Andnow,\"sheadded,\"Iwantyoutotellmeeverythingthathappenedthisevening。Don\'tomitaword,oralook,oramotion。Iwishtoproceedintelligently。\"
IhopeIwasaccurateinthehistoryofthehopwhichIgaveMrs。
March;IamsureIwasfull。Ithinkmyaccountmaybejustlydescribedashavingacreativetruthfulness,ifnoothermerit。I
hadreallynowishtoconcealanythingexceptthefactthatIhadnot,inmyutterhelplessness,eventriedtogetMissGageanyotherpartners。Butinthelargerinterestofthepresentsituation,Mrs。
Marchseemedtohavelostthesenseofmyderelictioninthisrespect。Shemerelyasked,\"Anditwasafteryouwentbacktotheparlour,justbeforeyoucamehome,thatyouwrotethosenamesonhercard?\"
\"Kendrickswrotehalfofthem,\"Isaid。
\"Idaresay。Well,itwasveryamusing,andifthecircumstancesweredifferent,Icouldhaveenteredintothespiritofittoo。Butyouseeyourself,Basil,thatwecan\'tletthisaffairgoanyfurtherwithoutdealingfranklywithher。YOUcan\'tspeaktoher,and_I_MUST。Don\'tyousee?\"
IsaidthatIsaw,butIhadsuddenlyawildwishthatitwerepracticableformetospeaktoMissGage。Ishouldhavelikedtohaveapeepintoagirl\'sheartatjustsuchamoment,whenitmustbequiveringwiththeunconfessedsenseoflove,andtheconfidenthopeofbeingloved,butwhileasyetnothingwasassured,nothingwasascertained。Ifitwouldnothavebeenshocking,ifitwouldnothavebeensacrilegious,itwouldhavebeeninfinitelyinteresting,andfromanaestheticpointofviewinfinitelyimportant。IthoughtthatIshouldhavebeenwillingtoundergoalltheembarrassmentofsuchaninquiryforthesakeofitspreciousresults,ifithadbeenatallpossible;butIacquiescedthatitwouldnotbepossible。IfeltthatIwasgettingoffprettylightlynottohaveitbroughthometomeagainthatIwasthecauseofallthistrouble,andthatifithadnotbeenformetherewouldhavebeen,asfarasMrs。Marchwasconcerned,noMissGage,andnolove-
affairofherstodealwith。IdebatedinmymindamomentwhetherIhadbetterurgehertoletmespeaktoKendricksafterall;butI
forbore,andinthemorningIwaitedaboutinmuchperturbation,afterIhadsentMissGagetoher,untilIcouldknowtheresultoftheirinterview。WhenIsawthegirlcomeawayfromherroom,whichshedidrathertrippingly,Iwenttoher,andfoundherbynomeansthewreckIhadexpectedtheordealtoleaveher。
\"DidyoumeetMissGage?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,\"Ireturned,withtremulousexpectation。
\"Well,don\'tyouthinkshelooksperfectlydivineinthatgown?
It\'soneofMme。Cody\'s,andwegotitforthirtydollars。ItwouldhavebeenfiftyinNewYork,anditwas,here,earlierintheseason。Ishallalwayscomehereforsomeofmythings;assoonastheseason\'salittlepasttheysimplyFLINGthemaway。Well,mydear!\"
\"Well,what?\"
\"Ididn\'tspeaktoherafterall。\"
\"Youdidn\'t!Don\'tyouthinkshe\'sinlovewithhim,then?\"
\"Dead。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Well,Icouldn\'tsomehowseemtoapproachthesubjectasIhadexpectedto。Shewassohappy,andsogood,andsoperfectlyobedient,thatIcouldn\'tgetanythingtotakeholdof。Yousee,I
didn\'tknowbutshemightbealittlerebellious,orresentfulofmyinterference;butinthelittlegingerlyattemptsIdidmakeshewassosubmissive,don\'tyouunderstand?AndshewasverymodestaboutMr。Kendricks\'attentions,andsoself-depreciatorythat,well——\"
\"Lookhere,Isabel,\"Ibrokein,\"thisisprettyshamelessofyou。
Youpretendtobeinthegreatestkindoffidgeaboutthisgirl;andyoumakemelieawakeallnightthinkingwhatyou\'regoingtosaytoher;andnowyouasmuchastellmeyouweresofascinatedwiththemodestwayshewasinlovethatyoucouldn\'tsayanythingtoheragainstbeinginloveonourhandsinanysortofway。Doyoucallthisbusiness?\"
\"Well,Idon\'tcareifIDIDencourageher——\"
\"Oh,youevenencouragedher!\"
\"IDIDN\'Tencourageher。ImerelypraisedMr。Kendricks,andsaidhowmuchyouthoughtofhimasawriter。\"
\"Oh!thenyougavethesubjectaliterarycast。Isee!DoyouthinkMissGagewasabletofollowyou?\"
\"Thatdoesn\'tmatter。\"
\"Andwhatdoyouproposetodonow?\"
\"Iproposetodonothing。IthinkthatIhavedoneallmydutyrequires,andthatnowIcanleavethewholeaffairtoyou。Itwasyouraffairinthebeginning。Idon\'tseewhyIshouldworrymyselfaboutit。\"
\"Itseemstomethatthisisaverystrangepositionforaladytotakewhowasnotgoingtocloseaneyelastnightinviewofasituationwhichhasnotchangedintheleast,exceptfortheworse。
Don\'tyouthinkyouareratherculpablylight-heartedallofasudden?\"
\"Iamlight-hearted,butifthereisanyculpabilityitisyours,Basil。\"
