第6章
加入书架 A- A+
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  ConfidentasIamthatyouwillnottriflewiththisappeal,myheartsinksandmyhandtremblesatthebarethoughtofsuchapossibility。Thinkofmeatthishour,inastrangeplace,labouringunderablacknessofdistressthatnofancycanexaggerate,andyetwellawarethat,ifyouwillbutpunctuallyserveme,mytroubleswillrollawaylikeastorythatistold。Serveme,mydearCanyon,andsaveYourfriend,H。J。

  PS-Ihadalreadysealedthisupwhenafreshterrorstruckuponmysoul。Itispossiblethatthepostofficemayfailme,andthisletternotcomeintoyourhandsuntilto-morrowmorning。Inthatcase,dearCanyon,domyerrandwhenitshallbemostconvenientforyouinthecourseoftheday;andoncemoreexpectmymessengeratmidnight。Itmaythenalreadybetoolate;andifthatnightpasseswithoutevent,youwillknowthatyouhaveseenthelastofHenryJekyll。Uponthereadingofthisletter,Imadesuremycolleaguewasinsane;buttillthatwasprovedbeyondthepossibilityofdoubt,Ifeltboundtodoasherequested。ThelessIunderstoodofthisfarrago,thelessIwasinapositiontojudgeofitsimportance;andanappealsowordedcouldnotbesetasidewithoutagraveresponsibility。Iroseaccordinglyfromtable,gotintoahansom,anddrovestraighttoJekyll\'shouse。Thebutlerwasawaitingmyarrival;hehadreceivedbythesamepostasminearegisteredletterofinstruction,andhadsentatonceforalocksmithandacarpenter。

  Thetradesmencamewhilewewereyetspeaking;andwemovedinabodytooldDrDenman\'ssurgicaltheatre,fromwhich(asyouaredoubtlessaware)

  Jekyll\'sprivatecabinetismostconvenientlyentered。Thedoorwasverystrong,thelockexcellent;thecarpenteravowedhewouldhavegreattrouble,andhavetodomuchdamage,ifforceweretobeused;andthelocksmithwasneardespair。Butthislastwasahandyfellow,andaftertwohours\'

  work,thedoorstoodopen。ThepressmarkedEwasunlocked;andItookoutthedrawer,haditfilledupwithstrawandtiedinasheet,andreturnedwithittoCavendishSquare。

  HereIproceededtoexamineitscontents。Thepowderswereneatlyenoughmadeup,butnotwiththenicetyofthedispensingchemist;sothatitwasplaintheywereofJekyll\'sprivatemanufacture;andwhenIopenedoneofthewrappers,Ifoundwhatseemedtomeasimplecrystallinesaltofawhitecolour。Thephial,towhichInextturnedmyattention,mighthavebeenabouthalf-fullofablood-redliquor,whichwashighlypungenttothesenseofsmell,andseemedtometocontainphosphorusandsomevolatileether。AttheotheringredientsIcouldmakenoguess。Thebookwasanordinaryversionbook,andcontainedlittlebutaseriesofdates。

  Thesecoveredaperiodofmanyyears,butIobservedthattheentriesceasednearlyayearagoandquiteabruptly。Hereandthereabriefremarkwasappendedtoadate,usuallynomorethanasingleword:`double\'occurringperhapssixtimesinatotalofseveralhundredentries;andonceveryearlyinthelistandfollowedbyseveralmarksofexclamation,`totalfailure!!!\'Allthis,thoughitwhettedmycuriosity,toldmelittlethatwasdefinite。Herewereaphialofsometincture,apaperofsomesalt,andtherecordofaseriesofexperimentsthathadled(liketoomanyofJekyll\'sinvestigations)tonoendofpracticalusefulness。Howcouldthepresenceofthesearticlesinmyhouseaffecteitherthehonour,thesanity,orthelifeofmyflightycolleague?Ifhismessengercouldgotooneplace,whycouldhenotgotoanother?Andevengrantingsomeimpediment,whywasthisgentlemantobereceivedbymeinsecret?ThemoreIreflected,themoreconvincedIgrewthatIwasdealingwithacaseofcerebraldisease;

  andthoughIdismissedmyservantstobed,Iloadedanoldrevolver,thatImightbefoundinsomepostureofself-defence。

