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  Wehadcaughtandtamedseveralmoreofthebighorses,andnowhavingloadedthemandtheelephantswiththeseprovisions,wewerepreparedtosetout。

  ThenLonaandIheldageneralreview,andImadethemalittlespeech。IbeganbytellingthemthatIhadlearnedagooddealaboutthem,andknewnowwheretheycamefrom。

  \"Wedidnotcomefromanywhere,\"theycried,interruptingme;\"wearehere!\"

  Itoldthemthateveryoneofthemhadamotherofhisown,likethemotherofthelastbaby;thatIbelievedtheyhadallbeenbroughtfromBulikawhentheyweresosmallthattheycouldnotnowrememberit;thatthewickedprincesstherewassoafraidofbabies,andsodeterminedtodestroythem,thattheirmothershadtocarrythemawayandleavethemwhereshecouldnotfindthem;

  andthatnowweweregoingtoBulika,tofindtheirmothers,anddeliverthemfromthebadgiantess。

  \"ButImusttellyou,\"Icontinued,\"thatthereisdangerbeforeus,for,asyouknow,wemayhavetofighthardtotakethecity。\"

  \"Wecanfight!weareready!\"criedtheboys。

  \"Yes,youcan,\"Ireturned,\"andIknowyouwill:mothersareworthfightingfor!Onlymind,youmustallkeeptogether。\"

  \"Yes,yes;we\'lltakecareofeachother,\"theyanswered。\"Nobodyshalltouchoneofusbuthisownmother!\"

  \"Youmustmind,everyone,todoimmediatelywhatyourofficerstellyou!\"

  \"Wewill,wewill!——Nowwe\'requiteready!Letusgo!\"

  \"Anotherthingyoumustnotforget,\"Iwenton:\"whenyoustrike,besureyoumakeitadownrightswingingblow;whenyoushootanarrow,drawittothehead;whenyouslingastone,slingitstrongandstraight。\"

  \"Thatwewill!\"theycriedwithjubilant,fearlessshout。

  \"Perhapsyouwillbehurt!\"

  \"Wedon\'tmindthat!——Dowe,boys?\"

  \"Notabit!\"

  \"Someofyoumayverypossiblybekilled!\"Isaid。

  \"Idon\'tmindbeingkilled!\"criedoneofthefinestofthesmallerboys:herodeabeautifullittlebull,whichgallopedandjumpedlikeahorse。

  \"Idon\'teither!Idon\'teither!\"camefromallsides。

  ThenLona,queenandmotherandsisterofthemall,spokefromherbighorsebymyside:

  \"Iwouldgivemylife,\"shesaid,\"tohavemymother!Shemightkillmeifsheliked!Ishouldjustkissheranddie!\"

  \"Comealong,boys!\"criedagirl。\"We\'regoingtoourmothers!\"

  Apangwentthroughmyheart。——ButIcouldnotdrawback;itwouldbemoralruintotheLittleOnes!

  ChapterXXXV

  THELITTLEONESINBULIKA

  Itwasearlyinthemorningwhenwesetout,making,betweentheblueskyandthegreengrass,agallantshowonthewideplain。Wewouldtravelallthemorning,andresttheafternoon;thengoonatnight,restthenextday,andstartagainintheshorttwilight。

  Thelatterpartofourjourneywewouldendeavoursotodivideastoarriveatthecitywiththefirstofthemorning,andbealreadyinsidethegateswhendiscovered。

  Itseemedasifalltheinhabitantsoftheforestwouldmigratewithus。Amultitudeofbirdsflewinfront,imaginingthemselves,nodoubt,theleadingdivision;greatcompaniesofbutterfliesandotherinsectsplayedaboutourheads;andacrowdoffour—footedcreaturesfollowedus。Theselast,whennightcame,leftusalmostall;butthebirdsandthebutterflies,thewaspsandthedragon—flies,wentwithustotheverygatesofthecity。

