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  IshutmyeyesnowandlookbacktomynativetowninMassachusetts,andIseethecattle-showgroundonthemountain-top;Icanseethehorse-

  shedsthere。IcanseetheCongregationalchurch;

  seethetownhallandmountaineers\'cottages;

  seeagreatassemblyofpeopleturningout,dressedresplendently,andIcanseeflagsflyingandhandkerchiefswavingandhearbandsplaying。Icanseethatcompanyofsoldiersthathadre-enlistedmarchinguponthatcattle-showground。Iwasbutaboy,butIwascaptainofthatcompanyandpuffedoutwithpride。Acambricneedlewouldhaveburstmealltopieces。ThenIthoughtitwasthegreatesteventthatevercametomanonearth。Ifyouhaveeverthoughtyouwouldliketobeakingorqueen,yougoandbereceivedbythemayor。

  Thebandsplayed,andallthepeopleturnedouttoreceiveus。ImarchedupthatCommonsoproudattheheadofmytroops,andweturneddownintothetownhall。ThentheyseatedmysoldiersdownthecenteraisleandIsatdownonthefrontseat。Agreatassemblyofpeopleahundredortwo——cameintofillthetownhall,sothattheystoodupallaround。Thenthetownofficerscameinandformedahalf-circle。Themayorofthetownsatinthemiddleoftheplatform。Hewasamanwhohadneverheldofficebefore;buthewasagoodman,andhisfriendshavetoldmethatImightusethiswithoutgivingthemoffense。Hewasagoodman,buthethoughtanofficemadeamangreat。Hecameupandtookhisseat,adjustedhispowerfulspectacles,andlookedaround,whenhesuddenlyspiedmesittingthereonthefrontseat。Hecamerightforwardontheplatformandinvitedmeuptositwiththetownofficers。NotownofficerevertookanynoticeofmebeforeIwenttowar,excepttoadvisetheteachertothrashme,andnowIwasinviteduponthestandwiththetownofficers。Ohmy!

  thetownmayorwasthentheemperor,thekingofourdayandourtime。AsIcameupontheplatformtheygavemeachairaboutthisfar,I

  wouldsay,fromthefront。

  WhenIhadgotseated,thechairmanoftheSelectmenaroseandcameforwardtothetable,andweallsupposedhewouldintroducetheCongregationalminister,whowastheonlyoratorintown,andthathewouldgivetheorationtothereturningsoldiers。But,friends,youshouldhaveseenthesurprisewhichranovertheaudiencewhentheydiscoveredthattheoldfellowwasgoingtodeliverthatspeechhimself。Hehadnevermadeaspeechinhislife,buthefellintothesameerrorthathundredsofothermenhavefalleninto。Itseemssostrangethatamanwon\'tlearnhemustspeakhispieceasaboyifhein-

  tendstobeanoratorwhenheisgrown,butheseemstothinkallhehastodoistoholdanofficetobeagreatorator。

  Sohecameuptothefront,andbroughtwithhimaspeechwhichhehadlearnedbyheartwalkingupanddownthepasture,wherehehadfrightenedthecattle。Hebroughtthemanuscriptwithhimandspreaditoutonthetablesoastobesurehemightseeit。Headjustedhisspectaclesandleanedoveritforamomentandmarchedbackonthatplatform,andthencameforwardlikethis——tramp,tramp,tramp。Hemusthavestudiedthesubjectagreatdeal,whenyoucometothinkofit,becauseheassumedan“elocutionary\'\'

  attitude。Herestedheavilyuponhisleftheel,threwbackhisshoulders,slightlyadvancedtherightfoot,openedtheorgansofspeech,andadvancedhisrightfootatanangleofforty-

  five。Ashestoodinthatelocutionaryattitude,friends,thisisjustthewaythatspeechwent。

  Somepeoplesaytome,“Don\'tyouexaggerate?\'\'

  Thatwouldbeimpossible。ButIamhereforthelessonandnotforthestory,andthisisthewayitwent:

  “Fellow-citizens——\'\'Assoonasheheardhisvoicehisfingersbegantogolikethat,hiskneesbegantoshake,andthenhetrembledallover。

  Hechokedandswallowedandcamearoundtothetabletolookatthemanuscript。Thenhegatheredhimselfupwithclenchedfistsandcameback:“Fellow-citizens,weareFellow-citizens,weare——weare——weare——weare——weare——weareveryhappy——weareveryhappy——weareveryhappy。Weareveryhappytowelcomebacktotheirnativetownthesesoldierswhohavefoughtandbled——andcomebackagaintotheirnativetown。Weareespecially——weareespecially——weareespecially。Weareespeciallypleasedtoseewithusto-daythisyounghero\'\'thatmeantme——“thisyoungherowhoinimagination\'\'

  friends,rememberhesaidthat;ifhehadnotsaid“inimagination\'\'Iwouldnotbeegotisticenoughtorefertoitatall——“thisyoungherowhoinimaginationwehaveseenleading——wehaveseenleading——leading。Wehaveseenleadinghistroopsontothedeadlybreach。Wehaveseenhisshining——wehaveseenhisshining——hisshining——hisshiningsword——flashing。Flashinginthesunlight,asheshoutedtohistroops,`Comeon\'!\'\'

