`And——didsheevermentionme?\'heasked,hesitating,asifhedreadedtheanswertohisquestionwouldintroducedetailsthathecouldnotbeartohear。
`Hersensesneverreturned;sherecognizednobodyfromthetimeyoulefther,\'Isaid。`Shelieswithasweetsmileonherface;andherlatestideaswanderedbacktopleasantearlydays。Herlifeclosedinagentledream——mayshewakeaskindlyintheotherworld!\'
`Mayshewakeintorment!\'hecried,withfrightfulvehemence,stampinghisfoot,andgroaninginasuddenparoxysmofungovernablepassion。
`Why,she\'saliartotheend!Whereisshe?Notthere——notinheaven——notperished——where?Oh!yousaidyoucarednothingformysufferings!AndIprayoneprayer——Irepeatittillmytonguestiffens——CatherineEarnshaw,mayyounotrestaslongasIamliving!YousaidIkilledyou——hauntme,then!Themurdereddohaunttheirmurderers,Ibelieve。Iknowthatghostshavewanderedonearth。Bewithmealways——takeanyform——drivememad!onlydonotleavemeinthisabyss,whereIcannotfindyou!Oh,God!itisunutterable!Icannotlivewithoutmylife!Icannotlivewithoutmysoul!\'
Hedashedhisheadagainsttheknottedtrunk;and,liftinguphiseyes,howled,notlikeaman,butlikeasavagebeastgettinggoadedtodeathwithknivesandspears。Iobservedseveralsplashesofbloodaboutthebarkofthetree,andhishandandforeheadwerebothstained;probablythesceneIwitnessedwasarepetitionofothersactedduringthenight。
Ithardlymovedmycompassion——itappalledme:still,Ifeltreluctanttoquithimso。Butthemomentherecollectedhimselfenoughtonoticemewatching,hethunderedacommandformetogo,andIobeyed。Hewasbeyondmyskilltoquietorconsole!
MrsLinton\'sfuneralwasappointedtotakeplaceontheFridayfollowingherdecease;andtillthenhercoffinremaineduncovered,andstrewnwithflowersandscentedleaves,inthegreatdrawing-room。Lintonspenthisdaysandnightsthere,asleeplessguardian;and——acircumstanceconcealedfromallbutme——Heathcliffspenthisnights,atleast,outside,equallyastrangertorepose。Iheldnocommunicationwithhim;still,Iwasconsciousofhisdesigntoenter,ifhecould;andontheTuesday,alittleafterdark,whenmymaster,fromsheerfatigue,hadbeencompelledtoretireacoupleofhours,Iwentandopenedoneofthewindows;movedbyhisperseverance,togivehimachanceofbestowingonthefadedimageofhisidolonefinaladieu。Hedidnotomittoavailhimselfoftheopportunity,cautiouslyandbriefly:toocautiouslytobetrayhispresencebytheslightestnoise。
Indeed,Ishouldn\'thavediscoveredthathehadbeenthere,exceptforthedisarrangementofthedraperyaboutthecorpse\'sface,andforobservingontheflooracurloflighthair,fastenedwithasilverthread;
which,onexamination,IascertainedtohavebeentakenfromalockethungroundCatherine\'sneck。Heathcliffhadopenedthetrinketandcastoutitscontents,replacingthembyablacklockofhisown。Itwistedthetwo,andenclosedthemtogether。
MrEarnshawwas,ofcourse,invitedtoattendtheremainsofhissistertothegrave;andhesentnoexcuse,buthenevercame;sothat,besidesherhusband,themournerswerewhollycomposedoftenantsandservants。
Isabellawasnotasked。
TheplaceofCatherine\'sinterment,tothesurpriseofthevillagers,wasneitherinthechapelunderthecarvedmonumentoftheLintons,noryetbythetombsofherownrelations,outside。Itwasdugonagreenslopeinacornerofthekirkyard,wherethewallissolowthatheathandbilberryplantshaveclimbedoveritfromthemoor;andpeatmouldalmostburiesit。Herhusbandliesinthesamespotnow;andtheyhaveeachasimpleheadstoneabove,andaplaingreyblockattheirfeet,tomarkthegraves。
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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter17ThatFridaymadethelastofourfinedaysforamonth。Intheevening,theweatherbroke:thewindshiftedfromsouthtonortheast,andbroughtrainfirst,andthensleetandsnow。Onthemorrowonecouldhardlyimaginethattherehadbeenthreeweeksofsummer:theprimrosesandcrocuseswerehiddenunderwintrydrifts;thelarksweresilent,theyoungleavesoftheearlytreessmittenandblackened。Anddreary,andchill,anddismal,thatmorrowdidcreepover!Mymasterkepthisroom;Itookpossessionofthelonelyparlour,convertingitintoanursery:andthereIwas,sittingwiththemoaningdollofachildlaidonmyknee;rockingittoandfro,andwatching,meanwhile,thestilldrivingflakesbuilduptheuncurtainedwindow,whenthedooropened,andsomepersonentered,outofbreathandlaughing!Myangerwasgreaterthanmyastonishmentforaminute。Isupposeditoneofthemaids,andIcried——
`Havedone!Howdareyoushowyourgiddinesshere?WhatwouldMrLintonsayifheheardyou?\'
`Excuseme!\'answeredafamiliarvoice;`butIknowEdgarisinbed,andIcannotstopmyself。\'
Withthatthespeakercameforwardtothefire,pantingandholdingherhandtoherside。
`IhaverunthewholewayfromWutheringHeights!\'shecontinued,afterapause;`exceptwhereI\'veflown。Icouldn\'tcountthenumberoffallsI\'vehad。Oh,I\'machingallover!Don\'tbealarmed!ThereshallbeanexplanationassoonasIcangiveit;onlyjusthavethegoodnesstostepoutandorderthecarriagetotakemeontoGimmerton,andtellaservanttoseekupafewclothesinmywardrobe。\'
TheintruderwasMrsHeathcliff。Shecertainlyseemedinnolaughingpredicament:herhairstreamedonhershoulders,drippingwithsnowandwater;shewasdressedinthegirlishdressshecommonlywore,befittingheragemorethanherposition:alowfrockwithshortsleeves,andnothingoneitherheadorneck。Thefrockwasoflightsilk,andclungtoherwithwet,andherfeetwereprotectedmerelybythinslippers;addtothisadeepcutunderoneear,whichonlythecoldpreventedfrombleedingprofusely,awhitefacescratchedandbruised,andaframehardlyabletosupportitself,throughfatigue;andyoumayfancymyfirstfrightwasnotmuchallayedwhenIhadhadleisuretoexamineher。
