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  \"Howlittlesheknowsthatayoungmanispassingbeforeherhousewholovesherwell,whowouldbefaithfultoher,whowouldnevercauseheranygrief;whowouldleavehertheentiremanagementofherfortunewithoutinterference。GoodGod!whatfatality!here,sidebyside,inthesametown,aretwopersonsinourmutualcondition,andyetnothingcanbringthemtogether。SupposeIweretospeaktoherthisevening?\"

  DuringthistimeSuzannehadreturnedtohermother\'shousethinkingofAthanase;and,likemanyotherwomenwhohavelongedtohelpanadoredmanbeyondthelimitofhumanpowers,shefeltherselfcapableofmakingherbodyastepping-stoneonwhichhecouldrisetoattainhisthrone。

  Itisnownecessarytoenterthehouseofthisoldmaidtowardwhomsomanyinterestsareconverging,wheretheactorsinthisscene,withtheexceptionofSuzanne,werealltomeetthisveryevening。AsforSuzanne,thathandsomeindividualboldenoughtoburnhershipslikeAlexanderatherstartinlife,andtobeginthebattlebyafalsehood,shedisappearsfromthestage,havingintroduceduponitaviolentelementofinterest。Herutmostwishesweregratified。Shequittedhernativetownafewdayslater,wellsuppliedwithmoneyandgoodclothes,amongwhichwasafinedressofgreenrepsandacharminggreenbonnetlinedwithpink,thegiftofMonsieurdeValois,——apresentwhichshepreferredtoalltherest,eventhemoney。IfthechevalierhadgonetoParisinthedaysofherfuturebrilliancy,shewouldcertainlyhavelefteveryoneforhim。LikethechasteSusannahoftheBible,whomtheEldershardlysaw,sheestablishedherselfjoyouslyandfullofhopeinParis,whileallAlenconwasdeploringhermisfortunes,forwhichtheladiesoftwoSocietiesCharityandMaternitymanifestedtheliveliestsympathy。ThoughSuzanneisafairspecimenofthosehandsomeNormanwomenwhomalearnedphysicianreckonsascomprisingonethirdofherfallenclasswhomourmonstrousParisabsorbs,itmustbestatedthatsheremainedintheupperandmoredecentregionsofgallantry。Atanepochwhen,asMonsieurdeValoissaid,Womannolongerexisted,shewassimply\"MadameduVal-Noble\";inotherdaysshewouldhaverivalledtheRhodopes,theImperias,theNinonsofthepast。OneofthemostdistinguishedwritersoftheRestorationhastakenherunderhisprotection;perhapshemaymarryher。Heisajournalist,andconsequentlyabovepublicopinion,inasmuchashemanufacturesitafresheveryyearortwo。

  CHAPTERIII

  MADEMOISELLECORMON

  Innearlyallthesecond-classprefecturesofFrancethereexistsonesalonwhichisthemeeting-groundofthoseconsiderableandwell-

  consideredpersonsofthecommunitywhoare,nevertheless,NOTthecreamofthebestsociety。Themasterandmistressofsuchanestablishmentarecountedamongtheleadingpersonsofthetown;theyarereceivedwhereveritmaypleasethemtovisit;nofeteisgiven,noformalordiplomaticdinnertakesplace,towhichtheyarenotinvited。Butthechateaupeople,headsoffamiliespossessinggreatestates,inshort,thehighestpersonagesinthedepartment,donotgototheirhouses;socialintercoursebetweenthemiscarriedonbycardsfromonetotheother,andadinnerorsoireeacceptedandreturned。

  Thissalon,inwhichthelessernobility,theclergy,andthemagistracymeettogether,exertsagreatinfluence。Thejudgmentandmindoftheregionresideinthatsolid,unostentatioussociety,whereeachmanknowstheresourcesofhisneighbor,wherecompleteindifferenceisshowntoluxuryanddress,——pleasureswhicharethoughtchildishincomparisontothatofobtainingtenortwelveacresofpastureland,——apurchasecovetedforyears,whichhasprobablygivenrisetoendlessdiplomaticcombinations。Immovableinitsprejudices,goodorevil,thissocialcirclefollowsabeatentrack,lookingneitherbeforeitnorbehindit。ItacceptsnothingfromPariswithoutlongexaminationandtrial;itrejectscashmeresasitdoesinvestmentsontheGrand-Livre;itscoffsatfashionsandnovelties;readsnothing,prefersignorance,whetherofscience,literature,orindustrialinventions。Itinsistsontheremovalofaprefectwhenthatofficialdoesnotsuitit;andiftheadministrationresists,itisolateshim,afterthemannerofbeeswhowallupasnailinwaxwhenitgetsintotheirhive。

