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  Theynowreturned。Shecastvexedlooksonthepassers-by。\"Howstupidallthesepeopleseem,\"shesaid。Thenraisinghereyestothecountenanceofhercompanion,sheadded:\"You,too,likealltherest。\"

  M。deBelvignebowed。TurningaroundshesawthatthePrinceandtheChevalierhaddisappeared。Servigny,dejectedanddripping,ceasedplayingonthetrumpet,andwalkedwithagloomyairatthesideofthetwoweariedyoungmen,whoalsohadstoppedthedrumplaying。

  Shebegantolaughdryly,saying:

  \"Youseemtohavehadenough;nevertheless,thatiswhatyoucallhavingagoodtime,isn\'tit?Youcameforthat;Ihavegivenyouyourmoney\'sworth。\"

  Thenshewalkedon,sayingnothingfurther;andsuddenlyBelvigneperceivedthatshewasweeping。Astounded,heinquired:

  \"Whatisthematter?\"

  Shemurmured:\"Letmealone,itdoesnotconcernyou。\"

  Butheinsisted,likeafool:\"Oh,Mademoiselle,come,whatisthematter,hasanyoneannoyedyou?\"

  Sherepeatedimpatiently:\"Willyoukeepstill?\"

  Thensuddenly,nolongerabletoresistthedespairingsorrowwhichdrownedherheart,shebegantosobsoviolently,thatshecouldnolongerwalk。Shecoveredherfacewithherhands,pantingforbreath,chokedbytheviolenceofherdespair。

  Belvignestoodstillatherside,quitebewildered,repeating:\"I

  don\'tunderstandthisatall。\"

  ButServignybrusquelycameforward:\"Letusgohome,Mam\'zelle,sothatpeoplemaynotseeyouweepinginthestreet。Whydoyouperpetratefollieslikethatwhentheyonlymakeyousad?\"

  Andtakingherarmhedrewherforward。Butassoonastheyreachedtheirongateofthevillashebegantorun,crossedthegarden,andwentupstairs,andshutherselfinherroom。Shedidnotappearagainuntilthedinnerhour,verypaleandserious。Servignyhadboughtfromacountrystorekeeperaworkingman\'scostume,withvelvetpantaloons,afloweredwaistcoatandablouse,andheadoptedthelocaldialect。Yvettewasinahurryforthemtofinish,feelinghercourageebbing。Assoonasthecoffeewasservedshewenttoherroomagain。

  Sheheardthemerryvoicesbeneathherwindow。TheChevalierwasmakingequivocaljokes,foreignwitticisms,vulgarandclumsy。Shelistened,indespair。Servigny,justabittipsy,wasimitatingthecommonworkingman,callingtheMarquise\"theMissus。\"AndallofasuddenhesaidtoSaval:\"Well,Boss?\"Thatcausedagenerallaugh。

  ThenYvettedecided。Shefirsttookasheetofpaperandwrote:

  \"Bougival,Sunday,nineo\'clockintheevening。

  \"IdiesothatImaynotbecomeakeptwoman。

  \"YVETTE。\"

  Theninapostscript:

  \"Adieu,mydearmother,pardon。\"

  Shesealedtheenvelope,andaddressedittotheMarquiseObardi。

  Thensherolledherlongchairnearthewindow,drewalittletablewithinreachofherhand,andplaceduponitthebigbottleofchloroformbesideahandfulofwadding。

  Agreatrose-treecoveredwithflowers,climbingashighasherwindow,exhaledinthenightasoftandgentleperfume,inlightbreaths;andshestoodforamomentenjoyingit。Themoon,initsfirstquarter,wasfloatinginthedarksky,alittleraggedattheleft,andveiledattimesbyslightmists。

  Yvettethought:\"Iamgoingtodie!\"Andherheart,swollenwithsobs,nearlybursting,almostsuffocatedher。Shefeltinheraneedofaskingmercyfromsomeone,ofbeingsaved,ofbeingloved。

  ThevoiceofServignyarousedher。Hewastellinganimproperstory,whichwasconstantlyinterruptedbyburstsoflaughter。TheMarquiseherselflaughedlouderthantheothers。

  \"Thereisnobodylikehimfortellingthatsortofthing,\"shesaid,laughing。

  Yvettetookthebottle,uncorkedit,andpouredalittleoftheliquidonthecotton。Astrong,sweet,strangeodorarose;andasshebroughtthepieceofcottontoherlips,thefumesenteredherthroatandmadehercough。

  Thenshuttinghermouth,shebegantoinhaleit。Shetookinlongbreathsofthisdeadlyvapor,closinghereyes,andforcingherselftostifleinhermindallthoughts,sothatshemightnotreflect,thatshemightknownothingmore。