`Mydearyounglady,\'Iexclaimed,`I\'llstirnowhere,andhearnothing,tillyouhaveremovedeveryarticleofyourclothes,andputondrythings;andcertainlyyoushallnotgotoGimmertontonight,soitisneedlesstoorderthecarriage。\'
`Certainly,Ishall,\'shesaid;`walkingorriding:yetI\'venoobjectiontodressmyselfdecently。And——ah,seehowitflowsdownmynecknow!Thefiredoesmakeitsmart。\'
Sheinsistedonmyfulfillingherdirections,beforeshewouldletmetouchher;andnottillafterthecoachmanhadbeeninstructedtogetready,andamaidsettopackupsomenecessaryattire,didIobtainherconsentforbindingthewoundandhelpingtochangehergarments。
`Now,Ellen,\'shesaid,whenmytaskwasfinishedandshewasseatedinaneasychaironthehearth,withacupofteabeforeher,yousitdownoppositeme,andputpoorCatherine\'sbabyaway:Idon\'tliketoseeit!Youmustn\'tthinkIcarelittleforCatherine,becauseIbehavedsofoolishlyonentering:I\'vecried,too,bitterly——yes,morethananyoneelsehasreasontocry。Wepartedunreconciled,youremember,andIshan\'tforgivemyself。But,forallthat,Iwasnotgoingtosympathizewithhim——thebrutebeast!Oh,givemethepoker!ThisisthelastthingofhisIhaveaboutme。\'Sheslippedthegoldringfromherthirdfinger,andthrewitonthefloor。`I\'llsmashit!\'shecontinued,strikingitwithchildishspite,`andthenI\'llburnit!\'andshetookanddroppedthemisusedarticleamongthecoals。`There!heshallbuyanother,ifhegetsmebackagain。
He\'dbecapableofcomingtoseekme,toteaseEdgar。Idarenotstay,lestthatnotionshouldpossesshiswickedhead!Andbesides,Edgarhasnotbeenkind,hashe?AndIwon\'tcomesuingforhisassistance;norwillIbringhimintomoretrouble。Necessitycompelledmetoseekshelterhere;
though,ifIhadnotlearnedhewasoutoftheway,I\'dhavehaltedatthekitchen,washedmyface,warmedmyself,gotyoutobringwhatIwanted,anddepartedagaintoanywhereoutofthereachofmyaccursed——ofthatincarnategoblin!Ah!hewasinsuchafury!Ifhehadcaughtme!It\'sapityEarnshawisnothismatchinstrength:Iwouldn\'thaveruntillI\'dseenhimallbutdemolished,hadHindleybeenabletodoit!\'
`Well,don\'ttalksofast,miss!\'Iinterrupted;`you\'lldisorderthehandkerchiefIhavetiedroundyourface,andmakethecutbleedagain。
Drinkyourtea,andtakebreath,andgiveoverlaughing:laughterissadlyoutofplaceunderthisroof,andinyourcondition!\'
`Anundeniabletruth,\'shereplied。`Listentothatchild!Itmaintainsaconstantwail——senditoutofmyhearingforanhour;Ishan\'tstayanylonger。\'
Irangthebell,andcommittedittoaservant\'scare;andthenIinquiredwhathadurgedhertoescapefromWutheringHeightsinsuchanunlikelyplight,andwhereshemeanttogo,assherefusedremainingwithus。
`Iought,andIwishtoremain,\'answeredshe,`tocheerEdgarandtakecareofthebaby,fortwothings,andbecausetheGrangeismyrighthome。ButIBellyouhewouldn\'tletme!Doyouthinkhecouldbeartoseemegrowfatandmerry;andcouldbeartothinkthatweweretranquil,andnotresolveonpoisoningourcomfort?Now,Ihavethesatisfactionofbeingsurethathedetestsme,tothepointofitsannoyinghimseriouslytohavemewithinearshotoreyesight:Inotice,whenIenterhispresence,themusclesofhiscountenanceareinvoluntarilydistortedintoanexpressionofhatred;partlyarisingfromhisknowledgeofthegoodcausesIhavetofeelthatsentimentforhim,andpartlyfromoriginalaversion。ItisstrongenoughtomakemefeelprettycertainthathewouldnotchasemeoverEngland,supposingIcontrivedaclearescape;andthereforeImustgetquiteaway。I\'verecoveredfrommyfirstdesiretobekilledbyhim:
I\'dratherhe\'dkillhimself!Hehasextinguishedmyloveeffectually,andsoI\'matmyease。IcanrecollectyethowIlovedhim;andcandimlyimaginethatIcouldstillbelovinghim,if——no,no!Evenifhehaddotedonme,thedevilishnaturewouldhaverevealeditsexistencesomehow。Catherinehadanawfullypervertedtastetoesteemhimsodearly,knowinghimsowell。Monster!wouldthathecouldbeblottedoutofcreation,andoutofmymemory!\'
`Hush,hush!He\'sahumanbeing,\'Isaid。`Bemorecharitable:
thereareworsementhanheisyet!\'
`He\'snotahumanbeing,\'sheretorted;`andhehasnoclaimonmycharity。Igavehimmyheart,andhetookandpinchedittodeath,andflungitbacktome。Peoplefeelwiththeirhearts,Ellen:andsincehehasdestroyedmine,Ihavenotpowertofeelforhim:andIwouldnot,thoughhegroanedfromthistohisdyingday,andwepttearsofbloodforCatherine!No,indeed,indeed,Iwouldn\'t!\'AndhereIsabellabegantocry;but,immediatelydashingthewaterfromherlashes,sherecommenced。
`Youasked,whathasdrivenmetoflightatlast?Iwascompelledtoattemptit,becauseIhadsucceededinrousinghisrageapitchabovehismalignity。
Pullingoutthenerveswithred-hotpincersrequiresmorecoolnessthanknockingonthehead。Hewasworkeduptoforgetthefiendishprudenceheboastedof,andproceededtomurderousviolence。Iexperiencedpleasureinbeingabletoexasperatehim;thesenseofpleasurewokemyinstinctofself-preservation,soIfairlybrokefree;andifeverIcomeintohishandsagainheiswelcometoasignalrevenge。
`Yesterday,youknow,MrEarnshawshouldhavebeenatthefuneral。
Hekepthimselfsoberforthepurpose——tolerablysober:notgoingtobedmadatsixo\'clockandgettingupdrunkattwelve。Consequentlyherose,insuicidallowspirits,asfitforthechurchasforadance;andinstead,hesatdownbythefireandswallowedginorbrandybytumblerfuls。
`Heathcliff——Ishuddertonamehim!hasbeenastrangerinthehousefromlastSundaytilltoday。Whethertheangelshavefedhim,orhiskinbeneath,Icannottell;buthehasnoteatenamealwithusfornearlyaweek。Hehasjustcomehomeatdawn,andgoneupstairstohischamber;lockinghimselfin——asifanybodydreamtofcovetinghiscompany!