Ireflected,butIfailedtofindanynoveltyinthefact。\"Verywell,then;whatdoyouproposethatIshoulddo?\"
\"Ileavethatentirelytoyourownconscience。\"
\"Andifmyconsciencehasnosuggestiontomake?\"
\"That\'syouraffair。\"
Ireflectedagain,andthenIsaid,morethananythingtomakeheruncomfortable,I\'mafraid:\"Ifeelperfectlyeasyinmyconscience,personally,butIhaveasocialdutyinthematter,andIhopeI
shallperformitwithmorefidelityandcouragethanyouhaveshown。
IshallspeaktoKendricks。\"
Shesaid:\"Thatisjustwhatyououghttodo。I\'mquitesurprised。\"Afterthistouchofironysheaddedearnestly,\"AndI
dohope,mydear,youwillusejudgmentinspeakingtohim,andtact。Youmustn\'tgoatitbluntly。RememberthatMr。Kendricksisnotatalltoblame。Hebegantoshowherattentiontoobligeus,andifshehasfalleninlovewithhimitisourfault。\"
\"Ishallhandlehimwithoutgloves,\"Isaid。\"Ishalltellhimhehadbettergoaway。\"
Iwasjoking,butshesaidseriously,\"Yes;hemustgoaway。AndI
don\'tenvyyouhavingtotellhim。Isupposeyouwillbungleit,ofcourse。\"
\"Well,then,youmustadviseme,\"Isaid;andwereallybegantoconsiderthequestion。Wecouldhardlyexaggeratethedifficultyanddelicacyofthedutybeforeme。WerecognisedthatbeforeI
madeanyexplicitdemandofhimImustfirstascertainthenatureofthewholegroundandthenbegovernedbythefacts。ItwouldbesimpleenoughifIhadmerelytosaythatwethoughtthegirl\'saffectionswerebecomingengaged,andthenappealtohiseagergenerosity,hisdelicatemagnanimity;buttherewerepossiblecomplicationsonhissidewhichmustberegarded。Iwastoascertain,weconcluded,theexactnatureofthesituationbeforeI
venturedtosayanythingopenly。IwastomakemyapproachesbyaseriesofambushesbeforeIunmaskedmypurpose,andperhapsImustnotunmaskitatall。AsIsetoffonmymission,whichmustbeginwithfindingKendricksathishotel,Mrs。Marchsaidshepitiedme。
ShecalledmebacktoaskwhetherIthoughtIhadreallybetterdoanything。Then,asIshowedsignsofweakening,shedrovemefromherwith,\"Yes,yes!Youmust!Youmust!\"
CHAPTERXVII
ItwasstillsoearlythatIhadmydoubtswhetherIshouldfindKendricksupafterthelastnight\'srevelry,buthemetmehalf-waybetweenourhotelandhis。HesaidhewascomingtoseehowMrs。
MarchwasbearingMissGage\'simmensesuccessattheball;butperhapsthiswasnothissolemotive。Heaskedfranklyhowtheyoungladywas,andwhetherIthoughtMrs。Marchwouldconsideralunchatarestaurantbythelakeagoodnotion。WhenIsaidIhadverylittledoubtshewould,andproposedtakingaturnintheparkbeforeIwentbackwithhim,helookedathiswatchandlaughed,andsaidhesupposeditWASratherearlyyet,andcameverywillinglywithme。
Wehadtheprettyplacealmosttoourselvesatthathour。Therewereahalf-dozenorsonursemaids,pushingtheirperambulatorsabout,orstandingthevehiclesacrossthewalkinfrontofthebencheswheretheysat,inthesimplebeliefofallpeoplewhohavetodowithbabiesthattherestoftheworldmaybefitlydiscommodedintheirbehalf。Buttheydidnotactivelymolestus,andtheyscarcelycircumscribedourchoiceofseats。Wewerebynomeansdriventothelittlekioskinthelakeforthem,andIshouldrathersaythatwewerefatefullyledthere,soaptweretheassociationsoftheplacetomypurpose。NothingcouldhavebeenmorenaturalthanthatIshouldsay,aswesatdownthere,\"ThiswaswhereIfirstsawMissGagewithherfriends\";anditwasbyaperfectlynaturaltransitionthatIshouldgoontospeak,inasemi-humorousstrain,oftheresponsibilitywhichMrs。Marchandmyselfhadincurredbylettingoursympathyforherrunawaywithus。IsaidIsupposedthatifwehadnotbeenwillingfromthefirsttotrytorealiseforhersomeoftheexpectationsweimaginedshehadincomingtoSaratoga,sheneverwouldhavefallentoourcharge;thatpeoplereallybroughtagreatmanymorethingsuponthemselvesthantheywerewillingtoown;andthatfatewasperhapsmorethefulfilmentofourtacitambitionsthanourovertacts。
Thisbitofphilosophy,whichIconfessIthoughtfine,didnotseemtoimpressKendricks。Hemerelysaidthatitmustbegreatfuntohavethechanceofbafflingthemaliceofcircumstanceinacaselikethat,andIperceivedthathefeltnothingcomplexinthesituation。Infact,Idoubtwhetheryouthperceivesanythingcomplexinlife。Totheyoung,lifeisaveryplaincase。Tobesure,theyaremuchmorealarmedthantheireldersatgettingtangledupinitswebattimes,butthatisbecausetheyhavenothadourexperienceingettinguntangled,andthinktheyarenevergoingtogetoutalive。Whentheydo,theythinkthatitistheonlytangletheyareevergoingtobein,anddonotknowthattheyaresimplygoingonfromonetoanotheraslongasthereisenoughofthemlefttobecaughtinamesh。