\'Ay,ay;butmanyathinghappensinfour—and—twentyhours。Hermotherisdying,maybedeadbythistime;andherhusbandshouldbetherewithher。Can\'tyousendforhim?\'
\'Idon\'tknowwhereheis,\'saidHester。\'Hewentofffromhereallonasudden,whentherewasallthemarket—folksint\'shop;Ithoughthe\'dmaybegonetoJohnFoster\'saboutth\'money,fortheywaspayingadealin。I\'llsendthereandinquire。\'
No!themessengerbroughtbackwordthathehadnotbeenseenattheirbankallmorning。FurtherinquiriesweremadebytheanxiousHester,bythedoctor,byCoulson;alltheycouldlearnwasthatPhoebehadseenhimpassthekitchenwindowabouteleveno\'clock,whenshewaspeelingthepotatoesfordinner;andtwoladsplayingonthequay—sidethoughttheyhadseenhimamongagroupofsailors;buttheselatter,asfarastheycouldbeidentified,hadnoknowledgeofhisappearanceamongthem。
Beforenightthewholetownwasexcitedabouthisdisappearance。BeforenightBellRobsonhadgonetoherlonghome。AndSylviastilllayquietandtearless,apparentlymoreunmovedthananyothercreaturebytheeventsoftheday,andthestrangevanishingofherhusband。
Theonlythingsheseemedtocareforwasherbaby;sheheldittightinherarms,andDrMorganbadethemleaveitthere,itstouchmightdrawthedesiredtearsintoherweary,sleeplesseyes,andcharmtheachingpainoutofthem。
Theywereafraidlestsheshouldinquireforherhusband,whosenon—appearanceatsuchatimeofsorrowtohiswifemust(theythought)seemstrangetoher。Andnightdrewonwhiletheywereallinthisstate。Shehadgonebacktoherownroomwithoutawordwhentheyhaddesiredhertodoso;
caressingherchildinherarms,andsittingdownonthefirstchairshecameto,withaheavysigh,asifeventhisslightbodilyexertionhadbeentoomuchforher。Theysawhereyesturntowardsthedooreverytimeitwasopened,andtheythoughtitwaswithanxiousexpectationofonewhocouldnotbefound,thoughmanywereseekingforhiminallprobableplaces。
Whennightcamesomeonehadtotellherofherhusband\'sdisappearance;
andDrMorganwasthepersonwhoundertookthis。
Hecameintoherroomaboutnineo\'clock;herbabywassleepinginherarms;sheherselfpaleasdeath,stillsilentandtearless,thoughstrangelywatchfulofgesturesandsounds,andprobablycognizantofmorethantheyimagined。
\'Well,MrsHepburn,\'saidhe,ascheerfullyashecould,\'Ishouldadviseyourgoingtobedearly;forIfancyyourhusbandwon\'tcomehometo—night。
Somejourneyorother,thatperhapsCoulsoncanexplainbetterthanIcan,willmostlikelykeephimawaytillto—morrow。It\'sveryunfortunatethatheshouldbeawayatsuchasadtimeasthis,asI\'msurehe\'llfeelwhenhereturns;butwemustmakethebestofit。\'
Hewatchedhertoseetheeffectofhiswords。
Shesighed,thatwasall。Hestillremainedalittlewhile。Sheliftedherheadupalittleandasked,\'Howlongdoyo\'thinkshewasunconscious,doctor?Couldshehearthings,thinkyo\',aforeshefellintothatstrangekindo\'slumber?\'
\'Icannottell,\'saidhe,shakinghishead。\'Wasshebreathinginthathardsnoringkindofwaywhenyouleftherthismorning?\'
\'Yes,Ithinkso;Icannottell,somuchhashappened。\'
\'Whenyoucamebacktoher,afteryourbreakfast,Ithinkyousaidshewasinmuchthesameposition?\'
\'Yes,andyetImaybetellingyo\'lies;ifIcouldbutthink:butit\'smyheadasisachingso;doctor,Iwishyo\'dgo,forIneedbeingalone,I\'msomazed。\'
