\"Naturally。Especiallyateachnewplace。Onlyconceive:oneisalwaysanxiousonthestage;anditisonethingtocomebeforeapublicallstrangers,andnearlyallpoorjudges;itisanothertosee,allreadyforyourfirstnote,anoblefacebrightwithintelligenceandadmiration——thefaceofafriend。OftenthatonefaceistheonlyoneI
allowmyselftosee。Ithidesthewholepublic。\"
\"Thendon\'tyoubesillyandsenditaway。I\'lltellyoutheonefaultofyourcharacter:youthinktoomuchofotherpeople,andtoolittleofyourself。Now,thatiscontrarytotheschemeofnature。Wearesentintotheworldtotakecareofnumberone。\"
\"What!\"saidIna;\"arewetobeallself-indulgence?Istheretobenoprinciple,nowomanlyprudence,foresight,discretion?No;Ifeelthesacrifice:butnopowershallhindermefrommakingit。Ifyoucannotpersuadehim,I\'lldolikeothersingers。Iwillbeill,andquitthecompany。\"
\"Don\'tdothat,\"saidRhoda。\"Nowyouhaveputonyourironlook,itisnousearguing——Iknowthattomycost。There——Iwilltalktohim。Onlydon\'thurryme;letmetakemyopportunity。\"
Thisbeingunderstood,Inawouldnotpartwithherforthepresent,buttookhertothetheater。Shedismissedherdresser,atRhoda\'srequest,andRhodafilledthatoffice。Sotheycouldtalkfreely。
Rhodahadneverbeenbehindthescenesofatheaterbefore,andshewentpryingabout,ignoringthemusic,forshewasalmostearless。Presently,whomshouldsheencounterbutEdwardSeverne。Shestartedandlookedathimlikeabasilisk。Heremovedhishatanddrewbackastepwithagreatairofrespectandhumility。ShewasshockedandindignantwithInaforlettinghimbeabouther。Shefollowedheroffthestageintoherdressingroom,andtookhertotask。\"IhaveseenMr。Severnehere。\"
\"Hecomeseverynight。\"
\"Andyouallowhim?\"
\"Itisthemanager。\"
\"Buthewouldnotadmithim,ifyouobjected。\"
\"Iamafraidtodothat。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Weshouldhavean_esclandre。_Ifindhehashadsomuchconsiderationformeastotellnooneourrelation;andashehasneverspokentome,IdothemostprudentthingIcan,andtakenonotice。Shouldheattempttointrudehimselfonme,thenitwillbetimetohavehimstoppedinthehall,andIshalldoit_cou\'tequecou\'te。_Ah,mydearfriend,mineisadifficultandtryingposition。\"
Afteraverylongwait,Inawentdownandsungherprincipalsong,withtheusualbravasandthundersofapplause。Shewascalledontwice,andassheretired,Severnesteppedforward,and,withalow,obsequiousbow,handedherabeautifulbouquet。Shetookitwithastatelycourtesy,butneverlookednorsmiled。
Rhodasawthatandwondered。Shethoughttoherself,\"Thatiscarryingpolitenessalongway。Tobesure,sheishalfaforeigner。\"
Havingdonehisnightlyhomage,Severneleftthetheater,andsoonafterwardtheperformanceconcluded,andInatookherfriendhome。
Ashmeadwasinthehalltoshowhispatronesstohercarriage——adutyheneverfailedin。Rhodashookhandswithhim,andhesaid,\"Delightedtoseeyouhere,miss。Youwillbeagreatcomforttoher。\"
Thetwofriendscommunedtilltwoo\'clockinthemorning:butthelimitsofmytaleforbidmetorepeatwhatpassed。
SufficeittosaythatRhodawasfairlypuzzledbythesituation;but,havingagreatregardforVizard,sawclearlyenoughthatheoughttobesentbacktoIslip。Shethoughtthatperhapstheverysightofherwouldwoundhispride,and,findinghismaniadiscoveredbyathirdperson,hewouldgoofhisownaccord:soshecalledonhim。
Mylordreceivedherwithfriendlycomposure,andallhistalkwasaboutIslip。HedidnotcondescendtoexplainhispresenceatCarlisle。Heknewthat_quis\'excuses\'accuse,_andlefthertoremonstrate。Shehadhardlycourageforthat,andhopeditmightbeunnecessary。
