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  Itlookedasifithadbeenbuiltofdiscardedthings,scrapsandfragmentsofotherbuildings,puttogetherwithcareandpains,bysomeonewhohadtriedtomakethemostofcast-offmaterial。

  Therewassomethingpitifulandshamefacedaboutthehut。

  Itshrankanddroopedandfadedinitsbarrenfield,andseemedtoclingonlybysufferancetotheedgeofthesplendidcity。

  \"This,\"saidtheKeeperoftheGate,standingstillandspeakingwithalow,distinctvoice——\"thisisyourmansion,JohnWeightman。\"

  Analmostintolerableshockofgrievedwonderandindignationchokedthemanforamomentsothathecouldnotsayaword。

  Thenheturnedhisfaceawayfromthepoorlittlehutandbegantoremonstrateeagerlywithhiscompanion。

  \"Surely,sir,\"hestammered,\"youmustbeinerroraboutthis。

  Thereissomethingwrong——someotherJohnWeightman——aconfusionofnames——thebookmustbemistaken。\"

  \"Thereisnomistake,\"saidtheKeeperoftheGate,verycalmly;

  \"hereisyourname,therecordofyourtitleandyourpossessionsinthisplace。\"

  \"Buthowcouldsuchahousebepreparedforme,\"criedtheman,witharesentfultremorinhisvoice——\"forme,aftermylongandfaithfulservice?Isthisasuitablemansionforonesowellknownanddevoted?Whyisitsopitifullysmallandmean?

  Whyhaveyounotbuiltitlargeandfair,liketheothers?\"

  \"Thatisallthematerialyousentus。\"

  \"What!\"

  \"Wehaveusedallthematerialthatyousentus,\"repeatedtheKeeperoftheGate。

  \"NowIknowthatyouaremistaken,\"criedtheman,withgrowingearnestness,\"forallmylifelongIhavebeendoingthingsthatmusthavesuppliedyouwithmaterial。HaveyounotheardthatIhavebuiltaschool-house;thewingofahospital;two——yes,three——smallchurches,andthegreaterpartofalargeone,thespireofSt。Petro——\"

  TheKeeperoftheGateliftedhishand。

  \"Wait,\"hesaid;\"weknowallthesethings。Theywerenotilldone。

  ButtheywereallmarkedandusedasfoundationforthenameandmansionofJohnWeightmanintheworld。Didyounotplanthemforthat?\"

  \"Yes,\"answeredtheman,confusedandtakenaback,\"IconfessthatIthoughtoftenoftheminthatway。Perhapsmyheartwassetuponthattoomuch。Butthereareotherthings——myendowmentforthecollege——mysteadyandliberalcontributionstoalltheestablishedcharities——mysupportofeveryrespectable——\"

  \"Wait,\"saidtheKeeperoftheGateagain。\"Werenotallthesecarefullyrecordedonearthwheretheywouldaddtoyourcredit?

  Theywerenotfoolishlydone。Verily,youhavehadyourrewardforthem。

  Wouldyoubepaidtwice?\"

  \"No,\"criedtheman,withdeepeningdismay,\"Idarenotclaimthat。

  IacknowledgethatIconsideredmyowninteresttoomuch。Butsurelynotaltogether。Youhavesaidthatthesethingswerenotfoolishlydone。

  Theyaccomplishedsomegoodintheworld。Doesnotthatcountforsomething?\"

  \"Yes,\"answeredheKeeperoftheGate,\"itcountsintheworld——whereyoucountedit。Butitdoesnotbelongtoyouhere。Wehavesavedandusedeverythingthatyousentus。Thisisthemansionpreparedforyou。\"

  Ashespoke,hislookgrewdeeperandmoresearching,likeaflameoffire。

  JohnWeightmancouldnotendureit。Itseemedtostriphimnakedandwitherhim。Hesanktothegroundunderacrushingweightofshame,coveringhiseyeswithhishandsandcoweringfacedownwarduponthestones。Dimlythroughthetroubleofhismindhefelttheirhardnessandcoldness。

  \"Tellme,then,\"hecried,brokenly,\"sincemylifehasbeensolittleworth,howcameIhereatall?\"

  \"ThroughthemercyoftheKing\"——theanswerwaslikethesofttollingofabell。

  \"AndhowhaveIearnedit?\"hemurmured。

  \"Itisneverearned;itisonlygiven,\"cametheclear,lowreply。

  \"ButhowhaveIfailedsowretchedly,\"heasked,\"inallthepurposeofmylife?WhatcouldIhavedonebetter?Whatisitthatcountshere?\"

  \"Onlythatwhichistrulygiven,\"answeredthebell-likevoice。

  Onlythatgoodwhichisdonefortheloveofdoingit。

  Onlythoseplansinwhichthewelfareofothersisthemasterthought。

  Onlythoselaborsinwhichthesacrificeisgreaterthanthereward。

  Onlythosegiftsinwhichthegiverforgetshimself。\"

  Themanlaysilent。Agreatweakness,anunspeakabledespondencyandhumiliationwereuponhim。ButthefaceoftheKeeperoftheGatewasinfinitelytenderashebentoverhim。

  \"Thinkagain,JohnWeightman。Hastherebeennothinglikethatinyourlife?\"

  \"Nothing,\"hesighed。\"Ifthereeverweresuchthings,itmusthavebeenlongago——theywereallcrowdedout——Ihaveforgottenthem。\"

  TherewasanineffablesmileonthefaceoftheKeeperoftheGate,andhishandmadethesignofthecrossoverthebowedheadashespokegently:

  \"ThesearethethingsthattheKingneverforgets;andbecausetherewereafewoftheminyourlife,youhavealittleplacehere。\"

  ThesenseofcoldnessandhardnessunderJohnWeightman\'shandsgrewsharperandmoredistinct。Thefeelingofbodilywearinessandlassitudeweigheduponhim,buttherewasacalm,almostalightness,inhisheartashelistenedtothefadingvibrationsofthesilverybell-tones。Thechimneyclockonthemantelhadjustendedthelaststrokeofsevenasheliftedhisheadfromthetable。

  Thin,palestripsofthecitymorningwerefallingintotheroomthroughthenarrowpartingsoftheheavycurtains。

  Whatwasitthathadhappenedtohim?Hadhebeenill?Hadhediedandcometolifeagain?Orhadheonlyslept,andhadhissoulgonevisitingindreams?Hesatforsometime,motionless,notlost,butfindinghimselfinthought。Thenhetookanarrowbookfromthetabledrawer,wroteacheck,andtoreitout。

  Hewentslowlyupthestairs,knockedverysoftlyathisson\'sdoor,and,hearingnoanswer,enteredwithoutnoise。Haroldwasasleep,hisbarearmthrownabovehishead,andhiseagerfacerelaxedinpeace。

  Hisfatherlookedathimamomentwithstrangelyshiningeyes,andthentiptoedquietlytothewriting-desk,foundapencilandasheetofpaper,andwroterapidly:

  \"Mydearboy,hereiswhatyouaskedmefor;dowhatyoulikewithit,andaskformoreifyouneedit。IfyouarestillthinkingofthatworkwithGrenfell,we\'lltalkitoverto-dayafterchurch。

  Iwanttoknowyourheartbetter;andifIhavemademistakes——\"

  Aslightnoisemadehimturnhishead。Haroldwassittingupinbedwithwide-openeyes。

  \"Father!\"hecried,\"isthatyou?\"

  \"Yes,myson,\"answeredJohnWeightman;\"I\'vecomeback——ImeanI\'vecomeup——no,Imeancomein——well,hereIam,andGodgiveusagoodChristmastogether。\"

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