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  \"Shearrangedwiththe——withthepurchaserthatthemenwillcomeforitabouthalfafterfiveintheafternoon。Thedaysaresoshortnowit\'sreallyquitewinter。\"

  \"Oh,yes,\"heagreed,moodily。\"Sofarasthatgoespeoplehavearighttomoveapieceoffurniturewithoutstirringuptheneighbors,Isuppose,evenbydaylight。Idon\'tsupposeOURneighborsarepayingmuchattentionjustnow,thoughIhearSheridanwasbackinhisofficeearlythemorningafterthefuneral。\"

  Mrs。Vertreesmadealittlesoundofcommiseration。\"Idon\'tbelievethatwasbecausehewasn\'tsuffering,though。I\'msureitwasonlybecausehefelthisbusinesswassoimportant。Marytoldmeheseemedwrappedupinhisson\'ssucceeding;andthatwaswhathebraggedaboutmost。Heisn\'tvulgarinhisboasting,Iunderstand;hedoesn\'ttalkagreatdealabouthis——hisactualmoney——thoughtherewassomethingaboutbladesofgrassthatIdidn\'tcomprehend。Ithinkhemeantsomethingabouthisenergy——butperhapsnot。

  No,hisbraggingusuallyseemedtobenotsomuchapersonalvaingloryasabouthisfamilyandthegreatnessofthiscity。\"

  \"\'Greatnessofthiscity\'!\"Mr。Vertreesechoed,withdullbitterness。\"It\'snothingbutacoal—hole!Isupposeitlooks\'great\'tothemanwhohasthelucktomakeitworkforhim。Isupposeitlooks\'great\'toanyYOUNGman,too,startingouttomakehisfortuneoutofit。Thefellowsthatgetwhattheywantoutofitsayit\'s\'great,\'andeverybodyelsegetsthehabit。Butyouhaveadifferentpointofviewifit\'sthecitythatgotwhatitwantedoutofyou!OfcourseSheridansaysit\'s\'great\'。\"

  Mrs。Vertreesseemedunawareofthisunusualoutburst。\"Ibelieve,\"shebegan,timidly,\"hedoesn\'tboastof——thatis,Iunderstandhehasneverseemedsointerestedinthe——theotherone。\"

  Herhusband\'sfacewasdark,butatthataheaviershadowfelluponit;helookedmorehaggardthanbefore。\"\'Theotherone\',\"herepeated,avertinghiseyes。\"Youmean——youmeanthethirdson——theonethatwasherethisevening?\"

  \"Yes,the——theyoungest,\"shereturned,hervoicesofeebleitwasalmostawhisper。

  Andthenneitherofthemspokeforseverallongminutes。Nordideitherlookattheotherduringthatsilence。

  AtlastMr。Vertreescontrivedtocough,butnotconvincingly。\"What——

  ah——whatwasitMarysaidabouthimoutinthehall,whenshecameinthisafternoon?Iheardyouaskinghersomethingabouthim,butsheansweredinsuchalowvoiceIdidn\'t——ah——happentocatchit。\"

  \"She——shedidn\'tsaymuch。Allshesaidwasthis:Iaskedherifshehadenjoyedherwalkwithhim,andshesaid,\'He\'sthemostwistfulcreatureI\'veeverknown。\'\"

  \"Well?\"

  \"Thatwasall。HeISwistful—looking;andsofragile——thoughhedoesn\'tseemquitesomuchsolately。IwaswatchingMaryfromthewindowwhenshewentoutto—day,andhejoinedher,andifIhadn\'tknownabouthimI\'dhavethoughthehadquiteaninterestingface。\"

  \"Ifyou\'hadn\'tknownabouthim\'?Knownwhat?\"