  Itseemedtoheratfirstthatherchestwasgrowinglarger,wasexpanding,andthathersoul,recentlyheavyandburdenedwithgrief,wasbecominglight,light,asiftheweightwhichoverwhelmedherwaslifted,waftedaway。Somethinglivelyandagreeablepenetratedeventotheextremitiesofherlimbs,eventothetipsofhertoesandfingersandenteredherflesh,asortofdreamyintoxication,ofsoftfever。Shesawthatthecottonwasdry,andshewasastonishedthatshewasnotalreadydead。Hersensesseemedmoreacute,moresubtle,morealert。Sheheardthelowestwhisperontheterrace。PrinceKravalowwastellinghowhehadkilledanAustriangeneralinaduel。

  Then,furtheroff,inthefields,sheheardthenoiseofthenight,theoccasionalbarkingsofadog,theshortcryofthefrogs,thealmostimperceptiblerustlingoftheleaves。

  Shetookthebottleagain,andsaturatedoncemorethelittlepieceofwadding;thenshebegantobreatheinthefumesagain。Forafewmomentsshefeltnothing;thenthatsoftandsoothingfeelingofcomfortwhichshehadexperiencedbeforeenvelopedher。

  Twiceshepouredmorechloroformuponthecotton,eagernowforthatphysicalandmentalsensation,thatdreamytorpor,whichbewilderedhersoul。

  Itseemedtoherthatshehadnomorebones,flesh,legs,orarms。

  Thedrughadgentlytakenalltheseawayfromher,withoutherperceivingit。Thechloroformhaddrawnawayherbody,leavingheronlyhermind,moreawakened,moreactive,larger,andmorefreethanshehadeverfeltit。

  Sherecalledathousandforgottenthings,littledetailsofherchildhood,trifleswhichhadgivenherpleasure。Endowedsuddenlywithanawakenedagility,hermindleapedtothemostdiverseideas,ranthroughathousandadventures,wanderedinthepast,andlostitselfinthehoped-foreventsofthefuture。Andherlivelyandcarelessthoughtshadasensuouscharm:sheexperiencedadivinepleasureindreamingthus。

  Shestillheardthevoices,butshecouldnolongerdistinguishthewords,whichtoherseemedtohaveadifferentmeaning。Shewasinakindofstrangeandchangingfairyland。

  Shewasonagreatboatwhichfloatedthroughabeautifulcountry,allcoveredwithflowers。Shesawpeopleontheshore,andthesepeoplespokeveryloudly;thenshewasagainonland,withoutaskinghow,andServigny,cladasaprince,cametoseekher,totakehertoabull-fight。

  Thestreetswerefilledwithpassers-by,whoweretalking,andsheheardconversationswhichdidnotastonishher,asifshehadknownthepeople,forthroughherdreamyintoxication,shestillheardhermother\'sfriendslaughingandtalkingontheterrace。

  Theneverythingbecamevague。Thensheawakened,deliciouslybenumbed,andshecouldhardlyrememberwhathadhappened。

  So,shewasnotyetdead。Butshefeltsocalm,insuchastateofphysicalcomfort,thatshewasnotinhastetofinishwithit——shewantedtomakethisexquisitedrowsinesslastforever。

  Shebreathedslowlyandlookedatthemoon,oppositeher,abovethetrees。Somethinghadchangedinherspirit。Shenolongerthoughtasshehaddonejustnow。Thechloroformquietingherbodyandhersoulhadcalmedhergriefandlulledherdesiretodie。

  Whyshouldshenotlive?Whyshouldshenotbeloved?Whyshouldshenotleadahappylife?Everythingappearedpossibletohernow,andeasyandcertain。Everythinginlifewassweet,everythingwascharming。Butasshewishedtodreamonstill,shepouredmoreofthedream-wateronthecottonandbegantobreatheitinagain,stoppingattimes,soasnottoabsorbtoomuchofitanddie。

  Shelookedatthemoonandsawinitaface,awoman\'sface。Shebegantoscornthecountryinthefancifulintoxicationofthedrug。

  Thatfaceswunginthesky;thenitsang,itsangwithawell-knownvoicethealleluiaoflove。

  ItwastheMarquise,whohadcomeinandseatedherselfatthepiano。

  Yvettehadwingsnow。Shewasflyingthroughaclearnight,abovethewoodandstreams。Shewasflyingwithdelight,openingandclosingherwings,bornebythewindasbyacaress。Shemovedintheair,whichkissedherskin,andshewentsofast,sofast,thatshehadnotimetoseeanythingbeneathher,andshefoundherselfseatedonthebankofapondwithalineinherhand;shewasfishing。