  Wehaltedandsleptsoundlythroughtheafternoon:itwasourfirstrealmarch,butnoneweretired。Inthenightwewentfaster,becauseitwascold。Manyfellasleeponthebacksoftheirbeasts,andwokeinthemorningquitefresh。Nonetumbledoff。Somerodeshaggy,shamblingbears,whichyetmadespeedenough,goingasfastastheelephants。Othersweremountedondifferentkindsofdeer,andwouldhavebeenracingallthewayhadInotpreventedit。

  Thoseatopofthehayontheelephants,unabletoseetheanimalsbelowthem,wouldkeeptalkingtothemaslongastheywereawake。

  Once,whenwehadhaltedtofeed,Iheardalittlefellow,ashedrewoutthehaytogivehim,communethuswithhis\"darlingbeast\":

  \"Nosydear,Iamdiggingyououtofthemountain,andshallsoongetdowntoyou:bepatient;I\'macoming!Verysoonnowyou\'llsendupyournosetolookforme,andthenwe\'llkisslikegoodelephants,wewill!\"

  Thesamenightthereburstoutsuchatumultofelephant—trumpeting,horse—neighing,andchild—imitation,ringingfaroverthesilentlevels,that,uncertainhownearthecitymightnotbe,Iquicklystilledtheuproarlestitshouldgivewarningofourapproach。

  Suddenly,onemorning,thesunandthecityrose,asitseemed,together。Tothechildrenthewallsappearedonlyagreatmassofrock,butwhenItoldthemtheinsidewasfullofnestsofstone,Isawapprehensionanddislikeatonceinvadetheirhearts:forthefirsttimeintheirlives,Ibelieve——manyofthemlonglittlelives——theyknewfear。Theplacelookedtothembad:howweretheytofindmothersinsuchaplace?Buttheywentonbravely,fortheyhadconfidenceinLona——andinmetoo,littleasIdeservedit。

  Werodethroughthesoundingarchway。Sureneverhadsuchadrummingofhoofs,suchapaddingofpawsandfeetbeenheardonitsoldpavement!Thehorsesstartedandlookedscaredattheechooftheirownsteps;somehaltedamoment,someplungedwildlyandwheeledabout;buttheyweresoonquieted,andwenton。SomeoftheLittleOnesshivered,andallwerestillasdeath。Thethreegirlsheldclosertheinfantstheycarried。Allexceptthebearsandbutterfliesmanifestedfear。

  Onthecountenanceofthewomanlayadarkanxiety;norwasImyselfunaffectedbythegeneraldread,forthewholearmywasonmyhandsandonmyconscience:Ihadbroughtituptothedangerwhoseshadowwasnowmakingitselffelt!ButIwassupportedbythethoughtofthecomingkingdomoftheLittleOnes,withthebadgiantsitsslaves,andtheanimalsitsloving,obedientfriends!Alas,Iwhodreamedthus,hadnotmyselflearnedtoobey!Untrusting,unfaithfulobstinacyhadsetmeattheheadofthatarmyofinnocents!Iwasmyselfbutaslave,likeanykingintheworldIhadleftwhodoesorwoulddoonlywhatpleaseshim!ButLonarodebesidemeachildindeed,thereforeafreewoman——calm,silent,watchful,notawhitafraid!

  Wewerenearlyintheheartofthecitybeforeanyofitsinhabitantsbecameawareofourpresence。Butnowwindowsbegantoopen,andsleepyheadstolookout。Everyfaceworeatfirstadullstareofwonderlessastonishment,which,assoonasthestarersperceivedtheanimals,changedtooneofconsternation。Inspiteoftheirfear,however,whentheysawthattheirinvaderswerealmostallchildren,thewomencamerunningintothestreets,andthemenfollowed。Butforatimeallofthemkeptclosetothehouses,leavingopenthemiddleoftheway,fortheydurstnotapproachtheanimals。

  Atlengthaboy,wholookedaboutfiveyearsold,andwasfulloftheideaofhismother,spyinginthecrowdawomanwhosefaceattractedhim,threwhimselfuponherfromhisantelope,andclungaboutherneck;norwassheslowtoreturnhisembraceandkisses。