Therehehascontinued,prayinglikeaMethodist:onlythedeityheimploredinsenselessdustandashes;andGod,whenaddressed,wascuriouslyconfoundedwithhisownblackfather!Afterconcludingthesepreciousorisons——andtheylastedgenerallytillhegrewhoarseandhisvoicewasstrangledinhisthroat——hewouldbeoffagain;alwaysstraightdowntotheGrange!
I-wonderEdgardidnotsendforaconstable,andgivehimintocustody!
Forme,grievedasIwasaboutCatherine,itwasimpossibletoavoidregardingthisseasonofdeliverancefromdegradingoppressionasaholiday。
`IrecoveredspiritssufficienttohearJoseph\'seternallectureswithoutweeping,andtomoveupanddownthehouselesswiththefootofafrightenedthiefthanformerly。Youwouldn\'tthinkthatIshouldcryatanythingJosephcouldsay;butheandHaretonaredetestablecompanions。
I\'drathersitwithHindley,andhearhisawfultalk,thanwith``t\'littlemaister\'\'andhisstaunchsupporter,thatodiousoldman!WhenHeathcliffisin,I\'moftenobligedtoseekthekitchenandtheirsociety,orstarveamongthedampuninhabitedchambers;whenheisnot,aswasthecasethisweek,Iestablishatableandchairatonecomerofthehousefire,andnevermindhowMrEarnshawmayoccupyhimself;andhedoesnotinterferewithmyarrangements。Heisquieternowthanheusedtobe,ifnooneprovokeshim:moresullenanddepressed,andlessfurious。Josephaffirmshe\'ssurehe\'sanalteredman:thattheLordhastouchedhisheart,andheissaved``soasbyfire\'\'。I\'mpuzzledtodetectsignsofthefavourablechange:
butitisnotmybusiness。
`Yester-eveningIsatinmynookreadingsomeoldbookstilllateontowardstwelve。Itseemedsodismaltogoupstairs,withthewildsnowblowingoutside,andmythoughtscontinuallyrevertingtothekirkyardandthenew-madegrave!Idaredhardlyliftmyeyesfromthepagebeforeme,thatmelancholyscenesoinstantlyusurpeditsplace。Hindleysatopposite,hisheadleantonhishand;perhapsmeditatingonthesamesubject。Hehadceaseddrinkingatapointbelowirrationality,andhadneitherstirrednorspokenduringtwoorthreehours。Therewasnosoundthroughthehousebutthemoaningwind,whichshookthewindowseverynowandthen,thefaintcracklingofthecoals,andtheclickofmysnuffersasIremovedatintervalsthelongwickofthecandle。HaretonandJosephwereprobablyfastasleepinbed。Itwasvery,verysad:andwhileIreadIsighed,foritseemedasifalljoyhadvanishedfromtheworld,nevertoberestored。
`Thedolefulsilencewasbrokenatlengthbythesoundofthekitchenlatch:Heathcliffhadreturnedfromhiswatchearlierthanusual;
owing,Isuppose,tothesuddenstorm。Thatentrancewasfastened,andwebeardhimcomingroundtogetinbytheother。IrosewithanirrepressibleexpressionofwhatIfeltonmylips,whichinducedmycompanion,whohadbeenstaringtowardsthedoor,toturnandlookatme。
``I\'Ilkeephimoutfiveminutes,\'\'heexclaimed。``Youwon\'tobject?\'\'
`\"No,youmaykeephimoutthewholenightforme,\'\'Ianswered。
``Do!putthekeyinthelock,anddrawthebolts。\'\'
`Earnshawaccomplishedthiserehisguestreachedthefront;hethencameandbroughthischairtotheothersideofmytable,leaningoverit,andsearchinginmyeyes,asympathywiththeburninghatethatgleamedfromhis:ashebothlookedandfeltlikeanassassin,hecouldn\'texactlyfindthat;buthediscoveredenoughtoencouragehimtospeak。
`\"YouandI\'\',hesaid,``haveeachagreatdebttosettlewiththemanoutyonder!Ifwewereneitherofuscowards,wemightcombinetodischargeit。Areyouassoftasyourbrother?Areyouwillingtoenduretothelast,andnotonceattemptarepayment?\'\'
``I\'mwearyofenduringnow,\'\'Ireplied;``andI\'dbegladofaretaliationthatwouldn\'trecoilonmyself;buttreacheryandviolencearespearspointedatbothends:theywoundthosewhoresorttothemworsethantheirenemies。\'\'
``Treacheryandviolenceareajustreturnfortreacheryandviolence!\'\'
criedHindley。``MrsHeathcliff,I\'llaskyoutodonothing;butsitstillandbedumb。Tellmenow,canyou?I\'msureyouwouldhaveasmuchpleasureasIinwitnessingtheconclusionofthefiend\'sexistence;he\'llbeyourdeathunlessyouoverreachhim;andhe\'llbemyruin。Damnthehellishvillain!Heknocksatthedoorasifheweremasterherealready!Promisetoholdyourtongue,andbeforethatclockstrikes——itwantsthreeminutesofone——you\'reafreewoman!\'\'
`HetooktheimplementswhichIdescribedtoyouinmyletterfromhisbreast,andwouldhaveturneddownthecandle。Isnatcheditaway,however,andseizedhisarm。
```I\'Ilnotholdmytongue!\'\'Isaid;``youmustn\'ttouchhim。
Letthedoorremainshut,andbequiet!\'\'
```No!I\'veformedmyresolution,andbyGodI\'llexecuteit!\'\'
criedthedesperatebeing。``I\'Ildoyouakindnessinspiteofyourself,andHaretonjustice!Andyouneedn\'ttroubleyourheadtoscreenme;Catherineisgone。Nobodyalivewouldregretme,orbeashamed,thoughIcutmythroatthisminute——andit\'stimetomakeanend!\'\'
`Imightaswellhavestruggledwithabear,orreasonedwithalunatic。Theonlyresourceleftmewastoruntoalatticeandwarnhisintendedvictimofthefatewhichawaitedhim。
`\"You\'dbetterseeksheltersomewhereelsetonight!\'\'Iexclaimedinarathertriumphanttone。``MrEarnshawhasamindtoshootyou,ifyoupersistinendeavouringtoenter。\'\'
``You\'dbetteropenthedoor,you——\"heanswered,addressingmebysomeeleganttermthatIdon\'tcaretorepeat。
``Ishallnotmeddleinthematter,\'\'Iretortedagain。``Comeinandgetshot,ifyouplease!I\'vedonemyduty。\'\'
`WiththatIshutthewindowandreturnedtomyplacebythefire;
