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  \"Naturally。Especiallyateachnewplace。Onlyconceive:oneisalwaysanxiousonthestage;anditisonethingtocomebeforeapublicallstrangers,andnearlyallpoorjudges;itisanothertosee,allreadyforyourfirstnote,anoblefacebrightwithintelligenceandadmiration——thefaceofafriend。OftenthatonefaceistheonlyoneI

  allowmyselftosee。Ithidesthewholepublic。\"

  \"Thendon\'tyoubesillyandsenditaway。I\'lltellyoutheonefaultofyourcharacter:youthinktoomuchofotherpeople,andtoolittleofyourself。Now,thatiscontrarytotheschemeofnature。Wearesentintotheworldtotakecareofnumberone。\"

  \"What!\"saidIna;\"arewetobeallself-indulgence?Istheretobenoprinciple,nowomanlyprudence,foresight,discretion?No;Ifeelthesacrifice:butnopowershallhindermefrommakingit。Ifyoucannotpersuadehim,I\'lldolikeothersingers。Iwillbeill,andquitthecompany。\"

  \"Don\'tdothat,\"saidRhoda。\"Nowyouhaveputonyourironlook,itisnousearguing——Iknowthattomycost。There——Iwilltalktohim。Onlydon\'thurryme;letmetakemyopportunity。\"

  Thisbeingunderstood,Inawouldnotpartwithherforthepresent,buttookhertothetheater。Shedismissedherdresser,atRhoda\'srequest,andRhodafilledthatoffice。Sotheycouldtalkfreely。

  Rhodahadneverbeenbehindthescenesofatheaterbefore,andshewentpryingabout,ignoringthemusic,forshewasalmostearless。Presently,whomshouldsheencounterbutEdwardSeverne。Shestartedandlookedathimlikeabasilisk。Heremovedhishatanddrewbackastepwithagreatairofrespectandhumility。ShewasshockedandindignantwithInaforlettinghimbeabouther。Shefollowedheroffthestageintoherdressingroom,andtookhertotask。\"IhaveseenMr。Severnehere。\"

  \"Hecomeseverynight。\"

  \"Andyouallowhim?\"

  \"Itisthemanager。\"

  \"Buthewouldnotadmithim,ifyouobjected。\"

  \"Iamafraidtodothat。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Weshouldhavean_esclandre。_Ifindhehashadsomuchconsiderationformeastotellnooneourrelation;andashehasneverspokentome,IdothemostprudentthingIcan,andtakenonotice。Shouldheattempttointrudehimselfonme,thenitwillbetimetohavehimstoppedinthehall,andIshalldoit_cou\'tequecou\'te。_Ah,mydearfriend,mineisadifficultandtryingposition。\"

  Afteraverylongwait,Inawentdownandsungherprincipalsong,withtheusualbravasandthundersofapplause。Shewascalledontwice,andassheretired,Severnesteppedforward,and,withalow,obsequiousbow,handedherabeautifulbouquet。Shetookitwithastatelycourtesy,butneverlookednorsmiled。

  Rhodasawthatandwondered。Shethoughttoherself,\"Thatiscarryingpolitenessalongway。Tobesure,sheishalfaforeigner。\"

  Havingdonehisnightlyhomage,Severneleftthetheater,andsoonafterwardtheperformanceconcluded,andInatookherfriendhome。

  Ashmeadwasinthehalltoshowhispatronesstohercarriage——adutyheneverfailedin。Rhodashookhandswithhim,andhesaid,\"Delightedtoseeyouhere,miss。Youwillbeagreatcomforttoher。\"

  Thetwofriendscommunedtilltwoo\'clockinthemorning:butthelimitsofmytaleforbidmetorepeatwhatpassed。

  SufficeittosaythatRhodawasfairlypuzzledbythesituation;but,havingagreatregardforVizard,sawclearlyenoughthatheoughttobesentbacktoIslip。Shethoughtthatperhapstheverysightofherwouldwoundhispride,and,findinghismaniadiscoveredbyathirdperson,hewouldgoofhisownaccord:soshecalledonhim。

  Mylordreceivedherwithfriendlycomposure,andallhistalkwasaboutIslip。HedidnotcondescendtoexplainhispresenceatCarlisle。Heknewthat_quis\'excuses\'accuse,_andlefthertoremonstrate。Shehadhardlycourageforthat,andhopeditmightbeunnecessary。

  ShetoldInawhatshehaddone。Buthervisitwasfutile:atnighttherewasVizardinhisbox。

  NextdaythecompanyopenedinManchester。Vizardwasinhisboxthere——Severneinfront,tillIna\'sprincipalsong。Thenhecameroundandpresentedhisbouquet。ButthistimehecameuptoRhodaGale,andaskedherwhetherapenitentmanmightpayhisrespectstoherinthemorning。

  Shesaidshebelievedtherewereveryfewpenitentsintheworld。

  \"Iknowone,\"saidhe。

  \"Well,Idon\'t,then,\"saidthevirago。\"But_you_cancome,ifyouarenotafraid。\"