  Twelveo\'clockhadscarcerungoutoverLondon,eretheknockersoundedverygentlyonthedoor。Iwentmyselfatthesummons,andfoundasmallmancrouchingagainstthepillarsoftheportico。

  `AreyoucomefromDrJekyll?\'Iasked。

  Hetoldme`yes\'byaconstrainedgesture;andwhenIhadbiddenhimenter,hedidnotobeymewithoutasearchingbackwardglanceintothedarknessofthesquare。Therewasapolicemannotfaroff,advancingwithhisbull\'seyeopen;andatthesight,Ithoughtmyvisitorstartedandmadegreaterhaste。

  Theseparticularsstruckme,Iconfess,disagreeably;andasIfollowedhimintothebrightlightoftheconsulting-room,Ikeptmyhandreadyonmyweapon。Here,atlast,Ihadachanceofclearlyseeinghim。Ihadneverseteyesonhimbefore,somuchwascertain。Hewassmall,asIhavesaid;Iwasstruckbesideswiththeshockingexpressionofhisface,withhisremarkablecombinationofgreatmuscularactivityandgreatapparentdebilityofconstitution,and-lastbutnotleast-withtheodd,subjectivedisturbancecausedbyhisneighbourhood。Thisboresomeresemblancetoincipientrigor,andwasaccompaniedbyamarkedsinkingofthepulse。

  Atthetime,Isetitdowntosomeidiosyncratic,personaldistaste,andmerelywonderedattheacutenessofthesymptoms;butIhavesincehadreasontobelievethecausetoliemuchdeeperinthenatureofman,andtoturnonsomenoblerhingethantheprincipleofhatred。

  Thisperson(whohadthus,fromthefirstmomentofhisentrance,struckinmewhatIcanonlydescribeasadisgustfulcuriosity)wasdressedinafashionthatwouldhavemadeanordinarypersonlaughable;hisclothes,thatistosay,althoughtheywereofrichandsoberfabric,wereenormouslytoolargeforhimineverymeasurement-thetrousershangingonhislegsandrolleduptokeepthemfromtheground,thewaistofthecoatbelowhishaunches,andthecollarsprawlingwideuponhisshoulders。Strangetorelate,thisludicrousaccoutrementwasfarfrommovingmetolaughter。

  Rather,astherewassomethingabnormalandmisbegottenintheveryessenceofthecreaturethatnowfacedme-somethingseizing,surprisingandrevolting-thisfreshdisparityseemedbuttofitinwithandtoreinforceit;sothattomyinterestintheman\'snatureandcharactertherewasaddedacuriosityastohisorigin,hislife,hisfortuneandstatusintheworld。

  Theseobservations,thoughtheyhavetakensogreataspacetobesetdownin,wereyettheworkofafewseconds。Myvisitorwas,indeed,onfirewithsombreexcitement。

  `Haveyougotit?\'hecried。`Haveyougotit?\'Andsolivelywashisimpatiencethatheevenlaidhishanduponmyarmandsoughttoshakeme。

  Iputhimback,consciousathistouchofacertainicypangalongmyblood。`Come,sir,\'saidI。`YouforgetthatIhavenotyetthepleasureofyouracquaintance。Beseated,ifyouplease。\'AndIshowedhimanexample,andsatdownmyselfinmycustomaryseatandwithasfairanimitationofmyordinarymannertoapatient,asthelatenessofthehour,thenatureofmypreoccupations,andthehorrorIhadofmyvisitorwouldsuffermetomuster。

  `Ibegyourpardon,DrCanyon,\'hereplied,civillyenough。`Whatyousayisverywellfounded;andmyimpatiencehasshownitsheelstomypoliteness。

  Icomehereattheinstanceofyourcolleague,DrHenryJekyll,onapieceofbusinessofsomemoment;andIunderstood……\'hepausedandputhishandtohisthroat,andIcouldsee,inspiteofhiscollectedmanner,thathewaswrestlingagainsttheapproachesofthehysteria-`Iunderstood,adrawer……\'

