第12章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"The History of Henry Esmond, Esq。",免费读到尾

  ButmygoodLordViscountsawthemove——\"I\'llplayyoufortenmoidores,Mohun,\"sayshe。\"Yousillyboy,wedon\'tplayforgroatshereasyoudoatCambridge。\"AndHarry,whohadnosuchsuminhispocket(forhishalf—year\'ssalarywasalwaysprettywellspentbeforeitwasdue),fellbackwithrageandvexationinhisheartthathehadnotmoneyenoughtostake。

  \"I\'llstaketheyounggentlemanacrown,\"saystheLordMohun\'scaptain。

  \"Ithoughtcrownswereratherscarcewiththegentlemenofthearmy,\"saysHarry。

  \"DotheybirchatCollege?\"saystheCaptain。

  \"Theybirchfools,\"saysHarry,\"andtheycanebullies,andtheyflingpuppiesintothewater。\"

  \"Faith,then,there\'ssomeescapesdrowning,\"saystheCaptain,whowasanIrishman;andallthegentlemenbegantolaugh,andmadepoorHarryonlymoreangry。

  MyLordMohunpresentlysnuffedacandle。ItwaswhenthedrawersbroughtinfreshbottlesandglassesandwereintheroomonwhichmyLordViscountsaid——\"TheDeucetakeyou,Mohun,howdamnedawkwardyouare。Lightthecandle,youdrawer。\"

  \"Damnedawkwardisadamnedawkwardexpression,mylord,\"saystheother。\"Towngentlemendon\'tusesuchwords——oraskpardoniftheydo。\"

  \"I\'macountrygentleman,\"saysmyLordViscount。

  \"Iseeitbyyourmanner,\"saysmyLordMohun。\"Nomanshallsaydamnedawkwardtome。\"

  \"Iflingthewordsinyourface,mylord,\"saystheother;\"shallI

  sendthecardstoo?\"

  \"Gentlemen,gentlemen!beforetheservants?\"cryoutColonelWestburyandmyLordWarwickinabreath。Thedrawersgooutoftheroomhastily。Theytellthepeoplebelowofthequarrelupstairs。

  \"Enoughhasbeensaid,\"saysColonelWestbury。\"Willyourlordshipsmeetto—morrowmorning?\"

  \"WillmyLordCastlewoodwithdrawhiswords?\"askstheEarlofWarwick。

  \"MyLordCastlewoodwillbe————first,\"saysColonelWestbury。

  \"Thenwehavenothingforit。Takenotice,gentlemen,therehavebeenoutrageouswords——reparationaskedandrefused。\"

  \"Andrefused,\"saysmyLordCastlewood,puttingonhishat。\"Whereshallthemeetingbe?andwhen?\"

  \"SincemyLordrefusesmesatisfaction,whichIdeeplyregret,thereisnotimesogoodasnow,\"saysmyLordMohun。\"LetushavechairsandgotoLeicesterField。\"

  \"AreyourlordshipandItohavethehonorofexchangingapassortwo?\"saysColonelWestbury,withalowbowtomyLordofWarwickandHolland。

  \"Itisanhonorforme,\"saysmylord,withaprofoundcongee,\"tobematchedwithagentlemanwhohasbeenatMonsandNamur。\"

  \"WillyourReverencepermitmetogiveyoualesson?\"saystheCaptain。

  \"Nay,nay,gentlemen,twoonasideareplenty,\"saysHarry\'spatron。\"Sparetheboy,CaptainMacartney,\"andheshookHarry\'shand——forthelasttime,saveone,inhislife。

  Atthebarofthetavernallthegentlemenstopped,andmyLordViscountsaid,laughing,tothebarwoman,thatthosecardssetpeoplesadlya—quarrelling;butthatthedisputewasovernow,andthepartieswereallgoingawaytomyLordMohun\'shouse,inBowStreet,todrinkabottlemorebeforegoingtobed。

