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  butIcouldnot,ofcourse,getatthebeginningandendofasingleline,andwasunable,inwhatIcouldread,tomakeanyguessatthesense。Themerewords,however,wokeinmefeelingswhichtodescribewas,fromtheirstrangeness,impossible。Somedreams,somepoems,somemusicalphrases,somepictures,wakefeelingssuchasoneneverhadbefore,newincolourandform——spiritualsensations,asitwere,hithertounproved:here,someofthephrases,someofthesenselesshalf—lines,someevenoftheindividualwordsaffectedmeinsimilarfashion——aswiththearomaofanidea,rousinginmeagreatlongingtoknowwhatthepoemorpoemsmight,evenyetintheirmutilation,holdorsuggest。

  Icopiedoutafewofthelargershredsattainable,andtriedhardtocompletesomeofthelines,butwithouttheleastsuccess。TheonlythingIgainedintheeffortwassomuchwearinessthat,whenIwenttobed,Ifellasleepatonceandsleptsoundly。

  Inthemorningallthathorroroftheemptygarretspaceshadleftme。

  CHAPTERIV

  SOMEWHEREORNOWHERE?

  Thesunwasverybright,butIdoubtedifthedaywouldlongbefine,andlookedintothemilkysapphireIwore,toseewhetherthestarinitwasclear。ItwasevenlessdefinedthanIhadexpected。

  Irosefromthebreakfast—table,andwenttothewindowtoglanceatthestoneagain。Therehadbeenheavyraininthenight,andonthelawnwasathrushbreakinghiswayintotheshellofasnail。

  AsIwasturningmyringabouttocatchtheresponseofthestartothesun,Ispiedakeenblackeyegazingatmeoutofthemilkymistyblue。ThesightstartledmesothatIdroppedthering,andwhenIpickedituptheeyewasgonefromit。Thesamemomentthesunwasobscured;adarkvapourcoveredhim,andinaminuteortwothewholeskywasclouded。Theairhadgrownsultry,andagustofwindcamesuddenly。Amomentmoreandtherewasaflashoflightning,withasinglesharpthunder—clap。Thentherainfellintorrents。

  Ihadopenedthewindow,andstoodtherelookingoutattheprecipitousrain,whenIdescriedaravenwalkingtowardmeoverthegrass,withsolemngait,andutterdisregardofthefallingdeluge。Suspectingwhohewas,IcongratulatedmyselfthatIwassafeontheground—floor。AtthesametimeIhadaconvictionthat,ifIwerenotcareful,somethingwouldhappen。

  Hecamenearerandnearer,madeaprofoundbow,andwithasuddenwingedleapstoodonthewindow—sill。Thenhesteppedovertheledge,jumpeddownintotheroom,andwalkedtothedoor。Ithoughthewasonhiswaytothelibrary,andfollowedhim,determined,ifhewentupthestair,nottotakeonestepafterhim。Heturned,however,neithertowardthelibrarynorthestair,buttoalittledoorthatgaveuponagrass—patchinanookbetweentwoportionsoftheramblingoldhouse。Imadehastetoopenitforhim。Hesteppedoutintoitscreeper—coveredporch,andstoodlookingattherain,whichfelllikeahugethincataract;Istoodinthedoorbehindhim。Thesecondflashcame,andwasfollowedbyalengthenedrollofmoredistantthunder。Heturnedhisheadoverhisshoulderandlookedatme,asmuchastosay,\"Youhearthat?\"thenswivelleditroundagain,andanewcontemplatedtheweather,apparentlywithapprobation。Sohumanwerehisposeandcarriageandthewayhekeptturninghishead,thatIremarkedalmostinvoluntarily,\"Fineweatherfortheworms,Mr。Raven!\"

  \"Yes,\"heanswered,intherathercroakyvoiceIhadlearnedtoknow,\"thegroundwillbeniceforthemtogetoutandin!——ItmustbeagrandtimeonthesteppesofUranus!\"headded,withaglanceupward;\"Ibelieveitisrainingtheretoo;itwas,allthelastweek!\"

