第5章
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  Shedreamed,reflected,puzzled,wept,consumedbyfearsandsuspicions。Thenherjoyousyoungsoulreassuringitself,shebegantoplananadventure,toimagineanabnormalanddramaticsituation,foundedontherecollectionsofallthepoeticalromancesshehadread。Sherecalledallthemovingcatastrophes,orsadandtouchingstories;shejumbledthemtogether,andconcoctedastoryofherownwithwhichsheinterpretedthehalf-understoodmysterywhichenvelopedherlife。

  Shewasnolongercastdown。Shedreamed,sheliftedveils,sheimaginedunlikelycomplications,athousandsingular,terriblethings,seductive,nevertheless,bytheirverystrangeness。Couldshebe,bychance,thenaturaldaughterofaprince?Hadherpoormother,betrayedanddeserted,madeMarquisebysomeking,perhapsKingVictorEmmanuel,beenobligedtotakeflightbeforetheangerofthefamily?Wasshenotratherachildabandonedbyitsrelations,whowerenobleandillustrious,thefruitofaclandestinelove,takeninbytheMarquise,whohadadoptedandbroughtherup?

  Stillothersuppositionspassedthroughhermind。Sheacceptedorrejectedthemaccordingtothedictatesofherfancy。Shewasmovedtopityoverherowncase,happyatthebottomofherheart,andsadalso,takingasortofsatisfactioninbecomingasortofaheroineofabookwhomust:assumeanobleattitude,worthyofherself。

  Shelaidoutthepartshemustplay,accordingtoeventsatwhichsheguessed。Shevaguelyoutlinedthisrole,likeoneofScribe\'sorofGeorgeSand\'s。Itshouldbeenduedwithdevotion,self-

  abnegation,greatnessofsoul,tenderness;andfinewords。Herpliantnaturealmostrejoicedinthisnewattitude。Sheponderedalmosttilleveningwhatsheshoulddo,wonderinghowsheshouldmanagetowrestthetruthfromtheMarquise。

  Andwhennightcame,favorabletotragicsituations,shehadthoughtoutasimpleandsubtiletricktoobtainwhatshewanted:itwas,brusquely,tosaythatServignyhadaskedforherhandinmarriage。

  Atthisnews,MadameObardi,takenbysurprise,wouldcertainlyletawordescapeherlips,acrywhichwouldthrowlightintothemindofherdaughter。AndYvettehadaccomplishedherplan。

  Sheexpectedanexplosionofastonishment,anexpansionoflove,aconfidencefullofgesturesandtears。But,insteadofthis,hermother,withoutappearingstupefiedorgrieved,hadonlyseemedbored;andfromtheconstrained,discontented,andworriedtoneinwhichshehadreplied,theyounggirl,inwhomtheresuddenlyawakedalltheastuteness,keenness,andsharpnessofawoman,understandingthatshemustnotinsist,thatthemysterywasofanothernature,thatitwouldbepainfultohertolearnit,andthatshemustpuzzleitoutallalone,hadgonebacktoherroom,herheartoppressed,hersoulindistress,possessednowwiththeapprehensionsofarealmisfortune,withoutknowingexactlyeitherwhenceorwhythisemotioncametoher。Soshewept,leaningatthewindow。

  Sheweptlong,notdreamingofanythingnow,notseekingtodiscoveranythingmore,andlittlebylittle,wearinessovercomingher,sheclosedhereyes。Shedozedforafewminutes,withthatdeepsleepofpeoplewhoaretiredoutandhavenottheenergytoundressandgotobed,thatheavysleep,brokenbydreams,whentheheadnodsuponthebreast。

  Shedidnotgotobeduntilthefirstbreakofday,whenthecoldofthemorning,chillingher,compelledhertoleavethewindow。

  Thenextdayandthedayafter,shemaintainedareservedandmelancholyattitude。Herthoughtswerebusy;shewaslearningtospyout,toguessatconclusions,toreason。Alight,stillvague,seemedtoilluminemenandthingsaroundherinanewmanner;shebegantoentertainsuspicionsagainstall,againsteverythingthatshehadbelieved,againsthermother。Sheimaginedallsortsofthingsduringthesetwodays。Sheconsideredallthepossibilities,takingthemostextremeresolutionswiththesuddennessofherchangeableandunrestrainednature。Wednesdayshehituponaplan,anentirescheduleofconductandasystemofspying。SheroseThursdaymorningwiththeresolvetobeverysharpandarmedagainsteverybody。

