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  CHAPTERVIII

  Atlast,onemorning,inaclearspotofaglassyhorizonchargedwithheraldicmassesofblackvapours,theislandgrewoutfromthesea,showinghereandthereitsnakedmembersofbasalticrockthroughtherentsofheavyfoliage。Later,inthegreatspillingofalltherichesofsunset,Malatastoodoutgreenandrosybeforeturningintoavioletshadowintheautumnallightoftheexpiringday。Thencamethenight。Inthefaintairstheschoonercreptonpastasturdysquatheadland,anditwaspitchdarkwhenherheadsailsrandown,sheturnedshortonherheel,andheranchorbitintothesandybottomontheedgeoftheouterreef;foritwastoodangerousthentoattemptenteringthelittlebayfullofshoals。AfterthelastsolemnflutterofthemainsailthemurmuringvoicesoftheMoorsompartylingered,veryfrail,intheblackstillness。

  Theyweresittingaft,onchairs,andnobodymadeamove。Earlyintheday,whenithadbecomeevidentthatthewindwasfailing,Renouard,basinghisadviceontheshortcomingsofhisbachelorestablishment,hadurgedontheladiestheadvisabilityofnotgoingashoreinthemiddleofthenight。Nowheapproachedtheminaconstrainedmanneritwasastonishingtheconstraintthathadreignedbetweenhimandhisguestsallthroughthepassageandrenewedhisarguments。Nooneashorewoulddreamofhisbringinganyvisitorswithhim。Nobodywouldeventhinkofcomingoff。

  Therewasonlyoneoldcanoeontheplantation。Andlandingintheschooner\'sboatswouldbeawkwardinthedark。Therewastheriskofgettingagroundonsomeshallowpatches。Itwouldbebesttospendtherestofthenightonboard。

  Therewasreallynoopposition。Theprofessorsmokingapipe,andverycomfortableinanulsterbuttonedoverhistropicalclothes,wasthefirsttospeakfromhislongchair。

  \"Mostexcellentadvice。\"

  NexttohimMissMoorsomassentedbyalongsilence。Theninavoiceasofonecomingoutofadream-

  \"AndsothisisMalata,\"shesaid。\"Ihaveoftenwondered……\"

  AshiverpassedthroughRenouard。Shehadwondered!Whatabout?

  Malatawashimself。HeandMalatawereone。Andshehadwondered!

  Shehad……

  Theprofessor\'ssisterleanedovertowardsRenouard。Throughallthesedaysatseatheman\'s-thefoundman\'s-existencehadnotbeenalludedtoonboardtheschooner。Thatreticencewaspartofthegeneralconstraintlyinguponthemall。She,herself,certainlyhadnotbeenexactlyelatedbythisfinding-poorArthur,withoutmoney,withoutprospects。Butshefeltmovedbythesentimentandromanceofthesituation。

  \"Isn\'titwonderful,\"shewhisperedoutofherwhitewrap,\"tothinkofpoorArthursleepingthere,soneartoourdearlovelyFelicia,andnotknowingtheimmensejoyinstoreforhimto-

  morrow。\"

  Therewassuchartificialityinthewax-flowerladythatnothinginthisspeechtouchedRenouard。Itwasbutthesimpleanxietyofhisheartthathewasvoicingwhenhemutteredgloomily-

  \"Nooneintheworldknowswhatto-morrowmayholdinstore。\"

  Thematureladyhadarecoilasthoughhehadsaidsomethingimpolite。Whataharshthingtosay-insteadoffindingsomethingniceandappropriate。Onboard,wheresheneversawhimineveningclothes,Renouard\'sresemblancetoaduke\'ssonwasnotsoapparenttoher。Nothingbuthis-ah-bohemianismremained。Sherosewithasortofostentation。

  \"It\'slate-andsincewearegoingtosleeponboardto-night……\"shesaid。\"Butitdoesseemsocruel。\"

  Theprofessorstartedupeagerly,knockingtheashesoutofhispipe。\"Infinitelymoresensible,mydearEmma。\"

  RenouardwaitedbehindMissMoorsom\'schair。

  Shegotupslowly,movedonestepforward,andpausedlookingattheshore。Theblacknessoftheislandblottedoutthestarswithitsvaguemasslikealowthundercloudbroodingoverthewatersandreadytoburstintoflameandcrashes。

  \"Andso-thisisMalata,\"sherepeateddreamily,movingtowardsthecabindoor。Theclearcloakhangingfromhershoulders,theivoryface-forthenighthadputoutnothingofherbutthegleamsofherhair-madeherresembleashiningdream-womanutteringwordsofwistfulinquiry。Shedisappearedwithoutasign,leavingRenouardpenetratedtotheverymarrowbythesoundsthatcamefromherbodylikeamysteriousresonanceofanexquisiteinstrument。

  Hestoodstockstill。Whatwasthisaccidentaltouchwhichhadevokedthestrangeaccentofhervoice?Hedarednotanswerthatquestion。Buthehadtoanswerthequestionofwhatwastobedonenow。Hadthemomentofconfessioncome?Thethoughtwasenoughtomakeone\'sbloodruncold。

  Itwasasifthosepeoplehadapremonitionofsomething。Inthetaciturndaysofthepassagehehadnoticedtheirreserveevenamongstthemselves。Theprofessorsmokedhispipemoodilyinretiredspots。RenouardhadcaughtMissMoorsom\'seyesrestingonhimselfmorethanonce,withapeculiarandgraveexpression。Hefanciedthatsheavoidedallopportunitiesofconversation。Themaidenladyseemedtonurseagrievance。Andnowwhathadhetodo?

