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  neverthelessthelightisallone。\"

  AndIsawoverthebridgenearestme,whichwaswiderthantheother,countlessfootmarksgo。IaskedGodwhysomanywentoverit。

  Godsaid,\"Itslopeslessdeeply,andleadstothefirstheaven。\"

  AndIsawthatsomeofthefootmarkswereoffeetreturning。IaskedGodhowitwas。

  Hesaid,\"NomanwhohasonceenteredHeaveneverleavesit;butsome,whentheyhavegonehalfway,turnback,becausetheyareafraidthereisnolandbeyond。\"

  Isaid,\"Hasnoneeverreturned?\"

  Godsaid,\"No;onceinHeavenalwaysinHeaven。\"

  AndGodtookmeover。Andwhenwecametooneofthegreatdoors——forHeavenhasmoredoorsthanone,andtheyareallopen——thepostsroseupsohighoneithersideIcouldnotseethetop,norindeediftherewereany。

  AnditseemedtomesowidethatallHellcouldgointhroughit。

  IsaidtoGod,\"Whichisthelarger,HeavenorHell?\"

  Godsaid,\"Hellisaswide,butHeavenisdeeper。AllHellcouldbeengulfedinHeaven,butallHeavencouldnotbeengulfedinHell。\"

  Andweentered。Itwasastillgreatland。Themountainsroseoneveryhand,andtherewasapaleclearlight;andIsawitcamefromtherocksandstones。IaskedGodhowitwas。

  ButGoddidnotanswerme。

  Ilookedandwondered,forIhadthoughtHeavenwouldbeotherwise。Andafterawhileitbegantogrowbrighter,asifthedaywerebreaking,andI

  askedGodifthesunwerenotgoingtorise。

  Godsaid,\"No;wearecomingtowherethepeopleare。\"

  Andaswewentonitgrewbrighterandbrightertillitwasburningday;

  andontherockwereflowersblooming,andtreesblossomedattheroadside;

  andstreamsofwaterraneverywhere,andIheardthebirdssinging;IaskedGodwheretheywere。

  Godsaid,\"Itisthepeoplecallingtooneanother。\"

  AndwhenwecamenearerIsawthemwalking,andtheyshoneastheywalked。

  IaskedGodhowitwastheyworenocovering。

  Godsaid,\"Becausealltheirbodygivesthelight;theydarenotcoveranypart。\"

  AndIaskedGodwhattheyweredoing。

  Godsaid,\"Shiningontheplantsthattheymaygrow。\"

  AndIsawthatsomewereworkingincompanies,andsomealone,butmostwereintwos,sometimestwomenandsometimestwowomen;butgenerallytherewasonemanandonewoman;andIaskedGodhowitwas。

  Godsaid,\"Whenonemanandonewomanshinetogether,itmakesthemostperfectlight。Manyplantsneedthatfortheirgrowing。Nevertheless,therearemorekindsofplantsinHeaventhanone,andtheyneedmanykindsoflight。\"

  Andonefromamongthepeoplecamerunningtowardsme;andwhenhecamenearitseemedtomethatheandIhadplayedtogetherwhenwewerelittlechildren,andthatwehadbeenbornonthesameday。AndItoldGodwhatI

  felt;Godsaid,\"AllmenfeelsoinHeavenwhenanothercomestowardsthem。\"

  Andhewhorantowardsmeheldmyhand,andledmethroughthebrightlights。Andwhenwecameamongthetreeshesangaloud,andhiscompanionanswered,anditwasawoman,andheshowedmetoher。Shesaid,\"Hemusthavewater\";andshetooksomeinherhands,andfedme(IhadbeenafraidtodrinkofthewaterinHell),andtheygatheredfruitforme,andgaveitmetoeat。Theysaid,\"Weshonelongtomakeitripen,\"andtheylaughedtogetherastheysawmeeatit。

  Themansaid,\"Heisveryweary;hemustsleep\"(forIhadnotdaredtosleepinHell),andhelaidmyheadonhiscompanion’skneeandspreadherhairoutoverme。Islept,andallthewhileinmysleepIthoughtIheardthebirdscallingacrossme。AndwhenIwokeitwaslikeearlymorning,withthedewoneverything。

  Andthemantookmyhandandledmetoahiddenspotamongtherocks。Thegroundwasveryhard,butoutofitweresproutingtinyplants,andtherewasalittlestreamrunning。Hesaid,\"Thisisagardenwearemaking,nooneelseknowsofit。Weshinehereeveryday;see,thegroundhascrackedwithourshining,andthislittlestreamisburstingout。See,theflowersaregrowing。\"

  Andheclimbedontherocksandpickedfromabovetwolittleflowerswithdewonthem,andgavethemtome。AndItookoneineachhand;myhandsshoneasIheldthem。Hesaid,\"Thisgardenisforallwhenitisfinished。\"Andhewentawaytohiscompanion,andIwentoutintothegreatpathway。