  Ahalf—dozenofchairswerenowcalled,andthesixgentlemensteppingintothem,thewordwasprivatelygiventothechairmentogotoLeicesterField,wherethegentlemenweresetdownoppositethe\"StandardTavern。\"Itwasmidnight,andthetownwasabedbythistime,andonlyafewlightsinthewindowsofthehouses;butthenightwasbrightenoughfortheunhappypurposewhichthedisputantscameabout;andsoallsixenteredintothatfatalsquare,thechairmenstandingwithouttherailingandkeepingthegate,lestanypersonsshoulddisturbthemeeting。

  Allthathappenedtherehathbeenmatterofpublicnotoriety,andisrecorded,forwarningtolawlessmen,intheannalsofourcountry。Afterbeingengagedfornotmorethanacoupleofminutes,asHarryEsmondthought(thoughbeingoccupiedatthetimewithhisownadversary\'spoint,whichwasactive,hemaynothavetakenagoodnoteoftime),acryfromthechairmenwithout,whoweresmokingtheirpipes,andleaningovertherailingsofthefieldastheywatchedthedimcombatwithin,announcedthatsomecatastrophehadhappened,whichcausedEsmondtodrophisswordandlookround,atwhichmomenthisenemywoundedhimintherighthand。Buttheyoungmandidnotheedthishurtmuch,andranuptotheplacewherehesawhisdearmasterwasdown。

  MyLordMohunwasstandingoverhim。

  \"Areyoumuchhurt,Frank?\"heaskedinahollowvoice。

  \"IbelieveIamadeadman,\"mylordsaidfromtheground。

  \"No,no,notso,\"saystheother;\"andIcallGodtowitness,FrankEsmond,thatIwouldhaveaskedyourpardon,hadyoubutgivenmeachance。In——inthefirstcauseofourfallingout,Iswearthatnoonewastoblamebutme,and——andthatmylady——\"

  \"Hush!\"saysmypoorLordViscount,liftinghimselfonhiselbowandspeakingfaintly。\"\'Twasadisputeaboutthecards——thecursedcards。Harrymyboy,areyouwounded,too?Godhelpthee!I

  lovedthee,Harry,andthoumustwatchovermylittleFrank——and——

  andcarrythislittlehearttomywife。\"

  Andheremydearlordfeltinhisbreastforalocketheworethere,and,intheact,fellbackfainting。

  Wewereallatthisterrified,thinkinghimdead;butEsmondandColonelWestburybadethechairmencomeintothefield;andsomylordwascarriedtooneMr。Aimes,asurgeon,inLongAcre,whokeptabath,andtherethehousewaswakenedup,andthevictimofthisquarrelcarriedin。

  MyLordViscountwasputtobed,andhiswoundlookedtobythesurgeon,whoseemedbothkindandskilful。Whenhehadlookedtomylord,hebandagedupHarryEsmond\'shand(who,fromlossofblood,hadfaintedtoo,inthehouse,andmayhavebeensometimeunconscious);andwhentheyoungmancametohimself,youmaybesureheeagerlyaskedwhatnewstherewereofhisdearpatron;onwhichthesurgeoncarriedhimtotheroomwheretheLordCastlewoodlay;whohadalreadysentforapriest;anddesiredearnestly,theysaid,tospeakwithhiskinsman。Hewaslyingonabed,verypaleandghastly,withthatfixed,fatallookinhiseyes,whichbetokensdeath;andfaintlybeckoningalltheotherpersonsawayfromhimwithhishand,andcryingout\"OnlyHarryEsmond,\"thehandfellpowerlessdownonthecoverlet,asHarrycameforward,andkneltdownandkissedit。

  \"Thouartallbutapriest,Harry,\"myLordViscountgaspedout,withafaintsmile,andpressureofhiscoldhand。\"Aretheyallgone?Letmemaketheeadeath—bedconfession。\"

  AndwithsacredDeathwaiting,asitwere,atthebed—foot,asanawfulwitnessofhiswords,thepoordyingsoulgaspedouthislastwishesinrespectofhisfamily;——hishumbleprofessionofcontritionforhisfaults;——andhischaritytowardstheworldhewasleaving。SomethingshesaidconcernedHarryEsmondasmuchastheyastonishedhim。AndmyLordViscount,sinkingvisibly,wasinthemidstofthesestrangeconfessions,whentheecclesiasticforwhommylordhadsent,Mr。Atterbury,arrived。