  Thelightsonthedeckhadgoneoutoneaftertheother。Theschoonerslept。

  AboutanhourafterMissMoorsomhadgonebelowwithoutasignorawordforhim,Renouardgotoutofhishammockslunginthewaistunderthemidshipawning-forhehadgivenupalltheaccommodationbelowtohisguests。Hegotoutwithasuddenswiftmovement,flungoffhissleepingjacket,rolledhispyjamasuphisthighs,andstoleforward,unseenbytheoneKanakaoftheanchor-

  watch。Hiswhitetorso,nakedlikeastrippedathlete\'s,glimmered,ghostly,inthedeepshadowsofthedeck。Unnoticedhegotoutoftheshipovertheknight-heads,ranalongthebackrope,andseizingthedolphin-strikerfirmlywithbothhands,loweredhimselfintotheseawithoutasplash。

  Heswamaway,noiselesslikeafish,andthenstruckboldlyfortheland,sustained,embraced,bythetepidwater。Thegentle,voluptuousheaveofitsbreastswunghimupanddownslightly;

  sometimesawaveletmurmuredinhisears;fromtimetotime,loweringhisfeet,hefeltforthebottomonashallowpatchtorestandcorrecthisdirection。Helandedatthelowerendofthebungalowgarden,intothedeadstillnessoftheisland。Therewerenolights。Theplantationseemedtosleep,asprofoundlyastheschooner。Onthepathasmallshellcrackedunderhisnakedheel。

  Thefaithfulhalf-casteforemangoinghisroundscockedhisearsatthesharpsound。Hegaveoneenormousstartoffearatthesightoftheswiftwhitefigureflyingathimoutofthenight。Hecrouchedinterror,andthensprangupandclickedhistongueinamazedrecognition。

  \"Tse!Tse!Themaster!\"

  \"Bequiet,Luiz,andlistentowhatIsay。\"

  Yes,itwasthemaster,thestrongmasterwhowasneverknowntoraisehisvoice,themanblindlyobeyedandneverquestioned。Hetalkedlowandrapidlyinthequietnight,asifeveryminutewereprecious。OnlearningthatthreeguestswerecomingtostayLuizclickedhistonguerapidly。Theseclicksweretheuniform,stenographicsymbolsofhisemotions,andhecouldgivethemaninfinitevarietyofmeaning。Helistenedtotherestinadeepsilencehardlyaffectedbythelow,\"Yes,master,\"wheneverRenouardpaused。

  \"Youunderstand?\"thelatterinsisted。\"Nopreparationsaretobemadetillwelandinthemorning。AndyouaretosaythatMr。

  Walterhasgoneoffinatradingschooneronaroundoftheislands。\"

  \"Yes,master。\"

  \"Nomistakes-mind!\"

  \"No,master。\"

  Renouardwalkedbacktowardsthesea。Luiz,followinghim,proposedtocallouthalfadozenboysandmanthecanoe。

  \"Imbecile!\"

  \"Tse!Tse!Tse!\"

  \"Don\'tyouunderstandthatyouhaven\'tseenme?\"

  \"Yes,master。Butwhatalongswim。Supposeyoudrown。\"

  \"ThenyoucansayofmeandofMr。Walterwhatyoulike。Thedeaddon\'tmind。\"

  Renouardenteredtheseaandheardafaint\"Tse!Tse!Tse!\"ofconcernfromthehalf-caste,whohadalreadylostsightofthemaster\'sdarkheadontheovershadowedwater。

  Renouardsethisdirectionbyabigstarthat,dippingonthehorizon,seemedtolookcuriouslyintohisface。Onthisswimbackhefeltthemournfulfatigueofallthatlengthofthetraversedroad,whichbroughthimnonearertohisdesire。Itwasasifhislovehadsappedtheinvisiblesupportsofhisstrength。Therecameamomentwhenitseemedtohimthathemusthaveswumbeyondtheconfinesoflife。Hehadasensationofeternitycloseathand,demandingnoeffort-offeringitspeace。Itwaseasytoswimlikethisbeyondtheconfinesoflifelookingatastar。Butthethought:\"TheywillthinkIdarednotfacethemandcommittedsuicide,\"causedarevoltofhismindwhichcarriedhimon。Hereturnedonboard,ashehadleft,unheardandunseen。Helayinhishammockutterlyexhaustedandwithaconfusedfeelingthathehadbeenbeyondtheconfinesoflife,somewherenearastar,andthatitwasveryquietthere。

  CHAPTERIX

  Shelteredbythesquatheadlandfromthefirstmorningsparkleoftheseathelittlebaybreathedadeliciousfreshness。Thepartyfromtheschoonerlandedatthebottomofthegarden。Theyexchangedinsignificantwordsinstudiouslycasualtones。Theprofessor\'ssisterputupalong-handledeye-glassasiftoscanthenovelsurroundings,butinrealitysearchingforpoorArthuranxiously。Havingneverseenhimotherwisethaninhistownclothesshehadnoideawhathewouldlooklike。IthadbeenlefttotheprofessortohelphisladiesoutoftheboatbecauseRenouard,asifintentongivingdirections,hadsteppedforwardatoncetomeetthehalf-casteLuizhurryingdownthepath。Inthedistance,infrontofthedazzlinglysunlitbungalow,arowofdark-facedhouse-boysunequalinstatureandvariedincomplexionpreservedtheimmobilityofaguardofhonour。

