manyagoodfellowtoo;butahadt\'lookaftermysel\',anawereuphighi\'t\'air,aforeIcouldsayJackRobinson,an\'athowtaweresafeforanotherdiveint\'sautwater;but,i\'steadacomesdownplumpont\'backo\'t\'whale。Ay!yo\'maystare,masterbuttheereawere,an\'mainan\'
slipperyitwere,onlyasticksmyharpoonintilheran\'steadiesmysel\',an\'looksabroado\'ert\'vasto\'waves,andgetssea—sickinamanner,an\'putsupaprayerasshemayn\'tdive,anditwereasgoodaprayerforwishin\'itmightcometrueasivert\'clargymanan\'t\'clerktooputsupi\'Monkshavenchurch。Well,areckonitwereheerd,forallawerei\'themnorthlatitudes,forshekeepssteady,an\'adoesmybestfort\'keepsteady;
an\'\'deedawastoosteady,forawasfastwi\'t\'harpoonline,allknottedandtangledaboutme。T\'captain,hesingsoutformetocutit;butit\'seasysingin\'out,andit\'snoanesoeasyfumblin\'foryourknifei\'t\'
pocketo\'yourdrawers,whenyo\'vet\'holdhardwi\'t\'otherhandont\'
backofawhale,swimmin\'fourteenknotsanhour。Atlastathinkstomysel\'
acan\'tgetfreeo\'t\'line,andt\'lineisfasttot\'harpoon,andt\'
harpoonisfasttot\'whale;andt\'whalemaygodownfathomsdeepwhenivert\'maggotstirsi\'herhead;an\'t\'watter\'scold,annoanegoodfordrownin\'
in;acan\'tgetfreeo\'t\'line,andaconnotgetmyknifeouto\'mybreechespocketthought\'captainshouldca\'itmutinytodisobeyorders,andt\'
line\'sfasttot\'harpoon——let\'sseeift\'harpoon\'sfasttot\'whale。
Soatugged,andalugged,andt\'whaledidn\'tmistakeitforticklin\',butshecocksuphertail,andthrowsoutshowerso\'wateraswereiceoriverittouchedme;butapullsonatt\'shank,an\'awereonlyafeardasshewouldn\'tkeepatt\'topwi\'itstickinginher;butatlastt\'harpoonbroke,an\'justi\'time,forareckonshewasnearastiredo\'measawereonher,anddownshewent;an\'ahadhardworktomakefort\'boatsaswasnearenoughtocatchme;forwhatwi\'t\'whale\'sbeingbutslipperyan\'t\'watterbeingcold,an\'mehamperedwi\'t\'linean\'t\'pieceo\'harpoon,it\'sachance,missus,asthouhadstoppedanoudmaid。\'\'Ehdeara\'me!\'saidBell,\'howwellImindyo\'rtellingmethattale!
Itweretwenty—fouryearagocomeOctober。IthoughtInevercouldthinkenoughonamanashadrodeonawhale\'sback!\'\'Yo\'maylearnt\'wayofwinnin\'t\'women,\'saidDaniel,winkingatthespecksioneer。AndKinraidimmediatelylookedatSylvia。Itwasnopremeditatedaction;
itcameasnaturallyaswakeninginthemorningwhenhissleepwasended;
butSylviacolouredasredasanyroseathissuddenglance,——colouredsodeeplythathelookedawayuntilhethoughtshehadrecoveredhercomposure,andthenhesatgazingatheragain。Butnotforlong,forBellsuddenlystartingup,didallbutturnhimoutofthehouse。Itwaslate,shesaid,andhermasterwastired,andtheyhadaharddaybeforethemnextday;
anditwaskeepingEllenCorneyup;andtheyhadhadenoughtodrink,——morethanwasgoodforthem,shewassure,fortheyhadbothbeentakingherinwiththeirstorieswhichshehadbeenfoolishenoughtobelieve。Noonesawtherealmotiveofallthisalmostinhospitablehastetodismissherguest,howthesuddenfearhadtakenpossessionofherthatheandSylviawere\'fancyingeachother。\'Kinraidhadsaidearlyintheeveningthathehadcometothankherforherkindnessinsendingthesausages,ashewasofftohisownhomenearNewcastleinadayortwo。Butnowhesaid,inreplytoDanielRobson,thathewouldstepinanothernightbeforelongandhearsomemoreoftheoldman\'syarns。Danielhadjusthadenoughdrinktomakehimverygood—tempered,orelsehiswifewouldnothavedaredtohaveactedasshedid;andthismaudlinamiabilitytooktheshapeofhospitableurgencythatKinraidshouldcomeasoftenashelikedtoHaytersbank;comeandmakeithishomewhenhewasintheseparts;staytherealtogether,andsoon,tillBellfairlyshuttheouterdoorto,andlockeditbeforethespecksioneerhadwellgotoutoftheshadowoftheirroof。AllnightlongSylviadreamedofburningvolcanoesspringingoutoficysouthernseas。