Wehadcaughtandtamedseveralmoreofthebighorses,andnowhavingloadedthemandtheelephantswiththeseprovisions,wewerepreparedtosetout。
ThenLonaandIheldageneralreview,andImadethemalittlespeech。IbeganbytellingthemthatIhadlearnedagooddealaboutthem,andknewnowwheretheycamefrom。
\"Wedidnotcomefromanywhere,\"theycried,interruptingme;\"wearehere!\"
Itoldthemthateveryoneofthemhadamotherofhisown,likethemotherofthelastbaby;thatIbelievedtheyhadallbeenbroughtfromBulikawhentheyweresosmallthattheycouldnotnowrememberit;thatthewickedprincesstherewassoafraidofbabies,andsodeterminedtodestroythem,thattheirmothershadtocarrythemawayandleavethemwhereshecouldnotfindthem;
andthatnowweweregoingtoBulika,tofindtheirmothers,anddeliverthemfromthebadgiantess。
\"ButImusttellyou,\"Icontinued,\"thatthereisdangerbeforeus,for,asyouknow,wemayhavetofighthardtotakethecity。\"
\"Wecanfight!weareready!\"criedtheboys。
\"Yes,youcan,\"Ireturned,\"andIknowyouwill:mothersareworthfightingfor!Onlymind,youmustallkeeptogether。\"
\"Yes,yes;we\'lltakecareofeachother,\"theyanswered。\"Nobodyshalltouchoneofusbuthisownmother!\"
\"Youmustmind,everyone,todoimmediatelywhatyourofficerstellyou!\"
\"Wewill,wewill!——Nowwe\'requiteready!Letusgo!\"
\"Anotherthingyoumustnotforget,\"Iwenton:\"whenyoustrike,besureyoumakeitadownrightswingingblow;whenyoushootanarrow,drawittothehead;whenyouslingastone,slingitstrongandstraight。\"
\"Thatwewill!\"theycriedwithjubilant,fearlessshout。
\"Perhapsyouwillbehurt!\"
\"Wedon\'tmindthat!——Dowe,boys?\"
\"Notabit!\"
\"Someofyoumayverypossiblybekilled!\"Isaid。
\"Idon\'tmindbeingkilled!\"criedoneofthefinestofthesmallerboys:herodeabeautifullittlebull,whichgallopedandjumpedlikeahorse。
\"Idon\'teither!Idon\'teither!\"camefromallsides。
ThenLona,queenandmotherandsisterofthemall,spokefromherbighorsebymyside:
\"Iwouldgivemylife,\"shesaid,\"tohavemymother!Shemightkillmeifsheliked!Ishouldjustkissheranddie!\"
\"Comealong,boys!\"criedagirl。\"We\'regoingtoourmothers!\"
Apangwentthroughmyheart。——ButIcouldnotdrawback;itwouldbemoralruintotheLittleOnes!