  \"Oh,nothing,ofcourse,\"shesaid,hurriedly。\"Nothingdefinite,thatis。

  Marysaiddecidely,longago,thathe\'snotatallinsane,aswethoughtatfirst。It\'sonly——well,ofcourseitISodd,theirattitudeabouthim。I

  supposeit\'ssomenervoustroublethatmakeshim——perhapsalittlequeerattimes,sothathecan\'tapplyhimselftoanything——orperhapsdoesoddthings。But,afterall,ofcourse,weonlyhaveanimpressionaboutit。Wedon\'tknow——thatis,positively。I——\"Shepaused,thenwenton:\"Ididn\'tknowjusthowtoask——thatis——Ididn\'tmentionittoMary。Ididn\'t——I——\"

  Thepoorladyflounderedpitifully,concludingwithamumble。\"Sosoonafter——afterthe——theshock。\"

  \"Idon\'tthinkI\'vecaughtmorethanaglimpseofhim,\"saidMr。Vertrees。

  \"Iwouldn\'tknowhimifIsawhim,butyourimpressionofhimis——\"Hebrokeoffsuddenly,springingtohisfeetinagitation。\"Ican\'timageher——oh,NO!\"hegasped。Andhebegantopacethefloor。\"Ahalf—wittedepileptic!\"

  \"No,no!\"shecried。\"Hemaybeallright。We——\"

  \"Oh,it\'shorrible!Ican\'t——\"Hethrewhimselfbackintohischairagain,sweepinghishandsacrosshisface,thenlettingthemfalllimplyathissides。

  Mrs。Vertreeswastremulous。\"Youmustn\'tgivewayso,\"shesaid,inspiredforoncealmosttodirectdiscourse。\"WhateverMarymightthinkofdoing,itwouldn\'tbeonherownaccount;itwouldbeonours。ButifWE

  should——shouldconsiderit,thatwouldn\'tbeonOURownaccount。Itisn\'tbecausewethinkofourselves。\"

  \"OhGod,no!\"hegroaned。\"Notforus!Wecangotothepoorhouse,butMarycan\'tbeastenographer!\"

  Sighing,Mrs。Vertreesresumedherobliqueness。\"Ofcourse,\"shemurmured,\"itallseemsverypremature,speculatingaboutsuchthings,butIhadaqueersortoffeelingthatsheseemedquiteinterestedinthis——\"Shehadalmostsaid\"inthisone,\"butcheckedherself。\"Inthisyoungman。It\'snatural,ofcourse;sheisalwayssostrongandwell,andheis——heseemstobe,thatis——ratherappealingtothe——thesympathies。\"

  \"Yes!\"heagreed,bitterly。\"Precisely。Thesympathies!\"

  \"Perhaps,\"shefaltered——\"perhapsyoumightfeeleasierifIcouldhavealittletalkwithsomeone?\"

  \"Withwhom?\"

  \"Ihadthoughtof——notgoingaboutittoobrusquely,ofcourse,butperhapsjustwaitingforhisnametobementioned,ifIhappenedtobetalkingwithsomebodythatknewthefamily——andthenImightfindachancetosaythatI

  wassorrytohearhe\'dbeenillsomuch,and——Somethingofthatkindperhaps?\"

  \"Youdon\'tknowanybodythatknowsthefamily。\"

  \"Yes。Thatis——well,inaway,ofcourse,oneOFthefamily。ThatMrs。

  RoscoeSheridanisnota——thatis,she\'sratherapleasant—facedlittlewoman,Ithink,andofcourseratherordinary。Ithinksheisinterestedabout——thatis,ofcourse,she\'dbeanxioustobemoreintimatewithMary,naturally。She\'salwayslookingoverherefromherhouse;shewaslookingoutthewindowthisafternoonwhenMarywentout,Inoticed——thoughIdon\'tthinkMarysawher。I\'msureshewouldn\'tthinkitoutofplaceto——tobefrankaboutmatters。Shecalledtheotherday,andMarymustratherlikeher——shesaidthateveningthatthecallhaddonehergood。Don\'tyouthinkitmightbewise?\"

  \"Wise?Idon\'tknow。Ifeelthewholematterisimpossible。\"