  Thisgentlemanhadreachedtonogreatchurchdignityasyet,butwasonlypreacheratSt。Bride\'s,drawingallthetownthitherbyhiseloquentsermons。Hewasgodsontomylord,whohadbeenpupiltohisfather;hadpaidavisittoCastlewoodfromOxfordmorethanonce;anditwasbyhisadvice,Ithink,thatHarryEsmondwassenttoCambridge,ratherthantoOxford,ofwhichplaceMr。Atterbury,thoughadistinguishedmember,spokebutill。

  Ourmessengerfoundthegoodpriestalreadyathisbooksatfiveo\'clockinthemorning,andhefollowedthemaneagerlytothehousewheremypoorLordViscountlay——Esmondwatchinghim,andtakinghisdyingwordsfromhismouth。

  Mylord,hearingofMr。Atterbury\'sarrival,andsqueezingEsmond\'shand,askedtobealonewiththepriest;andEsmondleftthemthereforthissolemninterview。Youmaybesurethathisownprayersandgriefaccompaniedthatdyingbenefactor。Mylordhadsaidtohimthatwhichconfoundedtheyoungman——informedhimofasecretwhichgreatlyconcernedhim。Indeed,afterhearingit,hehadhadgoodcausefordoubtanddismay;formentalanguishaswellasresolution。WhilethecolloquybetweenMr。Atterburyandhisdyingpenitenttookplacewithin,animmensecontestofperplexitywasagitatingLordCastlewood\'syoungcompanion。

  Attheendofanhour——itmaybemore——Mr。Atterburycameoutoftheroom,lookingveryhardatEsmond,andholdingapaper。

  \"HeisonthebrinkofGod\'sawfuljudgment,\"thepriestwhispered。

  \"Hehasmadehisbreastcleantome。Heforgivesandbelieves,andmakesrestitution。Shallitbeinpublic?Shallwecallawitnesstosignit?\"

  \"Godknows,\"sobbedouttheyoungman,\"mydearestlordhasonlydonemekindnessallhislife。\"

  ThepriestputthepaperintoEsmond\'shand。Helookedatit。Itswambeforehiseyes。

  \"\'Tisaconfession,\"hesaid。

  \"\'Tisasyouplease,\"saidMr。Atterbury。

  Therewasafireintheroomwheretheclothsweredryingforthebaths,andtherelayaheapinacornersaturatedwiththebloodofmydearlord\'sbody。Esmondwenttothefire,andthrewthepaperintoit。\'TwasagreatchimneywithglazedDutchtiles。Howweremembersuchtriflesatsuchawfulmoments!——thescrapofthebookthatwehavereadinagreatgrief——thetasteofthatlastdishthatwehaveeatenbeforeaduel,orsomesuchsuprememeetingorparting。OntheDutchtilesattheBagniowasarudepicturerepresentingJacobinhairygloves,cheatingIsaacofEsau\'sbirthright。Theburningpaperlighteditup。

  \"\'Tisonlyaconfession,Mr。Atterbury,\"saidtheyoungman。Heleanedhisheadagainstthemantel—piece:aburstoftearscametohiseyes。Theywerethefirsthehadshedashesatbyhislord,scaredbythiscalamity,andmoreyetbywhatthepoordyinggentlemanhadtoldhim,andshockedtothinkthatheshouldbetheagentofbringingthisdoublemisfortuneonthosehelovedbest。

  \"Letusgotohim,\"saidMr。Esmond。Andaccordinglytheywentintothenextchamber,wherebythistime,thedawnhadbroke,whichshowedmylord\'spoorpalefaceandwildappealingeyes,thatworethatawfulfatallookofcomingdissolution。Thesurgeonwaswithhim。HewentintothechamberasAtterburycameoutthence。

  MyLordViscountturnedroundhissickeyestowardsEsmond。Itchokedtheothertohearthatrattleinhisthroat。

  \"MyLordViscount,\"saysMr。Atterbury,\"Mr。Esmondwantsnowitnesses,andhathburnedthepaper。\"