\'Good—night,then,foryou\'reawisewoman,Isee,andmeantogotobed,andhaveagoodnightwithbabythere。\'
ButhewentdowntoPhoebe,andtoldhertogoinfromtimetotime,andseehowhermistresswas。
HefoundHesterRoseandtheoldservanttogether;bothhadbeencrying,bothwereevidentlyingreattroubleaboutthedeathandthemysteryoftheday。
HesteraskedifshemightgoupandseeSylvia,andthedoctorgavehisleave,talkingmeanwhilewithPhoebeoverthekitchenfire。HestercamedownagainwithoutseeingSylvia。Thedooroftheroomwasbolted,andeverythingquietinside。
\'Doessheknowwhereherhusbandis,thinkyou?\'askedthedoctoratthisaccountofHester\'s。\'She\'snotanxiousabouthimatanyrate:orelsetheshockofhermother\'sdeathhasbeentoomuchforher。Wemusthopeforsomechangeinthemorning;agoodfitofcrying,orafidgetaboutherhusband,wouldbemorenatural。Good—nighttoyouboth,\'andoffhewent。
PhoebeandHesteravoidedlookingateachotheratthesewords。Bothwereconsciousoftheprobabilityofsomethinghavinggoneseriouslywrongbetweenthehusbandandwife。Hesterhadtherecollectionofthepreviousnight,Phoebetheuntastedbreakfastofto—daytogoupon。
Shespokefirst。
\'Ajustwishhe\'dcomehometostillfolks\'tongues。Itneedniverha\'
beenknownift\'oldladyhadn\'tdiedthisdayofallothers。It\'ssuchathingfort\'shopt\'haveoneo\'t\'partnersmissin\',an\'noonefort\'knowwhat\'scomedonhim。Itniverhappenedi\'Fosters\'days,that\'sa\'Iknow。\'
\'He\'llmaybecomebackyet,\'saidHester。\'It\'snotsoverylate。\'
\'Itweremarket—day,anda\',\'continuedPhoebe,\'justasifiverythingmungowrongtogether;an\'a\'t\'countrycustomers\'llgobackwi\'finetalei\'theirmouths,asMeasterHepburnwasstrayedan\'missin\'justlikeabeasto\'somekind。\'
\'Hark!isn\'tthatastep?\'saidHestersuddenly,asafootfallsoundedinthenowquietstreet;butitpassedthedoor,andthehopethathadarisenonitsapproachfellasthesounddiedaway。
\'He\'llnoanecometo—night,\'saidPhoebe,whohadbeenaseageralistenerasHester,however。\'Thou\'dbestgothywayshome;ashallstayup,forit\'snotseemlyforusa\'t\'gotoourbeds,an\'acorpseint\'house;
an\'Nancy,asmightha\'watched,isgonetoherbedthishourpast,likealazybootsassheis。Acanhear,too,ift\'measterdoescomehome;
tho\'a\'llbeboundhewunnot;choosewheereheis,he\'llbei\'bedbynow,forit\'swellontoeleven。I\'lllettheeoutbyt\'shop—door,andstandbyittillthou\'scloseathome,forit\'sillforayoungwomantobei\'
t\'streetsolate。\'
Sosheheldthedooropen,andshadedthecandlefromtheflickeringouterair,whileHesterwenttoherhomewithaheavyheart。
Heavilyandhopelesslydidtheyallmeetinthemorning。NonewsofPhilip,nochangeinSylvia;anunceasingflowofanglingandconjectureandgossipradiatingfromtheshopintothetown。
HestercouldhaveentreatedCoulsononherkneestoceasefromrepeatingthedetailsofastoryofwhicheverywordtouchedonarawplaceinhersensitiveheart;moreover,whentheytalkedtogethersoeagerly,shecouldnothearthecomingfootstepsonthepavementwithout。
Oncesomeonehitverynearthetruthinachanceremark。
\'Itseemsstrange,\'shesaid,\'howasonemanturnsup,anotherjustdisappears。Why,itwerebutupo\'TuesdayasKinraidcomeback,asallhisownfolkhadthoughttobedead;andnextdayhere\'sMeasterHepburnasisgonenooneknowswheere!\'