  Butthehandofamancameoverhershoulder,andseizedhimbytheneck。Instantlyagirlranhersharpspearintothefellow\'sarm。Hesentforthasavagehowl,andimmediatelystabbedbytwoorthreemore,fledyelling。

  \"Theyarejustbadgiants!\"saidLona,hereyesflashingasshedroveherhorseagainstoneofunusualheightwho,havingstirredupthelittlemanhoodinhim,stoodbarringherwaywithaclub。

  Hedarednotabidetheshock,butslunkaside,andthenextmomentwentdown,struckbyseveralstones。Anotherhugefellow,avoidingmycharger,steppedsuddenly,withaspeechwhoserudenessalonewasintelligible,betweenmeandtheboywhorodebehindme。Theboytoldhimtoaddresstheking;thegiantstruckhislittlehorseontheheadwithahammer,andhefell。Beforethebrutecouldstrikeagain,however,oneoftheelephantsbehindlaidhimprostrate,andtrampledonhimsothathedidnotattempttogetupuntilhundredsoffeethadwalkedoverhim,andthearmywasgoneby。

  ButatsightofthewomenwhatadismaycloudedthefaceofLona!

  Hardlyoneofthemwasevenpleasanttolookupon!Wereherdarlingstofindmothersamongsuchasthese?

  Hardlyhadwehaltedinthecentralsquare,whentwogirlsrodeupinanxioushaste,withthetidingsthattwooftheboyshadbeenhurriedawaybysomewomen。Weturnedatonce,andthenfirstdiscoveredthatthewomanwebefriendedhaddisappearedwithherbaby。

  Butatthesamemomentwedescriedawhiteleopardesscomeboundingtowardusdownanarrowlanethatledfromthesquaretothepalace。

  TheLittleOneshadnotforgottenthefightofthetwoleopardessesintheforest:someofthemlookedterrified,andtheirranksbegantowaver;buttheyrememberedtheorderIhadjustgiventhem,andstoodfast。

  Westoppedtoseetheresult;whensuddenlyasmallboy,calledOdu,remarkableforhisspeedandcourage,whohadheardmespeakofthegoodnessofthewhiteleopardess,leapedfromthebackofhisbear,whichwentshamblingafterhim,andrantomeether。Theleopardess,toavoidknockinghimdown,pulledherselfupsosuddenlythatshewentrollingoverandover:whensherecoveredherfeetshefoundthechildonherback。Whocoulddoubtthesubjugationofapeoplewhichsawanurchinoftheenemybestrideananimalofwhichtheylivedindailyterror?Confidentoftheeffectonthewholearmy,werodeon。

  Aswestoppedatthehousetowhichourguidesledus,weheardascream;Isprangdown,andthunderedatthedoor。Myhorsecameandpushedmeawaywithhisnose,turnedabout,andhadbeguntobatterthedoorwithhisheels,whenupcamelittleOduontheleopardess,andatsightofherhestoodstill,trembling。Butshetoohadheardthecry,andforgettingthechildonherback,threwherselfatthedoor;theboywasdashedagainstit,andfellsenseless。BeforeIcouldreachhim,Lonahadhiminherarms,andassoonashecametohimself,sethimonthebackofhisbear,whichhadstillfollowedhim。

  Whentheleopardessthrewherselfthethirdtimeagainstthedoor,itgaveway,andshedartedin。Wefollowed,butshehadalreadyvanished。Wesprangupastair,andwentalloverthehouse,tofindnoone。Dartingdownagain,wespiedadoorunderthestair,andgotintoalabyrinthofexcavations。Wehadnotgonefar,however,whenwemettheleopardesswiththechildwesoughtacrossherback。

  Hetoldusthatthewomanhetookforhismotherthrewhimintoahole,sayingshewouldgivehimtotheleopardess。Buttheleopardesswasagoodone,andtookhimout。