ToKendricksweMarchesweresimplytwoamiablepeople,whohadfancieddoingapleasantthingforabeautifulgirlthataccidenthadthrownitinourpowertobefriend,andwerebynomeansthetremblingarbitersofherdestinywefeltourselvestobe。Thedifferencebetweenhisobjectivesenseandmysubjectivesensewasthedifferencebetweenhistwenty-sevenyearsandmyfifty-two,andwhilethisremainedIsawthatitwouldbeuselesstotrytogetoncommongroundwithhim,ortogivehimourpointofview。IfIweretospeaktohimatall,itmustbewithauthority,withtherightofonewhostoodintheplaceofthegirl\'sparents,andhadherhappinessatheart。Thatis,itwassomethinglikethat;butmywordssayittoobluntly。Ifoundmyselfbeginning,\"Ihaveratherhadanotionthatherfathermightcomeon,andtaketheenterpriseoffourhands,\"though,totellthetruth,Ihadneverimaginedsuchathing,whichcameintomyheadatthatmomentthroughanassociationwiththethoughtofparents。
\"Haveyouanyideawhatsortofmanheis?\"askedKendricks。
\"Oh,somelittlelocalmagnate,presidentofthevillageandpresidentofthevillagebank;Ifancythechieffigureintheplace,butprobablyasignorantofourworldasaCherokee。\"
\"Well,Idon\'tknow,\"saidtheyoungfellow。\"Doyouthinkthatfollowsbecausehedoesn\'tliveinit?\"IcouldseethathedidnotquitelikewhatIhadsaid。\"Isupposeoursisratherasmallworld。\"
\"Thesmallestofallworlds,\"Ianswered。\"AndintheeyesofPapaGage,iftheycouldoncebefocuseduponit,ourworldwouldshriveltoanatom。\"
\"Doyouthink,\"heasked,withamanifestanxiety,\"thatitwouldinhers?\"
\"No;sheisnottheAmericanpeople,andherfatheris,asIfancyhim。ImakeoutfromthevaguehintsthatBrotherDeeringasFulkersonwouldcallhimdroppedwhenhetalkedabouthimthatPapaGageisashrewd,practical,home-keepingbusinessman,withaneyesingletothemainchance,lavish,butnotgenerous,Philistinetothebackbone,blindlydevotedtohisdaughter,andcontemptuousofallthemyriadmysteriesofcivilisationthathedoesn\'tunderstand。
Idon\'tknowwhyIshouldbeauthorisedtoimaginehimpersonallylongandlank,withpossiblyatobaccohabitofsomesort。Hisnaturalhistory,uponnobetterauthority,isthatofahard-headedfarmer,whofoundoutthatfarmingcouldneverbemorethanalivelihood,andcameintothevillage,andbegantolendmoney,andgetgain,tillhewasinapositiontohelpfoundtheDeWittPointNationalBank,andthen,byweightofhismoneyedsolidity,imposedhimselfuponthefreeandindependentvotersofthevillage——amajorityofthemundermortgagetohim——andbecameitspresident。
Itisn\'tapleasanttype,butit\'sideallyAmerican。\"
\"Yes,\"saidKendricksruefully。
\"Buthisdaughter,\"Icontinued,\"isprobablyaltogetherdifferent。
Thereissomethingfineabouther——reallyfine。Ourworldwouldn\'tshrivelinhereye;itwouldprobablyswellupandfilltheuniverse,\"Iaddedbyanimpulsethatcamefromnowhereirresistiblyuponme:\"thatis,ifshecouldseeYOUinit。\"
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"heaskedwithastart。
\"Oh,nowImusttellyouwhatImean,\"Isaiddesperately。\"It\'syouthathavecomplicatedthiscasesodreadfullyforus。Can\'tyouthinkwhy?\"
\"No,Ican\'t,\"hesaid;buthehadtosaythat。
Hisfine,sensitivefaceflamedatoncesofire-redthatitcouldonlyturnpaleforachangewhenIplungedon:\"I\'mafraidwe\'vetrifledwithherhappiness\";andthisformulationofthecasedisgustedmesomuchthatIlaughedwildly,andadded,\"unlesswe\'vetrifledwithyours,too。\"
\"Idon\'tknowwhyyoucallittriflingwithhappiness,\"hereturnedwithdignity,butwithoutoffence。\"Ifyouwillleaveheroutofthequestion,IwillsaythatyouhavegivenmethegreatesthappinessofmylifeinintroducingmetoMissGage。\"
\"Now,\"Idemanded,\"mayIaskwhatYOUmean?YouknowIwouldn\'tifIdidn\'tfeelboundforhersake,andifyouhadn\'tsaidjustwhatyouhavesaid。Youneedn\'tanswermeunlessyoulike!It\'spleasanttoknowthatyou\'venotbeenbored,andMrs。MarchandI
areinfinitelyobligedtoyouforhelpingusout。\"
Kendricksmadeasifheweregoingtosaysomething,andthenhedidnot。HehunghisheadlowerandlowerinthesilencewhichIhadtobreakforhim——\"IhopeIhaven\'tbeenintrusive,mydearfellow。
ThisissomethingIfeltboundtospeakof。Youknowwecouldn\'tletitgoon。Mrs。MarchandIhaveblamedourselvesagooddeal,andwecouldn\'tletitgoon。ButI\'mafraidIhaven\'tbeenasdelicatewithyou——\"
\"Oh!delicate!\"Heliftedhisheadandflashedafaceofgenerousself-reproachuponme。\"It\'s_I_thathaven\'tbeendelicatewithYOU。I\'vebeenmonstrouslyindelicate。ButInevermeanttobe,and——and——Iwascomingtoseeyoujustnowwhenwemet——toseeyou——