\'That\'st\'wayi\'thisworld,\'repliedCoulson,alittlesententiously。
\'Thislifeisfullo\'changeso\'onekindoranother;themthat\'sdeadisalive;andasforpoorPhilip,thoughhewasalive,helookedfittertobedeadwhenhecameintot\'shopo\'Wednesdaymorning。\'
\'Andhowdoesshetakeit?\'noddingtowhereSylviawassupposedtobe。
\'Oh!she\'snotherself,sotosay。Shewerejuststunnedbyfindinghermotherwasdyinginherveryarmswhenshethoughtasshewereonlysleeping;yetshe\'sneverbeenabletocryadrop;sothatt\'sorrow\'sgoneinwardsonherbrain,andfromallIcanhear,shedoesn\'trightlyunderstandasherhusbandismissing。T\'doctorsaysifshecouldbutcry,she\'dcometoajustercomprehensionofthings。\'
\'AndwhatdoJohnandJeremiahFostersaytoitall?\'
\'They\'redownheremanyatimeint\'daytoaskifhe\'scomeback,orhowsheis;fortheymadeadealon\'emboth。They\'regoingt\'attendt\'
funeralto—morrow,andhavegivenordersast\'shopistobeshutupint\'morning。\'
Tothesurpriseofeveryone,Sylvia,whohadneverleftherroomsincethenightofhermother\'sdeath,andwassupposedtobealmostunconsciousofallthatwasgoingoninthehouse,declaredherintentionoffollowinghermothertothegrave。Noonecoulddomorethanremonstratenoonehadsufficientauthoritytointerferewithher。DrMorganeventhoughtthatshemightpossiblyberousedtotearsbytheoccasion,onlyhebeggedHestertogowithher,thatshemighthavethesolaceofsomewoman\'scompany。
Shewentthroughthegreaterpartoftheceremonyinthesamehard,unmovedmannerinwhichshehadreceivedeverythingfordayspast。
Butonlookinguponce,astheyformedroundtheopengrave,shesawKester,inhisSundayclothes,withabitofnewcraperoundhishat,cryingasifhisheartwouldbreakoverthecoffinofhisgood,kindmistress。
Hisevidentdistress,theunexpectedsight,suddenlyloosedthefountainofSylvia\'stears,andhersobsgrewsoterriblethatHesterfearedshewouldnotbeabletoremainuntiltheendofthefuneral。Butshestruggledhardtostaytillthelast,andthenshemadeanefforttogoroundbytheplacewhereKesterstood。
\'Comeandseeme,\'wasallshecouldsayforcryingandKesteronlynoddedhishead——hecouldnotspeakaword。
chapter36CHAPTERXXXVIMYSTERIOUSTIDINGSThatveryeveningKestercame,humblyknockingatthekitchen—door。Phoebeopenedit。HeaskedtoseeSylvia。
\'Aknownotifshe\'llseethee,\'saidPhoebe。\'There\'snomakin\'herout;sometimesshe\'sforonething,sometimesshe\'sforanother。\'
\'Shebidmecomeandseeher,\'saidKester。\'Onlythismornin\',atmissus\'
buryin\',shetelledmetocome。\'
SoPhoebewentofftoinformSylviathatKesterwasthere;andreturnedwiththedesirethathewouldwalkintotheparlour。Aninstantafterhewasgone,Phoebeheardhimreturn,andcarefullyshutthetwodoorsofcommunicationbetweenthekitchenandsitting—room。
SylviawasinthelatterwhenKestercamein,holdingherbabyclosetoher;indeed,sheseldomletitgonow—a—daystoanyoneelse,makingNancy\'splacequiteasinecure,muchtoPhoebe\'sindignation。
Sylvia\'sfacewasshrunk,andwhite,andthin;herlovelyeyesaloneretainedtheyouthful,almostchildlike,expression。ShewentuptoKester,andshookhishornyhand,sheherselftremblingallover。
\'Don\'ttalktomeofher,\'shesaidhastily。\'Icannotstandit。It\'sablessingforhertobegone,but,oh————\'