  Shedeterminedeventotakeforhermottothesetwowords:\"Myselfalone,\"andsheponderedformorethananhourhowsheshouldarrangethemtoproduceagoodeffectengravedabouthercrest,onherwritingpaper。

  SavalandServignyarrivedatteno\'clock。Theyounggirlgaveherhandwithreserve,withoutembarrassment,andinatone,familiarthoughgrave,shesaid:

  \"Goodmorning,Muscade,areyouwell?\"\"Goodmorning,Mam\'zelle,fairly,thanks,andyou?\"Hewaswatchingher。\"Whatcomedywillsheplayme,\"hesaidtohimself。

  TheMarquisehavingtakenSaval\'sarm,hetookYvette\'s,andtheybegantostrollaboutthelawn,appearinganddisappearingeveryminute,behindtheclumpsoftrees。

  Yvettewalkedwithathoughtfulair,lookingatthegravelofthepathway,appearinghardlytohearwhathercompanionsaidandscarcelyansweringhim。

  Suddenlysheasked:\"Areyoutrulymyfriend,Muscade?\"

  \"Why,ofcourse,Mam\'zelle。\"

  \"Buttruly,truly,now?\"

  \"Absolutelyyourfriend,Mam\'zelle,bodyandsoul。\"

  \"Evenenoughofafriendnottolietomeonce,justonce?\"

  \"Eventwice,ifnecessary。\"

  \"Evenenoughtotellmetheabsolute,exacttruth?\"

  \"Yes,Mam\'zelle。\"

  \"Well,whatdoyouthink,waydowninyourheart,ofthePrinceofKravalow?\"

  \"Ah,thedevil!\"

  \"Youseethatyouarealreadypreparingtolie。\"

  \"Notatall,butIamseekingthewords,theproperwords。GreatHeavens,PrinceKravalowisaRussian,whospeaksRussian,whowasborninRussia,whohasperhapshadapassporttocometoFrance,andaboutwhomthereisnothingfalsebuthisnameandtitle。\"

  Shelookedhimintheeyes:\"Youmeanthatheis——?\"

  \"Anadventurer,Mam\'zelle。\"

  \"Thankyou,andChevalierValrealiisnobetter?\"\"Youhavehitit。\"

  \"AndMonsieurdeBelvigne?\"

  \"Withhimitisadifferentthing。Heisofprovincialsociety,honorableuptoacertainpoint,butonlyalittlescorchedfromhavinglivedtoorapidly。\"

  \"Andyou?\"

  \"Iamwhattheycallabutterfly,amanofgoodfamily,whohadintelligenceandwhohassquandereditinmakingphrases,whohadgoodhealthandwhohasinjureditbydissipation,whohadsomeworthperhapsandwhohasscattereditbydoingnothing。Thereislefttomeacertainknowledgeoflife,acompleteabsenceofprejudice,alargecontemptformankind,includingwomen,averydeepsentimentoftheuselessnessofmyactsandavasttoleranceforthemob。\"

  \"Nevertheless,attimes,Icanbefrank,andIamevencapableofaffection,asyoucouldsee,ifyouwould。WiththesedefectsandqualitiesIplacemyselfatyourorders,Mam\'zelle,morallyandphysically,todowhatyoupleasewithme。\"

  Shedidnotlaugh;shelistened,weighinghiswordsandhisintentions;thensheresumed:

  \"WhatdoyouthinkoftheCountessdeLammy?\"

  Hereplied,vivaciously:\"Youwillpermitmenottogivemyopinionaboutthewomen。\"

  \"Aboutnoneofthem?\"

  \"Aboutnoneofthem。\"\"Thenyoumusthaveabadopinionofthemall。

  Come,think;won\'tyoumakeasingleexception?\"

  Hesneeredwiththatinsolentairwhichhegenerallywore;andwiththatbrutalaudacitywhichheusedasaweapon,hesaid:\"Presentcompanyisalwaysexcepted。\"

  Sheblushedalittle,butcalmlyasked:\"Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?\"

  \"Youwantmetotell。Well,sobeit。Ithinkyouareayoungpersonofgoodsense,andpracticalness,orifyouprefer,ofgoodpracticalsense,whoknowsverywellhowtoarrangeherpastime,toamusepeople,tohideherviews,tolayhersnares,andwho,withouthurrying,awaitsevents。\"