  Luizhadtakenoffhissoftfelthatbeforecomingwithinearshot。

  Renouardbenthisheadtohisrapidtalkofdomesticarrangementshemeanttomakeforthevisitors;anotherbedinthemaster\'sroomfortheladiesandacotforthegentlemantobehungintheroomoppositewhere-whereMr。Walter-herehegaveascaredlookallround-Mr。Walter-haddied。

  \"Verygood,\"assentedRenouardinanevenundertone。\"Andrememberwhatyouhavetosayofhim。\"

  \"Yes,master。Only\"-hewriggledslightlyandputonebarefootontheotherforamomentinapologeticembarrassment-\"onlyI-I-

  don\'tliketosayit。\"

  Renouardlookedathimwithoutanger,withoutanysortofexpression。\"Frightenedofthedead?Eh?Well-allright。I

  willsayitmyself-Isupposeonceforall……Immediatelyheraisedhisvoiceverymuch。

  \"Sendtheboysdowntobringuptheluggage。\"

  \"Yes,master。\"

  Renouardturnedtohisdistinguishedguestswho,likeapersonallyconductedpartyoftourists,hadstoppedandwerelookingaboutthem。

  \"Iamsorry,\"hebeganwithanimpassiveface。\"MymanhasjusttoldmethatMr。Walter……\"hemanagedtosmile,butdidn\'tcorrecthimself……\"hasgoneinatradingschooneronashorttouroftheislands,tothewestward。\"

  Thiscommunicationwasreceivedinprofoundsilence。

  Renouardforgothimselfinthethought:\"It\'sdone!\"Butthesightofthestringofboysmarchinguptothehousewithsuit-

  casesanddressing-bagsrescuedhimfromthatappallingabstraction。

  \"AllIcandoistobegyoutomakeyourselvesathome……withwhatpatienceyoumay。\"

  Thiswassoobviouslytheonlythingtodothateverybodymovedonatonce。TheprofessorwalkedalongsideRenouard,behindthetwoladies。

  \"Ratherunexpected-thisabsence。\"

  \"Notexactly,\"mutteredRenouard。\"Atriphastobemadeeveryyeartoengagelabour。\"

  \"Isee……Andhe……Howvexinglyelusivethepoorfellowhasbecome!I\'llbegintothinkthatsomewickedfairyisfavouringthislovetalewithunpleasantattentions。\"

  Renouardnoticedthatthepartydidnotseemweigheddownbythisnewdisappointment。Onthecontrarytheymovedwithafreerstep。

  Theprofessor\'ssisterdroppedhereye-glasstotheendofitschain。MissMoorsomtookthelead。Theprofessor,hislipsunsealed,lingeredintheopen:butRenouarddidnotlistentothatman\'stalk。Helookedafterthatman\'sdaughter-ifindeedthatcreatureofirresistibleseductionswereadaughterofmortals。Theveryintensityofhisdesire,asifhissoulwerestreamingafterherthroughhiseyes,defeatedhisobjectofkeepingholdofheraslongaspossiblewith,atleast,oneofhissenses。Hermovingoutlinesdissolvedintoamistycolouredshimmerofawomanmadeofflameandshadows,crossingthethresholdofhishouse。

  ThedayswhichfollowedwerenotexactlysuchasRenouardhadfeared-yettheywerenotbetterthanhisfears。Theywereaccursedinallthemoodstheybroughthim。Butthegeneralaspectofthingswasquiet。Theprofessorsmokedinnumerablepipeswiththeairofaworkeronhisholiday,alwaysinmovementandlookingatthingswiththatmysteriouslysagaciousaspectofmenwhoareadmittedlywiserthantherestoftheworld。Hiswhiteheadofhair-whiterthananythingwithinthehorizonexceptthebrokenwateronthereefs-wasglimpsedineverypartoftheplantationalwaysonthemoveunderthewhiteparasol。Andonceheclimbedtheheadlandandappearedsuddenlytothosebelow,awhitespeckelevatedintheblue,withadiminutivebutstatuesqueeffect。

  FeliciaMoorsomremainednearthehouse。Sometimesshecouldbeseenwithadespairingexpressionscribblingrapidlyinherlock-updairy。Butonlyforamoment。AtthesoundofRenouard\'sfootstepsshewouldturntowardshimherbeautifulface,adorableinthatcalmwhichwaslikeawilful,likeacruelignoringofhertremendouspower。Whenevershesatontheverandah,onachairmorespeciallyreservedforheruse,Renouardwouldstrollupandsitonthestepsnearher,mostlysilent,andoftennottrustinghimselftoturnhisglanceonher。She,verystillwithhereyeshalf-closed,lookeddownonhishead-sothattoabeholdersuchasProfessorMoorsom,forinstanceshewouldappeartobeturningoverinhermindprofoundthoughtsaboutthatmansittingatherfeet,hisshouldersbowedalittle,hishandslistless-asifvanquished。And,indeed,themoralpoisonoffalsehoodhassuchadecomposingpowerthatRenouardfelthisoldpersonalityturntodeaddust。Often,intheevening,whentheysatoutsideconversinglanguidlyinthedark,hefeltthathemustresthisforeheadonherfeetandburstintotears。