Shebegantocry,andthencheeredherselfup,andswalloweddownhersobs。
\'Kester,\'shewenton,hastily,\'CharleyKinraidisn\'tdead;dosttaknow?He\'salive,andhewerehereo\'Tuesday——no,Monday,wasit?Icannottell——buthewerehere!\'
\'Aknowedasheweren\'tdead。Everyoneisa—speakingonit。Butadidn\'tknowasthee\'dha\'seenhim。Atookcomforti\'thinkin\'asthou\'dha\'beenwi\'thymothera\'t\'timeashewerei\'t\'place。\'
\'Thenhe\'sgone?\'saidSylvia。
\'Gone;ay,dayspast。Asfarasaknow,hebutstoppeda\'neet。Athoughttomysel\'(butyo\'maybesureasaidnoughttonobody),he\'sheerdasourSylviaweremarried,andhasputitinhispipe,andta\'enhissel\'
offtosmokeit。\'
\'Kester!\'saidSylvia,leaningforwards,andwhispering。\'Isawhim。
Hewashere。Philipsawhim。Philiphadknownashewasn\'tdeada\'thistime!\'
Kesterstoodupsuddenly。
\'Bygoom,thatchaphasadealt\'answerfor。\'
AbrightredspotwasoneachofSylvia\'swhitecheeks;andforaminuteorsoneitherofthemspoke。
Thenshewenton,stillwhisperingoutherwords。
\'Kester,I\'mmoreafearedthanIdaretellanyone:cantheyha\'met,thinkyo\'?T\'verythoughtturnsmesick。ItoldPhilipmymind,andtookavowagain\'him——butitwouldbeawfultothinkonharmhappeningtohimthroughKinraid。Yethewentoutthatmorning,andhasniverbeenseenorheardonsin\';andKinraidwerejustfellagain\'him,andasforthatmatter,sowasI;but————\'
Theredspotvanishedasshefacedherownimagination。
Kesterspoke。
\'It\'sathingascanbeeasylookedinto。Whatdayan\'timewereitwhenPhilipleftthishouse?\'
\'Tuesday——thedayshedied。Isawhiminherroomthatmorningbetweenbreakfastanddinner;Icoulda\'mostsweartoit\'sbeingcloseaftereleven。
Imindcountingt\'clock。ItwasthatverymornasKinraidwerehere。\'
\'A\'llgoan\'haveapinto\'beeratt\'King\'sArms,downont\'quay—side;
itweretheereheputupat。An\'a\'mprettysureasheonlystoppedonenight,andlefti\'t\'morningbetimes。Buta\'llgosee。\'
\'Do,\'saidSylvia,\'andgooutthrought\'shop;they\'reallwatchingandwatchingmetoseehowItakethings;anddaren\'tletonaboutt\'fireasisburningupmyheart。Coulsonisi\'t\'shop,buthe\'llnotnoticetheelikePhoebe。\'
By—and—byKestercameback。ItseemedasthoughSylviahadneverstirred;
shelookedeagerlyathim,butdidnotspeak。
\'Hewentawayi\'RobMason\'smail—cart,himastak\'st\'letterstoHartlepool。
T\'lieutenant(astheyca\'himdownatt\'King\'sArms;they\'reasproudonhisuniformasifithadbeenanew—paintedsigntoswingo\'ertheirdoors),t\'lieutenanthadreckonedupo\'stayin\'longerwi\'\'em;buthewentoutbetimeso\'Tuesdaymorn\',an\'camebacka\'ruffledup,anpaidhisbill——paidforhisbreakfast,thoughhetouchednoaneonit——an\'wentoffi\'Robpostman\'smail—cart,asstartsreg\'laratteno\'clock。Corneyshasbeentheereaskin\'forhim,an\'makin\'apieceo\'work,asheniverwentnearem;andtheybeescousins。Niveraoneamong\'emknowsashewerehereasfarasacouldmak\'out。\'
\'Thankyo\',Kester,\'saidSylvia,fallingbackinherchair,ifalltheenergythathadkeptherstiffanduprightwasgonenowthatheranxietywasrelieved。
Shewassilentforalongtime;hereyesshut,hercheeklaidonherchild\'shead。Kesterspokenext。
\'Athinkit\'sprettyclearasthey\'nnivermet。Butitsa\'t\'morewonderwherethyhusband\'sgoneto。Theeandhimhadwordsaboutit,andthoutelledhimthymind,thousaid?\'
