butIcouldnot,ofcourse,getatthebeginningandendofasingleline,andwasunable,inwhatIcouldread,tomakeanyguessatthesense。Themerewords,however,wokeinmefeelingswhichtodescribewas,fromtheirstrangeness,impossible。Somedreams,somepoems,somemusicalphrases,somepictures,wakefeelingssuchasoneneverhadbefore,newincolourandform——spiritualsensations,asitwere,hithertounproved:here,someofthephrases,someofthesenselesshalf—lines,someevenoftheindividualwordsaffectedmeinsimilarfashion——aswiththearomaofanidea,rousinginmeagreatlongingtoknowwhatthepoemorpoemsmight,evenyetintheirmutilation,holdorsuggest。
Icopiedoutafewofthelargershredsattainable,andtriedhardtocompletesomeofthelines,butwithouttheleastsuccess。TheonlythingIgainedintheeffortwassomuchwearinessthat,whenIwenttobed,Ifellasleepatonceandsleptsoundly。
Inthemorningallthathorroroftheemptygarretspaceshadleftme。
CHAPTERIV
SOMEWHEREORNOWHERE?
Thesunwasverybright,butIdoubtedifthedaywouldlongbefine,andlookedintothemilkysapphireIwore,toseewhetherthestarinitwasclear。ItwasevenlessdefinedthanIhadexpected。
Irosefromthebreakfast—table,andwenttothewindowtoglanceatthestoneagain。Therehadbeenheavyraininthenight,andonthelawnwasathrushbreakinghiswayintotheshellofasnail。
AsIwasturningmyringabouttocatchtheresponseofthestartothesun,Ispiedakeenblackeyegazingatmeoutofthemilkymistyblue。ThesightstartledmesothatIdroppedthering,andwhenIpickedituptheeyewasgonefromit。Thesamemomentthesunwasobscured;adarkvapourcoveredhim,andinaminuteortwothewholeskywasclouded。Theairhadgrownsultry,andagustofwindcamesuddenly。Amomentmoreandtherewasaflashoflightning,withasinglesharpthunder—clap。Thentherainfellintorrents。
Ihadopenedthewindow,andstoodtherelookingoutattheprecipitousrain,whenIdescriedaravenwalkingtowardmeoverthegrass,withsolemngait,andutterdisregardofthefallingdeluge。Suspectingwhohewas,IcongratulatedmyselfthatIwassafeontheground—floor。AtthesametimeIhadaconvictionthat,ifIwerenotcareful,somethingwouldhappen。
Hecamenearerandnearer,madeaprofoundbow,andwithasuddenwingedleapstoodonthewindow—sill。Thenhesteppedovertheledge,jumpeddownintotheroom,andwalkedtothedoor。Ithoughthewasonhiswaytothelibrary,andfollowedhim,determined,ifhewentupthestair,nottotakeonestepafterhim。Heturned,however,neithertowardthelibrarynorthestair,buttoalittledoorthatgaveuponagrass—patchinanookbetweentwoportionsoftheramblingoldhouse。Imadehastetoopenitforhim。Hesteppedoutintoitscreeper—coveredporch,andstoodlookingattherain,whichfelllikeahugethincataract;Istoodinthedoorbehindhim。Thesecondflashcame,andwasfollowedbyalengthenedrollofmoredistantthunder。Heturnedhisheadoverhisshoulderandlookedatme,asmuchastosay,\"Youhearthat?\"thenswivelleditroundagain,andanewcontemplatedtheweather,apparentlywithapprobation。Sohumanwerehisposeandcarriageandthewayhekeptturninghishead,thatIremarkedalmostinvoluntarily,\"Fineweatherfortheworms,Mr。Raven!\"
\"Yes,\"heanswered,intherathercroakyvoiceIhadlearnedtoknow,\"thegroundwillbeniceforthemtogetoutandin!——ItmustbeagrandtimeonthesteppesofUranus!\"headded,withaglanceupward;\"Ibelieveitisrainingtheretoo;itwas,allthelastweek!\"
\"Whyshouldthatmakeitagrandtime?\"Iasked。