ShetoldInawhatshehaddone。Buthervisitwasfutile:atnighttherewasVizardinhisbox。
NextdaythecompanyopenedinManchester。Vizardwasinhisboxthere——Severneinfront,tillIna\'sprincipalsong。Thenhecameroundandpresentedhisbouquet。ButthistimehecameuptoRhodaGale,andaskedherwhetherapenitentmanmightpayhisrespectstoherinthemorning。
Shesaidshebelievedtherewereveryfewpenitentsintheworld。
\"Iknowone,\"saidhe。
\"Well,Idon\'t,then,\"saidthevirago。\"But_you_cancome,ifyouarenotafraid。\"
OfcourseInaKloskingknewofthisappointmenttwominutesafteritwasmade。Shemerelysaid,\"Donotlethimtalkyouover。\"
\"Heisnotsolikelytotalkmeoverasyou,\"saidRhoda。
\"Youaremistaken,\"wasIna\'sreply。\"Iamtheonepersonhewillneverdeceiveagain。\"
RhodaGalereceivedhisvisit:hedidnotbeataboutthebush,norfenceatall。Hedeclaredatoncewhathecamefor。Hesaid,\"Atthefirstsightofyou,whomIhavebeensoungratefulto,Icouldnotspeak;butnowIthrowmyselfonyourforgiveness。Ithinkyoumusthaveseenthatmyingratitudehasneversatlightonme。\"
\"Ihaveseenthatyouwereterriblyafraidofme,\"saidshe。
\"IdaresayIwas。ButIamnotafraidofyounow;andhere,onmyknees,Iimploreyoutoforgivemybaseness,myingratitude。Oh,MissGale,youdon\'tknowwhatitistobemadlyinlove;onehasnoprinciple,norightfeeling,againstarealpassion:andIwasmadlyinlovewithher。ItwasthroughfearoflosingherIdisownedmyphysician,mybenefactress,whohadsavedmylife。Miserablewretch!ItwasthroughfearoflosingherthatIbehavedlikearuffiantomyangelwife,andwouldhavecommittedbigamy,andbeenafelon。Whatwasallthisbutmadness?You,whoaresowise,willyounotforgivemeacrimethatdownrightinsanitywasthecauseof?\"
\"Humph!ifIunderstandright,youwishmetoforgiveyouforlookinginmyface,andsayingtothewomanwhohadsavedyourlife,\'Idon\'tknowyou?\'\"
\"Yes——ifyoucan。No:nowyouputitinplainwords,Iseeitisnottobeforgiven。\"
\"Youaremistaken。Itwaslikeastabtomyheart,andIcriedbitterlyoverit。\"
\"ThenIdeservetobehanged;thatisall。\"
\"But,onconsideration,IbelieveitisasmuchyournaturetobewickedasitismyangelIna\'stobegood。SoIforgiveyouthatonething,youcharmingvillain。\"Sheheldoutherhandtohiminproofofhergoodfaith。
Hethrewhimselfonhiskneesdirectly,andkissedandmumbledherhand,andbedeweditwithhystericaltears。
\"Oh,don\'tdothat,\"saidshe;\"orI\'mboundtogiveyouagoodkick。I
hateshemen。\"
\"Givemeamoment,\"saidhe,\"andIwillbeamanagain。\"
Hesatwithhisfaceinhishands,gulpingalittle。
\"Come,\"saidshe,cockingherheadlikeakeenjackdaw;\"nowletushavetherealobjectofyourvisit。\"
\"No,no,\"saidhe,inadvertently——\"anothertimewilldoforthat。Iamcontentwithyourforgiveness。NowIcanwait。\"
\"Whatfor?\"
\"Canyouask?Doyouconsiderthisahappystateofthings?\"
\"Certainlynot。Butitcan\'tbehelped:andwehavetothankyouforit。\"
\"Itcouldbehelpedintime。Ifyouwouldpersuadehertotakethefirststep。\"
\"Whatstep?\"
\"Nottodisownherhusband。Tolethimatleastbeherfriend——herpenitent,humblefriend。Wearemanandwife。IfIweretosaysopublicly,shewouldadmitit。InthisrespectatleastIhavebeengenerous:willshenotbegeneroustoo?Whatharmcoulditdoherifwelivedunderthesameroof,andItookhertothetheater,andfetchedherhome,anddidlittlefriendlyofficesforher?\"
\"Andsogotthethinedgeofthewedgein,eh?Mr。Severne,Ideclineallinterferenceinamattersodelicate,andinfavorofapersonwhowoulduseherasillasever,ifheoncesucceededinrecoveringheraffections。\"