  \"Mydearestmaster!\"Esmondsaid,kneelingdown,andtakinghishandandkissingit。

  MyLordViscountsprangupinhisbed,andflunghisarmsroundEsmond。\"Godbl——bless——\"wasallhesaid。Thebloodrushedfromhismouth,delugingtheyoungman。Mydearestlordwasnomore。

  Hewasgonewithablessingonhislips,andloveandrepentanceandkindnessinhismanlyheart。

  \"Benedictibenedicentes,\"saysMr。Atterbury,andtheyoungman,kneelingatthebedside,groanedoutan\"Amen。\"

  \"Whoshalltakethenewstoher?\"wasMr。Esmond\'snextthought。

  AndonthishebesoughtMr。AtterburytobearthetidingstoCastlewood。Hecouldnotfacehismistresshimselfwiththosedreadfulnews。Mr。Atterburycomplyingkindly,Esmondwritahastynoteonhistable—booktomylord\'sman,biddinghimgetthehorsesforMr。Atterbury,andridewithhim,andsendEsmond\'sownvalisetotheGatehouseprison,whitherheresolvedtogoandgivehimselfup。

  BOOKII。

  CONTAINSMR。ESMOND\'SMILITARYLIFE,ANDOTHERMATTERSAPPERTAINING

  TOTHEESMONDFAMILY。

  CHAPTERI。

  IAMINPRISON,ANDVISITED,BUTNOTCONSOLEDTHERE。

  Thosemayimagine,whohaveseendeathuntimelystrikedownpersonsreveredandbeloved,andknowhowunavailingconsolationis,whatwasHarryEsmond\'sanguishafterbeinganactorinthatghastlymidnightsceneofbloodandhomicide。Hecouldnot,hefelt,havefacedhisdearmistress,andtoldherthatstory。HewasthankfulthatkindAtterburyconsentedtobreakthesadnewstoher;but,besideshisgrief,whichhetookintoprisonwithhim,hehadthatinhisheartwhichsecretlycheeredandconsoledhim。

  AgreatsecrethadbeentoldtoEsmondbyhisunhappystrickenkinsman,lyingonhisdeath—bed。Werehetodiscloseit,asinequityandhonorhemightdo,thediscoverywouldbutbringgreatergriefuponthosewhomhelovedbestintheworld,andwhoweresadenoughalready。Shouldhebringdownshameandperplexityuponallthosebeingstowhomhewasattachedbysomanytendertiesofaffectionandgratitude?degradehisfather\'swidow?impeachandsullyhisfather\'sandkinsman\'shonor?andforwhat?forabarrentitle,tobewornattheexpenseofaninnocentboy,thesonofhisdearestbenefactress。Hehaddebatedthismatterinhisconscience,whilsthispoorlordwasmakinghisdyingconfession。

  Ononesidewereambition,temptation,justiceeven;butlove,gratitude,andfidelity,pleadedontheother。AndwhenthestrugglewasoverinHarry\'smind,aglowofrighteoushappinessfilledit;anditwaswithgratefultearsinhiseyesthathereturnedthankstoGodforthatdecisionwhichhehadbeenenabledtomake。

  \"WhenIwasdeniedbymyownblood,\"thoughthe,\"thesedearestfriendsreceivedandcherishedme。WhenIwasanamelessorphanmyself,andneededaprotector,Ifoundoneinyonderkindsoul,whohasgonetohisaccountrepentingoftheinnocentwronghehasdone。\"

  Andwiththisconsolingthoughthewentawaytogivehimselfupattheprison,afterkissingthecoldlipsofhisbenefactor。

  ItwasonthethirddayafterhehadcometotheGatehouseprison,(wherehelayinnosmallpainfromhiswound,whichinflamedandachedseverely,)andwiththosethoughtsandresolutionsthathavebeenjustspokeof,todepress,andyettoconsolehim,thatH。

  Esmond\'skeepercameandtoldhimthatavisitorwasaskingforhim,andthoughhecouldnotseeherface,whichwasenvelopedinablackhood,herwholefigure,too,beingveiledandcoveredwiththedeepestmourning,Esmondknewatoncethathisvisitorwashisdearmistress。