  Inthissocietygossipisoftenturnedintosolemnverdicts。Youngwomenareseldomseenthere;whentheycomeitistoseekapprobationoftheirconduct,——aconsecrationoftheirself-importance。Thissupremacygrantedtoonehouseisapttowoundthesensibilitiesofothernativesoftheregion,whoconsolethemselvesbyaddingupthecostitinvolves,andbywhichtheyprofit。Ifitsohappensthatthereisnofortunelargeenoughtokeepopenhouseinthisway,thebig-wigsoftheplacechooseaplaceofmeeting,astheydidatAlencon,inthehouseofsomeinoffensiveperson,whosesettledlifeandcharacterandpositionoffersnoumbragetothevanitiesortheinterestsofanyone。

  ForsomeyearstheupperclassesofAlenconhadmetinthiswayatthehouseofanoldmaid,whosefortunewas,unknowntoherself,theaimandobjectofMadameGranson,hersecondcousin,andofthetwooldbachelorswhosesecrethopesinthatdirectionwehavejustunveiled。

  Thisladylivedwithhermaternaluncle,aformergrand-vicarofthebishopricofSeez,onceherguardian,andwhoseheirshewas。ThefamilyofwhichRose-Marie-VictoireCormonwasthepresentrepresentativehadbeeninearlierdaysamongthemostconsiderableintheprovince。Thoughbelongingtothemiddleclasses,sheconsortedwiththenobility,amongwhomshewasmoreorlessallied,herfamilyhavingfurnished,inpastyears,stewardstotheDucd\'Alencon,manymagistratestothelongrobe,andvariousbishopstotheclergy。

  MonsieurdeSponde,thematernalgrandfatherofMademoiselleCormon,waselectedbytheNobilitytotheStates-General,andMonsieurCormon,herfather,bytheTiers-Etat,thoughneitheracceptedthemission。Forthelasthundredyearsthedaughtersofthefamilyhadmarriednoblesbelongingtotheprovinces;consequently,thisfamilyhadthrownoutsomanysuckersthroughouttheduchyastoappearonnearlyallthegenealogicaltrees。Nobourgeoisfamilyhadeverseemedsolikenobility。

  ThehouseinwhichMademoiselleCormonlived,buildinHenriIV。\'stime,byPierreCormon,thestewardofthelastDucd\'Alencon,hadalwaysbelongedtothefamily;andamongtheoldmaid\'svisiblepossessionsthisonewasparticularlystimulatingtothecovetousdesiresofthetwooldlovers。Yet,farfromproducingrevenue,thehousewasacauseofexpense。Butitissoraretofindintheverycentreofaprovincialtownaprivatedwellingwithoutunpleasantsurroundings,handsomeinoutwardstructureandconvenientwithin,thatAlenconsharedtheenvyofthelovers。

  ThisoldmansionstandsexactlyinthemiddleoftherueduVal-Noble。

  Itisremarkableforthestrengthofitsconstruction,——astyleofbuildingintroducedbyMariede\'Medici。Thoughbuiltofgranite,——astonewhichishardtowork,——itsangles,andthecasingsofthedoorsandwindows,aredecoratedwithcornerblockscutintodiamondfacets。

  Ithasonlyoneclearstoryabovetheground-floor;buttheroof,risingsteeply,hasseveralprojectingwindows,withcarvedspandrelsratherelegantlyenclosedinoakenframes,andexternallyadornedwithbalustrades。Betweeneachofthesewindowsisagargoylepresentingthefantasticjawsofananimalwithoutabody,vomitingtherain-

  wateruponlargestonespiercedwithfiveholes。Thetwogablesaresurmountedbyleadenbouquets,——asymbolofthebourgeoisie;fornoblesalonehadtheprivilegeinformerdaysofhavingweather-vanes。