  OfcourseInaKloskingknewofthisappointmenttwominutesafteritwasmade。Shemerelysaid,\"Donotlethimtalkyouover。\"

  \"Heisnotsolikelytotalkmeoverasyou,\"saidRhoda。

  \"Youaremistaken,\"wasIna\'sreply。\"Iamtheonepersonhewillneverdeceiveagain。\"

  RhodaGalereceivedhisvisit:hedidnotbeataboutthebush,norfenceatall。Hedeclaredatoncewhathecamefor。Hesaid,\"Atthefirstsightofyou,whomIhavebeensoungratefulto,Icouldnotspeak;butnowIthrowmyselfonyourforgiveness。Ithinkyoumusthaveseenthatmyingratitudehasneversatlightonme。\"

  \"Ihaveseenthatyouwereterriblyafraidofme,\"saidshe。

  \"IdaresayIwas。ButIamnotafraidofyounow;andhere,onmyknees,Iimploreyoutoforgivemybaseness,myingratitude。Oh,MissGale,youdon\'tknowwhatitistobemadlyinlove;onehasnoprinciple,norightfeeling,againstarealpassion:andIwasmadlyinlovewithher。ItwasthroughfearoflosingherIdisownedmyphysician,mybenefactress,whohadsavedmylife。Miserablewretch!ItwasthroughfearoflosingherthatIbehavedlikearuffiantomyangelwife,andwouldhavecommittedbigamy,andbeenafelon。Whatwasallthisbutmadness?You,whoaresowise,willyounotforgivemeacrimethatdownrightinsanitywasthecauseof?\"

  \"Humph!ifIunderstandright,youwishmetoforgiveyouforlookinginmyface,andsayingtothewomanwhohadsavedyourlife,\'Idon\'tknowyou?\'\"

  \"Yes——ifyoucan。No:nowyouputitinplainwords,Iseeitisnottobeforgiven。\"

  \"Youaremistaken。Itwaslikeastabtomyheart,andIcriedbitterlyoverit。\"

  \"ThenIdeservetobehanged;thatisall。\"

  \"But,onconsideration,IbelieveitisasmuchyournaturetobewickedasitismyangelIna\'stobegood。SoIforgiveyouthatonething,youcharmingvillain。\"Sheheldoutherhandtohiminproofofhergoodfaith。

  Hethrewhimselfonhiskneesdirectly,andkissedandmumbledherhand,andbedeweditwithhystericaltears。

  \"Oh,don\'tdothat,\"saidshe;\"orI\'mboundtogiveyouagoodkick。I

  hateshemen。\"

  \"Givemeamoment,\"saidhe,\"andIwillbeamanagain。\"

  Hesatwithhisfaceinhishands,gulpingalittle。

  \"Come,\"saidshe,cockingherheadlikeakeenjackdaw;\"nowletushavetherealobjectofyourvisit。\"

  \"No,no,\"saidhe,inadvertently——\"anothertimewilldoforthat。Iamcontentwithyourforgiveness。NowIcanwait。\"

  \"Whatfor?\"

  \"Canyouask?Doyouconsiderthisahappystateofthings?\"

  \"Certainlynot。Butitcan\'tbehelped:andwehavetothankyouforit。\"

  \"Itcouldbehelpedintime。Ifyouwouldpersuadehertotakethefirststep。\"

  \"Whatstep?\"

  \"Nottodisownherhusband。Tolethimatleastbeherfriend——herpenitent,humblefriend。Wearemanandwife。IfIweretosaysopublicly,shewouldadmitit。InthisrespectatleastIhavebeengenerous:willshenotbegeneroustoo?Whatharmcoulditdoherifwelivedunderthesameroof,andItookhertothetheater,andfetchedherhome,anddidlittlefriendlyofficesforher?\"

  \"Andsogotthethinedgeofthewedgein,eh?Mr。Severne,Ideclineallinterferenceinamattersodelicate,andinfavorofapersonwhowoulduseherasillasever,ifheoncesucceededinrecoveringheraffections。\"

  Sothenshedismissedhimperemptorily。

  But,truetoVizard\'sinterest,shecalledonhimagain,and,afterafewpreliminaries,lethimknowthatSevernewaseverynightbehindthescenes。

  Aspasmcrossedhisface。\"Iamquiteawareofthat,\"saidhe。\"Butheisneveradmittedintoherhouse。\"

  \"Howdoyouknow?\"

  \"Heisunderconstantsurveillance。\"

  \"Spies?\"

  \"No。Thief-takers。AllfromScotlandYard。\"

  \"Andlovebringsmendowntothis。Whatisitfor?\"

  \"WhenIamsureofyourco-operation,Iwillletyouknowmyhopes。\"

  \"Hedoubtsmyfriendship,\"saidRhodasorrowfully。

  \"No;onlyyourdiscretion。\"

  \"Iwillbediscreet。\"