Sothenshedismissedhimperemptorily。
But,truetoVizard\'sinterest,shecalledonhimagain,and,afterafewpreliminaries,lethimknowthatSevernewaseverynightbehindthescenes。
Aspasmcrossedhisface。\"Iamquiteawareofthat,\"saidhe。\"Butheisneveradmittedintoherhouse。\"
\"Howdoyouknow?\"
\"Heisunderconstantsurveillance。\"
\"Spies?\"
\"No。Thief-takers。AllfromScotlandYard。\"
\"Andlovebringsmendowntothis。Whatisitfor?\"
\"WhenIamsureofyourco-operation,Iwillletyouknowmyhopes。\"
\"Hedoubtsmyfriendship,\"saidRhodasorrowfully。
\"No;onlyyourdiscretion。\"
\"Iwillbediscreet。\"
\"Well,then,soonerorlater,heissuretoformsomeimproperconnectionorother;andthenIhopeyouwillaidmeinpersuadinghertodivorcehim。\"
\"Thatisnotsoeasyinthiscountry。ItisnotlikeourWesternStates,where,thesayingis,theygiveyoufiveminutesatarailwaystationfordi——vorce。\"
\"YouforgetsheisaGermanProtestantandthemarriagewasinthatcountry。Itwillbeeasyenough。\"
\"Verywell;dismissitfromyourmind。Shewillnevercomebeforethepublicinthatway。NothingyounorIcouldurgewouldinduceher。\"
Vizardreplied,doggedly,\"Iwillneverdespair,solongasshekeepshimoutofherhouse。\"
RhodatoldInaKloskingthis,andsaid,\"Nowitisinyourownhands。Youhaveonlytoletyourcharmingvillainintoyourhouse,andMr。VizardwillreturntoIslip。\"
InaKloskingburiedherfaceinherhands,andthought。
Atnight,Vizardinhisbox,asusual。Severnebehindthesceneswithhisbouquet。Butthisnighthestayedfortheballet,toseeaFrenchdanseusewhohadjoinedthem。Hewasacquaintedwithherbefore,andhadasprightlyconversationwithher。Inotherwords,herenewedanoldflirtation。
Thenextoperanightallwentasusual。Vizardinthebox,lookingsadderthanusual。Rhoda\'sgoodsensehadnotbeenentirelywasted。Severne,withhisbouquet,andhisgravehumility,untiltheplayended,andLaKloskingpassedoutintothehall。HerbackwashardlyturnedwhenMademoiselleLafontaine,dressedfortheballet,inamostspicycostume,danceduptoheroldfriend,andslappedhisfaceverysoftlywitharose,thensprungawayandstoodonherdefense。
\"I\'llhavethatrose,\"criedSeverne。
\"Nenni。\"
\"Andakissintothebargain。\"
\"Jamais。\"
\"C\'estcequenousverrons。\"
Hechasedher。Sheutteredafeigned\"Ah!\"anddartedaway。Hefollowedher;shecrossedthesceneattheback,whereitwasdark,boundedoveranopentrap,whichshesawjustintime,butSeverne,notseeingit,becauseshewasbetweenhimandit,fellthroughit,and,strikingthemazarine,fellintothecellar,fifteenfeetbelowthestage。
Thescreamsofthedancerssoonbroughtacrowdroundthetrap,andreachedMademoiselleKloskingjustasshewasgoingouttohercarriage。
\"There!\"shecried。\"Anotheraccident!\"andshecameback,makingsureitwassomepoorcarpentercometogrief,asusual。Onsuchoccasionsherpursewasalwaysready。
TheybroughtSeverneupsensible,butmoaning,andbleedingatthetemple,andlookingallstreakyabouttheface。
Theyweregoingtotakehimtotheinfirmary;butMademoiselleKlosking,withafaceofangelicpity,said,\"No;hebleeds,hebleeds。Hemustgotomyhouse。\"
Theystaredalittle;butittakesagooddealtoastonishpeopleinatheater。
Severnewascarriedout,hisheadhastilybandaged,andhewasliftedintoLaKlosking\'scarriage。Oneofthepeopleofthetheaterwasdirectedtogoonthebox,andLaKloskingandAshmeadsupportedhim,andhewastakentoherlodgings。Shedirectedhimtobelaidonacouch,andaphysiciansentfor,MissGalenothavingyetreturnedfromLiverpool,whithershehadgonetoattendalecture。