  Torightofthecourtyardarethestablesandcoach-house;toleft,thekitchen,wood-house,andlaundry。

  Onesideoftheporte-cochere,beingleftopen,allowedthepassersinthestreettoseeinthemidstofthevastcourtyardaflower-bed,theraisedearthofwhichwasheldinplacebyalowprivethedge。Afewmonthlyroses,pinkes,lilies,andSpanishbroomfilledthisbed,aroundwhichinthesummerseasonboxesofpaurestinus,pomegranates,andmyrtlewereplaced。Struckbythescrupulouscleanlinessofthecourtyardanditsdependencies,astrangerwouldatoncehavedivinedthattheplacebelongedtoanoldmaid。Theeyewhichpresidedtheremusthavebeenanunoccupied,ferretingeye;minutelycareful,lessfromnaturethanforwantofsomethingtodo。Anoldmaid,forcedtoemployhervacantdays,couldaloneseetothegrassbeinghoedfrombetweenthepavingstones,thetopsofthewallskeptclean,thebroomcontinuallygoing,andtheleathercurtainsofthecoach-housealwaysclosed。Shealonewouldhaveintroduced,outofbusyidleness,asortofDutchcleanlinessintoahouseontheconfinesofBretagneandNormandie,——aregionwheretheytakeprideinprofessinganutterindifferencetocomfort。

  NeverdidtheChevalierdeValois,orduBousquier,mountthestepsofthedoublestairwayleadingtotheporticoofthishousewithoutsayingtohimself,one,thatitwasfitforapeerofFrance,theother,thatthemayorofthetownoughttolivethere。

  Aglassdoorgaveentrancefromthisporticointoanantechamber,aspeciesofgallerypavedinredtilesandwainscoted,whichservedasahospitalforthefamilyportraits,——somehavinganeyeputout,otherssufferingfromadislocatedshoulder;thisoneheldhishatinahandthatnolongerexisted;thatonewasacaseofamputationattheknee。Hereweredepositedthecloaks,clogs,overshoes,umbrellas,hoods,andpelissesoftheguests。Itwasanarsenalwhereeacharrivallefthisbaggageonarriving,andtookitupwhendeparting。

  Alongeachwallwasabenchfortheservantswhoarrivedwithlanterns,andalargestove,tocounteractthenorthwind,whichblewthroughthishallfromthegardentothecourtyard。

  Thehousewasdividedintwoequalparts。Ononeside,towardthecourtyard,wasthewellofthestaircase,alargedining-roomlookingtothegarden,andanofficeorpantrywhichcommunicatedwiththekitchen。Ontheothersidewasthesalon,withfourwindows,beyondwhichweretwosmallerrooms,——onelookingonthegarden,andusedasaboudoir,theotherlightedfromthecourtyard,andusedasasortofoffice。

  Theupperfloorcontainedacompleteapartmentforafamilyhousehold,andasuiteofroomswherethevenerableAbbedeSpondehadhisabode。

  Thegarretsofferedfinequarterstotheratsandmice,whosenocturnalperformanceswererelatedbyMademoiselleCormontotheChevalierdeValois,withmanyexpressionsofsurpriseattheinutilityofhereffortstogetridofthem。Thegarden,abouthalfanacreinsize,ismarginedbytheBrillante,sonamedfromtheparticlesofmicawhichsparkleinitsbedelsewherethanintheVal-

  Noble,whereitsshallowwatersarestainedbythedyehouses,andloadedwithrefusefromtheotherindustriesofthetown。TheshoreoppositetoMademoiselleCormon\'sgardeniscrowdedwithhouseswhereavarietyoftradesarecarriedon;happilyforher,theoccupantsarequietpeople,——abaker,acleaner,anupholsterer,andseveralbourgeois。Thegarden,fullofcommonflowers,endsinanaturalterrace,formingaquay,downwhichareseveralstepsleadingtotheriver。Imagineonthebalustradeofthisterraceanumberoftallvasesofblueandwhitepottery,inwhicharegilliflowers;andtorightandleft,alongtheneighboringwalls,hedgesoflindencloselytrimmedin,andyouwillgainanideaofthelandscape,fulloftranquilchastity,modestcheerfulness,butcommonplacewithal,whichsurroundedthevenerableedificeoftheCormonfamily。Whatpeace!

  whattranquillity!nothingpretentious,butnothingtransitory;allseemseternalthere!

