WistfullyshelongedforonewordofthanksorrecognitionfromPhilip,inwhoseserviceshehadperformedthishardtask;buthewasotherwiseoccupied,andoncastingafurtherglancebackassheturnedthecornerofthestreet,shesawPhilipliftingSylviacarefullydowninhisarmsfromherfootingonthetopofthewheel,andthentheyallwentintothelightandthewarmth,thedoorwasshut,thelightenedcartdrovebrisklyaway,andHester,inrain,andcold,anddarkness,wenthomewardswithhertiredsadheart。
Philiphaddoneallhecould,sincehisreturnfromlawyerDawson\'s,tomakehishousebrightandwarmforthereceptionofhisbeloved。HehadastrongapprehensionoftheprobablefateofpoorDanielRobson;hehadawarmsympathywiththemiserabledistressofthewifeanddaughter;
butstillatthebackofhismindhisspiritsdancedasifthiswastothemafestaloccasion。HehadeventakenunconsciouspleasureinPhoebe\'ssuspiciouslooksandtones,ashehadhurriedandsuperintendedherinheroperations。Afireblazedcheerilyintheparlour,almostdazzlingtothetravellersbroughtinfromthedarknessandtherain;candlesburned——twocandles,muchtoPhoebe\'sdiscontent。PoorBellRobsonhadtositdownalmostassoonassheenteredtheroom,sowornoutwasshewithfatigueandexcitement;yetshegrudgedeverymomentwhichseparatedher,asshethought,fromherhusband。
\'I\'mreadynow,\'saidshe,standingup,andratherrepulsingSylvia\'scares;\'I\'mreadynow,\'saidshe,lookingeagerlyatPhilip,asifforhimtoleadtheway。
\'It\'snotto—night,\'repliedhe,almostapologetically。\'Youcan\'tseehimto—night;it\'sto—morrowmorningbeforehegoestoYork;itwasbetterforyo\'tobedownhereintownready;andbesideIdidn\'tknowwhenI
sentforyethathewaslockedupforthenight。\'
\'Well—a—day,well—a—day,\'saidBell,rockingherselfbackwardsandforwards,andtryingtosootheherselfwiththesewords。Suddenlyshesaid,——
\'ButI\'vebroughthiscomforterwi\'me——hisredwoollencomforterashe\'sallayssleptinthistwelvemonthpast;he\'llgethisrheumatizagain;
oh,Philip,cannotIgetittohim?\'
\'I\'llsenditbyPhoebe,\'saidPhilip,whowasbusymakingtea,hospitableandawkward。
\'CannotItakeitmysel\'?\'repeatedBell。\'Icouldmakesurernoranybodyelse;they\'dmaybenotmindyonwoman——Phoebed\'yecallher?\'
\'Nay,mother,\'saidSylvia,\'thou\'snotfittogo。\'
\'ShallIgo?\'askedPhilip,hopingshewouldsay\'no,\'andbecontentwithPhoebe,andleavehimwherehewas。
\'Oh,Philip,wouldyo\'?\'saidSylvia,turninground。
\'Ay,\'saidBell,\'ifthouwouldtakeitthey\'dbemindingyo\'。\'
Sotherewasnothingforitbutforhimtogo,inthefirstflushofhisdelightfulritesofhospitality。
\'It\'snotfar,\'saidhe,consolinghimselfratherthanthem。\'I\'llbebackintenminutes,theteaismaskit,andPhoebewilltakeyo\'rwetthingsanddry\'embyt\'kitchenfire;andhere\'sthestairs,\'openingadoorinthecorneroftheroomfromwhichthestairsimmediatelyascended。\'There\'stworoomsatthetop;thattot\'leftisallmadeready,t\'otherismine,\'
saidhe,reddeningalittleashespoke。Bellwasbusyundoingherbundlewithtremblingfingers。
\'Here,\'saidshe;\'andoh,lad,here\'sabito\'peppermintcake;he\'smainandfondonit,andIcatchedsightonitbygoodluckjustt\'lastminute。\'