  Followinginsearchoftheotherboy,wegotintothenexthousemoreeasily,buttofind,alas,thatweweretoolate:oneofthesavageshadjustkilledthelittlecaptive!ItconsoledLona,however,tolearnwhichhewas,forshehadbeenexpectinghimtogrowabadgiant,fromwhichworstoffatesdeathhadsavedhim。

  Theleopardessspranguponhismurderer,tookhimbythethroat,draggedhimintothestreet,andfollowedLonawithhim,likeacatwithagreatratinherjaws。

  \"Letusleavethehorribleplace,\"saidLona;\"therearenomothershere!Thispeopleisnotworthdelivering。\"

  Theleopardessdroppedherburden,andchargedintothecrowd,thiswayandthat,whereveritwasthickest。Theslavescriedoutandran,tumblingovereachotherinheaps。

  Whenwegotbacktothearmy,wefounditaswehadleftit,standinginorderandready。

  ButIwasfarfromeasy:theprincessgavenosign,andwhatshemightbeplottingwedidnotknow!Watchandwardmustbekeptthenightthrough!

  TheLittleOnesweresuchhardycreaturesthattheycouldreposeanywhere:wetoldthemtoliedownwiththeiranimalswheretheywere,andsleeptilltheywerecalled。Inonemomenttheyweredown,andinanotherlaptinthemusicoftheirsleep,asoundasofwaterovergrass,orasoftwindamongleaves。Theiranimalssleptmorelightly,everontheedgeofwaking。Thebiggerboysandgirlswalkedsoftlyhitherandthitheramongthedreamingmultitude。Allwasstill;thewholewickedplaceappearedatrest。

  CHAPTERXXXVI

  MOTHERANDDAUGHTER

  Lonawassodisgustedwiththepeople,andespeciallywiththewomen,thatshewishedtoabandontheplaceassoonaspossible;I,onthecontrary,feltverystronglythattodosowouldbetofailwilfullywheresuccesswaspossible;and,farworse,toweakentheheartsoftheLittleOnes,andsobringthemintomuchgreaterdanger。Ifweretreated,itwascertaintheprincesswouldnotleaveusunassailed!ifweencounteredher,thehopeoftheprophecywentwithus!Motheranddaughtermustmeet:itmightbethatLona\'slovelinesswouldtakeLilith\'sheartbystorm!ifshethreatenedviolence,Ishouldbetherebetweenthem!IfIfoundthatIhadnootherpoweroverher,Iwasready,forthesakeofmyLona,tostrikeherpitilesslyontheclosedhand!Iknewshewasdoomed:mostlikelyitwasdecreedthatherdoomshouldnowbebroughttopassthroughus!

  Stillwithouthintoftherelationinwhichshestoodtotheprincess,IstatedthecasetoLonaasitappearedtome。Atoncesheagreedtoaccompanymetothepalace。

  >Fromthetopofoneofitsgreattowers,theprincesshad,intheearlymorning,whilethecityyetslept,descriedtheapproachofthearmyoftheLittleOnes。Thesightawokeinheranover—masteringterror:shehadfailedinherendeavourtodestroythem,andtheywereuponher!Theprophecywasabouttobefulfilled!

  Whenshecametoherself,shedescendedtotheblackhall,andseatedherselfinthenorthfocusoftheellipse,undertheopeningintheroof。

  Forshemustthink!NowwhatshecalledTHINKINGrequiredaclearconsciousnessofherself,notasshewas,butasshechosetobelieveherself;andtoaidherintherealisationofthisconsciousness,shehadsuspended,alittlewayfromandaboveher,itselfinvisibleinthedarknessofthehall,amirrortoreceivethefullsunlightreflectedfromherperson。Fortheresultingvisionofherselfinthesplendourofherbeauty,shesatwaitingthemeridionalsun。

  Manyashadowmovedaboutherinthedarkness,butasoftenas,withacertaininnereyewhichshehad,shecaughtsightofone,sherefusedtoregardit。CloseunderthemirrorstoodtheShadowwhichattendedherwalks,but,self—occupied,himshedidnotsee。