  \"Whyshouldthatmakeitagrandtime?\"Iasked。

  \"Becausetheanimalsthereareallburrowers,\"heanswered,\"——likethefield—miceandthemoleshere。——Theywillbe,foragestocome。\"

  \"Howdoyouknowthat,ifImaybesobold?\"Irejoined。

  \"Asanyonewouldwhohadbeentheretosee,\"hereplied。\"Itisagreatsight,untilyougetusedtoit,whentheearthgivesaheave,andoutcomesabeast。Youmightthinkitahairyelephantoradeinotherium——butnoneoftheanimalsarethesameaswehaveeverhadhere。IwasalmostfrightenedmyselfthefirsttimeIsawthedry—bog—serpentcomewallowingout——suchaheadandmane!andSUCH

  eyes!——buttheshowerisnearlyover。Itwillstopdirectlyafterthenextthunder—clap。Thereitis!\"

  Aflashcamewiththewords,andinabouthalfaminutethethunder。

  Thentherainceased。

  \"Nowweshouldbegoing!\"saidtheraven,andsteppedtothefrontoftheporch。

  \"Goingwhere?\"Iasked。

  \"Goingwherewehavetogo,\"heanswered。\"Youdidnotsurelythinkyouhadgothome?Itoldyoutherewasnogoingoutandinatpleasureuntilyouwereathome!\"

  \"Idonotwanttogo,\"Isaid。

  \"Thatdoesnotmakeanydifference——atleastnotmuch,\"heanswered。

  \"Thisistheway!\"

  \"IamquitecontentwhereIam。\"

  \"Youthinkso,butyouarenot。Comealong。\"

  Hehoppedfromtheporchontothegrass,andturned,waiting。

  \"Iwillnotleavethehouseto—day,\"Isaidwithobstinacy。

  \"Youwillcomeintothegarden!\"rejoinedtheraven。

  \"Igiveinsofar,\"Ireplied,andsteppedfromtheporch。

  Thesunbrokethroughtheclouds,andtheraindropsflashedandsparkledonthegrass。Theravenwaswalkingoverit。

  \"Youwillwetyourfeet!\"Icried。

  \"Andmiremybeak,\"heanswered,immediatelyplungingitdeepinthesod,anddrawingoutagreatwrigglingredworm。Hethrewbackhishead,andtosseditintheair。Itspreadgreatwings,gorgeousinredandblack,andsoaredaloft。

  \"Tut!tut!\"Iexclaimed;\"youmistake,Mr。Raven:wormsarenotthelarv?ofbutterflies!\"

  \"Nevermind,\"hecroaked;\"itwilldoforonce!I\'mnotareadingmanatpresent,butsextonatthe——atacertaingraveyard——cemetery,moreproperly——in——at——nomatterwhere!\"

  \"Isee!youcan\'tkeepyourspadestill:andwhenyouhavenothingtobury,youmustdigsomethingup!Onlyyoushouldmindwhatitisbeforeyoumakeitfly!Nocreatureshouldbeallowedtoforgetwhatandwhereitcamefrom!\"

  \"Why?\"saidtheraven。

  \"Becauseitwillgrowproud,andceasetorecogniseitssuperiors。\"

  Nomanknowsitwhenheismakinganidiotofhimself。

  \"WhereDOthewormscomefrom?\"saidtheraven,asifsuddenlygrowncurioustoknow。

  \"Why,fromtheearth,asyouhavejustseen!\"Ianswered。

  \"Yes,last!\"hereplied。\"Buttheycan\'thavecomefromitfirst——

  forthatwillnevergobacktoit!\"headded,lookingup。

  Ilookedupalso,butcouldseenothingsavealittledarkcloud,theedgesofwhichwerered,asifwiththelightofthesunset。

  \"Surelythesunisnotgoingdown!\"Iexclaimed,struckwithamazement。

  \"Oh,no!\"returnedtheraven。\"Thatredbelongstotheworm。\"

  \"Youseewhatcomesofmakingcreaturesforgettheirorigin!\"I

  criedwithsomewarmth。

  \"Itiswell,surely,ifitbetorisehigherandgrowlarger!\"hereturned。\"ButindeedIonlyteachthemtofindit!\"

  \"Wouldyouhavetheairfullofworms?\"

  \"Thatisthebusinessofasexton。Ifonlytherestoftheclergyunderstooditaswell!\"

  Inwenthisbeakagainthroughthesoftturf,andoutcamethewrigglingworm。Hetosseditintheair,andawayitflew。

  Ilookedbehindme,andgaveacryofdismay:IhadbutthatmomentdeclaredIwouldnotleavethehouse,andalreadyIwasastrangerinthestrangeland!