ChapterXXXV
THELITTLEONESINBULIKA
Itwasearlyinthemorningwhenwesetout,making,betweentheblueskyandthegreengrass,agallantshowonthewideplain。Wewouldtravelallthemorning,andresttheafternoon;thengoonatnight,restthenextday,andstartagainintheshorttwilight。
Thelatterpartofourjourneywewouldendeavoursotodivideastoarriveatthecitywiththefirstofthemorning,andbealreadyinsidethegateswhendiscovered。
Itseemedasifalltheinhabitantsoftheforestwouldmigratewithus。Amultitudeofbirdsflewinfront,imaginingthemselves,nodoubt,theleadingdivision;greatcompaniesofbutterfliesandotherinsectsplayedaboutourheads;andacrowdoffour—footedcreaturesfollowedus。Theselast,whennightcame,leftusalmostall;butthebirdsandthebutterflies,thewaspsandthedragon—flies,wentwithustotheverygatesofthecity。
Wehaltedandsleptsoundlythroughtheafternoon:itwasourfirstrealmarch,butnoneweretired。Inthenightwewentfaster,becauseitwascold。Manyfellasleeponthebacksoftheirbeasts,andwokeinthemorningquitefresh。Nonetumbledoff。Somerodeshaggy,shamblingbears,whichyetmadespeedenough,goingasfastastheelephants。Othersweremountedondifferentkindsofdeer,andwouldhavebeenracingallthewayhadInotpreventedit。
Thoseatopofthehayontheelephants,unabletoseetheanimalsbelowthem,wouldkeeptalkingtothemaslongastheywereawake。
Once,whenwehadhaltedtofeed,Iheardalittlefellow,ashedrewoutthehaytogivehim,communethuswithhis\"darlingbeast\":
\"Nosydear,Iamdiggingyououtofthemountain,andshallsoongetdowntoyou:bepatient;I\'macoming!Verysoonnowyou\'llsendupyournosetolookforme,andthenwe\'llkisslikegoodelephants,wewill!\"
Thesamenightthereburstoutsuchatumultofelephant—trumpeting,horse—neighing,andchild—imitation,ringingfaroverthesilentlevels,that,uncertainhownearthecitymightnotbe,Iquicklystilledtheuproarlestitshouldgivewarningofourapproach。
Suddenly,onemorning,thesunandthecityrose,asitseemed,together。Tothechildrenthewallsappearedonlyagreatmassofrock,butwhenItoldthemtheinsidewasfullofnestsofstone,Isawapprehensionanddislikeatonceinvadetheirhearts:forthefirsttimeintheirlives,Ibelieve——manyofthemlonglittlelives——theyknewfear。Theplacelookedtothembad:howweretheytofindmothersinsuchaplace?Buttheywentonbravely,fortheyhadconfidenceinLona——andinmetoo,littleasIdeservedit。
Werodethroughthesoundingarchway。Sureneverhadsuchadrummingofhoofs,suchapaddingofpawsandfeetbeenheardonitsoldpavement!Thehorsesstartedandlookedscaredattheechooftheirownsteps;somehaltedamoment,someplungedwildlyandwheeledabout;buttheyweresoonquieted,andwenton。SomeoftheLittleOnesshivered,andallwerestillasdeath。Thethreegirlsheldclosertheinfantstheycarried。Allexceptthebearsandbutterfliesmanifestedfear。
Onthecountenanceofthewomanlayadarkanxiety;norwasImyselfunaffectedbythegeneraldread,forthewholearmywasonmyhandsandonmyconscience:Ihadbroughtituptothedangerwhoseshadowwasnowmakingitselffelt!ButIwassupportedbythethoughtofthecomingkingdomoftheLittleOnes,withthebadgiantsitsslaves,andtheanimalsitsloving,obedientfriends!Alas,Iwhodreamedthus,hadnotmyselflearnedtoobey!Untrusting,unfaithfulobstinacyhadsetmeattheheadofthatarmyofinnocents!Iwasmyselfbutaslave,likeanykingintheworldIhadleftwhodoesorwoulddoonlywhatpleaseshim!ButLonarodebesidemeachildindeed,thereforeafreewoman——calm,silent,watchful,notawhitafraid!