havingtoosmallastockofhypocrisyatmycommandtopretendanyanxietyforthedangerthatmenacedhim。Earnshawsworepassionatelyatme:affirmingthatIlovedthevillainyet;andcallingmeallsortsofnamesforthebasespiritIevinced。AndI,inmysecretheartandconscienceneverreproachedme,thoughtwhatablessingitwouldbeforhimshouldHeathcliffputhimoutofmisery;andwhatablessingformeshouldhesendHeathclifftohisrightabode!AsIsatnursingthesereflections,thecasementbehindmewasbangedontothefloorbyablowfromthelatterindividual,andhisblackcountenancelikedblightinglythrough。Thestanchionsstoodtooclosetosufferhisshoulderstofollow,andIsmiled,exultinginmyfanciedsecurity。Hishairandclotheswerewhitenedwithsnow,andhissharpcannibalteeth,revealedbycoldandwrath,gleamedthroughthedark。
`\"Isabella,letmein,orI\'llmakeyourepent!\'\'he``girned\'\',asJosephcallsit。
Icannotcommitmurder,\'\'Ireplied。``MrHindleystandssentinelwithaknifeandloadedpistol。\'\'
``Letmeinbythekitchendoor,\'\'hesaid。
``Hindleywillbetherebeforeyou,\'\'Ianswered:``andthat\'sapoorloveofyoursthatcannotbearashowerofsnow!Wewereleftatpeaceonourbedsaslongasthesummermoonshone,butthemomentablastofwinterreturns,youmustrunforshelter!Heathcliff,ifIwereyou,I\'dgostretchmyselfoverhergraveanddielikeafaithfuldog。Theworldissurelynotworthlivinginnow,isit?YouhaddistinctlyimpressedonmetheideathatCatherinewasthewholejoyofyourlife:Ican\'timaginehowyouthinkofsurvivingherloss。\'\'
``He\'sthere,ishe?\'\'exclaimedmycompanion,rushingtothegap。``IfIcangetmyarmoutIcanhithim!\'\'
`I\'mafraid,Ellen,you\'llsetmedownasreallywicked;butyoudon\'tknowall,sodon\'tjudge。Iwouldn\'thaveaidedorabettedanattemptonevenhislifeforanything。Wishthatheweredead,Imust;andthereforeIwasfearfullydisappointed,andunnervedbyterrorfortheconsequencesofmytauntingspeech,whenheflunghimselfonEarnshaw\'sweaponandwrencheditfromhisgrasp。
`Thecharge,exploded,andtheknife,inspringingback,closedintoitsownerswrist。Heathcliffpulleditawaybymainforce,slittingupthefleshasitpassedon,andthrustitdrippingintohispocket。Hethentookastone,struckdownthedivisionbetweentwowindows,andsprangin。Hisadversaryhadfallensenselesswithexcessivepainandtheflowofblood,thatgushedfromanarteryoralargevein。Theruffiankickedandtrampledonhim,anddashedhisheadrepeatedlyagainsttheflags,holdingmewithonehand,meantime,topreventmesummoningJoseph。Heexertedpreterhumanself-denialinabstainingfromfinishinghimcompletely;
butgettingoutofbreathhefinallydesisted,anddraggedtheapparentlyinanimatebodyontothesettle。TherehetoreoffthesleeveofEarnshaw\'scoat,andboundupthewoundwithbrutalroughness;spittingandcursingduringtheoperationasenergeticallyashehadkickedbefore。Beingatliberty,Ilostnotimeinseekingtheoldservant;who,havinggatheredbydegreesthepurportofmyhastytale,hurriedbelow,gasping,ashedescendedthestepstwoatonce。
``Whatistheretodo,now?whatistheretodo,now?\'\'
`\"There\'sthistodo,\'\'thunderedHeathcliff,``thatyourmaster\'smad;andshouldhelastanothermonth,I\'llhavehimtoanasylum。Andhowthedevildidyoucometofastenmeout,youtoothlesshound?Don\'tstandmutteringandmumblingthere。Come,I\'mnotgoingtonursehim。Washthatstuffaway;andmindthesparksofyourcandle——itismorethanhalfbrandy!\'\'
`\"Andso,ye\'vebeenmurtheringonhim?\'\'exclaimedJoseph,liftinghishandsandeyesinhorror。``IfiverIseedaseeghtloikethis!MaytheLord——\'\'
`Heathcliffgavehimapushontohiskneesinthemiddleoftheblood,andflungatoweltohim;butinsteadofproceedingtodryitup,hejoinedhishandsandbeganaprayer,whichexcitedmylaughterfromitsoddphraseology。Iwasintheconditionofmindtobeshockedatnothing:
infact,Iwasasrecklessassomemalefactorsshowthemselvesatthefootofthegallows。
`\"Oh,Iforgotyou,\'\'saidthetyrant。``Youshalldothat。Downwithyou。Andyouconspirewithhimagainstme,doyou,viper?There,thatisworkfitforyou!\'\'
`Heshookmetillmyteethrattled,andpitchedmebesideJoseph,whosteadilyconcludedhissupplicationsandthenrose,vowinghewouldsetofffortheGrangedirectly。MrLintonwasamagistrate,andthoughhehadfiftywivesdead,heshouldinquireintothis。Hewassoobstinateinhisresolution,thatHeathcliffdeemeditexpedienttocompelfrommylipsarecapitulationofwhathadtakenplace;standingoverme,heavingwithmalevolence,asIreluctantlydeliveredtheaccountinanswertohisquestions。ItrequiredagreatdealoflabourtosatisfytheoldmanthatHeathcliffwasnottheaggressor;especiallywithmyhardlywrungreplies。
However,MrEarnshawsoonconvincedhimthathewasalivestill;Josephhastenedtoadministeradoseofspirits,andbytheirsuccourhismasterpresentlyregainedmotionandconsciousness。Heathcliff,awarethathisopponentwasignorantofthetreatmentreceivedwhileinsensible,calledhimdeliriouslyintoxicated;andsaidheshouldnotnoticehisatrociousconductfurther,butadvisedhimtogettobed。Tomyjoy,heleftus,aftergivingthisjudiciouscounsel,andHindleystretchedhimselfonthehearthstone。Idepartedtomyownroom,marvellingthatIhadescapedsoeasily。