  \"Whatrighthaveyoutotreatmeso,Mr。Raven?\"Isaidwithdeepoffence。\"AmI,oramInot,afreeagent?\"

  \"Amanisasfreeashechoosestomakehimself,neveranatomfreer,\"answeredtheraven。

  \"Youhavenorighttomakemedothingsagainstmywill!\"

  \"Whenyouhaveawill,youwillfindthatnoonecan。\"

  \"Youwrongmeintheveryessenceofmyindividuality!\"Ipersisted。

  \"IfyouwereanindividualIcouldnot,thereforenowIdonot。Youarebutbeginningtobecomeanindividual。\"

  Allaboutmewasapine—forest,inwhichmyeyeswerealreadysearchingdeep,inthehopeofdiscoveringanunaccountableglimmer,andsofindingmywayhome。But,alas!howcouldIanylongercallthathouseHOME,whereeverydoor,everywindowopenedintoOUT,andeventhegardenIcouldnotkeepinside!

  IsupposeIlookeddiscomfited。

  \"Perhapsitmaycomfortyou,\"saidtheraven,\"tobetoldthatyouhavenotyetleftyourhouse,neitherhasyourhouseleftyou。Atthesametimeitcannotcontainyou,oryouinhabitit!\"

  \"Idonotunderstandyou,\"Ireplied。\"WhereamI?\"

  \"Intheregionofthesevendimensions,\"heanswered,withacuriousnoiseinhisthroat,andaflutterofhistail。\"Youhadbetterfollowmecarefullynowforamoment,lestyoushouldhurtsomeone!\"

  \"Thereisnobodytohurtbutyourself,Mr。Raven!IconfessIshouldratherliketohurtyou!\"

  \"Thatyouseenobodyiswherethedangerlies。Butyouseethatlargetreetoyourleft,aboutthirtyyardsaway?\"

  \"OfcourseIdo:whyshouldInot?\"Iansweredtestily。

  \"Tenminutesagoyoudidnotseeit,andnowyoudonotknowwhereitstands!\"

  \"Ido。\"

  \"Wheredoyouthinkitstands?\"

  \"WhyTHERE,whereyouknowitis!\"

  \"WhereisTHERE?\"

  \"Youbothermewithyoursillyquestions!\"Icried。\"Iamgrowingtiredofyou!\"

  \"Thattreestandsonthehearthofyourkitchen,andgrowsnearlystraightupitschimney,\"hesaid。

  \"NowIKNOWyouaremakinggameofme!\"Ianswered,withalaughofscorn。

  \"WasImakinggameofyouwhenyoudiscoveredmelookingoutofyourstar—sapphireyesterday?\"

  \"Thatwasthismorning——notanhourago!\"

  \"Ihavebeenwideningyourhorizonlongerthanthat,Mr。Vane;butnevermind!\"

  \"Youmeanyouhavebeenmakingafoolofme!\"Isaid,turningfromhim。

  \"Excuseme:noonecandothatbutyourself!\"

  \"AndIdeclinetodoit。\"

  \"Youmistake。\"

  \"How?\"

  \"Indecliningtoacknowledgeyourselfonealready。Youmakeyourselfsuchbyrefusingwhatistrue,andforthatyouwillsorelypunishyourself。\"

  \"How,again?\"

  \"Bybelievingwhatisnottrue。\"

  \"Then,ifIwalktotheothersideofthattree,Ishallwalkthroughthekitchenfire?\"