But,asinthespecksioneer\'staletheflameswerepeopledwithdemons,therewasnohumaninterestforherinthewondroussceneinwhichshewasnoactor,onlyaspectator。Withdaylightcamewakeningandlittlehomelyeverydaywonders。DidKinraidmeanthathewasgoingawayreallyandentirely,ordidhenot?WasheMollyCorney\'ssweetheart,orwashenot?Whenshehadarguedherselfintocertaintyononeside,shesuddenlywheeledabout,andwasjustoftheoppositeopinion。AtlengthshesettledthatitcouldnotbesettleduntilshesawMollyagain;so,byastronggulpingeffort,sheresolutelydeterminedtothinknomoreabouthim,onlyaboutthemarvelshehadtold。Shemightthinkalittleaboutthemwhenshesatatnight,spinninginsilencebythehouseholdfire。orwhenshewentoutinthegloamingtocallthecattlehometobemilked,andsaunteredbackbehindthepatient,slow—gaitedcreatures;andattimesonfuturesummerdays,when,asinthepast,shetookherknittingoutforthesakeofthefreshnessofthefaintsea—breeze,anddroppingdownfromledgetoledgeoftherocksthatfacedtheblueocean,establishedherselfinaperilousnookthathadbeenherhaunteversinceherparentshadcometoHaytersbankFarm。Fromthenceshehadoftenseenthedistantshipspasstoandfro,withacertainsortoflazypleasureinwatchingtheirswifttranquillityofmotion,butnothoughtastowheretheywereboundto,orwhatstrangeplacestheywouldpenetratetobeforetheyturnedagain,homewardbound。
chapter10CHAPTERXAREFRACTORYPUPILSylviawasstillfullofthespecksioneerandhisstories,whenHepburncameuptogiveherthenextlesson。Buttheprospectofalittlesensiblecommendationforwritingawholepagefullofflourishing\'Abednegos,\'
hadlostalltheslightcharmithadeverpossessed。Shewasmuchmoreinclinedtotryandelicitsomesympathyinherinterestintheperilsandadventuresofthenorthernseas,thantobendandcontrolhermindtotherightformationofletters。Unwiselyenough,sheendeavouredtorepeatoneofthenarrativesthatshehadheardfromKinraid;andwhenshefoundthatHepburn(if,indeed,hedidnotlookuponthewholeasasillyinvention)considereditonlyasaninterruptiontotherealbusinessinhand,towhichhewouldtrytolistenaspatientlyashecould,inthehopeofSylvia\'sapplyingherselfdiligentlytohercopy—bookwhenshehadclearedhermind,shecontractedherprettylips,asiftocheckthemfrommakinganyfurtherappealsforsympathy,andsetaboutherwriting—lessoninaveryrebelliousframeofmind,onlyrestrainedbyhermother\'spresencefromspokenmutiny。\'Afterail,\'saidshe,throwingdownherpen,andopeningandshuttingherweary,crampedhand,\'Iseenogoodintiringmyselfwi\'learningfort\'writeletterswhenI\'senevergotoneinamylife。WhatforshouldIwriteanswers,whenthere\'sniveraonewritestome?andifIhadone,Icouldn\'treadit;it\'sbadenoughwi\'abooko\'printasI\'veniverseenafore,forthere\'ssuretobenew—fangledwordsin\'t。I\'msureIwishthemanwerefarredwhoplagueshisbrainswi\'strikingoutnewwords。
Whycan\'tfolksjustha\'aseton\'emforgoodanda\'?\'\'Why!you\'llbeafterusingtwoorthreehundredyoursel\'everydayasyoulive,Sylvie;andyetImustuseagreatmanyasyouneverthinkonaboutt\'shop;andt\'folksint\'fieldswanttheirset,letalonethehighEnglishthatparsonsandlawyersspeak。\'\'Well,it\'swearyworkisreadingandwriting。Cannotyoulearnmesomethingelse,ifwemundolessons?\'\'There\'ssums——andgeography,\'saidHepburn,slowlyandgravely。\'Geography!\'saidSylvia,brightening,andperhapsnotpronouncingthewordquitecorrectly,\'I\'dlikeyo\'tolearnmegeography。There\'sadealo\'placesIwanttohearallabout。\'\'Well,I\'llbringupabookandamapnexttime。ButIcantellyousomethingnow。There\'sfourquartersintheglobe。\'\'What\'sthat?\'askedSylvia。\'Theglobeistheearth;theplaceweliveon。\'\'Goon。WhichquarterisGreenland?\'\'Greenlandisnoquarter。Itisonlyapartofone。\'\'Maybeit\'sahalfquarter。\'\'No,notsomuchasthat。\'\'Halfagain?\'\'No!\'hereplied,smilingalittle。