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  \"Disposeofmeasthouwilt!\"

  Zanonistoodinsilenceforsomemoments:hesawthestrugglewhichthegirlthoughtsheconcealedsowell;hemadeaninvoluntarymovementtowardsher,andpressedherhandtohislips;itwasthefirsttimehehadeverdepartedevensofarfromacertainausteritywhichperhapsmadeherfearhimandherownthoughtstheless。

  \"Viola,\"saidhe,andhisvoicetrembled,\"thedangerthatIcanavertnomore,ifthoulingerstillinNaples,comeshourlynearandneartothee!Onthethirddayfromthisthyfatemustbedecided。Iacceptthypromise。Beforethelasthourofthatday,comewhatmay,Ishallseetheeagain,HERE,atthineownhouse。Tillthen,farewell!\"

  CHAPTER3。IV。

  Betweentwoworldslifehoverslikeastar\'Twixtnightandmorn。

  Byron。

  WhenGlyndonleftViola,asrecordedintheconcludingchapteroftheseconddivisionofthiswork,hewasabsorbedagaininthosemysticaldesiresandconjectureswhichthehauntingrecollectionofZanonialwaysservedtocreate。Andashewanderedthroughthestreets,hewasscarcelyconsciousofhisownmovementstill,inthemechanismofcustom,hefoundhimselfinthemidstofoneofthenoblecollectionsofpictureswhichformtheboastofthoseItaliancitieswhosegloryisinthepast。Thitherhehadbeenwont,almostdaily,torepair,forthegallerycontainedsomeofthefinestspecimensofamasterespeciallytheobjectofhisenthusiasmandstudy。There,beforetheworksofSalvator,hehadoftenpausedindeepandearnestreverence。Thestrikingcharacteristicofthatartististhe\"VigourofWill;\"voidoftheelevatedideaofabstractbeauty,whichfurnishesamodelandarchetypetothegeniusofmoreillustriousorder,thesingularenergyofthemanhewsoutoftherockadignityofhisown。Hisimageshavethemajesty,notofthegod,butthesavage;utterlyfree,likethesublimerschools,fromthecommon-placeofimitation,——apart,withthem,fromtheconventionallittlenessoftheReal,——hegraspstheimagination,andcompelsittofollowhim,nottotheheaven,butthroughallthatismostwildandfantasticuponearth;asorcery,notofthestarrymagian,butofthegloomywizard,——amanofromancewhoseheartbeatstrongly,gripingartwithahandofiron,andforcingittoidealisethescenesofhisactuallife。Beforethispowerfulwill,GlyndondrewbackmoreawedandadmiringthanbeforethecalmerbeautywhichrosefromthesoulofRaphael,likeVenusfromthedeep。

  Andnow,asawakingfromhisreverie,hestoodoppositetothatwildandmagnificentgloomofNaturewhichfrownedonhimfromthecanvas,theveryleavesonthosegnome-like,distortedtreesseemedtorustlesibyllinesecretsinhisear。ThoseruggedandsombreApennines,thecataractthatdashedbetween,suited,morethantheactualsceneswouldhavedone,themoodandtemperofhismind。Thestern,uncouthformsatrestonthecragsbelow,anddwarfedbythegiantsizeoftheMatterthatreignedaroundthem,impressedhimwiththemightofNatureandthelittlenessofMan。Asingeniusofthemorespiritualcast,thelivingman,andthesoulthatlivesinhim,arestudiouslymadetheprominentimage;andthemereaccessoriesofscenekeptdown,andcastback,asiftoshowthattheexilefromparadiseisyetthemonarchoftheoutwardworld,——so,inthelandscapesofSalvator,thetree,themountain,thewaterfall,becometheprincipal,andmanhimselfdwindlestotheaccessory。TheMatterseemstoreignsupreme,anditstruelordtocreepbeneathitsstupendousshadow。Inertmattergivinginteresttotheimmortalman,nottheimmortalmantotheinertmatter。Aterriblephilosophyinart!

  Whilesomethingofthesethoughtspassedthroughthemindofthepainter,hefelthisarmtouched,andsawNicotbyhisside。

  \"Agreatmaster,\"saidNicot,\"butIdonotlovetheschool。\"

  \"Idonotlove,butIamawedbyit。Welovethebeautifulandserene,butwehaveafeelingasdeepaslovefortheterribleanddark。\"

  \"True,\"saidNicot,thoughtfully。\"Andyetthatfeelingisonlyasuperstition。Thenursery,withitstalesofghostsandgoblins,isthecradleofmanyofourimpressionsintheworld。

  Butartshouldnotseektopandertoourignorance;artshouldrepresentonlytruths。IconfessthatRaphaelpleasesmeless,becauseIhavenosympathywithhissubjects。Hissaintsandvirginsaretomeonlymenandwomen。\"

  \"Andfromwhatsourceshouldpainting,then,takeitsthemes?\"

  \"Fromhistory,withoutdoubt,\"returnedNicot,pragmatically,——

  \"thosegreatRomanactionswhichinspiremenwithsentimentsoflibertyandvalour,withthevirtuesofarepublic。IwishthecartoonsofRaphaelhadillustratedthestoryoftheHoratii;butitremainsforFranceandherRepublictogivetoposteritythenewandthetrueschool,whichcouldneverhaveariseninacountryofpriestcraftanddelusion。\"

  \"AndthesaintsandvirginsofRaphaelaretoyouonlymenandwomen?\"repeatedGlyndon,goingbacktoNicot\'scandidconfessioninamaze,andscarcelyhearingthedeductionstheFrenchmandrewfromhisproposition。