Philipwasgone,andtheexcitementofBellandSylviaflaggedoncemore,andsankintowonderingdespondency。Sylvia,however,rousedherselfenoughtotakeoffhermother\'swetclothes,andshetookthemtimidlyintothekitchenandarrangedthembeforePhoebe\'sfire。
Phoebeopenedherlipsonceortwicetospeakinremonstrance,andthen,withaneffort,gulpedherwordsdownforhersympathy,likethatofalltherestoftheMonkshavenworld,wasinfavourofDanielRobson;andhisdaughtermightplaceherdrippingcloakthisnightwherevershewouldforPhoebe。
Sylviafoundhermotherstillsittingonthechairnextthedoor,whereshehadfirstplacedherselfonenteringtheroom。
\'I\'llgi\'eyousometea,mother,\'saidshe,struckwiththeshrunkenlookofBell\'sface。
\'No,no\'saidhermother。\'It\'snotmannersfort\'helpoursel\'s。\'
\'I\'msurePhilipwouldha\'wishedyo\'fortotakeit,\'saidSylvia,pouringoutacup。
Justthenhereturned,andsomethinginhislook,somedumbexpressionofdelightatheroccupation,madeherblushandhesitateforaninstant;
butthenshewenton,andmadeacupofteaready,sayingsomethingalittleincoherentallthetimeabouthermother\'sneedofit。AfterteaBellRobson\'swearinessbecamesoextreme,thatPhilipandSylviaurgedhertogotobed。Sheresistedalittle,partlyoutof\'manners,\'andpartlybecauseshekeptfancying,poorwoman,thatsomehoworotherherhusbandmightsendforher。Butaboutseveno\'clockSylviapersuadedhertocomeupstairs。
Sylvia,too,badePhilipgood—night,andhislookfollowedthelastwaveofherdressasshedisappearedupthestairs;thenleaninghischinonhishand,hegazedatvacancyandthoughtdeeply——forhowlongheknewnot,sointentwashismindonthechancesoffuturity。
HewasarousedbySylvia\'scomingdownstairsintothesitting—roomagain。
Hestartedup。
\'Motherissoshivery,\'saidshe。\'MayIgointhere,\'indicatingthekitchen,\'andmakeheradropofgruel?\'
\'Phoebeshallmakeit,notyou,\'saidPhilip,eagerlypreventingher,bygoingtothekitchendoorandgivinghisorders。Whenheturnedroundagain,Sylviawasstandingoverthefire,leaningherheadagainstthestonemantel—pieceforthecomparativecoolness。Shedidnotspeakatfirst,ortakeanynoticeofhim。Hewatchedherfurtively,andsawthatshewascrying,thetearsrunningdownhercheeks,andshetoomuchabsorbedinherthoughtstowipethemawaywithherapron。
Whilehewasturningoverinhismindwhathecouldbestsaytocomforther(hisheart,likehers,beingalmosttoofullforwords),shesuddenlylookedhimfullintheface,saying,——
\'Philip!won\'ttheysoonlethimgo?whatcantheydotohim?\'Heropenlipstrembledwhileawaitinghisanswer,thetearscameupandfilledhereyes。Itwasjustthequestionhehadmostdreaded;itledtotheterrorthatpossessedhisownmind,butwhichhehadhopedtokeepoutofhers。
Hehesitated。\'Speak,lad!\'saidshe,impatiently,withalittlepassionategesture。\'Icanseethouknows!\'
Hehadonlymadeitworsebyconsideration;herushedblindfoldatareply。
\'He\'sta\'enupforfelony。\'
\'Felony,\'saidshe。\'Therethou\'reout;he\'sinforlettingyonmenout;thoumaycallitriotingifthou\'samindtosetfolksagain\'him,butit\'stoobadtocastsuchhardwordsathimasyon——felony,\'sherepeated,inahalf—offendedtone。