Shethoughthewasmakingitintoaverysmallplaceinordertoteaseher;soshepoutedalittle,andthensaid,——\'Greenlandisallt\'geographyIwanttoknow。Except,perhaps,York。I\'dliketolearnaboutYork,becauseoft\'races,andLondon,becauseKingGeorgelivesthere。\'\'Butifyoulearngeographyatall,youmustlearn\'boutallplaces:whichofthemishot,andwhichiscold,andhowmanyinhabitantsisineach,andwhat\'stherivers,andwhichistheprincipaltowns。\'\'I\'msure,Sylvie,ifPhilipwilllearntheeallthat,thou\'ltbesuchasighto\'knowledgeasne\'eraoneo\'th\'Prestonshasbeensin\'mygreat—grandfatherlosthisproperty。Ishouldbemainproudo\'thee;\'twouldseemasifwewasPrestonso\'Slaideburnoncemore。\'\'I\'ddoadealtopleasureyo\',mammy;butwearybefa\'richesandland,iffolksthathas\'emistowrite,\"Abednegos\"byt\'score,andtogethardwordsint\'theirbrains,tilltheyworklikebarm,andendwi\'cracking\'em。\'ThisseemedtobeSylvia\'slastprotestagainstlearningforthenight,forafterthissheturneddocile,andreallytookpainstounderstandallthatPhilipcouldteachher,bymeansofthenotunskilful,thoughrude,mapwhichhedrewforherwithapieceofcharredwoodonhisaunt\'sdresser。
Hehadaskedhisaunt\'sleavebeforebeginningwhatSylviacalledhis\'dirtywork;\'butby—and—byevenshebecamealittleinterestedinstartingfromagreatblackspotcalledMonkshaven,andintheshapingoflandandseaaroundthatonecentre。Sylviaheldherroundchininthepalmsofherhands,supportingherelbowsonthedresser;lookingdownattheprogressoftheroughdrawingingeneral,butnowandthenglancingupathimwithsuddeninquiry。Allalonghewasnotsomuchabsorbedinhisteachingastobeunconsciousofhersweetproximity。Shewasinherbestmoodtowardshim;neithermutinousnorsaucy;andhewasstrivingwithallhismighttoretainherinterest,speakingbetterthaneverhehaddonebefore(suchbrightnessdidlovecallforth!)——understandingwhatshewouldcaretohearandtoknow;when,inthemiddleofanattemptatexplainingthecauseofthelongpolardays,ofwhichshehadheardfromherchildhood,hefeltthatherattentionwasnolongerhis;thatadiscordhadcomeinbetweentheirminds;thatshehadpassedoutofhispower。Thiscertaintyofintuitionlastedoutforaninstant;hehadnotimetowonderortospeculateastowhathadaffectedhersoadverselytohiswishesbeforethedooropenedandKinraidcamein。ThenHepburnknewthatshemusthaveheardhiscomingfootsteps,andrecognizedthem。Heangrilystiffenedhimselfupintocoldnessofdemeanour。Almosttohissurprise,Sylvia\'sgreetingtothenewcomerwasascoldashisown。Shestoodratherbehindhim;soperhapsshedidnotseethehandwhichKinraidstretchedouttowardsher,forshedidnotplaceherownlittlepalminit,asshehaddonetoPhilipanhourago。Andshehardlyspoke,butbegantoporeovertheroughblackmap,asifseizedwithstronggeographicalcuriosity,ordeterminedtoimpressPhilip\'slessondeeponhermemory。StillPhilipwasdismayedbyseeingthewarmwelcomewhichKinraidreceivedfromthemasterofthehouse,whocameinfromthebackpremisesalmostatthesametimeasthespecksioneerenteredatthefront。Hepburnwasuneasy,too,atfindingKinraidtakehisseatbythefireside,likeoneaccustomedtothewaysofthehouse。Pipesweresoonproduced。Philipdislikedsmoking。PossiblyKinraiddidsotoo,buthetookapipeatanyrate,andlightedit,thoughhehardlyuseditatall,butkepttalkingtofarmerRobsononseaaffairs。Hehadtheconversationprettymuchtohimself。
Philipsatgloomilyby;Sylviaandhisauntweresilent,andoldRobsonsmokedhislongclaypipe,fromtimetotimetakingitoutofhismouthtospitintothebrightcopperspittoon,andtoshakethewhiteashesoutofthebowl。Beforehereplacedit,hewouldgiveashortlaughofrelishinginterestinKinraid\'sconversation;andnowandthenheputinaremark。\'