  AndasIwalkedinthelightIheardaloudsoundofmuchsinging。AndwhenIcamenearerIsawonewithclosedeyes,singing,andhisfellowswerestandingroundhim;andthelightontheclosedeyeswasbrighterthananythingIhadseeninHeaven。Iaskedonewhoitwas。Andhesaid,\"Hush!Oursingingbird。\"

  AndIaskedwhytheeyesshoneso。

  Andhesaid,\"Theycannotsee,andwehavekissedthemtilltheyshoneso。\"

  Andthepeoplegatheredcloserroundhim。

  AndwhenIwentalittlefurtherIsawacrowdcrossingamongthetreesoflightwithgreatlaughter。WhentheycamecloseIsawtheycarriedonewithouthandsorfeet。AndalightcamefromthemaimedlimbssobrightthatIcouldnotlookatthem。

  AndIsaidtoone,\"Whatisit?\"

  Heanswered,\"Thisisourbrotherwhooncefellandlosthishandsandfeet,andsincethenhecannothelphimself;butwehavetouchedthemaimedstumpssooftenthatnowtheyshinebrighterthananythinginHeaven。Wepasshimonthathemayshineonthingsthatneedmuchheat。Nooneisallowedtokeephimlong,hebelongstoall\";andtheywentonamongthetrees。

  IsaidtoGod,\"Thisisastrangeland。Ihadthoughtblindnessandmaimednessweregreatevils。Heremenmakethemtoarejoicing。\"

  Godsaid,\"Didstthouthenthinkthatlovehadneedofeyesandhands!\"

  AndIwalkeddowntheshiningwaywithpalmsoneitherhand。IsaidtoGod,\"EversinceIwasalittlechildandsataloneandcried,Ihavedreamedofthisland,andnowIwillnotgoawayagain。Iwillstayhereandshine。\"AndIbegantotakeoffmygarments,thatImightshineasothersinthatland;butwhenIlookeddownIsawmybodygavenolight。I

  saidtoGod,\"Howisit?\"

  Godsaid,\"Istherenodarkbloodinyourheart;isitbitteragainstnone?\"

  AndIsaid,\"Yes——\";andIthought——\"NowisthetimewhenIwilltellGod,thatwhichIhavebeen,meaningtotellhimallalong,howbadlymyfellow—

  menhavetreatedme。Howtheyhavemisunderstoodme。HowIhaveintendedtobemagnanimousandgeneroustothem,andthey——。\"AndIbegantotellGod;butwhenIlookeddownalltheflowerswerewitheringundermybreath,andIwassilent。

  AndGodcalledmetocomeuphigher,andIgatheredmymantleaboutmeandfollowedhim。

  Andtherocksgrewhigherandsteeperoneveryside;andwecameatlasttoaplacewhereagreatmountainrose,whosetopwaslostintheclouds。AndonitssideIsawmenworking;andtheypickedattheearthwithhugepicks;andIsawthattheylabouredmightily。Andsomelabouredincompanies,butmostlabouredsingly。AndIsawthedropsofsweatfallfromtheirforeheads,andthemusclesoftheirarmsstandoutwithlabour。

  AndIsaid,\"Ihadnotthoughtinheaventoseemenlabourso!\"AndI

  thoughtofthegardenwheremensangandloved,andIwonderedthatanyshouldchoosetolabouronthatbaremountain—side。AndIsawupontheforeheadsofthemenastheyworkedalight,andthedropswhichfellfromthemastheyworkedhadlight。

  AndIaskedGodwhattheywereseekingfor。

  AndGodtouchedmyeyes,andIsawthatwhattheyfoundweresmallstones,whichhadbeentoobrightformetoseebefore;andIsawthatthelightofthestonesandthelightonthemen’sforeheadswasthesame。AndIsawthatwhenonefoundastonehepasseditontohisfellow,andhetoanother,andhetoanother。Nomankeptthestonehefound。Andattimestheygatheredingreatcompanyaboutwhenalargestonewasfound,andraisedagreatshoutsothattheskyrang;thentheyworkedonagain。

  AndIaskedGodwhattheydidwiththestonestheyfoundatlast。ThenGodtouchedmyeyesagaintomakethemstronger;andIlooked,andatmyveryfeetwasamightycrown。Thelightstreamedoutfromit。

  Godsaid,\"Eachstoneastheyfinditissethere。\"

  Andthecrownwaswroughtaccordingtoamarvellouspattern;onepatternranthroughall,yeteachpartwasdifferent。

  IsaidtoGod,\"Howdoeseachmanknowwheretosethisstone,sothatthepatternisworkedout?\"

  Godsaid,\"Becauseinthelighthisforeheadshedseachmanseesfaintlyoutlinedthatfullcrown。\"