Wewerenearlyintheheartofthecitybeforeanyofitsinhabitantsbecameawareofourpresence。Butnowwindowsbegantoopen,andsleepyheadstolookout。Everyfaceworeatfirstadullstareofwonderlessastonishment,which,assoonasthestarersperceivedtheanimals,changedtooneofconsternation。Inspiteoftheirfear,however,whentheysawthattheirinvaderswerealmostallchildren,thewomencamerunningintothestreets,andthemenfollowed。Butforatimeallofthemkeptclosetothehouses,leavingopenthemiddleoftheway,fortheydurstnotapproachtheanimals。
Atlengthaboy,wholookedaboutfiveyearsold,andwasfulloftheideaofhismother,spyinginthecrowdawomanwhosefaceattractedhim,threwhimselfuponherfromhisantelope,andclungaboutherneck;norwassheslowtoreturnhisembraceandkisses。
Butthehandofamancameoverhershoulder,andseizedhimbytheneck。Instantlyagirlranhersharpspearintothefellow\'sarm。Hesentforthasavagehowl,andimmediatelystabbedbytwoorthreemore,fledyelling。
\"Theyarejustbadgiants!\"saidLona,hereyesflashingasshedroveherhorseagainstoneofunusualheightwho,havingstirredupthelittlemanhoodinhim,stoodbarringherwaywithaclub。
Hedarednotabidetheshock,butslunkaside,andthenextmomentwentdown,struckbyseveralstones。Anotherhugefellow,avoidingmycharger,steppedsuddenly,withaspeechwhoserudenessalonewasintelligible,betweenmeandtheboywhorodebehindme。Theboytoldhimtoaddresstheking;thegiantstruckhislittlehorseontheheadwithahammer,andhefell。Beforethebrutecouldstrikeagain,however,oneoftheelephantsbehindlaidhimprostrate,andtrampledonhimsothathedidnotattempttogetupuntilhundredsoffeethadwalkedoverhim,andthearmywasgoneby。
ButatsightofthewomenwhatadismaycloudedthefaceofLona!
Hardlyoneofthemwasevenpleasanttolookupon!Wereherdarlingstofindmothersamongsuchasthese?
Hardlyhadwehaltedinthecentralsquare,whentwogirlsrodeupinanxioushaste,withthetidingsthattwooftheboyshadbeenhurriedawaybysomewomen。Weturnedatonce,andthenfirstdiscoveredthatthewomanwebefriendedhaddisappearedwithherbaby。
Butatthesamemomentwedescriedawhiteleopardesscomeboundingtowardusdownanarrowlanethatledfromthesquaretothepalace。
TheLittleOneshadnotforgottenthefightofthetwoleopardessesintheforest:someofthemlookedterrified,andtheirranksbegantowaver;buttheyrememberedtheorderIhadjustgiventhem,andstoodfast。
Westoppedtoseetheresult;whensuddenlyasmallboy,calledOdu,remarkableforhisspeedandcourage,whohadheardmespeakofthegoodnessofthewhiteleopardess,leapedfromthebackofhisbear,whichwentshamblingafterhim,andrantomeether。Theleopardess,toavoidknockinghimdown,pulledherselfupsosuddenlythatshewentrollingoverandover:whensherecoveredherfeetshefoundthechildonherback。Whocoulddoubtthesubjugationofapeoplewhichsawanurchinoftheenemybestrideananimalofwhichtheylivedindailyterror?Confidentoftheeffectonthewholearmy,werodeon。
Aswestoppedatthehousetowhichourguidesledus,weheardascream;Isprangdown,andthunderedatthedoor。Myhorsecameandpushedmeawaywithhisnose,turnedabout,andhadbeguntobatterthedoorwithhisheels,whenupcamelittleOduontheleopardess,andatsightofherhestoodstill,trembling。Butshetoohadheardthecry,andforgettingthechildonherback,threwherselfatthedoor;theboywasdashedagainstit,andfellsenseless。BeforeIcouldreachhim,Lonahadhiminherarms,andassoonashecametohimself,sethimonthebackofhisbear,whichhadstillfollowedhim。
Whentheleopardessthrewherselfthethirdtimeagainstthedoor,itgaveway,andshedartedin。Wefollowed,butshehadalreadyvanished。Wesprangupastair,andwentalloverthehouse,tofindnoone。Dartingdownagain,wespiedadoorunderthestair,andgotintoalabyrinthofexcavations。Wehadnotgonefar,however,whenwemettheleopardesswiththechildwesoughtacrossherback。
Hetoldusthatthewomanhetookforhismotherthrewhimintoahole,sayingshewouldgivehimtotheleopardess。Buttheleopardesswasagoodone,andtookhimout。
Followinginsearchoftheotherboy,wegotintothenexthousemoreeasily,buttofind,alas,thatweweretoolate:oneofthesavageshadjustkilledthelittlecaptive!ItconsoledLona,however,tolearnwhichhewas,forshehadbeenexpectinghimtogrowabadgiant,fromwhichworstoffatesdeathhadsavedhim。
Theleopardessspranguponhismurderer,tookhimbythethroat,draggedhimintothestreet,andfollowedLonawithhim,likeacatwithagreatratinherjaws。
\"Letusleavethehorribleplace,\"saidLona;\"therearenomothershere!Thispeopleisnotworthdelivering。\"
Theleopardessdroppedherburden,andchargedintothecrowd,thiswayandthat,whereveritwasthickest。Theslavescriedoutandran,tumblingovereachotherinheaps。
Whenwegotbacktothearmy,wefounditaswehadleftit,standinginorderandready。
ButIwasfarfromeasy:theprincessgavenosign,andwhatshemightbeplottingwedidnotknow!Watchandwardmustbekeptthenightthrough!