  Ohdear,dear,dear!howlittlethatgoodmanknewaboutwar。IfhehadknownanythingaboutwaratallheoughttohaveknownwhatanyofmyG。A。R。comradeshereto-nightwilltellyouistrue,thatitisnexttoacrimeforanofficerofinfantryeverintimeofdangertogoaheadofhismen。“I,withmyshiningswordflashinginthesunlight,shoutingtomytroops,`Comeon\'!\'\'Ineverdidit。DoyousupposeIwouldgetinfrontofmymentobeshotinfrontbytheenemyandinthebackbymyownmen?

  Thatisnoplaceforanofficer。Theplacefortheofficerinactualbattleisbehindtheline。Howoften,asastaffofficer,Irodedowntheline,whenourmenweresuddenlycalledtothelineofbattle,andtheRebelyellswerecomingoutofthewoods,andshouted:“Officerstotherear!Officerstotherear!\'\'Theneveryofficergetsbehindthelineofprivatesoldiers,andthehighertheofficer\'srankthefartherbehindhegoes。Notbecauseheisanythelessbrave,butbecausethelawsofwarrequirethat。Andyetheshouted,“I,withmyshiningsword——\'\'InthathousetheresatthecompanyofmysoldierswhohadcarriedthatboyacrosstheCarolinariversthathemightnotwethisfeet。Someofthemhadgonefarouttogetapigorachicken。Someofthemhadgonetodeathundertheshell-sweptpinesinthemountainsofTennessee,yetinthegoodman\'sspeechtheywerescarcelyknown。Hedidrefertothem,butonlyincidentally。Theheroofthehourwasthisboy。Didthenationowehimanything?

  No,nothingthenandnothingnow。Whywashethehero?Simplybecausethatmanfellintothatsamehumanerror——thatthisboywasgreatbecausehewasanofficerandthesewereonlyprivatesoldiers。

  Oh,IlearnedthelessonthenthatIwillneverforgetsolongasthetongueofthebelloftimecontinuestoswingforme。Greatnessconsistsnotintheholdingofsomefutureoffice,butreallyconsistsindoinggreatdeedswithlittlemeansandtheaccomplishmentofvastpurposesfromtheprivateranksoflife。Tobegreatatallonemustbegreathere,now,inPhiladelphia。Hewhocangivetothiscitybetterstreetsandbettersidewalks,betterschoolsandmorecolleges,morehappinessandmorecivilization,moreofGod,hewillbegreatanywhere。Leteverymanorwomanhere,ifyouneverhearmeagain,rememberthis,thatifyouwishtobegreatatall,youmustbeginwhereyouareandwhatyouare,inPhiladelphia,now。Hethatcangivetohiscityanyblessing,hewhocanbeagoodcitizenwhileheliveshere,hethatcanmakebetterhomes,hethatcanbeablessingwhetherheworksintheshoporsitsbehindthecounterorkeepshouse,whateverbehislife,hewhowouldbegreatanywheremustfirstbegreatinhisownPhiladelphia。

  HISLIFEANDACHIEVEMENTS

  BY

  ROBERTSHACKLETON

  THESTORYOFTHESWORD[2]

  [2]_Dr,Conwellwasliving,andactivelyatwork,whenthesepageswerewritten。Itis,therefore,amuchtruerpictureofhispersonalitythananythingwritteninthepasttense_。

  ISHALLwriteofaremarkableman,aninterestingman,amanofpower,ofinitiative,ofwill,ofpersistence;amanwhoplansvastlyandwhorealizeshisplans;amanwhonotonlydoesthingshimself,butwho,evenmoreimportantthanthat,istheconstantinspirationofothers。IshallwriteofRussellH。Conwell。

  Asafarmer\'sboyhewastheleaderoftheboysoftherockyregionthatwashishome;asaschool-

  teacherhewondevotion;asanewspapercorrespondenthegainedfame;asasoldierintheCivilWarherosetoimportantrank;asalawyerhedevelopedalargepractice;asanauthorhewrotebooksthatreachedamightytotalofsales。Heleftthelawfortheministryandistheactiveheadofagreatchurchthatheraisedfromnothingness。

  Heisthemostpopularlecturerintheworldandyearlyspeakstomanythousands。Heis,sotospeak,thediscovererof“AcresofDiamonds,\'\'

  throughwhichthousandsofmenandwomenhaveachievedsuccessoutoffailure。Heistheheadoftwohospitals,oneofthemfoundedbyhimself,thathavecaredforahostofpatients,boththepoorandtherich,irrespectiveofraceorcreed。