Sylviaperchedherselfsidewaysontheendofthedresser,andmadepretencetosew;butPhilipcouldseehowoftenshepausedinherworktolisten。By—and—by,hisauntspoketohim,andtheykeptupalittlesideconversation,morebecauseBellRobsonfeltthathernephew,herownfleshandblood,wasputout,thanforanyspecialinteresttheyeitherofthemfeltinwhattheyweresaying。Perhaps,also,theyneitherofthemdislikedshowingthattheyhadnogreatfaithinthestoriesKinraidwastelling。MrsRobson,atanyrate,knewsolittleastobeafraidofbelievingtoomuch。PhilipwassittingonthatsideofthefirewhichwasnearesttothewindowandtoSylvia,andoppositetothespecksioneer。Atlengthheturnedtohiscousinandsaidinalowvoice——\'Isupposewecant\'goonwithourspellatgeographytillthatfellow\'sgone?\'ThecolourcameintoSylvia\'scheekatthewords\'thatfellow;\'butsheonlyrepliedwithacarelessair——\'Well,I\'moneasthinksenoughisasgoodasafeast;andI\'vehadenoughofgeographythisonenight,thankyoukindlyallthesame。\'Philiptookrefugeinoffendedsilence。Hewasmaliciouslypleasedwhenhisauntmadesomuchnoisewithherpreparationforsupperasquitetopreventthesoundofthesailor\'swordsfromreachingSylvia\'sears。Shesawthathewasgladtoperceivethathereffortstoreachtheremainderofthestorywerebaulked!thisnettledher,and,determinednottolethimhavehismalicioustriumph,andstillmoretoputastoptoanyattemptatprivateconversation,shebegantosingtoherselfasshesatatherwork;till,suddenlyseizedwithadesiretohelphermother,shedexterouslyslippeddownfromherseat,passedHepburn,andwasonherkneestoastingcakesrightinfrontofthefire,andjustclosetoherfatherandKinraid。
AndnowthenoisethatHepburnhadsorejoicedinprovedhisfoe。Hecouldnothearthelittlemerryspeechesthatdartedbackwardsandforwardsasthespecksioneertriedtotakethetoasting—forkoutofSylvia\'shand。\'Howcomesthatsailorchaphere?\'askedHepburnofhisaunt。\'He\'snonefittobewhereSylviais。\'\'Nay,Idunnotknow,\'saidshe;\'theCorneysmadeusacquaintfirst,andmymasterisquitefainofhiscompany。\'\'Anddoyoulikehim,too,aunt?\'askedHepburn,almostwistfully;hehadfollowedMrsRobsonintothedairyonpretenceofhelpingher。\'I\'mnonefondonhim;Ithinkhetellsustraveller\'stales,bywayo\'
seeinghowmuchwecanswallow。ButthemasterandSylviathinkthatthereneverwassuchaone。\'\'Icouldshowthemascoreasgoodashedownonthequayside。\'\'Well,laddie,keepacalmsough。Somefolklikesomefolkandothersdon\'t。
WhereverIamthere\'llallaysbeawelcomeforthee。\'Forthegoodwomanthoughtthathehadbeenhurtbytheevidentabsorptionofherhusbandanddaughterwiththeirnewfriend,andwishedtomakealleasyandstraight。Butdowhatshewould,hedidnotrecoverhistemperallevening:hewasuncomfortable,putout,notenjoyinghimself,andyethewouldnotgo。HewasdeterminedtoasserthisgreaterintimacyinthathousebyoutstayingKinraid。Atlengththelattergotuptogo;butbeforehewent,hemustneedsbendoverSylviaandsaysomethingtoherinsolowatonethatPhilipcouldnothearit;andshe,seizedwithasuddenfitofdiligence,neverlookedupfromhersewing;onlynoddedherheadbywayofreply。Atlasthetookhisdeparture,aftermanyalittledelay,andmanyaquickreturn,whichtothesuspiciousPhilipseemedonlypretencesfortakingstolenglancesatSylvia。Assoonashewasdecidedlygone,shefoldedupherwork,anddeclaredthatshewassomuchtiredthatshemustgotobedthereandthen。Hermother,too,hadbeendozingforthelasthalf—hour,andwasonlytoogladtoseesignsthatshemightbetakeherselftohernaturalplaceofslumber。\'Takeanotherglass,Philip,\'saidfarmerRobson。ButHepburnrefusedtheofferratherabruptly。HedrewneartoSylviainstead。
Hewantedtomakeherspeaktohim,andhesawthatshewishedtoavoidit。Hetookupthereadiestpretext。Itwasanunwiseoneasitproved,foritdeprivedhimofhischancesofoccasionallyobtainingherundividedattention。\'Idon\'tthinkyoucaremuchforlearninggeography,Sylvie?\'\'Notmuchto—night,\'saidshe,makingapretencetoyawn,yetlookingtimidlyupathiscountenanceofdispleasure。\'Noratanytime,\'saidhe,withgrowinganger;\'norforanykindoflearning。