\"Becausetheanimalsthereareallburrowers,\"heanswered,\"——likethefield—miceandthemoleshere。——Theywillbe,foragestocome。\"
\"Howdoyouknowthat,ifImaybesobold?\"Irejoined。
\"Asanyonewouldwhohadbeentheretosee,\"hereplied。\"Itisagreatsight,untilyougetusedtoit,whentheearthgivesaheave,andoutcomesabeast。Youmightthinkitahairyelephantoradeinotherium——butnoneoftheanimalsarethesameaswehaveeverhadhere。IwasalmostfrightenedmyselfthefirsttimeIsawthedry—bog—serpentcomewallowingout——suchaheadandmane!andSUCH
eyes!——buttheshowerisnearlyover。Itwillstopdirectlyafterthenextthunder—clap。Thereitis!\"
Aflashcamewiththewords,andinabouthalfaminutethethunder。
Thentherainceased。
\"Nowweshouldbegoing!\"saidtheraven,andsteppedtothefrontoftheporch。
\"Goingwhere?\"Iasked。
\"Goingwherewehavetogo,\"heanswered。\"Youdidnotsurelythinkyouhadgothome?Itoldyoutherewasnogoingoutandinatpleasureuntilyouwereathome!\"
\"Idonotwanttogo,\"Isaid。
\"Thatdoesnotmakeanydifference——atleastnotmuch,\"heanswered。
\"Thisistheway!\"
\"IamquitecontentwhereIam。\"
\"Youthinkso,butyouarenot。Comealong。\"
Hehoppedfromtheporchontothegrass,andturned,waiting。
\"Iwillnotleavethehouseto—day,\"Isaidwithobstinacy。
\"Youwillcomeintothegarden!\"rejoinedtheraven。
\"Igiveinsofar,\"Ireplied,andsteppedfromtheporch。
Thesunbrokethroughtheclouds,andtheraindropsflashedandsparkledonthegrass。Theravenwaswalkingoverit。
\"Youwillwetyourfeet!\"Icried。
\"Andmiremybeak,\"heanswered,immediatelyplungingitdeepinthesod,anddrawingoutagreatwrigglingredworm。Hethrewbackhishead,andtosseditintheair。Itspreadgreatwings,gorgeousinredandblack,andsoaredaloft。
\"Tut!tut!\"Iexclaimed;\"youmistake,Mr。Raven:wormsarenotthelarv?ofbutterflies!\"
\"Nevermind,\"hecroaked;\"itwilldoforonce!I\'mnotareadingmanatpresent,butsextonatthe——atacertaingraveyard——cemetery,moreproperly——in——at——nomatterwhere!\"
\"Isee!youcan\'tkeepyourspadestill:andwhenyouhavenothingtobury,youmustdigsomethingup!Onlyyoushouldmindwhatitisbeforeyoumakeitfly!Nocreatureshouldbeallowedtoforgetwhatandwhereitcamefrom!\"
\"Why?\"saidtheraven。
\"Becauseitwillgrowproud,andceasetorecogniseitssuperiors。\"
Nomanknowsitwhenheismakinganidiotofhimself。
\"WhereDOthewormscomefrom?\"saidtheraven,asifsuddenlygrowncurioustoknow。
\"Why,fromtheearth,asyouhavejustseen!\"Ianswered。
\"Yes,last!\"hereplied。\"Buttheycan\'thavecomefromitfirst——
forthatwillnevergobacktoit!\"headded,lookingup。
Ilookedupalso,butcouldseenothingsavealittledarkcloud,theedgesofwhichwerered,asifwiththelightofthesunset。
\"Surelythesunisnotgoingdown!\"Iexclaimed,struckwithamazement。
\"Oh,no!\"returnedtheraven。\"Thatredbelongstotheworm。\"
\"Youseewhatcomesofmakingcreaturesforgettheirorigin!\"I
criedwithsomewarmth。
\"Itiswell,surely,ifitbetorisehigherandgrowlarger!\"hereturned。\"ButindeedIonlyteachthemtofindit!\"
\"Wouldyouhavetheairfullofworms?\"
\"Thatisthebusinessofasexton。Ifonlytherestoftheclergyunderstooditaswell!\"
Inwenthisbeakagainthroughthesoftturf,andoutcamethewrigglingworm。Hetosseditintheair,andawayitflew。
Ilookedbehindme,andgaveacryofdismay:IhadbutthatmomentdeclaredIwouldnotleavethehouse,andalreadyIwasastrangerinthestrangeland!
