhen`Hewistnotthathisfaceshone。’\"

  Theyhadgoneouttogetherandwerestandinginthefoginthecourt。Thecurateremovedhishatandpassedhishandkerchiefoverhisdampforehead,hisbreathcomingandgoingalmostsobbingly,hiseyesstaringstraightbeforehimintotheyellownessofthehaze。

  \"Who,\"hesaidafteramomentofsingularsilence,\"whoareyou?\"

  AntonyDarthesitatedafewseconds,andattheendofhispauseheputhishandintohisovercoatpocket。

  \"IfyouwillcomeupstairswithmetotheroomwherethegirlGladlives,Iwilltellyou,\"hesaid,\"butbeforewegoIwanttohandsomethingovertoyou。\"

  Thecurateturnedanamazedgazeuponhim。

  \"Whatisit?\"heasked。

  Dartwithdrewhishandfromhispocket,andthepistolwasinit。

  \"Icameoutthismorningtobuythis,\"hesaid。\"Iintended——nevermindwhatIintended。Awrongturntakeninthefogbroughtmehere。Takethisthingfrommeandkeepit。\"

  Thecuratetookthepistolandputitintohisownpocketwithoutcomment。

  Inthecourseofhislaborshehadseendesperatemenanddesperatethingsmanytimes。Hehadevenbeen——atmoments——adesperatemanthinkingdesperatethingshimself,thoughnohumanbeinghadeversuspectedthefact。Thismanhadfacedsometragedy,hecouldsee。

  Hadhebeenonthevergeofacrime——hadhelookedmurderintheeyes?

  Whathadmadehimpause?WasitpossiblethatthedreamofJinnyMontaubynbeingintheairhadreachedhisbrain——hisbeing?

  Helookedalmostappealinglyathim,butheonlysaidaloud:

  \"Letusgoupstairs,then。\"

  Sotheywent。

  AstheypassedthedooroftheroomwherethedeadwomanlayDartwentinandspoketoMissMontaubyn,whowasstillthere。

  \"Iftherearethingswantedhere,\"

  hesaid,\"thiswillbuythem。\"Andheputsomemoneyintoherhand。

  Shedidnotseemsurprisedattheincongruityofhisshabbinessproducingmoney。

  \"Well,now,\"shesaid,\"IWAS

  wonderin’an’askin’。I’dlike’ercleanan’nice,an’there’smilkwantedbadforthebiby。\"

  IntheroomtheymountedtoGladwastryingtofeedthechildwithbreadsoftenedintea。Pollysatnearherlookingonwithrestless,eagereyes。Shehadneverseenanythingofherownbabybutitslimpnewbornanddeadbodybeingcarriedawayoutofsight。Shehadnotevendaredtoaskwhatwasdonewithsuchpoorlittlecarrion。Thetyrannyofthelawoflifemadeherwanttopawandtouchthislatelybornthing,asheragonyhadgivenhernofruitofherownbodytotouchandpawandnuzzleandcaressasmothercreatureswillwhethertheybewomenortigressesordovesorfemalecats。

  \"Letmeholdher,Glad,\"shehalfwhimpered。\"Whenshe’sfedletmegethertosleep。\"

  \"Allright,\"Gladanswered;\"wecouldlookafter’erbetweenuswellenough。\"

  Thethiefwasstillsittingonthehearth,butbeingfullfedandcomfortableforthefirsttimeinmanyaday,hehadrestedhisheadagainstthewallandfallenintoprofoundsleep。

  \"Wot’sup?\"saidGladwhenthetwomencamein。\"Isanythin’

  ’appenin’?\"

  \"Ihavecomeupheretotellyousomething,\"Dartanswered。\"Letussitdownagainroundthefire。Itwilltakealittletime。\"

  GladwitheagereyesonhimhandedthechildtoPollyandsatdownwithoutamoment’shesitance,avidofwhatwastocome。Shenudgedthethiefwithfriendlyelbowandhestartedupawake。

  \"’E’sgotsomethin’totellus,\"

  sheexplained。\"Thecurick’scomeupto’earit,too。Sit’ere,Polly,\"

  withelbowjerktowardthebundleofsacks。\"It’sgotitsstummickfullan’it’llgotosleepfastenough。\"

  Sotheysatagainintheweirdcircle。Neitherthestrangenessofthegroupnorthesqualorofthehearthwereofanaturetobenewthingstothecurate。HiseyesfixedthemselvesonDart’sface,asdidtheeyesofthethief,thebeggar,andtheyoungthingofthestreet。Nooneglancedawayfromhim。

  Histellingofhisstorywasalmostmonotonousinitssemi—reflectivequietnessoftone。Thestrangenesstohimself——thoughitwasastrangenessheacceptedabsolutelywithoutprotest——layinhistellingitatall,andinasenseofhisknowledgethateachofthesecreatureswouldunderstandandmysteriouslyknowwhatdepthshehadtouchedthisday。