  Theground-floorisdevotedwhollytothereception-rooms。Theold,unchangeableprovincialspiritpervadesthem。Thegreatsquaresalonhasfourwindows,modestlycasedinwoodworkpaintedgray。Asingleoblongmirrorisplacedabovethefireplace;thetopofitsframerepresentedtheDawnledbytheHours,andpaintedincamaieutwoshadesofonecolor。Thisstyleofpaintinginfestedthedecorativeartoftheday,especiallyabovedoor-frames,wheretheartistdisplayedhiseternalSeasons,andmadeyou,inmosthousesinthecentreofFrance,abhortheodiousCupids,endlesslyemployedinskating,gleaning,twirling,orgarlandingoneanotherwithflowers。

  Eachwindowwasdrapedingreendamaskcurtains,loopedupbyheavycords,whichmadethemresembleavastdais。Thefurniture,coveredwithtapestry,thewoodwork,paintedandvarnished,andremarkableforthetwistedformssomuchthefashioninthelastcentury,borescenesfromthefablesofLaFontaineonthechair-backs;someofthistapestryhadbeenmended。Theceilingwasdividedatthecentreoftheroombyahugebeam,fromwhichdependedanoldchandelierofrock-

  crystalswathedingreengauze。OnthefireplaceweretwovasesinSevresblue,andtwooldgirandolesattachedtotheframeofthemirror,andaclock,thesubjectofwhich,takenfromthelastsceneofthe\"Deserteur,\"provedtheenormouspopularityofSedaine\'swork。

  Thisclock,ofbronze-gilt,boreelevenpersonagesuponit,eachaboutfourinchestall。AtthebacktheDeserterwasseenissuingfromprisonbetweenthesoldiers;intheforegroundtheyoungwomanlayfainting,andpointingtohispardon。Onthewallsofthissalonwereseveralofthemorerecentportraitsofthefamily,——oneortwobyRigaud,andthreepastelsbyLatour。Fourcardtables,abackgammonboard,andapiquettableoccupiedthevastroom,theonlyoneinthehouse,bythebye,whichwasceiled。

  Thedining-room,pavedinblackandwhitestone,notceiled,anditsbeamspainted,wasfurnishedwithoneofthoseenormoussideboardswithmarbletops,requiredbythewarwagedintheprovincesagainstthehumanstomach。Thewalls,paintedinfresco,representedaflowerytrellis。Theseatswereofvarnishedcane,andthedoorsofnaturalwood。Allthingsabouttheplacecarriedoutthepatriarchalairwhichemanatedfromtheinsideaswellastheoutsideofthehouse。Thegeniusoftheprovincespreservedeverything;nothingwasneworold,neitheryoungnordecrepit。Acoldprecisionmadeitselffeltthroughout。

  TouristsinNormandy,Brittany,Maine,andAnjoumustallhaveseeninthecapitalsofthoseprovincesmanyhouseswhichresemblemoreorlessthatoftheCormons;foritis,initsway,anarchetypeoftheburgherhousesinthatregionofFrance,anditdeservesaplaceinthishistorybecauseitservestoexplainmannersandcustoms,andrepresentsideas。Whodoesnotalreadyfeelthatlifemusthavebeencalmandmonotonouslyregularinthisoldedifice?Itcontainedalibrary;butthatwasplacedbelowtheleveloftheriver。Thebookswerewellboundandshelved,andthedust,farfrominjuringthem,onlymadethemvaluable。Theywerepreservedwiththecaregivenintheseprovincesdeprivedofvineyardstoothernativeproducts,desirablefortheirantiqueperfume,andissuedbythepressesofBourgogne,Touraine,Gascogne,andtheSouth。Thecostoftransportationwastoogreattoallowanybutthebestproductstobeimported。