  Theprofessor\'ssistersufferedfromsomelittlestraincausedbytheunstabilityofherownfeelingstowardRenouard。Shecouldnottellwhethershereallydiddislikehimornot。Attimesheappearedtohermostfascinating;and,thoughhegenerallyendedbysayingsomethingshockinglycrude,shecouldnotresistherinclinationtotalkwithhim-atleastnotalways。Onedaywhenherniecehadleftthemaloneontheverandahsheleanedforwardinherchair-speckless,resplendent,and,inherway,almostasstrikingapersonalityasherniece,whodidnotresembleherintheleast。\"DearFeliciahasinheritedherhairandthegreatestpartofherappearancefromhermother,\"themaidenladyusedtotellpeople。

  Sheleanedforwardthen,confidentially。

  \"Oh!Mr。Renouard!Haven\'tyousomethingcomfortingtosay?\"

  Helookedup,assurprisedasifavoicefromheavenhadspokenwiththisperfectsocietyintonation,andbythepuzzledprofundityofhisblueeyesflutteredthewax-flowerofrefinedwomanhood。

  Shecontinued。\"For-Icanspeaktoyouopenlyonthistiresomesubject-onlythinkwhataterriblestrainthishopedeferredmustbeforFelicia\'sheart-forhernerves。\"

  \"Whyspeaktomeaboutit,\"hemutteredfeelinghalfchokedsuddenly。

  \"Why!Asafriend-awell-wisher-thekindestofhosts。Iamafraidwearereallyeatingyououtofhouseandhome。\"Shelaughedalittle。\"Ah!When,whenwillthissuspenseberelieved!

  ThatpoorlostArthur!IconfessthatIamalmostafraidofthegreatmoment。Itwillbelikeseeingaghost。\"

  \"Haveyoueverseenaghost?\"askedRenouard,inadullvoice。

  Sheshiftedherhandsalittle。Herposewasperfectinitseaseandmiddle-agedgrace。

  \"Notactually。Onlyinaphotograph。Butwehavemanyfriendswhohadtheexperienceofapparitions。\"

  \"Ah!TheyseeghostsinLondon,\"mumbledRenouard,notlookingather。

  \"Frequently-inacertainveryinterestingset。Butallsortsofpeopledo。Wehaveafriend,averyfamousauthor-hisghostisagirl。Oneofmybrother\'sintimatesisaverygreatmanofscience。Heisfriendlywithaghost……Ofagirltoo,\"sheaddedinavoiceasifstruckforthefirsttimebythecoincidence。\"ItisthephotographofthatapparitionwhichIhaveseen。Verysweet。Mostinteresting。Alittlecloudynaturally……Mr。Renouard!Ihopeyouarenotasceptic。It\'ssoconsolingtothink……\"

  \"Thoseplantationboysofmineseeghoststoo,\"saidRenouardgrimly。

  Thesisterofthephilosophersatupstiffly。Whatcrudeness!Itwasalwayssowiththisstrangeyoungman。

  \"Mr。Renouard!Howcanyoucomparethesuperstitiousfanciesofyourhorriblesavageswiththemanifestations……\"

  Wordsfailedher。Shebrokeoffwithaveryfaintprimlyangrysmile。Shewasperhapsthemoreoffendedwithhimbecauseofthatflutteratthebeginningoftheconversation。Andinamomentwithperfecttactanddignityshegotupfromherchairandlefthimalone。

  Renouarddidn\'tevenlookup。Itwasnotthedispleasureoftheladywhichdeprivedhimofhissleepthatnight。Hewasbeginningtoforgetwhatsimple,honestsleepwaslike。Hishammockfromtheshiphadbeenhungforhimonasideverandah,andhespenthisnightsinitonhisback,hishandsfoldedonhischest,inasortofhalfconscious,oppressedstupor。Inthemorninghewatchedwithunseeingeyestheheadlandcomeoutashapelessinkblotagainstthethinlightofthefalsedawn,passthroughallthestagesofdaybreaktothedeeppurpleofitsoutlinedmassnimbedgloriouslywiththegoldoftherisingsun。Helistenedtothevaguesoundsofwakingwithinthehouse:andsuddenlyhebecameawareofLuizstandingbythehammock-obviouslytroubled。

  \"What\'sthematter?\"

  \"Tse!Tse!Tse!\"

  \"Well,whatnow?Troublewiththeboys?\"

  \"No,master。ThegentlemanwhenItakehimhisbathwaterhespeaktome。Heaskme-heask-when,when,IthinkMr。Walter,hecomeback。\"

  Thehalf-caste\'steethchatteredslightly。Renouardgotoutofthehammock。

  \"Andheishereallthetime-eh?\"

  Luiznoddedascaredaffirmative,butatonceprotested,\"Inoseehim。Inever。NotI!Theignorantwildboyssaytheysee……

  Something!Ough!\"

  Heclappedhisteethonanothershortrattle,andstoodthere,shrunk,blighted,likeamaninafreezingblast。

  \"Andwhatdidyousaytothegentleman?\"

  \"IsayIdon\'tknow-andIclearout。I-Idon\'tliketospeakofhim。\"

  \"Allright。Weshalltrytolaythatpoorghost,\"saidRenouardgloomily,goingofftoasmallhutnearbytodress。Hewassayingtohimself:\"Thisfellowwillendbygivingmeaway。ThelastthingthatI……No!Thatmustn\'tbe。\"Andfeelinghishandbeingforcedhediscoveredthewholeextentofhiscowardice。