TheLittleOnesweresuchhardycreaturesthattheycouldreposeanywhere:wetoldthemtoliedownwiththeiranimalswheretheywere,andsleeptilltheywerecalled。Inonemomenttheyweredown,andinanotherlaptinthemusicoftheirsleep,asoundasofwaterovergrass,orasoftwindamongleaves。Theiranimalssleptmorelightly,everontheedgeofwaking。Thebiggerboysandgirlswalkedsoftlyhitherandthitheramongthedreamingmultitude。Allwasstill;thewholewickedplaceappearedatrest。
CHAPTERXXXVI
MOTHERANDDAUGHTER
Lonawassodisgustedwiththepeople,andespeciallywiththewomen,thatshewishedtoabandontheplaceassoonaspossible;I,onthecontrary,feltverystronglythattodosowouldbetofailwilfullywheresuccesswaspossible;and,farworse,toweakentheheartsoftheLittleOnes,andsobringthemintomuchgreaterdanger。Ifweretreated,itwascertaintheprincesswouldnotleaveusunassailed!ifweencounteredher,thehopeoftheprophecywentwithus!Motheranddaughtermustmeet:itmightbethatLona\'slovelinesswouldtakeLilith\'sheartbystorm!ifshethreatenedviolence,Ishouldbetherebetweenthem!IfIfoundthatIhadnootherpoweroverher,Iwasready,forthesakeofmyLona,tostrikeherpitilesslyontheclosedhand!Iknewshewasdoomed:mostlikelyitwasdecreedthatherdoomshouldnowbebroughttopassthroughus!
Stillwithouthintoftherelationinwhichshestoodtotheprincess,IstatedthecasetoLonaasitappearedtome。Atoncesheagreedtoaccompanymetothepalace。
>Fromthetopofoneofitsgreattowers,theprincesshad,intheearlymorning,whilethecityyetslept,descriedtheapproachofthearmyoftheLittleOnes。Thesightawokeinheranover—masteringterror:shehadfailedinherendeavourtodestroythem,andtheywereuponher!Theprophecywasabouttobefulfilled!
Whenshecametoherself,shedescendedtotheblackhall,andseatedherselfinthenorthfocusoftheellipse,undertheopeningintheroof。
Forshemustthink!NowwhatshecalledTHINKINGrequiredaclearconsciousnessofherself,notasshewas,butasshechosetobelieveherself;andtoaidherintherealisationofthisconsciousness,shehadsuspended,alittlewayfromandaboveher,itselfinvisibleinthedarknessofthehall,amirrortoreceivethefullsunlightreflectedfromherperson。Fortheresultingvisionofherselfinthesplendourofherbeauty,shesatwaitingthemeridionalsun。
Manyashadowmovedaboutherinthedarkness,butasoftenas,withacertaininnereyewhichshehad,shecaughtsightofone,sherefusedtoregardit。CloseunderthemirrorstoodtheShadowwhichattendedherwalks,but,self—occupied,himshedidnotsee。
Thecitywastaken;theinhabitantswerecoweringinterror;theLittleOnesandtheirstrangecavalrywereencampedinthesquare;
thesunshoneupontheprincess,andforafewminutesshesawherselfglorious。Thevisionpassed,butshesaton。Thenightwasnowcome,anddarknessclothedandfilledtheglass,yetshedidnotmove。Agloomthatswarmedwithshadows,wallowedinthepalace;
theservantsshiveredandshook,butdarednotleaveitbecauseofthebeastsoftheLittleOnes;allnightlongtheprincesssatmotionless:shemustseeherbeautyagain!shemusttryagaintothink!Butcourageandwillhadgrownwearyofher,andwoulddwellwithhernomore!