  \"Certainly。Youwouldfirst,however,walkthroughtheladyatthepianointhebreakfast—room。Thatrosebushisclosebyher。Youwouldgiveheraterriblestart!\"

  \"Thereisnoladyinthehouse!\"

  \"Indeed!Isnotyourhousekeeperalady?Sheiscountedsuchinacertaincountrywhereallareservants,andtheliveriesoneandmultitudinous!\"

  \"Shecannotusethepiano,anyhow!\"

  \"Herniececan:sheisthere——awell—educatedgirlandacapitalmusician。\"

  \"Excuseme;Icannothelpit:youseemtometobetalkingsheernonsense!\"

  \"Ifyoucouldbuthearthemusic!Thosegreatlongheadsofwildhyacinthareinsidethepiano,amongthestringsofit,andgivethatpeculiarsweetnesstoherplaying!——Pardonme:Iforgotyourdeafness!\"

  \"Twoobjects,\"Isaid,\"cannotexistinthesameplaceatthesametime!\"

  \"Cantheynot?Ididnotknow!——Iremembernowtheydoteachthatwithyou。Itisagreatmistake——oneofthegreatesteverwiseacremade!Nomanoftheuniverse,onlyamanoftheworldcouldhavesaidso!\"

  \"Youalibrarian,andtalksuchrubbish!\"Icried。\"Plainly,youdidnotreadmanyofthebooksinyourcharge!\"

  \"Oh,yes!Iwentthroughallinyourlibrary——atthetime,andcameoutattheothersidenotmuchthewiser。Iwasabookwormthen,butwhenIcametoknowit,Iwokeamongthebutterflies。TobesureIhavegivenupreadingforagoodmanyyears——eversinceI

  wasmadesexton。——There!IsmellGrieg\'sWeddingMarchinthequiverofthoserose—petals!\"

  Iwenttotherose—bushandlistenedhard,butcouldnothearthethinnestghostofasound;IonlysmeltsomethingIhadneverbeforesmeltinanyrose。Itwasstillrose—odour,butwithadifference,caused,Isuppose,bytheWeddingMarch。

  WhenIlookedup,therewasthebirdbymyside。

  \"Mr。Raven,\"Isaid,\"forgivemeforbeingsorude:Iwasirritated。

  Willyoukindlyshowmemywayhome?Imustgo,forIhaveanappointmentwithmybailiff。Onemustnotbreakfaithwithhisservants!\"

  \"Youcannotbreakwhatwasbrokendaysago!\"heanswered。

  \"Doshowmetheway,\"Ipleaded。

  \"Icannot,\"hereturned。\"Togoback,youmustgothroughyourself,andthatwaynomancanshowanother。\"

  Entreatywasvain。Imustacceptmyfate!ButhowwaslifetobelivedinaworldofwhichIhadallthelawstolearn?Therewould,however,beadventure!thatheldconsolation;andwhetherIfoundmywayhomeornot,Ishouldatleasthavetherareadvantageofknowingtwoworlds!

  Ihadneveryetdoneanythingtojustifymyexistence;myformerworldwasnothingthebetterformysojourninit:here,however,Imustearn,orinsomewayfind,mybread!ButIreasonedthat,asIwasnottoblameinbeinghere,Imightexpecttobetakencareofhereaswellasthere!IhadhadnothingtodowithgettingintotheworldIhadjustleft,andinitIhadfoundmyselfheirtoalargeproperty!Ifthatworld,asInowsaw,hadaclaimuponmebecauseIhadeaten,andcouldeatagain,uponthisworldIhadaclaimbecauseImusteat——whenitwouldinreturnhaveaclaimonme!