  Thecitywastaken;theinhabitantswerecoweringinterror;theLittleOnesandtheirstrangecavalrywereencampedinthesquare;

  thesunshoneupontheprincess,andforafewminutesshesawherselfglorious。Thevisionpassed,butshesaton。Thenightwasnowcome,anddarknessclothedandfilledtheglass,yetshedidnotmove。Agloomthatswarmedwithshadows,wallowedinthepalace;

  theservantsshiveredandshook,butdarednotleaveitbecauseofthebeastsoftheLittleOnes;allnightlongtheprincesssatmotionless:shemustseeherbeautyagain!shemusttryagaintothink!Butcourageandwillhadgrownwearyofher,andwoulddwellwithhernomore!

  Inthemorningwechosetwelveofthetallestandbravestoftheboystogowithustothepalace。Werodeourgreathorses,andtheysmallhorsesandelephants。

  Theprincesssatwaitingthesuntogiveherthejoyofherownpresence。Thetideofthelightwascreepinguptheshoreofthesky,butuntilthesunstoodoverhead,notaraycouldentertheblackhall。

  Herosetooureyes,andswiftlyascended。Asweclimbedthesteepwaytothepalace,heclimbedthedomeofitsgreathall。Helookedinattheeyeofit——andwithsuddenradiancetheprincessflasheduponherownsight。Butshesprangtoherfeetwithacryofdespair:alasherwhiteness!thespotcoveredhalfherside,andwasblackasthemarblearoundher!Sheclutchedherrobe,andfellbackinherchair。TheShadowglidedout,andshesawhimgo。

  Wefoundthegateopenasusual,passedthroughthepavedgroveuptothepalacedoor,andenteredthevestibule。Thereinhercagelaythespottedleopardess,apparentlyasleeporlifeless。TheLittleOnespausedamomenttolookather。Sheleapeduprampantagainstthecage。Thehorsesrearedandplunged;theelephantsretreatedastep。Thenextinstantshefellsupine,writhedinquiveringspasms,andlaymotionless。Werodeintothegreathall。

  Theprincessyetleanedbackinherchairintheshaftofsunlight,whenfromthestonesofthecourtcametoherearsthenoiseofthehorses\'hoofs。Shestarted,listened,andshook:neverhadsuchsoundbeenheardinherpalace!Shepressedherhandtoherside,andgasped。Thetramplingcamenearerandnearer;itenteredthehallitself;movingfiguresthatwerenotshadowsapproachedherthroughthedarkness!

  Forus,wesawasplendour,agloriouswomancentringthedark。

  Lonasprangfromherhorse,andboundedtoher。Isprangfrommine,andfollowedLona。

  \"Mother!mother!\"shecried,andherclear,lovelyvoiceechoedinthedome。

  Theprincessshivered;herfacegrewalmostblackwithhate,hereyebrowsmetonherforehead。Sherosetoherfeet,andstood。

  \"Mother!mother!\"criedLonaagain,assheleapedontheda飐,andflungherarmsaroundtheprincess。

  AninstantmoreandIshouldhavereachedthem!——inthatinstantIsawLonaliftedhigh,anddashedonthemarblefloor。Oh,thehorriblesoundofherfall!Atmyfeetshefell,andlaystill。

  Theprincesssatdownwiththesmileofademoness。

  IdroppedonmykneesbesideLona,raisedherfromthestones,andpressedhertomybosom。WithindignanthateIglancedattheprincess;sheansweredmewithhersweetestsmile。Iwouldhavesprunguponher,takenherbythethroat,andstrangledher,butloveofthechildwasstrongerthanhateofthemother,andI

  claspedclosermypreciousburden。Herarmshunghelpless;herbloodtrickledovermyhands,andfellonthefloorwithsoft,slowlittleplashes。