  CHAPTERX

  Thatmorningwanderingabouthisplantation,morelikeafrightenedsoulthanitscreatorandmaster,hedodgedthewhiteparasolbobbinguphereandtherelikeabuoyadriftonaseaofdark-greenplants。Thecroppromisedtobemagnificent,andthefashionablephilosopheroftheagetookotherthanamerelyscientificinterestintheexperiment。Hisinvestmentswerejudicious,buthehadalwayssomelittlemoneylyingby,forexperiments。

  Afterlunch,beingleftalonewithRenouard,hetalkedalittleofcultivationandsuchmatters。Thensuddenly:

  \"Bytheway,isittruewhatmysistertellsme,thatyourplantationboyshavebeendisturbedbyaghost?\"

  Renouard,whosincetheladieshadleftthetablewasnotkeepingsuchastrictwatchonhimself,cameoutofhisabstractionwithastartandastiffsmile。

  \"Myforemanhadsometroublewiththemduringmyabsence。Theyfunkworkinginacertainfieldontheslopeofthehill。\"

  \"Aghosthere!\"exclaimedtheamusedprofessor。\"Thenourwholeconceptionofthepsychologyofghostsmustberevised。Thisislandhasbeenuninhabitedprobablysincethedawnofages。Howdidaghostcomehere。Byairorwater?Andwhydiditleaveitsnativehaunts。Wasitfrommisanthropy?Washeexpelledfromsomecommunityofspirits?\"

  Renouardessayedtorespondinthesametone。Thewordsdiedonhislips。Wasitamanorawomanghost,theprofessorinquired。

  \"Idon\'tknow。\"Renouardmadeanefforttoappearatease。Hehad,hesaid,acoupleofTahitianamongsthisboys-aghost-

  riddenrace。Theyhadstartedthescare。Theyhadprobablybroughttheirghostwiththem。

  \"Letusinvestigatethematter,Renouard,\"proposedtheprofessorhalfinearnest。\"Wemaymakesomeinterestingdiscoveriesastothestateofprimitiveminds,atanyrate。\"

  Thiswastoomuch。Renouardjumpedupandleavingtheroomwentoutandwalkedaboutinfrontofthehouse。Hewouldallownoonetoforcehishand。Presentlytheprofessorjoinedhimoutside。Hecarriedhisparasol,buthadneitherhisbooknorhispipewithhim。Amiablyserioushelaidhishandonhis\"dearyoungfriend\'s\"

  arm。

  \"Weareallofusalittlestrungup,\"hesaid。\"FormypartI

  havebeenlikesisterAnneinthestory。ButIcannotseeanythingcoming。Anythingthatwouldbetheleastgoodforanybody-I

  mean。\"

  Renouardhadrecoveredsufficientlytomurmurcoldlyhisregretofthiswasteoftime。Forthatwaswhat,hesupposed,theprofessorhadinhismind。

  \"Time,\"musedProfessorMoorsom。\"Idon\'tknowthattimecanbewasted。ButIwilltellyou,mydearfriend,whatthisis:itisanawfulwasteoflife。Imeanforallofus。Evenformysister,whohasgotaheadacheandisgonetoliedown。\"

  HeshookgentlyRenouard\'sarm。\"Yes,forallofus!Onemaymeditateonlifeendlessly,onemayevenhaveapooropinionofit-butthefactremainsthatwehaveonlyonelifetolive。Anditisshort。Thinkofthat,myyoungfriend。\"

  HereleasedRenouard\'sarmandsteppedoutoftheshadeopeninghisparasol。Itwasclearthattherewassomethingmoreinhismindthanmereanxietyaboutthedateofhislecturesforfashionableaudiences。Whatdidthemanmeanbyhisconfoundedplatitudes?ToRenouard,scaredbyLuizinthemorningforhefeltthatnothingcouldbemorefatalthantohavehisdeceptionunveiledotherwisethanbypersonalconfession,thistalksoundedlikeencouragementorawarningfromthatmanwhoseemedtohimtobeverybrazenandverysubtle。Itwaslikebeingbulliedbythedeadandcajoledbythelivingintoathrowofdiceforasupremestake。

  Renouardwentawaytosomedistancefromthehouseandthrewhimselfdownintheshadeofatree。Helaythereperfectlystillwithhisforeheadrestingonhisfoldedarms,light-headedandthinking。Itseemedtohimthathemustbeonfire,thenthathehadfallenintoacoolwhirlpool,asmoothfunnelofwaterswirlingaboutwithnauseatingrapidity。Andthenitmusthavebeenareminiscenceofhisboyhoodhewaswalkingonthedangerousthiniceofariver,unabletoturnback……Suddenlyitpartedfromshoretoshorewithaloudcracklikethereportofagun。

  Withoneleaphefoundhimselfonhisfeet。Allwaspeace,stillness,sunshine。Hewalkedawayfromthereslowly。Hadhebeenagamblerhewouldhaveperhapsbeensupportedinameasurebythemereexcitement。Buthewasnotagambler。Hehadalwaysdisdainedthatartificialmannerofchallengingthefates。Thebungalowcameintoview,brightandpretty,andallabouteverythingwaspeace,stillness,sunshine……