  \"Assuredly。Ha,ha!\"andNicotlaughedhideously,\"doyouaskmetobelieveinthecalendar,orwhat?\"

  \"Buttheideal?\"

  \"Theideal!\"interruptedNicot。\"Stuff!TheItaliancritics,andyourEnglishReynolds,haveturnedyourhead。Theyaresofondoftheir\'gustogrande,\'andtheir\'idealbeautythatspeakstothesoul!\'——soul!——ISthereasoul?Iunderstandamanwhenhetalksofcomposingforarefinedtaste,——foraneducatedandintelligentreason;forasensethatcomprehendstruths。Butasforthesoul,——bah!——wearebutmodificationsofmatter,andpaintingismodificationofmatteralso。\"

  GlyndonturnedhiseyesfromthepicturebeforehimtoNicot,andfromNicottothepicture。Thedogmatistgaveavoicetothethoughtswhichthesightofthepicturehadawakened。Heshookhisheadwithoutreply。

  \"Tellme,\"saidNicot,abruptly,\"thatimposter,——Zanoni!——oh!I

  havenowlearnedhisnameandquackeries,forsooth,——whatdidhesaytotheeofme?\"

  \"Ofthee?Nothing;buttowarnmeagainstthydoctrines。\"

  \"Aha!wasthatall?\"saidNicot。\"Heisanotableinventor,andsince,whenwemetlast,Iunmaskedhisdelusions,Ithoughthemightretaliatebysometaleofslander。\"

  \"Unmaskedhisdelusions!——how?\"

  \"Adullandlongstory:hewishedtoteachanolddotingfriendofminehissecretsofprolongedlifeandphilosophicalalchemy。

  Iadvisetheetorenouncesodiscreditableanacquaintance。\"

  WiththatNicotnoddedsignificantly,and,notwishingtobefurtherquestioned,wenthisway。

  Glyndon\'smindatthatmomenthadescapedtohisart,andthecommentsandpresenceofNicothadbeennowelcomeinterruption。

  HeturnedfromthelandscapeofSalvator,andhiseyefallingonaNativitybyCoreggio,thecontrastbetweenthetworanksofgeniusstruckhimasadiscovery。Thatexquisiterepose,thatperfectsenseofbeauty,thatstrengthwithouteffort,thatbreathingmoralofhighart,whichspeakstothemindthroughtheeye,andraisesthethoughts,bytheaidoftendernessandlove,totheregionsofaweandwonder,——ay!THATwasthetrueschool。

  Hequittedthegallerywithreluctantstepsandinspiredideas;

  hesoughthisownhome。Here,pleasednottofindthesoberMervale,heleanedhisfaceonhishands,andendeavouredtorecallthewordsofZanoniintheirlastmeeting。Yes,hefeltNicot\'stalkevenonartwascrime;itdebasedtheimaginationitselftomechanism。Couldhe,whosawnothinginthesoulbutacombinationofmatter,prateofschoolsthatshouldexcelaRaphael?Yes,artwasmagic;andasheownedthetruthoftheaphorism,hecouldcomprehendthatinmagictheremaybereligion,forreligionisanessentialtoart。Hisoldambition,freeingitselffromthefrigidprudencewithwhichMervalesoughttodesecrateallimageslesssubstantialthanthegoldencalfoftheworld,revived,andstirred,andkindled。Thesubtledetectionofwhatheconceivedtobeanerrorintheschoolhehadhithertoadopted,mademoremanifesttohimbythegrinningcommentaryofNicot,seemedtoopentohimanewworldofinvention。Heseizedthehappymoment,——heplacedbeforehimthecoloursandthecanvas。Lostinhisconceptionsofafreshideal,hismindwasliftedaloftintotheairyrealmsofbeauty;

  darkthoughts,unhalloweddesires,vanished。Zanoniwasright:

  thematerialworldshrunkfromhisgaze;heviewedNatureasfromamountain-topafar;andasthewavesofhisunquietheartbecamecalmandstill,againtheangeleyesofViolabeamedonthemasaholystar。

  Lockinghimselfinhischamber,herefusedeventhevisitsofMervale。Intoxicatedwiththepureairofhisfreshexistence,heremainedforthreedays,andalmostnights,absorbedinhisemployment;butonthefourthmorningcamethatreactiontowhichalllabourisexposed。Hewokelistlessandfatigued;andashecasthiseyesonthecanvas,thegloryseemedtohavegonefromit。Humiliatingrecollectionsofthegreatmastersheaspiredtorivalforcedthemselvesuponhim;defectsbeforeunseenmagnifiedthemselvestodeformitiesinhislanguidanddiscontentedeyes。

  Hetouchedandretouched,buthishandfailedhim;hethrewdownhisinstrumentsindespair;heopenedhiscasement:thedaywithoutwasbrightandlovely;thestreetwascrowdedwiththatlifewhichiseversojoyousandaffluentintheanimatedpopulationofNaples。Hesawthelover,ashepassed,conversingwithhismistressbythosemutegestureswhichhavesurvivedallchangesoflanguages,thesamenowaswhentheEtruscanpaintedyonvasesintheMuseoBorbonico。Lightfromwithoutbeckonedhisyouthtoitsmirthanditspleasures;andthedullwallswithin,latelylargeenoughtocompriseheavenandearth,seemednowcabinedandconfinedasafelon\'sprison。HewelcomedthestepofMervaleathisthreshold,andunbarredthedoor。

  \"Andisthatallyouhavedone?\"saidMervale,glancingdisdainfullyatthecanvas。\"IsitforthisthatyouhaveshutyourselfoutfromthesunnydaysandmoonlitnightsofNaples?\"