\'It\'swhatthelawyerscallit,\'saidPhilip,sadly;\'it\'snowordo\'
mine。\'
\'Lawyersisallaysformakingtheworsto\'things,\'saidshe,alittlepacified,\'butfolksshouldn\'tallaysbelievethem。\'
\'It\'slawyersashastojudgei\'t\'longrun。\'
\'Cannotthejustices,MrHarterandthemasisnolawyers,givehimasentenceto—morrow,wi\'outsendinghimtoYork?\'
\'No!\'saidPhilip,shakinghishead。Hewenttothekitchendoorandaskedifthegruelwasnotready,soanxiouswashetostoptheconversationatthispoint;butPhoebe,whoheldheryoungmasterinbutlittlerespect,scoldedhimforastupidman,whothought,likeallhissex,thatgruelwastobemadeinaminute,whateverthefirewas,andbadehimcomeandmakeitforhimselfifhewasinsuchahurry。
HehadtoreturndiscomfitedtoSylvia,whomeanwhilehadarrangedherthoughtsreadytoreturntothecharge。
\'Andsayhe\'ssenttoYork,andsayhe\'striedtheere,what\'st\'worsttheycandoagain\'him?\'askedshe,keepingdownheragitationtolookatPhilipthemoresharply。Hereyesneverslackenedtheirpenetratinggazeathiscountenance,untilhereplied,withtheutmostunwillingness,andmostapparentconfusion,——
\'TheymaysendhimtoBotanyBay。\'
Heknewthatheheldbackaworsecontingency,andhewasmortallyafraidthatshewouldperceivethisreserve。Butwhathedidsaywassomuchbeyondherutmostapprehension,whichhadonlyreachedtovarioustermsofimprisonment,thatshedidnotimaginethedarkshadowlurkingbehind。Whathehadsaidwastoomuchforher。Hereyesdilated,herlipsblanched,herpalecheeksgrewyetpaler。Afteraminute\'slookintohisface,asiffascinatedbysomehorror,shestumbledbackwardsintothechairinthechimneycomer,andcoveredherfacewithherhands,moaningoutsomeinarticulatewords。
Philipwasonhiskneesbyher,dumbfromexcessofsympathy,kissingherdress,allunfeltbyher;hemurmuredhalf—words,hebeganpassionatesentencesthatdiedawayuponhislips;andshe——shethoughtofnothingbutherfather,andwaspossessedandraptoutofherselfbythedreadoflosinghimtothatfearfulcountrywhichwasalmostlikethegravetoher,soallbutimpassablewasthegulf。ButPhilipknewthatitwaspossiblethattheseparationimpendingmightbethatofthedark,mysteriousgrave——thatthegulfbetweenthefatherandchildmightindeedbethatwhichnoliving,breathing,warmhumancreaturecanevercross。
\'Sylvie,Sylvie!\'saidhe,——andalltheirconversationhadtobecarriedoninlowtonesandwhispers,forfearofthelisteningearsabove,——\'don\'t——don\'t,thou\'rtrendingmyheart。Oh,Sylvie,hearken。There\'snotathingI\'llnotdo;there\'snotapennyI\'vegot,——th\'lastdropofbloodthat\'sinme,——I\'llgiveupmylifeforhis。\'
\'Life,\'saidshe,puttingdownherhands,andlookingathimasifherlookscouldpiercehissoul;\'whotalkso\'touchinghislife?Thou\'regoingcrazy,Philip,Ithink;\'butshedidnotthinkso,althoughshewouldfainhavebelievedit。Inherkeenagonyshereadhisthoughtsasthoughtheywereanopenpage;shesatethere,uprightandstony,theconvictioncreepingoverherfacelikethegreyshadowofdeath。Nomoretears,nomoretrembling,almostnomorebreathing。Hecouldnotbeartoseeher,andyetsheheldhiseyes,andhefearedtomaketheeffortnecessarytomoveortoturnaway,lesttheshunningmotionshouldcarryconvictiontoherheart。Alas!