  \"Well,then,soonerorlater,heissuretoformsomeimproperconnectionorother;andthenIhopeyouwillaidmeinpersuadinghertodivorcehim。\"

  \"Thatisnotsoeasyinthiscountry。ItisnotlikeourWesternStates,where,thesayingis,theygiveyoufiveminutesatarailwaystationfordi——vorce。\"

  \"YouforgetsheisaGermanProtestantandthemarriagewasinthatcountry。Itwillbeeasyenough。\"

  \"Verywell;dismissitfromyourmind。Shewillnevercomebeforethepublicinthatway。NothingyounorIcouldurgewouldinduceher。\"

  Vizardreplied,doggedly,\"Iwillneverdespair,solongasshekeepshimoutofherhouse。\"

  RhodatoldInaKloskingthis,andsaid,\"Nowitisinyourownhands。Youhaveonlytoletyourcharmingvillainintoyourhouse,andMr。VizardwillreturntoIslip。\"

  InaKloskingburiedherfaceinherhands,andthought。

  Atnight,Vizardinhisbox,asusual。Severnebehindthesceneswithhisbouquet。Butthisnighthestayedfortheballet,toseeaFrenchdanseusewhohadjoinedthem。Hewasacquaintedwithherbefore,andhadasprightlyconversationwithher。Inotherwords,herenewedanoldflirtation。

  Thenextoperanightallwentasusual。Vizardinthebox,lookingsadderthanusual。Rhoda\'sgoodsensehadnotbeenentirelywasted。Severne,withhisbouquet,andhisgravehumility,untiltheplayended,andLaKloskingpassedoutintothehall。HerbackwashardlyturnedwhenMademoiselleLafontaine,dressedfortheballet,inamostspicycostume,danceduptoheroldfriend,andslappedhisfaceverysoftlywitharose,thensprungawayandstoodonherdefense。

  \"I\'llhavethatrose,\"criedSeverne。

  \"Nenni。\"

  \"Andakissintothebargain。\"

  \"Jamais。\"

  \"C\'estcequenousverrons。\"

  Hechasedher。Sheutteredafeigned\"Ah!\"anddartedaway。Hefollowedher;shecrossedthesceneattheback,whereitwasdark,boundedoveranopentrap,whichshesawjustintime,butSeverne,notseeingit,becauseshewasbetweenhimandit,fellthroughit,and,strikingthemazarine,fellintothecellar,fifteenfeetbelowthestage。

  Thescreamsofthedancerssoonbroughtacrowdroundthetrap,andreachedMademoiselleKloskingjustasshewasgoingouttohercarriage。

  \"There!\"shecried。\"Anotheraccident!\"andshecameback,makingsureitwassomepoorcarpentercometogrief,asusual。Onsuchoccasionsherpursewasalwaysready。

  TheybroughtSeverneupsensible,butmoaning,andbleedingatthetemple,andlookingallstreakyabouttheface。

  Theyweregoingtotakehimtotheinfirmary;butMademoiselleKlosking,withafaceofangelicpity,said,\"No;hebleeds,hebleeds。Hemustgotomyhouse。\"

  Theystaredalittle;butittakesagooddealtoastonishpeopleinatheater。

  Severnewascarriedout,hisheadhastilybandaged,andhewasliftedintoLaKlosking\'scarriage。Oneofthepeopleofthetheaterwasdirectedtogoonthebox,andLaKloskingandAshmeadsupportedhim,andhewastakentoherlodgings。Shedirectedhimtobelaidonacouch,andaphysiciansentfor,MissGalenothavingyetreturnedfromLiverpool,whithershehadgonetoattendalecture。

  Ashmeadwentforthephysician。ButalmostatthedoorhemetMissGaleandMr。Vizard。

  \"Miss,\"saidhe,\"youarewanted。Therehasbeenanaccident。Mr。Severnehasfallenthroughatrap,andintothecellar。\"

  \"Nobonesbroken?\"

  \"Nothe:hehasonlybrokenhishead;andthatwillcostherabrokenheart。\"

  \"Whereishe?\"

  \"WhereIhopednevertoseehimagain。

  \"What!inherhouse?\"saidRhodaand,hurriedoffatonce。

  \"Mr。Ashmead,\"saidVizard,\"awordwithyou。\"

  \"Byallmeans,sir,\"saidAshmead,\"aswegoforthedoctor。Dr。Menteithhasagreatname。Helivesclosebyyourhotel,sir。

  Astheywent,Vizardaskedhimwhathemeantbysayingthisaccidentwouldcostherabrokenheart。