  AndIsaid,\"Buthowisitthateachstoneisjoinedalongitsedgestoitsfellows,sothatthereisnoseamanywhere?\"

  Godsaid,\"Thestonesarealive;theygrow。\"

  AndIsaid,\"Butwhatdoeseachmangainbyhisworking?\"

  Godsaid,\"Heseeshisoutlinefilled。\"

  Isaid,\"Butthosestoneswhicharelastsetcoverthosewhichwerefirst;

  andthosewillagainbecoveredbythosewhichcomelater。\"

  Godsaid,\"Theyarecovered,butnothid。Thelightisthelightofall。

  Withoutthefirst,nolast。\"

  AndIsaidtoGod,\"Whenwillthiscrownbeended?\"

  AndGodsaid,\"Lookup!\"

  Ilookedup;andIsawthemountaintoweraboveme,butitssummitIcouldnotsee;itwaslostintheclouds。

  Godsaidnomore。

  AndIlookedatthecrown:thenalongingseizedme。Likethepassionofamotherforthechildwhomdeathhastaken;liketheyearningofafriendforthefriendwhomlifehasburied;likethehungerofdyingeyesforalifethatisslipping;likethethirstofasoulforloveatitsfirstspringwaking,so,butfiercerwasthelonginginme。

  IcriedtoGod,\"Itoowillworkhere;Itoowillsetstonesinthewonderfulpattern;itshallgrowbeneathMYhand。Andifitbethat,labouringhereforyears,Ishouldnotfindonestone,atleastIwillbewiththementhatlabourhere。Ishallheartheirshoutofjoywheneachstoneisfound;Ishalljoinintheirtriumph,Ishallshoutamongthem;I

  shallseethecrowngrow。\"SogreatwasmylongingasIlookedatthecrown,Ithoughtafaintlightfellfrommyforeheadalso。

  Godsaid,\"Doyounothearthesinginginthegardens?\"

  Isaid,\"No,Ihearnothing;Iseeonlythecrown。\"AndIwasdumbwithlonging;IforgotalltheflowersofthelowerHeavenandthesingingthere。AndIranforward,andthrewmymantleontheearthandbenttoseizeoneofthemightytoolswhichlaythere。Icouldnotliftitfromtheearth。

  Godsaid,\"WherehastTHOUearnedthestrengthtoraiseit?Takeupthymantle。\"

  AndItookupmymantleandfollowedwhereGodcalledme;butIlookedback,andIsawthecrownburning,mycrownthatIhadloved。

  Higherandhigherweclimbed,andtheairgrewthinner。Notatreeorplantwasonthebarerocks,andthestillnesswasunbroken。Mybreathcamehardandquick,andthebloodcreptwithinmyfinger—tips。IsaidtoGod,\"IsthisHeaven?\"

  Godsaid,\"Yes;itisthehighest。\"

  Andstillweclimbed。IsaidtoGod,\"Icannotbreathesohigh。\"

  Godsaid,\"Becausetheairispure?\"

  Andmyheadgrewdizzy,andasIclimbedthebloodburstfrommyfinger—

  tips。

  Thenwecameoutuponalonelymountain—top。

  Nolivingbeingmovedthere;butfaroffonasolitarypeakIsawalonelyfigurestanding。WhetheritweremanorwomanIcouldnottell;forpartlyitseemedthefigureofawoman,butitslimbswerethemightylimbsofaman。IaskedGodwhetheritwasmanorwoman。

  Godsaid,\"IntheleastHeavensexreignssupreme;inthehigheritisnotnoticed;butinthehighestitdoesnotexist。\"

  AndIsawthefigurebendoveritswork,andlabourmightily,butwhatitlabouredatIcouldnotsee。

  IsaidtoGod,\"Howcameithere?\"

  Godsaid,\"Byabloodystair。StepbystepitmountedfromthelowestHell,anddaybydayasHellgrewfartherandHeavennonearer,ithungalonebetweentwoworlds。Hourbyhourinthatbitterstruggleitslimbsgrewlarger,tilltherefellfromitragbyragthegarmentswhichitstartedwith。Dropsfellfromitseyesasitstrainedthem;eachstepitclimbedwaswetwithblood。Thenitcameouthere。\"

  AndIthoughtofthegardenwheremensangwiththeirarmsaroundoneanother;andthemountain—sidewheretheyworkedincompany。AndI

  shuddered。

  AndIsaid,\"Isitnotterriblyalonehere?\"

  Godsaid,\"Itisneveralone!\"

  Isaid,\"Whathasitforallitslabour?Iseenothingreturntoit。\"

  ThenGodtouchedmyeyes,andIsawstretchedoutbeneathustheplainsofHeavenandHell,andallthatwaswithinthem。