\"Whatrighthaveyoutotreatmeso,Mr。Raven?\"Isaidwithdeepoffence。\"AmI,oramInot,afreeagent?\"
\"Amanisasfreeashechoosestomakehimself,neveranatomfreer,\"answeredtheraven。
\"Youhavenorighttomakemedothingsagainstmywill!\"
\"Whenyouhaveawill,youwillfindthatnoonecan。\"
\"Youwrongmeintheveryessenceofmyindividuality!\"Ipersisted。
\"IfyouwereanindividualIcouldnot,thereforenowIdonot。Youarebutbeginningtobecomeanindividual。\"
Allaboutmewasapine—forest,inwhichmyeyeswerealreadysearchingdeep,inthehopeofdiscoveringanunaccountableglimmer,andsofindingmywayhome。But,alas!howcouldIanylongercallthathouseHOME,whereeverydoor,everywindowopenedintoOUT,andeventhegardenIcouldnotkeepinside!
IsupposeIlookeddiscomfited。
\"Perhapsitmaycomfortyou,\"saidtheraven,\"tobetoldthatyouhavenotyetleftyourhouse,neitherhasyourhouseleftyou。Atthesametimeitcannotcontainyou,oryouinhabitit!\"
\"Idonotunderstandyou,\"Ireplied。\"WhereamI?\"
\"Intheregionofthesevendimensions,\"heanswered,withacuriousnoiseinhisthroat,andaflutterofhistail。\"Youhadbetterfollowmecarefullynowforamoment,lestyoushouldhurtsomeone!\"
\"Thereisnobodytohurtbutyourself,Mr。Raven!IconfessIshouldratherliketohurtyou!\"
\"Thatyouseenobodyiswherethedangerlies。Butyouseethatlargetreetoyourleft,aboutthirtyyardsaway?\"
\"OfcourseIdo:whyshouldInot?\"Iansweredtestily。
\"Tenminutesagoyoudidnotseeit,andnowyoudonotknowwhereitstands!\"
\"Ido。\"
\"Wheredoyouthinkitstands?\"
\"WhyTHERE,whereyouknowitis!\"
\"WhereisTHERE?\"
\"Youbothermewithyoursillyquestions!\"Icried。\"Iamgrowingtiredofyou!\"
\"Thattreestandsonthehearthofyourkitchen,andgrowsnearlystraightupitschimney,\"hesaid。
\"NowIKNOWyouaremakinggameofme!\"Ianswered,withalaughofscorn。
\"WasImakinggameofyouwhenyoudiscoveredmelookingoutofyourstar—sapphireyesterday?\"
\"Thatwasthismorning——notanhourago!\"
\"Ihavebeenwideningyourhorizonlongerthanthat,Mr。Vane;butnevermind!\"
\"Youmeanyouhavebeenmakingafoolofme!\"Isaid,turningfromhim。
\"Excuseme:noonecandothatbutyourself!\"
\"AndIdeclinetodoit。\"
\"Youmistake。\"
\"How?\"
\"Indecliningtoacknowledgeyourselfonealready。Youmakeyourselfsuchbyrefusingwhatistrue,andforthatyouwillsorelypunishyourself。\"
\"How,again?\"
\"Bybelievingwhatisnottrue。\"
\"Then,ifIwalktotheothersideofthattree,Ishallwalkthroughthekitchenfire?\"
\"Certainly。Youwouldfirst,however,walkthroughtheladyatthepianointhebreakfast—room。Thatrosebushisclosebyher。Youwouldgiveheraterriblestart!\"