  \"Why,sir,\"saidAshmead,\"heisonhisgoodbehaviortogetback;hasbeenformonthsbeggingandprayingjusttobeletliveunderthesameroof。Shehasalwaysrefused。Butsomefellowshavesuchluck。Idon\'tsayhefelldownatraponpurpose;buthehasdoneit,andnobrokenbones,butplentyofblood。Thatistheverythingtoovercomeawoman\'sfeelings;andsheisnotproofagainstpity。Hewillhaveheragain。Why,sheishisnursenow;andseehowthatwillwork。Wehaveaweek\'smorebusinesshere;and,bybadluck,adeadfortnight,allalongofDublinfallingthroughunexpectedly。HeisasartfulasOldNick;hewillspinoutthatbrokenheadofhisandmakeitlastallthethreeweeks;andshewillnursehim,andhewillbeweak,andgrateful,andcry,andbegherpardonsixtimesaday,andsheisonlyawoman,afterall:andtheyaremanandwife,whenallisdone:theroadisbeaten。Theywillrunuponitagain,tillhistimeisuptoplaytherogueasbadasever。\"

  \"Youtortureme,\"saidVizard。

  \"IamafraidIdo,sir。ButIfeelitmyduty。Mr。Vizard,youareanoblegentleman,andIamonlywhatyousee;butthehumblestfolkwillhavetheirlikesanddislikes,andIhaveagreatrespectforyou,sir。I

  can\'ttellyouthemixtureofthingsIfeelwhenIseeyouinthesameboxeverynight。Ofcourse,Iamheragent,andthehousewouldnotbecompletewithoutyou;butasamanIamsorry。Especiallynowthatshehaslethimintoherhouse。Takeahumblefriend\'sadvice,sir,andcutit。Don\'tyoucomebetweenanywomanandherhusband,especiallyapubliclady。Shewillneverbemoretoyouthansheis。Sheisagoodwoman,andhemustkeepgainingground。Hehasgotthepull。Rouseallyourpride,sir,andyourmanhood,andyouhavegotplentyofboth,andcutit;don\'tlookrightnorleft,butcutit——andforgivemypresumption。\"

  Vizardwasgreatlymoved。\"Givemeyourhand,\"hesaid;\"youareaworthyman。I\'llactonyouradvice,andneverforgetwhatIoweyou。Sticktomelikealeech,andseemeoffbythenexttrain,forIamgoingtotearmyheartoutofmybosom。\"

  Luckilytherewasatraininhalfanhour,andAshmeadsawhimoff;thenwenttosupper。HedidnotreturntoIna\'slodgings。HedidnotwanttoseeSevernenursed。Helikedthefellow,too;buthesawthroughhimclean;andheworshipedInaKlosking。

  CHAPTERXXX。

  AToneo\'clocknextday,AshmeadreceivedanotefromMademoiselleKlosking,saying,\"ArrangewithMr。X——toclosemytourwithManchester。Paythefortnight,ifrequired。\"Shewaswiththecompanyatamonth\'snoticeoneitherside,youmustunderstand。

  Insteadofgoingtothemanager,hewentatonce,inutterdismay,toMademoiselleKlosking,andtherelearnedinsubstancewhatImustnowbrieflyrelate。

  MissGalefoundEdwardSevernedepositedonasofa。Inawasonherkneesbyhisside,sponginghisbleedingtemple,withlooksofgentlepity。

  Strangetosay,thewoundwasinthesameplaceashiswife\'s,butmorecontused,andnolargeveinwasdivided。MissGalesoonstanchedthat。

  Sheaskedhimwherehispainwas。Hesaiditwasinhisheadandhisback;andhecastahaggard,anxiouslookonher。

  \"Takemyarm,\"saidshe。\"Now,standup。\"

  Hetried,butcouldnot,andsaidhislegswerebenumbed。MissGalelookedgrave。

  \"Layhimonmybed,\"saidLaKlosking。\"Thatisbetterthanthesehardcouches。\"

  \"Youareright,\"saidMissGale。\"Ringfortheservants。Hemustbemovedgently。\"

  Hewascarriedin,andsetupontheedgeofthebed,andhiscoatandwaistcoattakenoff。Thenhewaslaidgentlydownonthebed,andcoveredwithadownquilt。

  DoctressGalethenrequestedInatoleavetheroom,whileshequestionedthepatient。

  Inaretired。InamomentortwoMissGalecameouttohersoftly。

  Atsightofherface,LaKloskingsaid,\"Oh,dear;itismoreseriousthanwethought。\"

  \"Veryserious。

  \"PoorEdward!\"

  \"Collectallyourcourage,forIcannotlie,eithertopatientorfriend。\"

  \"Andyouareright,\"saidLaKlosking,trembling。\"Iseeheisindanger。\"

  \"Worsethanthat。Wherethere\'sdangerthereishope。Herethereisnone。

  HEISADEADMAN!\"

  \"Oh,no!no!\"

  \"Hehasbrokenhisback,andnothingcansavehim。Hislowerlimbshavealreadylostsensation。Deathwillcreepovertherest。Donotdisturbyourmindwithidlehopes。YouhavetwothingstothankGodfor——thatyoutookhimintoyourownhouse,andthathewilldieeasily。Indeed,werehetosuffer,Ishouldstupefyhimatonce,fornothingcan_hurt_him。\"

  InaKloskingturnedfaintandherkneesgavewayunderher。Rhodaministeredtoher;andwhileshewassoemployed,Dr。Menteithwasannounced。Hewasshownintothepatient,andtheaccidentdescribedtohim。Hequestionedthepatient,andexaminedhimalone。