  \"Yes,sodoI,\"shereturned,promptly。\"Itisn\'treallyathingweshouldbeconsideringseriously,ofcourse。Still——\"

  \"Ishouldsaynot!Butpossibly——\"

  Thustheyskirmishedupanddownthefield,butbeforetheyturnedthelightsoutandwentup—stairsitwasthoroughlyunderstoodbetweenthemthatMrs。

  VertreesshouldseektheearliestopportunitytoobtaindefiniteinformationfromSibylSheridanconcerningthementalandphysicalstatusofBibbs。Andifheweresubjecttoattacksoflunacy,theunhappypairdecidedtopreventthesacrificetheysupposedtheirdaughterintendedtomakeofherself。

  Altogether,iftherewerespitefulghostsintheoldhousethatnight,eavesdroppinguponthewoefulcomedy,theymusthavediedanewoflaughter!

  Mrs。Vertrees\'sopportunityoccurredtheverynextafternoon。Darknesshadfallen,andthepiano—movershadcome。Theywerecarryingthepianodownthefrontsteps,andMrs。Vertreeswasstandingintheopendoorwaybehindthem,preparingtowithdraw,whensheheardasharpexclamation;andMrs。RoscoeSheridan,bareheaded,emergedfromtheshadowintothelightofthedoorway。

  \"Goodgracious!\"shecried。\"Itdidgivemeafright!\"

  \"It\'sMrs。Sheridan,isn\'tit?\"Mrs。Vertreeswasperplexedbythisinformalappearance,butshereflectedthatitmightbeprovidential。\"Won\'tyoucomein?\"

  \"No。Ohno,thankyou!\"Sibylpanted,pressingherhandtoherside。\"Youdon\'tknowwhatafrightyou\'vegivenme!Anditwasnothingbutyourpiano!\"Shelaughedshrilly。\"Youknow,sinceourtragedycomingsosuddenlytheotherday,youhavenoideahowupsetI\'vebeen——almosthysterical!AndIjustglancedoutofthewindow,aminuteorsoago,andsawyourdoorwideopenandblackfiguresofmenagainstthelight,carryingsomethingheavy,andIalmostfainted。Yousee,itwasjustthewayitlookedwhenIsawthembringingmypoorbrother—in—lawin,nextdoor,onlysuchafewshortdaysago。AndIthoughtI\'dseenyourdaughterstartforadrivewithBibbsSheridaninacaraboutthreeo\'clock——and——Theyaren\'tbackyet,arethey?\"

  \"No。Goodheavens!\"

  \"AndtheonlythingIcouldthinkofwasthatsomethingmusthavehappenedtothem,andIjustdashedover——anditwasonlyyourPIANO!\"Shebrokeintolaughteragain。\"Isupposeyou\'rejustsendingitsomewheretoberepaired,aren\'tyou?\"

  \"It\'s——it\'sbeingtakendown—town,\"saidMrs。Vertrees。\"Won\'tyoucomeinandmakemealittlevisit。IwasSOsorry,theotherday,thatIwas——ah——\"

  Shestoppedinconsequently,thenrepeatedherinvitation。\"Won\'tyoucomein?I\'dreally——\"

  \"Thankyou,butImustberunningback。Myhusbandusuallygetshomeaboutthistime,andImakealittlepointofitalwaystobethere。\"

  \"That\'sverysweet。\"Mrs。VertreesdescendedthestepsandwalkedtowardthestreetwithSibyl。\"It\'squitebalmyforsolateinNovember,isn\'tit?