\"Thereisnoladyinthehouse!\"
\"Indeed!Isnotyourhousekeeperalady?Sheiscountedsuchinacertaincountrywhereallareservants,andtheliveriesoneandmultitudinous!\"
\"Shecannotusethepiano,anyhow!\"
\"Herniececan:sheisthere——awell—educatedgirlandacapitalmusician。\"
\"Excuseme;Icannothelpit:youseemtometobetalkingsheernonsense!\"
\"Ifyoucouldbuthearthemusic!Thosegreatlongheadsofwildhyacinthareinsidethepiano,amongthestringsofit,andgivethatpeculiarsweetnesstoherplaying!——Pardonme:Iforgotyourdeafness!\"
\"Twoobjects,\"Isaid,\"cannotexistinthesameplaceatthesametime!\"
\"Cantheynot?Ididnotknow!——Iremembernowtheydoteachthatwithyou。Itisagreatmistake——oneofthegreatesteverwiseacremade!Nomanoftheuniverse,onlyamanoftheworldcouldhavesaidso!\"
\"Youalibrarian,andtalksuchrubbish!\"Icried。\"Plainly,youdidnotreadmanyofthebooksinyourcharge!\"
\"Oh,yes!Iwentthroughallinyourlibrary——atthetime,andcameoutattheothersidenotmuchthewiser。Iwasabookwormthen,butwhenIcametoknowit,Iwokeamongthebutterflies。TobesureIhavegivenupreadingforagoodmanyyears——eversinceI
wasmadesexton。——There!IsmellGrieg\'sWeddingMarchinthequiverofthoserose—petals!\"
Iwenttotherose—bushandlistenedhard,butcouldnothearthethinnestghostofasound;IonlysmeltsomethingIhadneverbeforesmeltinanyrose。Itwasstillrose—odour,butwithadifference,caused,Isuppose,bytheWeddingMarch。
WhenIlookedup,therewasthebirdbymyside。
\"Mr。Raven,\"Isaid,\"forgivemeforbeingsorude:Iwasirritated。
Willyoukindlyshowmemywayhome?Imustgo,forIhaveanappointmentwithmybailiff。Onemustnotbreakfaithwithhisservants!\"
\"Youcannotbreakwhatwasbrokendaysago!\"heanswered。
\"Doshowmetheway,\"Ipleaded。
\"Icannot,\"hereturned。\"Togoback,youmustgothroughyourself,andthatwaynomancanshowanother。\"
Entreatywasvain。Imustacceptmyfate!ButhowwaslifetobelivedinaworldofwhichIhadallthelawstolearn?Therewould,however,beadventure!thatheldconsolation;andwhetherIfoundmywayhomeornot,Ishouldatleasthavetherareadvantageofknowingtwoworlds!
Ihadneveryetdoneanythingtojustifymyexistence;myformerworldwasnothingthebetterformysojourninit:here,however,Imustearn,orinsomewayfind,mybread!ButIreasonedthat,asIwasnottoblameinbeinghere,Imightexpecttobetakencareofhereaswellasthere!IhadhadnothingtodowithgettingintotheworldIhadjustleft,andinitIhadfoundmyselfheirtoalargeproperty!Ifthatworld,asInowsaw,hadaclaimuponmebecauseIhadeaten,andcouldeatagain,uponthisworldIhadaclaimbecauseImusteat——whenitwouldinreturnhaveaclaimonme!