  Hegotupfromhisbed,wherehewaslying,beingveryweak;andadvancingtowardsherastheretiringkeepershutthedooruponhimandhisguestinthatsadplace,heputforwardhislefthand(fortherightwaswoundedandbandaged),andhewouldhavetakenthatkindoneofhismistress,whichhaddonesomanyofficesoffriendshipforhimforsomanyyears。

  ButtheLadyCastlewoodwentbackfromhim,puttingbackherhood,andleaningagainstthegreatstanchioneddoorwhichthegaolerhadjustcloseduponthem。Herfacewasghastlywhite,asEsmondsawit,lookingfromthehood;andhereyes,ordinarilysosweetandtender,werefixedonhimwithsuchatragicglanceofwoeandanger,ascausedtheyoungman,unaccustomedtounkindnessfromthatperson,toaverthisownglancesfromherface。

  \"Andthis,Mr。Esmond,\"shesaid,\"iswhereIseeyou;and\'tistothisyouhavebroughtme!\"

  \"Youhavecometoconsolemeinmycalamity,madam,\"saidhe(though,intruth,hescarceknewhowtoaddressher,hisemotionsatbeholdinghersooverpoweredhim)。

  Sheadvancedalittle,butstoodsilentandtrembling,lookingoutathimfromherblackdraperies,withhersmallwhitehandsclaspedtogether,andquiveringlipsandholloweyes。

  \"Nottoreproachme,\"hecontinuedafterapause。\"Mygriefissufficientasitis。\"

  \"Takebackyourhand——donottouchmewithit!\"shecried。\"Look!

  there\'sbloodonit!\"

  \"Iwishtheyhadtakenitall,\"saidEsmond;\"ifyouareunkindtome。\"

  \"Whereismyhusband?\"shebrokeout。\"Givemebackmyhusband,Henry。Whydidyoustandbyatmidnightandseehimmurdered?Whydidthetraitorescapewhodidit?You,thechampionofyourhouse,whoofferedtodieforus!Youthathelovedandtrusted,andtowhomIconfidedhim——youthatvoweddevotionandgratitude,andIbelievedyou——yes,Ibelievedyou——whyareyouhere,andmynobleFrancisgone?Whydidyoucomeamongus?Youhaveonlybroughtusgriefandsorrow;andrepentance,bitter,bitterrepentance,asareturnforourloveandkindness。DidIeverdoyouawrong,Henry?YouwerebutanorphanchildwhenIfirstsawyou——whenHEfirstsawyou,whowassogood,andnoble,andtrusting。Hewouldhavehadyousentaway,but,likeafoolishwoman,Ibesoughthimtoletyoustay。Andyoupretendedtoloveus,andwebelievedyou——andyoumadeourhousewretched,andmyhusband\'sheartwentfromme:andIlosthimthroughyou——Ilosthim——thehusbandofmyyouth,Isay。Iworshippedhim:youknowI

  worshippedhim——andhewaschangedtome。HewasnomoremyFrancisofold——mydear,dearsoldier。Helovedmebeforehesawyou;andIlovedhim。Oh,GodismywitnesshowIlovedhim!Whydidhenotsendyoufromamongus?\'Twasonlyhiskindness,thatcouldrefusemenothingthen。And,youngasyouwere——yes,andweakandalone——therewasevil,Iknewtherewasevilinkeepingyou。Ireaditinyourfaceandeyes。Isawthattheybodedharmtous——anditcame,Iknewitwould。Whydidyounotdiewhenyouhadthesmall—pox——andIcamemyselfandwatchedyou,andyoudidn\'tknowmeinyourdelirium——andyoucalledoutforme,thoughIwasthereatyourside?Allthathashappenedsince,wasajustjudgmentonmywickedheart——mywickedjealousheart。Oh,Iampunished——awfullypunished!Myhusbandliesinhisblood——murderedfordefendingme,mykind,kind,generouslord——andyouwereby,andyoulethimdie,Henry!\"