  \"Isthatall?\"sheasked。

  \"That\'sall。\"

  Thenshesaidwithaseriousearnestness:\"Ishallmakeyouchangethatopinion,Muscade。\"

  Thenshejoinedhermother,whowasproceedingwithshortsteps,herheaddown,withthatmannerassumedintalkingverylow,whilewalking,ofveryintimateandverysweetthings。Assheadvancedshedrewshapesinthesand,lettersperhaps,withthepointofhersunshade,andshespoke,withoutlookingatSaval,long,softly,leaningonhisarm,pressedagainsthim。

  Yvettesuddenlyfixedhereyesuponher,andasuspicion,ratherafeelingthanadoubt,passedthroughhermindasashadowofaclouddrivenbythewindpassesovertheground。

  Thebellrangforbreakfast。Itwassilentandalmostgloomy。Therewasastormintheair。Greatsolidcloudsresteduponthehorizon,muteandheavy,butchargedwithatempest。Assoonastheyhadtakentheircoffeeontheterrace,theMarquiseasked:

  \"Well,darling,areyougoingtotakeawalktodaywithyourfriendServigny?Itisagoodtimetoenjoythecoolnessunderthetrees。\"

  Yvettegaveheraquickglance。

  \"No,mamma,Iamnotgoingoutto-day。\"

  TheMarquiseappearedannoyed,andinsisted。\"Oh,goandtakeastroll,mychild,itisexcellentforyou。\"

  ThenYvettedistinctlysaid:\"No,mamma,Ishallstayinthehouseto-day,andyouknowverywellwhy,becauseItoldyoutheotherevening。\"

  MadameObardigaveitnofurtherthought,preoccupiedwiththethoughtofremainingalonewithSaval。Sheblushedandwasannoyed,disturbedonherownaccount,notknowinghowshecouldfindafreehourortwo。Shestammered:

  \"Itistrue。Iwasnotthinkingofit。Idon\'tknowwheremyheadis。\"

  AndYvettetakingupsomeembroidery,whichshecalled\"thepublicsafety,\"andatwhichsheworkedfiveorsixtimesayear,ondulldays,seatedherselfonalowchairnearhermother,whilethetwoyoungmen,astridefolding-chairs,smokedtheircigars。

  Thehourspassedinalanguidconversation。TheMarquisefidgety,castlongingglancesatSaval,seekingsomepretext,somemeans,ofgettingridofherdaughter。Shefinallyrealizedthatshewouldnotsucceed,andnotknowingwhatrusetoemploy,shesaidtoServigny:

  \"Youknow,mydearDuke,thatIamgoingtokeepyouboththisevening。To-morrowweshallbreakfastattheFournaiserestaurant,atChaton。\"

  Heunderstood,smiled,andbowed:\"Iamatyourorders,Marquise。\"

  Thedayworeonslowlyandpainfullyunderthethreateningsofthestorm。Thehourfordinnergraduallyapproached。Theheavyskywasfilledwithslowandheavyclouds。Therewasnotabreathofairstirring。Theeveningmealwassilent,too。Anoppression,anembarrassment,asortofvaguefear,seemedtomakethetwomenandthetwowomenmute。

  Whenthecoverswereremoved,theysatlongupontheterrace;onlyspeakingatlongintervals。Nightfell,asultrynight。Suddenlythehorizonwastornbyanimmenseflashoflightning,whichilluminedwithadazzlingandwanlightthefourfacesshroudedindarkness。

  Thenafar-offsound,heavyandfeeble,liketherumblingofacarriageuponabridge,passedovertheearth;anditseemedthattheheatoftheatmosphereincreased,thattheairsuddenlybecamemoreoppressive,andthesilenceoftheeveningdeeper。

  Yvetterose。\"Iamgoingtobed,\"shesaid,\"thestormmakesmeill。\"

  AndsheofferedherbrowtotheMarquise,gaveherhandtothetwoyoungmen,andwithdrew。

  Asherroomwasjustabovetheterrace,theleavesofagreatchestnut-treegrowingbeforethedoorsoongleamedwithagreenhue,andServignykepthiseyesfixedonthispalelightinthefoliage,inwhichattimeshethoughthesawashadowpass。Butsuddenlythelightwentout。MadameObardigaveagreatsigh。

  \"Mydaughterhasgonetobed,\"shesaid。

  Servignyrose,saying:\"Iamgoingtodoasmuch,Marquise,ifyouwillpermitme。\"Hekissedthehandsheheldouttohimanddisappearedinturn。