  Whilehewasploddingtowardsithehadadisagreeablesenseofthedeadman\'scompanyathiselbow。Theghost!Heseemedtobeeverywherebutinhisgrave。Couldoneevershakehimoff?hewondered。AtthatmomentMissMoorsomcameoutontheverandah;

  andatonce,asifbyamysteryofradiatingwaves,sherousedagreattumultinhisheart,shookearthandskytogether-butheploddedon。Thenlikeagravesong-noteinthestormhervoicecametohimominously。

  \"Ah!Mr。Renouard……\"Hecameupandsmiled,butshewasveryserious。\"Ican\'tkeepstillanylonger。Istheretimetowalkupthisheadlandandbackbeforedark?\"

  Theshadowswerelyinglengthenedontheground;allwasstillnessandpeace。\"No,\"saidRenouard,feelingsuddenlyassteadyasarock。\"ButIcanshowyouaviewfromthecentralhillwhichyourfatherhasnotseen。Aviewofreefsandofbrokenwaterwithoutend,andofgreatwheelingcloudsofsea-birds。\"

  Shecamedowntheverandahstepsatonceandtheymovedoff。\"Yougofirst,\"heproposed,\"andI\'lldirectyou。Totheleft。\"

  Shewaswearingashortnankinskirt,amuslinblouse;hecouldseethroughthethinstufftheskinofhershoulders,ofherarms。Thenobledelicacyofherneckcausedhimasortoftransport。\"Thepathbeginswherethesethreepalmsare。Theonlypalmsontheisland。\"

  \"Isee。\"

  Sheneverturnedherhead。Afterawhilesheobserved:\"Thispathlooksasifithadbeenmaderecently。\"

  \"Quiterecently,\"heassentedverylow。

  Theywentonclimbingsteadilywithoutexchanginganotherword;andwhentheystoodonthetopshegazedalongtimebeforeher。Theloweveningmistveiledthefurtherlimitofthereefs。Abovetheenormousandmelancholyconfusion,asofafleetofwreckedislands,therestlessmyriadsofsea-birdsrolledandunrolleddarkribbonsonthesky,gatheredinclouds,soaredandstoopedlikeaplayofshadows,fortheyweretoofarforthemtoheartheircries。

  Renouardbrokethesilenceinlowtones。

  \"They\'llbesettlingforthenightpresently。\"Shemadenosound。

  Roundthemallwaspeaceanddecliningsunshine。Nearby,thetopmostpinnacleofMalata,resemblingthetopofaburiedtower,rosearock,weather-worn,grey,wearyofwatchingthemonotonouscenturiesofthePacific。Renouardleanedhisshouldersagainstit。FeliciaMoorsomfacedhimsuddenly,hersplendidblackeyesfullonhisfaceasthoughshehadmadeuphermindatlasttodestroyhiswitsonceandforall。Dazzled,heloweredhiseyelidsslowly。

  \"Mr。Renouard!Thereissomethingstrangeinallthis。Tellmewhereheis?\"

  Heanswereddeliberately。

  \"Ontheothersideofthisrock。Iburiedhimtheremyself。\"

  Shepressedherhandstoherbreast,struggledforherbreathforamoment,then:\"Ohhh!……Youburiedhim!……Whatsortofmanareyou?……Youdarednottell!……Heisanotherofyourvictims?……Youdarednotconfessthatevening……Youmusthavekilledhim。Whatcouldhehavedonetoyou?……Youfastenedonhimsomeatrociousquarreland……\"

  Hervengefulaspect,herpoignantcrieslefthimasunmovedasthewearyrockagainstwhichheleaned。Heonlyraisedhiseyelidstolookatherandloweredthemslowly。Nothingmore。Itsilencedher。Andasifashamedshemadeagesturewithherhand,puttingawayfromherthatthought。Hespoke,quietlyironicatfirst。

  \"Ha!thelegendaryRenouardofsensitiveidiots-theruthlessadventurer-theogrewithafuture。Thatwasaparrotcry,MissMoorsom。Idon\'tthinkthatthegreatestfoolofthemalleverdaredhintsuchastupidthingofmethatIkilledmenfornothing。

  No,Ihadnoticedthismaninahotel。HehadcomefromupcountryIwastold,andwasdoingnothing。Isawhimsittingtherelonelyinacornerlikeasickcrow,andIwentoveroneeveningtotalktohim。Justonimpulse。Hewasn\'timpressive。Hewaspitiful。

  Myworstenemycouldhavetoldyouhewasn\'tgoodenoughtobeoneofRenouard\'svictims。Itdidn\'ttakemelongtojudgethathewasdrugginghimself。Notdrinking。Drugs。\"

  \"Ah!It\'snowthatyouaretryingtomurderhim,\"shecried。

  \"Really。AlwaystheRenouardofshopkeepers\'legend。Listen!I

  wouldneverhavebeenjealousofhim。AndyetIamjealousoftheairyoubreathe,ofthesoilyoutreadon,oftheworldthatseesyou-movingfree-notmine。Butnevermind。Iratherlikedhim。

  ForacertainreasonIproposedheshouldcometobemyassistanthere。Hesaidhebelievedthiswouldsavehim。Itdidnotsavehimfromdeath。Itcametohimasitwerefromnothing-justafall。Amereslipandtumbleoftenfeetintoaravine。Butitseemshehadbeenhurtbeforeup-country-byahorse。Heailedandailed。No,hewasnotasteel-tippedman。Andhispoorsoulseemedtohavebeendamagedtoo。Itgavewayverysoon。\"