  ThebasisofMademoiselleCormon\'ssocietyconsistedofaboutonehundredandfiftypersons;somewentattimestothecountry;otherswereoccasionallyill;afewtravelledaboutthedepartmentonbusiness;butcertainofthefaithfulcameeverynightunlessinvitedelsewhere,andsodidcertainotherscompelledbydutiesorbyhabittolivepermanentlyinthetown。Allthepersonageswereofripeage;

  fewamongthemhadevertravelled;nearlyallhadspenttheirlivesintheprovinces,andsomehadtakenpartinthechouannerie。Thelatterwerebeginningtospeakfearlesslyofthatwar,nowthatrewardswerebeingshoweredonthedefendersofthegoodcause。MonsieurdeValois,oneofthemoversinthelastuprisingduringwhichtheMarquisdeMontauran,betrayedbyhismistress,perishedinspiteofthedevotionofMarche-a-Terre,nowtranquillyraisingcattleforthemarketnearMayenne,——MonsieurdeValoishad,duringthelastsixmonths,giventhekeytoseveralchoicestratagemspractiseduponanoldrepublicannamedHulot,thecommanderofademi-brigadestationedatAlenconfrom1798to1800,whohadleftmanymemoriesintheplace。[See\"TheChouans。\"]

  Thewomenofthissocietytooklittlepainswiththeirdress,exceptonWednesdays,whenMademoiselleCormongaveadinner,onwhichoccasiontheguestsinvitedonthepreviousWednesdaypaidtheir\"visitofdigestion。\"Wednesdaysweregaladays:theassemblywasnumerous;guestsandvisitorsappearedinfiocchi;somewomenbroughttheirsewing,knitting,orworstedwork;theyounggirlswerenotashamedtomakepatternsfortheAlenconpointlace,withtheproceedsofwhichtheypaidfortheirpersonalexpenses。Certainhusbandsbroughttheirwivesoutofpolicy,foryoungmenwerefewinthathouse;notawordcouldbewhisperedinanyearwithoutattractingtheattentionofall;therewasthereforenodanger,eitherforyounggirlsorwives,oflove-making。

  Everyevening,atsixo\'clock,thelongantechamberreceiveditsfurniture。Eachhabituebroughthiscane,hiscloak,hislantern。Allthesepersonskneweachothersowell,andtheirhabitsandwaysweresofamiliarlypatriarchal,thatifbychancetheoldAbbedeSpondewaslyingdown,orMademoiselleCormonwasinherchamber,neitherJosette,themaid,norJacquelin,theman-servant,norMariette,thecook,informedthem。Thefirstcomerreceivedthesecond;then,whenthecompanyweresufficientlynumerousforwhist,piquet,orboston,theybeganthegamewithoutawaitingeithertheAbbedeSpondeormademoiselle。Ifitwasdark,JosetteorJacquelinwouldhastentolightthecandlesassoonasthefirstbellrang。Seeingthesalonlightedup,theabbewouldslowlyhurrytocomedown。Everyeveningthebackgammonandthepiquettables,thethreebostontables,andthewhisttablewerefilled,——whichgaveoccupationtotwenty-fiveorthirtypersons;butasmanyasfortywereusuallypresent。Jacquelinwouldthenlightthecandlesintheotherrooms。

  Betweeneightandnineo\'clocktheservantsbegantoarriveintheantechambertoaccompanytheirmastershome;and,shortofarevolution,nooneremainedinthesalonatteno\'clock。Atthathourtheguestsweredepartingingroupsalongthestreet,discoursingonthegame,orcontinuingconversationsonthelandtheywerecovetousofbuying,onthetermsofsomeone\'swill,onquarrelsamongheirs,onthehaughtyassumptionofthearistocraticportionofthecommunity。ItwaslikePariswhentheaudienceofatheatredisperses。

  Certainpersonswhotalkmuchofpoesyandknownothingaboutit,declaimagainstthehabitsoflifeintheprovinces。Butputyourforeheadinyourlefthand,restonefootonthefender,andyourelbowonyourknee;then,ifyoucompasstheideaofthisquietanduniformscene,thishouseanditsinterior,thiscompanyanditsinterests,heightenedbythepettinessofitsintellectlikegoldleafbeatenbetweensheetsofparchment,askyourself,Whatishumanlife?