  Thesewords,utteredinthewildnessofhergrief,byonewhowasordinarilyquiet,andspokeseldomexceptwithagentlesmileandasoothingtone,runginEsmond\'sear;and\'tissaidthatherepeatedmanyoftheminthefeverintowhichhenowfellfromhiswound,andperhapsfromtheemotionwhichsuchpassionate,undeservedupbraidingscausedhim。Itseemedasifhisverysacrificesandloveforthisladyandherfamilyweretoturntoevilandreproach:asifhispresenceamongstthemwasindeedacauseofgrief,andthecontinuanceofhislifebutwoeandbitternesstotheirs。AstheLadyCastlewoodspokebitterly,rapidly,withoutatear,heneverofferedawordofappealorremonstrance:butsatatthefootofhisprison—bed,strickenonlywiththemorepainatthinkingitwasthatsoftandbelovedhandwhichshouldstabhimsocruelly,andpowerlessagainstherfatalsorrow。Herwordsasshespokestruckthechordsofallhismemory,andthewholeofhisboyhoodandyouthpassedwithinhim;whilstthislady,sofondandgentlebutyesterday——thisgoodangelwhomhehadlovedandworshipped——stoodbeforehim,pursuinghimwithkeenwordsandaspectmalign。

  \"IwishIwereinmylord\'splace,\"hegroanedout。\"ItwasnotmyfaultthatIwasnotthere,madam。ButFateisstrongerthanallofus,andwilledwhathascometopass。IthadbeenbetterformetohavediedwhenIhadtheillness。\"

  \"Yes,Henry,\"saidshe——andasshespokeshelookedathimwithaglancethatwasatoncesofondandsosad,thattheyoungman,tossinguphisarms,wildlyfellback,hidinghisheadinthecoverletofthebed。Asheturnedhestruckagainstthewallwithhiswoundedhand,displacingtheligature;andhefeltthebloodrushingagainfromthewound。Herememberedfeelingasecretpleasureattheaccident——andthinking,\"SupposeIweretoendnow,whowouldgrieveforme?\"

  Thishemorrhage,orthegriefanddespairinwhichthelucklessyoungmanwasatthetimeoftheaccident,musthavebroughtonadeliquiumpresently;forhehadscarceanyrecollectionafterwards,saveofsomeone,hismistressprobably,seizinghishand——andthenofthebuzzingnoiseinhisearsasheawoke,withtwoorthreepersonsoftheprisonaroundhisbed,whereonhelayinapoolofbloodfromhisarm。

  Itwasnowbandagedupagainbytheprisonsurgeon,whohappenedtobeintheplace;andthegovernor\'swifeandservant,kindpeopleboth,werewiththepatient。Esmondsawhismistressstillintheroomwhenheawokefromhistrance;butshewentawaywithoutaword;thoughthegovernor\'swifetoldhimthatshesatinherroomforsometimeafterward,anddidnotleavetheprisonuntilsheheardthatEsmondwaslikelytodowell。

  Daysafterwards,whenEsmondwasbroughtoutofafeverwhichhehad,andwhichattackedhimthatnightprettysharply,thehonestkeeper\'swifebroughtherpatientahandkerchieffreshwashedandironed,andatthecornerofwhichherecognizedhismistress\'swell—knowncipherandviscountess\'scrown。\"Theladyhadbounditroundhisarmwhenhefainted,andbeforeshecalledforhelp,\"thekeeper\'swifesaid。\"Poorlady!shetookonsadlyaboutherhusband。Hehasbeenburiedto—day,andamanyofthecoachesofthenobilitywentwithhim——myLordMarlborough\'sandmyLordSunderland\'s,andmanyoftheofficersoftheGuards,inwhichheservedintheoldKing\'stime;andmyladyhasbeenwithhertwochildrentotheKingatKensington,andaskedforjusticeagainstmyLordMohun,whoisinhiding,andmyLordtheEarlofWarwickandHolland,whoisreadytogivehimselfupandtakehistrial。\"

  Suchwerethenews,coupledwithassertionsaboutherownhonestyandthatofMollyhermaid,whowouldneverhavestolenacertaintrumperygoldsleeve—buttonofMr。Esmond\'sthatwasmissingafterhisfaintingfit,thatthekeeper\'swifebroughttoherlodger。