convictionoftheprobabledangertoherfather\'slifewasalreadythere:
itwasthatthatwascalmingherdown,tighteninghermuscles,bracinghernerves。Inthathourshelostallherearlyyouth。
\'Thenhemaybehung,\'saidshe,lowandsolemnly,afteralongpause。
Philipturnedawayhisface,anddidnotutteraword。Againdeepsilence,brokenonlybysomehomelysoundinthekitchen。\'Mothermustnotknowonit,\'saidSylvia,inthesametoneinwhichshehadspokenbefore。
\'It\'st\'worstascanhappentohim,\'saidPhilip。\'Morelikelyhe\'llbetransported:maybehe\'llbebroughtininnocentafterall。\'
\'No,\'saidSylvia,heavily,asonewithouthope——asifshewerereadingsomedreadfuldoominthetabletsoftheawfulfuture。\'They\'llhanghim。
Oh,feyther!feyther!\'shechokedout,almoststuffingherapronintohermouthtodeadenthesound,andcatchingatPhilip\'shand,andwringingitwithconvulsiveforce,tillthepainthathelovedwasnearlymorethanhecouldbear。Nowordsofhiscouldtouchsuchagony;butirrepressibly,andashewouldhavedoneittoawoundedchild,hebentoverher,andkissedherwithatender,tremblingkiss。Shedidnotrepulseit,probablyshedidnotevenperceiveit。
AtthatmomentPhoebecameinwiththegruel。Philipsawher,andknew,inaninstant,whattheoldwoman\'sconclusionmustneedsbe;butSylviahadtobeshakenbythenowstandingPhilip,beforeshecouldbebroughtbacktotheleastconsciousnessofthepresenttime。Sheliftedupherwhitefacetounderstandhiswords,thensheroseuplikeonewhoslowlycomestotheuseofherlimbs。
\'IsupposeImungo,\'shesaid:\'butI\'dsoonerfacethedead。Ifsheasksme,Philip,whatmunIsay?\'
\'She\'llnotaskyo\',\'saidhe,\'ifyo\'goaboutascommon。She\'sneveraskedyo\'allthistime,an\'ifshedoes,putherontome。I\'llkeepitfromheraslongasIcan;I\'llmanagebetternorI\'vedonewi\'thee,Sylvie,\'
saidhe,withasad,faintsmile,lookingwithfondpenitenceatheralteredcountenance。
\'Thoumustn\'tblamethysel\',\'saidSylvia,seeinghisregret。\'Ibroughtitonmemysel\';IthoughtIwouldha\'t\'truth,whativercameonit,andnowI\'mnotstrongenoughtostandit,Godhelpme!\'shecontinued,piteously。
\'Oh,Sylvie,letmehelpyo\'!IcannotdowhatGodcan,——I\'mnotmeaningthat,butIcandonexttoHimofanyman。Ihavelovedyo\'foryearsan\'
years,inawayit\'sterribletothinkon,ifmylovecandonoughtnowtocomfortyo\'inyoursoredistress。\'
\'CousinPhilip,\'shereplied,inthesamemeasuredtoneinwhichshehadalwaysspokensinceshehadlearnttheextentofherfather\'sdanger,andtheslowstillnessofherwordswasinharmonywiththestonylookofherface,\'thou\'sacomforttome,Icouldn\'tbidemylifewithoutthee;
butIcannottakeinthethoughto\'love,itseemsbesidemequite;Icanthinkonnoughtbutthemthatisquickandthemthatisdead。\'
chapter27CHAPTERXXVIIGLOOMYDAYSPhiliphadmoneyintheFosters\'bank,notsomuchasitmighthavebeenifhehadnothadtopayforthefurnitureinhishouse。Muchofthisfurniturewasold,andhadbelongedtothebrothersFoster,andtheyhadletPhiliphaveitataveryreasonablerate;butstillthepurchaseofithaddiminishedtheamountofhissavings。Butonthesumwhichhepossessedhedrewlargely——hedrewall——nay,heoverdrewhisaccountsomewhat,tohisformermaster\'sdismay,althoughthekindnessoftheirheartsoverruledtheharderargumentsoftheirheads。
AllwaswantedtodefendDanielRobsonattheapproachingYorkassizes。