  ButhereItookpityonmyvisitor\'ssuspense,andsomeperhapsonmyowngrowingcuriosity。

  `Thereitis,sir,\'saidI,pointingtothedrawerwhereitlayonthefloorbehindatable,andstillcoveredwiththesheet。

  Hesprangtoit,andthenpaused,andlaidhishanduponhisheart;

  Icouldhearhisteethgratewiththeconvulsiveactionofhisjaws;andhisfacewassoghastlytoseethatIgrewalarmedbothforhislifeandreason。

  `Composeyourself,\'saidI。

  Heturnedadreadfulsmiletome,and,asifwiththedecisionofdespair,pluckedawaythesheet。Atsightofthecontents,heutteredoneloudsobofsuchimmensereliefthatIsatpetrified。Andthenextmoment,inavoicethatwasalreadyfairlywellundercontrol,`Haveyouagraduatedglass?\'heasked。

  Irosefrommyplacewithsomethingofaneffort,andgavehimwhatheasked。

  Hethankedmewithasmilingnod,measuredoutafewminimsoftheredtinctureandaddedoneofthepowders。Themixture,whichwasatfirstofareddishhue,began,inproportionasthecrystalsmelted,tobrightenincolour,toeffervesceaudibly,andtothrowoffsmallfumesofvapour。

  Suddenly,andatthesamemoment,theebullitionceased,andthecompoundchangedtoadarkpurple,whichfadedagainmoreslowlytoawaterygreen。

  Myvisitor,whohadwatchedthesemetamorphoseswithakeeneye,smiled,setdowntheglassuponthetable,andthenturnedandlookeduponmewithanairofscrutiny。

  `Andnow,\'saidhe,`tosettlewhatremains。Willyoubewise?willyoubeguided?willyousuffermetotakethisglassinmyhand,andtogoforthfromyourhousewithoutfurtherparley?orhasthegreedofcuriositytoomuchcommandofyou?Thinkbeforeyouanswer,foritshallbedoneasyoudecide。Asyoudecide,youshallbeleftasyouwerebefore,andneitherrichernorwiser,unlessthesenseofservicerenderedtoamaninmortaldistressmaybecountedasakindofrichesofthesoul。Or,ifyoushallsoprefertochoose,anewprovinceofknowledgeandnewavenuestofameandpowershallbelaidopentoyou,here,inthisroom,upontheinstant;andyoursightshallbeblastedbyaprodigytostaggertheunbeliefofSatan。\'

  `Sir,\'saidI,affectingacoolnessthatIwasfarfromtrulypossessing,`youspeakenigmas,andyouwillperhapsnotwonderthatIhearyouwithnoverystrongimpressionofbelief。ButIhavegonetoofarinthewayofinexplicableservicestopausebeforeIseetheend。\'

  `Itiswell,\'repliedmyvisitor。`Lanyon,yourememberyourvows:whatfollowsisunderthesealofourprofession。Andnow,youwhohavesolongbeenboundtothemostnarrowandmaterialviews,youwhohavedeniedthevirtueoftranscendentalmedicine,youwhohavederidedyoursuperiors-behold!\'

  Heputtheglasstohislips,anddrankatonegulp。Acryfollowed;

  hereeled,staggered,clutchedatthetableandheldon,staringwithinfectedeyes,gaspingwithopenmouth;andasIlooked,therecame,Ithought,achange-heseemedtoswell-hisfacebecamesuddenlyblack,andthefeaturesseemedtomeltandalter-andthenextmomentIhadsprungtomyfeetandleapedbackagainstthewall,myarmraisedtoshieldmefromthatprodigy,mymindsubmergedinterror。

  `OGod!\'Iscreamed,and`OGod!\'againandagain;fortherebeforemyeyes-paleandshaken,andhalffainting,andgropingbeforehimwithhishands,likeamanrestoredfromdeath-therestoodHenryJekyll!