MissGage——andaskher——tellherthatwe——I——musttellyouandMrs。
March——Mr。March!AtthehoplastnightIaskedhertobemywife,andassoonasshecanhearfromherfather——ButthefirstthingwhenIwokethismorning,IsawthatImusttellMrs。Marchandyou。
Andyou——youmustforgiveus——orme,rather;foritwasmyfault——
fornottellingyoulastnight——atonce——oh,thankyou!thankyou!\"
Ihadseizedhishand,andwaswringingitvehementlyinexpressionofmypleasureinwhathehadtoldme。InthatfirstmomentIfeltnothingbutpurejoyandanimmeasurablerelief。Idrewmybreath,averydeepandfullone,inasudden,absolutefreedomfromanxietieswhichhadbeennonethelessrealandconstantbecausesooftenburlesqued。Afterwardconsiderationspresentedthemselvestoalloymyrapture,butforthatmoment,asIsay,itwasnothingbutrapture。Therewasnoquestioninitofthelovers\'fitnessforeachother,oftheiracceptabilitytotheirrespectivefamilies,oftheirgeneralconduct,oroftheirespecialbehaviourtowardus。
AllthatIcouldrealisewasthatitwasagreatescapeforbothofus,andagreattriumphforme。IhadbeenafraidthatIshouldnothavethecouragetospeaktoKendricksofthematteratall,muchlessaskhimtogoaway;andhereIhadactuallyspokentohim,withthesplendidresultthatIneedonlycongratulatehimonhisengagementtotheladywhoseunrequitedaffectionsIhadbeenwishinghimtospare。Idon\'trememberjustthetermsIusedindoingthis,buttheyseemedsatisfactorytoKendricks;probablyarepetitionofthelettersofthealphabetwouldhavebeenequallyacceptable。AtlastIsaid,\"Well,nowImustgoandtellthegreatnewstoMrs。March,\"andIshookhandswithhimagain;wehadbeenshakinghandsathalf-minutelyintervalseversincethefirsttime。
CHAPTERXVIII
IsawMrs。Marchwaitingformeonthehotelverandah。Sheworeherbonnet,andshewarnedmenottoapproach,andthenrandowntomeetme。
\"Well,mydear,\"shesaid,asshepushedherhandthroughmyarmandbegantopropelmeawayfromthesightandhearingofpeopleonthepiazza,\"Ihopeyoudidn\'tmakeafoolofyourselfwithKendricks。
They\'reengaged!\"
Sheapparentlyexpectedmetobeprostratedbythisstroke。\"Yes,\"
Isaidverycoolly;\"Iwasjustcomingtotellyou。\"
\"Howdidyouknowit?Whotoldyou?DidKendricks?Idon\'tbelieveit!\"shecriedinanexcitementnotunmixedwithresentment。
\"Noonetoldme,\"Isaid。\"Isimplydivinedit。\"
Shedidn\'tmindthatforamoment。\"Well,I\'mgladhehadthegracetodoso,andIhopehediditbeforeyouaskedhimanyleadingquestions。\"Withoutwaitingtohearwhetherthiswassoornot,shewenton,withanemphasisonthenextwordthatalmostblotteditoutofthelanguage,\"SHEcamebacktomealmosttheinstantyouweregone,andtoldmeeverything。Shesaidshewantedtotellmelastnight,butshehadn\'tthecourage,andthismorning,whenshesawthatIwasbeginningtohintuptoMr。Kendricksalittle,shehadn\'tthecourageatall。Isentherstraightofftotelegraphforherfather。Sheisbehavingsplendidly。Andnow,whatarewegoingtodo?\"
\"Whattherestoftheworldis——nothing。Itseemstomethatweareoutofthestory,mydear。Atanyrate,Ishan\'tattempttocompetewithMissGageinsplendidbehaviour,andIhopeyouwon\'t。Itwouldbesoeasyforus。IwonderwhatPapaGageisgoingtobelike。\"
Ifeltmythrillofapprehensionimpartitselftoher。\"Yes!\"shegasped;\"whatifheshouldn\'tlikeit?\"
\"Well,then,that\'shisaffair。\"ButIdidnotfeelsolightlyaboutitasIspoke,andfromtimetotimeduringthedayIwasovertakenwithacolddismayatthethoughtoftheunknownquantityintheproblem。
Whenwereturnedtothehotelafteratouroftheblock,wesawKendricksinourcorneroftheverandahwithMissGage。Theywerebothlaughingconvulsively,andtheyrandowntomeetusinyetwilderthroesofmerriment。
\"We\'vejustbeencomparingnotes,\"hesaid,\"andattheverymomentwhenIwastellingyou,Mr。March,JuliawastellingMrs。March。\"
\"Wonderfulcaseoftelepathy,\"Imocked。
\"GiveittothePsychicalResearch。\"
Theybothseemedalittledaunted,andMissGagesaid,\"IknowMr。
Marchdoesn\'tlikethewaywe\'vedone。\"
\"Likeit!\"criedMrs。March,contrivingtoshakemealittlewiththehandshestillhadinmyarm。\"Ofcoursehelikesit。Hewasjustsayingyouhadbehavedsplendidly。HesaidHEwouldn\'tattempttocompetewithyou。Butyoumustn\'tregardhimintheleast。\"