HiswifehadhandedovertoPhilipallthemoneyormoney\'sworthshecouldlayherhandsupon。Danielhimselfwasnotonetobemuchbeforehandwiththeworld;buttoBell\'sthriftyimaginationtheroundgoldenguineas,tiedupintheoldstocking—footagainstrent—day,seemedamintofmoneyonwhichPhilipmightdrawinfinitely。Asyetshedidnotcomprehendtheextentofherhusband\'sdanger。Sylviawentaboutlikeoneinadream,keepingbackthehottearsthatmightinterferewiththecourseoflifeshehadprescribedforherselfinthatterriblehourwhenshefirstlearntall。EverypennyofmoneyeithersheorhermothercouldsavewenttoPhilip。
Kester\'shoard,too,wasplacedinHepburn\'shandsatSylvia\'searnestentreaty;forKesterhadnogreatopinionofPhilip\'sjudgment,andwouldratherhavetakenhismoneystraighthimselftoMrDawson,andbeggedhimtouseitforhismaster\'sbehoof。
Indeed,ifanything,thenoiselessbreachbetweenKesterandPhiliphadwidenedoflate。Itwasseed—time,andPhilip,inhisgreatanxietyforeverypossibleinterestthatmightaffectSylvia,andalsoassomedistractionfromhisextremeanxietyaboutherfather,hadtakentostudyagricultureofaneveninginsomeoldbookswhichhehadborrowed——TheFarmer\'sCompleteGuide,andsuchlike;andfromtimetotimehecamedownuponthepracticaldoggedKesterwithdirectionsgatheredfromthetheoriesinhisbooks。Ofcoursethetwofellout,butwithoutmanywords。
Kesterperseveredinhisoldways,makinglightofPhilipandhisbooksinmannerandaction,tillatlengthPhilipwithdrewfromthecontest。
\'Manyamanmayleadahorsetowater,butthere\'sfewcanmakehimdrink,\'
andPhilipcertainlywasnotoneofthosefew。Kester,indeed,lookeduponhimwithjealouseyesonmanyaccounts。HehadfavouredCharleyKinraidasaloverofSylvia\'s;andthoughhehadnoideaofthetruth——thoughhebelievedinthedrowningofthespecksioneerasmuchasanyone——yettheyearwhichhadelapsedsinceKinraid\'ssupposeddeathwasbutaveryshortwhiletothemiddle—agedman,whoforgothowslowlytimepasseswiththeyoung;andhecouldoftenhavescoldedSylvia,ifthepoorgirlhadbeenawhitlessheavyatheartthanshewas,forlettingPhilipcomesomuchabouther——come,thoughitwasonherfather\'sbusiness。Forthedarknessoftheircommondreaddrewthemtogether,occasionallytothecomparativeexclusionofBellandKester,whichthelatterperceivedandresented。
KesterevenallowedhimselftogosofarastowonderwhatPhilipcouldwantwithallthemoney,whichtohimseemedunaccountable;andonceortwicetheuglythoughtcrossedhismind,thatshopsconductedbyyoungmenwereoftennotsoprofitableaswhenguidedbyolderheads,andthatsomeofthecoinpouredintoPhilip\'skeepingmighthaveanotherdestinationthanthedefenceofhismaster。PoorPhilip!andhewasspendingallhisown,andmorethanallhisownmoney,andnooneeverknewit,ashehadbounddownhisfriendlybankerstosecrecy。
OnceonlyKesterventuredtospeaktoSylviaonthesubjectofPhilip。
Shehadfollowedhercousintothefieldjustinfrontoftheirhouse,justoutsidetheporch,toaskhimsomequestionshedarednotputinhermother\'spresence——(Bell,indeed,inheranxiety,usuallyabsorbedallthequestionswhenPhilipcame)——andstood,afterPhiliphadbidhergood—by,hardlythinkingabouthimatall,butlookingunconsciouslyafterhimasheascendedthebrow;andatthetophehadturnedtotakealastglanceattheplacehisloveinhabited,and,seeingher,hehadwavedhishatingratifiedfarewell。She,meanwhile,wasrousedfromfarotherthoughtsthanofhim,andofhisnowacknowledgedlove,bythemotionagainstthesky,andwasturningbackintothehousewhensheheardKester\'slowhoarsecall,andsawhimstandingattheshippendoor。
\'Comehither,wench,\'saidhe,indignantly;\'isthisatimeforcourtin\'?\'
\'Courting?\'saidshe,drawingupherhead,andlookingbackathimwithprouddefiance。