  \"Whilethefitwasonme,Ibaskedinabrightersun,andimbibedthevoluptuousluxuryofasoftermoon。\"

  \"Youownthatthefitisover。Well,thatissomesignofreturningsense。Afterall,itisbettertodaubcanvasforthreedaysthanmakeafoolofyourselfforlife。Thislittlesiren?\"

  \"Bedumb!Ihatetohearyounameher。\"

  MervaledrewhischairnearertoGlyndon\'s,thrusthishandsdeepinhisbreeches-pockets,stretchedhislegs,andwasabouttobeginaseriousstrainofexpostulation,whenaknockwasheardatthedoor,andNicot,withoutwaitingforleave,obtrudedhisuglyhead。

  \"Good-day,moncherconfrere。Iwishedtospeaktoyou。Hein!

  youhavebeenatwork,Isee。Thisiswell,——verywell!Aboldoutline,——greatfreedominthatrighthand。But,hold!isthecompositiongood?Youhavenotgotthegreatpyramidalform。

  Don\'tyouthink,too,thatyouhavelosttheadvantageofcontrastinthisfigure;sincetherightlegisputforward,surelytherightarmshouldbeputback?Peste!butthatlittlefingerisveryfine!\"

  MervaledetestedNicot。Forallspeculators,Utopians,alterersoftheworld,andwanderersfromthehighroad,wereequallyhatefultohim;buthecouldhavehuggedtheFrenchmanatthatmoment。HesawinGlyndon\'sexpressivecountenanceallthewearinessanddisgustheendured。Aftersowrappedastudy,tobepratedtoaboutpyramidalformsandrightarmsandrightlegs,theaccidenceoftheart,thewholeconceptiontobeoverlooked,andthecriticismtoendinapprovalofthelittlefinger!

  \"Oh,\"saidGlyndon,peevishly,throwingtheclothoverhisdesign,\"enoughofmypoorperformance。Whatisityouhavetosaytome?\"

  \"Inthefirstplace,\"saidNicot,huddlinghimselftogetheruponastool,——\"inthefirstplace,thisSignorZanoni,——thissecondCagliostro,——whodisputesmydoctrines!nodoubtaspyofthemanCapetIamnotvindictive;asHelvetiussays,\'ourerrorsarisefromourpassions。\'Ikeepmineinorder;butitisvirtuoustohateinthecauseofmankind;IwouldIhadthedenouncingandthejudgingofSignorZanoniatParis。\"AndNicot\'ssmalleyesshotfire,andhegnashedhisteeth。

  \"Haveyouanynewcausetohatehim?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidNicot,fiercely。\"Yes,IhearheiscourtingthegirlImeantomarry。\"

  \"You!Whomdoyouspeakof?\"

  \"ThecelebratedPisani!Sheisdivinelyhandsome。Shewouldmakemyfortuneinarepublic。Andarepublicweshallhavebeforetheyearisout。\"

  Mervalerubbedhishands,andchuckled。Glyndoncolouredwithrageandshame。

  \"DoyouknowtheSignoraPisani?Haveyoueverspokentoher?\"

  \"Notyet。ButwhenImakeupmymindtoanything,itissoondone。IamabouttoreturntoParis。Theywritemewordthatahandsomewifeadvancesthecareerofapatriot。Theageofprejudiceisover。Thesublimervirtuesbegintobeunderstood。

  IshalltakebackthehandsomestwifeinEurope。\"

  \"Bequiet!Whatareyouabout?\"saidMervale,seizingGlyndonashesawhimadvancetowardstheFrenchman,hiseyessparkling,andhishandsclenched。

  \"Sir!\"saidGlyndon,betweenhisteeth,\"youknownotofwhomyouthusspeak。DoyouaffecttosupposethatViolaPisaniwouldacceptYOU?\"

  \"Notifshecouldgetabetteroffer,\"saidMervale,lookinguptotheceiling。

  \"Abetteroffer?Youdon\'tunderstandme,\"saidNicot。\"I,JeanNicot,proposetomarrythegirl;marryher!Othersmaymakehermoreliberaloffers,butnoone,Iapprehend,wouldmakeonesohonourable。Ialonehavepityonherfriendlesssituation。

  Besides,accordingtothedawningstateofthings,onewillalways,inFrance,beabletogetridofawifewheneveronewishes。Weshallhavenewlawsofdivorce。DoyouimaginethatanItaliangirl——andinnocountryintheworldaremaidens,itseems,morechastethoughwivesmayconsolethemselveswithvirtuesmorephilosophical——wouldrefusethehandofanartistforthesettlementsofaprince?No;IthinkbetterofthePisanithanyoudo。Ishallhastentointroducemyselftoher。\"

  \"Iwishyouallsuccess,MonsieurNicot,\"saidMervale,rising,andshakinghimheartilybythehand。

  Glyndoncastatthembothadisdainfulglance。

  \"Perhaps,MonsieurNicot,\"saidhe,atlength,constraininghislipsintoabittersmile,——\"perhapsyoumayhaverivals。\"

  \"Somuchthebetter,\"repliedMonsieurNicot,carelessly,kickinghisheelstogether,andappearingabsorbedinadmirationatthesizeofhislargefeet。

  \"ImyselfadmireViolaPisani。\"

  \"Everypaintermust!\"

  \"Imayofferhermarriageaswellasyourself。\"

  \"Thatwouldbefollyinyou,thoughwisdominme。Youwouldnotknowhowtodrawprofitfromthespeculation!Cherconfrere,youhaveprejudices。\"

  \"Youdonotdaretosayyouwouldmakeprofitfromyourownwife?\"