  Somethingpulledonthecord,andwhenshedrewitoutofthewater,itboreamagnificentpearlnecklace,whichshehadlongedforsometimeago。Shewasnotatallastonishedatthisdeed,andshelookedatServigny,whohadcometoherside——sheknewnothow。Hewasfishingalso,anddrewoutoftheriverawoodenhorse。

  Thenshehadanewthefeelingofawaking,andsheheardsomeonecallingdownstairs。Hermotherhadsaid:

  \"Putoutthecandle。\"ThenServigny\'svoicerose,clearandjesting:

  \"Putoutyourcandle,Mam\'zelleYvette。\"

  Andalltookupthechorus:\"Mam\'zelleYvette,putoutyourcandle。\"

  Sheagainpouredchloroformonthecotton,but,asshedidnotwanttodie,sheplaceditfarenoughfromherfacetobreathethefreshair,whileneverthelessherroomwasfilledwiththeasphyxiatingodorofthenarcotic,forsheknewthatsomeonewascoming,andtakingasuitableposture,aposeofthedead,shewaited。

  TheMarquisesaid:\"Iamalittleuneasy!Thatfoolishchildhasgonetosleepleavingthelightonhertable。IwillsendClemencetoputitout,andtoshutthebalconywindow,whichiswideopen。\"

  Andsoonthemaidrappedonthedoorcalling:\"Mademoiselle,Mademoiselle!\"Afteramoment\'ssilence,sherepeated:

  \"Mademoiselle,MadametheMarquisebegsyoutoputoutyourcandleandshutthewindow。\"

  Clemencewaitedalittle,thenknockedlouder,andcried:

  \"Mademoiselle,Mademoiselle!\"

  AsYvettedidnotreply,theservantwentawayandreportedtotheMarquise:

  \"Mademoisellemusthavegonetosleep,herdoorisbolted,andI

  couldnotawakenher。\"

  MadameObardimurmured:

  \"Butshemustnotstaylikethat,\"

  Then,atthesuggestionofServigny,theyallgatheredunderthewindow,shoutinginchorus:

  \"Hip!hip!hurrah!Mam\'zelleYvette。\"

  Theirclamorroseinthecalmnight,throughthetransparentairbeneaththemoon,overthesleepingcountry;andtheyhearditdieawayinthedistancelikethesoundofadisappearingtrain。

  AsYvettedidnotanswertheMarquisesaid:\"Ionlyhopethatnothinghashappened。Iambeginningtobeafraid。\"

  ThenServigny,pluckingredrosesfromabigrosebushtrainedalongthewallandbudsnotyetopened,begantothrowthemintotheroomthroughthewindow。

  Atthefirstrosethatfellatherside,Yvettestartedandalmostcriedout。Othersfelluponherdress,othersuponherhair,whileothersgoingoverherheadfelluponthebed,coveringitwitharainofflowers。

  TheMarquise,inachokingvoice,cried:\"Come,Yvette,answer。\"

  ThenServignydeclared:\"Trulythisisnotnatural;Iamgoingtoclimbupbythebalcony。\"

  ButtheChevaliergrewindignant。

  \"Now,letmedoit,\"hesaid。\"ItisagreatfavorIask;itistoogoodameans,andtoogoodatimetoobtainarendezvous。\"

  Alltherest,whothoughttheyounggirlwasjoking,cried:\"Weprotest!Heshallnotclimbup。\"

  ButtheMarquise,disturbed,repeated:\"Andyetsomeonemustgoandsee。\"

  ThePrinceexclaimedwithadramaticgesture:

  \"ShefavorstheDuke,wearebetrayed。\"

  \"Letustossacointoseewhoshallgoup,\"saidtheChevalier。Hetookafive-francpiecefromhispocket,andbeganwiththePrince。

  \"Tail,\"saidhe。Itwashead。

  ThePrincetossedthecoininhisturnsayingtoSaval:\"Call,Monsieur。\"

  Savalcalled\"Head。\"Itwastail。

  ThePrincethengavealltheothersachance,andtheyalllost。

  Servigny,whowasstandingoppositehim,exclaimedinhisinsolentway:\"PARBLEU!heischeating!\"

  TheRussianputhishandonhisheartandheldoutthegoldpiecetohisrival,saying:\"Tossityourself,mydearDuke。\"

  Servignytookitandspinningitup,said:\"Head。\"Itwastail。

  Hebowedandpointingtothepillarofthebalconysaid:\"Climbup,Prince。\"ButthePrincelookedabouthimwithadisturbedair。