  Heisthefounderandheadofauniversitythathasalreadyhadtensofthousandsofstudents。

  HishomeisinPhiladelphia;butheisknownineverycornerofeverystateintheUnion,andeverywherehehashostsoffriends。Allofhislifehehashelpedandinspiredothers。

  Quitebychance,andonlyyesterday,literallyyesterdayandbychance,andwithnothoughtatthemomentofConwellalthoughhehadbeenmuchinmymindforsometimepast,IpickedupathinlittlebookofdescriptionbyWilliamDeanHowells,and,turningthepagesofachapteronLexington,oldLexingtonoftheRevolution,written,soHowellshadsetdown,in1882,I

  noticed,afterhehadwrittenofthetownitself,andofthelong-pastfightthere,andofthepresent-

  dayaspect,thathementionedthechurchlifeoftheplaceandremarkedonthestrikingadvancesmadebytheBaptists,whohadlately,asheexpressedit,beenreconstitutedoutofveryperishingfragmentsandmadestrongandflourishing,undertheministrationsofalaypreacher,formerlyacolonelintheUnionarmy。AnditwasonlyafewdaysbeforeIchanceduponthisdescriptionthatDr。Conwell,theformercolonelandformerlaypreacher,hadtoldmeofhisexperiencesinthatlittleoldRevolutionarytown。

  Howellswentontosaythat,sohewastold,thecolonel\'ssuccesswasprincipallyduetohismakingthechurchattractivetoyoungpeople。

  Howellssaysnomoreofhim;apparentlyhedidnotgotohearhim;andonewondersifhehaseverassociatedthatlaypreacherofLexingtonwiththefamousRussellH。Conwelloftheserecentyears!

  “Attractivetoyoungpeople。\'\'Yes,onecanrecognizethatto-day,justasitwasrecognizedinLexington。Anditmaybeaddedthatheatthesametimeattractsolderpeople,too!Inthis,indeed,lieshispower。Hemakeshischurchinteresting,hissermonsinteresting,hislecturesinteresting。Heishimselfinteresting!Becauseofhisbeinginteresting,hegainsattention。Theattentiongained,heinspires。

  Biographyismorethandates。Dates,afterall,arebutmile-stonesalongtheroadoflife。AndthemostimportantfactofConwell\'slifeisthathelivedtobeeighty-two,workingsixteenhourseverydayforthegoodofhisfellow-men。HewasbornonFebruary15,1843——bornofpoorparents,inalow-roofedcottageintheeasternBerkshires,inMassachusetts。

  “Iwasborninthisroom,\'\'hesaidtome,simply,aswesattogetherrecently[3]infrontoftheoldfireplaceintheprincipalroomofthelittlecottage;forhehasboughtbacktherockyfarmofhisfather,andhasretainedandrestoredthelittleoldhome。“Iwasborninthisroom。Itwasbedroomandkitchen。Itwaspoverty。\'\'Andhisvoicesankwithakindofgrimnessintosilence。

  [3]_ThisinterviewtookplaceattheoldConwellfarminthesummerof1915_。

  Thenhespokealittleofthestrugglesofthoselong-pastyears;andwewentoutontheporch,astheeveningshadowsfell,andlookedoutoverthevalleyandstreamandhillsofhisyouth,andhetoldofhisgrandmother,andofayoungMarylanderwhohadcometotheregiononavisit;

  itwasataleoftheimpetuousloveofthosetwo,ofrashmarriage,oftheinterferenceofparents,ofthefiercerivalryofanothersuitor,ofanattackontheMarylander\'slife,ofpassionatehastiness,ofunforgivablewords,ofseparation,oflifelongsorrow。“Whydoesgrandmothercrysooften?\'\'

  heremembersaskingwhenhewasalittleboy。

  Andhewastoldthatitwasforthehusbandofheryouth。

  Wewentbackintothelittlehouse,andheshowedmetheroominwhichhefirstsawJohnBrown。“Icamedownearlyonemorning,andsawahuge,hairymansprawleduponthebedthere——andIwasfrightened,\'\'hesays。

  ButJohnBrowndidnotlongfrightenhim!

  Forhewasmuchattheirhouseafterthat,andwassofriendlywithRussellandhisbrotherthattherewasnochanceforawe;anditgivesacuriousside-

  lightonthecharacterofthesternabolitionistthatheactually,withinfinitepatience,taughttheoldhorseoftheConwellstogohomealonewiththewagonafterleavingtheboysatschool,amileormoreaway,andatschool-closingtimetotrotgentlyoffforthemwithoutadriverwhenmerelyfacedinthatdirectionandtoldtogo!ConwellremembershowJohnBrown,intrainingit,usedpatientlytowalkbesidethehorse,andcontrolitsgoinganditsturnings,untilitwasquitereadytogoandturnentirelybyitself。