IadmiredtheskillwithwhichIsabelsavedherconscienceinthisstatementtoomuchtodisputeit;andIsupposethatwhatevershehadsaid,MissGagewouldhavebeenreassured。Icannotparticularlypraisethewisdomofherbehaviourduringthatday,or,forthematterofthat,thebehaviourofKendrickseither。Theidealthingwouldhavebeenforhimtokeepawaynowtillherfathercame,butitseemedtomethathewasaboutunderourfeetallthewhile,andthatshe,sofarfrommakinghimremainathisownhotel,encouragedhimtopassthetimeatours。Withoutconsultingme,Mrs。Marchaskedhimtostaytodinnerafterhehadstayedalltheforenoon,andhemadethisapretextforspendingtheafternooninourcorneroftheverandah。ShemademegiveituptohimandMissGage,sothattheycouldbealonetogether,thoughImustsaytheydidnotseemtomindusagreatdealwhenwewerepresent;hewasalwaysleaningonthebackofherchair,orsittingnextherwithhishanddanglingoveritinamannerthatmademesick。IwonderedifIwaseversuchanassasthat,andIquitelosttherespectforKendricks\'sgoodsenseandgoodtastewhichhadbeenthegroundofmylikingforhim。
Ifeltmyselfwithdrawnfromtheaffairfartherandfartherinsympathy,sinceithadnowpassedbeyondmycontrol;andIresentedthestrainoftheresponsibilitywhichIhadthrownoff,Ifound,onlyforamoment,andmustcontinuetosufferuntilthegirl\'sfatherappearedandfinallyrelievedme。TheworstwasthatIhadtobearitalone。ItwasimpossibletodetachMrs。March\'sinterestfromMissGage,asagirlwhohadbeenmadeloveto,longenoughtoenablehertorealiseherasadaughterwithfilialtiesandduties。
Shedidtryinaperfunctorywaytodoit,butIcouldseethatshenevergavehermindtoit。Icouldnotevenmakehersharemysenseofmyownculpability,athingshewasonlytoowillingtodoinmostmatters。SheadmittedthatitwasabsurdformetohaveletmyfancyplayaboutthegirlwhenIfirstsawheruntilwefeltthatI
mustdosomethingforher;butIcouldnotgethertoownthatwehadbothactedpreposterouslyinlettingMrs。DeeringleaveMissGageinourcharge。Inthefirstplace,shedeniedthatshehadbeenleftinourcharge。Shehadsimplybeenleftinthehotelwherewewerestaying,andweshouldhavebeenperfectlyfreetodonothingforher。ButwhenKendricksturnedupsounexpectedly,itwasquitenaturalweshouldaskhimtobepolitetoher。Mrs。Marchsawnothingstrangeinallthat。WhatwasIworryingabout?Whatshehadbeenafraidofwasthathehadnotbeeninlovewiththegirlwhenshewassoclearlyinlovewithhim。Butnow!
\"Andsupposeherfatherdoesn\'tlikeit!\"
\"NotlikeMr。Kendricks!\"Shestaredatme,andIcouldseehowinfatuatedshewas。
Iwasmyselfalwayscharmedwiththeyoungfellow。Hewasnotonlygoodandgenerousandhandsome,andclever——Ineverthoughthimafirst-classtalent——buthewasbeautifullywellbred,andhewasverywellborn,asthosethingsgowithus。Thatis,hecameofpeoplewhohadnotdonemuchofanythingforageneration,andhadacquiredmeritwiththemselvesforit。Theywerenotveryrich,buttheyhadarighttothinkthathemighthavedonenothing,ordonesomethingbetterthanliterature;andIwishIcouldsetforthexactlytheterms,tacitandexplicit,inwhichhismotherandsisterscondonedhisderelictiontomeatareceptionwherehepresentedmetothem。Invirtueofhiswishtodosomething,hehadbecomeahumanbeing,andtheycouldnotquitefollowhim;buttheywereverypoliteintoleratingme,andtryingtomakemefeelthatI
wasnotatallodd,thoughhewassoqueerinbeingproudofwritingformypaper,astheycalledit。HewassounlikethemallthatI
likedhimmorethaneveraftermeetingthem。Still,Icouldimagineafondfather,asIimaginedMissGage\'sfathertobe,objectingtohim,onsomegroundsatleast,tillheknewhim,andMrs。Marchapparentlycouldnotimagineeventhis。
IdonotknowwhyIshouldhaveprefiguredMissGage\'sfatherastallandlank。Shewasnotherselfsoverytall,thoughshewasrathertallthanshort,andthoughshewasratheroftheDianaorgirlishtypeofgoddess,shewasbynomeanslank。YetitwasinthisshapethatIhadalwaysthoughtofhim,perhapsthroughanobscureassociationwithhisfellow-villager,Deering。Ihadfanciedhimsaturnineofspirit,slovenlyofdress,andloungingofhabit,uponnoauthoritythatIcouldallege,andIwaswhollyunpreparedfortheneat,smallfigureofaman,verypreciseofmannerandscrupulousofaspect,whosaid,\"Howdoyoudo,sir?I
hopeIseeyouwell,sir,\"whenhisdaughterpresentedustoeachother,themorningaftertheeventfuldaydescribed,andheshookmyhandwithhisverysmall,dryhand。
Icouldnotmakeoutfromtheirmannerwitheachotherwhethertheyhadbeenspeakingofthegreatmatterinhandornot。IamratheratalossaboutpeopleofthatPhilistinemakeastowhattheirprocedurewillbeincircumstanceswhereIknowjustwhatpeopleofmyownsortofsophisticationwoulddo。Thesewouldcomestraightatthetrouble,butIfancythatwiththeothersorttheconventionisapreliminaryreserve。IfoundMr。Gagedisposedtoprolong,withmeatleast,adiscussionoftheweather,andtheaspectsofSaratoga,theeventsofhisjourneyfromDeWittPoint,andthehardshipofhavingtorideallthewaytoMooer\'sJunctioninastage-coach。Ifeltmoreandmore,whilewebandiedthesefutilities,asifMr。Gagehadanoverduenoteofmine,andwaswaitingforme,sinceIcouldnotpayit,tomakesomepropositiontowarditsrenewal;andhedidreallytiremeoutatlast,sothatI