\'Ay,courtin\'!whatothermak\'o\'thingis\'twhenthou\'sgazin\'afteryonmeddlesomechap,asifthou\'dsendthyeyesafterhim,andhemakingmarlocksbackatthee?It\'swhatweca\'edcourtin\'i\'myyoungdaysanyhow。
Andit\'snoaneatimeforawenchtogocourtin\'whenherfeyther\'si\'
prison,\'saidhe,withaconsciousnessasheutteredtheselastwordsthathewascruelandunjustandgoingtoofar,yetcarriedontosaythembyhishotjealousyagainstPhilip。
Sylviacontinuedlookingathimwithoutspeaking:shewastoomuchoffendedforexpression。
\'Thoumaygloweran\'thoumaylook,lass,\'saidhe,\'buta\'dthoughtbetteronthee。It\'slikelastweekthylastsweetheartweredrowned;butthou\'snotonetowastetimei\'rememberin\'themasisgone——if,indeed,thouivercaredabuttonforyonKinraid——ifitwasn\'tamake—believe。\'
Herlipswerecontractedanddrawnup,showinghersmallglitteringteeth,whichwerescarcelyapartasshebreathedout——
\'Thouthinksso,doesthou,thatI\'veforgettenhim?Thou\'dbetterhaveacareo\'thytongue。\'
Then,asiffearfulthatherself—commandmightgiveway,sheturnedintothehouse;andgoingthroughthekitchenlikeablindperson,shewentuptohernowunusedchamber,andthrewherself,facedownwards,flatonherbed,almostsmotheringherself。
EversinceDaniel\'scommittal,thedecaythathadimperceptiblybeguninhiswife\'sbodilyandmentalstrengthduringherillnessofthepreviouswinter,hadbeenmakingquickerprogress。Shelostherreticenceofspeech,andoftentalkedtoherself。Shehadnotsomuchforethoughtasofold;
slightdifferences,itistrue,butwhich,withsomeothersofthesamedescription,gavefoundationforthehomelyexpressionwhichsomenowappliedtoBell,\'She\'llneverbet\'samewomanagain。
ThisafternoonshehadcriedherselftosleepinherchairafterPhilip\'sdeparture。ShehadnotheardSylvia\'ssweepingpassagethroughthekitchen;
buthalfanhourafterwardsshewasstartledupbyKester\'sabruptentry。
\'Where\'sSylvie?\'askedhe。
\'Idon\'tknow,\'saidBell,lookingscared,andasifshewasreadytocry。\'It\'snonewsabouthim?\'saidshe,standingup,andsupportingherselfonthestickshewasnowaccustomedtouse。
\'Blessyo\',no,dunnotbeafeared,missus;it\'sonlyasaspokehastytot\'wench,an\'awantt\'tellherasa\'msorry,saidKester,advancingintothekitchen,andlookingroundforSylvia。
\'Sylvie,Sylvie!\'shoutedhe;\'shemunbei\'t\'house。
Sylviacameslowlydownthestairs,andstoodbeforehim。Herfacewaspale,hermouthsetanddetermined;thelightofhereyesveiledingloom。
Kestershrankfromherlook,andevenmorefromhersilence。
\'A\'mcometoaxpardon,\'saidhe,afteralittlepause。
Shewasstillsilent。
\'A\'mnoaneaboveaxingpardon,thougha\'mfiftyandmore,andthee\'sbutasillywench,asa\'venursedi\'myarms。A\'llsaybeforethymotherasaoughtnivertoha\'usedthemwords,andashowa\'msorryfor\'t。\'
\'Idon\'tunderstanditall,\'saidBell,inahurriedandperplexedtone。
\'WhathasKesterbeensaying,mylass?\'sheadded,turningtoSylvia。
Sylviawentasteportwonearertohermother,andtookholdofherhandasiftoquietenher;thenfacingoncemoreround,shesaiddeliberatelytoKester,——
\'Ifthouwasn\'tKester,I\'dniverforgivethee。Niver,\'sheadded,withbitterness,asthewordshehadusedrecurredtohermind。\'It\'sinmetohatetheenow,forsayingwhatthoudid;butthou\'redearoldKesterafterall,andIcan\'thelpmysel\',Imunneedsforgivethee,\'andshewenttowardshim。Hetookherlittleheadbetweenhishornyhandsandkissedit。Shelookedupwithtearsinhereyes,sayingsoftly,——