  TheConwellhousewasastationontheUndergroundRailway,andRussellConwellremembers,whenalad,seeingtheescapingslavesthathisfatherhaddrivenacrosscountryandtemporarilyhidden。“Thosewereheroicdays,\'\'hesays,quietly。“Andonceinawhilemyfatherletmegowithhim。Theywerewonderfulnightdrives——

  thecoweringslaves,thedarknessoftheroad,thecautionandthesilenceanddreadofitall。\'\'

  Thisundergroundroute,heremembers,wasfromPhiladelphiatoNewHaven,thencetoSpringfield,whereConwell\'sfatherwouldtakehischarge,andonwardtoBellowsFallsandCanada。

  Conwelltells,too,ofmeetingFrederickDouglass,thecoloredorator,inthatlittlecottageinthehills。“`Ineversawmyfather,\'Douglasssaidoneday——hisfatherwasawhiteman——`andI

  rememberlittleofmymotherexceptthatonceshetriedtokeepanoverseerfromwhippingme,andthelashcutacrossherownface,andherbloodfelloverme。\'

  “WhenJohnBrownwascaptured,\'\'Conwellwenton,“myfathertriedtosellthisplacetogetalittlemoneytosendtohelphisdefense。

  Buthecouldn\'tsellit,andonthedayoftheexecu-

  tionwekneltsolemnlyhere,fromeleventotwelve,justpraying,prayinginsilenceforthepassingsoulofJohnBrown。Andasweprayedweknewthatotherswerealsopraying,forachurch-belltolledduringthatentirehour,anditsawesomeboomwentsadlysoundingoverthesehills。\'\'

  ConwellbelievesthathisreallifedatesfromahappeningofthetimeoftheCivilWar——ahappeningthatstillloomsvividandintensebeforehim,andwhichundoubtedlydiddeepenandstrengthenhisstronganddeepnature。YettherealConwellwasalwaysessentiallythesame。

  Neighborhoodtraditionstilltellsofhisbraveryasaboyandayouth,ofhisrecklesscoasting,hisskillasaswimmerandhissavingoflives,hisstrengthandendurance,hisplungingoutintothedarknessofawildwinternighttosaveaneighbor\'scattle。Hissoldierscamehomewithtalesofhisdevotiontothem,andofhowhesharedhisrationsandhisblanketsandbravelyriskedhislife;ofhowhecreptoffintoaswamp,atimminentperil,torescueoneofhismenlostormiredthere。ThepresentConwellwasalwaysConwell;

  infact,hemaybetracedthroughhisancestry,too,forinhimarethesturdyvirtues,thebravery,thegrimdetermination,thepracticality,ofhisfather;

  andromanticism,thatcomesfromhisgrandmother;

  andthedreamyqualitiesofhismother,who,practicalandhardworkingNewEnglandwomanthatshewas,wasatthesametimeinfluencedbyanalmoststartlingmysticism。

  AndConwellhimselfisadreamer:firstofallheisadreamer;itisthemostimportantfactinregardtohim!Itisbecauseheisadreamerandvisualizeshisdreamsthathecanplanthegreatthingsthattoothermenwouldseemimpossibilities;andthenhisintenselypracticalsidehisintenseefficiency,hispower,hisskill,hispatience,hisfineearnestness,hismasteryoverothers,develophisdreamsintorealities。

  Hedreamsdreamsandseesvisions——buthisvisionsarenevervisionaryandhisdreamsbecomefacts。

  Therockyhillswhichmeantadoggedstruggleforveryexistence,thefugitiveslaves,JohnBrown——whataschoolforyouth!Andtheliteralschoolwasatinyone-roomschool-housewhereyoungConwellcameunderthecareofateacherwhorealizedtheboy\'sunusualcapabilitiesandwasabletogivehimbroadandunusualhelp。Thenawisecountrypreacheralsorecognizedtheunusual,andurgedtheparentstogivestillmoreeducation,whereuponsupremeeffortwasmadeandyoungRussellwassenttoWilbrahamAcademy。

  Helikestotellofhislifethere,andofthehardships,ofwhichhemakeslight;andofthejoywithwhichweek-endpiesandcakeswerereceivedfromhome!

  Hetellsofhowhewentoutontheroadssellingbooksfromhousetohouse,andofhoweagerlyhedevouredthecontentsofthesamplebooksthathecarried。“Theywereafoundationoflearningforme,\'\'hesays,soberly。“Andtheygavemeabroadideaoftheworld。\'\'

  HewenttoYalein1860,buttheoutbreakofthewarinterferedwithcollege,andheenlistedin1861。Buthewasonlyeighteen,andhisfatherobjected,andhewentbacktoYale。Butnextyearheagainenlisted,andmenofhisBerkshireneighborhood,likewiseenlisting,insistedthathebetheircaptain;andGovernorAndrews,appealedto,consentedtocommissionthenineteen-year-

  oldyouthwhowassoevidentlyanaturalleader;

  andthemengavefreelyoftheirscantmoneytogetforhimasword,allgayandsplendidwithgilt,andupontheswordwasthedeclarationinstatelyLatinthat,“Truefriendshipiseternal。\'\'