  \"ThevirtuousCatolenthiswifetoafriend。Ilovevirtue,andIcannotdobetterthanimitateCato。Buttobeserious,——Idonotfearyouasarival。Youaregood-looking,andIamugly。

  Butyouareirresolute,andIdecisive。Whileyouareutteringfinephrases,Ishallsay,simply,\'Ihaveabonetat。Willyoumarryme?\'Sodoyourworst,cherconfrere。Aurevoir,behindthescenes!\"

  Sosaying,Nicotrose,stretchedhislongarmsandshortlegs,yawnedtillheshowedallhisraggedteethfromeartoear,presseddownhiscaponhisshaggyheadwithanairofdefiance,andcastingoverhisleftshoulderaglanceoftriumphandmaliceattheindignantGlyndon,saunteredoutoftheroom。

  Mervaleburstintoaviolentfitoflaughter。\"SeehowyourViolaisestimatedbyyourfriend。Afinevictory,tocarryherofffromtheugliestdogbetweenLaplandandtheCalmucks。\"

  Glyndonwasyettooindignanttoanswer,whenanewvisitorarrived。ItwasZanonihimself。Mervale,onwhomtheappearanceandaspectofthispersonageimposedakindofreluctantdeference,whichhewasunwillingtoacknowledge,andstillmoretobetray,noddedtoGlyndon,andsaying,simply,\"MorewhenI

  seeyouagain,\"leftthepainterandhisunexpectedvisitor。

  \"Isee,\"saidZanoni,liftingtheclothfromthecanvas,\"thatyouhavenotslightedtheadviceIgaveyou。Courage,youngartist;thisisanescapefromtheschools:thisisfulloftheboldself-confidenceofrealgenius。YouhadnoNicot——noMervale——atyourelbowwhenthisimageoftruebeautywasconceived!\"

  Charmedbacktohisartbythisunlooked-forpraise,Glyndonrepliedmodestly,\"Ithoughtwellofmydesigntillthismorning;

  andthenIwasdisenchantedofmyhappypersuasion。\"

  \"Say,rather,that,unaccustomedtocontinuouslabour,youwerefatiguedwithyouremployment。\"

  \"Thatistrue。ShallIconfessit?Ibegantomisstheworldwithout。Itseemedtomeasif,whileIlavishedmyheartandmyyouthuponvisionsofbeauty,Iwaslosingthebeautifulrealitiesofactuallife。AndIenviedthemerryfisherman,singingashepassedbelowmycasement,andtheloverconversingwithhismistress。\"

  \"And,\"saidZanoni,withanencouragingsmile,\"doyoublameyourselfforthenaturalandnecessaryreturntoearth,inwhicheventhemosthabitualvisitoroftheHeavensofInventionseekshisrelaxationandrepose?Man\'sgeniusisabirdthatcannotbealwaysonthewing;whenthecravingfortheactualworldisfelt,itisahungerthatmustbeappeased。Theywhocommandbesttheideal,enjoyevermostthereal。Seethetrueartist,whenabroadinmen\'sthoroughfares,everobservant,everdivingintotheheart,everalivetotheleastastothegreatestofthecomplicatedtruthsofexistence;descendingtowhatpedantswouldcallthetrivialandthefrivolous。Fromeverymeshinthesocialweb,hecandisentangleagrace。Andforhimeachairygossamerfloatsinthegoldofthesunlight。Knowyounotthataroundtheanimalculethatsportsinthewaterthereshinesahalo,asaroundthestarThemonasmica,foundinthepurestpools,isencompassedwithahalo。Andthisisfrequentamongstmanyotherspeciesofanimalcule。thatrevolvesinbrightpastimethroughthespace?Trueartfindsbeautyeverywhere。Inthestreet,inthemarket-place,inthehovel,itgathersfoodforthehiveofitsthoughts。Inthemireofpolitics,DanteandMiltonselectedpearlsforthewreathofsong。

  \"WhoevertoldyouthatRaphaeldidnotenjoythelifewithout,carryingeverywherewithhimtheoneinwardideaofbeautywhichattractedandimbeddedinitsownambereverystrawthatthefeetofthedullmantrampledintomud?Assomelordoftheforestwandersabroadforitsprey,andscentsandfollowsitoverplainandhill,throughbrakeandjungle,but,seizingitatlast,bearsthequarrytoitsunwitnessedcave,——soGeniussearchesthroughwoodandwaste,untiringlyandeagerly,everysenseawake,everynervestrainedtospeedandstrength,forthescatteredandflyingimagesofmatter,thatitseizesatlastwithitsmightytalons,andbearsawaywithitintosolitudesnofootstepcaninvade。Go,seektheworldwithout;itisforarttheinexhaustiblepasture-groundandharvesttotheworldwithin!\"

  \"Youcomfortme,\"saidGlyndon,brightening。\"Ihadimaginedmywearinessaproofofmydeficiency!ButnotnowwouldIspeaktoyouoftheselabours。Pardonme,ifIpassfromthetoiltothereward。Youhaveuttereddimpropheciesofmyfuture,ifIwedonewho,inthejudgmentofthesoberworld,wouldonlydarkenitsprospectsandobstructitsambition。Doyouspeakfromthewisdomwhichisexperience,orthatwhichaspirestoprediction?\"

  \"Aretheynotallied?Isitnothebestaccustomedtocalculationwhocansolveataglanceanynewprobleminthearithmeticofchances?\"

  \"Youevademyquestion。\"