\'Niversaythingslikethemagain。Niverspeakon————\'
\'A\'llbitemytongueofffirst,\'heinterrupted。
Hekepthisword。
InallPhilip\'scomingsandgoingstoandfromHaytersbankFarmatthistime,heneverspokeagainofhislove。Inlook,words,manner,hewaslikeathoughtful,tenderbrother;nothingmore。Hecouldbenothingmoreinthepresenceofthegreatdreadwhichloomedlargeruponhimaftereveryconversationwiththelawyer。
ForMrDonkinhadbeenrightinhisprognostication。GovernmenttookuptheattackontheRendezvouswithahighandheavyhand。Itwasnecessarytoassertauthoritywhichhadbeenoflatetoooftenbraved。Anexamplemustbemade,tostrikedismayintothosewhoopposedanddefiedthepress—gang;
andalltheminorauthoritieswhoheldtheirpowersfromGovernmentwereinasimilarmannersevereandrelentlessintheexecutionoftheirduty。
Sotheattorney,whowentovertoseetheprisonerinYorkCastle,toldPhilip。HeaddedthatDanielstillretainedhisprideinhisachievement,andcouldnotbebroughttounderstandthedangerouspositioninwhichhewasplaced;thatwhenpressedandquestionedastocircumstancesthatmightpossiblybeusedinhisdefence,healwayswanderedofftoaccountsofpreviousoutragescommittedbythepress—gang,ortopassionateabuseofthetrickbywhichmenhadbeenluredfromtheirhomesonthenightinquestiontoassistinputtingoutanimaginaryfire,andthenseizedandcarriedoff。Someofthisverynaturalindignationmightpossiblyhavesomeeffectonthejury;andthisseemedtheonlygroundofhope,andwasindeedaslightone,asthejudgewaslikelytowarnthejuryagainstallowingtheirnaturalsympathyinsuchacasetodiverttheirmindsfromtherealquestion。
SuchwasthesubstanceofwhatPhilipheard,andheardrepeatedly,duringhismanyvisitstoMrDawson。Andnowthetimeoftrialdrewnear;fortheYorkassizesopenedonMarchthetwelfth;notmuchabovethreeweekssincetheoffencewascommittedwhichtookDanielfromhishomeandplacedhiminperilofdeath。
Philipwasgladthat,theextremityofhisdangerneverhavingbeenhintedtoBell,andtravellingsomefortymilesbeingamostunusualexertionatthattimetopersonsofherclass,theideaofgoingtoseeherhusbandatYorkhadneversuggesteditselftoBell\'smind。Herincreasingfeeblenessmadethisseemasteponlytobetakenincaseofthefatalextremenecessity;
suchwastheconclusionthatbothSylviaandhehadcometo;anditwastheknowledgeofthisthatmadeSylviastrangleherowndailylongingtoseeherfather。Notbutthatherhopeswerestrongerthanherfears。Philipnevertoldherthecausesfordespondency;shewasyoung,andshe,likeherfather,couldnotunderstandhowfearfulsometimesisthenecessityforpromptandseverepunishmentofrebellionagainstauthority。
PhilipwastobeinYorkduringthetimeoftheassizes;anditwasunderstood,almostwithoutwords,thatiftheterribleworstoccurred,thewifeanddaughterweretocometoYorkassoonasmightbe。ForthisendPhilipsilentlymadeallthenecessaryarrangementsbeforeleavingMonkshaven。Thesympathyofallmenwaswithhim;itwastoolargeanoccasionforCoulsontobeanythingbutmagnanimous。HeurgedPhiliptotakeallthetimerequisite;toleaveallbusinesscarestohim。AndasPhilipwentaboutpaleandsad,therewasanothercheekthatgrewpalerstill,anothereyethatfilledwithquiettearsashisheavinessofheartbecamemoreandmoreapparent。Thedayforopeningtheassizescameon。PhilipwasinYorkMinster,watchingthesolemnantiqueprocessioninwhichthehighestauthorityinthecountyaccompaniesthejudgestotheHouseoftheLord,tobethereadmonishedastothenatureoftheirduties。AsPhiliplistenedtothesermonwithastrainedandbeatingheart,hishopesrosehigherthanhisfearsforthefirsttime,andthateveninghewrotehisfirstlettertoSylvia。