  \"Thisistragic!\"FeliciaMoorsomwhisperedwithfeeling。

  Renouard\'slipstwitched,buthislevelvoicecontinuedmercilessly。

  \"That\'sthestory。Heralliedalittleonenightandsaidhewantedtotellmesomething。I,beingagentleman,hesaid,hecouldconfideinme。Itoldhimthathewasmistaken。Thattherewasagooddealofaplebeianinme,thathecouldn\'tknow。Heseemeddisappointed。Hemutteredsomethingabouthisinnocenceandsomethingthatsoundedlikeacurseonsomewoman,thenturnedtothewalland-justgrewcold。\"

  \"Onawoman,\"criedMissMoorsomindignantly。\"Whatwoman?\"

  \"Iwonder!\"saidRenouard,raisinghiseyesandnotingthecrimsonofherear-lobesagainstthelivewhitenessofhercomplexion,thesombre,asifsecret,night-splendourofhereyesunderthewrithingflamesofherhair。\"Somewomanwhowouldn\'tbelieveinthatpoorinnocenceofhis……Yes。Youprobably。Andnowyouwillnotbelieveinme-noteveninmewhomustintruthbewhatI

  am-eventodeath。No!Youwon\'t。Andyet,Felicia,awomanlikeyouandamanlikemedonotoftencometogetheronthisearth。\"

  Theflameofhergloriousheadscorchedhisface。Heflunghishatfaraway,andhissuddenlyloweredeyelidsbroughtoutstartlinglyhisresemblancetoantiquebronze,theprofileofPallas,still,austere,bowedalittleintheshadowoftherock。\"Oh!Ifyoucouldonlyunderstandthetruththatisinme!\"headded。

  Shewaited,asiftooastoundedtospeak,tillhelookedupagain,andthenwithunnaturalforceasifdefendingherselffromsomeunspokenaspersion,\"It\'sIwhostandfortruthhere!Believeinyou!Inyou,whobyaheartlessfalsehood-andnothingelse,nothingelse,doyouhear?-havebroughtmehere,deceived,cheated,asinsomeabominablefarce!\"Shesatdownonaboulder,restedherchininherhands,intheposeofsimplegrief-

  mourningforherself。

  \"Itonlywantedthis。Why!Oh!Whyisitthatugliness,ridicule,andbasenessmustfallacrossmypath。\"

  Onthatheight,alonewiththesky,theyspoketoeachotherasiftheearthhadfallenawayfromundertheirfeet。

  \"Areyougrievingforyourdignity?Hewasamediocresoulandcouldhavegivenyoubutanunworthyexistence。\"

  Shedidnotevensmileatthosewords,but,superb,asifliftingacorneroftheveil,sheturnedonhimslowly。

  \"AnddoyouimagineIwouldhavedevotedmyselftohimforsuchapurpose!Don\'tyouknowthatreparationwasduetohimfromme?A

  sacreddebt-afineduty。Toredeemhimwouldnothavebeeninmypower-Iknowit。Buthewasblameless,anditwasformetocomeforward。Don\'tyouseethatintheeyesoftheworldnothingcouldhaverehabilitatedhimsocompletelyashismarriagewithme?NowordofevilcouldbewhisperedofhimafterIhadgivenhimmyhand。Astogivingmyselfuptoanythinglessthantheshapingofaman\'sdestiny-ifIthoughtIcoulddoitIwouldabhormyself……\"Shespokewithauthorityinherdeepfascinating,unemotionalvoice。Renouardmeditated,gloomy,asifoversomesinisterriddleofabeautifulsphinxmetonthewildroadofhislife。

  \"Yes。Yourfatherwasright。Youareoneofthesearistocrats……\"

  Shedrewherselfuphaughtily。

  \"Whatdoyousay?Myfather!……Ianaristocrat。\"

  \"Oh!Idon\'tmeanthatyouarelikethemenandwomenofthetimeofarmours,castles,andgreatdeeds。Oh,no!Theystoodonthenakedsoil,hadtraditionstobefaithfulto,hadtheirfeetonthisearthofpassionsanddeathwhichisnotahothouse。Theywouldhavebeentooplebeianforyousincetheyhadtolead,tosufferwith,tounderstandthecommonesthumanity。No,youaremerelyofthetopmostlayer,disdainfulandsuperior,themerepurefrothandbubbleontheinscrutabledepthswhichsomedaywilltossyououtofexistence。Butyouareyou!Youareyou!Youaretheeternalloveitself-only,ODivinity,itisn\'tyourbody,itisyoursoulthatismadeoffoam。\"

  Shelistenedasifinadream。Hehadsucceededsowellinhisefforttodrivebackthefloodofhispassionthathislifeitselfseemedtorunwithitoutofhisbody。Atthatmomenthefeltasonedeadspeaking。Buttheheadlongwavereturningwithtenfoldforceflunghimonhersuddenly,withopenarmsandblazingeyes。

  Shefoundherselflikeafeatherinhisgrasp,helpless,unabletostruggle,withherfeetofftheground。Butthiscontactwithher,maddeningliketoomuchfelicity,destroyeditsownend。Fireranthroughhisveins,turnedhispassiontoashes,burnthimoutandlefthimempty,withoutforce-almostwithoutdesire。Helethergobeforeshecouldcryout。Andshewassousedtotheformsofrepressionenveloping,softeningthecrudeimpulsesofoldhumanitythatshenolongerbelievedintheirexistenceasifitwereanexplodedlegend。Shedidnotrecognisewhathadhappenedtoher。