  \"Thereisnohurry,\"saidtheraven,whostoodregardingme;\"wedonotgomuchbytheclockhere。Still,thesooneronebeginstodowhathastobedone,thebetter!Iwilltakeyoutomywife。\"

  \"Thankyou。Letusgo!\"Ianswered,andimmediatelyheledtheway。

  CHAPTERV

  THEOLDCHURCH

  Ifollowedhimdeepintothepine—forest。Neitherofussaidmuchwhileyetthesacredgloomofitclosedusround。Wecametolargerandyetlargertrees——older,andmoreindividual,someofthemgrotesquewithage。Thentheforestgrewthinner。

  \"Youseethathawthorn?\"saidmyguideatlength,pointingwithhisbeak。

  Ilookedwherethewoodmeltedawayontheedgeofanopenheath。

  \"Iseeagnarledoldman,withagreatwhitehead,\"Ianswered。

  \"Lookagain,\"herejoined:\"itisahawthorn。\"

  \"Itseemsindeedanancienthawthorn;butthisisnottheseasonforthehawthorntoblossom!\"Iobjected。

  \"Theseasonforthehawthorntoblossom,\"hereplied,\"iswhenthehawthornblossoms。Thattreeisintheruinsofthechurchonyourhome—farm。Youweregoingtogivesomedirectionstothebailiffaboutitschurchyard,wereyounot,themorningofthethunder?\"

  \"IwasgoingtotellhimIwanteditturnedintoawildernessofrose—trees,andthattheploughmustnevercomewithinthreeyardsofit。\"

  \"Listen!\"saidtheraven,seemingtoholdhisbreath。

  Ilistened,andheard——wasitthesighingofafar—offmusicalwind——ortheghostofamusicthathadoncebeenglad?OrdidI

  indeedhearanything?

  \"Theygotherestill,\"saidtheraven。

  \"Whogoesthere?andwheredotheygo?\"Iasked。

  \"Someofthepeoplewhousedtopraythere,gototheruinsstill,\"

  hereplied。\"Buttheywillnotgomuchlonger,Ithink。\"

  \"Whatmakesthemgonow?\"

  \"Theyneedhelpfromeachothertogettheirthinkingdone,andtheirfeelingshatched,sotheytalkandsingtogether;andthen,theysay,thebigthoughtfloatsoutoftheirheartslikeagreatshipoutoftheriverathighwater。\"

  \"Dotheyprayaswellassing?\"

  \"No;theyhavefoundthateachcanbestprayinhisownsilentheart。——Somepeoplearealwaysattheirprayers。——Look!look!Theregoesone!\"

  Hepointedrightupintotheair。Asnow—whitepigeonwasmounting,withquickandyetquickerwing—flap,theunseenspiralofanetherealstair。Thesunshineflashedquiveringfromitswings。

  \"Iseeapigeon!\"Isaid。

  \"Ofcourseyouseeapigeon,\"rejoinedtheraven,\"forthereisthepigeon!Iseeaprayeronitsway。——Iwondernowwhatheartisthatdove\'smother!Someonemayhavecomeawakeinmycemetery!\"

  \"Howcanapigeonbeaprayer?\"Isaid。\"Iunderstand,ofcourse,howitshouldbeafitsymbolorlikenessforone;butalivepigeontocomeoutofaheart!\"

  \"ItMUSTpuzzleyou!Itcannotfailtodoso!\"

  \"Aprayerisathought,athingspiritual!\"Ipursued。

  \"Verytrue!Butifyouunderstoodanyworldbesidesyourown,youwouldunderstandyourownmuchbetter。——Whenaheartisreallyalive,thenitisabletothinklivethings。Thereisoneheartallwhosethoughtsarestrong,happycreatures,andwhoseverydreamsarelives。Whensomepray,theyliftheavythoughtsfromtheground,onlytodropthemonitagain;otherssenduptheirprayersinlivingshapes,thisorthat,thenearestlikenesstoeach。Alllivethingswerethoughtstobeginwith,andarefitthereforetobeusedbythosethatthink。WhenonesaystothegreatThinker:——

  \"Hereisoneofthythoughts:Iamthinkingitnow!\"thatisaprayer——awordtothebigheartfromoneofitsownlittlehearts。——

  Look,thereisanother!\"

  Thistimetheravenpointedhisbeakdownward——tosomethingatthefootofablockofgranite。Ilooked,andsawalittleflower。I

  hadneverseenonelikeitbefore,andcannotutterthefeelingitwokeinmebyitsgracious,trustingform,itscolour,anditsodourasofanewworldthatwasyettheold。Icanonlysaythatitsuggestedananemone,wasofapalerose—hue,andhadagoldenheart。

