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  LOCRINE。

  Thyfearisdarker,child,thanherdesire。

  ESTRILD。

  Ifearnotheratall:IwouldnotfearTheonethingfearfultomeyet,whohereSitwalledaroundwithwatersandwithwoodsFromallthingsfearfulbutthefearofchange。

  LOCRINE。

  Fearthounotthat:fornothingborneludesTime;andthejoyweresorrowfulandstrangeThatshouldendureforever。Yea,IthinkSuchjoywouldprayforsorrow’scuptodrink,Suchconstancydesireanend,formereLongwearinessofwatching。ThouandI

  Haveallourwilloflifeandlovinghere,—

  Aheavenlierheavenonearth:butweshalldie,Andifwediednot,lovewemightoutliveAsnowshallloveoutliveus。

  ESTRILD。

  We?

  LOCRINE。

  Forgive!

  ESTRILD。

  King!andIheldtheemorethanman!

  LOCRINE。

  Godwot,ThouartmorethanI——morestrongandwise;

  IknowThoucouldstnotliveonehouriflovewerenot。

  ESTRILD

  Andthou?—

  LOCRINE。

  Iwouldnot。Alltheworldwerewoe,Andallthedaynight,iftheloveIbeartheeWerepluckedoutofthelifewhereinIweartheeAscrownandcomfortofitsnightsanddays。

  ESTRILD。

  Thouliest——forlove’ssakeandformine——andI

  Lienot,whoswearbytheewhereonIgazeIholdnotruthsohallowedasthelieWherewithmyloveredeemsmefromthesnareDarkdoubthadsettotakeme。

  LOCRINE。

  Wiltthouswear—Bywhatthouwiltsoever——bythesunThatseesus——bythelightofalltheseflowers—

  Bythisfullstreamwhosewaveswehearnotrun—

  Byallthatisnorminenorthine,butours—

  Thatthoudidsteverdoubtindeed?ordreamThatdoubt,whosebreathbidsloveoflovemisdeem,Wereotherthanthechildofhateandhell,Theliarfirst—bornoffalsehood?

  ESTRILD。

  Nay——Ithink—

  Godhelpme!——hardly。Never?canItell?

  WhenhalfoursoulandalloursensessinkFromdreamtodreamdowndeathward,slainwithsleep,Howmayfaithholdassurancefast,orkeepHerpowertocastoutfearforlove’ssake?

  LOCRINE。

  Coulddoubtnotthee,wakingorsleeping。

  ESTRILD。

  No—

  Thouartnotmad。HowshouldthesunlitskyBetraythesun?castoutthesunshine?SoArtthoutomeaslighttoheaven:shouldlightDie,werenotheavenashellandnoonasnight?

  AndwhereforeshouldIholdmoredearthanlifeDeath?CouldIlive,andlackthee?Thou,Oking,Hastlandsandlordships——andaroyalwife—

  Andruleofseasthattiretheseamew’swing—

  Andfameasfarasfamecantravel;I,WhathaveIsavethishomewhereintodie,Exceptthouloveme?Nay,norhomewerethis,Noplacetodieorlivein,wereIsureThoudidstnotloveme。SwearnotbythiskissThatloveliveslonger——faithmaymoreendure—

  ThanonepoorkissthatpasseswiththebreathOflipsthatgaveitlifeatonceanddeath。

  Whyshouldstthouswear,andwhereforeshouldItrust?

  Whendayshalldrivenotnightfromheaven,andnightShallchasenotdaytodeathward,thenshalldustBeconstant——andthestarsendurethesightOfdawnthatshallnotslaythem。

  LOCRINE。

  Bythineeyes—Turnedstormiernowthanstarsinbare—blownskiesWherethroughthewindringsmenace,——IwillswearNought:soshallfear,mistrust,andjealoushateLiefoodless,ifnotfangless。Thou,sofairThatheavenmightchangefortheethesealoffate,Howdarestthoudoubtthypoweronsoulsofmen?

  ESTRILD。

  WhatvowswerethosethatwontheeGuendolen?