\"Thereisnohurry,\"saidtheraven,whostoodregardingme;\"wedonotgomuchbytheclockhere。Still,thesooneronebeginstodowhathastobedone,thebetter!Iwilltakeyoutomywife。\"
\"Thankyou。Letusgo!\"Ianswered,andimmediatelyheledtheway。
CHAPTERV
THEOLDCHURCH
Ifollowedhimdeepintothepine—forest。Neitherofussaidmuchwhileyetthesacredgloomofitclosedusround。Wecametolargerandyetlargertrees——older,andmoreindividual,someofthemgrotesquewithage。Thentheforestgrewthinner。
\"Youseethathawthorn?\"saidmyguideatlength,pointingwithhisbeak。
Ilookedwherethewoodmeltedawayontheedgeofanopenheath。
\"Iseeagnarledoldman,withagreatwhitehead,\"Ianswered。
\"Lookagain,\"herejoined:\"itisahawthorn。\"
\"Itseemsindeedanancienthawthorn;butthisisnottheseasonforthehawthorntoblossom!\"Iobjected。
\"Theseasonforthehawthorntoblossom,\"hereplied,\"iswhenthehawthornblossoms。Thattreeisintheruinsofthechurchonyourhome—farm。Youweregoingtogivesomedirectionstothebailiffaboutitschurchyard,wereyounot,themorningofthethunder?\"
\"IwasgoingtotellhimIwanteditturnedintoawildernessofrose—trees,andthattheploughmustnevercomewithinthreeyardsofit。\"
\"Listen!\"saidtheraven,seemingtoholdhisbreath。
Ilistened,andheard——wasitthesighingofafar—offmusicalwind——ortheghostofamusicthathadoncebeenglad?OrdidI
indeedhearanything?
\"Theygotherestill,\"saidtheraven。
\"Whogoesthere?andwheredotheygo?\"Iasked。
\"Someofthepeoplewhousedtopraythere,gototheruinsstill,\"
hereplied。\"Buttheywillnotgomuchlonger,Ithink。\"
\"Whatmakesthemgonow?\"
\"Theyneedhelpfromeachothertogettheirthinkingdone,andtheirfeelingshatched,sotheytalkandsingtogether;andthen,theysay,thebigthoughtfloatsoutoftheirheartslikeagreatshipoutoftheriverathighwater。\"
\"Dotheyprayaswellassing?\"
\"No;theyhavefoundthateachcanbestprayinhisownsilentheart。——Somepeoplearealwaysattheirprayers。——Look!look!Theregoesone!\"
Hepointedrightupintotheair。Asnow—whitepigeonwasmounting,withquickandyetquickerwing—flap,theunseenspiralofanetherealstair。Thesunshineflashedquiveringfromitswings。
\"Iseeapigeon!\"Isaid。
\"Ofcourseyouseeapigeon,\"rejoinedtheraven,\"forthereisthepigeon!Iseeaprayeronitsway。——Iwondernowwhatheartisthatdove\'smother!Someonemayhavecomeawakeinmycemetery!\"
\"Howcanapigeonbeaprayer?\"Isaid。\"Iunderstand,ofcourse,howitshouldbeafitsymbolorlikenessforone;butalivepigeontocomeoutofaheart!\"
\"ItMUSTpuzzleyou!Itcannotfailtodoso!\"
\"Aprayerisathought,athingspiritual!\"Ipursued。
\"Verytrue!Butifyouunderstoodanyworldbesidesyourown,youwouldunderstandyourownmuchbetter。——Whenaheartisreallyalive,thenitisabletothinklivethings。Thereisoneheartallwhosethoughtsarestrong,happycreatures,andwhoseverydreamsarelives。Whensomepray,theyliftheavythoughtsfromtheground,onlytodropthemonitagain;otherssenduptheirprayersinlivingshapes,thisorthat,thenearestlikenesstoeach。Alllivethingswerethoughtstobeginwith,andarefitthereforetobeusedbythosethatthink。WhenonesaystothegreatThinker:——
\"Hereisoneofthythoughts:Iamthinkingitnow!\"thatisaprayer——awordtothebigheartfromoneofitsownlittlehearts。——
Look,thereisanother!\"