  \"Thatisaprayer—flower,\"saidtheraven。

  \"Ineversawsuchaflowerbefore!\"Irejoined。

  \"Thereisnoothersuch。Notoneprayer—floweriseverquitelikeanother,\"hereturned。

  \"Howdoyouknowitaprayer—flower?\"Iasked。

  \"Bytheexpressionofit,\"heanswered。\"MorethanthatIcannottellyou。Ifyouknowit,youknowit;ifyoudonot,youdonot。\"

  \"Couldyounotteachmetoknowaprayer—flowerwhenIseeit?\"I

  said。

  \"Icouldnot。ButifIcould,whatbetterwouldyoube?youwouldnotknowitofYOURSELFandITself!Whyknowthenameofathingwhenthethingitselfyoudonotknow?Whoseworkisitbutyourowntoopenyoureyes?Butindeedthebusinessoftheuniverseistomakesuchafoolofyouthatyouwillknowyourselfforone,andsobegintobewise!\"

  ButIdidseethattheflowerwasdifferentfromanyflowerIhadeverseenbefore;thereforeIknewthatImustbeseeingashadowoftheprayerinit;andagreatawecameovermetothinkoftheheartlisteningtotheflower。

  CHAPTERVI

  THESEXTON\'SCOTTAGE

  Wehadbeenforsometimewalkingoverarockymoorlandcoveredwithdryplantsandmosses,whenIdescriedalittlecottageinthefarthestdistance。Thesunwasnotyetdown,buthewaswraptinagraycloud。Theheathlookedasifithadneverbeenwarm,andthewindblewstrangelycold,asiffromsomeregionwhereitwasalwaysnight。

  \"Hereweareatlast!\"saidtheraven。\"Whatalongwayitis!InhalfthetimeIcouldhavegonetoParadiseandseenmycousin——him,youremember,whonevercamebacktoNoah!Dear!dear!itisalmostwinter!\"

  \"Winter!\"Icried;\"itseemsbuthalfadaysincewelefthome!\"

  \"Thatisbecausewehavetravelledsofast,\"answeredtheraven。\"Inyourworldyoucannotpulluptheplumb—lineyoucallgravitation,andlettheworldspinroundunderyourfeet!Buthereismywife\'shouse!Sheisverygoodtoletmelivewithher,andcallitthesexton\'scottage!\"

  \"Butwhereisyourchurchyard——yourcemetery——whereyoumakeyourgraves,Imean?\"saidI,seeingnothingbuttheflatheath。

  Theravenstretchedhisneck,heldouthisbeakhorizontally,turneditslowlyroundtoallthepointsofthecompass,andsaidnothing。

  Ifollowedthebeakwithmyeyes,andlo,withoutchurchorgraves,allwasachurchyard!Whereverthedrearywindswept,therewastheraven\'scemetery!Hewassextonofallhesurveyed!lordofallthatwaslaidaside!Istoodintheburial—groundoftheuniverse;

  itscompasstheunenclosedheath,itswallthegrayhorizon,lowandstarless!Ihadleftspringandsummer,autumnandsunshinebehindme,andcometothewinterthatwaitedforme!Ihadsetoutintheprimeofmyyouth,andhereIwasalready!——ButImistook。

  Thedaymightwellbelonginthatregion,foritcontainedtheseasons。Wintersleptthere,thenightthrough,inhiswinding—sheetofice;withchildlikesmile,Springcameawakeinthedawn;atnoon,Summerblazedabroadinhergorgeousbeauty;withtheslow—changingafternoon,oldAutumncreptin,anddiedatthefirstbreathofthevaporous,ghostynight。

  Aswedrewnearthecottage,thecloudedsunwasrushingdownthesteepestslopeofthewest,andhesankwhilewewereyetafewyardsfromthedoor。ThesameinstantIwasassailedbyacoldthatseemedalmostamaterialpresence,andIstruggledacrossthethresholdasiffromtheclutchesofanicydeath。Awindswelleduponthemoor,andrushedatthedooraswithdifficultyIcloseditbehindme。Thenallwasstill,andIlookedaboutme。