Ashmeadwentforthephysician。ButalmostatthedoorhemetMissGaleandMr。Vizard。
\"Miss,\"saidhe,\"youarewanted。Therehasbeenanaccident。Mr。Severnehasfallenthroughatrap,andintothecellar。\"
\"Nobonesbroken?\"
\"Nothe:hehasonlybrokenhishead;andthatwillcostherabrokenheart。\"
\"Whereishe?\"
\"WhereIhopednevertoseehimagain。
\"What!inherhouse?\"saidRhodaand,hurriedoffatonce。
\"Mr。Ashmead,\"saidVizard,\"awordwithyou。\"
\"Byallmeans,sir,\"saidAshmead,\"aswegoforthedoctor。Dr。Menteithhasagreatname。Helivesclosebyyourhotel,sir。
Astheywent,Vizardaskedhimwhathemeantbysayingthisaccidentwouldcostherabrokenheart。
\"Why,sir,\"saidAshmead,\"heisonhisgoodbehaviortogetback;hasbeenformonthsbeggingandprayingjusttobeletliveunderthesameroof。Shehasalwaysrefused。Butsomefellowshavesuchluck。Idon\'tsayhefelldownatraponpurpose;buthehasdoneit,andnobrokenbones,butplentyofblood。Thatistheverythingtoovercomeawoman\'sfeelings;andsheisnotproofagainstpity。Hewillhaveheragain。Why,sheishisnursenow;andseehowthatwillwork。Wehaveaweek\'smorebusinesshere;and,bybadluck,adeadfortnight,allalongofDublinfallingthroughunexpectedly。HeisasartfulasOldNick;hewillspinoutthatbrokenheadofhisandmakeitlastallthethreeweeks;andshewillnursehim,andhewillbeweak,andgrateful,andcry,andbegherpardonsixtimesaday,andsheisonlyawoman,afterall:andtheyaremanandwife,whenallisdone:theroadisbeaten。Theywillrunuponitagain,tillhistimeisuptoplaytherogueasbadasever。\"
\"Youtortureme,\"saidVizard。
\"IamafraidIdo,sir。ButIfeelitmyduty。Mr。Vizard,youareanoblegentleman,andIamonlywhatyousee;butthehumblestfolkwillhavetheirlikesanddislikes,andIhaveagreatrespectforyou,sir。I
can\'ttellyouthemixtureofthingsIfeelwhenIseeyouinthesameboxeverynight。Ofcourse,Iamheragent,andthehousewouldnotbecompletewithoutyou;butasamanIamsorry。Especiallynowthatshehaslethimintoherhouse。Takeahumblefriend\'sadvice,sir,andcutit。Don\'tyoucomebetweenanywomanandherhusband,especiallyapubliclady。Shewillneverbemoretoyouthansheis。Sheisagoodwoman,andhemustkeepgainingground。Hehasgotthepull。Rouseallyourpride,sir,andyourmanhood,andyouhavegotplentyofboth,andcutit;don\'tlookrightnorleft,butcutit——andforgivemypresumption。\"
Vizardwasgreatlymoved。\"Givemeyourhand,\"hesaid;\"youareaworthyman。I\'llactonyouradvice,andneverforgetwhatIoweyou。Sticktomelikealeech,andseemeoffbythenexttrain,forIamgoingtotearmyheartoutofmybosom。\"
Luckilytherewasatraininhalfanhour,andAshmeadsawhimoff;thenwenttosupper。HedidnotreturntoIna\'slodgings。HedidnotwanttoseeSevernenursed。Helikedthefellow,too;buthesawthroughhimclean;andheworshipedInaKlosking。
CHAPTERXXX。
AToneo\'clocknextday,AshmeadreceivedanotefromMademoiselleKlosking,saying,\"ArrangewithMr。X——toclosemytourwithManchester。Paythefortnight,ifrequired。\"Shewaswiththecompanyatamonth\'snoticeoneitherside,youmustunderstand。
Insteadofgoingtothemanager,hewentatonce,inutterdismay,toMademoiselleKlosking,andtherelearnedinsubstancewhatImustnowbrieflyrelate。
MissGalefoundEdwardSevernedepositedonasofa。Inawasonherkneesbyhisside,sponginghisbleedingtemple,withlooksofgentlepity。
Strangetosay,thewoundwasinthesameplaceashiswife\'s,butmorecontused,andnolargeveinwasdivided。MissGalesoonstanchedthat。
Sheaskedhimwherehispainwas。Hesaiditwasinhisheadandhisback;andhecastahaggard,anxiouslookonher。