  \"No;butIwilladaptmyanswerthebettertoyourcomprehension,foritisuponthisverypointthatIhavesoughtyou。Listentome!\"Zanonifixedhiseyesearnestlyonhislistener,andcontinued:\"Fortheaccomplishmentofwhateverisgreatandlofty,theclearperceptionoftruthsisthefirstrequisite,——

  truthsadaptedtotheobjectdesired。Thewarriorthusreducesthechancesofbattletocombinationsalmostofmathematics。Hecanpredictaresult,ifhecanbutdependuponthematerialsheisforcedtoemploy。Atsuchalosshecancrossthatbridge;insuchatimehecanreducethatfort。Stillmoreaccurately,forhedependslessonmaterialcausesthanideasathiscommand,canthecommanderofthepurerscienceordivinerart,ifheonceperceivethetruthsthatareinhimandaround,foretellwhathecanachieve,andinwhatheiscondemnedtofail。Butthisperceptionoftruthsisdisturbedbymanycauses,——vanity,passion,fear,indolenceinhimself,ignoranceofthefittingmeanswithouttoaccomplishwhathedesigns。Hemaymiscalculatehisownforces;hemayhavenochartofthecountryhewouldinvade。Itisonlyinapeculiarstateofthemindthatitiscapableofperceivingtruth;andthatstateisprofoundserenity。

  Yourmindisfeveredbyadesirefortruth:youwouldcompelittoyourembraces;youwouldaskmetoimparttoyou,withoutordealorpreparation,thegrandestsecretsthatexistinNature。

  Buttruthcannomorebeseenbythemindunpreparedforit,thanthesuncandawnuponthemidstofnight。Suchamindreceivestruthonlytopolluteit:tousethesimileofonewhohaswanderedneartothesecretofthesublimeGoetiaorthemagicthatlieswithinNature,aselectricitywithinthecloud,\'Hewhopourswaterintothemuddywell,doesbutdisturbthemud。\'\"

  \"Iamb。deVit。Pythag。\"

  \"Whatdoyoutendto?\"

  \"This:thatyouhavefacultiesthatmayattaintosurpassingpower,thatmayrankyouamongthoseenchanterswho,greaterthanthemagian,leavebehindthemanenduringinfluence,worshippedwhereverbeautyiscomprehended,whereverthesoulissensibleofahigherworldthanthatinwhichmatterstrugglesforcrudeandincompleteexistence。

  \"Buttomakeavailablethosefaculties,needIbeaprophettotellyouthatyoumustlearntoconcentreupongreatobjectsallyourdesires?Theheartmustrest,thatthemindmaybeactive。

  Atpresentyouwanderfromaimtoaim。Astheballasttotheship,sotothespiritarefaithandlove。Withyourwholeheart,affections,humanity,centredinoneobject,yourmindandaspirationswillbecomeequallysteadfastandinearnest。Violaisachildasyet;youdonotperceivethehighnaturethetrialsoflifewilldevelop。Pardonme,ifIsaythathersoul,purerandloftierthanyourown,willbearitupward,asasecrethymncarriesaloftthespiritsoftheworld。Yournaturewantstheharmony,themusicwhich,asthePythagoreanswiselytaught,atonceelevatesandsoothes。Iofferyouthatmusicinherlove。\"

  \"ButamIsurethatshedoesloveme?\"

  \"Artist,no;shelovesyounotatpresent;heraffectionsarefullofanother。ButifIcouldtransfertoyou,astheloadstonetransfersitsattractiontothemagnet,thelovethatshehasnowforme,——ifIcouldcausehertoseeinyoutheidealofherdreams——\"

  \"Issuchagiftinthepowerofman?\"

  \"Iofferittoyou,ifyourlovebelawful,ifyourfaithinvirtueandyourselfbedeepandloyal;ifnot,thinkyouthatI

  woulddisenchantherwithtruthtomakeheradoreafalsehood?\"

  \"Butif,\"persistedGlyndon,——\"ifshebeallthatyoutellme,andifsheloveyou,howcanyourobyourselfofsopricelessatreasure?\"

  \"Oh,shallowandmeanheartofman!\"exclaimedZanoni,withunaccustomedpassionandvehemence,\"dostthouconceivesolittleofloveasnottoknowthatitsacrificesall——loveitself——forthehappinessofthethingitloves?Hearme!\"AndZanoni\'sfacegrewpale。\"Hearme!Ipressthisuponyou,becauseIloveher,andbecauseIfearthatwithmeherfatewillbelessfairthanwithyourself。Why,——asknot,forIwillnottellyou。

  Enough!Timepressesnowforyouranswer;itcannotlongbedelayed。Beforethenightofthethirddayfromthis,allchoicewillbeforbidyou!\"

  \"But,\"saidGlyndon,stilldoubtingandsuspicious,——\"butwhythishaste?\"

  \"Man,youarenotworthyofherwhenyouaskme。AllIcantellyouhere,youshouldhaveknownyourself。Thisravisher,thismanofwill,thissonoftheoldVisconti,unlikeyou,——

  steadfast,resolute,earnesteveninhiscrimes,——neverrelinquishesanobject。Butonepassioncontrolshislust,——itishisavarice。ThedayafterhisattemptonViola,hisuncle,theCardinal——,fromwhomhehaslargeexpectationsoflandandgold,sentforhim,andforbadehim,onpainofforfeitingallthepossessionswhichhisschemesalreadyhadparcelledout,topursuewithdishonourabledesignsonewhomtheCardinalhadheededandlovedfromchildhood。Thisisthecauseofhispresentpausefromhispursuit。Whilewespeak,thecauseexpires。Beforethehandoftheclockreachesthehourofnoon,theCardinal——willbenomore。Atthisverymomentthyfriend,JeanNicot,iswiththePrincedi。\"

  \"He!wherefore?\"