`Thismorning,whenIcamedown,abouthalfanhourbeforenoon,MrEarnshawwassittingbythefire,deadlysick;hisevilgenius,almostasgauntandghastly,leantagainstthechimney。Neitherappearedinclinedtodine,and,havingwaitedtillallwascoldonthetable,Icommencedalone。Nothinghinderedmefromeatingheartily,andIexperiencedacertainsenseofsatisfactionandsuperiority,as,atintervals,Icastalooktowardsmysilentcompanions,andfeltthecomfortofaquietconsciencewithinme。AfterIhaddone,Iventuredontheunusuallibertyofdrawingnearthefire,goingroundEarnshaw\'sseat,andkneelinginthecornerbesidehim。
`Heathcliffdidnotglancemyway,andIgazedup,andcontemplatedhisfeaturesalmostasconfidentlyasiftheyhadbeenturnedtostone。
Hisforehead,thatIoncethoughtsomanly,andthatInowthinksodiabolical,wasshadedwithaheavycloud;hisbasiliskeyeswerenearlyquenchedbysleeplessness,andweeping,perhaps,forthelasheswerewetthen;hislipsdevoidoftheirferocioussneer,andsealedinanexpressionofunspeakablesadness。Haditbeenanother,Iwouldhavecoveredmyfaceinthepresenceofsuchgrief。Inhiscase,Iwasgratified;and,ignobleasitseemstoinsultafallenenemy,Icouldn\'tmissthischanceofstickinginadart:hisweaknesswastheonlytimewhenIcouldtastethedelightofpayingwrongforwrong。
`Fie,fie,miss!\'Iinterrupted。`OnemightsupposeyouhadneveropenedaBibleinyourlife。IfGodafflictyourenemies,surelythatoughttosufficeyou。ItisbothmeanandpresumptuoustoaddyourtorturetoHis!\'
`IngeneralI\'llallowthatitwouldbe,Ellen,\'shecontinued;
`butwhatmiserylaidonHeathcliffcouldcontentme,unlessIhaveahandinit?I\'dratherhesufferedless,ifImightcausehissufferingsandhemightknowthatIwasthecause。O,Iowehimsomuch。OnonlyoneconditioncanIhopetoforgivehim。Itis,ifImaytakeaneyeforaneye,atoothforatooth;foreverywrenchofagonyreturnawrench:
reducehimtomylevel。Ashewasthefirsttoinjure,makehimthefirsttoimplorepardon;andthen——whythen,Ellen,Imightshowyousomegenerosity。
ButitisutterlyimpossibleIcaneverberevenged,andthereforeIcannotforgivehim。Hindleywantedsomewater,andIhandedhimaglass,andaskedhimhowhewas。
``NotasillasIwish,\'\'hereplied。``Butleavingoutmyarm,everyinchofmeisassoreasifIhadbeenfightingwithalegionofimps!\'\'
`\"Yes,nowonder,\'\'wasmynextremark。``Catherineusedtoboastthatshestoodbetweenyouandbodilyharm:shemeantthatcertainpersonswouldnothurtyouforfearofoffendingher。It\'swellpeopledon\'treallyrisefromtheirgrave,or,lastnight,shemighthavewitnessedarepulsivescene!Arenotyoubruisedandcutoveryourchestandshoulders?\'\'
``Ican\'tsay,\'\'heanswered:``butwhatdoyoumean?DidhedaretostrikemewhenIwasdown?\"
\"Hetrampledonyouandkickedyou,anddashedyouontheground,\'\'
Iwhispered。``Andhismouthwateredtotearyouwithhisteeth;becausehe\'sonlyhalfaman——notsomuch。\'\'
`MrEarnshawlookedup,likeme,tothecountenanceofourmutualfoe;who,absorbedinhisanguish,seemedinsensibletoanythingaroundhim:thelongerhestood,theplainerhisreflectionsrevealedtheirblacknessthroughhisfeatures。
`\"Oh,ifGodwouldbutgivemestrengthtostranglehiminmylastagony,I\'dgotohellwithjoy,\'\'groanedtheimpatientman,writhingtorise,andsinkingbackindespair,convincedofhisinadequacyforthestruggle。
`\"Nay,it\'senoughthathehasmurderedoneofyou,\'\'Iobservedaloud。``AttheGrange,everyoneknowsyoursisterwouldhavebeenlivingnow,haditnotbeenforMrHeathcliff。Afterall,itispreferabletobehatedthanlovedbyhim。WhenIrecollecthowhappywewere——howhappyCatherinewasbeforehecame——I\'mfittocursetheday。\'\'
`Mostlikely,Heathcliffnoticedmorethetruthofwhatwassaid,thanthespiritofthepersonwhosaidit。Hisattentionwasroused,I
saw,forhiseyesraineddowntearsamongtheashes,andhedrewhisbreathinsuffocatingsighs。Istaredfullathim,andlaughedscornfully。Thecloudedwindowsofhellflashedamomenttowardsme;thefiendwhichusuallylookedout,however,wassodimmedanddrownedthatIdidnotfeartohazardanothersoundofderision。
``Getup,andbegoneoutofmysight,\'\'saidthemourner。
`Iguessedheutteredthosewords,atleast,thoughhisvoicewashardlyintelligible。
`\"Ibegyourpardon,\'\'Ireplied。``ButIlovedCatherinetoo;
andherbrotherrequiresattendance,which,forhersake,Ishallsupply。
Nowthatshe\'sdead,IseeherinHindley:Hindleyhasexactlyhereyes,ifyouhadnottriedtogougethemout,andmadethemblackandred;andher——\'\'
``Getup,wretchedidiot,beforeIstampyoutodeath!\'\'hecried,makingamovementthatcausedmetomakeonealso。
``Butthen,\'\'Icontinued,holdingmyselfreadytoflee;``ifpoorCatherinehadtrustedyou,andassumedtheridiculous,contemptible,degradingtitleofMrsHeathcliff,shewouldsoonhavepresentedasimilarpicture!Shewouldn\'thaveborneyourabominablebehaviourquietly:
herdetestationanddisgustmusthavefoundvoice。\'\'
`ThebackofthesettleandEarnshaw\'spersoninterposedbetweenmeandhim:soinsteadofendeavouringtoreachme,hesnatchedadinnerknifefromthetableandflungitatmyhead。Itstruckbeneathmyear,andstoppedthesentenceIwasuttering;but,pullingitout,Isprangtothedooranddeliveredanother;whichIhopewentalittledeeperthanhismissile。ThelastglimpseIcaughtofhimwasafuriousrushonhispart,checkedbytheembraceofhishost;andbothfelllockedtogetheronthehearth。InmyflightthroughthekitchenIbidJosephspeedtohismaster;IknockedoverHareton,whowashangingalitterofpuppiesfromachairbackinthedoorway;and,blestasasoulescapedfrompurgatory,Ibounded,leaped,andflewdownthesteeproad;then,quittingitswindings,shotdirectacrossthemoor,rollingoverbanks,andwadingthroughmarshes:
precipitatingmyself,infact,towardsthebeaconlightoftheGrange。