  \"JustbeforeIleftmylodgingsthismorning,\"hesaid,\"IfoundmyselfstandinginthemiddleofmyroomandspeakingtoSomethingaloud。IdidnotknowIwasgoingtospeak。IdidnotknowwhatI

  wasspeakingto。Iheardmyownvoicecryoutinagony,`Lord,Lord,whatshallIdotobesaved?’\"

  Thecuratemadeasuddenmove—

  mentinhisplaceandhissallowyoungfaceflushed。Buthesaidnothing。

  Glad’ssmallandsharpcountenancebecamecurious。

  \"`Speak,Lord,thyservant’eareth,’\"shequotedtentatively。

  \"No,\"answeredDart;\"itwasnotlikethat。Ihadneverthoughtofsuchthings。Ibelievednothing。

  IwasgoingouttobuyapistolandwhenIreturnedintendedtoblowmybrainsout。\"

  \"Why?\"askedGlad,withpassionatelyintenteyes;\"why?\"

  \"BecauseIwaswornoutanddonefor,andalltheworldseemedwornoutanddonefor。AndamongotherthingsIbelievedIwasbeginningslowlytogomad。\"

  Fromthethiefthereburstforthalowgroanandheturnedhisfacetothewall。

  \"I’vebeenthere,\"hesaid;\"I’mneartherenow。\"

  Darttookupspeechagain。

  \"Therewasnoanswer——none。

  AsIstoodwaiting——Godknowsforwhat——thedeadstillnessoftheroomwaslikethedeadstillnessofthegrave。

  AndIwentoutsayingtomysoul,`Thisiswhathappenstothefoolwhocriesaloudinhispain。’\"

  \"I’vecriedaloud,\"saidthethief,\"andsometimesitseemedasifananswerwascoming——butIalwaysknewitneverwould!\"inatorturedvoice。

  \"’Tain’tfairtoarstthatwye,\"

  Gladputinwithshrewdlogic。

  \"MissMontaubynsheallersknowsitWILLcome——an’itdoes。\"

  \"Something——notmyself——turnedmyfeettowardthisplace,\"saidDart。

  \"Iwasthrustfromonethingtoanother。Iwasforcedtoseeandhearthingscloseathand。IthasbeenasifIwasunderaspell。Thewomanintheroombelow——thewomanlyingdead!\"Hestoppedasecond,andthenwenton:\"Thereistoomuchthatiscryingoutaloud。AmansuchasIam——ithasFORCEDitselfuponme——cannotleavesuchthingsandgivehimselftothedust。IcannotexplainclearlybecauseIamnotthinkingasIamaccustomedtothink。Achangehascomeuponme。Ishallnotusethepistol——asImeanttouseit。\"

  Gladmadeafriendlyclutchatthesleeveofhisshabbycoat。

  \"RightO!\"shecried。\"That’sit!YoubuckupsimeasItoldyer。

  Y’ain’tstonybrokean’there’s’allersto—morrer。\"

  AntonyDart’sexpressionwasweirdlyretrospective。

  \"Ididnotthinksothismorning,\"

  heanswered。

  \"Butthereis,\"saidthegirl。

  \"Ain’ttherenow,curick?There’saloto’workinyeryet;yercoulddoallsortso’thingsify’ain’ttooproud。I’ll’elpyer。So’llthecurick。Y’ain’tfoundoutyetwhatalittlefolkscanliveontillluckturns。Me,I’mgoin’totryMissMontaubyn’swye。Le’sbothtry。Le’sbelievethingsiscomin’。

  Le’sget’ertotalktoussomemore。\"

  Thecuratewasthinkingthethingoverdeeply。

  \"Yersee,\"Gladenlargedcheerfully,\"yerlookalmostlikeagentleman。

  P’rapsyercanwriteagood’andan’spellallright。Canyer?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Ithink,perhaps,\"thecuratebeganreflectively,\"particularlyifyoucanwritewell,Imightbeabletogetyousomework。\"

  \"Idonotwantwork,\"Dartansweredslowly。\"AtleastIdonotwantthekindyouwouldbelikelytoofferme。\"

  Thecuratefeltashock,asifcoldwaterhadbeendashedoverhim。

  Somehowithadnotonceoccurredtohimthatthemancouldbeoneoftheeducateddegenerateviciousforwhomnopowertohelplayinanyhands——yethewasnotthecommonvagrant——andhewasplainlyonthepointofproducinganexcuseforrefusingwork。

  Theotherman,seeinghisstartandhisamazed,troubledflush,putoutahandandtouchedhisarmapologetically。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid。

  \"OneofthethingsIwasgoingtotellyou——Ihadnotfinished——wasthatIAMwhatiscalledagentleman。

  Iamalsowhattheworldknowsasarichman。IamSirOliverHolt。\"