  WhathetoldmeinthenexthourIcannotbringmymindtosetonpaper。

  IsawwhatIsaw,IheardwhatIheard,andmysoulsickenedatit;andyet,nowwhenthatsighthasfadedfrommyeyes,IaskmyselfifIbelieveit,andIcannotanswer。Mylifeisshakentoitsroots;sleephasleftme;thedeadliestterrorsitsbymeatallhoursofthedayandnight;

  Ifeelthatmydaysarenumbered,andthatImustdie;andyetIshalldieincredulous。Asforthemoralturpitudethatmanunveiledtome,evenwithtearsofpenitence,Icannot,eveninmemory,dwellonitwithoutastartofhorror。Iwillsaybutonething,Utterson,andthat(ifyoucanbringyourmindtocreditit)willbemorethanenough。Thecreaturewhocreptintomyhousethatnightwas,onJekyll\'sownconfession,knownbythenameofHydeandhuntedforineverycornerofthelandasthemurdererofCarew。

  HASTIELANYON

  HENRYJEKYLL\'SFULL

  STATEMENTOFTHECASE

  Iwasbornintheyear18——toalargefortune,endowedbesideswithexcellentparts,inclinedbynaturetoindustry,fondoftherespectofthewiseandgoodamongmyfellow-men,andthus,asmighthavebeensupposed,witheveryguaranteeofanhonourableanddistinguishedfuture。Andindeed,theworstofmyfaultswasacertainimpatientgaietyofdisposition,suchashasmadethehappinessofmany,butsuchasIfoundithardtoreconcilewithmyimperiousdesiretocarrymyheadhigh,andwearamorethancommonlygravecountenancebeforethepublic。HenceitcameaboutthatIconcealedmypleasures;andthatwhenIreachedyearsofreflection,andbegantolookroundmeandtakestockofmyprogressandpositionintheworld,Istoodalreadycommittedtoaprofoundduplicityoflife。ManyamanwouldhaveevenblazonedsuchirregularitiesasIwasguiltyof;butfromthehighviewsthatIhadsetbeforeme,Iregardedandhidthemwithanalmostmorbidsenseofshame。Itwasthusrathertheexactingnatureofmyaspirations,thananyparticulardegradationinmyfaults,thatmademewhatIwasand,withevenadeepertrenchthaninthemajorityofmen,severedinmethoseprovincesofgoodandillwhichdivideandcompoundman\'sdualnature。

  Inthiscase,Iwasdriventoreflectdeeplyandinveteratelyonthathardlawoflifewhichliesattherootofreligion,andisoneofthemostplentifulspringsofdistress。Thoughsoprofoundadouble-dealer,Iwasinnosenseahypocrite;bothsidesofmewereindeadearnest;IwasnomoremyselfwhenIlaidasiderestraintandplungedinshame,thanwhenIlaboured,intheeyeofday,atthefurtheranceofknowledgeorthereliefofsorrowandsuffering。Anditchancedthatthedirectionofmyscientificstudies,whichledwhollytowardsthemysticandthetranscendental,reactedandshedastronglightonthisconsciousnessoftheperennialwaramongmymembers。Witheveryday,andfrombothsidesofmyintelligence,themoralandtheintellectual,IthusdrewsteadilynearertothattruthbywhosepartialdiscoveryIhavebeendoomedtosuchadreadfulshipwreck:

  thatmanisnottrulyone,buttrulytwo。Isaytwo,becausethestateofmyownknowledgedoesnotpassbeyondthatpoint。Otherswillfollow,otherswilloutstripmeonthesamelines;andIhazardtheguessthatmanwillbeultimatelyknownforamerepolityofmultifarious,incongruousandindependentdenizens。I,formypart,fromthenatureofmylife,advancedinfalliblyinonedirectionandinonedirectiononly。Itwasonthemoralside,andinmyownperson,thatIlearnedtorecognizethethoroughandprimitivedualityofman;Isawthat,ofthetwonaturesthatcontendedinthefieldofmyconsciousness,evenifIcouldrightlybesaidtobeeither,itwasonlybecauseIwasradicallyboth;andfromanearlydate,evenbeforethecourseofmyscientificdiscoverieshadbeguntosuggestthemostnakedpossibilityofsuchamiracle,Ihadlearnedtodwellwithpleasure,asabeloveddaydream,onthethoughtoftheseparationoftheseelements。Ifeach,Itoldmyself,couldbutbehousedinseparateidentities,lifewouldberelievedofallthatwasunbearable;theunjustmightgohisway,deliveredfromtheaspirationsandremorseofhismoreuprighttwin;andthejustcouldwalksteadfastlyandsecurelyonhisupwardpath,doingthegoodthingsinwhichhefoundhispleasure,andnolongerexposedtodisgraceandpenitencebythehandsofthisextraneousevil。Itwasthecurseofmankindthattheseincongruousfaggotswerethusboundtogether-thatintheagonizedwombofconsciousnessthesepolartwinsshouldbecontinuouslystruggling。How,then,weretheydissociated?

  Iwassofarinmyreflectionswhen,asIhavesaid,asidelightbegantoshineuponthesubjectfromthelaboratorytable。Ibegantoperceivemoredeeplythanithaseveryetbeenstated,thetremblingimmateriality,themist-liketransience,ofthisseeminglysosolidbodyinwhichwewalkattiredCertainagentsIfoundtohavethepowertoshakeandtopluckbackthatfleshlyvestment,evenasawindmighttossthecurtainsofapavilion。Fortwogoodreasons,Iwillnotenterdeeplyintothisscientificbranchofmyconfession。First,becauseIhavebeenmadetolearnthatthedoomandburthenofourlifeisboundforeveronman\'sshoulders;

  andwhentheattemptismadetocastitoff,itbutreturnsuponuswithmoreunfamiliarandmoreawfulpressure。Second,because,asmynarrativewillmake,alas!tooevident,mydiscoverieswereincomplete。Enough,then,thatInotonlyrecognizedmynaturalbodyforthemereauraandeffulgenceofcertainofthepowersthatmadeupmyspirit,butmanagedtocompoundadrugbywhichthesepowersshouldbedethronedfromtheirsupremacy,andasecondformandcountenancesubstituted,nonethelessnaturaltomebecausetheyweretheexpression,andborethestamp,oflowerelementsinmysoul。

  IhesitatedlongbeforeIputthistheorytothetestofpractice。I

  knewwellthatIriskeddeath;foranydrugthatsopotentlycontrolledandshooktheveryfortressofidentity,mightbytheleastscrupleofanoverdoseorattheleastinopportunityinthemomentofexhibition,utterlyblotoutthatimmaterialtabernaclewhichIlookedtoittochange。

  Butthetemptationofadiscoverysosingularandprofoundatlastovercamethesuggestionsofalarm。Ihadlongsincepreparedmytincture;Ipurchasedatonce,fromafirmofwholesalechemists,alargequantityofaparticularsalt,whichIknew,frommyexperiments,tobethelastingredientrequired;

  and,lateoneaccursednight,Icompoundedtheelements,watchedthemboilandsmoketogetherintheglass,andwhentheebullitionhadsubsided,withastrongglowofcourage,drankoffthepotion。

  Themostrackingpangssucceeded:agrindinginthebones,deadlynausea,andahorrorofthespiritthatcannotbeexceededatthehourofbirthordeath。Thentheseagoniesbeganswiftlytosubside,andIcametomyselfasifoutofagreatsickness。Therewassomethingstrangeinmysensations,somethingindescribablynewand,fromitsverynovelty,incrediblysweet。

  Ifeltyounger,lighter,happierinbody;withinIwasconsciousofaheadyrecklessness,acurrentofdisorderedsensualimagesrunninglikeamillraceinmyfancy,asolutionofthebondsofobligation,anunknownbutnotaninnocentfreedomofthesoul。Iknewmyself,atthefirstbreathofthisnewlife,tobemorewicked,tenfoldmorewicked,soldaslavetomyoriginalevil;andthethought,inthatmoment,bracedanddelightedmelikewine。Istretchedoutmyhands,exultinginthefreshnessof`thesesensations;andintheact,IwassuddenlyawarethatIhadlostinstature。