  Thehorsesscentedit——minefirst,thenthesmallones。Minereared,shiveringandwild—eyed,wentabout,andthunderedblindlydownthedarkhall,withthelittlehorsesafterhim。Lona\'sstoodgazingdownathismistress,andtremblingallover。Theboysflungthemselvesfromtheirhorses\'backs,andthey,notseeingtheblackwallbeforethem,dashedthemselves,withmine,topiecesagainstit。Theelephantscameontothefootoftheda飐,andstopped,wildlytrumpeting;theLittleOnesspranguponit,andstoodhorrified;theprincesslaybackinherseat,herfacethatofacorpse,hereyesalonealive,wickedlyflaming。ShewasagainwitheredandwastedtowhatIfoundinthewood,andhersidewasasifagreatbrandinghandhadbeenlaiduponit。ButLonasawnothing,andIsawbutLona。

  \"Mother!mother!\"shesighed,andherbreathingceased。

  Icarriedherintothecourt:thesunshoneuponawhiteface,andthepitifulshadowofaghostlysmile。Herheadhungback。Shewas\"deadasearth。\"

  IforgottheLittleOnes,forgotthemurderingprincess,forgotthebodyinmyarms,andwanderedaway,lookingformyLona。Thedoorsandwindowswerecrowdedwithbrute—facesjeeringatme,butnotdaringtospeak,fortheysawthewhiteleopardessbehindme,hangingherheadcloseatmyheel。Ispurnedherwithmyfoot。

  Sheheldbackamoment,andfollowedmeagain。

  Ireachedthesquare:thelittlearmywasgone!Itsemptinessrousedme。WhereweretheLittleOnes,HERLittleOnes?Ihadlostherchildren!Istaredhelplessaboutme,staggeredtothepillar,andsankuponitsbase。

  ButasIsatgazingonthestillcountenance,itseemedtosmilealivemomentarysmile。Ineverdoubteditanillusion,yetbelievedwhatitsaid:Ishouldyetseeheralive!Itwasnotshe,itwasI

  whowaslost,andshewouldfindme!

  IrosetogoaftertheLittleOnes,andinstinctivelysoughtthegatebywhichwehadentered。Ilookedaroundme,butsawnothingoftheleopardess。

  Thestreetwasrapidlyfillingwithafiercecrowd。Theysawmeencumberedwithmydead,butforatimedarednotassailme。EreIreachedthegate,however,theyhadgatheredcourage。Thewomenbegantohustleme;Iheldonheedless。Amanpushedagainstmysacredburden:withakickIsenthimawayhowling。Butthecrowdpresseduponme,andfearingforthedeadthatwasbeyondhurt,I

  claspedmytreasurecloser,andfreedmyrightarm。Thatinstant,however,acommotionaroseinthestreetbehindme;thecrowdbroke;

  andthroughitcametheLittleOnesIhadleftinthepalace。Tenofthemwereuponfouroftheelephants;onthetwootherelephantslaytheprincess,boundhandandfoot,andquitestill,savethathereyesrolledintheirghastlysockets。ThetwootherLittleOnesrodebehindheronLona\'shorse。Everynowandthenthewisecreaturesthatboreherthrewtheirtrunksbehindandfelthercords。

  Iwalkedoninfront,andoutofthecity。WhatanendtothehopeswithwhichIenteredtheevilplace!Wehadcapturedthebadprincess,andlostourall—belovedqueen!Mylifewasbare!myheartwasempty!

  CHAPTERXXXVII

  THESHADOW

  Amurmurofpleasurefrommycompanionsrousedme:theyhadcaughtsightoftheirfellowsinthedistance!ThetwoonLona\'shorserodeontojointhem。Theyweregreetedwithawaveringshout——whichimmediatelydiedaway。Aswedrewnear,thesoundoftheirsobsreacheduslikethebreakingoftinybillows。

  WhenIcameamongthem,Isawthatsomethingdirehadbefallenthem:

  ontheirchildishfaceswasthehaggardlookleftbysomestrangeterror。Nopossiblegriefcouldhavewroughtthechange。Afewofthemcameslowlyroundme,andheldouttheirarmstotakemyburden。