  Eachmemberofthepartygazedathimaghast。Itwasanenormousnametoclaim。Eventhetwofemalecreaturesknewwhatitstoodfor。Itwasthenamewhichrepresentedthegreatestwealthandpowerintheworldoffinanceandschemesofbusiness。

  Itstoodforfinancialinfluencewhichcouldchangethefaceofnationalfortunesandbringaboutcrises。Itwasknownthroughouttheworld。YesterdaythenewspaperrumorthatitsownerhadmysteriouslyleftEnglandhadcausedmenon’Changetodiscusspossibilitiestogetherwithloweredvoices。

  Gladstaredatthecurate。Forthefirsttimeshelookeddisturbedandalarmed。

  \"Blimme,\"sheejaculated,\"’e’sgoneoff’isnut,porechap!——’e’sgoneoffit!\"

  \"No,\"themananswered,\"youshallcometome\"——hehesitatedasecondwhileashadepassedoverhiseyes——\"TO—MORROW。Andyoushallsee。\"

  Herosequietlytohisfeetandthecuraterosealso。Abnormalastheclimaxwas,itwastobeseenthattherewasnomistakeabouttherevelation。Themanwasacreatureofauthorityandusedtocarryingconvictionbyhisunsupportedword。

  Thatmadeitself,bysomeclear,unspokenmethod,plain。

  \"YouareSirOliverHolt!Andafewhoursagoyouwereonthepointof——\"

  \"Endingitall——inanobscurelodging。Afterwardtheearthwouldhavebeenshovelledontoawork—

  housecoffin。Itwasanawfulthing。\"

  Heshookoffapassionateshudder。

  \"Therewasnowealthonearththatcouldgivemeamoment’sease——

  sleep——hope——life。ThewholeworldwasfullofthingsIloathedthesightandthoughtof。Thedoctorssaidmyconditionwasphysical。Perhapsitwas——perhapsto—dayhasstrangelygivenahealthfuljolttomynerves——perhapsIhavebeendraggedawayfromtheagonyofmorbidityandplungedintonewintenseemotionswhichhavesavedmefromthelastthingandtheworst——SAVED

  me!\"

  Hestoppedsuddenlyandhisfaceflushed,andthenquiteslowlyturnedpale。

  \"SAVEDME!\"herepeatedthewordsasthecuratesawtheawedbloodcreepinglyrecede。\"Whoknows,whoknows!Howmanyexplanationsoneisreadytogivebeforeonethinksofwhatwesaywebelieve。

  Perhapsitwas——theAnswer!\"

  Thecuratebowedhisheadreverently。

  \"Perhapsitwas。\"

  ThegirlGladsatclingingtoherknees,hereyeswideandawedandwithasuddengushofhysterictearsrushingdownhercheeks。

  \"That’sthewye!That’sthewye!\"shegulpedout。\"Noonewon’tneverbelieve——theywon’t,NEVER。That’swhatshesees,MissMontaubyn。Youdon’t,’Edon’t,\"

  withajerktowardthecurate。\"I

  ain’tnothin’butME,butblimmeifI

  don’t——blimme!\"

  SirOliverHoltgrewpalerstill。

  HefeltashehaddonewhenJinnyMontaubyn’spoordresssweptagainsthim。Hisvoiceshookwhenhespoke。

  \"SodoI,\"hesaidwithasuddendeepcatchofthebreath;\"itwastheAnswer。\"

  InafewmomentsmorehewenttothegirlPollyandlaidahandonhershoulder。

  \"Ishalltakeyouhometoyourmother,\"hesaid。\"Ishalltakeyoumyselfandcareforyouboth。Sheshallknownothingyouareafraidofherhearing。Ishallaskhertobringupthechild。Youwillhelpher。\"

  Thenhetouchedthethief,whogotupwhiteandshakingandwitheyesmoistwithexcitement。

  \"Youshallneverseeanothermanclaimyourthoughtbecauseyouhavenottimeormoneytoworkitout。

  Youwillgowithme。Thereareto—morrowsenoughforyou!\"

  Gladstillsatclingingtoherkneesandwithtearsrunning,buttheuglinessofhersharp,smallfacewasathinganangelmighthavepausedtosee。

  \"Youdon’twanttogoawayfromhere,\"SirOliversaidtoher,andsheshookherhead。

  \"No,notme。ItoldyerwotI

  wanted。Lemmedoit。\"

  \"Youshall,\"heanswered,\"andIwillhelpyou。\"

  ThethingswhichdevelopedinAppleBlossomCourtlater,thethingswhichcametoeachofthosewhohadsatintheweirdcircleroundthefire,therevelationsofnewexistencewhichcametoherself,arousednoamazementinJinnyMontaubyn’smind。Shehadaskedandbelievedallthings——andallthiswasbutanotheroftheAnswers。

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