Inthemorningwechosetwelveofthetallestandbravestoftheboystogowithustothepalace。Werodeourgreathorses,andtheysmallhorsesandelephants。
Theprincesssatwaitingthesuntogiveherthejoyofherownpresence。Thetideofthelightwascreepinguptheshoreofthesky,butuntilthesunstoodoverhead,notaraycouldentertheblackhall。
Herosetooureyes,andswiftlyascended。Asweclimbedthesteepwaytothepalace,heclimbedthedomeofitsgreathall。Helookedinattheeyeofit——andwithsuddenradiancetheprincessflasheduponherownsight。Butshesprangtoherfeetwithacryofdespair:alasherwhiteness!thespotcoveredhalfherside,andwasblackasthemarblearoundher!Sheclutchedherrobe,andfellbackinherchair。TheShadowglidedout,andshesawhimgo。
Wefoundthegateopenasusual,passedthroughthepavedgroveuptothepalacedoor,andenteredthevestibule。Thereinhercagelaythespottedleopardess,apparentlyasleeporlifeless。TheLittleOnespausedamomenttolookather。Sheleapeduprampantagainstthecage。Thehorsesrearedandplunged;theelephantsretreatedastep。Thenextinstantshefellsupine,writhedinquiveringspasms,andlaymotionless。Werodeintothegreathall。
Theprincessyetleanedbackinherchairintheshaftofsunlight,whenfromthestonesofthecourtcametoherearsthenoiseofthehorses\'hoofs。Shestarted,listened,andshook:neverhadsuchsoundbeenheardinherpalace!Shepressedherhandtoherside,andgasped。Thetramplingcamenearerandnearer;itenteredthehallitself;movingfiguresthatwerenotshadowsapproachedherthroughthedarkness!
Forus,wesawasplendour,agloriouswomancentringthedark。
Lonasprangfromherhorse,andboundedtoher。Isprangfrommine,andfollowedLona。
\"Mother!mother!\"shecried,andherclear,lovelyvoiceechoedinthedome。
Theprincessshivered;herfacegrewalmostblackwithhate,hereyebrowsmetonherforehead。Sherosetoherfeet,andstood。
\"Mother!mother!\"criedLonaagain,assheleapedontheda飐,andflungherarmsaroundtheprincess。
AninstantmoreandIshouldhavereachedthem!——inthatinstantIsawLonaliftedhigh,anddashedonthemarblefloor。Oh,thehorriblesoundofherfall!Atmyfeetshefell,andlaystill。
Theprincesssatdownwiththesmileofademoness。
IdroppedonmykneesbesideLona,raisedherfromthestones,andpressedhertomybosom。WithindignanthateIglancedattheprincess;sheansweredmewithhersweetestsmile。Iwouldhavesprunguponher,takenherbythethroat,andstrangledher,butloveofthechildwasstrongerthanhateofthemother,andI
claspedclosermypreciousburden。Herarmshunghelpless;herbloodtrickledovermyhands,andfellonthefloorwithsoft,slowlittleplashes。