  \"ToaskwhatdowershallgowithViolaPisani,themorningthatsheleavesthepalaceoftheprince。\"

  \"Andhowdoyouknowallthis?\"

  \"Fool!Itelltheeagain,becausealoverisawatcherbynightandday;becauseloveneversleepswhendangermenacesthebelovedone!\"

  \"AndyouitwasthatinformedtheCardinal——?\"

  \"Yes;andwhathasbeenmytaskmightaseasilyhavebeenthine。

  Speak,——thineanswer!\"

  \"Youshallhaveitonthethirddayfromthis。\"

  \"Beitso。Putoff,poorwaverer,thyhappinesstothelasthour。Onthethirddayfromthis,Iwillasktheethyresolve。\"

  \"Andwhereshallwemeet?\"

  \"Beforemidnight,whereyoumayleastexpectme。Youcannotshunme,thoughyoumayseektodoso!\"

  \"Stayonemoment!Youcondemnmeasdoubtful,irresolute,suspicious。HaveInocause?CanIyieldwithoutastruggletothestrangefascinationyouexertuponmymind?Whatinterestcanyouhaveinme,astranger,thatyoushouldthusdictatetomethegravestactioninthelifeofman?Doyousupposethatanyoneinhissenseswouldnotpause,anddeliberate,andaskhimself,\'Whyshouldthisstrangercarethusforme?\'\"

  \"Andyet,\"saidZanoni,\"ifItoldtheethatIcouldinitiatetheeintothesecretsofthatmagicwhichthephilosophyofthewholeexistingworldtreatsasachimera,orimposture;ifI

  promisedtoshowtheehowtocommandthebeingsofairandocean,howtoaccumulatewealthmoreeasilythanachildcangatherpebblesontheshore,toplaceinthyhandstheessenceoftheherbswhichprolonglifefromagetoage,themysteryofthatattractionbywhichtoawealldangeranddisarmallviolenceandsubduemanastheserpentcharmsthebird,——ifItoldtheethatalltheseitwasminetopossessandtocommunicate,thouwouldstlistentomethen,andobeymewithoutadoubt!\"

  \"Itistrue;andIcanaccountforthisonlybytheimperfectassociationsofmychildhood,——bytraditionsinourhouseof——\"

  \"Yourforefather,who,intherevivalofscience,soughtthesecretsofApolloniusandParacelsus。\"

  \"What!\"saidGlyndon,amazed,\"areyousowellacquaintedwiththeannalsofanobscurelineage?\"

  \"Tothemanwhoaspirestoknow,nomanwhohasbeenthemeaneststudentofknowledgeshouldbeunknown。YouaskmewhyIhaveshownthisinterestinyourfate?ThereisonereasonwhichI

  havenotyettoldyou。Thereisafraternityastowhoselawsandwhosemysteriesthemostinquisitiveschoolmenareinthedark。Bythoselawsallarepledgedtowarn,toaid,andtoguideeventheremotestdescendantsofmenwhohavetoiled,thoughvainly,likeyourancestor,inthemysteriesoftheOrder。

  Weareboundtoadvisethemtotheirwelfare;nay,more,——iftheycommandustoit,wemustacceptthemasourpupils。Iamasurvivorofthatmostancientandimmemorialunion。Thisitwasthatboundmetotheeatthefirst;this,perhaps,attractedthyselfunconsciously,SonofourBrotherhood,tome。\"

  \"Ifthisbeso,Icommandthee,inthenameofthelawsthouobeyest,toreceivemeasthypupil!\"

  \"Whatdoyouask?\"saidZanoni,passionately。\"Learn,first,theconditions。Noneophytemusthave,athisinitiation,oneaffectionordesirethatchainshimtotheworld。Hemustbepurefromtheloveofwoman,freefromavariceandambition,freefromthedreamsevenofart,orthehopeofearthlyfame。Thefirstsacrificethoumustmakeis——Violaherself。Andforwhat?

  Foranordealthatthemostdaringcourageonlycanencounter,themostetherealnaturesalonesurvive!Thouartunfitforthesciencethathasmademeandotherswhatweareorhavebeen;forthywholenatureisonefear!\"

  \"Fear!\"criedGlyndon,colouringwithresentment,andrisingtothefullheightofhisstature。

  \"Fear!andtheworstfear,——fearoftheworld\'sopinion;fearoftheNicotsandtheMervales;fearofthineownimpulseswhenmostgenerous;fearofthineownpowerswhenthygeniusismostbold;

  fearthatvirtueisnoteternal;fearthatGoddoesnotliveinheaventokeepwatchonearth;fear,thefearoflittlemen;andthatfearisneverknowntothegreat。\"

  WiththesewordsZanoniabruptlylefttheartist,humbled,bewildered,andnotconvinced。Heremainedalonewithhisthoughtstillhewasarousedbythestrikingoftheclock;hethensuddenlyrememberedZanoni\'spredictionoftheCardinal\'sdeath;and,seizedwithanintensedesiretolearnitstruth,hehurriedintothestreets,——hegainedtheCardinal\'spalace。FiveminutesbeforenoonhisEminencehadexpired,afteranillnessoflessthananhour。Zanoni\'svisithadoccupiedmoretimethantheillnessoftheCardinal。Awedandperplexed,heturnedfromthepalace,andashewalkedthroughtheChiaja,hesawJeanNicotemergefromtheportalsofthePrincedi。

