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  Shelovedhimso,thatwhenhewentawaytoalittlewarinwhichhiscountrywasinterestedshecouldnotunderstand,norquiteforgive。

  Asthecorrespondentofanewspaper,Chestertonhadlookedonatotherwars;whentheyellowracesmet,whentheinfidelTurkspankedtheChristianGreek;andonehehadwatchedfrominsideaBritishsquare,wherehewasgreatlyalarmedlestheshouldbetrampleduponbyterrifiedcamels。Thishadhappenedbeforeheandshehadmet。Aftertheymet,shetoldhimthatwhatchanceshehadchosentotakebeforehecameintoherlifefelloutsideofherjurisdiction。Butnowthathislifebelongedtoher,thistalkofhisstandinguptobeshotatwaswicked。Itwasworsethanwicked;itwasabsurd。

  WhentheMainesankinHavanaharborandtheword\"war\"wasappearinghourlyinhystericalextras,MissArmitageexplainedherposition。

  \"Youmustn\'tthink,\"shesaid,\"thatIamoneofthosesillygirlswhowouldbegyounottogotowar。\"

  Atthemomentofspeakinghercheekhappenedtoberestingagainsthis,andhisarmwasabouther,sohehumblybenthisheadandkissedher,andwhisperedveryproudlyandsoftly,\"No,dearest。\"

  Atwhichshewithdrewfromhimfrowning。

  \"No!I\'mnotabitlikethosegirls,\"sheproclaimed。\"ImerelytellyouYOUCAN\'TGO!Mygracious!\"shecried,helplessly。Sheknewthewordsfellshortofexpressingherdistress,buthereducationhadnotsuppliedherwithexclamationsofgreaterviolence。

  \"Mygoodness!\"shecried。\"Howcanyoufrightenmeso?It\'snotlikeyou,\"shereproachedhim。\"Youaresounselfish,sonoble。

  Youarealwaysthinkingofotherpeople。Howcanyoutalkofgoingtowar——tobekilled——tome?Andnow,nowthatyouhavemademeloveyouso?\"

  Thehands,thatwhenshetalkedseemedtohimlikeswallowsdartingandflashinginthesunlight,clutchedhissleeve。Thefingers,thathewouldratherkissthanthelipsofanyotherwomanthateverlived,clungtohisarm。Theirclaspremindedhimofthatofadrowningchildhehadonceliftedfromthesurf。

  \"Ifyoushoulddie,\"whisperedMissArmitage。\"WhatwouldIdo。

  WhatwouldIdo!\"

  \"Butmydearest,\"criedtheyoungman。\"MydearestONE!I\'veGOT

  togo。It\'sourownwar。Everybodyelsewillgo,\"hepleaded。

  \"Everymanyouknow,andthey\'regoingtofight,too。I\'mgoingonlytolookon。That\'sbadenough,isn\'tit,withoutsittingathome?YoushouldbesorryI\'mnotgoingtofight。\"

  \"Sorry!\"exclaimedthegirl。\"Ifyouloveme——\"

  \"IfIloveyou,\"shoutedtheyoungman。Hisvoicesuggestedthathewasabouttoshakeher。\"Howdareyou?\"

  Sheabandonedthatpositionandattackedfromonemorelogical。

  \"Butwhypunishme?\"sheprotested。\"DoIwantthewar?DoIwanttofreeCuba?No!IwantYOU,andifyougo,youaretheonewhoissuretobekilled。Youaresobig——andsobrave,andyouwillberushinginwhereverthefightingis,andthen——thenyouwilldie。\"Sheraisedhereyesandlookedathimasthoughseeinghimfromagreatdistance。\"And,\"sheaddedfatefully,\"Iwilldie,too,ormaybeIwillhavetolive,tolivewithoutyouforyears,formanymiserableyears。\"

  Fearfully,withgreatcaution,asthoughinhisjoyinherhemightcrushherinhishands,theyoungmandrewhertohimandheldherclose。Afterasilencehewhispered。\"But,youknowthatnothingcanhappentome。Notnow,thatGodhasletmeloveyou。Hecouldnotbesocruel。Hewouldnothavegivenmesuchhappinesstotakeitfromme。Amanwholovesyou,asIloveyou,cannotcometoanyharm。AndthemanYOUloveisimmortal,immune。Heholdsacharmedlife。Solongasyoulovehim,hemustlive。\"

  Theeyesofthegirlsmiledupathimthroughhertears。Sheliftedherlipstohis。\"Thenyouwillneverdie!\"shesaid。

  Sheheldhimawayfromher。\"Listen!\"shewhispered。\"Whatyousayistrue。Itmustbetrue,becauseyouarealwaysright。I

  loveyousothatnothingcanharmyou。Mylovewillbeacharm。

  Itwillhangaroundyourneckandprotectyou,andkeepyou,andbringyoubacktome。Whenyouareindangermylovewillsaveyou。For,whileitlives,Ilive。Whenitdies——\"

  Chestertonkissedherquickly。

  \"Whathappensthen,\"hesaid,\"doesn\'tmatter。\"

  Thewargamehadrunitshappy-go-luckycoursebrieflyandbrilliantly,with\"gloryenoughforall,\"evenforChesterton。

  For,innopreviouscampaignhadgoodfortunesopersistentlystoodsmilingathiselbow。Ateachmomentofthewarthatwascritical,picturesque,dramatic,bysomeluckyaccidenthefoundhimselfamongthosepresent。Hecouldnotlose。EvenwhenhispressboatbrokedownatCardenas,aYankeecruiserandtwoSpanishgun-boats,apparentlyforhissolebenefit,engagedinanimpromptuduelwithinrangeofhismegaphone。Whenhishorsewentlame,thecolumnwithwhichhehadwishedtoadvance,passedforwardtothefrontunmolested,whiletherearguard,towhichhehadbeenforcedtojoinhisfortune,foughtitswaythroughthestiflingunderbrush。

  Betweenhisnewsdespatches,whenhewasnotsingingthepraisesofhisfellow-countrymen,orcopyinglistsoftheirkilledandwounded,hewrotetoMissArmitage。Hisletterswerescrawledonyellowcopypaperandconsistedofrepetitionsofthethreewords,\"Iloveyou,\"rearranged,illuminated,andintensified。

  Eachletterbeganmuchinthesameway。\"Thewarisstillgoingon。Youcanreadaboutitinthepapers。WhatIwantyoutoknowisthatIloveyouasnomanever——\"Andsoonformanypages。

  Fromheronlyoneofthelettersshewrotereachedhim。ItwaspickedupinthesandatSiboneyafterthemedicalcorps,inanefforttowipeouttheyellow-fever,hadsetfiretothepost-

  officetent。

  ShehadwrittenitsomeweeksbeforefromhersummerhomeatNewport,andinitshesaid:\"Whenyouwenttothefront,IthoughtnowomancouldlovemorethanIdidthen。But,nowIknow。AtleastIknowonegirlwhocan。Shecannotwriteit。Shecannevertellyou。Youmustjustbelieve。

  \"EachdayIhearfromyou,forassoonasthepapercomes,Itakeitdowntotherocksandreadyourcables,andIlooksouthacrosstheoceantoCuba,andtrytoseeyouinallthatfightingandheatandfever。ButIamnotafraid。ForeachmorningIwaketofindI

  loveyoumore;thatithasgrownstronger,morewonderful,morehardtobear。AndIknowthecharmIgaveyougrowswithit,andismorepowerful,andthatitwillbringyoubacktomewearingnewhonors,\'bearingyoursheaveswithyou。\'

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