Thistimetheravenpointedhisbeakdownward——tosomethingatthefootofablockofgranite。Ilooked,andsawalittleflower。I
hadneverseenonelikeitbefore,andcannotutterthefeelingitwokeinmebyitsgracious,trustingform,itscolour,anditsodourasofanewworldthatwasyettheold。Icanonlysaythatitsuggestedananemone,wasofapalerose—hue,andhadagoldenheart。
\"Thatisaprayer—flower,\"saidtheraven。
\"Ineversawsuchaflowerbefore!\"Irejoined。
\"Thereisnoothersuch。Notoneprayer—floweriseverquitelikeanother,\"hereturned。
\"Howdoyouknowitaprayer—flower?\"Iasked。
\"Bytheexpressionofit,\"heanswered。\"MorethanthatIcannottellyou。Ifyouknowit,youknowit;ifyoudonot,youdonot。\"
\"Couldyounotteachmetoknowaprayer—flowerwhenIseeit?\"I
said。
\"Icouldnot。ButifIcould,whatbetterwouldyoube?youwouldnotknowitofYOURSELFandITself!Whyknowthenameofathingwhenthethingitselfyoudonotknow?Whoseworkisitbutyourowntoopenyoureyes?Butindeedthebusinessoftheuniverseistomakesuchafoolofyouthatyouwillknowyourselfforone,andsobegintobewise!\"
ButIdidseethattheflowerwasdifferentfromanyflowerIhadeverseenbefore;thereforeIknewthatImustbeseeingashadowoftheprayerinit;andagreatawecameovermetothinkoftheheartlisteningtotheflower。
CHAPTERVI
THESEXTON\'SCOTTAGE
Wehadbeenforsometimewalkingoverarockymoorlandcoveredwithdryplantsandmosses,whenIdescriedalittlecottageinthefarthestdistance。Thesunwasnotyetdown,buthewaswraptinagraycloud。Theheathlookedasifithadneverbeenwarm,andthewindblewstrangelycold,asiffromsomeregionwhereitwasalwaysnight。
\"Hereweareatlast!\"saidtheraven。\"Whatalongwayitis!InhalfthetimeIcouldhavegonetoParadiseandseenmycousin——him,youremember,whonevercamebacktoNoah!Dear!dear!itisalmostwinter!\"
\"Winter!\"Icried;\"itseemsbuthalfadaysincewelefthome!\"
\"Thatisbecausewehavetravelledsofast,\"answeredtheraven。\"Inyourworldyoucannotpulluptheplumb—lineyoucallgravitation,andlettheworldspinroundunderyourfeet!Buthereismywife\'shouse!Sheisverygoodtoletmelivewithher,andcallitthesexton\'scottage!\"
\"Butwhereisyourchurchyard——yourcemetery——whereyoumakeyourgraves,Imean?\"saidI,seeingnothingbuttheflatheath。
Theravenstretchedhisneck,heldouthisbeakhorizontally,turneditslowlyroundtoallthepointsofthecompass,andsaidnothing。
Ifollowedthebeakwithmyeyes,andlo,withoutchurchorgraves,allwasachurchyard!Whereverthedrearywindswept,therewastheraven\'scemetery!Hewassextonofallhesurveyed!lordofallthatwaslaidaside!Istoodintheburial—groundoftheuniverse;
itscompasstheunenclosedheath,itswallthegrayhorizon,lowandstarless!Ihadleftspringandsummer,autumnandsunshinebehindme,andcometothewinterthatwaitedforme!Ihadsetoutintheprimeofmyyouth,andhereIwasalready!——ButImistook。
Thedaymightwellbelonginthatregion,foritcontainedtheseasons。Wintersleptthere,thenightthrough,inhiswinding—sheetofice;withchildlikesmile,Springcameawakeinthedawn;atnoon,Summerblazedabroadinhergorgeousbeauty;withtheslow—changingafternoon,oldAutumncreptin,anddiedatthefirstbreathofthevaporous,ghostynight。