Thehorsesscentedit——minefirst,thenthesmallones。Minereared,shiveringandwild—eyed,wentabout,andthunderedblindlydownthedarkhall,withthelittlehorsesafterhim。Lona\'sstoodgazingdownathismistress,andtremblingallover。Theboysflungthemselvesfromtheirhorses\'backs,andthey,notseeingtheblackwallbeforethem,dashedthemselves,withmine,topiecesagainstit。Theelephantscameontothefootoftheda飐,andstopped,wildlytrumpeting;theLittleOnesspranguponit,andstoodhorrified;theprincesslaybackinherseat,herfacethatofacorpse,hereyesalonealive,wickedlyflaming。ShewasagainwitheredandwastedtowhatIfoundinthewood,andhersidewasasifagreatbrandinghandhadbeenlaiduponit。ButLonasawnothing,andIsawbutLona。
\"Mother!mother!\"shesighed,andherbreathingceased。
Icarriedherintothecourt:thesunshoneuponawhiteface,andthepitifulshadowofaghostlysmile。Herheadhungback。Shewas\"deadasearth。\"
IforgottheLittleOnes,forgotthemurderingprincess,forgotthebodyinmyarms,andwanderedaway,lookingformyLona。Thedoorsandwindowswerecrowdedwithbrute—facesjeeringatme,butnotdaringtospeak,fortheysawthewhiteleopardessbehindme,hangingherheadcloseatmyheel。Ispurnedherwithmyfoot。
Sheheldbackamoment,andfollowedmeagain。
Ireachedthesquare:thelittlearmywasgone!Itsemptinessrousedme。WhereweretheLittleOnes,HERLittleOnes?Ihadlostherchildren!Istaredhelplessaboutme,staggeredtothepillar,andsankuponitsbase。
ButasIsatgazingonthestillcountenance,itseemedtosmilealivemomentarysmile。Ineverdoubteditanillusion,yetbelievedwhatitsaid:Ishouldyetseeheralive!Itwasnotshe,itwasI
whowaslost,andshewouldfindme!
IrosetogoaftertheLittleOnes,andinstinctivelysoughtthegatebywhichwehadentered。Ilookedaroundme,butsawnothingoftheleopardess。
Thestreetwasrapidlyfillingwithafiercecrowd。Theysawmeencumberedwithmydead,butforatimedarednotassailme。EreIreachedthegate,however,theyhadgatheredcourage。Thewomenbegantohustleme;Iheldonheedless。Amanpushedagainstmysacredburden:withakickIsenthimawayhowling。Butthecrowdpresseduponme,andfearingforthedeadthatwasbeyondhurt,I
claspedmytreasurecloser,andfreedmyrightarm。Thatinstant,however,acommotionaroseinthestreetbehindme;thecrowdbroke;
andthroughitcametheLittleOnesIhadleftinthepalace。Tenofthemwereuponfouroftheelephants;onthetwootherelephantslaytheprincess,boundhandandfoot,andquitestill,savethathereyesrolledintheirghastlysockets。ThetwootherLittleOnesrodebehindheronLona\'shorse。Everynowandthenthewisecreaturesthatboreherthrewtheirtrunksbehindandfelthercords。
Iwalkedoninfront,andoutofthecity。WhatanendtothehopeswithwhichIenteredtheevilplace!Wehadcapturedthebadprincess,andlostourall—belovedqueen!Mylifewasbare!myheartwasempty!