  \"Whatareyoulookingfor?\"askedtheChevalier。

  \"Well,——I——would——like——aladder。\"Agenerallaughfollowed。

  Saval,advancing,said:\"Wewillhelpyou。\"

  Heliftedhiminhisarms,asstrongasthoseofHercules,tellinghim:

  \"Nowclimbtothatbalcony。\"

  ThePrinceimmediatelyclungtoit,and。Savallettinghimgo,heswungthere,suspendedintheair,movinghislegsinemptyspace。

  ThenServigny,seeinghisstrugglinglegswhichsoughtarestingplace,pulledthemdownwardwithallhisstrength;thehandslosttheirgripandthePrincefellinaheaponMonsieurdeBelvigne,whowascomingtoaidhim。\"Whoseturnnext?\"askedServigny。Nooneclaimedtheprivilege。

  \"Come,Belvigne,courage!\"

  \"Thankyou,mydearboy,Iamthinkingofmybones。\"

  \"Come,Chevalier,youmustbeusedtoscalingwalls。\"

  \"Igivemyplacetoyou,mydearDuke。\"

  \"Ha,ha,thatisjustwhatIexpected。\"

  Servigny,withakeeneye,turnedtothepillar。Thenwithaleap,clingingtothebalcony,hedrewhimselfuplikeagymnastandclimbedoverthebalustrade。

  Allthespectators,gazingathim,applauded。Butheimmediatelyreappeared,calling:

  \"Come,quick!Come,quick!Yvetteisunconscious。\"TheMarquiseutteredaloudcry,andrushedforthestairs。

  Theyounggirl,hereyesclosed,pretendedtobedead。Hermotherentereddistracted,andthrewherselfuponher。

  \"Tellmewhatisthematterwithher,whatisthematterwithher?\"

  Servignypickedupthebottleofchloroformwhichhadfallenuponthefloor。

  \"Shehasdruggedherself,\"saidhe。

  Heplacedhiseartoherheart;thenheadded:

  \"Butsheisnotdead;wecanresuscitateher。Haveyouanyammonia?\"

  Themaid,bewildered,repeated:\"Anywhat,Monsieur?\"

  \"Anysmelling-salts。\"

  \"Yes,Monsieur。\"\"Bringthematonce,andleavethedooropentomakeadraftofair。\"

  TheMarquise,onherknees,wassobbing:\"Yvette!Yvette,mydaughter,mydaughter,listen,answerme,Yvette,mychild。Oh,myGod!myGod!whathasshedone?\"

  Themen,frightened,movedaboutwithoutspeaking,bringingwater,towels,glasses,andvinegar。Someonesaid:\"Sheoughttobeundressed。\"AndtheMarquise,whohadlostherhead,triedtoundressherdaughter;butdidnotknowwhatshewasdoing。Herhandstrembledandfaltered,andshegroaned:

  \"Icannot,——Icannot——\"

  Themaidhadcomebackbringingadruggist\'sbottlewhichServignyopenedandfromwhichhepouredouthalfuponahandkerchief。ThenheappliedittoYvette\'snose,causinghertochoke。

  \"Good,shebreathes,\"saidhe。\"Itwillbenothing。\"

  Andhebathedhertemples,cheeks,andneckwiththepungentliquid。

  Thenhemadeasigntothemaidtounlacethegirl,andwhenshehadnothingmoreonthanaskirtoverherchemise,heraisedherinhisarmsandcarriedhertothebed,quivering,movedbytheodorandcontactofherflesh。Thenshewasplacedinbed。Hearoseverypale。

  \"Shewillcometoherself,\"hesaid,\"itisnothing。\"Forhehadheardherbreatheinacontinuousandregularway。ButseeingallthemenwiththeireyesfixedonYvetteinbed,hewasseizedwithajealousirritation,andadvancedtowardthem。\"Gentlemen,\"hesaid,\"therearetoomanyofusinthisroom;bekindenoughtoleaveusalone,——MonsieurSavalandme——withtheMarquise。\"

  Hespokeinatonewhichwasdryandfullofauthority。

  MadameObardihadgraspedherlover,andwithherheadupliftedtowardhimshecriedtohim:

  \"Saveher,oh,saveher!\"

  ButServignyturningaroundsawaletteronthetable。Heseizeditwitharapidmovement,andreadtheaddress。Heunderstoodandthought:\"PerhapsitwouldbebetteriftheMarquiseshouldnotknowofthis,\"andtearingopentheenvelope,hedevouredataglancethetwolinesitcontained:

  \"IdiesothatImaynotbecomeakeptwoman。\"

  \"Yvette。\"

  \"Adieu,mydearmother,pardon。\"

  \"Thedevil!\"hethought,\"thiscallsforreflection。\"Andhehidtheletterinhispocket。

  Thenheapproachedthebed,andimmediatelythethoughtcametohimthattheyounggirlhadregainedconsciousnessbutthatshedarednotshowit,fromshame,fromhumiliation,andfromfearofquestioning。TheMarquisehadfallenonherkneesnow,andwasweeping,herheadonthe,footofthebed。Suddenlysheexclaimed:

  \"Adoctor,wemusthaveadoctor!\"

  ButServigny,whohadjustsaidsomethinginalowtonetoSaval,repliedtoher:\"No,itisallover。Come,gooutaminute,justaminute,andIpromiseyouthatshewillkissyouwhenyoucomeback。\"AndtheBaron,takingMadameObardibythearm,ledherfromtheroom。

  ThenServigny,sitting-bythebed,tookYvette\'shandandsaid:

  \"Mam\'zelle,listentome。\"

  Shedidnotanswer。Shefeltsowell,sosoftandwarminbed,thatshewouldhavelikednevertomove,nevertospeak,andtolivelikethatforever。Aninfinitecomforthadencompassedher,acomfortthelikeofwhichshehadneverexperienced。

  Themildnightaircominginbyvelvetybreathstouchedhertemplesinanexquisitealmostimperceptibleway。Itwasacaresslikeakissofthewind,likethesoftandrefreshingbreathofafanmadeofalltheleavesofthetreesandofalltheshadowsofthenight,ofthemistofrivers,andofalltheflowerstoo,fortherosestossedupfrombelowintoherroomanduponherbed,andtherosesclimbingatherbalcony,mingledtheirheavyperfumewiththehealthfulsavoroftheeveningbreeze。

  Shedrankinthisairwhichwassogood,hereyesclosed,herheartreposingintheyetpervadingintoxicationofthedrug,andshehadnolongeratallthedesiretodie,butastrong,imperiouswishtolive,tobehappy——nomatterhow——tobeloved,yes,tobeloved。

  Servignyrepeated:\"Mam\'zelleYvette,listentome。\"

  Andshedecidedtoopenhereyes。

  Hecontinued,ashesawherreviving:\"Come!Come!whatdoesthisnonsensemean?\"

  Shemurmured:\"MypoorMuscade,Iwassounhappy。\"

  Hesqueezedherhand:\"Andthatledyouintoaprettyscrape!Come,youmustpromisemenottotryitagain。\"

  Shedidnotreply,butnoddedherheadslightlywithanalmostimperceptiblesmile。Hedrewfromhispockettheletterwhichhehadfoundonthetable:

  \"HadIbettershowthistoyourmother?\"

  Sheshookherhead,no。Heknewnotwhatmoretosayforthesituationseemedtohimwithoutanoutlet。Sohemurmured\"Mydearchild,everyonehashardthingstobear。IunderstandyoursorrowandIpromiseyou——\"

  Shestammered:\"Youaregood。\"

  Theyweresilent。Helookedather。Shehadinherglancesomethingoftenderness,ofweakness;andsuddenlysheraisedbothherarms,asifshewoulddrawhimtoher;hebentoverher,feelingthatshecalledhim,andtheirlipsmet。

  Foralongtimetheyremainedthus,theireyesclosed。

  But,knowingthathewouldlosehishead,hedrewaway。Shesmiledathimnow,mosttenderly;and,withbothherhandsclingingtohisshoulders,sheheldhim。

  \"Iamgoingtocallyourmother,\"hesaid。

  Shemurmured:\"Justasecondmore。Iamsohappy。\"

  Thenafterasilence,shesaidinatonesolowthatitcouldscarcelybeheard:\"Willyoulovemeverymuch?Tellme!\"

  Hekneeledbesideherbed,andkissingthehandshehadgivenhim,said:\"Iadoreyou。\"Butsomeonewaswalkingnearthedoor。Hearosewithabound,andcalledinhisordinaryvoice,whichseemedneverthelessalittleironical:\"Youmaycomein。Itisallrightnow。\"

  TheMarquisethrewherselfonherdaughter,withbotharmsopen,andclaspedherfrantically,coveringhercountenancewithtears,whileServignywithradiantsoulandquiveringbodywentoutuponthebalconytobreathethefreshairofthenight,hummingtohimselftheoldcouplet:

  \"Awomanchangethofthermind:

  Yetfoolsstilltrustinwomankind。\"

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