AndfarratherwouldIbecondemnedtoaperpetualdwellingintheinfernalregions,than,evenforonenight,abidebeneaththeroofofWutheringHeightsagain。\'
Isabellaceasedspeaking,andtookadrinkoftea;thensherose,andbiddingmeputonherbonnet,andagreatshawlIhadbrought,andturningadeafeartomyentreatiesforhertoremainanotherhour,shesteppedontoachair,kissedEdgar\'sandCatherine\'sportraits,bestowedasimilarsaluteonme,anddescendedtothecarriage,accompaniedbyFanny,whoyelpedwildwithjoyatrecoveringhermistress。Shewasdrivenaway,nevertorevisittheneighbourhood:butaregularcorrespondencewasestablishedbetweenherandmymasterwhenthingsweremoresettled。Ibelievehernewabodewasinthesouth,nearLondon;thereshehadasonborn,afewmonthssubsequenttoherescape。HewaschristenedLinton,and,fromthefirst,shereportedhimtobeanailing,peevishcreature。
MrHeathcliff,meetingmeonedayinthevillage,inquiredwhereshelived。Irefusedtotell。Heremarkedthatitwasnotofanymoment,onlyshemustbewareofcomingtoherbrother:sheshouldnotbewithhim,ifhehadtokeepherhimself。ThoughIwouldgivenoinformation,hediscovered,throughsomeoftheotherservants,bothherplaceofresidenceandtheexistenceofthechild。Stillhedidn\'tmolesther:forwhichforbearanceshemightthankhisaversion,Isuppose。Heoftenaskedabouttheinfant,whenhesawme;andonhearingitsname,smiledgrimly,andobserved:
`Theywishmetohateittoo,dothey?\'
`Idon\'tthinktheywishyoutoknowanythingaboutit,\'Ianswered。
`ButI\'llhaveit,\'hesaid,`whenIwantit。Theymayreckononthat!\'
Fortunately,itsmotherdiedbeforethetimearrived;somethirteenyearsafterthedeceaseofCatherine,whenLintonwastwelve,oralittlemore。
OnthedaysucceedingIsabella\'sunexpectedvisit,Ihadnoopportunityofspeakingtomymaster:heshunnedconversation,andwasfitfordiscussingnothing。WhenIcouldgethimtolisten,Isawitpleasedhimthathissisterhadleftherhusband;whomheabhorredwithanintensitywhichthemildnessofhisnaturewouldscarcelyseemtoallow。Sodeepandsensitivewashisaversion,thatherefrainedfromgoinganywherewherehewaslikelytoseeorhearofHeathcliff。Grief,andthattogether,transformedhimintoacompletehermit:hethrewuphisofficeofmagistrate,ceasedeventoattendchurch,avoidedthevillageonalloccasions,andspentalifeofentireseclusionwithinthelimitsofhisparkandgrounds;onlyvariedbysolitaryramblesonthemoors,andvisitstothegraveofhiswife,mostlyatevening,orearlymorningbeforeotherwandererswereabroad。
Buthewastoogoodtobethoroughlyunhappylong。Hedidn\'tprayforCatherine\'ssoultohaunthim。Timebroughtresignation,andamelancholysweeterthancommonjoy。Herecalledhermemorywithardent,tenderlove,andhopefulaspiringtothebetterworld;wherehedoubtednotshewasgone。
Andhehadearthlyconsolationandaffectionsalso。Forafewdays,Isaid,heseemedregardlessofthepunysuccessortothedeparted:
thecoldnessmeltedasfastassnowinApril,anderethetinythingcouldstammerawordortotterastep,itwieldedadespot\'ssceptreinhisheart。
ItwasnamedCatherine;buthenevercalleditthenameinfull,ashehadnevercalledthefirstCatherineshort;probablybecauseHeathcliffhadahabitofdoingso。ThelittleonewasalwaysCathy;itformedtohimadistinctionfromthemother,andyetaconnectionwithher;andhisattachmentsprangfromitsrelationtoher,farmorethanfromitsbeinghisown。
IusedtodrawacomparisonbetweenhimandHindleyEarnshaw,andperplexmyselftoexplainsatisfactorilywhytheirconductwassooppositeinsimilarcircumstances。Theyhadbothbeenfondhusbands,andwerebothattachedtotheirchildren;andIcouldnotseehowtheyshouldn\'tbothhavetakenthesameroad,forgoodorevil。But,Ithoughtinmymind,Hindley,withapparentlythestrongerhead,hasshownhimselfsadlytheworseandtheweakerman。Whenhisshipstruck,thecaptainabandonedhispost;andthecrew,insteadoftryingtosaveher,rushedintoriotandconfusion,leavingnohopefortheirlucklessvessel。Linton,onthecontrary,displayedthetruecourageofaloyalandfaithfulsoul:hetrustedGod;
andGodcomfortedhim。Onehoped,andtheotherdespaired:theychosetheirownlots,andwererighteouslydoomedtoendurethem。Butyou\'llnotwanttohearmymoralizing,MrLockwood:you\'lljudgeaswellasIcan,allthesethings:atleast,you\'llthinkyouwill,andthat\'sthesame。TheendofEarnshawwaswhatmighthavebeenexpected;itfollowedfastonhissister\'s:therewasscarcelysixmonthsbetweenthem。We,attheGrange,nevergotaverysuccinctaccountofhisstateprecedingit;allthatI
didlearn,wasonoccasionofgoingtoaidinthepreparationsforthefuneral。MrKennethcametoannouncetheeventtomymaster。
`Well,Nelly,\'saidhe,ridingintotheyardonemorning,tooearlynottoalarmmewithaninstantpresentimentofbadnews,`it\'syoursandmyturntogointomourningatpresent。Who\'sgivenustheslipnow,doyouthink?\'
`Who?\'Iaskedinaflurry。
`Why,guess!\'hereturned,dismounting,andslinginghisbridleonahookbythedoor。`Andnipupthecornerofyourapron:I\'mcertainyou\'llneedit。\'
`NotMrHeathcliff,surely?\'Iexclaimed。
`What!wouldyouhavetearsforhim?\'saidthedoctor。`No,Heathcliff\'satoughyoungfellow:helooksbloomingtoday。I\'vejustseenhim。He\'srapidlyregainingfleshsincehelosthisbetterhalf。\'
`Whoisitthen,MrKenneth?\'Irepeatedimpatiently。
`HindleyEarnshaw!YouroldfriendHindley,\'hereplied,`andmywickedgossip:thoughhe\'sbeentoowildformethislongwhile。There!