\'DEARSYLVIA,\'ItwillbelongerfirstthanIthoughtfor。MrDawsonsaysTuesdayinnextweek。Butkeepupyourheart。Ihavebeenhearingthesermonto—daywhichispreachedtothejudges;andtheclergymansaidsomuchinitaboutmercyandforgiveness,Ithinktheycannotfailtobelenientthisassize。
Ihaveseenuncle,wholooksbutthin,butisingoodheart:onlyhewillkeepsayinghewoulddoitoveragainifhehadthechance,whichneitherMrDawsonnorIthinkiswiseinhim,inespecialasthegaolerisbyandhearseverywordasissaid。Hewasveryfainofhearingallabouthome;
andwantsyoutorearDaisy\'scalf,ashethinksshewillproveagoodone。Hebademegivehisbestlovetoyouandmyaunt,andhiskinddutytoKester。
\'Sylvia,willyoutryandforgethowIusedtoscoldyouaboutyourwritingandspelling,andjustwritemetwoorthreelines。IthinkIwouldratherhavethembadlyspeltthannot,becausethenIshallbesuretheyareyours。Andnevermindaboutcapitals;Iwasafooltosaysuchadealaboutthem,foramandoesjustaswellwithoutthem。AletterfromyouwoulddoavasttokeepmepatientallthesedaystillTuesday。Direct——
\'MrPhilipHepburn,\'CareofMrFraser,Draper,\'Micklegate,York。\'Myaffectionatedutytomyaunt。\'Yourrespectfulcousinandservant,\'PHILIPHEPBURN。\'P。S。Thesermonwasgrand。ThetextwasZechariabvii。9,\"Executetruejudgmentandshowmercy。\"Godgrantitmayhaveputmercyintothejudge\'sheartasistotrymyuncle。\'Heavilythedayspassedover。OnSundayBellandSylviawenttochurch,withastrange,half—superstitiousfeeling,asiftheycouldpropitiatetheMostHightoordertheeventsintheirfavourbypayingHimthecomplimentofattendingtodutiesintheirtimeofsorrowwhichtheyhadtoooftenneglectedintheirprosperousdays。ButHe\'whoknowethourframe,andremembereththatwearedust,\'tookpityuponHischildren,andsentsomeofHisblessedpeaceintotheirhearts,elsetheycouldscarcehaveenduredtheagonyofsuspenseofthosenexthours。Forastheycameslowlyandwearilyhomefromchurch,Sylviacouldnolongerbearhersecret,buttoldhermotheroftheperilinwhichDanielstood。ColdastheMarchwindblew,theyhadnotfeltit,andhadsatedownonahedgebankforBelltorest。AndthenSylviaspoke,tremblingandsickforfear,yetutterlyunabletokeepsilenceanylonger。Bellheavedupherhands,andletthemfalldownonherkneesbeforeshereplied。\'TheLordisaboveus,\'saidshe,solemnly。\'Hehassentafearo\'thisintomyheartaforenow。Iniverbreathedittothee,mylass————\'\'AndIniverspokeonittothee,mother,because————\'Sylviachokedwithcrying,andlaidherheadonhermother\'slap,feelingthatshewasnolongerthestrongone,andtheprotector,buttheprotected。
Bellwenton,strokingherhead,\'TheLordislikeatendernurseasweansachildtolookonandtolikewhatitlothedonce。Hehassentmedreamsashaspreparedmeforthis,ifsobeitcomestopass。\'Philipishopeful,\'saidSylvia,raisingherheadandlookingthroughhertearsathermother。\'Ay,heis。AndIcannottell,butIthinkit\'snotfornoughtastheLordhasta\'enawayallfearo\'deathouto\'myheart。IthinkHemeansasDanielandmeistogohand—in—handthroughthevalley——likeaswewalkeduptoourweddinginCrosthwaiteChurch。Icouldneverguideth\'housewithoutDaniel,andIshouldbefearedhe\'dtakeadealmorenorisgoodforhimwithoutme。\'\'Butme,mother,thou\'sforgettingme,\'moanedoutSylvia。\'Oh,mother,mother,thinkonme!\'\'Nay,mylass,I\'mnoaneforgettingyo\'。I\'dasorehearta\'lastwintera—thinkingonthee,whenthatchapKinraidwerehangingaboutthee。