\"Takemyarm,\"saidshe。\"Now,standup。\"
Hetried,butcouldnot,andsaidhislegswerebenumbed。MissGalelookedgrave。
\"Layhimonmybed,\"saidLaKlosking。\"Thatisbetterthanthesehardcouches。\"
\"Youareright,\"saidMissGale。\"Ringfortheservants。Hemustbemovedgently。\"
Hewascarriedin,andsetupontheedgeofthebed,andhiscoatandwaistcoattakenoff。Thenhewaslaidgentlydownonthebed,andcoveredwithadownquilt。
DoctressGalethenrequestedInatoleavetheroom,whileshequestionedthepatient。
Inaretired。InamomentortwoMissGalecameouttohersoftly。
Atsightofherface,LaKloskingsaid,\"Oh,dear;itismoreseriousthanwethought。\"
\"Veryserious。
\"PoorEdward!\"
\"Collectallyourcourage,forIcannotlie,eithertopatientorfriend。\"
\"Andyouareright,\"saidLaKlosking,trembling。\"Iseeheisindanger。\"
\"Worsethanthat。Wherethere\'sdangerthereishope。Herethereisnone。
HEISADEADMAN!\"
\"Oh,no!no!\"
\"Hehasbrokenhisback,andnothingcansavehim。Hislowerlimbshavealreadylostsensation。Deathwillcreepovertherest。Donotdisturbyourmindwithidlehopes。YouhavetwothingstothankGodfor——thatyoutookhimintoyourownhouse,andthathewilldieeasily。Indeed,werehetosuffer,Ishouldstupefyhimatonce,fornothingcan_hurt_him。\"
InaKloskingturnedfaintandherkneesgavewayunderher。Rhodaministeredtoher;andwhileshewassoemployed,Dr。Menteithwasannounced。Hewasshownintothepatient,andtheaccidentdescribedtohim。Hequestionedthepatient,andexaminedhimalone。
Hethencameout,andsaidhewoulddrawaprescription。Hedidso。
\"Doctor,\"saidLaKlosking,\"tellmethetruth。ItcannotbeworsethanI
fear。\"
\"Madam,\"saidthedoctor,\"medicinecandonothingforhim。Thespinalcordisdivided。Givehimanythinghefancies,andmyprescriptionifhesufferspain,nototherwise。ShallIsendyouanurse?\"
\"No,\"saidMademoiselleKlosking,_\"we_willnursehimnightandday。\"
Heretired,andthefriendsenteredontheirsadduties。
WhenSevernesawthembothbyhisbedside,withearnestlooksofpity,hesaid,\"Donotworryyourselves。I\'mbookedforthelongjourney。Ah,well,IshalldiewhereIoughttohavelived,andmighthave,ifIhadnotbeenafool。\"
Inaweptbitterly。
Theynursedhimnightandday。Hesufferedlittle,andwhenhedid,MissGalestupefiedthepainatonce;for,asshetrulysaid,\"Nothingcanhurthim。\"Vitalitygraduallyretiredtohishead,andlingeredthereawholeday。But,tohislastmoment,theartofpleasingneverabandonedhim。Insteadofworryingforthisorthateverymoment,heshowedinthisdesperateconditionsingularpatienceandwell-bredfortitude。Hecheckedhiswife\'stears;assuredheritwasallforthebest,andthathewasreconciledtotheinevitable。\"IhavehadahappiertimethanIdeserve,\"
saidhe,\"andnowIhaveapainlessdeath,nursedbytwosweetwomen。MyonlyregretisthatIshallnotbeabletorepayyourdevotion,Ina,norbecomeworthyofyourfriendship,MissGale。\"
Hediedwithoutfear,itbeinghisconvictionthatheshouldreturnafterdeathtothepreciseconditioninwhichhewasbeforebirth;andwhentheybeggedhimtoseeaclergyman,hesaid,\"Praydonotgiveyourselvesorhimthattrouble。Icanmeltbackintotheuniversewithouthisassistance。\"
Heevendiedcontent;forthispolishedBohemianhadoftenforeseenthat,ifhelivedlong,heshoulddiemiserably。
Butthemainfeatureofhisendwashisextraordinarypoliteness。HepaidMissGalecomplimentsjustasifhewereathiseaseonasofa:andscarceanhourbeforehisdeceasehesaid,faintly,\"Ideclare——Ihavebeensobusy——dying——IhaveforgottentosendmykindregardstogoodMr。
Ashmead。PraytellhimIdidnotforgethiskindnesstome。\"