Isaidweshoulddrawwater。Butcheerup。Hediedtruetohischaracter:
drunkasalord。Poorlad!I\'msorry,too。Onecan\'thelpmissinganoldcompanion:thoughhehadtheworsttrickswithhimthatevermanimagined,andhasdonememanyarascallyturn。He\'sbarelytwenty-seven,itseems;
that\'syourownage:whowouldhavethoughtyouwereborninoneyear?\'
IconfessthisblowwasgreatertomethantheshockofMrsLinton\'sdeath:ancientassociationslingeredroundmyheart;Isatdownintheporchandweptasforabloodrelation,desiringKennethtogetanotherservanttointroducehimtothemaster。Icouldnothindermyselffromponderingonthequestion——`Hadhehadfairplay?\'WhateverIdid,thatideawouldbotherme:itwassotiresomelypertinaciousthatIresolvedonrequestingleavetogotoWutheringHeights,andassistinthelastdutiestothedead。MrLintonwasextremelyreluctanttoconsent,butI
pleadedeloquentlyforthefriendlessconditioninwhichhelay;andI
saidmyoldmasterandfoster-brotherhadaclaimonmyservicesasstrongashisown。Besides,IremindedhimthatthechildHaretonwashiswife\'snephew,and,intheabsenceofnearerkin,heoughttoactasitsguardian;
andheoughttoandmustinquirehowthepropertywasleft,andlookovertheconcernsofhisbrother-in-law。Hewasunfitforattendingtosuchmattersthen,buthebidmespeaktohislawyer;andatlengthpermittedmetogo。HislawyerhadbeenEarnshaw\'salso:Icalledatthevillage,andaskedhimtoaccompanyme。Heshookhishead,andadvisedthatHeathcliffshouldbeletalone;affirming,ifthetruthwereknown,Haretonwouldbefoundlittleelsethanabeggar。
`Hisfatherdiedindebt,\'hesaid;`thewholepropertyismortgaged,andthesolechanceforthenaturalheiristoallowhimanopportunityofcreatingsomeinterestinthecreditor\'sheart,thathemaybeinclinedtodeallenientlytowardshim。\'
WhenIreachedtheHeights,IexplainedthatIhadcometoseeeverythingcarriedondecently;andJoseph,whoappearedinsufficientdistress,expressedsatisfactionatmypresence。MrHeathcliffsaidhedidnotperceivethatIwaswanted;butImightstayandorderthearrangementsforthefuneral,ifIchose。
`Correctly,\'heremarked,`thatfool\'sbodyshouldbeburiedatthecrossroads,withoutceremonyofanykind。Ihappenedtoleavehimtenminutesyesterdayafternoon,andinthatintervalhefastenedthetwodoorsofthehouseagainstme,andhehasspentthenightindrinkinghimselftodeathdeliberately!Webrokeinthismorning,forweheardhimsnortinglikeahorse;andtherehewas,laidoverthesettle;flayingandscalpingwouldnothavewakenedhim。IsentforKenneth,andhecame;butnottillthebeasthadchangedintocarrion:hewasbothdeadandcold,andstark;
andsoyou\'llallowitwasuselessmakingmorestirabouthim!\'
Theoldservantconfirmedthisstatement,butmuttered:
`Aw\'draytherhe\'dgoanhisselnfurt\'doctor!Awsuduhtaententuht\'maisterbetternurhim——unhewarn\'tdeeadwhenAwleft,nowtuht\'soart!\'
Iinsistedonthefuneralbeingrespectable。MrHeathcliffsaidImighthavemyownwaytheretoo;only,hedesiredmetorememberthatthemoneyforthewholeaffaircameoutofhispocket。Hemaintainedahard,carelessdeportment,indicativeofneitherjoynorsorrow;ifanything,itexpressedaflintygratificationatapieceofdifficultworksuccessfullyexecuted。Iobservedonce,indeed,somethinglikeexultationinhisaspect:
itwasjustwhenthepeoplewerebearingthecoffinfromthehouse。Hehadthehypocrisytorepresentamourner:andprevioustofollowingwithHareton,heliftedtheunfortunatechildontothetableandmuttered,withpeculiargusto,`Now,mybonnylad,youaremine!Andwe\'llseeifonetreewon\'tgrowascrookedasanother,withthesamewindtotwistit!\'Theunsuspectingthingwaspleasedatthisspeech:heplayedwithHeathcliff\'swhiskers,andstrokedhischeek;butIdivineditsmeaning,andobservedtartly,`ThatboymustgobackwithmetoThrushcrossGrange,sir。Thereisnothingintheworldlessyoursthanheis!\'
`DoesLintonsayso?\'hedemanded。
`Ofcourse——hehasorderedmetotakehim,\'Ireplied。
`Well,\'saidthescoundrel,`we\'llnotarguethesubjectnow:
butIhaveafancytotrymyhandatrearingayoungone;sointimatetoyourmasterthatImustsupplytheplaceofthiswithmyown,ifheattempttoremoveit。Idon\'tengagetoletHaretongoundisputed;butI\'llbeprettysuretomaketheothercome!Remembertotellhim。\'
Thishintwasenoughtobindourhands。Irepeateditssubstanceonmyreturn;andEdgarLinton,littleinterestedatthecommencement,spokenomoreofinterferingI\'mnotawarethathecouldhavedoneittoanypurpose,hadhebeeneversowilling。
TheguestwasnowthemasterofWutheringHeights:heheldfirmpossession,andprovedtotheattorney——who,inhisturn,provedittoMrLinton——thatEarnshawhadmortgagedeveryyardoflandheowned,forcashtosupplyhismaniaforgaming;andhe,Heathcliff,wasthemortgagee。
InthatmannerHareton,whoshouldnowbethefirstgentlemanintheneighbourhood,wasreducedtoastateofcompletedependenceonhisfather\'sinveterateenemy;andlivesinhisownhouseasaservant,deprivedoftheadvantageofwages,andquiteunabletorighthimself,becauseofhisfriendlessness,andhisignorancethathehasbeenwronged。