  Andwiththatswordisassociatedthemostvivid,themostmomentousexperienceofRussellConwell\'slife。

  ThatswordhangsattheheadofConwell\'sbedinhishomeinPhiladelphia。Manofpeacethatheis,andministerofpeace,thatsymbolofwarhasforoverhalfacenturybeenofinfiniteimportancetohim。

  Hetoldmethestoryaswestoodtogetherbeforethatsword。Andashetoldthestory,speakingwithquietrepression,butseeingitallandlivingitalljustasvividlyasifithadoccurredbutyesterday,“Thatswordhasmeantsomuchtome,\'\'

  hemurmured;andthenhebeganthetale:

  “AboyupthereintheBerkshires,aneighbor\'sson,wasJohnRing;Icallhimaboy,forweallcalledhimaboy,andwelookeduponhimasaboy,forhewasunder-sizedandunder-developed——

  somuchsothathecouldnotenlist。

  “Butforsomereasonhewasdevotedtome,andhenotonlywantedtoenlist,buthealsowantedtobeintheartillerycompanyofwhichI

  wascaptain;andIcouldonlytakehimalongasmyservant。Ididn\'twantaservant,butitwastheonlywaytotakepoorlittleJohnnieRing。

  “Johnniewasdeeplyreligious,andwouldreadtheBibleeveryeveningbeforeturningin。InthosedaysIwasanatheist,oratleastthoughtI

  was,andIusedtolaughatRing,andafterawhilehetooktoreadingtheBibleoutsidethetentonaccountofmylaughingathim!Buthedidnotstopreadingit,andhisfaithfulnesstomeremainedunchanged。

  “Thescabbardoftheswordwastooglitteringfortheregulations\'\'——theghostofasmilehoveredonConwell\'slips——“andIcouldnotwearit,andcouldonlywearaplainoneforserviceandkeepthishanginginmytentonthetent-pole。JohnRingusedtohandleitadoringly,andkeptitpolishedtobrilliancy——It\'sdullenoughthesemanyyears,\'\'headded,somberly。“ToRingitrepresentednotonlyhiscaptain,buttheverygloryandpompofwar。

  “OnedaytheConfederatessuddenlystormedourpositionnearNewBerneandsweptthroughthecamp,drivingourentireforcebeforethem;

  andall,includingmycompany,retreatedhurriedlyacrosstheriver,settingfiretoalongwoodenbridgeaswewentover。Itsoonblazedupfuriously,makingabarrierthattheConfederatescouldnotpass。

  “But,unknowntoeverybody,andunnoticed,JohnRinghaddashedbacktomytent。Ithinkhewasabletomakehiswaybackbecausehejustlookedlikeamereboy;buthoweverthatwas,hegotpasttheConfederatesintomytentandtookdown,fromwhereitwashangingonthetent-

  pole,mybright,gold-scabbardedsword。

  “JohnRingseizedtheswordthathadlongbeensoprecioustohim。Hedodgedhereandthere,andactuallymanagedtogainthebridgejustasitwasbeginningtoblaze。Hestartedacross。Theflameswereeverymomentgettingfiercer,thesmokedenser,andnowandthen,ashecrawledandstaggeredon,heleanedforafewsecondsfarovertheedgeofthebridgeinanefforttogetair。

  Bothsidessawhim;bothsideswatchedhisterribleprogress,evenwhilefiringwasfiercelykeptupfromeachsideoftheriver。AndthenaConfederateofficer——hewasoneofGeneralPickett\'sofficers——rantothewater\'sedgeandwavedawhitehandkerchiefandthefiringceased。

  “`Tellthatboytocomebackhere!\'hecried。

  `Tellhimtocomebackhereandwewilllethimgofree!\'

  “HecalledthisoutjustasRingwasabouttoenterupontheworstpartofthebridge——thecov-

  eredpart,wherethereweretopandbottomandsidesofblazingwood。TheroaroftheflameswassoclosetoRingthathecouldnothearthecallsfromeithersideoftheriver,andhepusheddesperatelyonanddisappearedinthecoveredpart。

  “Therewasdeadsilenceexceptforthecracklingofthefire。Notamancriedout。Allwaitedinhopelessexpectancy。AndthencameamightyyellfromNorthernerandSoutherneralike,forJohnniecamecrawlingoutoftheendofthecoveredway——hehadactuallypassedthroughthatfrightfulplace——andhisclotheswereablaze,andhetoppledoverandfellintoshallowwater;andinafewmomentshewasdraggedout,unconscious,andhurriedtoahospital。