  LOCRINE。

  Iswarenotsotoher。Thouknowest—

  ESTRILD。

  NotI。

  ThouknowestthatIknownothing。

  LOCRINE。

  Nay,IknowThatnothinglivesunderthesweetblueskyWorththysweetheeding,wouldstthouthinkbutso,Savelove——wherewiththouseestthyworldfulfilled。

  ESTRILD。

  Ay,——wouldIseebutwiththineeyes。

  LOCRINE。

  Estrild,Estrild!

  ESTRILD。

  NosoftreiteranceofmynameCansingmysorrowdownthatcomesandgoesAndcolourshopewithfearandlovewithshame。

  Rosehastthoucalledme:wereIliketherose,HappierwereIthanwoman:shesurvivesNotbyonehour,likeusoflongerlives,ThesunshelivesinandthelovehegivesAndtakesaway:butwe,whenlovegrowssere,Liveyet,whiletrustinlovenolongerlives,NordrinkforcomfortwiththedyingyearDeath。

  LOCRINE。

  WouldstthoudrinkforgetfulnessforwineTohealthineheartoflovetowardme?

  ESTRILD。

  Locrine,Locrine!

  LOCRINE。

  Thouwouldstnot:donotmockmethen,Sayingoutofevilheart,ineviljest,Thytrustisdeadtomeward。

  ESTRILD。

  Kingofmen,Wouldstthou,beingonlyofallmenlordliest,Belordofwomen’sthoughtsandlovingfears?

  Nay,wertthoulessthanlordofworldsandyears,Ofstarsandsunsandseasons,couldstthoudreamTotakesuchempireonthee?

  LOCRINE。

  Nay,notI—

  NomorethanshethereplayingbesidethestreamToslipwithinastormierstreamanddie。

  ESTRILD。

  Sherunstoonearthebrink。Sabrina!

  LOCRINE。

  See,Herhandsarelily—laden:letthembeAflower—sweetsymbolforus。

  EnterSABRINA。

  SABRINA。

  Sire!Osire,Seewhatfreshflowers——youknewnotthesebefore—

  Thespringhasbrought,toservemyheart’sdesire,Forthoftheriver’sbarrenbed!nomoreWillIrebukethesebanksforsterileslothWhenspringrestoresthewoodlands。Bymytroth,Ihopednot,whenyoucameagain,tobringSolargeatributeworthsofullasmile。

  LOCRINE。

  Child!howshouldItotheepaytribute?

  ESTRILD。

  King,Thouhastnotkissedher。

  LOCRINE。

  DaremylipsdefileHeaven?Omylove,insightofherandtheeImarvelhowthesunshouldlookonmeAndsparetoturnhisbeamstofire。

  ESTRILD。

  ThechildHears,andistroubled。

  SABRINA。

  DidIwrong,tosay’Sire?’butyoubademesayso。Heismild,Andwillnotchideme。Father!

  ESTRILD。

  Hear’stthou?

  LOCRINE。

  Yea—

  Ihear。IwouldtheworldbeyondoursightWeredeadasworldsforgotten。

  ESTRILD。

  WouldstthoufrightHer?

  LOCRINE。

  Hathallsenseforsakenme?Sabrina,Thoudostnotfearme?

  SABRINA。

  No。ButwhenyoureyesWaxredanddark,withflaughtsoffirebetween,Ifearthem——ortheyfrightme。

  LOCRINE。

  Wertthouwise,Theywouldnot。NeverhaveIlookedontheeSo。

  SABRINA。

  Nay——Ifearnotwhatmightfallonme。

  Herelaughsmyfather——heremymothersmiles—

  Heresmilesandlaughsthewater——whatshouldI

  Fear?

  LOCRINE。

  Noughtmorefearfulthanthewater’swiles—

  Whichwhosofearsnoterehefearshalldie。

  SABRINA。

  Die?andisdeathnolessanillthandread?

  Ihadlieferdiethanbenorquicknordead。

  Ithinkthereisnodeathbutfearofdeath。

  LOCRINE。

  OfdeathorlifeoranythingbutloveWhatknowestthou?