IdidbringsomebookslasttimeIcame,meaningtoteachyoumanyathingbutnowI\'lljusttroubleyouformybooks;IputthemonyonshelfbytheBible。\'Hehadamindthatsheshouldbringthemtohim;that,atanyrate,heshouldhavethepleasureofreceivingthemoutofherhands。Sylviadidnotreply,butwentandtookdownthebookswithalanguid,indifferentair。\'Andsoyouwon\'tlearnanymoregeography,\'saidHepburn。Somethinginhistonestruckher,andshelookedupinhis。face。Thereweremarksofsternoffenceuponhiscountenance,andyetinittherewasalsoanairofwistfulregretandsadnessthattouchedher。\'Yo\'reniverangrywithme,Philip?Soonerthanvexyo\',I\'lltryandlearn。
Only,I\'mjuststupid;anditmunbesuchatroubletoyou。\'Hepburnwouldfainhavesnatchedatthishalfproposalthatthelessonsshouldbecontinued,buthewastoostubbornandproudtosayanything。
Heturnedawayfromthesweet,pleadingfacewithoutaword,towrapuphisbooksinapieceofpaper。Heknewthatshewasstandingquitestillbyhisside,thoughhemadeasifhedidnotperceiveher。Whenhehaddoneheabruptlywishedthemall\'good—night,\'andtookhisleave。ThereweretearsinSylvia\'seyes,althoughthefeelinginherheartwasratheroneofrelief。Shehadmadeafairoffer,andithadbeentreatedwithsilentcontempt。Afewdaysafterwards,herfathercameinfromMonkshavenmarket,anddroppedout,amongotherpiecesofnews,thathehadmetKinraid,whowasboundforhisownhomeatCullercoats。HehaddesiredhisrespectstoMrsRobsonandherdaughter;andhadbidRobsonsaythathewouldhavecomeuptoHaytersbanktowishthemgood—by,butthatashewaspressedfortime,hehopedtheywouldexcusehim。ButRobsondidnotthinkitworthwhiletogivethislongmessageofmerepoliteness。Indeed,asitdidnotrelatetobusiness,andwasonlysenttowomen,Robsonforgotallaboutit,prettynearlyassoonasitwasuttered。SoSylviawentaboutfrettingherselfforoneortwodays,atherhero\'sapparentcarelessnessofthosewhohadatanyratetreatedhimmorelikeafriendthananacquaintanceofonlyafewweeks\'standing;andthen,herangerquenchingherincipientregard,shewentaboutherdailybusinessprettymuchasthoughhehadneverbeen。Hehadgoneawayoutofhersightintothethickmistofunseenlifefromwhichhehademerged——goneawaywithoutaword,andshemightneverseehimagain。ButstilltherewasachanceofherseeinghimwhenhecametomarryMollyCorney。Perhapssheshouldbebridesmaid,andthenwhatapleasantmerrytimethewedding—daywouldbe!TheCorneyswereallsuchkindpeople,andintheirfamilythereneverseemedtobethechecksandrestraintsbywhichherownmotherhedgedherround。Thentherecameanoverwhelmingself—reproachingburstofloveforthat\'ownmother;\'ahumiliationbeforeherslightestwish,aspenanceforthemoment\'sunspokentreason;andthusSylviawasledtorequesthercousinPhiliptoresumehislessonsinsomeekamanner,thatheslowlyandgraciouslyaccededtoarequestwhichhewasyearningtofulfilallthetime。Duringtheensuingwinter,allwentoninmonotonousregularityatHaytersbankFarmformanyweeks。Hepburncameandwent,andthoughtSylviawonderfullyimprovedindocilityandsobriety;andperhapsalsohenoticedtheimprovementinherappearance。Forshewasatthatagewhenagirlchangesrapidly,andgenerallyforthebetter。Sylviashotupintoatallyoungwoman;hereyesdeepenedincolour,herfaceincreasedinexpression,andasortofconsciousnessofunusualgoodlooksgaveheraslighttingeofcoquettishshynesswiththefewstrangerswhomsheeversaw。Philiphailedherinterestingeographyasanothersignofimprovement。Hehadbroughtbackhisbookofmapstothefarm;andtherehesatonmanyaneveningteachinghiscousin,whohadstrangefanciesrespectingtheplacesaboutwhichshewishedtolearn,andwascoollyindifferenttotheveryexistenceofothertowns,andcountries,andseasfarmorefamousinstory。