Hejustceasedtolive,soquietwashisdeath,andasmilerestedonhisdeadfeatures,andtheywereasbeautifulasever。
Soendedafair,perniciouscreature,endowedtoorichlywiththeartofpleasing,andquitedevoidofprinciple。Fewbadmenknewrightsowell,andwentsowrong。Inaburiedherfaceforhoursonhisbed,andkissedhiscoldfeaturesandhand。Shehadtoldhimbeforehediedshewouldrecallallherresolutions,ifhewouldlive。Buthewasgone。Deathburiesaman\'smanyfaults,andhisfewvirtuesriseagain。Shemournedhimsincerely,andwouldnotbecomforted;shepurchasedaburyingplaceforever,andlaidhiminit;thenshetookherachingheartfaraway,andwaslosttothepublicandtoallherEnglishfriends。
ThefaithfulRhodaaccompaniedherhalfwaytoLondon;thenreturnedtoherowndutiesinBarfordshire。
CHAPTERXXXI。
IMUSTnowretrogradealittletorelatesomethingrathercurious,andI
hopenotuninteresting。
ZoeVizardhadbeenforsometimeactingonMrs。Gale\'sadvice;building,planningforthegoodofthepoor,andgoingoutofherselfmoreandmore。ShecomparednotesconstantlywithMissGale,andconceivedafriendshipforher。Ithadbeenalongtimecoming,becauseatfirstshedislikedMissGale\'smannersverymuch。Butthatladyhadnursedhertenderly,andnowadvisedher,andZoe,whocouldnotdoanythingbyhalves,becamedevotedtoher。
Asshewarmedtohergoodwork,shegavesignsofclearerjudgment。ShenevermentionedSeverne;butshenolongerabsolutelyavoidedInaKlosking\'sname;andonedayshespokeofherasahigh-principledwoman;forwhichtheGalekissedheronthespot。
Onenamesheoftenuttered,andalwayswithregretandself-reproach——LordUxmoor\'s。Ithinkthat,nowshewasherselfbuildingandplanningforthepermanentimprovementofthepoor,shefeltthetieofakindredsentiment。Uxmoorwasherpredecessorinthisgoodwork,too;andwouldhavebeenherassociate,ifshehadnotbeensoblind。
Thisthoughtstruckdeepinher。HermindranmoreandmoreonUxmoor,hismanliness,hiscourageinherdefense,andhisgentlemanlyfortitudeandbraveryinleavingher,withoutaword,atherrequest。Runningoverallthese,sheoftenblushedwithshame,andhereyesfilledwithsorrowatthinkingofhowshehadtreatedhim;andlosthimforeverbynotdeservinghim。
Sheevenmadeobliqueandtimidinquiries,butcouldlearnnothingofhim,exceptthathesentperiodicalremittancestoMissGale,formanaginghisimprovements。These,however,cameinthroughacountryagentfromatownagent,andleftnoclew。
Butonefineday,withnowarningexcepttohisownpeople,LordUxmoorcamehome;andthenextdayrodetoHillstoketotalkmattersoverwithMissGale。Hewasfortunateenoughtofindherathome。Hethankedherforthezealandenthusiasmshehadshown,andtheprogresshisworkshadmadeunderhersupervision。
HewasgoingawaywithoutevenmentioningtheVizardfamily。
ButthecraftyGaledetainedhim。\"GoingtoVizardCourt?\"saidshe。
\"No,\"saidhe,verydryly。
\"Ah,Iunderstand;butperhapsyouwouldnotmindgoingwithmeasfarasIslip。ThereissomethingthereIwishyoutosee。\"
\"Humph?Isitanythingveryparticular?Because——\"
\"Itis。Threecottagesrising,withlittleflowergardensinfront。
Squareplotsbehind,andarrangementsforbreedingcalves,withotheringeniousnovelties。Anewheadcomeintoourbusiness,mylord。\"
\"YouhaveconvertedVizard?Ithoughtyouwould。Heisasatiricalfellow,buthewilllistentoreason。\"
\"No,itisnotMr。Vizard;indeed,itisnoconvertofmine。Itisanindependententhusiast。ButIreallybelieveyourworkathomehadsomehandinfiringherenthusiasm。\"
\"Alady!DoIknowher?\"
\"Youmay。IsupposeyouknoweverybodyinBarfordshire。Willyoucome?