  Iyieldedit;thetenderhopelessnessofthesmilewithwhichtheyreceivedit,mademyheartswellwithpityinthemidstofitsowndesolation。Invainweretheirsobsovertheirmother—queen;invaintheysoughttoenticefromhersomerecognitionoftheirlove;

  invaintheykissedandfondledherastheyboreheraway:shewouldnotwake!Oneachsideonecarriedanarm,gentlystrokingit;asmanyascouldgetnear,puttheirarmsunderherbody;thosewhocouldnot,crowdedaroundthebearers。Onaspotwherethegrassgrewthickerandsoftertheylaidherdown,andtherealltheLittleOnesgatheredsobbing。

  Outsidethecrowdstoodtheelephants,andInearthem,gazingatmyLonaoverthemanylittleheadsbetween。Thosenextmecaughtsightoftheprincess,andstaredtrembling。Oduwasthefirsttospeak。

  \"Ihaveseenthatwomanbefore!\"hewhisperedtohisnextneighbour。

  \"Itwasshewhofoughtthewhiteleopardess,thenighttheywokeuswiththeiryelling!\"

  \"Silly!\"returnedhiscompanion。\"Thatwasawildbeast,withspots!\"

  \"Lookathereyes!\"insistedOdu。\"Iknowsheisabadgiantess,butsheisawildbeastallthesame。Iknowsheisthespottedone!\"

  Theothertookastepnearer;Odudrewhimbackwithasharppull。

  \"Don\'tlookather!\"hecried,shrinkingaway,yetfascinatedbythehate—filledlonginginhereyes。\"Shewouldeatyouupinamoment!

  ItwasHERshadow!Sheisthewickedprincess!\"

  \"Thatcannotbe!theysaidshewasbeautiful!\"

  \"Indeeditistheprincess!\"Iinterposed。\"Wickednesshasmadeherugly!\"

  Sheheard,andwhatalookwashers!

  \"Itwasverywrongofmetorunaway!\"saidOduthoughtfully。

  \"Whatmadeyourunaway?\"Iasked。\"IexpectedtofindyouwhereI

  leftyou!\"

  Hedidnotreplyatonce。

  \"Idon\'tknowwhatmademerun,\"answeredanother。\"Iwasfrightened!\"

  \"Itwasamanthatcamedownthehillfromthepalace,\"saidathird。

  \"Howdidhefrightenyou?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow。\"

  \"Hewasn\'taman,\"saidOdu;\"hewasashadow;hehadnothicktohim!\"

  \"Tellmemoreabouthim。\"

  \"Hecamedownthehillveryblack,walkinglikeabadgiant,butspreadflat。Hewasnothingbutblackness。Wewerefrightenedthemomentwesawhim,butwedidnotrunaway;westoodandwatchedhim。

  Hecameonasifhewouldwalkoverus。Butbeforehereachedus,hebegantospreadandspread,andgrewbiggerendbigger,tillatlasthewassobigthathewentoutofoursight,andwesawhimnomore,andthenhewasuponus!\"

  \"Whatdoyoumeanbythat?\"

  \"Hewasallblackthroughbetweenus,andwecouldnotseeoneanother;andthenhewasinsideus。\"

  \"Howdidyouknowhewasinsideyou?\"

  \"Hedidmequitedifferent。Ifeltlikebad。IwasnotOduanymore——nottheOduIknew。IwantedtotearSozotopieces——notreally,butlike!\"

  HeturnedandhuggedSozo。

  \"Itwasn\'tme,Sozo,\"hesobbed。\"Really,deepdown,itwasOdu,lovingyoualways!AndOducameup,andknockedNaughtyaway。I

  grewsick,andthoughtImustkillmyselftogetoutoftheblack。

  Thencameahorriblelaughthathadheardmythink,anditsettheairtremblingaboutme。AndthenIsupposeIranaway,butIdidnotknowIhadrunawayuntilIfoundmyselfrunning,fastascould,andalltherestrunningtoo。Iwouldhavestopped,butIneverthoughtofituntilIwasoutofthegateamongthegrass。ThenI

  knewthatIhadrunawayfromashadowthatwantedtobemeandwasn\'t,andthatIwastheOduthatlovedSozo。Itwastheshadowthatgotintome,andhatedhimfrominsideme;itwasnotmyownselfme!AndnowIknowthatIoughtnottohaverunaway!ButindeedIdidnotquiteknowwhatIwasdoinguntilitwasdone!Mylegsdidit,Ithink:theygrewfrightened,andforgotme,andranaway!Naughtylegs!There!andthere!\"