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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18Thetwelveyears,continuedMrsDean,followingthatdismalperiod,werethehappiestofmylife:mygreatesttroublesintheirpassagerosefromourlittlelady\'striflingillnesses,whichshehadtoexperienceincommonwithallchildren,richandpoor。Fortherest,afterthefirstsixmonths,shegrewlikealarch,andcouldwalkandtalktoo,inherownway,beforetheheathblossomedasecondtimeoverMrsLinton\'sdust。Shewasthemostwinningthingthateverbroughtsunshineintoadesolatehouse:arealbeautyinface,withtheEarnshaws\'handsomedarkeyes,buttheLintons\'
fairskinandsmallfeatures,andyellowcurlinghair。Herspiritwashigh,thoughnotrough,andqualifiedbyaheartsensitiveandlivelytoexcessinitsaffections。Thatcapacityforintenseattachmentsremindedmeofhermother:stillshedidnotresembleher;forshecouldbesoftandmildasadove,andshehadagentlevoiceandpensiveexpression:herangerwasneverfurious;herloveneverfierce:itwasdeepandtender。However,itmustbeacknowledged,shehadfaultstofoilhergifts。Apropensitytobesaucywasone;andaperversewill,thatindulgedchildreninvariablyacquire,whethertheybegood-temperedorcross。Ifaservantchancedtovexher,itwasalways——`Ishalltellpapa!\'Andifhereprovedher,evenbyalook,youwouldhavethoughtitaheart-breakingbusiness:Idon\'tbelieveheeverdidspeakaharshwordtoher。Hetookhereducationentirelyonhimself,andmadeitanamusement。Fortunately,curiosityandaquickintellecturgedherintoanaptscholar:shelearnedrapidlyandeagerly,anddidhonourtohisteaching。
Tillshereachedtheageofthirteen,shehadnotoncebeenbeyondtherangeoftheparkbyherself。MrLintonwouldtakeherwithhimamileorsooutside,onrareoccasions;buthetrustedhertonooneelse。Gimmertonwasanunsubstantialnameinherears;thechapel,theonlybuildingshehadapproachedorentered,exceptherownhome。WutheringHeightsandMrHeathcliffdidnotexistforher:shewasaperfectrecluse;and,apparently,perfectlycontented。Sometimes,indeed,whilesurveyingthecountryfromhernurserywindow,shewouldobserve:
`Ellen,howlongwillitbebeforeIcanwalktothetopofthosehills?Iwonderwhatliesontheotherside——isitthesea?\'
`No,MissCathy,\'Iwouldanswer;`itishillsagain,justlikethese。\'
`Andwhatarethosegoldenrockslikewhenyoustandunderthem?\'
sheonceasked。
TheabruptdescentofPenistoneCragsparticularlyattractedhernotice;especiallywhenthesettingsunshoneonitandthetopmostheights,andthewholeextentoflandscapebesideslayinshadow。Iexplainedthattheywerebaremassesofstone,withhardlyenoughearthintheircleftstonourishastuntedtree。
`Andwhyaretheybrightsolongafteritiseveninghere?\'shepursued。
`Becausetheyareagreatdealhigherupthanweare,\'repliedI;`youcouldnotclimbthem,theyaretoohighandsteep。Inwinterthefrostisalwaystherebeforeitcomestous;anddeepintosummerIhavefoundsnowunderthatblackhollowonthenorth-eastside!\'
`Oh,youhavebeenonthem!\'shecriedgleefully。`ThenIcango,too,whenIamawoman。Haspapabeen,Ellen?\'
`Papawouldtellyou,miss,\'Iansweredhastily,`thattheyarenotworththetroubleofvisiting。Themoors,whereyouramblewithhim,aremuchnicer;andThrushcrossParkisthefinestplaceintheworld。\'
`ButIknowthepark,andIdon\'tknowthose,\'shemurmuredtoherself。`AndIshoulddelighttolookroundmefromthebrowofthattallestpoint:mylittleponyMinnyshalltakemesometime。\'
OneofthemaidsmentioningtheFairyCave,quiteturnedherheadwithadesiretofulfilthisproject:sheteasedMrLintonaboutit;andhepromisedsheshouldhavethejourneywhenshegotolder。ButMissCatherinemeasuredheragebymonths,and,`Now,amIoldenoughtogotoPenistoneCrags?\'wastheconstantquestioninhermouth。TheroadthitherwoundclosebyWutheringHeights。Edgarhadnotthehearttopassit;soshereceivedasconstantlytheanswer,`Notyet,love:notyet。
IsaidMrsHeathclifflivedaboveadozenyearsafterquittingherhusband。Herfamilywereofadelicateconstitution:sheandEdgarbothlackedtheruddyhealththatyouwillgenerallymeetintheseparts。
Whatherlastillnesswas,Iamnotcertain:Iconjecture,theydiedofthesamething,akindoffever,slowatitscommencement,butincurable,andrapidlyconsuminglifetowardstheclose。Shewrotetoinformherbrotheroftheprobableconclusionofafourmonths\'indispositionunderwhichshehadsuffered,andentreatedhimtocometoher,ifpossible;
forshehadmuchtosettle,andshewishedtobidhimadieu,anddeliverLintonsafelyintohishands。Herhopewas,thatLintonmightbeleftwithhim,ashehadbeenwithher:hisfather,shewouldfainconvinceherself,hadnodesiretoassumetheburdenofhismaintenanceoreducation。Mymasterhesitatednotamomentincomplyingwithherrequest:reluctantashewastoleavehomeatordinarycalls,heflewtoanswerthis;commendingCatherinetomypeculiarvigilance,inhisabsence,withreiteratedordersthatshemustnotwanderoutofthepark,evenundermyescort:hedidnotcalculateonhergoingunaccompanied。