  Acandleburnedonadealtableinthemiddleoftheroom,andthefirstthingIsawwasthelidofacoffin,asIthought,setupagainstthewall;butitopened,foritwasadoor,andawomanentered。Shewasallinwhite——aswhiteasnew—fallensnow;andherfacewasaswhiteasherdress,butnotlikesnow,foratonceitsuggestedwarmth。Ithoughtherfeatureswereperfect,buthereyesmademeforgetthem。Thelifeofherfaceandherwholepersonwasgatheredandconcentratedinhereyes,whereitbecamelight。

  Itmighthavebeencomingdeaththatmadeherfaceluminous,buttheeyeshadlifeinthemforanation——large,anddarkwithadarknesseverdeepeningasIgazed。Awholenight—heavenlaycondensedineachpupil;allthestarswereinitsblackness,andflashed;whilerounditforahorizonlaycoiledanirisoftheeternaltwilight。

  WhatanyeyeIS,Godonlyknows:hereyesmusthavebeencomingdirectoutofhisown!thestillfacemightbeaprimevalperfection;

  theliveeyeswereacontinuouscreation。

  \"HereisMr。Vane,wife!\"saidtheraven。

  \"Heiswelcome,\"sheanswered,inalow,rich,gentlevoice。

  Treasuresofimmortalsoundseemedtoheburiedinit。

  Igazed,andcouldnotspeak。

  \"Iknewyouwouldbegladtoseehim!\"addedtheraven。

  Shestoodinfrontofthedoorbywhichshehadentered,anddidnotcomenearer。

  \"Willhesleep?\"sheasked。

  \"Ifearnot,\"hereplied;\"heisneitherwearynorheavyladen。\"

  \"Whythenhaveyoubroughthim?\"

  \"Ihavemyfearsitmayproveprecipitate。\"

  \"Idonotquiteunderstandyou,\"Isaid,withanuneasyforebodingastowhatshemeant,butavaguehopeofsomeescape。\"Surelyamanmustdoaday\'sworkfirst!\"

  Igazedintothewhitefaceofthewoman,andmyheartfluttered。

  Shereturnedmygazeinsilence。

  \"Letmefirstgohome,\"Iresumed,\"andcomeagainafterIhavefoundormade,invented,oratleastdiscoveredsomething!\"

  \"Hehasnotyetlearnedthatthedaybeginswithsleep!\"saidthewoman,turningtoherhusband。\"Tellhimhemustrestbeforehecandoanything!\"

  \"Men,\"heanswered,\"thinksomuchofhavingdone,thattheyfallasleepuponit。Theycannotemptyaneggbuttheyturnintotheshell,andliedown!\"

  Thewordsdrewmyeyesfromthewomantotheraven。

  Isawnoraven,butthelibrarian——thesameslenderelderlyman,inarustyblackcoat,largeinthebodyandlonginthetails。I

  hadseenonlyhisbackbefore;nowforthefirsttimeIsawhisface。Itwassothinthatitshowedtheshapeofthebonesunderit,suggestingtheskullshislast—claimedprofessionmusthavemadehimfamiliarwith。ButintruthIhadneverbeforeseenafacesoalive,oralooksokeenorsofriendlyasthatinhispaleblueeyes,whichyethadahazeaboutthemasiftheyhaddonemuchweeping。

  \"YouknewIwasnotaraven!\"hesaidwithasmile。

  \"IknewyouwereMr。Raven,\"Ireplied;\"butsomehowIthoughtyouabirdtoo!\"

  \"Whatmadeyouthinkmeabird?\"

  \"Youlookedaraven,andIsawyoudigwormsoutoftheearthwithyourbeak。\"

  \"Andthen?\"

  \"Tossthemintheair。\"

  \"Andthen?\"

  \"Theygrewbutterflies,andflewaway。\"

  \"Didyoueverseearavendothat?ItoldyouIwasasexton!\"

  \"Doesasextontosswormsintheair,andturnthemintobutterflies?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Ineversawonedoit!\"

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