  Shecamesafeoutofhisarms,withoutastruggle,notevenhavingfeltafraid。

  \"What\'sthemeaningofthis?\"shesaid,outragedbutcalminascornfulway。

  Hegotdownonhiskneesinsilence,bentlowtoherveryfeet,whileshelookeddownathim,alittlesurprised,withoutanimosity,asifmerelycurioustoseewhathewoulddo。Then,whileheremainedbowedtothegroundpressingthehemofherskirttohislips,shemadeaslightmovement。Hegotup。

  \"No,\"hesaid。\"WereyoueversomuchminewhatcouldIdowithyouwithoutyourconsent?No。Youdon\'tconquerawraith,coldmist,stuffofdreams,illusion。Itmustcometoyouandclingtoyourbreast。Andthen!Oh!Andthen!\"

  Allecstasy,allexpressionwentoutofhisface。

  \"Mr。Renouard,\"shesaid,\"thoughyoucanhavenoclaimonmyconsiderationafterhavingdecoyedmehereforthevilepurpose,apparently,ofgloatingovermeasyourpossibleprey,IwilltellyouthatIamnotperhapstheextraordinarybeingyouthinkIam。

  Youmaybelieveme。HereIstandfortruthitself。\"

  \"What\'sthattomewhatyouare?\"heanswered。\"AtasignfromyouIwouldclimbuptotheseventhheaventobringyoudowntoearthformyown-andifIsawyousteepedtothelipsinvice,incrime,inmud,Iwouldgoafteryou,takeyoutomyarms-wearyouforanincomparablejewelonmybreast。Andthat\'slove-truelove-thegiftandthecurseofthegods。Thereisnoother。\"

  Thetruthvibratinginhisvoicemadeherrecoilslightly,forshewasnotfittohearit-notevenalittle-notevenonesingletimeinherlife。Itwasrevoltingtoher;andinhertrouble,perhapspromptedbythesuggestionofhisnameortosoftentheharshnessofexpression,forshewasobscurelymoved,shespoketohiminFrench。

  \"ASSEZ!J\'AIHORREURDETOUTCELA,\"shesaid。

  Hewaswhitetohisverylips,buthewastremblingnomore。Thedicehadbeencast,andnotevenviolencecouldalterthethrow。

  Shepassedbyhimunbendingly,andhefollowedherdownthepath。

  Afteratimesheheardhimsaying:

  \"Andyourdreamistoinfluenceahumandestiny?\"

  \"Yes!\"sheansweredcurtly,unabashed,withawoman\'scompleteassurance。

  \"Thenyoumayrestcontent。Youhavedoneit。\"

  Sheshruggedhershouldersslightly。Butjustbeforereachingtheendofthepathsherelented,stopped,andwentbacktohim。

  \"Idon\'tsupposeyouareveryanxiousforpeopletoknowhownearyoucametoabsoluteturpitude。Youmayresteasyonthatpoint。

  Ishallspeaktomyfather,ofcourse,andwewillagreetosaythathehasdied-nothingmore。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidRenouardinalifelessvoice。\"Heisdead。Hisveryghostshallbedonewithpresently。\"

  Shewenton,butheremainedstandingstockstillinthedusk。Shehadalreadyreachedthethreepalmswhensheheardbehindheraloudpealoflaughter,cynicalandjoyless,suchasisheardinsmoking-roomsattheendofascandalousstory。Itmadeherfeelpositivelyfaintforamoment。

  CHAPTERXI

  SlowlyacompletedarknessenvelopedGeoffreyRenouard。Hisresolutionhadfailedhim。InsteadoffollowingFeliciaintothehouse,hehadstoppedunderthethreepalms,andleaningagainstasmoothtrunkhadabandonedhimselftoasenseofanimmensedeceptionandthefeelingofextremefatigue。Thiswalkupthehillanddownagainwaslikethesupremeeffortofanexplorertryingtopenetratetheinteriorofanunknowncountry,thesecretofwhichistoowelldefendedbyitscruelandbarrennature。

  Decoyedbyamirage,hehadgonetoofar-sofarthattherewasnogoingback。Hisstrengthwasatanend。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehehadtogiveup,andwithasortofdespairingself-

  possessionhetriedtounderstandthecauseofthedefeat。Hedidnotascribeittothatabsurddeadman。

  ThehesitatingshadowofLuizapproachedhimunnoticedtillitspoketimidly。Renouardstarted。

  \"Eh?What?Dinnerwaiting?YoumustsayIbegtobeexcused。I

  can\'tcome。ButIshallseethemto-morrowmorning,atthelandingplace。Takeyourordersfromtheprofessorastothesailingoftheschooner。Gonow。\"

  Luiz,dumbfounded,retreatedintothedarkness。Renouarddidnotmove,buthoursafterwards,likethebitterfruitofhisimmobility,thewords:\"Ihadnothingtooffertohervanity,\"

  camefromhislipsinthesilenceoftheisland。Anditwasthenonlythathestirred,onlytowearthenightoutinrestlesstrampingupanddownthevariouspathsoftheplantation。Luiz,whosesleepwasmadelightbytheconsciousnessofsomeimpendingchange,heardfootstepspassingbyhishut,thefirmtreadofthemaster;andturningonhismatsemittedafaintTse!Tse!Tse!ofdeepconcern。

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