Shewasoccasionallywilful,andattimesverycontemptuousastothesuperiorknowledgeofherinstructor;but,inspiteofitall,PhilipwentregularlyontheappointedeveningstoHaytersbank——throughkeenblackeastwind,ordrivingsnow,orslushingthaw;forhelikeddearlytositalittlebehindher,withhisarmonthebackofherchair,shestoopingovertheoutspreadmap,withhereyes,couldhehaveseenthem,agooddealfixedononespotinthemap,notNorthumberland,whereKinraidwasspendingthewinter,butthosewildnorthernseasaboutwhichhehadtoldthemsuchwonders。Onedaytowardsspring,shesawMollyCorneycomingtowardsthefarm。Thecompanionshadnotmetformanyweeks,forMollyhadbeenfromhomevisitingherrelationsinthenorth。Sylviaopenedthedoor,andstoodsmilingandshiveringonthethreshold,gladtoseeherfriendagain。Mollycalledout,whenafewpacesoff,——\'Why,Sylvia,isthatthee!Why,howthou\'rtgrowed,tobesure!Whatabonnylassthouis!\'\'Dunnottalknonsensetomylass,\'saidBellRobson,hospitablyleavingherironingandcomingtothedoor;butthoughthemothertriedtolookasifshethoughtitnonsense,shecouldhardlykeepdownthesmilethatshoneoutofhereyes,assheputherhandonSylvia\'sshoulder,withafondsenseofproprietorshipinwhatwasbeingpraised。\'Oh!butsheis,\'persistedMolly。\'She\'sgrownquiteabeautysin\'Isawher。AndifIdon\'ttellherso,themenwill。\'\'Bequietwi\'thee,\'saidSylvia,morethanhalfoffended,andturningawayinahuffattheopenbarefacedadmiration。\'Ay;buttheywill,\'perseveredMolly。\'Yo\'llnotkeepherlong,MistressRobson。Andasmothersays,yo\'dfeelitadealmoretohaveyerdaughtersleftonhand。\'\'Thymotherhasmany,Ihavebutthisone,\'saidMrsRobson,withseveresadness;fornowMollywasgettingtotalkasshedisliked。ButMolly\'spurposewastobringtheconversationroundtoherownaffairs,ofwhichshewasveryfull。\'Yes!Itellmotherthatwi\'somanyasshehas,sheoughttobethankfultot\'oneasgetsoffquickest。\'\'Who?whichisit?\'askedSylvia,alittleeagerly,seeingthattherewasnewsofaweddingbehindthetalk。\'Why!whoshoulditbebutme?\'saidMolly,laughingagooddeal,andreddeningalittle。\'I\'venotgonefra\'homefornought;I\'sepickedupameasteronmytravels,leastwaysoneasistobe。\'\'CharleyKinraid,\'saidSylviasmiling,asshefoundthatnowshemightrevealMolly\'ssecret,whichhithertoshehadkeptsacred。\'CharleyKinraidbehung!\'saidMolly,withatossofherhead。\'Whattengood\'sahusbandwho\'satseahalft\'year?Haha,mymeasterisacannyNewcasselshopkeeper,ont\'Side。Areckona\'vedoneprettywellformysel\',anda\'llwishyo\'asgoodluck,Sylvia。Foryo\'see,\'(turningtoBellRobson,who,perhaps,shethoughtwouldmoreappreciatethesubstantialadvantagesofherengagementthanSylvia,)\'thoughMeasterBruntonisnearuponfortyifhe\'saday,yetheturnsoveramatteroftwohundredpoundeveryyear;anhe\'sagood—lookingmanofhisyearstoo,an\'akind,good—temperedfellerint\'t\'bargain。He\'sbeenmarriedonce,tobesure;buthischilderaredeada\'\'ceptone;an\'Idon\'tmislikechildereither;an\'a\'llfeed\'emwell,an\'get\'emtobedearly,outo\'t\'road。\'MrsRobsongaveherhergravegoodwishes;butSylviawassilent。Shewasdisappointed;itwasacomingdownfromtheromancewiththespecksioneerforitshero。Mollylaughedawkwardly,understandingSylvia\'sthoughtsbetterthanthelatterimagined。\'Sylvia\'snoanesowellpleased。Why,lass!it\'sa\'t\'betterforthee。
There\'sCharleytot\'forenow,whichifa\'dmarriedhim,he\'dnotha\'
been;andhe\'ssaidmorenoroncewhataprettylassyo\'dgrowintoby—and—by。\'Molly\'sprosperitywasgivingheranindependenceandfearlessnessoftalksuchashadseldomappearedhitherto;andcertainlyneverbeforeMrsRobson。