  SABRINA。

  Lessthanthese,mymothersaith—

  LessthantheflowersthatseeingallheavenaboveFadeandwaxhoarordarken,losetheirtrustAndleavetheirjoyandlettheirgloriesrustAnddieforfearerewinterwoundthem:weLivenolessgladofsnowtimethanofspring:

  Itcannotchangemyfather’sfaceformeNorturnfrommineawaymymother’s。KingTheycallthee:haththykingshipmadetheelessInheightofheartthanweare?

  LOCRINE。

  No,andyes。

  Heresitsmyheartatheightofhersandthine,Laughingforlove:herenotthequiringbirdsSinghigherthansingsmyspirit:IamhereLocrine,Whomnosoundvexeshereofswordsorwords,Nocloudofthoughtorthunder:weremylifeCrownedbutaslordandsireofchildandwife,Thronedbutasprinceofwoodland,bankandbower,Myjoyswerethenimperial,andmystateFirmasastar,thatnowisasaflower。

  SABRINA。

  Thoushouldstnotthen——ifjoygrowheresogreat—

  Partfromus。

  LOCRINE。

  No:forjoygrowselsewherescant。

  SABRINA。

  IwouldfainseethetowersofTroynovant。

  LOCRINE。

  Godkeepthineeyesfulfilledwithsweetersights,Andthisonefromthemever!

  SABRINA。

  Why?MensayThinehallsarefullofguests,princesandknights,Andlordlymustersofsuperbarray;

  Whyarewethencealone,andalway?

  ESTRILD。

  Peace,Child:letthybabblechangeitsnote,orceaseHere;isthysirenotwiser——byGod’sgrace—

  ThanIorthou?

  LOCRINE。

  WouldstthoutooseefulfilledThefearwhoseshadowfallenonjoy’sfairfaceStrikesitmoresadthansorrow’sown?Estrild,WastthouthenhappiererethiswildwoodshrineHidtheefromhomage,lefttheebutLocrineForworshipperlessworthygraceoftheeThanthosethysometimesuppliants?

  ESTRILD。

  Nay;mylordTakestoomuchthought——iftonguesringtrue——forme。

  LOCRINE。

  SuchtonguesringfalserthanabrokenchordWhosejardistunesthemusic。

  ESTRILD。

  WiltthoustayButthreenightshere?

  LOCRINE。

  Ihadneedbehencetoday。

  ESTRILD。

  Go。

  SABRINA。

  ButIbidtheetarry;whatamI

  ThatthoushouldstheednotwhatIbidthee?

  LOCRINE。

  QueenAndempressmoreimperiousandmorehighAndregentroyallerthantimehathseenAndmightiermistressofthysireandthrall:

  YetmustIgo。ButerethenextmoonfallAgainwillIgrowhappy。

  ESTRILD。

  Whocansay?

  LOCRINE。

  SomuchcanI——exceptthestarscombineUnseasonablytostayme。

  ESTRILD。

  LetthemstayThetides,theseasonsrather。Love!Locrine!

  Ineverpartedfromthee,norshallpart,Savewithafiremorekeenthanfireatheart:

  Butnowthepangthatwringsme,soulandsense,Andturnsfairdaytodarknessdeepashell,Warnsme,thewordthatsealsthypartinghence—

  ’Farewell’——shallbidusnevermorefarewell。

  SABRINA。

  Lo!shetoobidstheetarry;dostthounotHear?

  LOCRINE。

  MightIchoose,smallneedwerehers,Godwot,Orthine,tobidmetarry。WhenIcomeAgain—

  SABRINA。

  Thoushaltnotseeme:IwillhideFromsightofsuchasire——orbowdowndumbBeforehim——strongandhardasheinpride—

  Andsothoushaltnothearme。

  LOCRINE。

  Whocantell?

  SonowsayI。

  ESTRILD。

  Godkeepmylord!