  TrytodecidebetweenhimwhoscribblesjokesonEgyptianobelisks,andhimwhohas\"bostoned\"fortwentyyearswithDuBousquier,MonsieurdeValois,MademoiselleCormon,thejudgeofthecourt,theking\'sattorney,theAbbedeSponde,MadameGranson,andtuttiquanti。

  Ifthedailyandpunctualreturnofthesamestepstothesamepathisnothappiness,itimitateshappinesssowellthatmendrivenbythestormsofanagitatedlifetoreflectupontheblessingsoftranquillitywouldsaythatherewashappinessENOUGH。

  ToreckontheimportanceofMademoiselleCormon\'ssalonatitstruevalue,itwillsufficetosaythatthebornstatisticianofthesociety,duBousquier,hadestimatedthatthepersonswhofrequenteditcontrolledonehundredandthirty-onevotesintheelectoralcollege,andmusteredamongthemselveseighteenhundredthousandfrancsayearfromlandedestateintheneighborhood。

  ThetownofAlencon,however,wasnotentirelyrepresentedbythissalon。Thehigheraristocracyhadasalonoftheirown;moreover,thatofthereceiver-generalwaslikeanadministrationinnkeptbythegovernment,wheresocietydanced,plotted,fluttered,loved,andsupped。ThesetwosalonscommunicatedbymeansofcertainmixedindividualswiththehouseofCormon,andvice-versa;buttheCormonestablishmentsatseverelyinjudgmentonthetwoothercamps。Theluxuryoftheirdinnerswascriticised;theicesattheirballswerepondered;thebehaviorofthewomen,thedresses,and\"novelties\"

  thereproducedwerediscussedanddisapproved。

  MademoiselleCormon,aspeciesoffirm,asonemightsay,underwhosenamewascomprisedanimposingcoterie,wasnaturallytheaimandobjectoftwoambitiousmenasdeepandwilyastheChevalierdeValoisandduBousquier。Totheoneaswellastotheother,shemeantelectionasdeputy,resulting,forthenoble,inthepeerage,forthepurveyor,inareceiver-generalship。Aleadingsalonisadifficultthingtocreate,whetherinParisortheprovinces,andherewasonealreadycreated。TomarryMademoiselleCormonwastoreigninAlencon。

  AthanaseGranson,theonlyoneofthethreesuitorsforthehandoftheoldmaidwhonolongercalculatedprofits,nowlovedherpersonaswellasherfortune。

  Toemploythejargonoftheday,istherenotasingulardramainthesituationofthesefourpersonages?Surelythereissomethingoddandfantasticinthreerivalriessilentlyencompassingawomanwhoneverguessedtheirexistence,inspiteofaneagerandlegitimatedesiretobemarried。Andyet,thoughallthesecircumstancesmakethespinsterhoodofthisoldmaidanextraordinarything,itisnotdifficulttoexplainhowandwhy,inspiteofherfortuneandherthreelovers,shewasstillunmarried。Inthefirstplace,MademoiselleCormon,followingthecustomandruleofherhouse,hadalwaysdesiredtomarryanobleman;butfrom1788to1798publiccircumstanceswereveryunfavorabletosuchpretensions。Thoughshewantedtobeawomanofcondition,asthesayingis,shewashorriblyafraidoftheRevolutionarytribunal。Thetwosentiments,equalinforce,keptherstationarybyalawastrueinethicsasitisinstatics。Thisstateofuncertainexpectationispleasingtounmarriedwomenaslongastheyfeelthemselvesyoung,andinapositiontochooseahusband。FranceknowsthatthepoliticalsystemofNapoleonresultedinmakingmanywidows。Underthatregimeheiresseswereentirelyoutofproportioninnumberstothebachelorswhowantedtomarry。WhentheConsulaterestoredinternalorder,externaldifficultiesmadethemarriageofMademoiselleCormonasdifficulttoarrangeasithadbeeninthepast。If,ontheonehand,Rose-Marie-

  Victoirerefusedtomarryanoldman,ontheother,thefearofridiculeforbadehertomarryaveryyoungone。

  Intheprovinces,familiesmarrytheirsonsearlytoescapetheconscription。Inadditiontoallthis,shewasobstinatelydeterminednottomarryasoldier:shedidnotintendtotakeamanandthengivehimuptotheEmperor;shewantedhimforherselfalone。Withtheseviews,shefounditthereforeimpossible,from1804to1815,toenterthelistswithyounggirlswhowererivallingeachotherforsuitablematches。