\'Yes,\'saidSylvia,notmoving。\'I\'mafearedlestmotherknowswhatIsaidtohim,there,whereshe\'sgoneto——Iam—\'thetearsfilledhershuteyes,andcamesoftlyoverflowingdownhercheeks;\'andyetitweretrue,whatIsaid,Icannotforgivehim;he\'sjustspoiltmylife,andI\'mnotone—and—twentyyet,andheknowedhowwretched,howverywretched,Iwere。Awordfra\'himwouldha\'mendedita\';andCharleyhadbidhimspeaktheword,andgivemehisfaithfullove,andPhilipsawmyheartachedayafterday,andniverletonashimIwasmourningforwasalive,andhadsentmewordashe\'dkeeptruetome,asIweretodotohim。\'
\'Awisha\'dbeentheere;a\'dha\'felledhimtot\'ground,\'saidKester,clenchinghisstiff,hardhandwithindignation。
Sylviawassilentagain:paleandwearyshesate,hereyesstillshut。
Thenshesaid,\'Yetheweresogoodtomother;andmotherlovedhimso。Oh,Kester!\'
liftingherselfup,openinghergreatwistfuleyes,\'it\'swellforfolksascandie;they\'resparedadealo\'misery。\'
\'Ay!\'saidhe。\'Butthere\'sfolkasone\'udliketokeepfra\'shirkin\'
theirmisery。Thinkyo\'nowasPhilipislivin\'?\'
Sylviashiveredallover,andhesitatedbeforeshereplied。
\'Idunnotknow。Isaidsuchthings;hedeserved\'emall————\'
\'Well,well,lass!\'saidKester,sorrythathehadaskedthequestionwhichwasproducingsomuchemotionofonekindoranother。\'Neithertheenormecantell;wecanneitherhelpnorhinder,seem\'ashe\'sta\'enhissel\'
offoutonoursight,we\'dbestnotthinkonhim。A\'lltryan\'telltheesomenews,ifacanthinkonitwi\'mymindsofull。ThouknowsHaytersbankfolkha\'flitted,andt\'oudplaceisempty?\'
\'Yes!\'saidSylvia,withtheindifferenceofoneweariedoutwithfeeling。
\'Aonlytelledyo\'t\'accountlikeformebein\'atalooseendi\'Monkshaven。
Mysister,heraslivedatDaleEndan\'isawidow,hascomedint\'towntolive;an\'a\'mlodgingwi\'her,an\'jobbin\'about。A\'mgettin\'prettywelltodo,an\'a\'mnoanefart\'seek,an\'a\'mgoingnow:onlyfirstajustwantedfort\'sayasa\'mthyoldestfriend,areckon,andifacandoaturnforthee,orgoanerrand,likeasa\'vedoneto—day,orifit\'sanycomforttotalkabittoonewho\'sknownthylifefromababby,whyyo\'veonlyt\'sendforme,an\'a\'dcomeifitweretwentymile。A\'mlodgin\'
atPeggyDawson\'s,t\'lathandplastercottageatt\'righthando\'t\'bridge,a\'amongt\'newhouses,asthey\'rethinkin\'o\'buildin\'neart\'sea:noonecanmissit。\'
Hestoodupandshookhandswithher。Ashedidso,helookedathersleepingbaby。
\'She\'slikeryo\'thanhim。Athinka\'llsay,Godblessher。\'
Withtheheavysoundofhisout—goingfootsteps,babyawoke。Sheoughtbeforethistimetohavebeenasleepinherbed,andthedisturbancemadehercryfretfully。
\'Hushthee,darling,hushthee!\'murmuredhermother;\'there\'snoonelefttolovemebutthee,andIcannotstandthyweeping,myprettyone。
Hushthee,mybabe,hushthee!\'
Shewhisperedsoftinthelittleone\'searasshetookherupstairstobed。
AboutthreeweeksafterthemiserabledateofBellRobson\'sdeathandPhilip\'sdisappearance,HesterRosereceivedaletterfromhim。Sheknewthewritingontheaddresswell;anditmadehertremblesomuchthatitwasmanyminutesbeforeshedaredtoopenit,andmakeherselfacquaintedwiththefactsitmightdisclose。