  AlmostlikeaMayevening。\"

  \"I\'mafraidMissVertreeswillmissherpiano,\"saidSibyl,watchingtheinstrumentdisappearintothebigvanatthecurb。\"Sheplayswonderfully,Mrs。Kittersbytellsme。\"

  \"Yes,sheplaysverywell。Oneofyourrelativescametohearheryesterday,afterdinner,andIthinksheplayedalleveningforhim。\"

  \"YoumeanBibbs?\"askedSibyl。

  \"The——theyoungestMr。Sheridan。Yes。He\'sverymusical,isn\'the?\"

  \"Ineverheardofit。ButIshouldn\'tthinkitwouldmattermuchwhetherhewasornot,ifhecouldgetMissVertreestoplaytohim。Doesyourdaughterexpectthepianobacksoon?\"

  \"I——Ibelievenotimmediately。Mr。Sheridancamelasteveningtohearherplaybecauseshehadarrangedwiththe——thatis,itwastoberemovedthisafternoon。Heseemsalmostwellagain。\"

  \"Yes。\"Sibylnodded。\"Hisfather\'sgoingtotrytostarthimtowork。\"

  \"Heseemsverydelicate,\"saidMrs。Vertrees。\"Ishouldn\'tthinkhewouldbeabletostandagreatdeal,eitherphysicallyor——\"Shepausedandthenadded,glowingwiththesenseofherownadroitness——\"ormentally。\"

  \"Oh,mentallyBibbsisallright,\"saidSibyl,inanoddvoice。

  \"Entirely?\"Mrs。Vertreesasked,breathlessly。

  \"Yes,entirely。\"

  \"ButhasheALWAYSbeen?\"Thisquestioncamewiththesameanxiouseagerness。

  \"Certainly。Hehadalongsiegeofnervousdyspepsia,buthe\'soverit。\"

  \"Andyouthink——\"

  \"Bibbsisallright。Youneedn\'twor——\"Sibylchoked,andpressedherhandkerchieftohermouth。\"Goodnight,Mrs。Vertrees,\"shesaid,hurriedly,asthehead—lightsofanautomobileswungroundthecornerabove,sendingabrighteningglaretowardtheedgeofthepavementwherethetwoladieswerestanding。

  \"Won\'tyoucomein?\"urgedMrs。Vertrees,cordially,hearingthesoundofacheerfulvoiceoutofthedarknessbeyondtheapproachingglare。\"Do!

  There\'sMarynow,andshe——\"

  ButSibylwashalf—wayacrossthestreet。\"No,thanks,\"shecalled。\"I

  hopeshewon\'tmissherpiano!\"Andsheranintoherownhouseandplungedheadlonguponaleatherdivaninthehall,holdingherhandkerchiefoverhermouth。

  Thenoiseofhertumultuousentrancewasevidentlystartlinginthequiethouse,foruponthebangofthedoortherefollowedthecrashofadecanter,droppeduponthefloorofthedining—roomattheendofthehall;and,afterarumbleofindistinctprofanity,Roscoecameforth,holdingadrippingnapkininhishand。

  \"What\'syourexcitement?\"hedemanded。\"Whatdoyoufindtogointohystericsover?Anotherdeathinthefamily?\"

  \"Oh,it\'sfunny!shegasped。\"Thoseoldfrost—bittenpeople!IguessTHEY\'REgettingtheircome—upance!\"Lyingprone,sheelevatedherfeetintheair,clappedherheelstogetherrepeatedly,inanecstasy。

  \"Comethrough,comethrough!\"saidherhusband,crossly。\"Whatyoubeenupto?\"

  \"Me?\"shecried,droppingherfeetandswingingaroundtofacehim。

  \"Nothing。It\'sthem!ThoseVertreeses!\"Shewipedhereyes。\"They\'vehadtoselltheirpiano!\"

  \"Well,whatofit?\"

  \"ThatMrs。Kittersbytoldmeallabout\'emaweekago,\"saidSibyl。\"They\'vebeenhardupforalongtime,andshesaysaslongagoaslastwintersheknewthatgirlgotapairofwalking—shoesre—soledandpatched,becauseshegotitdonethesameplaceMrs。Kittersby\'scookhadHERS!Andthenightofthehouse—warmingIkindofgotsuspicious,myself。Shedidn\'thaveonesinglepieceofanykindofrealjewelry,andyoucouldseeherdresswasanoldonedoneover。Mencan\'ttellthosethings,andyouallmadeabigfussoverher,butIthoughtshelookedasight,myself!Ofcourse,EDITHwascrazytohaveher,and——\"