said,\"Well,Mr。Gage,IsupposeMissGagehastoldyousomethingofthetremendoussituationthathasdevelopeditselfhere?\"
IthoughtIhadbettergivetheaffairsuchsmilingcharacterasajocosetreatmentmightimpart,andthedrylittlemantwinkledupresponsivelysofarasmannerwasconcerned。\"Well,yes,yes。
Therehasbeensometalkofitbetweenus,\"andagainheleftthewordtome。
\"Mrs。Marchurgedyourdaughtertosendforyouatoncebecausethatwastherightandfitthingtodo,andbecausewefeltthattheaffairhadnowquitetranscendedourpowers,suchastheywere,andnobodycouldreallycopewithitbutyourself。Ihopeyouwerenotundulyalarmedbythesummons?\"
\"Notatall。Shesaidinthedespatchthatshewasnotsick。IhadbeenanticipatingashortvisittoSaratogaforsomedays,andmybusinesswasinashapesothatIcouldleave。\"
\"Oh!\"Isaidvaguely,\"Iamveryglad。Mrs。Marchfelt,asIdid,thatcircumstanceshadgivenusacertainobligationinregardtoMissGage,andwewereanxioustodischargeitfaithfullyandtotheutmost。Weshouldhavewrittentoyou,summonedyou,before,ifwecouldhavesupposed——orbeensure;butyouknowthesethingsgoonsoobscurely,andweactedattheveryfirstpossiblemoment。I
wishyoutounderstandthat。Wetalkeditoveragreatdeal,andI
hopeyouwillbelievethatwestudiedthroughout——thatweweremostsolicitousfrombeginningtoendforMissGage\'shappiness,andthatifwecouldhaveforeseenorimagined——ifwecouldhavetakenanysteps——Itrustyouwillbelieve——\"Iwasfuriousatmyselfforbeingsoconfoundedlyapologetic,forIwasthinkingallthetimeofthebotherandafflictionwehadhadwiththegirl;andtheresatthatlittlewoodenimageacceptingmyself-inculpations,andapparentlydemandingmoreofme;butIcouldnothelpgoingoninthesamestrain:\"Wefeltespeciallyboundinthematter,fromthefactthatMr。Kendrickswasapersonalfriendofours,whomweareveryfondof,andwebothareveryanxiousthatyoushouldnotsupposethatwepromoted,orthatwewerenotmostvigilant——thatwewereforamomentforgetfulofyourrightsinsuchanaffair——\"
Istopped,andMr。Gagepassedhishandacrosshislittlemeagre,smilingmouth。
\"Thenheisnotaconnectionofyours,Mr。March?\"
\"Blessme,no!\"Isaidingreatrelief;\"wearenotsoswellasthat。\"AndItriedtogivehimsomenotionofKendricks\'slocalquality,repeatingalistofagglutinatedNewYorksurnamestowhichhiswasmoreorlessaffiliated。Theyalwaysamuseme,thosenames,whichmorethananyintheworldgivethenotionofsocialstraining;butIdoubtiftheyaffectedtheimaginationofMr。Gage,eitherinthiswayorinthewayImeanlymeantthemtoaffecthim。
\"Andwhatdidyousayhisbusinesswas?\"heasked,withthatimplicationofapreviousstatementonyourpartwhichsomepeoplethinkitsoclevertomakewhentheyquestionyou。
Ialwayshateit,andIavengedmyselfbyansweringsimply,\"Blessmysoul,hehasnobusiness!\"andlettinghimtakeupthewordnowornot,asheliked。
\"Thenheisamanofindependentmeans?\"
Icouldnotresistanswering,\"Independentmeans?Kendrickshasnomeanswhatever。\"Buthavingdealtthisblow,Icouldadd,\"I
believehismotherhassomemoney。Theyarepeoplewholivecomfortably\"
\"Thenhehasnoprofession?\"askedMr。Gage,withalittlemorestringencyinhissmile。
\"Idon\'tknowwhetheryouwillcallitaprofession。Heisawriter。\"
\"Ah!\"Mr。Gagesoftlybreathed。\"Doeshewriteforyour——paper?\"
InotedthatastotheliterarytechnicalitiesheseemednottobemuchmoreignorantthanKendricks\'sownfamily,andIsaid,tolerantly,\"Yes;hewritesforourmagazine。\"
\"Magazine——yes;Ibegyourpardon,\"heinterrupted。
\"Andforanyotherswherehecanplacehismaterial。\"
ThisapparentlydidnotconveyanyveryluminousideatoMr。Gage\'smind,andheaskedafteramoment,\"Whatkindofthingsdoeshewrite?\"
\"Oh,stories,sketches,poems,reviews,essays——almostanything,infact。\"
Thelightlefthisface,andIperceivedthatIhadcarriedmyrevengetoofar,atleastforKendricks\'sadvantage,andI
determinedtotakeanewdepartureatthefirstchance。Thechancedidnotcomeimmediately。
\"Andcanamansupportawifebythatkindofwriting?\"askedMr。
Gage。
Ilaugheduneasily。\"Somepeopledo。Itdependsuponhowmuchofithecansell。Itdependsuponhowhandsomelyawifewishestobesupported。Theresultisn\'tusuallybeyondthedreamsofavarice,\"
Isaid,withadesperatelevity。
\"Excuseme,\"returnedthelittleman。\"Doyouliveinthatway?Byyourwritings?\"