  Therewasnomirror,atthatdate,inmyroom;thatwhichstandsbesidemeasIwritewasbroughttherelateron,andfortheverypurposeofthosetransformations。Thenight,however,wasfargoneintothemorning-themorning,blackasitwas,wasnearlyripefortheconceptionoftheday-theinmatesofmyhousewerelockedinthemostrigoroushoursofslumber;

  andIdetermined,flushedasIwaswithhopeandtriumph,toventureinmynewshapeasfarastomybedroom。Icrossedtheyard,whereintheconstellationslookeddownuponme,Icouldhavethought,withwonder,thefirstcreatureofthatsortthattheirunsleepingvigilancehadyetdisclosedtothem;

  Istolethroughthecorridors,astrangerinmyownhouse;andcomingtomyroom,IsawforthefirsttimetheappearanceofEdwardHyde。

  Imustherespeakbytheoryalone,sayingnotthatwhichIknow,butthatwhichIsupposetobemostprobable。Theevilsideofmynature,towhichIhadnowtransferredthestampingefficacy,waslessrobustandlessdevelopedthanthegoodwhichIhadjustdeposed。Again,inthecourseofmylife,whichhadbeen,afterall,nine-tenthsalifeofeffort,virtueandcontrol,ithadbeenmuchlessexercisedandmuchlessexhausted。Andhence,asIthink,itcameaboutthatEdwardHydewassomuchsmaller,slighter,andyoungerthanHenryJekyll。Evenasgoodshoneuponthecountenanceoftheone,evilwaswrittenbroadlyandplainlyonthefaceoftheother。

  Evilbesides(whichImuststillbelievetobethelethalsideofman)

  hadleftonthatbodyanimprintofdeformityanddecay。AndyetwhenI

  lookeduponthatuglyidolintheglass,Iwasconsciousofnorepugnance,ratherofaleapofwelcome。This,too,wasmyself。Itseemednaturalandhuman。Inmyeyesitborealivelierimageofthespirit,itseemedmoreexpressandsingle,thantheimperfectanddividedcountenanceIhadbeenhithertoaccustomedtocallmine。AndinsofarIwasdoubtlessright。

  IhaveobservedthatwhenIworethesemblanceofEdwardHyde,nonecouldcomeneartomeatfirstwithoutavisiblemisgivingoftheflesh。This,asItakeit,wasbecauseallhumanbeings,aswemeetthem,arecommingledoutofgoodandevil:andEdwardHyde,alone,intheranksofmankind,waspureevil。

  Ilingeredbutamomentatthemirror:thesecondandconclusiveexperimenthadyettobeattempted;ityetremainedtobeseenifIhadlostmyidentitybeyondredemptionandmustfleebeforedaylightfromahousethatwasnolongermine;andhurryingbacktomycabinet,Ioncemorepreparedanddrankthecup,oncemoresufferedthepangsofdissolution,andcametomyselfoncemorewiththecharacter,thestature,andthefaceofHenryJekyll。

  ThatnightIhadcometothefatalcrossroads。HadIapproachedmydiscoveryinamorenoblespirit,hadIriskedtheexperimentwhileundertheempireofgenerousorpiousaspirations,allmusthavebeenotherwise,andfromtheseagoniesofdeathandbirthIhadcomeforthanangelinsteadofafiend。Thedrughadnodiscriminatingaction;itwasneitherdiabolicalnordivine;itbutshookthedoorsoftheprisonhouseofmydisposition;

  and,likethecaptivesofPhilippi,thatwhichstoodwithinranforth。

  Atthattimemyvirtueslumbered;myevil,keptawakebyambition,wasalertandswifttoseizetheoccasion;andthethingthatwasprojectedwasEdwardHyde。Hence,althoughIhadnowtwocharactersaswellastwoappearances,onewaswhollyevil,andtheotherwasstilltheoldHenryJekyll,thatincongruouscompoundofwhosereformationandimprovementIhadalreadylearnedtodespair。Themovementwasthuswhollytowardtheworse。

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