  \"Well,well?\"heurged,impatiently。

  \"Well,I\'mTELLINGyou!Mrs。Kittersbysaystheyhaven\'tgotaTHING!JustabsolutelyNOTHING——andtheydon\'tknowanywheretoturn!Thefamily\'salldiedoutbutthem,andalltherelativestheygotareverydistant,andliveEastandscarcelyknow\'em。Shesaysthewholetown\'sbeenwonderingwhatWOULDbecomeof\'em。Thegirlhadplentychancestomarryuptoayearorsoago,butshewassoindifferentshescaredthemenoff,andtheonesthathadwantedtowentandmarriedothergirls。Gracious!theywerelucky!MarryHER?ThemanthatfoundhimselftieduptoTHATgirl——\"

  \"Terriblefunny,terriblefunny!\"saidRoscoe,withsarcasm。\"It\'ssofunnyIbrokeacut—glassdecanterandspilledaquartof——\"

  \"Wait!\"shebegged。\"You\'llsee。Iwassittingbythewindowalittlewhileago,andIsawabigwagondriveupacrossthestreetandsomemengointothehouse。Itwastoodarktomakeoutmuch,andforaminuteIgottheideatheyweremovingout——thehousehasbeenforeclosedon,Mrs。Kittersbysays。

  Itseemedfunny,too,becauseIknewthatgirlwasoutridingwithBibbs。

  Well,IthoughtI\'dsee,soIslippedover——anditwastheirPIANO!They\'dsolditandweretryingtosneakitoutafterdark,sonobody\'dcatchon!\"

  Againshegavewaytoherenjoyment,butresumed,asherhusbandseemedabouttointerruptthenarrative。\"Waitaminute,can\'tyou?Theoldladywassuperintending,andshegaveitallaway。Isizedherupforoneofthoseoldchurchypeoplethattellallkindsofliesexceptwhenitcomestosomanywords,andthentheycan\'t。Shemightjustaswelltoldmeoutright!

  Yes,they\'dsoldit;andIhopethey\'llpaysomeoftheirdebts。Theyoweeverybody,andlastweekacoal—dealermadeanawfulfussatthedoorwithMr。Vertrees。Theircooktoldourupstairsgirl,andshesaidshedidn\'tknowWHENshe\'dseenanymoney,herself!DidyoueverhearofsuchacaseasthatgirlinyouLIFE?\"

  \"Whatgirl?Theircook?\"

  \"ThatVertreesgirl!Don\'tyouseetheylookedonourcomingupintothisneighborhoodastheirlastchance?Theywerejustgoingdownandout,andherebobsupthegreen,richSheridanfamily!Sotheydollthegirlupinheroldthings,madeover,andsendherouttogetaSheridan——she\'sGOTtogetone!Andshejustgoesinblind;andshetriesitonfirstwithYOU。

  Youremember,shejustplainTOLDyoushewasgoingtomashyou,andthenshefoundoutyouwerethemarriedone,andturnedrightsquarearoundtoJimandcarriedhimoffhisfeet。Oh,Jimwaslanded——there\'snodoubtaboutTHAT!

  ButJimwaslucky;hedidn\'tlivetoSTAYlanded,andit\'sagoodthingforhim!\"Sibyl\'smirthhadvanished,andshespokewithvirulentrapidity。

  \"Well,shecouldn\'tgetyou,becauseyouweremarried,andshecouldn\'tgetJim,becauseJimdied。Andtheretheywere,deadbroke!Doyouknowwhatshedid?Doyouknowwhatshe\'sDOING?\"

  \"No,Idon\'t,\"saidRoscoe,gruffly。

  Sibyl\'svoiceroseandculminatedinascreamofrenewedhilarity。\"BIBBS!

  Shewaitedinthegrave—yard,anddrovehomewithhimfromJIM\'SFUNERAL!