\"No,\"Isaidwithsomestate,whichItriedtosubdue;\"IamtheeditorofEveryOtherWeek,andpartowner。Mr。Kendricksismerelyacontributor。\"
\"Ah,\"hebreathedagain。\"Andifheweresuccessfulinsellinghiswritings,howmuchwouldheprobablymakeinayear?\"
\"Inayear?\"Irepeated,togaintime。\"Mr。Kendricksiscomparativelyabeginner。Sayfifteenhundred——twothousand——
twenty-fivehundred。\"
\"AndthatwouldnotgoveryfarinNewYork。\"
\"No;thatwouldnotgofarinNewYork。\"Iwasbeginningtofindacertainpleasureindealingsofranklywiththishardlittleman。I
likedtoseehimsuffer,andIcouldseethathedidsuffer;hesufferedasafathermustwholearnsthatfromapecuniarypointofviewhisdaughterisimprudentlyinlove。Whyshouldwealwaysregardsuchasuffererasacomicfigure?Heis,ifwethinkofitrightly,amostserious,eventragicalfigure,andatalleventsamostrespectablefigure。Helovesher,andhisheartistornbetweenthewishtoindulgeherandthewishtodowhatwillbefinallybestforher。Whyshouldoursympathies,insuchacase,beallforthefoolishyounglovers?Theyoughtingreatmeasuretobeforthefather,too。Somethinglikeasenseofthissmoteme,andI
wasashamedinmypleasure。
\"ThenIshouldsay,Mr。March,thatthisseemsamostundesirableengagementformydaughter。Whatshouldyousay?Iaskyoutomakethecaseyourown。\"
\"Excuseme,\"Ianswered;\"Iwouldmuchrathernotmakethecasemyown,Mr。Gage,andImustdeclinetohaveyouconsultme。IthinkthatinthismatterIhavedoneallthatIwascalledupontodo。I
havetoldyouwhatIknowofMr。Kendricks\'scircumstancesandconnections。Astohischaracter,IcantrulysaythatheisoneofthebestmenIeverknew。Ibelieveinhisabsolutepurityofheart,andheisthemostunselfish,themostgenerous——\"
Mr。Gagewavedthefactsasidewithhishand。\"Idon\'tundervaluethosethings。IfIcouldbemaster,nooneshouldhavemygirlwithoutthem。Buttheydonotconstitutealivelihood。FromwhatyoutellmeofMr。Kendricks\'sprospects,IamnotpreparedtosaythatIthinktheoutlookisbrilliant。Ifhehascounteduponmysupplyingadeficiency——\"
\"Oh,excuseme,Mr。Gage!Yourinsinuation——\"
\"ExcuseME!\"heretorted。\"Iammakingnoinsinuation。Imerelywishtosaythat,whilemymeansaresuchastoenablemetoliveincomfortatDeWittPoint,IamwellawarethatmuchmorewouldbeneededinNewYorktoenablemydaughtertoliveinthesamecomfort。I\'mnotwillingsheshouldliveinless。IthinkitismydutytosaythatIamnotatallarichman,andiftherehasbeenanysuppositionthatIamso,itisamistakethatcannotbecorrectedtoosoon。\"
ThistimeIcouldnotresenthisinsinuation,forsincehehadbeguntospeakIhadbecomeguiltilyawareofhavingfeltasortofeaseinregardtoKendricks\'smodestyofcompetencefromabelief,givenme,Isuspect,bythetalkofDeering,thatMr。Gagehadplentyofmoney,andcouldcometotherescueinanyamountneeded。Icouldonlysay,\"Mr。Gage,allthisissofarbeyondmycontrolthatI
oughtnottoallowyoutosayittome。ItissomethingthatyoumustsaytoMr。Kendricks。\"
AsIspokeIsawtheyoungfellowcomeroundthecornerofthestreet,andmountthehotelsteps。Hedidnotseeme,forhedidnotlooktowardthelittlecorneroflawnwhereMr。GageandIhadputourchairsforthesakeofthemorningshade,andfortheseclusionthatthespotaffordedus。Itwasattheangleofthehousefarthestfromourpeculiarcornerofthepiazza,whitherIhadthebeliefthatthegirlhadwithdrawnwhensheleftmetoherfather。IwassurethatKendrickswouldseekherthere,farenoughbeyondeyeshotorearshotofus,andIhadnodoubtthatshewasexpectinghim。
\"YouareMr。Kendricks\'sfriend——\"
\"IhavetriedmuchmoretobeMissGage\'sfriend;andMrs。March——\"
Itcameintomymindthatshewasmostselfishlyandshamelesslykeepingoutoftheway,andIcouldnotgoonandcelebratehermagnanimousimpartiality,hereagerandsleeplessvigilance。
\"Ihavenodoubtofthat,\"saidthelittleman,\"andIamverymuchobligedtoyouforallthetroubleyouhavetakenonmydaughter\'saccount。Butyouarehisfriend,andIcanspeaktoyoumuchmorefullyandfranklythanIcouldtohim。\"
Ididnotknowjustwhattosaytothis,andhewenton:\"Inpointoffact,Idon\'tthinkthatIshallspeaktohimatall。\"
\"Thatisquiteyouraffair,mydearsir,\"Isaiddryly。\"Itisn\'ttobesupposedthatyouwouldseekaninterviewwithhim。\"
\"Andifheseeksaninterviewwithme,Ishalldeclineit。\"Helookedatmedefiantlyandyetinterrogatively。Icouldseethathewasveryangry,andyetuncertain。
\"Imustsay,then,Mr。Gage,thatIdon\'tthinkyouwouldberight。\"
\"How,notright?\"
\"Ishouldsaythatinequityhehadafullandperfectrighttomeetyou,andtotalkthismatteroverwithyou。Hehasdoneyounowrongwhateverinadmiringyourdaughter,andwishingtomarryher。