Butsheneednothavefeared;therewerenofactstold,unlessthevaguedateof\'London\'mightbesomethingtolearn。Eventhatmuchmighthavebeenfoundoutbythepost—mark,onlyshehadbeentoomuchtakenbysurprisetoexamineit。
Itranasfollows:——
\'DEARHESTER,——
\'Tellthosewhomitmayconcern,thatIhaveleftMonkshavenforever。
Nooneneedtroublethemselvesaboutme;Iamprovidedfor。Pleasetomakemyhumbleapologiestomykindfriends,theMessrsFoster,andtomypartner,WilliamCoulson。Pleasetoacceptofmylove,andtojointhesametoyourmother。PleasetogivemyparticularandrespectfuldutyandkindlovetomyauntIsabellaRobson。HerdaughterSylviaknowswhatIhavealwaysfelt,andshallalwaysfeel,forherbetterthanIcaneverputintolanguage,soIsendhernomessage;Godblessandkeepmychild。Youmustalllookonmeasonedead;asIamtoyou,andmaybeshallsoonbeinreality。
\'Youraffectionateandobedientfriendtocommand,\'PHILIPHEPBURN。
\'P。S。——Oh,Hester!forGod\'ssakeandmine,lookafter\'(\'mywife,\'
scratchedout)\'Sylviaandmychild。IthinkJeremiahFosterwillhelpyoutobeafriendtothem。ThisisthelastsolemnrequestofP。H。Sheisbutveryyoung。
Hesterreadthisletteragainandagain,tillherheartcaughttheechoofitshopelessness,andsankwithinher。Sheputitinherpocket,andreflecteduponitallthedaylongassheservedintheshop。
Thecustomersfoundherasgentle,butfarmoreinattentivethanusual。
Shethoughtthatintheeveningshewouldgoacrossthebridge,andconsultwiththetwogoodoldbrothersFoster。Butsomethingoccurredtoputoffthefulfilmentofthisplan。
ThatsamemorningSylviahadprecededher,withnoonetoconsult,becauseconsultationwouldhaverequiredpreviousconfidence,andconfidencewouldhavenecessitatedsuchaconfessionaboutKinraidasitwasmostdifficultforSylviatomake。Thepooryoungwifeyetfeltthatsomestepmustbetakenbyher;andwhatitwastobeshecouldnotimagine。
Shehadnohometogoto;forasPhilipwasgoneaway,sheremainedwhereshewasonlyonsufferance;shedidnotknowwhatmeansoflivelihoodshehad;shewaswillingtowork,nay,wouldbethankfultotakeupheroldlifeofcountrylabour;butwithherbaby,whatcouldshedo?
Inthisdilemma,therecollectionoftheoldman\'skindlyspeechandofferofassistance,made,itistrue,halfinjoke,attheendofherweddingvisit,cameintohermind;andsheresolvedtogoandaskforsomeofthefriendlycounselandassistancethenoffered。
Itwouldbethefirsttimeofhergoingoutsincehermother\'sfuneral,andshedreadedtheeffortonthataccount。Moreeventhanonthataccountdidsheshrinkfromgoingintothestreetsagain。ShecouldnotgetovertheimpressionthatKinraidmustbelingeringnear;andshedistrustedherselfsomuchthatitwasapositiveterrortothinkofmeetinghimagain。
Shefeltasthough,ifshebutcaughtasightofhim,theglitterofhisuniform,orheardhiswell—knownvoiceinonlyadistantsyllableoftalk,herheartwouldstop,andsheshoulddiefromveryfrightofwhatwouldcomenext。Orrathersoshefelt,andsoshethoughtbeforeshetookherbabyinherarms,asNancygaveittoherafterputtingonitsout—of—doorattire。