  LOCRINE。

  Farewell。

  [Exeunt。

  SCENEII。——Troynovant。ARoominthePalace。

  EnterGUENDOLENandMADAN。

  GUENDOLEN。

  Comeclose,andlookuponme。Childorman,—

  Iknownothowtocallthee,beingmychild,Whoknownothowmyselfamcalled,norcan—

  Godwitness——telltheewhatshouldshebestyledWhobearsthebrandandburdensetonherThatmanhathsetonme——thelandsarewildWhencelateIbadetheehither,swiftofspurAshethatridestoguardhismother’slife;

  Thouhastfoundnoughtloathlierthere,noughthate—fullerInallthewildsthatseethewithfluctuantstrife,Thanherebesetsthineadvent。Son,ifthouBesonofmine,andIthyfather’swife—

  MADAN。

  Ifheavenbeheaven,andGodbeGod。

  GUENDOLEN。

  AsnowWeknownotiftheybe。Givemethinehand。

  Thouhastmineeyesbeneaththyfather’sbrow,—

  Andthereforebearsitnotthetraitor’sbrand。

  Swear——ButIwouldnotbidtheeswearinvainNorbindtheeerethineownsoulunderstand,Erethineownheartbemoltenwithmypain,TodosuchworkforbitterloveofmeAshaply,knowingmyheart,thouwertnotfain—

  Eventhou——totakeuponthee——bindonthee—

  Setallthysoultodoordie。

  MADAN。

  Iswear。

  GUENDOLEN。

  Andthoughthousworestnot,yetthethingshouldbe。

  TheburdenfoundformesosoretobearWhyshouldIlayonanyhandbutmine,Orbidthineowntakeparttherein,andwearAfather’sblooduponit——here——forsign?

  Ay,nowthoupluck’stitforthofherstowhomThousworestandgavestitplighted。OLocrine,Thyseeditwasthatsprangwithinmywomb,Thine,andnoneother——traitorbornandliar,False—faced,false—tongued——thefireofhellconsumeMe,thee,andhimforever!

  MADAN。

  HathmysireWrongedthee?

  GUENDOLEN。

  Thysire?mylord?theflowerofmen?

  How?

  MADAN。

  Forthytonguewastippedbutnowwithfire—

  Withfireofhell——againsthim。

  GUENDOLEN。

  Now,andthen,Aretwain;thouknowestnotwomen,howtheirtongueTakesfire,andstraightlearnspatience:GuendolenIstherenomorethancrownlesswoman,wrungAtheartwithanguish,andinutterancemadAseventhemeanestwhomasnakehathstungSoneartheheartthatallthepulseithadGrowspalpitatingpoison。WiltthouknowWhence?

  MADAN。

  CouldIhealit,thenmineownwereglad。

  GUENDOLEN。

  Whatthink’stthouwerethebitterestwrong,thewoeLeastbearablebywoman,worstofallThatmanmightlayuponher?Nay,thouartslow:

  Speak:thoughthouspeakbutfolly。Silent?CallTomindwhatsothouhasteverheardofillMostmonstrous,thatshouldturntofireandgallThemilkandbloodofmaidormother——stillThoushaltnotfind,Ithink,whathehathdone—

  WhatIendure,anddienot。FormywillItisthatholdsmeyetalive,Oson,Tillallmywrongbewroken,heretokeepFastwatch,alivingsoulbeforethesun,Anhungeredandathirstfornightandsleep,ThatwillnotslaketheravinofherthirstNorquenchherfireofhunger,tillshereapTheharvestlovedofallmen,lastasfirst—

  Vengeance。

  MADAN。

  Whatwrongisthishehathdonethee?WordsAreedgelessweapons:liveweblestorcurst,NojotthemoreofevilorgoodengirdsThelifewithbitterestcursescompassedroundOrgirtaboutwithblessing。HindsandherdsWagethreatsandbrawlandwrangle:windandsoundSufficetheirsoulsforvengeance:werequireDeeds,andtillplacefortheseandtimebefoundSilence。Whatbidstheebidmeslaymysire?

  GUENDOLEN。

  Ipraisethegodsthatgavemethee:thineheartIsnoneofhis,nochangeling’sindesire,Nocoward’saswhobegatthee:minethouartAll,andmineonly。Lendmenowthineear:

  Thouknowest—

  MADAN。

  WhatanguishholdsthylipsapartAndstrikestheesilent?AmIboundtohearWhatthoutospeakartboundnot?

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