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  DEPROFUNDIS

  I

  \"Percussussumsicutfoenum,etaruitcormeum。\"

  —Ps。ciWintertimenighs;

  Butmybereavement—painItcannotbringagain:

  Twicenoonedies。

  Flower—petalsflee;

  But,sinceitoncehathbeen,NomorethatseveringsceneCanharrowme。

  Birdsfaintindread:

  IshallnotloseoldstrengthInthelonefrost\'sblacklength:

  Strengthlongsincefled!

  Leavesfreezetodun;

  ButfriendscannotturncoldThisseasonasofoldForhimwithnone。

  Tempestsmayscath;

  ButlovecannotmakesmartAgainthisyearhisheartWhonohearthath。

  Blackisnight\'scope;

  ButdeathwillnotappalOnewho,pastdoubtingsall,Waitsinunhope。

  DEPROFUNDIS

  II

  \"Considerabamaddexteram,etvidebam;etnoneratquicognosceretmeNonestquirequiratanimammeam。\"—Ps。cxli。

  Whentheclouds\'swolnbosomsechobacktheshoutsofthemanyandstrongThatthingsareallastheybestmaybe,saveafewtoberighterelong,Andmyeyeshavenotthevisioninthemtodiscernwhattotheseissoclear,Theblotseemsstraightwayinmealone;onebetterhewerenothere。

  Thestoutupstanderssay,All\'swellwithus:ruershavenoughttorue!

  Andwhatthepotentsaysooft,canitfailtobesomewhattrue?

  Breezilygothey,breezilycome;theirdustsmokesaroundtheircareer,TillIthinkIamonehornoutofduetime,whohasnocallinghere。

  Theirdawnsbringlustyjoys,itseems;theirevesexultancesweet;

  Ourtimesareblessedtimes,theycry:Lifeshapesitasismostmeet,Andnothingismuchthematter;therearemanysmilestoatear;

  ThenwhatisthematterisI,Isay。Whyshouldsuchanonebehere?……

  Lethimtowhoseearsthelow—voicedBestseemsstilledbytheclashoftheFirst,WhoholdsthatifwaytotheBettertherebe,itexactsafulllookattheWorst,Whofeelsthatdelightisadelicategrowthcrampedbycrookedness,custom,andfear,Gethimupandbegoneasoneshapedawry;hedisturbstheorderhere。

  1895—96。

  DEPROFUNDIS

  III

  \"Heumihi,quiaincolatusmeusprolongatusest!HabitavicumhabitantibusCedar;multumincolafuitaniniamea。\"—Ps。cxix。

  TherehavebeentimeswhenIwellmighthavepassedandtheendinghavecome

  Pointsinmypathwhenthedarkmighthavestolenonme,artless,unrueing

  EreIhadlearntthattheworldwasawelteroffutiledoing:

  SuchhadbeentimeswhenIwellmighthavepassed,andtheendinghavecome!

  Say,onthenoonwhenthehalf—sunnyhourstoldthatAprilwasnigh,AndIupgatheredandcastforththesnowfromthecrocus—border,Fashionedandfurbishedthesoilintoasummer—seemingorder,GlowingingladsomefaiththatIquickenedtheyearthereby。

  Oronthatloneliestofeveswhenafarandbenightedwestood,ShewhoupheldmeandI,inthemidmostofEgdontogether,ConfidentIinherwatchingandwardthroughtheblackeningheather,Deeminghermatchlessinmightandwithmeasurelessscopeendued。

  Oronthatwinter—wildnightwhen,reclinedbythechimney—nookquoin,Slowlyadrowseovergatme,thesmallestandfeeblestoffolkthere,Weakfrommybaptismofpain;whenattimesandanonIawokethere

  Heardofaworldwheelingon,withnolistingorlongingtojoin。

  Eventhen!whileunweetingthatvisioncouldvexorthatknowledgecouldnumb,Thatsweetstothemouthinthebellyarebitter,andtart,anduntoward,Then,onsomedim—colouredsceneshouldmybrieflyraisedcurtainhavelowered,ThenmighttheVoicethatislawhavesaid\"Cease!\"andtheendinghavecome。

  1896。

  THECHURCH—BUILDER

  I

  ThechurchflingsforthabattledshadeOverthemoon—blanchedsward;

  Thechurch;mygift;wheretoIpaidMyallinhandandhoard:

  LavishedmygainsWithstintlesspainsToglorifytheLord。

  II

  IsquaredthebroadfoundationsinOfashlaredmasonry;

  Imouldedmullionsthickandthin,Hewedfilletandogee;

  IcircletedEachsculpturedheadWithnimbandcanopy。

  III

  IcalledinmanyacraftsmasterTofixemblazonedglass,TofigureCrossandSepulchreOndossal,boss,andbrass。

  Mygoldallspent,MyjewelswentTogemthecupsofMass。

  IV

  IborroweddeeptocarvethescreenAndraisetheivoriedRood;

  IpartedwithmysmalldemesneTomakemyowingsgood。

  Heir—loomsunpricedIsacrificed,Untildebt—freeIstood。

  V

  Soclosedthetask。\"DeathlesstheCreedHeresubstanced!\"saidmysoul:

  \"Iheardmebiddentothisdeed,Andstraightobeyedthecall。

  Illumethisfane,ThatnotinvainIbuildit,Lordofall!\"

  VI

  But,asitchancedme,thenandthereDiddiremisfortunesburst;

  Myhomewentwasteforlackofcare,Mysonsrebelledandcurst;

  TillIconfessedThataimsthebestWerelookingliketheworst。

  VII

  EnkindledbymyvotiveworkNoburningfaithIfind;

  Thedeeperthinkerssneerandsmirk,Andgivemytoilnomind;

  FromnodandwinkIreadtheythinkThatIamfoolandblind。

  VIII

  MygifttoGodseemsfutile,quite;

  Theworldmovesaserstwhile;

  AndpowerfulwrongonfeeblerightTramplesinoldenstyle。

  Myfaithburnsdown,Iseenocrown;

  ButCares,andGriefs,andGuile。

  IX

  Sonow,theremedy?Yea,this:

  IgentlyswingthedoorHere,ofmyfane—nosoultowis

  AndcrossthepatternedfloorTotherood—screenThatstandsbetweenThenaveandinnerchore。

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