  CHAPTER3。V。

  TwolovesIhaveofcomfortanddespair,Whichliketwospiritsdosuggestmestill。

  Shakespeare。

  VenerableBrotherhood,sosacredandsolittleknown,fromwhosesecretandpreciousarchivesthematerialsforthishistoryhavebeendrawn;yewhohaveretained,fromcenturytocentury,allthattimehassparedoftheaugustandvenerablescience,——thankstoyou,ifnow,forthefirsttime,somerecordofthethoughtsandactionsofnofalseandself-styledluminaryofyourOrderbegiven,howeverimperfectly,totheworld。Manyhavecalledthemselvesofyourband;manyspuriouspretendershavebeenso-calledbythelearnedignorancewhichstill,baffledandperplexed,isdriventoconfessthatitknowsnothingofyourorigin,yourceremoniesordoctrines,norevenifyoustillhavelocalhabitationontheearth。ThankstoyouifI,theonlyoneofmycountry,inthisage,admitted,withaprofanefootstep,intoyourmysteriousAcademeThereaderwillhavethegoodnesstorememberthatthisissaidbytheauthoroftheoriginalMS。,notbytheeditor。,havebeenbyyouempoweredandinstructedtoadapttothecomprehensionoftheuninitiated,somefewofthestarrytruthswhichshoneonthegreatShemaiaoftheChaldeanLore,andgleameddimlythroughthedarkenedknowledgeoflatterdisciples,labouring,likePsellusandIamblichus,torevivetheembersofthefirewhichburnedintheHamarinoftheEast。

  ThoughnottousofanagedandhoaryworldisvouchsafedtheNAMEwhich,sosaytheearliestoraclesoftheearth,\"rushesintotheinfiniteworlds,\"yetisitourstotracetherevivingtruths,througheachnewdiscoveryofthephilosopherandchemist。Thelawsofattraction,ofelectricity,andoftheyetmoremysteriousagencyofthatgreatprincipaloflife,which,ifdrawnfromtheuniverse,wouldleavetheuniverseagrave,werebutthecodeinwhichtheTheurgyofoldsoughttheguidesthatledittoalegislationandscienceofitsown。Torebuildonwordsthefragmentsofthishistory,itseemstomeasif,inasolemntrance,Iwasledthroughtheruinsofacitywhoseonlyremainsweretombs。FromthesarcophagusandtheurnIawakethegeniusTheGreekGeniusofDeath。oftheextinguishedTorch,andsocloselydoesitsshaperesembleEros,thatatmomentsI

  scarcelyknowwhichofyedictatestome,——OLove!ODeath!

  Anditstirredinthevirgin\'sheart,——thisnew,unfathomable,anddivineemotion!Wasitonlytheordinaryaffectionofthepulseandthefancy,oftheeyetotheBeautiful,oftheeartotheEloquent,ordiditnotjustifythenotionsheherselfconceivedofit,——thatitwasbornnotofthesenses,thatitwaslessofearthlyandhumanlovethantheeffectofsomewondrousbutnotunholycharm?Isaidthat,fromthatdayinwhich,nolongerwithaweandtrembling,shesurrenderedherselftotheinfluenceofZanoni,shehadsoughttoputherthoughtsintowords。Letthethoughtsattesttheirownnature。

  THESELFCONFESSIONAL。

  \"Isitthedaylightthatshinesonme,orthememoryofthypresence?WhereverIlook,theworldseemsfullofthee;ineveryraythattremblesonthewater,thatsmilesupontheleaves,Ibeholdbutalikenesstothineeyes。Whatisthischange,thataltersnotonlymyself,butthefaceofthewholeuniverse?……

  Howinstantaneouslyleapedintolifethepowerwithwhichthouswayestmyheartinitsebbandflow。Thousandswerearoundme,andIsawbutthee。ThatwasthenightinwhichIfirstenteredupontheworldwhichcrowdslifeintoadrama,andhasnolanguagebutmusic。Howstrangelyandhowsuddenlywiththeebecamethatworldevermoreconnected!Whatthedelusionofthestagewastoothers,thypresencewastome。Mylife,too,seemedtocentreintothoseshorthours,andfromthylipsI

  heardamusic,mutetoallearsbutmine。Isitintheroomwheremyfatherdwelt。Here,onthathappynight,forgettingwhyTHEYweresohappy,Ishrunkintotheshadow,andsoughttoguesswhatthouwerttome;andmymother\'slowvoicewokeme,andI

  crepttomyfather\'sside,close——close,fromfearofmyownthoughts。

  \"Ah!sweetandsadwasthemorrowtothatnight,whenthylipswarnedmeofthefuture。Anorphannow,——whatistherethatlivesformetothinkof,todreamupon,torevere,butthou!

  \"Howtenderlythouhastrebukedmeforthegrievouswrongthatmythoughtsdidthee!WhyshouldIhaveshudderedtofeeltheeglancinguponmythoughtslikethebeamonthesolitarytree,towhichthoudidstoncelikenmesowell?Itwas——itwas,that,likethetree,Istruggledforthelight,andthelightcame。

  Theytellmeoflove,andmyverylifeofthestagebreathesthelanguageofloveintomylips。No;againandagain,IknowTHAT

  isnotthelovethatIfeelforthee!——itisnotapassion,itisathought!Iasknottobelovedagain。Imurmurnotthatthywordsaresternandthylooksarecold。IasknotifIhaverivals;Isighnottobefairinthineeyes。ItismySPIRIT

  thatwouldblenditselfwiththine。Iwouldgiveworlds,thoughwewereapart,thoughoceansrolledbetweenus,toknowthehourinwhichthygazewasliftedtothestars,——inwhichthyheartpoureditselfinprayer。Theytellmethouartmorebeautifulthanthemarbleimagesthatarefairerthanallhumanforms;butIhaveneverdaredtogazesteadfastlyonthyface,thatmemorymightcomparetheewiththerest。Onlythineeyesandthysoft,calmsmilehauntme;aswhenIlookuponthemoon,allthatpassesintomyheartishersilentlight……