  Hethencameout,andsaidhewoulddrawaprescription。Hedidso。

  \"Doctor,\"saidLaKlosking,\"tellmethetruth。ItcannotbeworsethanI

  fear。\"

  \"Madam,\"saidthedoctor,\"medicinecandonothingforhim。Thespinalcordisdivided。Givehimanythinghefancies,andmyprescriptionifhesufferspain,nototherwise。ShallIsendyouanurse?\"

  \"No,\"saidMademoiselleKlosking,_\"we_willnursehimnightandday。\"

  Heretired,andthefriendsenteredontheirsadduties。

  WhenSevernesawthembothbyhisbedside,withearnestlooksofpity,hesaid,\"Donotworryyourselves。I\'mbookedforthelongjourney。Ah,well,IshalldiewhereIoughttohavelived,andmighthave,ifIhadnotbeenafool。\"

  Inaweptbitterly。

  Theynursedhimnightandday。Hesufferedlittle,andwhenhedid,MissGalestupefiedthepainatonce;for,asshetrulysaid,\"Nothingcanhurthim。\"Vitalitygraduallyretiredtohishead,andlingeredthereawholeday。But,tohislastmoment,theartofpleasingneverabandonedhim。Insteadofworryingforthisorthateverymoment,heshowedinthisdesperateconditionsingularpatienceandwell-bredfortitude。Hecheckedhiswife\'stears;assuredheritwasallforthebest,andthathewasreconciledtotheinevitable。\"IhavehadahappiertimethanIdeserve,\"

  saidhe,\"andnowIhaveapainlessdeath,nursedbytwosweetwomen。MyonlyregretisthatIshallnotbeabletorepayyourdevotion,Ina,norbecomeworthyofyourfriendship,MissGale。\"

  Hediedwithoutfear,itbeinghisconvictionthatheshouldreturnafterdeathtothepreciseconditioninwhichhewasbeforebirth;andwhentheybeggedhimtoseeaclergyman,hesaid,\"Praydonotgiveyourselvesorhimthattrouble。Icanmeltbackintotheuniversewithouthisassistance。\"

  Heevendiedcontent;forthispolishedBohemianhadoftenforeseenthat,ifhelivedlong,heshoulddiemiserably。

  Butthemainfeatureofhisendwashisextraordinarypoliteness。HepaidMissGalecomplimentsjustasifhewereathiseaseonasofa:andscarceanhourbeforehisdeceasehesaid,faintly,\"Ideclare——Ihavebeensobusy——dying——IhaveforgottentosendmykindregardstogoodMr。

  Ashmead。PraytellhimIdidnotforgethiskindnesstome。\"

  Hejustceasedtolive,soquietwashisdeath,andasmilerestedonhisdeadfeatures,andtheywereasbeautifulasever。

  Soendedafair,perniciouscreature,endowedtoorichlywiththeartofpleasing,andquitedevoidofprinciple。Fewbadmenknewrightsowell,andwentsowrong。Inaburiedherfaceforhoursonhisbed,andkissedhiscoldfeaturesandhand。Shehadtoldhimbeforehediedshewouldrecallallherresolutions,ifhewouldlive。Buthewasgone。Deathburiesaman\'smanyfaults,andhisfewvirtuesriseagain。Shemournedhimsincerely,andwouldnotbecomforted;shepurchasedaburyingplaceforever,andlaidhiminit;thenshetookherachingheartfaraway,andwaslosttothepublicandtoallherEnglishfriends。

  ThefaithfulRhodaaccompaniedherhalfwaytoLondon;thenreturnedtoherowndutiesinBarfordshire。

  CHAPTERXXXI。

  IMUSTnowretrogradealittletorelatesomethingrathercurious,andI

  hopenotuninteresting。

  ZoeVizardhadbeenforsometimeactingonMrs。Gale\'sadvice;building,planningforthegoodofthepoor,andgoingoutofherselfmoreandmore。ShecomparednotesconstantlywithMissGale,andconceivedafriendshipforher。Ithadbeenalongtimecoming,becauseatfirstshedislikedMissGale\'smannersverymuch。Butthatladyhadnursedhertenderly,andnowadvisedher,andZoe,whocouldnotdoanythingbyhalves,becamedevotedtoher。

  Asshewarmedtohergoodwork,shegavesignsofclearerjudgment。ShenevermentionedSeverne;butshenolongerabsolutelyavoidedInaKlosking\'sname;andonedayshespokeofherasahigh-principledwoman;forwhichtheGalekissedheronthespot。

  Onenamesheoftenuttered,andalwayswithregretandself-reproach——LordUxmoor\'s。Ithinkthat,nowshewasherselfbuildingandplanningforthepermanentimprovementofthepoor,shefeltthetieofakindredsentiment。Uxmoorwasherpredecessorinthisgoodwork,too;andwouldhavebeenherassociate,ifshehadnotbeensoblind。