  Godsaid,\"Fromthatloneheightonwhichhestands,allthingsareopen。

  Tohimiscleartheshininginthegarden,heseestheflowerbreakforthandthestreamssparkle;noshoutisraiseduponthemountain—sidebuthisearmayhearit。Heseesthecrowngrowandthelightshootfromit。AllHellisopentohim。Heseesthepathsmountupwards。Tohim,HellistheseedgroundfromwhichHeavensprings。Heseesthesapascending。\"

  AndIsawthefigurebendoveritswork,andthelightfromitsfacefelluponit。

  AndIsaidtoGod,\"Whatisitmaking?\"

  AndGodsaid,\"Music!\"

  Andhetouchedmyears,andIheardit。

  AndafteralongwhileIwhisperedtoGod,\"ThisisHeaven。\"

  AndGodaskedmewhyIwascrying。ButIcouldnotanswerforjoy。

  Andthefaceturnedfromitswork,andthelightfelluponme。ThenitgrewsobrightIcouldnotseethingsseparately;andwhichwereGod,ortheman,orI,Icouldnottell;wewereallblended。IcriedtoGod,\"Whereareyou?\"buttherewasnoanswer,onlymusicandlight。

  Afterwards,whenithadgrownsodarkagainthatIcouldseethingsseparately,IfoundthatIwasstandingtherewrappedtightinmylittleold,brown,earthlycloak,andGodandthemanwereseparatedfromeachother,andfromme。

  IdidnotdaresayIwouldgoandmakemusicbesidetheman。IknewI

  couldnotreacheventohisknee,normovetheinstrumentheplayed。ButI

  thoughtIwouldstandthereonmylittlepeakandsinganaccompanimenttothatgreatmusic。AndItried;butmyvoicefailed。Itpipedandquavered。Icouldnotsingthattune。Iwassilent。

  ThenGodpointedtome,thatIshouldgooutofHeaven。

  AndIcriedtoGod,\"Oh,letmestayhere!Ifindeeditbe,asIknowitis,thatIamnotgreatenoughtosinguponthemountain,norstrongenoughtolabouronitsside,norbrightenoughtoshineandlovewithinthegarden,atleastletmegodowntothegreatgateway;humblyIwillkneeltheresweeping;and,asthesavedpassin,Iwillseethelightupontheirfaces。Ishallhearthesinginginthegarden,andtheshoutuponthehillside——\"

  Godsaid,\"Itmaynotbe;\"hepointed。

  AndIcried,\"IfImaynotstayinHeaven,thenletmegodowntoHell,andIwillgraspthehandsofmenandwomenthere;andslowly,holdingoneanother’shands,wewillworkourwayupwards。\"

  StillGodpointed。

  AndIthrewmyselfupontheearthandcried,\"Earthissosmall,somean!

  ItisnotmeetasoulshouldseeHeavenandbecastoutagain!\"

  AndGodlaidhishandonme,andsaid,\"Gobacktoearth:thatwhichyouseekisthere。\"

  Iawoke:itwasmorning。Thesilenceanddarknessofthenightweregone。

  ThroughmynarrowatticwindowIsawthelightofanotherday。Iclosedmyeyesandturnedtowardsthewall:Icouldnotlookuponthedullgreyworld。

  Inthestreetsbelow,menandwomenstreamedpastbyhundreds;Iheardthebeatoftheirfeetonthepavement。Menontheirwaytobusiness;servantsonerrands;boyshurryingtoschool;wearyprofessorspacingslowlytheoldstreet;prostitutes,menandwomen,draggingtheirfeetwearilyafterlastnight’sdebauch;artistswithquick,impatientfootsteps;tradesmenfororders;childrentoseekforbread。Iheardthestreambeatby。Andatthealley’smouth,atthestreetcorner,abrokenbarrel—organwasplaying;

  sometimesitquaveredandalmoststopped,thenwentonagain,likeabrokenhumanvoice。

  Ilistened:myheartscarcelymoved;itwasascoldaslead。Icouldnotbearthelongdaybeforeme;andItriedtosleepagain;yetstillIheardthefeetuponthepavement。AndsuddenlyIheardthemcryloudastheybeat,\"Weareseeking!——weareseeking!——weareseeking!\"andthebrokenbarrel—organatthestreetcornersobbed,\"TheBeautiful!——theBeautiful!——

  theBeautiful!\"Andmyheart,whichhadbeendead,criedoutwitheverythrob,\"Love!——Truth!——theBeautiful!——theBeautiful!\"ItwasthemusicI

  hadheardinHeaventhatIcouldnotsingthere。

  AndfullyIawoke。

  Uponthefadedquilt,acrossmybedalongyellowstreakofpaleLondonsunlightwaslying。Itfellthroughmynarrowatticwindow。

  Ilaughed。Irose。

  Iwasgladthelongdaywasbeforeme。

  ParisandLondon。

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