  Neverspoketohimbefore!Jimwasn\'tCOLD!\"

  Sherockedherselfbackandforthuponthedivan。\"Bibbs!\"sheshrieked。

  \"Bibbs!Roscoe,THINKofit!BIBBS!\"

  Hestaredunsympathetically,buthermirthwasunabatedforallthat。\"Andyesterday,\"shecontinued,betweenparoxysms——\"yesterdayshecameoutofthehouse——justashewaspassing。Shemusthavebeenlookingout——waitingforthechance;Isawtheoldladywatchingatthewindow!Andshegothimtherelastnight——to\'PLAY\'tohim;theoldladygavethataway!Andto—dayshemadehimtakeheroutinamachine!Andthecreamofitisthattheydidn\'tevenknowwhetherhewasINSANEornot——theythoughtmaybehewas,butshewentafterhimjustthesame!Theoldladysetherselftopumpmeaboutitto—day。BIBBS!Oh,myLord!BIBBS!\"

  ButRoscoelookedgrim。\"Soit\'sfunnytoyou,isit?Itsoundskindofpitifultome。Ishouldthinkitwouldtoawoman,too。\"

  \"Oh,itmight,\"shereturned,sobering。\"Itmight,ifthosepeopleweren\'tsuchfrozen—facedsmartAlecks。Ifthey\'dhadthedecencytocomedownofftheperchalittleIprobablywouldn\'tthinkitwasfunny,buttosee\'emsitupontheirpedestalallthetimethey\'reeatingdirt——well,Ithinkit\'sfunny!ThatgirlsitsupasifshewasQueenElizabeth,andexpectspeopletowallowonthegroundbeforeheruntiltheygetnearenoughforhertogive\'emagoodkickwithheroldpatchedshoes——oh,she\'ddoTHAT,allright!——andthenshepowdersupandgoesouttomash——BIBBSSHERIDAN!\"

  \"Lookhere,\"saidRoscoe,heavily;\"Idon\'tcareaboutthatonewayoranother。Ifyou\'rethrough,IgotsomethingIwanttotalktoyouabout。I

  wasgoingto,thatdayjustbeforeweheardaboutJim。\"

  AtthisSibylstiffenedquickly;hereyesbecameintenselybright。\"Whatisit?\"

  \"Well,\"hebegan,frowning,\"whatIwasgoingtosaythen——\"Hebrokeoff,and,becomingconsciousthathewasstillholdingthewetnapkininhishand,threwitpettishlyintoacorner。\"IneverexpectedI\'dhavetosayanythinglikethistoanybodyIMARRIED;butIwasgoingtoaskyouwhatwasthematterbetweenyouandLamhorn。\"

  Sibylutteredasharpmonosyllable。\"Well?\"

  \"Ifeltthetimehadcomeformetoknowaboutit,\"hewenton。\"Younevertoldmeanything——\"

  \"Youneverasked,\"sheinterposed,curtly。

  \"Well,we\'dgotinawayofnottalkingmuch,\"saidRoscoe。\"Itlookstomenowasifwe\'dprettymuchlosttherunofeachotherthewayagoodmanypeopledo。Idon\'tsayitwasn\'tmyfault。Iwasupearlyanddowntoworkallday,andI\'dcomehometiredatnight,andwanttogotobedsoonasI\'dgotthepaperread——unlesstherewassomegoodmusicalshowintown。Well,youseemedallrightuntilherelately,thelastmonthorso,Ibegantoseesomethingwaswrong。Icouldn\'thelpseeingit。\"

  \"Wrong?\"shesaid。\"Whatlike?\"

  \"Youchanged;youdidn\'tlookthesame。Youwereallstrungupandexcitedandfidgety;yougottolookingpeakidandrundown。Nowthen,Lamhornhadbeengoingwithusagoodwhile,butInoticedthatnotlongagoyougottopickingonhimabouteverylittlethinghedid;yougottoquarrelingwithhimwhenIwasthereandwhenIwasn\'t。Icouldseeyou\'dbeenquarrelingwheneverIcameinandhewashere。\"