  Besidesherpredilectionforthenobility,MademoiselleCormonhadanotherandveryexcusablemania:thatofbeinglovedforherself。Youcouldhardlybelievethelengthstowhichthisdesireledher。Sheemployedhermindonsettingtrapsforherpossiblelovers,inordertotesttheirrealsentiments。Hernetsweresowelllaidthatthelucklesssuitorswereallcaught,andsuccumbedtothetestsheappliedtothemwithouttheirknowledge。MademoiselleCormondidnotstudythem;shewatchedthem。Asinglewordsaidheedlessly,ajokethatsheoftenwasunabletounderstand,sufficedtomakeherrejectanaspirantasunworthy:thisonehadneitherheartnordelicacy;thatonetoldlies,andwasnotreligious;athirdonlywantedtocoinmoneyunderthecloakofmarriage;anotherwasnotofanaturetomakeawomanhappy;hereshesuspectedhereditarygout;therecertainimmoralantecedentsalarmedher。LiketheChurch,sherequiredanoblepriestatheraltar;sheevenwantedtobemarriedforimaginaryuglinessandpretendeddefects,justasotherwomenwishtobelovedforthegoodqualitiestheyhavenot,andforimaginarybeauties。

  MademoiselleCormon\'sambitiontookitsriseinthemostdelicateandsensitivefemininefeeling;shelongedtorewardaloverbyrevealingtohimathousandvirtuesaftermarriage,asotherwomenthenbetraytheimperfectionstheyhavehithertoconcealed。Butshewasillunderstood。Thenoblewomanmetwithnonebutcommonsoulsinwhomthereckoningofactualinterestswasparamount,andwhoknewnothingofthenoblercalculationsofsentiment。

  Thefarthersheadvancedtowardsthatfatalepochsoadroitlycalledthe\"secondyouth,\"themoreherdistrustincreased。Sheaffectedtopresentherselfinthemostunfavorablelight,andplayedherpartsowellthatthelastwooershesitatedtolinktheirfatetothatofapersonwhosevirtuousblind-man\'s-buffrequiredanamountofpenetrationthatmenwhowantthevirtuousready-madewouldnotbestowuponit。Theconstantfearofbeingmarriedforhermoneyrenderedhersuspiciousanduneasybeyondallreason。Sheturnedtotherichmen;

  buttherichareinsearchofgreatmarriages;shefearedthepoormen,inwhomshedeniedthedisinterestednessshesoughtsoeagerly。

  Aftereachdisappointmentinmarriage,thepoorlady,ledtodespisemankind,begantoseethemallinafalselight。Hercharacteracquired,necessarily,asecretmisanthropy,whichthrewatingeofbitternessintoherconversation,andsomeseverityintohereyes。

  Celibacygavetohermannersandhabitsacertainincreasingrigidity;

  forsheendeavoredtosanctifyherselfindespairoffate。Noblevengeance!shewascuttingforGodtheroughdiamondrejectedbyman。

  Beforelongpublicopinionwasagainsther;forsocietyacceptstheverdictanindependentwomanrendersonherselfbynotmarrying,eitherthroughlosingsuitorsorrejectingthem。Everybodysupposedthattheserejectionswerefoundedonsecretreasons,alwaysillinterpreted。Onesaidshewasdeformed;anothersuggestedsomehiddenfault;butthepoorgirlwasreallyaspureasasaint,ashealthyasaninfant,andfulloflovingkindness;Naturehadintendedherforallthepleasures,allthejoys,andallthefatiguesofmotherhood。

  MademoiselleCormondidnotpossessinherpersonanobligingauxiliarytoherdesires。Shehadnootherbeautythanthatveryimproperlycalledlabeautedudiable,whichconsistsofabuxomfreshnessofyouththatthedevil,theologicallyspeaking,couldneverhave,——thoughperhapstheexpressionmaybeexplainedbytheconstantdesirethatmustsurelypossesshimtocoolandrefreshhimself。Thefeetoftheheiresswerebroadandflat。Herleg,whichsheoftenexposedtosightbyhermannerbeitsaidwithoutmaliceofliftinghergownwhenitrained,couldneverhavebeentakenforthelegofawoman。Itwassinewy,withathickprojectingcalflikeasailor\'s。A

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