It\'sforyouandhertodecidewhetheryouwilllethim。Butasfarashiswishgoes,andhisexpressionofittoher,heisquitewithinhisrights。Youmustseethatyourself。\"
\"Iconsider,\"heanswered,\"thathehasdonemeawronginthatverything。Amanwithoutmeans,oranystatedoccupation,hehadnobusinesstospeaktomydaughterwithoutspeakingtome。Hetookadvantageofthecircumstances。Whatdoeshethink?DoeshesupposeIamMADEofmoney?DoeshesupposeIwanttosupportason-in-law?IcantellyouthatifIwerepossessedofunlimitedmeans,Ishouldnotdoit。\"IbegantosuspectthatDeeringwasnearerright,afterall,inhisrepresentationsoftheman\'sfinancialability;Ifanciedsomethingoftheanxiety,thetremorofavarice,inhisresentmentofpoorKendricks\'spossible,orratherimpossible,designsuponhispocket。\"Ifhehadanyprofession,oranykindofbusiness,Ishouldfeeldifferently,andIshouldbewillingtoassisthimtoareasonabledegree;orifhehadabusinesstraining,Imighttakehiminwithme;butasitis,I
shouldhaveahelplessburdenonmyhands,andIcantellyouIamnotgoinginforthatsortofthing。Ishallmakeshortworkofit。
IshalldeclinetomeetMr。Hendricks,orKendricks,andIshallaskyoutosayasmuchtohimfromme。\"
\"AndIshalldeclinetobethebearerofanysuchmessagefromyou,Mr。Gage,\"Ianswered,andIsaw,notwithoutpleasure,thebewildermentthatbegantomixwithhisarrogance。
\"Verywell,then,sir,\"heanswered,afteramoment;\"Ishallsimplytakemydaughterawaywithme,andthatwillendit。\"
Theprimlittle,grimlittlemanlookedatmewithhishardeyes,andsethislipssoclosethatthebeardontheloweronestuckoutatmewithasortofadditionalmenaceIfeltthathewastoocapableofdoingwhathesaid,andIlostmyselfinasenseofhissordidness,asensewhichwasalmostwithoutatraceofcompassion。
ItseemedasifIwerealongtimeunderthespellofthis,andthesightofhisrepugnantface;butitcouldreallyhavebeenmerelyamoment,whenIheardastirofdraperyonthegrassnearus,andthesoft,richvoiceofMissGagesaying,\"Papa!\"
Webothstartedtoourfeet。Idonotknowwhethershehadheardwhathesaidornot。Wehadspokenlow,andintheutmostvehemenceofhisspeechhedidnotlifthisvoice。Inanycase,shedidnotheedwhathesaid。
\"Papa,\"sherepeated,\"IwantyoutocomeupandseeMrs。Marchonthepiazza。And——Mr。Kendricksisthere。\"
Ihadawilddesiretolaughatwhatfollowed,andyetitwasnotwithoutitspathos。\"I——I——hm!hm!I——cannotseeMr。Kendricksjustatpresent。I——thefactis,Idonotwanttoseehim。Itisbetter——not。Ithinkyouhadbettergetreadytogohomewithmeatonce,daughter。I——hm!——cannotapproveofanyengagementtoMr。
Kendricks,andI——prefernottomeethim。\"Hestopped。
MissGagesaidnothing,andIcannotsaythatshelookedanything。
ShesimplyCLOUDEDUP,ifImaysoexpresstheeffectthatcameandremaineduponhercountenance,whichwasnowthecountenanceshehadshownmethefirsteveningIsawher,whenIsawtheDeeringscoweringinitsshadow。Ihadnoneedtolookattheadamantinelittlemanbeforehertoknowthathewassofteningintowax,and,infact,Ifeltasortofindecencyinbeholdinghisinteneration,forIknewthatitcamefromhisheart,andhaditsconsecrationthroughhisloveforher。
ThatiswhyIturnedaway,anddonotknowtothismomentjusthowthechangeshedesiredinhimwasbroughtabout。IwillnotsaythatIdidnotlookbackfromadiscreetdistance,andcontinuelookinguntilIsawthemstartawaytogetherandmoveinthedirectionofthatcornerofthepiazzawhereKendrickswaswaitingwithMrs。March。
Itappeared,fromheraccount,thatMr。Gage,withnouncommonshowofill-will,butwithmerelyanaturaldryness,sufferedKendrickstobepresentedtohim,andentereduponsomepreliminarybanalitieswithhim,suchashehadusedinopeningaconversationwithme。
BeforethesecametoacloseMrs。Marchhadthoughtitwelltoleavethethreetogether。
Afterward,whenweknewtheonlyresultthattheaffaircouldhave,shesaid,\"Thegirlhasapowerfulwill。Iwonderwhatthemotherwaslike。\"
\"Yes;evidentlyshedidn\'tgetthatwillfromherfather。Ihavestillasenseofexhaustionfromitinourowncase。WhatdoyouthinkitportendsforpoorKendricks!\"
\"PoorKendricks!\"sherepeatedthoughtfully。\"Yes;inthatsenseI
supposeyoumightcallhimpoor。Itisn\'tanequalthingasfarasnature,ascharacter,goes。Butisn\'titalwaysdreadfultoseetwopeoplewhohavemadeuptheirmindstogetmarried?\"
\"It\'sverycommon,\"Isuggested。
\"Thatdoesn\'tchangethefact,orlessentherisk。Sheisverybeautiful,andnowheisinlovewithherbeautifulgirlhood。Butafterawhilethegirlhoodwillgo。\"
\"Andthegirlwillremain,\"Isaid。