  \"Doyouobjecttothat?\"askedSibyl,breathingquickly。

  \"Yes——whenitinjuresmywife\'shealth!\"hereturned,withaquickliftofhiseyestohers。\"Youbegantorundownjustaboutthetimeyoubeganfallingoutwithhim。\"Hesteppedclosetoher。\"Seehere,Sibyl,I\'mgoingtoknowwhatitmeans。\"

  \"Oh,youARE?\"shesnapped。

  \"You\'retrembling,\"hesaid,gravely。

  \"Yes。I\'mangryenoughtodomorethantremble,you\'llfind。Goon!\"

  \"ThatwasallIwasgoingtosaytheotherday,\"hesaid。\"Iwasgoingtoaskyou——\"

  \"Yes,thatwasallyouweregoingtosayTHEOTHERDAY。Yes。Whatelsehaveyoutosayto—night?\"

  \"To—night,\"hereplied,withgrimswiftness,\"Iwanttoknowwhyyoukeeptelephoninghimyouwanttoseehimsincehestoppedcominghere。\"

  Shemadealong,lowsoundofcomprehensionbeforeshesaid,\"AndwhatelsedidEdithwantyoutoaskme?\"

  \"IwanttoknowwhatyousayoverthetelephonetoLamhorn,\"hesaid,fiercely。

  \"IsthatallEdithtoldyoutoaskme?Yousawherwhenyoustoppedinthereonyourwayhomethisevening,didn\'tyou?Didn\'tshetellyouthenwhatI

  saidoverthetelephonetoMr。Lamhorn?\"

  \"No,shedidn\'t!\"hevociferated,hisvoicegrowinglouder。\"Shesaid,\'YoutellyourwifetostoptelephoningRobertLamhorntocomeandseeher,becauseheisn\'tgoingtodoit!\'That\'swhatshesaid!AndIwanttoknowwhatitmeans。Iintend——\"

  Amaidappearedatthelowerendofthehall。\"Dinnerisready,\"shesaid,and,givingthetroubledpaironeglance,wentdemurelyintothedining—room。

  Roscoedisregardedtheinterruption。

  \"Iintendtoknowexactlywhathasbeengoingon,\"hedeclared。\"Imeantoknowjustwhat——\"

  Sibyljumpedup,almosttouchinghim,standingfacetofacewithhim。

  \"Oh,youDO!\"shecried,shrilly。\"Youmeantoknowjustwhat\'swhat,doyou?Youlistentoyoursisterinsinuatinguglythingsaboutyourwife,andthenyoucomehomemakingascenebeforetheservantsandhumiliatingmeintheirpresence!DoyousupposethatIrishgirldidn\'theareverywordyousaid?Yougointhereandeatyourdinneralone!Goon!Goandeatyourdinneralone——becauseIwon\'teatwithyou!\"

  Andshebrokeawayfromthedetaininggrasphesoughttofastenuponher,anddashedupthestairway,panting。Heheardthedoorofherroomslamoverhead,andthesharpclickofthekeyinthelock。

  Atseveno\'clockonthelastmorningofthatmonth,Sheridan,passingthroughtheupperhallonhiswaytodescendthestairsforbreakfast,foundacoupleofscribbledsheetsofnote—paperlyingonthefloor。AwindowhadbeenopeninBibbs\'sroomtheeveningbefore;hehadlefthisnote—bookonthesill——andthesheetswereloose。Thedoorwasopen,andwhenBibbscameinandclosedit,hedidnotnoticethatthetwosheetshadblownoutintothehall。Sheridanrecognizedthehandwritingandputthesheetsinhiscoatpocket,intendingtogivethemtoGeorgeorJacksonforreturntotheowner,butheforgotandcarriedthemdown—townwithhim。Atnoonhefoundhimselfaloneinhisoffice,and,havingalittleleisure,rememberedthebitsofmanuscript,tookthemout,andglancedatthem。Agrancewasenoughtorevealthattheywerenotepistolary。Sheridanwouldnothavereada\"privateletter\"thatcameintohispossessioninthatway,thoughina\"matterofbusiness\"hemighthavefeltithisdutytotakeadvantageofanopportunityaffordedinanymannerwhatsoever。HavingsatisfiedhimselfthatBibbs\'sscribblingswereonlyasampleofthekindofwritinghissonpreferredtothemachine—shop,hedecided,innocentlyenough,thathewouldbejustifiedinreadingthem。