  Histhoughtsfollowedtothatuntimelygrave,thebraveheart,thekindfriend,thegallantgentleman,honestofwordandgenerousofthought,(iffeebleofpurpose,butarehisbettersmuchstrongerthanhe?)whohadgivenhimbreadandshelterwhenhehadnone;

  homeandlovewhenheneededthem;andwho,ifhehadkeptonevitalsecretfromhim,haddonethatofwhichherepentederedying——awrongindeed,butonefollowedbyremorse,andoccasionedbyalmostirresistibletemptation。

  Esmondtookhishandkerchiefwhenhisnurselefthim,andverylikelykissedit,andlookedatthebaubleembroideredinthecorner。\"Ithascosttheegriefenough,\"hethought,\"dearlady,solovingandsotender。ShallItakeitfromtheeandthychildren?No,never!Keepit,andwearit,mylittleFrank,myprettyboy。IfIcannotmakeanameformyself,Icandiewithoutone。Someday,whenmydearmistressseesmyheart,Ishallberighted;orifnothereornow,why,elsewhere;whereHonordothnotfollowus,butwhereLovereignsperpetual。\"

  \'Tisneedlesstorelatehere,asthereportsofthelawyersalreadyhavechronicledthem,theparticularsorissueofthattrialwhichensueduponmyLordCastlewood\'smelancholyhomicide。Ofthetwolordsengagedinthatsadmatter,thesecond,myLordtheEarlofWarwickandHolland,whohadbeenengagedwithColonelWestbury,andwoundedbyhim,wasfoundnotguiltybyhispeers,beforewhomhewastried(underthepresidenceoftheLordSteward,LordSomers);andtheprincipal,theLordMohun,beingfoundguiltyofthemanslaughter,(which,indeed,wasforceduponhim,andofwhichherepentedmostsincerely,)pleadedhisclergy,andsowasdischargedwithoutanypenalty。Thewidowoftheslainnobleman,asitwastoldusinprison,showedanextraordinaryspirit;and,thoughshehadtowaitfortenyearsbeforehersonwasoldenoughtocompassit,declaredshewouldhaverevengeofherhusband\'smurderer。Somuchandsuddenlyhadgrief,anger,andmisfortuneappearedtochangeher。Butfortune,goodorill,asItakeit,doesnotchangemenandwomen。Itbutdevelopstheircharacters。

  Asthereareathousandthoughtslyingwithinamanthathedoesnotknowtillhetakesupthepentowrite,sotheheartisasecreteventohim(orher)whohasitinhisownbreast。Whohathnotfoundhimselfsurprisedintorevenge,oraction,orpassion,forgoodorevil,whereoftheseedslaywithinhim,latentandunsuspected,untiltheoccasioncalledthemforth?Withthedeathofherlord,achangeseemedtocomeoverthewholeconductandmindofLadyCastlewood;butofthisweshallspeakintherightseasonandanon。

  ThelordsbeingtriedthenbeforetheirpeersatWestminster,accordingtotheirprivilege,beingbroughtfromtheTowerwithstateprocessionsandbarges,andaccompaniedbylieutenantsandaxe—men,thecommonersengagedinthatmelancholyfraytooktheirtrialatNewgate,asbecamethem;and,beingallfoundguilty,pleadedlikewisetheirbenefitofclergy。Thesentence,asweallknowinthesecases,is,thattheculpritliesayearinprison,orduringtheKing\'spleasure,andisburnedinthehand,oronlystampedwithacoldiron;orthispartofthepunishmentisaltogetherremittedatthegraceoftheSovereign。SoHarryEsmondfoundhimselfacriminalandaprisonerattwo—and—twentyyearsold;asforthetwocolonels,hiscomrades,theytookthematterverylightly。Duellingwasapartoftheirbusiness;andtheycouldnotinhonorrefuseanyinvitationsofthatsort。