SylviawasannoyedatMolly\'swholetoneandmanner,whichwereloud,laughing,andboisterous;buttohermothertheywerepositivelyrepugnant。Shesaidshortlyandgravely,——\'Sylvia\'snonesosetupo\'matrimony;she\'scontenttobidewi\'meandherfather。Letabesuchtalking,it\'snoti\'myway。\'Mollywasalittlesubdued;butstillherelationattheprospectofbeingsowellmarriedkeptcroppingoutofalltheothersubjectswhichwereintroduced;andwhenshewentaway,MrsRobsonbrokeoutinanunwontedstrainofdepreciation。\'That\'sthewaywi\'somelasses。They\'relikeacockonadunghill,whenthey\'veteasedasillychapintowedding\'em。It\'scock—a—doodle—do,I\'vecotchedahusband,cock—a—doodle—doowi\'\'em。I\'venopatiencewi\'suchlike;Ibeg,Sylvie,thou\'ltnotgettoothickwi\'Molly。She\'snotprettybehaved,makingsuchanadoaboutmen—kind,asiftheyweretwo—headedcalvestoberunafter。\'\'ButMolly\'sagood—heartedlass,mother。OnlyIneverdreamtbutwhatshewastroth—plightedwi\'CharleyKinraid,\'saidSylvia,meditatively。\'Thatwench\'llbetroth—plighttoth\'firstmanas\'llwedherandkeepheri\'plenty;that\'sa\'shethinksabout,\'repliedBell,scornfully。EndofPartOnechapter11CHAPTERXIVISIONSOFTHEFUTUREBeforeMaywasout,MollyCorneywasmarriedandhadlefttheneighbourhoodforNewcastle。AlthoughCharleyKinraidwasnotthebridegroom,Sylvia\'spromisetobebridesmaidwasclaimed。ButthefriendshipbroughtonbythecircumstancesofneighbourhoodandparityofagehadbecomeverymuchweakenedinthetimethatelapsedbetweenMolly\'sengagementandwedding。
Inthefirstplace,sheherselfwassoabsorbedinherpreparations,soelatedbyhergoodfortuneingettingmarried,andmarried,too,beforehereldersister,thatallherfaultsblossomedoutfullandstrong。Sylviafelthertobeselfish;MrsRobsonthoughthernotmaidenly。AyearbeforeshewouldhavebeenfarmoremissedandregrettedbySylvia;nowitwasalmostarelieftothelattertobefreedfromtheperpetualcallsuponhersympathy,fromtheconstantdemandsuponhercongratulations,madebyonewhohadnothoughtorfeelingtobestowonothers;atleast,notintheseweeksof\'cock—a—doodle—dooing,\'asMrsRobsonpersistedincallingit。ItwasseldomthatBellwastakenwithahumorousidea;butthisoncehavinghatchedasolitaryjoke,shewasalwayscluckingitintonotice——togoonwithherownpoultrysimile。
EverytimeduringthatsummerthatPhilipsawhiscousin,hethoughtherprettierthanshehadeverbeenbefore;somenewtouchofcolour,somefreshsweetcharm,seemedtohavebeenadded,justaseverysummerdaycallsoutnewbeautyintheflowers。AndthiswasnottheadditionofPhilip\'sfancy。HesterRose,whometSylviaonrareoccasions,camebackeachtimewithacandid,sadacknowledgementinherheartthatitwasnowonderthatSylviawassomuchadmiredandloved。
OnedayHesterhadseenhersittingnearhermotherinthemarket—place;
therewasabasketbyher,andoverthecleancloththatcoveredtheyellowpoundsofbutter,shehadlaidthehedge—rosesandhoneysucklesshehadgatheredonthewayintoMonkshaven;herstrawhatwasonherknee,andshewasbusyplacingsomeoftheflowersintheribbonthatwentroundit。Thenshehelditonherhand,andturneditroundabout,puttingherheadononeside,thebettertoviewtheeffect;andallthistime,Hester,peepingatherthroughthefoldsofthestuffsdisplayedinFoster\'swindows,sawherwithadmiring,wistfuleyes;wondering,too,ifPhilip,attheothercounter,wereawareofhiscousin\'sbeingthere,soneartohim。
ThenSylviaputonherhat,and,lookingupatFoster\'swindows,caughtHester\'sfaceofinterest,andsmiledandblushedattheconsciousnessofhavingbeenwatchedoverherlittlevanities,andHestersmiledback,butrathersadly。Thenacustomercamein,andshehadtoattendtoherbusiness,which,onthisasonallmarketdays,wasgreat。InthemidstshewasawareofPhiliprushingbare—headedoutoftheshop,eageranddelightedatsomethinghesawoutside。Therewasalittlelooking—glasshungagainstthewallonHester\'sside,placedinthatretiredcorner,inorderthatthegoodwomenwhocametopurchasehead—gearofanykindmightseetheeffectthereofbeforetheyconcludedtheirbargain。Inapauseofcustom,Hester,half—ashamed,stoleintothiscorner,andlookedatherselfintheglass。Whatdidshesee?acolourlessface,darksofthairwithnolightgleamsinit,eyesthatweremelancholyinsteadofsmiling,amouthcompressedwithasenseofdissatisfaction。Thiswaswhatshehadtocomparewiththebrightbonnyfaceinthesunlightoutside。Shegaveagulptocheckthesighthatwasrising,andcameback,evenmorepatientthanshehadbeenbeforethisdishearteningpeep,toserveallthewhimsandfanciesofpurchasers。