  ShewasleftalonewithSaval,inthenight。Inamomentshewasclaspedinhisarms。Then,althoughhetriedtopreventher,shekneeledbeforehimmurmuring:\"Iwanttoseeyoubythelightningflashes。\"

  ButYvette,hercandlesnuffedout,hadreturnedtoherbalcony,barefoot,glidinglikeashadow,andshelistened,consumedbyanunhappyandconfusedsuspicion。Shecouldnotsee,asshewasabovethem,ontheroofoftheterrace。

  Sheheardnothingbutamurmurofvoices,andherheartbeatsofastthatshecouldactuallyhearitsthrobbing。Awindowclosedontheflooraboveher。Servigny,then,musthavejustgoneuptohisroom。

  Hermotherwasalonewiththeotherman。

  Asecondflashoflightning,clearingthesky;lightedupforasecondallthelandscapesheknewsowell,withastartlingandsinistergleam,andshesawthegreatriver,withthecolorofmeltedlead,asariverappearsindreamsinfantasticscenes。

  Justthenavoicebelowherutteredthewords:\"Iloveyou!\"Andsheheardnothingmore。Astrangeshudderpassedoverherbody,andhersoulshiveredinfrightfuldistress。Aheavy,infinitesilence,whichseemedeternal,hungovertheworld。Shecouldnolongerbreathe,herbreastoppressedbysomethingunknownandhorrible。

  Anotherflashoflightningilluminedspace,lightingupthehorizonforaninstant,thenanotheralmostimmediatelycame,followedbystillothers。Andthevoice,whichshehadalreadyheard,repeatedmoreloudly:\"Oh!howIloveyou!howIloveyou!\"AndYvetterecognizedthevoice;itwashermother\'s。

  Alargedropofwarmrainfelluponherbrow,andaslightandalmostimperceptiblemotionranthroughtheleaves,thequiveringoftherainwhichwasnowbeginning。Thenanoisecamefromafar,aconfusedsound,likethatofthewindinthebranches:itwasthedelugedescendinginsheetsonearthandriverandtrees。Inafewminutesthewaterpouredabouther,coveringher,drenchingherlikeashower-bath。Shedidnotmove,thinkingonlyofwhatwashappeningontheterrace。

  Sheheardthemgetupandgototheirrooms。Doorswereclosedwithinthehouse;andtheyounggirl,yieldingtoanirresistibledesiretolearnwhatwasgoingon,adesirewhichmaddenedandtorturedher,glideddownstairs,softlyopenedtheouterdoor,and,crossingthelawnunderthefuriousdownpour,ranandhidinaclumpoftrees,tolookatthewindows。

  Onlyonewindowwaslighted,hermother\'s。Andsuddenlytwoshadowsappearedintheluminoussquare,twoshadows,sidebyside。Thendistracted,withoutreflection,withoutknowingwhatshewasdoing,shescreamedwithallhermight,inashrillvoice:\"Mamma!\"asapersonwouldcryouttowarnpeopleindangerofdeath。

  Herdesperatecrywaslostinthenoiseoftherain,butthecoupleseparated,disturbed。Andoneoftheshadowsdisappeared,whiletheothertriedtodiscoversomething,peeringthroughthedarknessofthegarden。

  Fearingtobesurprised,ortomeethermotheratthatmoment,Yvetterushedbacktothehouse,ranupstairs,drippingwet,andshutherselfinherroom,resolvedtoopenherdoortonoone。

  Withouttaking,offherstreamingdress,whichclungtoherform,shefellonherknees,withclaspedhands,inherdistressimploringsomesuperhumanprotection,themysteriousaidofHeaven,theunknownsupportwhichapersonseeksinhoursoftearsanddespair。

  Thegreatlightningflashesthrewforaninstanttheirlividreflectionsintoherroom,andshesawherselfinthemirrorofherwardrobe,withherwetanddisheveledhair,lookingsostrangethatshedidnotrecognizeherself。Sheremainedtheresolongthatthestormabatedwithoutherperceivingit。Therainceased,alightfilledthesky,stillobscuredwithclouds,andamild,balmy,deliciousfreshness,afreshnessofgrassandwetleaves,cameinthroughtheopenwindow。

  Yvetterose,tookoffherwet,coldgarments,withoutthinkingwhatshewasdoing,andwenttobed。Shestaredwithfixedeyesatthedawningday。Thensheweptagain,andthenshebegantothink。