  ButthecasewasdifferentwithMr。Esmond。Hislifewaschangedbythatstrokeoftheswordwhichdestroyedhiskindpatron\'s。Ashelayinprison,oldDr。Tusherfellillanddied;andLadyCastlewoodappointedThomasTushertothevacantliving;aboutthefillingofwhichshehadathousandtimesfondlytalkedtoHarryEsmond:howtheynevershouldpart;howheshouldeducateherboy;

  howtobeacountryclergyman,likesaintlyGeorgeHerbertorpiousDr。Ken,wasthehappiestandgreatestlotinlife;how(ifhewereobstinatelybentonit,though,forherpart,sheownedrathertoholdingQueenBess\'sopinion,thatabishopshouldhavenowife,andifnotabishopwhyaclergyman?)shewouldfindagoodwifeforHarryEsmond:andsoon,withahundredprettyprospectstoldbyfiresideevenings,infondprattle,asthechildrenplayedaboutthehall。Alltheseplanswereoverthrownnow。ThomasTusherwrotetoEsmond,ashelayinprison,announcingthathispatronesshadconferreduponhimthelivinghisreverendfatherhadheldformanyyears;thatshenever,afterthetragicaleventswhichhadoccurred(whereofTomspokewithaveryedifyinghorror),couldseeinthereveredTusher\'spulpit,oratherson\'stable,themanwhowasanswerableforthefather\'slife;thatherladyshipbadehimtosaythatsheprayedforherkinsman\'srepentanceandhisworldlyhappiness;thathewasfreetocommandheraidforanyschemeoflifewhichhemightproposetohimself;butthatonthissideofthegraveshewouldseehimnomore。AndTusher,forhisownpart,addedthatHarryshouldhavehisprayersasafriendofhisyouth,andcommendedhimwhilsthewasinprisontoreadcertainworksoftheology,whichhisReverencepronouncedtobeverywholesomeforsinnersinhislamentablecondition。

  Andthiswasthereturnforalifeofdevotion——thistheendofyearsofaffectionateintercourseandpassionatefidelity!Harrywouldhavediedforhispatron,andwasheldaslittlebetterthanhismurderer:hehadsacrificed,shedidnotknowhowmuch,forhismistress,andshethrewhimaside;hehadendowedherfamilywithalltheyhad,andshetalkedaboutgivinghimalmsastoamenial!

  Thegriefforhispatron\'sloss;thepainsofhisownpresentposition,anddoubtsastothefuture:allthesewereforgottenunderthesenseoftheconsummateoutragewhichhehadtoendure,andoverpoweredbythesuperiorpangofthattorture。

  HewritbackalettertoMr。Tusherfromhisprison,congratulatinghisReverenceuponhisappointmenttothelivingofCastlewood:

  sarcasticallybiddinghimtofollowinthefootstepsofhisadmirablefather,whosegownhaddescendeduponhim;thankingherladyshipforherofferofalms,whichhesaidheshouldtrustnottoneed;andbeseechinghertorememberthat,ifeverherdeterminationshouldchangetowardshim,hewouldbereadytogiveherproofsofafidelitywhichhadneverwavered,andwhichoughtnevertohavebeenquestionedbythathouse。\"Andifwemeetnomore,oronlyasstrangersinthisworld,\"Mr。Esmondconcluded,\"asentenceagainstthecrueltyandinjusticeofwhichIdisdaintoappeal;hereaftershewillknowwhowasfaithfultoher,andwhethershehadanycausetosuspecttheloveanddevotionofherkinsmanandservant。\"

  Afterthesendingofthisletter,thepooryoungfellow\'smindwasmoreateasethanithadbeenpreviously。Theblowhadbeenstruck,andhehadborneit。Hiscruelgoddesshadshakenherwingsandfled:andlefthimaloneandfriendless,butvirtutesua。

  Andhehadtobearhimup,atoncethesenseofhisrightandthefeelingofhiswrongs,hishonorandhismisfortune。AsIhaveseenmenwakingandrunningtoarmsatasuddentrumpet,beforeemergencyamanlyheartleapsupresolute;meetsthethreateningdangerwithundauntedcountenance;and,whetherconqueredorconquering,facesitalways。Ah!nomanknowshisstrengthorhisweakness,tilloccasionprovesthem。Iftherebesomethoughtsandactionsofhislifefromthememoryofwhichamanshrinkswithshame,suretherearesomewhichhemaybeproudtoownandremember;forgiveninjuries,conqueredtemptations(nowandthen)

  anddifficultiesvanquishedbyendurance。

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