CHAPTERXXXVII
THESHADOW
Amurmurofpleasurefrommycompanionsrousedme:theyhadcaughtsightoftheirfellowsinthedistance!ThetwoonLona\'shorserodeontojointhem。Theyweregreetedwithawaveringshout——whichimmediatelydiedaway。Aswedrewnear,thesoundoftheirsobsreacheduslikethebreakingoftinybillows。
WhenIcameamongthem,Isawthatsomethingdirehadbefallenthem:
ontheirchildishfaceswasthehaggardlookleftbysomestrangeterror。Nopossiblegriefcouldhavewroughtthechange。Afewofthemcameslowlyroundme,andheldouttheirarmstotakemyburden。
Iyieldedit;thetenderhopelessnessofthesmilewithwhichtheyreceivedit,mademyheartswellwithpityinthemidstofitsowndesolation。Invainweretheirsobsovertheirmother—queen;invaintheysoughttoenticefromhersomerecognitionoftheirlove;
invaintheykissedandfondledherastheyboreheraway:shewouldnotwake!Oneachsideonecarriedanarm,gentlystrokingit;asmanyascouldgetnear,puttheirarmsunderherbody;thosewhocouldnot,crowdedaroundthebearers。Onaspotwherethegrassgrewthickerandsoftertheylaidherdown,andtherealltheLittleOnesgatheredsobbing。
Outsidethecrowdstoodtheelephants,andInearthem,gazingatmyLonaoverthemanylittleheadsbetween。Thosenextmecaughtsightoftheprincess,andstaredtrembling。Oduwasthefirsttospeak。
\"Ihaveseenthatwomanbefore!\"hewhisperedtohisnextneighbour。
\"Itwasshewhofoughtthewhiteleopardess,thenighttheywokeuswiththeiryelling!\"
\"Silly!\"returnedhiscompanion。\"Thatwasawildbeast,withspots!\"
\"Lookathereyes!\"insistedOdu。\"Iknowsheisabadgiantess,butsheisawildbeastallthesame。Iknowsheisthespottedone!\"
Theothertookastepnearer;Odudrewhimbackwithasharppull。
\"Don\'tlookather!\"hecried,shrinkingaway,yetfascinatedbythehate—filledlonginginhereyes。\"Shewouldeatyouupinamoment!
ItwasHERshadow!Sheisthewickedprincess!\"
\"Thatcannotbe!theysaidshewasbeautiful!\"
\"Indeeditistheprincess!\"Iinterposed。\"Wickednesshasmadeherugly!\"
Sheheard,andwhatalookwashers!
\"Itwasverywrongofmetorunaway!\"saidOduthoughtfully。
\"Whatmadeyourunaway?\"Iasked。\"IexpectedtofindyouwhereI
leftyou!\"
Hedidnotreplyatonce。
\"Idon\'tknowwhatmademerun,\"answeredanother。\"Iwasfrightened!\"
\"Itwasamanthatcamedownthehillfromthepalace,\"saidathird。
\"Howdidhefrightenyou?\"
\"Idon\'tknow。\"
\"Hewasn\'taman,\"saidOdu;\"hewasashadow;hehadnothicktohim!\"
\"Tellmemoreabouthim。\"
\"Hecamedownthehillveryblack,walkinglikeabadgiant,butspreadflat。Hewasnothingbutblackness。Wewerefrightenedthemomentwesawhim,butwedidnotrunaway;westoodandwatchedhim。
Hecameonasifhewouldwalkoverus。Butbeforehereachedus,hebegantospreadandspread,andgrewbiggerendbigger,tillatlasthewassobigthathewentoutofoursight,andwesawhimnomore,andthenhewasuponus!\"
\"Whatdoyoumeanbythat?\"
\"Hewasallblackthroughbetweenus,andwecouldnotseeoneanother;andthenhewasinsideus。\"
\"Howdidyouknowhewasinsideyou?\"
\"Hedidmequitedifferent。Ifeltlikebad。IwasnotOduanymore——nottheOduIknew。IwantedtotearSozotopieces——notreally,butlike!\"
HeturnedandhuggedSozo。
\"Itwasn\'tme,Sozo,\"hesobbed。\"Really,deepdown,itwasOdu,lovingyoualways!AndOducameup,andknockedNaughtyaway。I
grewsick,andthoughtImustkillmyselftogetoutoftheblack。