  Hermother!Alover!Whatashame!Shehadreadsomanybooksinwhichwomen,evenmothers,hadoversteppedtheboundsofpropriety,toregaintheirhonoratthepagesoftheclimax,thatshewasnotastonishedbeyondmeasureatfindingherselfenvelopedinadramasimilartoallthoseofherreading。Theviolenceofherfirstgrief,thecruelshockofsurprise,hadalreadywornoffalittle,intheconfusedremembranceofanalogoussituations。Hermindhadrambledamongsuchtragicadventures,paintedbythenovel-writers,thatthehorriblediscoveryseemed,littlebylittle,likethenaturalcontinuationofsomeserialstory,beguntheeveningbefore。

  Shesaidtoherself:\"Iwillsavemymother。\"Andalmostreassuredbythisheroicresolution,shefeltherselfstrengthened,readyatonceforthedevotionandthestruggle。Shereflectedonthemeanswhichmustbeemployed。Asingleoneseemedgood,whichwasquiteinkeepingwithherromanticnature。AndsherehearsedtheinterviewwhichsheshouldhavewiththeMarquise,asanactorrehearsesthescenewhichheisgoingtoplay。

  Thesunhadrisen。Theservantswerestirringaboutthehouse。Thechambermaidcamewiththechocolate。Yvetteputthetrayonthetableandsaid:

  \"YouwillsaytomymotherthatIamnotwell,thatIamgoingtostayinbeduntilthosegentlemenleave,thatIcouldnotsleeplastnight,andthatIdonotwanttobedisturbedbecauseIamgoingtotrytorest。\"

  Theservant,surprised,lookedatthewetdress,whichhadfallenlikearagonthecarpet。

  \"SoMademoisellehasbeenout?\"shesaid。

  \"Yes,Iwentoutforawalkintheraintorefreshmyself。\"

  Themaidpickeduptheskirts,stockings,andwetshoes;thenshewentawaycarryingonherarm,withfastidiousprecautions,thesegarments,soakedastheclothesofadrownedperson。AndYvettewaited,wellknowingthathermotherwouldcometoher。

  TheMarquiseentered,havingjumpedfromherbedatthefirstwordsofthechambermaid,forasuspicionhadpossessedher,heartsincethatcry:\"Mamma!\"heardinthedark。

  \"Whatisthematter?\"shesaid。

  Yvettelookedatherandstammered:\"I——I——\"Thenoverpoweredbyasuddenandterribleemotion,shebegantochoke。

  TheMarquise,astonished,againasked:\"Whatintheworldisthematterwithyou?\"

  Then,forgettingallherplansandpreparedphrases,theyounggirlhidherfaceinbothhandsandstammered:

  \"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!\"

  MadameObardistoodbythebed,toomuchaffectedthoroughlytounderstand,butguessingalmosteverything,withthatsubtileinstinctwhenceshederivedherstrength。AsYvettecouldnotspeak,chokedwithtears,hermother,wornoutfinallyandfeelingsomefearfulexplanationcoming,brusquelyasked:

  \"Come,willyoutellmewhatthematteris?\"

  Yvettecouldhardlyutterthewords:\"Oh!lastnight——Isaw——yourwindow。\"

  TheMarquise,verypale;said:\"Well?whatofit?\"

  Herdaughterrepeated,stillsobbing:\"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!\"

  MadameObardi,whosefearandembarrassmentturnedtoanger,shruggedhershouldersandturnedtogo。\"Ireallybelievethatyouarecrazy。Whenthisends,youwillletmeknow。\"

  Buttheyounggirl,suddenlytookherhandsfromherface,whichwasstreamingwithtears。

  \"No,listen,Imustspeaktoyou,listen。Youmustpromiseme——wemustbothgo,away,veryfaroff,intothecountry,andwemustlivelikethecountrypeople;andnoonemustknowwhathasbecomeofus。

  Sayyouwill,mamma;Ibegyou,Iimploreyou;willyou?\"

  TheMarquise,confused,stoodinthemiddleoftheroom。Shehadinherveinstheirasciblebloodofthecommonpeople。Thenasenseofshame,amother\'smodesty,mingledwithavaguesentimentoffearandtheexasperationofapassionatewomanwhoseloveisthreatened,andsheshuddered,readytoaskforpardon,ortoyieldtosomeviolence。

  \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"shesaid。

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