  Thisthoughtstruckdeepinher。HermindranmoreandmoreonUxmoor,hismanliness,hiscourageinherdefense,andhisgentlemanlyfortitudeandbraveryinleavingher,withoutaword,atherrequest。Runningoverallthese,sheoftenblushedwithshame,andhereyesfilledwithsorrowatthinkingofhowshehadtreatedhim;andlosthimforeverbynotdeservinghim。

  Sheevenmadeobliqueandtimidinquiries,butcouldlearnnothingofhim,exceptthathesentperiodicalremittancestoMissGale,formanaginghisimprovements。These,however,cameinthroughacountryagentfromatownagent,andleftnoclew。

  Butonefineday,withnowarningexcepttohisownpeople,LordUxmoorcamehome;andthenextdayrodetoHillstoketotalkmattersoverwithMissGale。Hewasfortunateenoughtofindherathome。Hethankedherforthezealandenthusiasmshehadshown,andtheprogresshisworkshadmadeunderhersupervision。

  HewasgoingawaywithoutevenmentioningtheVizardfamily。

  ButthecraftyGaledetainedhim。\"GoingtoVizardCourt?\"saidshe。

  \"No,\"saidhe,verydryly。

  \"Ah,Iunderstand;butperhapsyouwouldnotmindgoingwithmeasfarasIslip。ThereissomethingthereIwishyoutosee。\"

  \"Humph?Isitanythingveryparticular?Because——\"

  \"Itis。Threecottagesrising,withlittleflowergardensinfront。

  Squareplotsbehind,andarrangementsforbreedingcalves,withotheringeniousnovelties。Anewheadcomeintoourbusiness,mylord。\"

  \"YouhaveconvertedVizard?Ithoughtyouwould。Heisasatiricalfellow,buthewilllistentoreason。\"

  \"No,itisnotMr。Vizard;indeed,itisnoconvertofmine。Itisanindependententhusiast。ButIreallybelieveyourworkathomehadsomehandinfiringherenthusiasm。\"

  \"Alady!DoIknowher?\"

  \"Youmay。IsupposeyouknoweverybodyinBarfordshire。Willyoucome?

  Do!\"

  \"OfcourseIwillcome,MissGale。Pleasetelloneofyourpeopletowalkmyhorsedownafterus。\"

  Shehadherhatoninamoment,andwalkedhimdowntoIslip。

  Hertonguewasnotidleontheroad。\"Youdon\'taskafterthepeople,\"

  saidshe。\"There\'spoorMissVizard。Shehadasadillness。Wewerealmostafraidweshouldloseher。\"

  \"Heavenforbid!\"saidUxmoor,startledbythissuddennews。

  \"MademoiselleKloskinggotquitewell;andoh!whatdoyouthink?Mr。

  Severneturnedouttobeherhusband。\"

  \"Whatisthat?\"shoutedUxmoor,andstoppeddeadshort。\"Mr。Severneamarriedman!\"

  \"Yes;andMademoiselleKloskingamarriedwoman。\"

  \"Youamazeme。Why,thatMr。SevernewaspayinghisattentionstoMissVizard。\"

  \"SoIusedtofancy,\"saidRhodacarelessly。\"Butyouseeitcameouthewasmarried,andsoofcourseshepackedhimoffwithafleainhisear。\"

  \"Didshe?Whenwasthat?\"

  \"Letmesee,itwasthe17thofOctober。\"

  \"Why,thatwastheverydayIleftEngland。\"

  \"Howodd!Whydidyounotstayanotherweek?Gentlemenaresoimpatient。

  Nevermind,thatisanoldstorynow。Hereweare;thosearethecottages。Theworkmenareatdinner。Tentoonetheenthusiastisthere:

  thisishertime。Youstayhere。I\'llgoandsee。\"

  Shewentoffontiptoe,andpeepedandpriedhereandthere,likeayoungwitch。Presentlyshetookafewstepstowardhim,withherfingermysteriouslytoherlips,andbeckonedhim。Heenteredintothepantomime——sheseemedsoearnestinit——andcametohersoftly。

  \"Dojusttakeapeepinatthatopeningforadoor,\"saidshe,\"thenyou\'llseeher;herbackisturned。Sheislovely;only,youknow,shehasbeenill,andIdon\'tthinksheisveryhappy。\"

  Uxmoorthoughtthispeepingatenthusiastsratheranoddproceeding,butMissGalehadprimedhiscuriosity,andhefeltnaturallyproudofafemalepupil。Hesteppeduplightly,lookedinatthedoor,and,tohisamazement,sawZoeVizardsittingonacarpenter\'sbench,withherlovelyheadinthesun\'srays。Hestarted,thengazed,thendevouredherwithhiseyes。

  What!wasthishispupil?