Thencameahorriblelaughthathadheardmythink,anditsettheairtremblingaboutme。AndthenIsupposeIranaway,butIdidnotknowIhadrunawayuntilIfoundmyselfrunning,fastascould,andalltherestrunningtoo。Iwouldhavestopped,butIneverthoughtofituntilIwasoutofthegateamongthegrass。ThenI
knewthatIhadrunawayfromashadowthatwantedtobemeandwasn\'t,andthatIwastheOduthatlovedSozo。Itwastheshadowthatgotintome,andhatedhimfrominsideme;itwasnotmyownselfme!AndnowIknowthatIoughtnottohaverunaway!ButindeedIdidnotquiteknowwhatIwasdoinguntilitwasdone!Mylegsdidit,Ithink:theygrewfrightened,andforgotme,andranaway!Naughtylegs!There!andthere!\"
ThusendedOdu,withakicktoeachofhisnaughtylegs。
\"Whatbecameoftheshadow?\"Iasked。
\"Idonotknow,\"heanswered。\"Isupposehewenthomeintothenightwherethereisnomoon。\"
IfellawonderingwhereLonawasgone,anddroppingonthegrass,tookthedeadthinginmylap,andwhisperedinitsear,\"Whereareyou,Lona?Iloveyou!\"Butitslipsgavenoanswer。Ikissedthem,notquitecold,laidthebodydownagain,andappointingaguardoverit,rosetoprovideforthesafetyofLona\'speopleduringthenight。
Beforethesunwentdown,Ihadsetawatchovertheprincessoutsidethecamp,andsentinelsroundit:intendingtowalkaboutitmyselfallnightlong,Itoldtherestofthearmytogotosleep。
Theythrewthemselvesonthegrassandwereasleepinamoment。
WhenthemoonroseIcaughtaglimpseofsomethingwhite;itwastheleopardess。Shesweptsilentlyroundthesleepingcamp,andI
sawherpassthreetimesbetweentheprincessandtheLittleOnes。
ThereuponImadethewatchliedownwiththeothers,andstretchedmyselfbesidethebodyofLona。
CHAPTERXXXVIII
TOTHEHOUSEOFBITTERNESS
Inthemorningwesetout,andmadefortheforestasfastaswecould。IrodeLona\'shorse,andcarriedherbody。Iwouldtakeittoherfather:hewouldgiveitacouchinthechamberofhisdead!
or,ifhewouldnot,seeingshehadnotcomeofherself,Iwouldwatchitinthedesertuntilitmoulderedaway!ButIbelievedhewould,forsurelyshehaddiedlongago!Alas,howbitterlymustInothumblemyselfbeforehim!
ToAdamImusttakeLilithalso。Ihadnopowertomakeherrepent!
Ihadhardlyarighttoslayher——muchlessarighttoletherlooseintheworld!andsurelyIscarcemeritedbeingmadeforeverhergaoler!
Againandagain,ontheway,Iofferedherfood;butsheansweredonlywithalookofhungeringhate。Herfieryeyeskeptrollingtoandfro,noreverclosed,Ibelieve,untilwereachedtheothersideofthehotstream。AfterthattheyneveropeneduntilwecametotheHouseofBitterness。
Oneevening,aswewerecampingforthenight,Isawalittlegirlgouptoher,andrantopreventmischief。ButereIcouldreachthem,thechildhadputsomethingtothelipsoftheprincess,andgivenascreamofpain。
\"Please,king,\"shewhimpered,\"suckfinger。Badgiantessmakeholeinit!\"
Isuckedthetinyfinger。
\"Wellnow!\"shecried,andaminuteafterwasholdingasecondfruittoamouthgreedyofotherfare。Butthistimeshesnatchedherhandquicklyaway,andthefruitfelltotheground。Thechild\'snamewasLuva。
Thenextdaywecrossedthehotstream。Againontheirownground,theLittleOneswerejubilant。Buttheirnestswerestillatagreatdistance,andthatdaywewentnofartherthantheivy—hall,where,becauseofitsgrapes,Ihadresolvedtospendthenight。
Whentheysawthegreatclusters,atoncetheyknewthemgood,rusheduponthem,ateeagerly,andinafewminuteswereallfastasleeponthegreenfloorandintheforestaroundthehall。Hopingagaintoseethedance,andexpectingtheLittleOnestosleepthroughit,Ihadmadethemleaveawidespaceinthemiddle。I
laydownamongthem,withLonabymyside,butdidnotsleep。