  Itappearsthataladywillnodpleasantlyuponsomewindygeneralizationofacompanion,andwillwearthemostagreeableexpressionofacceptingitasthelaw,andthen——daysafterward,whenthethingisamummytoitspromulgator——shewillinquireoutofaclearsky:\"WHYdidyousaythatthepeopledown—townhavenothinginlifethatachickenhasn\'t?Whatdidyoumean?\"Andshemaysayitinamannerthatmakesasensiblereplyverydifficult——youwillbesofullofwonderthatsherememberedsoseriously。

  Yet,whatdoestheroosterlack?Hehasfoodandshelter;heiswarminwinter;hiswivesraisenotonefinefamilyforhim,butdozens。Hehasaclearskyoverhim;hebreathessweetair;hewalksinhisAprilorchardunderaroofofflowers。Hemustdie,violentlyperhaps,butquickly。IsMidas\'scancerabetterway?Therooster\'swivesandchildrenmustdie。ArethoseofMidasimmortal?HislifeisshorterthanthelifeofMidas,butMidas\'slifeisonlyasixthaslongasthatoftheGalapagostortoise。

  Theworthymoney—workertakeshisvacationsothathemayrefreshhimselfanewforthehardworkofgettingnothingthattheroosterdoesn\'tget。Theoffice—buildinghasanelevator,theroosterfliesuptothebough。Midashasamachinetotakehimtohiswork;theroosterfindshiswormunderfoot。

  The\"businessman\"feelsapressuresometimes,withoutknowingwhy,andsitslateatwineaftertheday\'slabor;nextmorninghecurseshisheadbecauseitinterfereswiththework——heswearsnevertorelievethatpressureagain。

  Theroosterhasnopressureandnowine;thisdifferenceisinhisfavor。

  Theroosterisadependent;hedependsuponthefarmerandtheweather。

  Midasisadependent;hedependsuponthefarmerandtheweather。Theroosterthinksonlyofthemoment;Midasprovidesforto—morrow。Whatdoesheprovideforto—morrow?Nothingthattheroosterwillnothavewithoutproviding。

  Theroosterandtheprosperousworker:theyareborn,theygrub,theylove;

  theygrubandlovegrubbing;theygrubandtheydie。Neitherknowsbeauty;

  neitherknowsknowledge。Andafterall,whenMidasdiesandtheroosterdies,thereisonethingMidashashadandroosterhasnot。Midashashadtheexcitementofaccumulatingwhathehasgrubbed,andthathasbeenhislifeandhisloveandhisgod。Hecannottakethatgodwithhimwhenhedies。Iwonderiftheworthygodsarethosewecantakewithus。

  MidasmustteachalltobeasMidas;theyoungmustberaisedinhisreligion——

  Themanuscriptendedthere,andSheridanwasnotanxiousformore。Hecrumpledthesheetsintoaball,depositingit(withvigor)inawaste—basketbesidehim;then,rising,heconsultedaCyclopediaofNames,whichabook—agenthadsomehowsoldtohimyearsbefore;avolumenowfirstputtouseforthelocationof\"Midas。\"Havingreadthelegend,Sheridanwalkedupanddownthespaciousoffice,exhalingthebreathofcontempt。\"Dam\'fool!\"

  hemumbled。Butthiswasnonewthought,norwasthecontrarinessofBibbs\'snotesasurpisetohim;andpresentlyhedismissedthematterfromhismind。

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