  Howgentleandsadsheseemed!Allhisstoicismmeltedatthesightofher。Shesatinasweet,pensiveattitude,paleanddrooping,but,tohisfancy,lovelierthanever。Shegavealittlesigh。Hisheartyearned。Shetookoutaletter,readitslowly,andsaid,softlyandslowly,\"Poorfellow!\"Hethoughtherecognizedhisownhandwriting,andcouldstandnomore。Herushed,in,andwasgoingtospeaktoher;butshescreamed,andnoconjurerevermadeacarddisappearquickerthanshedidthatletter,assheboundedawaylikeadeer,andstood,blushingscarlet,andpalpitatingallover。

  Uxmoorwasashamedofhis_brusquerie。_\"WhatabruteIamtofrightenyoulikethis!\"saidhe。\"Prayforgiveme;butthesightofyou,afterallthesewearymonths——andyousaid\'Poorfellow!\'\"

  \"DidI?\"saidZoe,faintly,lookingscared。

  \"Yes,sweetZoe,andyouwerereadingaletter。\"

  Noreply。

  \"Ithoughtthepoorfellowmightbemyself。NotthatIamtobepitied,ifyouthinkofmestill。\"

  \"Ido,then——veryoften。Oh,LordUxmoor,Iwanttogodownonmykneestoyou。\"

  \"Thatisodd,now;foritisexactlywhatIshouldliketodotoyou。\"

  \"Whatfor?ItisIwhohavebehavedsoill。\"

  \"Nevermindthat;Iloveyou。\"

  \"Butyoumustn\'t。Youmustlovesomeworthyperson。\"

  \"Oh,youleavethattome。Ihavenootherintention。ButmayIjustseewhoseletteryouwerereading?\"

  \"Oh,praydon\'taskme。\"

  \"Iinsistonknowing。\"

  \"Iwillnottellyou。Thereitis。\"Shegaveittohimwithaguiltyair,andhidherface。

  \"DearZoe,supposeIweretorepeattheofferImadehere?\"

  \"Iadviseyounot,\"saidshe,allinaflurry。

  \"Why?\"

  \"Because。Because——Imightsay\'Yes。\'\"

  \"Well,thenI\'lltakemychanceoncemore。Zoe,willyoutryandloveme?\"

  \"Try?IbelieveIdoloveyou,ornearly。Ithinkofyouveryoften。\"

  \"Thenyouwilldosomethingtomakemehappy。\"

  \"Anything;everything。\"

  \"Willyoumarryme?\"

  \"Yes,thatIwill,\"saidZoe,almostimpetuously;\"andthen,\"withagrandlookofconsciousbeauty,\"Ican_make_youforgiveme。\"

  Uxmoor,onthis,caughtherinhisarms,andkissedherwithsuchfirethatsheutteredalittlestifledcryofalarm;butitwassoonfollowedbyasighofcomplacency,andshesunk,resistless,onhismanlybreast。

  So,aftertwosieges,hecarriedthatfaircitadelbyassault。

  Thenletnotthemanlyheartdespair,nortakeamerebraceof\"Noes\"

  fromanywoman。Nothingshortofthreenegativesisserious。

  Theywalkedoutinarm-in-armandveryclosetoeachother;andhelefther,solemnlyengaged。

  Leavingthispairtothedelightsofcourtship,andgrowingaffectiononZoe\'sside——forawarmattachmentofthenoblestkinddidgrow,bydegrees,outofherpenitence,andesteem,anddesiretorepairherfault——Imustnowtakeuptheotherthreadofthisnarrative,andapologizeforhavinginvertedtheorderofevents;foritwas,inreality,severaldaysafterthishappyscenethatMademoiselleKloskingsentforMissGale。

  CHAPTERXXXII。

  VIZARD,then,withAshmead,returnedhomeindespair;andZoe,nowhappyinherownmind,wasalltendernessandsisterlyconsolation。Theyopenedtheirheartstoeachother,andsheshowedherwishtorepaythedebtsheowedhim。Howfarshemighthavesucceeded,intime,willneverbeknown。

  Forhehadhardlybeenhomeaweek,whenMissGalereturned,allinblack,andtoldhimSevernewasdeadandburied。

  Hewasstartled,andevenshocked,rememberingoldtimes;butitwasnotinhumannatureheshouldbesorry。Nottobeindecorouslygladatsoopportuneanexitwasallthatcouldbeexpectedfromhim。

  Whenshehadgivenhimthedetails,hisfirstquestionwas,\"Howdidshebearit?\"

  \"Sheisterriblycutup——morethanonewouldthinkpossible;forshewasiceandmarbletohimbeforehewashurttodeath。\"

  \"Whereisshe?\"

  \"GonetoLondon。Shewillwritetome,Isuppose——poordear。Butonemustgivehertime。\"

  FromthathourVizardwasinastateofexcitement,hopingtohearfromInaKlosking,orabouther;butunwilling,fromdelicacy,tohurrymatters。

  Atlasthebecameimpatient,andwrotetoAshmead,whoseaddresshehad,andsaid,frankly,hehadadelicacyinintrudingonMademoiselleKlosking,inhergrief。Yethisownfeelingswouldnotallowhimtoseemtoneglecther。WouldMr。Ashmead,then,tellhimwhereshewas,asshehadnotwrittentoanyoneinBarfordshire——noteventohertriedfriend,MissGale。