Withitinherarmsshewasprotected,andthewholecurrentofherthoughtswaschanged。Theinfantwaswailingandsufferingwithitsteething,andthemother\'sheartwassooccupiedinsoothingandconsolinghermoaningchild,thatthedangerousquay—sideandthebridgewerepassedalmostbeforeshewasaware;nordidshenoticetheeagercuriosityandrespectfulattentionofthoseshemetwhorecognizedhereventhroughtheheavyveilwhichformedpartofthedrapingmourningprovidedforherbyHesterandCoulson,inthefirstunconsciousdaysafterhermother\'sdeath。
ThoughpublicopinionasyetreserveditsverdictuponPhilip\'sdisappearance——warnedpossiblybyKinraid\'sstoryagainsthastydecisionsandjudgmentsinsuchtimesasthoseofwarandgeneraldisturbance——yeteveryoneagreedthatnomorepitifulfatecouldhavebefallenPhilip\'swife。
Markedoutbyherstrikingbeautyasanobjectofadmiringinteresteveninthosedayswhenshesateingirlhood\'ssmilingpeacebyhermotherattheMarketCross——herfatherhadlosthislifeinapopularcause,andignominiousasthemannerofhisdeathmightbe,hewaslookeduponasamartyrtohiszealinavengingthewrongsofhistownsmen;Sylviahadmarriedamongstthemtoo,andherquietdailylifewaswellknowntothem;
andnowherhusbandhadbeencarriedofffromhersidejustontheverydaywhensheneededhiscomfortmost。
ForthegeneralopinionwasthatPhiliphadbeen\'carriedoff\'——inseaporttownssuchoccurrenceswerenotuncommoninthosedays——eitherbyland—crimpsorwater—crimps。
SoSylviawastreatedwithsilentreverence,asonesorelyafflicted,byalltheunheededpeopleshemetinherfalteringwalktoJeremiahFoster\'s。
Shehadcalculatedhertimesoastofallinwithhimathisdinnerhour,eventhoughitobligedhertogotohisownhouseratherthantothebankwhereheandhisbrotherspentallthebusinesshoursoftheday。
Sylviawassonearlyexhaustedbythelengthofherwalkandtheweightofherbaby,thatallshecoulddowhenthedoorwasopenedwastototterintothenearestseat,sitdown,andbegintocry。
Inaninstantkindhandswereabouther,looseningherheavycloak,offeringtorelieveherofherchild,whoclungtoherallthemorefirmly,andsomeonewaspressingaglassofwineagainstherlips。
\'No,sir,Icannottakeit!wineallaysgivesmeth\'headache;ifI
mighthavejustadrinko\'water。Thankyou,ma—am\'(totherespectable—lookingoldservant),\'I\'mwellenoughnow;andperhaps,sir,Imightspeakawordwithyo\',forit\'sthatI\'vecomefor。\'
\'It\'sapity,SylviaHepburn,astheedidstnotcometomeatthebank,forit\'sbeenalongtoilfortheeallthiswayintheheat,withthychild。
Butifthere\'saughtIcandoorsayforthee,thouhastbuttonameit,Iamsure。Martha!wiltthourelieveherofherchildwhileshecomeswithmeintotheparlour?\'
ButthewilfullittleBellastoutlyrefusedtogotoanyone,andSylviawasnotwillingtopartwithher,tiredthoughshewas。
Sothebabywascarriedintotheparlour,andmuchofherafter—lifedependedonthistrivialfact。
Onceinstalledintheeasy—chair,andfacetofacewithJeremiah,Sylviadidnotknowhowtobegin。
Jeremiahsawthis,andkindlygavehertimetorecoverherself,bypullingouthisgreatgoldwatch,andlettingthesealdanglebeforethechild\'seyes,almostwithinreachofthechild\'seagerlittlefingers。
\'Shefavoursyouadeal,\'saidhe,atlast。\'Morethanherfather,\'
hewenton,purposelyintroducingPhilip\'sname,soastobreaktheice;
for\'herightlyconjecturedshehadcometospeaktohimaboutsomethingconnectedwithherhusband。