  “Helingeredforadayorso,stillunconscious,andthencametohimselfandsmiledalittleashefoundthattheswordforwhichhehadgivenhislifehadbeenleftbesidehim。Hetookitinhisarms。Hehuggedittohisbreast。Hegaveafewwordsoffinalmessageforme。Andthatwasall。\'\'

  Conwell\'svoicehadgonethrillinglylowashenearedtheend,foritwasallsovery,veryvividtohim,andhiseyeshadgrowntenderandhislipsmorestrongandfirm。Andhefellsilent,thinkingofthatlong-agohappening,andthoughhelookeddownuponthethrongingtrafficofBroadStreet,itwasclearthathedidnotseeit,andthatiftherumblinghubbubofsoundmeantanythingtohimitwastherumblingofthegunsofthedistantpast。Whenhespokeagainitwaswithastilltensertoneoffeeling。

  “WhenIstoodbesidethebodyofJohnRingandrealizedthathehaddiedforloveofme,I

  madeavowthathasformedmylife。IvowedthatfromthatmomentIwouldlivenotonlymyownlife,butthatIwouldalsolivethelifeofJohnRing。AndfromthatmomentIhaveworkedsixteenhourseveryday——eightforJohnRing\'sworkandeighthoursformyown。\'\'

  Acuriousnotehadcomeintohisvoice,asofonewhohadruntheraceandnearedthegoal,foughtthegoodfightandnearedtheend。

  “EverymorningwhenIriseIlookatthissword,orifIamawayfromhomeIthinkofthesword,andvowanewthatanotherdayshallseesixteenhoursofworkfromme。\'\'AndwhenonecomestoknowRussellConwellonerealizesthatneverdidamanworkmorehardandconstantly,“ItwasthroughJohnRingandhisgivinghislifethroughdevotiontomethatIbecameaChristian,\'\'hewenton。“Thisdidnotcomeaboutimmediately,butitcamebeforethewarwasover,anditcamethroughfaithfulJohnnieRing。\'\'

  ThereisalittlelonelycemeteryintheBerkshires,atinyburying-groundonawind-swepthill,afewmilesfromConwell\'soldhome。Inthisisolatedburying-groundbushesandvinesandgrassgrowinprofusion,andafewtreescastagentleshade;andtree-cladhillsgobillowingoffformilesandmilesinwildandlonelybeauty。

  AndinthatlonelylittlegraveyardIfoundtheplainstonethatmarkstheresting-placeofJohnRing。

  II

  THEBEGINNINGATOLDLEXINGTON

  ITisnotbecauseheisaministerthatRussellConwellissuchaforceintheworld。HewentintotheministrybecausehewassincerelyandprofoundlyaChristian,andbecausehefeltthatasaministerhecoulddomoregoodintheworldthaninanyothercapacity。Butbeingaministerisbutanincident,sotospeak。Theimportantthingisnotthatheisaminister,butthatheishimself!

  RecentlyIheardaNew-Yorker,theheadofagreatcorporation,say:“IbelievethatRussellConwellisdoingmoregoodintheworldthananymanwhohaslivedsinceJesusChrist。\'\'Andhesaidthisinseriousandunexaggeratedearnest。

  YetConwelldidnotgetreadilyintohislife-

  work。Hemighthaveseemedalmostafailureuntilhewaswellontowardforty,foralthoughhekeptmakingsuccessestheywerenotpermanentsuccesses,andhedidnotsettlehimselfintoadefiniteline。Herestlesslywentwestwardtomakehishome,andthenrestlesslyreturnedtotheEast。Afterthewarwasoverhewasalawyer,hewasalecturer,hewasaneditor,hewentaroundtheworldasacorrespondent,hewrotebooks。

  Hekeptmakingmoney,andkeptlosingit;helostitthroughfire,throughinvestments,throughaidinghisfriends。Itisprobablethattheunsettlednessoftheyearsfollowingthewarwasduetotheunsettlingeffectofthewaritself,whichthus,initsinfluence,brokeintohismaturelifeafterbreakingintohisyearsatYale。Buthoweverthatmaybe,thoseseething,changing,stirringyearswereyearsofvitalimportancetohim,forinthemyriadexperiencesofthattimehewasbuildingthefoundationoftheConwellthatwastocome。

  Abroadhemetthenotablesoftheearth。Athomehemadehostsoffriendsandloyaladmirers。

  Itisworthwhilenotingthatasalawyerhewouldnevertakeacase,eithercivilorcriminal,thatheconsideredwrong。Itwasbasicwithhimthathecouldnotandwouldnotfightonwhathethoughtwasthewrongside。Onlywhenhisclientwasrightwouldhegoahead!