SylviaherselfhadbeenratherputoutbyPhilip\'swayofcomingtoher。\'Itmadeherlooksosilly,\'shethought;and\'whatformusthemakeasightofhimself,comingamongthemarketfolkinthat—a—way;\'andwhenhetooktoadmiringherhat,shepulledouttheflowersinapet,andthrewthemdown,andtrampledthemunderfoot。
\'Whatforartthoudoingthat,Sylvie?\'saidhermother。\'Theflowersiswellenough,thoughmaybethyhatmightha\'beenstained。\'
\'Idon\'tlikePhiliptospeaktomeso,\'saidSylvia,pouting。
\'How?\'askedhermother。
ButSylviacouldnotrepeathiswords。Shehungherhead,andlookedredandpre—occupied,anythingbutpleased。Philiphadaddressedhisfirstexpressionofpersonaladmirationatanunfortunatetune。
Itjustshowswhatdifferentviewsdifferentmenandwomentakeoftheirfellow—creatures,whenIsaythatHesterlookeduponPhilipasthebestandmostagreeablemanshehadeverknown。Hewasnotonetospeakofhimselfwithoutbeingquestionedonthesubject,sohisHaytersbankrelations,onlycomeintotheneighborhoodinthelastyearortwo,knewnothingofthetrialshehadsurmounted,orthedifficultdutieshehadperformed。
Hisaunt,indeed,hadstrongfaithinhim,bothfrompartialknowledgeofhischaracter,andbecausehewasofherowntribeandkin;butshehadneverlearntthesmalldetailsofhispastlife。Sylviarespectedhimashermother\'sfriend,andtreatedhimtolerablywellaslongashepreservedhisusualself—restraintofdemeanour,buthardlyeverthoughtofhimwhenhewasabsent。
NowHester,whohadwatchedhimdailyforalltheyearssincehehadfirstcomeasanerrand—boyintoFoster\'sshop——watchingwithquiet,modest,yetobservanteyes——hadseenhowdevotedhewastohismaster\'sinterests,hadknownofhiscarefulandpunctualministrationtohisabsentmother\'scomforts,aslongasshewaslivingtobenefitbyhissilent,frugalself—denial。
HismethodicalappropriationofthefewhourshecouldcallhisownwasnotwithoutitscharmstotheequallymethodicalHester;thewayinwhichhereproducedanylatelyacquiredpieceofknowledge——knowledgesowearisometoSylvia——wasdelightfullyinstructivetoHester——although,asshewashabituallysilent,itwouldhaverequiredanobservermoreinterestedindiscoveringherfeelingsthanPhilipwastohaveperceivedthelittleflushonthepalecheek,andthebrightnessinthehalf—veiledeyeswheneverhewastalking。Shehadnotthoughtofloveoneitherside。Lovewasavanity,aworldlinessnottobespokenabout,oreventhoughtabout。OnceortwicebeforetheRobsonscameintotheneighbourhood,anideahadcrossedhermindthatpossiblythequiet,habitualwayinwhichsheandPhiliplivedtogether,mightdriftthemintomatrimonyatsomedistantperiod;
andshecouldnotbearthehumbleadvanceswhichCoulson,Philip\'sfellow—lodger,sometimesmade。Theyseemedtodisgustherwithhim。
ButaftertheRobsonssettledatHaytersbank,Philip\'seveningsweresooftenspenttherethatanyunconscioushopesHestermight,unawares,haveentertained,diedaway。AtfirstshehadfeltapangakintojealousywhensheheardofSylvia,thelittlecousin,whowaspassingoutofchildhoodintowomanhood。Once——earlyinthosedays——shehadventuredtoaskPhilipwhatSylviawaslike。Philiphadnotwarmedupatthequestion,andhadgivenratheradrycatalogueofherfeatures,hair,andheight,butHester,almosttoherownsurprise,persevered,andjerkedoutthefinalquestion。
\'Isshepretty?\'
Philip\'ssallowcheekgrewdeeperbytwoorthreeshades;butheansweredwithatoneofindifference,——
\'Ibelievesomefolksthinkherso。\'
\'Butdoyou?\'perseveredHester,inspiteofherbeingawarethathesomehowdislikedthequestion。
\'There\'snoneedfortalkingo\'suchthings,\'heanswered,withabruptdispleasure。