StillSylviasaidnothing;shewaschokingdowntearsandshyness,andunwillingnesstotakeasconfidantamanofwhomsheknewsolittle,onsuchslightground(asshenowfeltittobe)asthelittlekindlyspeechwithwhichshehadbeendismissedfromthathousethelasttimethatsheenteredit。
\'It\'snousekeepingyo\',sir,\'shebrokeoutatlast。\'It\'saboutPhilipasIcomedtospeak。Doyo\'knowanythingwhatsoeverabouthim?Heniverhadachanceo\'sayinganything,Iknow;butmaybehe\'swritten?\'
\'Notaline,mypooryoungwoman!\'saidJeremiah,hastilyputtinganendtothatvainidea。
\'Thenhe\'seitherdeadorgone。awayforiver,\'shewhispered。\'Imunbebothfeytherandmothertomychild。\'
\'Oh!theemustnotgiveitup,\'repliedhe。\'Manyaoneiscarriedofftothewars,ortothetenderso\'men—o\'—war;andthentheyturnouttobeunfitforservice,andaresenthome。Philip\'llcomebackbeforetheyear\'sout;thee\'llseethat。\'
\'No;he\'llnivercomeback。AndI\'mnotsureasIshouldiverwishhimt\'comeback,ifIcouldbutknowwhatwasgonewi\'him。Yo\'see,sir,thoughIweresoresetagain\'him,Ishouldn\'tlikeharmtohappenhim。\'
\'ThereissomethingbehindallthisthatIdonotunderstand。Cantheetellmewhatitis?\'
\'Imust,sir,ifyo\'retohelpmewi\'yourcounsel;andIcameupheretoaskforit。\'
Anotherlongpause,duringwhichJeremiahmadeafeintofplayingwiththechild,whodancedandshoutedwithtantalizedimpatienceatnotbeingabletoobtainpossessionoftheseal,andatlengthstretchedouthersoftroundlittlearmstogototheownerofthecovetedpossession。SurpriseatthisactionrousedSylvia,andshemadesomecommentuponit。
\'Iniverknewhert\'gotoanyoneafore。Ihopeshe\'llnotbetroublesometoyo\',sir?\'
Theoldman,whohadoftenlongedforachildofhisownindaysgoneby,washighlypleasedbythismarkofbaby\'sconfidence,andalmostforgot,intryingtostrengthenherregardbyallthewinningwilesinhispower,howherpoormotherwasstilllingeringoversomepainfulstorywhichshecouldnotbringherselftotell。
\'I\'mafearedofspeakingwrongagain\'anyone,sir。Andmotherweresofondo\'Philip;buthekeptsomethingfrommeaswouldha\'mademeadifferentwoman,andsomeoneelse,happen,adifferentman。Iweretroth—plightedwi\'Kinraidthespecksioneer,himaswascousintoth\'Corneyso\'MossBrow,andcomedbacklieutenanti\'t\'navylastTuesdaythreeweeks,afteriveryonehadthoughthimdeadandgonethesethreeyears。\'
Shepaused。
\'Well?\'saidJeremiah,withinterest;althoughhisattentionappearedtobedividedbetweenthemother\'sstoryandtheeagerplayfulnessofthebabyonhisknee。
\'Philipknewhewerealive;he\'dseenhimtakenbyt\'press—gang,andCharleyhadsentamessagetomebyPhilip。\'
Herwhitefacewasreddening,hereyesflashingatthispointofherstory。
\'Andhenivertoldmeawordonit,notwhenhesawmeliketobreakmyheartinthinkingasKinraidweredead;hekeptita\'tohissel\';andwatchedmecry,andniversaidawordtocomfortmewi\'t\'truth。Itwouldha\'beenagreatcomfort,sir,onlyt\'havehadhismessageifI\'dniverha\'beentoseehimagain。ButPhilipniverletontoanyone,asIiverhearedon,thathe\'dseenCharleythatmorningast\'press—gangtookhim。
Yo\'knowaboutfeyther\'sdeath,andhowfriendlessmotherandmewasleft?
andsoImarriedhim;forhewereagoodfriendtousthen,andIweredazedlikewi\'sorrow,andcouldseenaughtelsetodoformother。Hewereallaysverytenderandgoodtoher,forsure。\'
Againalongpauseofsilentrecollection,brokenbyone,ortwodeepsighs。