  Yethelaughs,hisquiet,infectious,characteristiclaugh,ashetellsofhowoncehewasdeceived,forhedefendedaman,chargedwithstealingawatch,whowassoobviouslyinnocentthathetookthecaseinablazeofindignationandhadtheyoungfellowproudlyexonerated。Thenextdaythewronglyaccusedonecametohisofficeandshamefacedlytookoutthewatchthathehadbeenchargedwithstealing。“IwantyoutosendittothemanItookitfrom,\'\'hesaid。Andhetoldwithasortofshamefacedprideofhowhehadgotagoodolddeacontogive,inallsincerity,theevidencethatexculpatedhim。“And,say,Mr。Conwell——Iwanttothankyouforgettingmeoff——andIhopeyou\'llexcusemydeceivingyou——and——Iwon\'tbeanyworsefornotgoingtojail。\'\'AndConwelllikestorememberthatthereaftertheyoungmanliveduptotheprideofexoneration;and,thoughConwelldoesnotsayitorthinkit,oneknowsthatitwastheConwellinfluencethatinspiredtohonesty——foralwaysheisaninspirer。

  Conwellevenkeptcertainhoursforconsultationwiththosetoopoortopayanyfee;andatonetime,whilestillanactivelawyer,hewasguardianforoversixtychildren!Themanhasalwaysbeenamarvel,andalwaysoneiscominguponsuchromanticfactsasthese。

  Thatisacuriousthingabouthim——howmuchthereisofromanceinhislife!WorshipedtotheendbyJohnRing;leftfordeadallnightatKenesawMountain;calmlysinging“Nearer,myGod,toThee,\'\'toquietthepassengersonasupposedlysinkingship;savinglivesevenwhenaboy;neverdisappointingasingleaudienceofthethousandsofaudienceshehasarrangedtoaddressduringallhisyearsoflecturing!Hehimselftakesalittleprideinthislastpoint,anditischaracteristicofhimthathehasactuallyforgottenthatjustoncehedidfailtoappear:hehasquiteforgottenthatoneevening,onhiswaytoalecture,hestoppedarunawayhorsetosavetwowomen\'slives,andwentinconsequencetoahospitalinsteadoftotheplatform!Anditistypicalofhimtoforgetthatsortofthing。

  TheemotionaltemperamentofConwellhasalwaysmadehimresponsivetothegreat,thestriking,thepatriotic。HewasdeeplyinfluencedbyknowingJohnBrown,andhisbriefmemoriesofLincolnareintense,thoughhesawhimbutthreetimesinall。

  ThefirsttimehesawLincolnwasonthenightwhenthefuturePresidentdeliveredtheaddress,whichafterwardbecamesofamous,inCooperUnion,NewYork。ThenameofLincolnwasthenscarcelyknown,anditwasbymerechancethatyoungConwellhappenedtobeinNewYorkonthatday。Butbeingthere,andlearningthatAbrahamLincolnfromtheWestwasgoingtomakeanaddress,hewenttohearhim。

  HetellshowuncouthlyLincolnwasdressed,evenwithonetrousers-leghigherthantheother,andofhowawkwardhewas,andofhowpoorly,atfirst,hespokeandwithwhatapparentembarrassment。ThechairmanofthemeetinggotLincolnaglassofwater,andConwellthoughtthatitwasfromapersonaldesiretohelphimandkeephimfrombreakingdown。ButhelovestotellhowLincolnbecameachangedmanashespoke;howheseemedtofeelashamedofhisbriefembarrassmentand,pullinghimselftogetherandputtingasidethewrittenspeechwhichhehadprepared,spokefreelyandpowerfully,withsplendidconviction,asonlyabornoratorspeaks。ToConwellitwasatremendousexperience。

  ThesecondtimehesawLincolnwaswhenhewenttoWashingtontopleadforthelifeofoneofhismenwhohadbeencondemnedtodeathforsleepingonpost。Hewasstillbutacaptainhispromotiontoacolonelcywasstilltocome,ayouth,andwasawedbygoingintothepresenceofthemanheworshiped。Andhisvoicetremblesalittle,evennow,ashetellsofhowpleasantlyLincolnlookedupfromhisdesk,andhowcheerfullyheaskedhisbusinesswithhim,andofhowabsorbedlyLincolnthenlistenedtohistale,although,soitappeared,healreadyknewofthemainoutline。

  “Itwillbeallright,\'\'saidLincoln,whenConwellfinished。ButConwellwasstillfrightened。

  Hefearedthatinthemultiplicityofpublicmattersthismerematterofthelifeofamountainboy,aprivatesoldier,mightbeforgottentilltoolate。“Itisalmostthetimeset——\'\'hefaltered。

  AndConwell\'svoicealmostbreaks,manofemotionthatheis,ashetellsofhowLincolnsaid,withsterngravity:“Goandtelegraphthatsoldier\'smotherthatAbrahamLincolnneversignedawarranttoshootaboyundertwenty,andneverwill。\'\'ThatwastheoneandonlytimethathespokewithLincoln,anditremainsanindelibleimpression。

  ThethirdtimehesawLincolnwaswhen,asofficeroftheday,hestoodforhoursbesidethedeadbodyofthePresidentasitlayinstateinWashington。Inthosehours,ashestoodrigidlyasthethrongwentshufflingsorrowfullythrough,animmenseimpressioncametoColonelConwelloftheworkandworthofthemanwhotherelaydead,andthatimpressionhasneverdeparted。