  \"Often,whentheairiscalm,IhavethoughtthatIhearthestrainsofmyfather\'smusic;often,thoughlongstilledinthegrave,havetheywakedmefromthedreamsofthesolemnnight。

  Methinks,erethoucomesttomethatIhearthemheraldthyapproach。MethinksIhearthemwailandmoan,whenIsinkbackintomyselfonseeingtheedepart。ThouartOFthatmusic,——itsspirit,itsgenius。Myfathermusthaveguessedattheeandthynativeregions,whenthewindshushedtolistentohistones,andtheworlddeemedhimmad!IhearwhereIsit,thefarmurmurofthesea。Murmuron,yeblessedwaters!Thewavesarethepulsesoftheshore。Theybeatwiththegladnessofthemorningwind,——

  sobeatsmyheartinthefreshnessandlightthatmakeupthethoughtsofthee!……

  \"OfteninmychildhoodIhavemusedandaskedforwhatIwasborn;andmysoulansweredmyheartandsaid,\'THOUWERTBORNTO

  WORSHIP!\'Yes;Iknowwhytherealworldhaseverseemedtomesofalseandcold。Iknowwhytheworldofthestagecharmedanddazzledme。Iknowwhyitwassosweettositapartandgazemywholebeingintothedistantheavens。Mynatureisnotformedforthislife,happythoughthatlifeseemtoothers。Itisitsverywanttohaveeverbeforeitsomeimageloftierthanitself!

  Stranger,inwhatrealmabove,whenthegraveispast,shallmysoul,hourafterhour,worshipatthesamesourceasthine?……

  \"Inthegardensofmyneighbourthereisasmallfountain。I

  stoodbyitthismorningaftersunrise。Howitsprungup,withitseagerspray,tothesunbeams!AndthenIthoughtthatI

  shouldseetheeagainthisday,andsosprungmyhearttothenewmorningwhichthoubringestmefromtheskies……

  \"IHAVEseen,IhaveLISTENEDtotheeagain。HowboldIhavebecome!Iranonwithmychildlikethoughtsandstories,myrecollectionsofthepast,asifIhadknowntheefromaninfant。

  Suddenlytheideaofmypresumptionstruckme。Istopped,andtimidlysoughtthineeyes。

  \"\'Well,andwhenyoufoundthatthenightingalerefusedtosing?\'——

  \"\'Ah!\'Isaid,\'whattotheethishistoryoftheheartofachild?\'

  \"\'Viola,\'didstthouanswer,withthatvoice,soinexpressiblycalmandearnest!——\'Viola,thedarknessofachild\'sheartisoftenbuttheshadowofastar。Speakon!Andthynightingale,whentheycaughtandcagedit,refusedtosing?\'

  \"\'AndIplacedthecageyonder,amidstthevine-leaves,andtookupmylute,andspoketoitonthestrings;forIthoughtthatallmusicwasitsnativelanguage,anditwouldunderstandthatI

  soughttocomfortit。\'

  \"\'Yes,\'saidstthou。\'Andatlastitansweredthee,butnotwithsong,——inasharp,briefcry;somournful,thatthyhandsletfallthelute,andthetearsgushedfromthineeyes。Sosoftlydidstthouunbarthecage,andthenightingaleflewintoyonderthicket;andthouheardstthefoliagerustle,and,lookingthroughthemoonlight,thineeyessawthatithadfounditsmate。

  Itsangtotheethenfromtheboughsalong,loud,joyousjubilee。Andmusing,thoudidstfeelthatitwasnotthevine-

  leavesorthemoonlightthatmadethebirdgivemelodytonight,andthatthesecretofitsmusicwasthepresenceofathingbeloved。\'

  \"HowdidstthouknowmythoughtsinthatchildliketimebetterthanIknewmyself!Howisthehumblelifeofmypastyears,withitsmeanevents,somysteriouslyfamiliartothee,brightstranger!Iwonder,——butIdonotagaindaretofearthee!……

  \"Oncethethoughtofhimoppressedandweighedmedown。Asaninfantthatlongsforthemoon,mybeingwasonevaguedesireforsomethingnevertobeattained。NowIfeelratherasiftothinkoftheesufficedtoremoveeveryfetterfrommyspirit。Ifloatinthestillseasoflight,andnothingseemstoohighformywings,toogloriousformyeyes。Itwasmineignorancethatmademefearthee。Aknowledgethatisnotinbooksseemstobreathearoundtheeasanatmosphere。HowlittlehaveIread!——howlittlehaveIlearned!Yetwhenthouartbymyside,itseemsasiftheveilwereliftedfromallwisdomandallNature。I

  startlewhenIlookevenatthewordsIhavewritten;theyseemnottocomefrommyself,butarethesignsofanotherlanguagewhichthouhasttaughtmyheart,andwhichmyhandtracesrapidly,asatthydictation。Sometimes,whileIwriteormuse,IcouldfancythatIheardlightwingshoveringaroundme,andsawdimshapesofbeautyfloatinground,andvanishingastheysmileduponme。Nounquietandfearfuldreamevercomestomenowinsleep,yetsleepandwakingarealikebutasonedream。

  InsleepIwanderwiththee,notthroughthepathsofearth,butthroughimpalpableair——anairwhichseemsamusic——upwardandupward,asthesoulmountsonthetonesofalyre!TillIknewthee,Iwasasaslavetotheearth。Thouhastgiventomethelibertyoftheuniverse!Before,itwaslife;itseemstomenowasifIhadcommencedeternity!

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