Aswedrewnearthecottage,thecloudedsunwasrushingdownthesteepestslopeofthewest,andhesankwhilewewereyetafewyardsfromthedoor。ThesameinstantIwasassailedbyacoldthatseemedalmostamaterialpresence,andIstruggledacrossthethresholdasiffromtheclutchesofanicydeath。Awindswelleduponthemoor,andrushedatthedooraswithdifficultyIcloseditbehindme。Thenallwasstill,andIlookedaboutme。
Acandleburnedonadealtableinthemiddleoftheroom,andthefirstthingIsawwasthelidofacoffin,asIthought,setupagainstthewall;butitopened,foritwasadoor,andawomanentered。Shewasallinwhite——aswhiteasnew—fallensnow;andherfacewasaswhiteasherdress,butnotlikesnow,foratonceitsuggestedwarmth。Ithoughtherfeatureswereperfect,buthereyesmademeforgetthem。Thelifeofherfaceandherwholepersonwasgatheredandconcentratedinhereyes,whereitbecamelight。
Itmighthavebeencomingdeaththatmadeherfaceluminous,buttheeyeshadlifeinthemforanation——large,anddarkwithadarknesseverdeepeningasIgazed。Awholenight—heavenlaycondensedineachpupil;allthestarswereinitsblackness,andflashed;whilerounditforahorizonlaycoiledanirisoftheeternaltwilight。
WhatanyeyeIS,Godonlyknows:hereyesmusthavebeencomingdirectoutofhisown!thestillfacemightbeaprimevalperfection;
theliveeyeswereacontinuouscreation。
\"HereisMr。Vane,wife!\"saidtheraven。
\"Heiswelcome,\"sheanswered,inalow,rich,gentlevoice。
Treasuresofimmortalsoundseemedtoheburiedinit。
Igazed,andcouldnotspeak。
\"Iknewyouwouldbegladtoseehim!\"addedtheraven。
Shestoodinfrontofthedoorbywhichshehadentered,anddidnotcomenearer。
\"Willhesleep?\"sheasked。
\"Ifearnot,\"hereplied;\"heisneitherwearynorheavyladen。\"
\"Whythenhaveyoubroughthim?\"
\"Ihavemyfearsitmayproveprecipitate。\"
\"Idonotquiteunderstandyou,\"Isaid,withanuneasyforebodingastowhatshemeant,butavaguehopeofsomeescape。\"Surelyamanmustdoaday\'sworkfirst!\"
Igazedintothewhitefaceofthewoman,andmyheartfluttered。
Shereturnedmygazeinsilence。
\"Letmefirstgohome,\"Iresumed,\"andcomeagainafterIhavefoundormade,invented,oratleastdiscoveredsomething!\"
\"Hehasnotyetlearnedthatthedaybeginswithsleep!\"saidthewoman,turningtoherhusband。\"Tellhimhemustrestbeforehecandoanything!\"
\"Men,\"heanswered,\"thinksomuchofhavingdone,thattheyfallasleepuponit。Theycannotemptyaneggbuttheyturnintotheshell,andliedown!\"
Thewordsdrewmyeyesfromthewomantotheraven。
Isawnoraven,butthelibrarian——thesameslenderelderlyman,inarustyblackcoat,largeinthebodyandlonginthetails。I
hadseenonlyhisbackbefore;nowforthefirsttimeIsawhisface。Itwassothinthatitshowedtheshapeofthebonesunderit,suggestingtheskullshislast—claimedprofessionmusthavemadehimfamiliarwith。ButintruthIhadneverbeforeseenafacesoalive,oralooksokeenorsofriendlyasthatinhispaleblueeyes,whichyethadahazeaboutthemasiftheyhaddonemuchweeping。
\"YouknewIwasnotaraven!\"hesaidwithasmile。
\"IknewyouwereMr。Raven,\"Ireplied;\"butsomehowIthoughtyouabirdtoo!\"
\"Whatmadeyouthinkmeabird?\"
\"Youlookedaraven,andIsawyoudigwormsoutoftheearthwithyourbeak。\"
\"Andthen?\"
\"Tossthemintheair。\"
\"Andthen?\"
\"Theygrewbutterflies,andflewaway。\"
\"Didyoueverseearavendothat?ItoldyouIwasasexton!\"
\"Doesasextontosswormsintheair,andturnthemintobutterflies?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Ineversawonedoit!\"