  JohnBrown,AbrahamLincoln,oldRevolutionaryLexington——howConwell\'slifeisassociatedwithfamousmenandplaces!——anditwasactuallyatLexingtonthathemadethecrucialdecisionastothecourseofhislife!Anditseemstomethatitwas,althoughquiteunconsciously,becauseoftheveryfactthatitwasLexingtonthatConwellwasinfluencedtodecideandtoactashedid。Haditbeeninsomeotherkindofplace,somemerelyordinaryplace,somequiteusualplace,hemightnothavetakentheimportantstep。ButitwasLexington,itwasbraveoldLexington,inspiringLexington;andhewasinspiredbyit,forthemanwhohimselfinspiresnoblyisalwaystheonewhoishimselfopentonobleinspiration。Lexingtoninspiredhim。

  “WhenIwasalawyerinBostonandalmostthirty-sevenyearsold,\'\'hetoldme,thinkingslowlybackintotheyears,“IwasconsultedbyawomanwhoaskedmyadviceinregardtodisposingofalittlechurchinLexingtonwhosecongregationhadbecomeunabletosupportit。I

  wentoutandlookedattheplace,andItoldherhowthepropertycouldbesold。Butitseemedapitytomethatthelittlechurchshouldbegivenup。However,Iadvisedameetingofthechurchmembers,andIattendedthemeeting。Iputthecasetothem——itwasonlyahandfulofmenandwomen——andtherewassilenceforalittle。Thenanoldmanroseand,inaquaveringvoice,saidthematterwasquiteclear;thatthereevidentlywasnothingtodobuttosell,andthathewouldagreewiththeothersinthenecessity;butasthechurchhadbeenhischurchhomefromboyhood,sohequaveredandquiveredon,hebeggedthattheywouldexcusehimfromactuallytakingpartindisposingofit;andinadeepsilencehewenthaltinglyfromtheroom。

  “Themenandthewomenlookedatoneanother,stillsilent,sadlyimpressed,butnotknowingwhattodo。AndIsaidtothem:`Whynotstartoveragain,andgoonwiththechurch,afterall!\'\'\'

  TypicalConwellism,that!First,theimpulsetohelpthosewhoneedhelping,thentheinspirationandleadership。

  “`Butthebuildingisentirelytootumble-

  downtouse,\'saidoneofthemen,sadly;andI

  knewhewasright,forIhadexaminedit;butI

  said:

  “`Letusmeetthereto-morrowmorningandgettoworkonthatbuildingourselvesandputitinshapeforaservicenextSunday。\'

  “Itmadethemseemsopleasedandencouraged,andsoconfidentthatanewpossibilitywasopeningthatIneverdoubtedthateachoneofthosepresent,andmanyfriendsbesides,wouldbeatthebuildinginthemorning。IwasthereearlywithahammerandaxandcrowbarthatI

  hadsecured,readytogotowork——butnooneelseshowedup!\'\'

  Hehasaruefulappreciationofthehumorofit,ashepicturedthescene;andoneknowsalsothat,inthatlittletownofLexington,whereAmericanshadsobravelyfacedtheimpossible,RussellConwellalsobracedhimselftofacetheimpossible。Apettiermanwouldinstantlyhavegivenuptheentirematterwhenthosewhoweremostinterestedfailedtorespond,butoneofthestrongestfeaturesinConwell\'scharacterishisabilitytodrawevendoubtersandweaklingsintoline,hisabilitytostireventhosewhohavegivenup。

  “Ilookedoverthatbuilding,\'\'hegoeson,whimsically,“andIsawthatrepairreallyseemedoutofthequestion。Nothingbutanewchurchwoulddo!SoItooktheaxthatIhadbroughtwithmeandbeganchoppingtheplacedown。

  Inalittlewhileaman,notoneofthechurchmembers,camealong,andhewatchedmeforatimeandsaid,`Whatareyougoingtodothere?\'

  “AndIinstantlyreplied,`Teardownthisoldbuildingandbuildanewchurchhere!\'

  “Helookedatme。`Butthepeoplewon\'tdothat,\'hesaid。

  “`Yes,theywill,\'Isaid,cheerfully,keepingatmywork。Whereuponhewatchedmeafewminuteslongerandsaid:

  “`Well,youcanputmedownforonehundreddollarsforthenewbuilding。Comeuptomylivery-stableandgetitthisevening。\'

  “`Allright;I\'llsurelybethere,\'Ireplied。

  “Inalittlewhileanothermancamealongandstoppedandlooked,andherathergibedattheideaofanewchurch,andwhenItoldhimofthelivery-stablemancontributingonehundreddollars,hesaid,`Butyouhaven\'tgotthemoneyyet!\'

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