  ThusendedOdu,withakicktoeachofhisnaughtylegs。

  \"Whatbecameoftheshadow?\"Iasked。

  \"Idonotknow,\"heanswered。\"Isupposehewenthomeintothenightwherethereisnomoon。\"

  IfellawonderingwhereLonawasgone,anddroppingonthegrass,tookthedeadthinginmylap,andwhisperedinitsear,\"Whereareyou,Lona?Iloveyou!\"Butitslipsgavenoanswer。Ikissedthem,notquitecold,laidthebodydownagain,andappointingaguardoverit,rosetoprovideforthesafetyofLona\'speopleduringthenight。

  Beforethesunwentdown,Ihadsetawatchovertheprincessoutsidethecamp,andsentinelsroundit:intendingtowalkaboutitmyselfallnightlong,Itoldtherestofthearmytogotosleep。

  Theythrewthemselvesonthegrassandwereasleepinamoment。

  WhenthemoonroseIcaughtaglimpseofsomethingwhite;itwastheleopardess。Shesweptsilentlyroundthesleepingcamp,andI

  sawherpassthreetimesbetweentheprincessandtheLittleOnes。

  ThereuponImadethewatchliedownwiththeothers,andstretchedmyselfbesidethebodyofLona。

  CHAPTERXXXVIII

  TOTHEHOUSEOFBITTERNESS

  Inthemorningwesetout,andmadefortheforestasfastaswecould。IrodeLona\'shorse,andcarriedherbody。Iwouldtakeittoherfather:hewouldgiveitacouchinthechamberofhisdead!

  or,ifhewouldnot,seeingshehadnotcomeofherself,Iwouldwatchitinthedesertuntilitmoulderedaway!ButIbelievedhewould,forsurelyshehaddiedlongago!Alas,howbitterlymustInothumblemyselfbeforehim!

  ToAdamImusttakeLilithalso。Ihadnopowertomakeherrepent!

  Ihadhardlyarighttoslayher——muchlessarighttoletherlooseintheworld!andsurelyIscarcemeritedbeingmadeforeverhergaoler!

  Againandagain,ontheway,Iofferedherfood;butsheansweredonlywithalookofhungeringhate。Herfieryeyeskeptrollingtoandfro,noreverclosed,Ibelieve,untilwereachedtheothersideofthehotstream。AfterthattheyneveropeneduntilwecametotheHouseofBitterness。

  Oneevening,aswewerecampingforthenight,Isawalittlegirlgouptoher,andrantopreventmischief。ButereIcouldreachthem,thechildhadputsomethingtothelipsoftheprincess,andgivenascreamofpain。

  \"Please,king,\"shewhimpered,\"suckfinger。Badgiantessmakeholeinit!\"

  Isuckedthetinyfinger。

  \"Wellnow!\"shecried,andaminuteafterwasholdingasecondfruittoamouthgreedyofotherfare。Butthistimeshesnatchedherhandquicklyaway,andthefruitfelltotheground。Thechild\'snamewasLuva。

  Thenextdaywecrossedthehotstream。Againontheirownground,theLittleOneswerejubilant。Buttheirnestswerestillatagreatdistance,andthatdaywewentnofartherthantheivy—hall,where,becauseofitsgrapes,Ihadresolvedtospendthenight。

  Whentheysawthegreatclusters,atoncetheyknewthemgood,rusheduponthem,ateeagerly,andinafewminuteswereallfastasleeponthegreenfloorandintheforestaroundthehall。Hopingagaintoseethedance,andexpectingtheLittleOnestosleepthroughit,Ihadmadethemleaveawidespaceinthemiddle。I

  laydownamongthem,withLonabymyside,butdidnotsleep。

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