  Hereceivedananswerbyreturnofpost。

  \"DEARSIR——IamgrievedtotellyouthatMademoiselleKloskinghasretiredfrompubliclife。Shewrotetome,threeweeksago,fromDover,requestingmetoaccept,asatokenofheresteem,thesurplusmoneyI

  holdinhandforher——Ialwaysdrewhersalary——andbiddingmefarewell。

  Thesumincludedherprofitsbypsalmody,minusherexpenses,andwassolargeitcouldneverhavebeenintendedasamererecognitionofmyhumbleservices;andIthinkIhaveseldomfeltsodown-heartedasonreceivingthisprincelydonation。Ithasenabledmetotakebetteroffices,anditmaybethefoundationofalittlefortune;butIfeelthatIhavelostthetrulygreatladywhohasmadeamanofme。Sir,therelishisgoneformyoccupation:IcanneverbesohappyasIwasinworkingtheinterestsofthatgreatgenius,whosevoicemadeourleadingsopranisoundlikewhistles,andwhohonoredmewithherfriendship。Sir,shewasnotlikeotherleadingladies。Sheneverbragged,neverspokeillofanyone;and_you_cantestifytohervirtueandherdiscretion。

  \"IamtrulysorrytolearnfromyouthatshehaswrittentonooneinBarfordshire。Isaw,byherlettertome,shehadleftthestage;butherdroppingyoualllooksasifshehadlefttheworld。Idohopeshehasnotbeensomadastogointooneofthosecursedconvents。

  \"Mr。Vizard,IwillnowwritetofriendsinalltheContinentaltownswherethereisgoodmusic。Shewillnotbeabletokeepawayfromthatlong。Iwillalsosendphotographs;andhopewemayhearsomething。Ifnot,perhapsa_judiciousadvertisement_mightremindherthatsheisinflictingpainuponpersonstowhomsheisdear。Iam,sir,yourobligedandgratefulservant,JOSEPHASHMEAD。\"

  Herewasablow。IreallybelieveVizardfeltthismoredeeplythanallhisotherdisappointments。

  Hebroodedoveritforadayortwo;andthen,ashethoughtMissGaleaveryill-usedperson,thoughnot,ofcourse,soill-usedashimself,hetookherAshmead\'sletter。

  \"Thisisnice!\"saidshe。\"There——Imustgiveuplovingwomen。Besides,theythrowmeoverthemomentamancomes,ifithappenstobetherightone。\"

  \"Unnaturalcreatures!\"saidVizard。

  \"Ungrateful,atallevents。\"

  \"Doyouthinkshehasgoneintoaconvent?\"

  \"Notshe。Inthefirstplace,sheisaProtestant;and,inthesecond,sheisnotafool。\"

  \"Iwilladvertise。\"

  \"Theidea!\"

  \"DoyouthinkIamgoingtositdownwithmyhandsbeforeme,andloseherforever?\"

  \"No,indeed;Idon\'tthinkyouarethatsortofamanatall,ha!ha!\"

  \"Oh,MissGale,pityme。Tellmehowtofindher。ThatFannyDoversayswomenareonlyenigmastomen;theyunderstandoneanother。\"

  \"What,\"saidRhoda,turningswiftlyonhim;\"doesthatlittlechitpretendtoreadmynobleIna?\"

  \"Ifshecannot,perhapsyoucan。Youaresoshrewd。Dotellme,whatdoesitallmean?\"

  \"Itmeansnothingatall,Idaresay;onlyawoman\'simpulse。Theyaresuchgeeseattimes,everyoneofthem。\"

  \"Oh,ifIdidbutknowwhatcountrysheisin,Iwouldransackit。\"

  \"Hum!——countriesarebiggishplaces。\"

  \"Idon\'tcare。\"

  \"Whatwillyougivemetotellyouwheresheisatthismoment?\"

  \"AllIhaveintheworld。\"

  \"Thatissufficient。Well,then,firstassignmeyourestates;thenfetchmeanordnancemapofcreation,andIwillputmyfingeronher。\"

  \"Youlittlemockingfiend,you!\"

  \"Iamnot。I\'matall,beneficentangel;andI\'lltellyouwheresheis——fornothing。Keepyourland:whowantsit?——itisonlyabother。\"

  \"Forpity\'ssake,don\'ttriflewithme。\"

  \"Ineverwill,whereyourheartisinterested。SheisatZutzig。\"

  \"Ah,yougoodgirl!Shehaswrittentoyou。\"

  \"Notaline,themonster!AndI\'llserveherout。I\'llteachhertoplayhide-and-seekwithGale,M。D。!\"

  \"Zutzig!\"saidVizard;\"howcanyouknow?\"

  \"Whatdoesthatmatter?Well,yes——Iwillrevealthementalprocess。

  Firstofall,shehasgonetohermother。\"

  \"Howdoyouknowthat?\"

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