Do!\"
\"OfcourseIwillcome,MissGale。Pleasetelloneofyourpeopletowalkmyhorsedownafterus。\"
Shehadherhatoninamoment,andwalkedhimdowntoIslip。
Hertonguewasnotidleontheroad。\"Youdon\'taskafterthepeople,\"
saidshe。\"There\'spoorMissVizard。Shehadasadillness。Wewerealmostafraidweshouldloseher。\"
\"Heavenforbid!\"saidUxmoor,startledbythissuddennews。
\"MademoiselleKloskinggotquitewell;andoh!whatdoyouthink?Mr。
Severneturnedouttobeherhusband。\"
\"Whatisthat?\"shoutedUxmoor,andstoppeddeadshort。\"Mr。Severneamarriedman!\"
\"Yes;andMademoiselleKloskingamarriedwoman。\"
\"Youamazeme。Why,thatMr。SevernewaspayinghisattentionstoMissVizard。\"
\"SoIusedtofancy,\"saidRhodacarelessly。\"Butyouseeitcameouthewasmarried,andsoofcourseshepackedhimoffwithafleainhisear。\"
\"Didshe?Whenwasthat?\"
\"Letmesee,itwasthe17thofOctober。\"
\"Why,thatwastheverydayIleftEngland。\"
\"Howodd!Whydidyounotstayanotherweek?Gentlemenaresoimpatient。
Nevermind,thatisanoldstorynow。Hereweare;thosearethecottages。Theworkmenareatdinner。Tentoonetheenthusiastisthere:
thisishertime。Youstayhere。I\'llgoandsee。\"
Shewentoffontiptoe,andpeepedandpriedhereandthere,likeayoungwitch。Presentlyshetookafewstepstowardhim,withherfingermysteriouslytoherlips,andbeckonedhim。Heenteredintothepantomime——sheseemedsoearnestinit——andcametohersoftly。
\"Dojusttakeapeepinatthatopeningforadoor,\"saidshe,\"thenyou\'llseeher;herbackisturned。Sheislovely;only,youknow,shehasbeenill,andIdon\'tthinksheisveryhappy。\"
Uxmoorthoughtthispeepingatenthusiastsratheranoddproceeding,butMissGalehadprimedhiscuriosity,andhefeltnaturallyproudofafemalepupil。Hesteppeduplightly,lookedinatthedoor,and,tohisamazement,sawZoeVizardsittingonacarpenter\'sbench,withherlovelyheadinthesun\'srays。Hestarted,thengazed,thendevouredherwithhiseyes。
What!wasthishispupil?
Howgentleandsadsheseemed!Allhisstoicismmeltedatthesightofher。Shesatinasweet,pensiveattitude,paleanddrooping,but,tohisfancy,lovelierthanever。Shegavealittlesigh。Hisheartyearned。Shetookoutaletter,readitslowly,andsaid,softlyandslowly,\"Poorfellow!\"Hethoughtherecognizedhisownhandwriting,andcouldstandnomore。Herushed,in,andwasgoingtospeaktoher;butshescreamed,andnoconjurerevermadeacarddisappearquickerthanshedidthatletter,assheboundedawaylikeadeer,andstood,blushingscarlet,andpalpitatingallover。
Uxmoorwasashamedofhis_brusquerie。_\"WhatabruteIamtofrightenyoulikethis!\"saidhe。\"Prayforgiveme;butthesightofyou,afterallthesewearymonths——andyousaid\'Poorfellow!\'\"
\"DidI?\"saidZoe,faintly,lookingscared。
\"Yes,sweetZoe,andyouwerereadingaletter。\"
Noreply。
\"Ithoughtthepoorfellowmightbemyself。NotthatIamtobepitied,ifyouthinkofmestill。\"
\"Ido,then——veryoften。Oh,LordUxmoor,Iwanttogodownonmykneestoyou。\"
\"Thatisodd,now;foritisexactlywhatIshouldliketodotoyou。\"
\"Whatfor?ItisIwhohavebehavedsoill。\"
\"Nevermindthat;Iloveyou。\"
\"Butyoumustn\'t。Youmustlovesomeworthyperson。\"
\"Oh,youleavethattome。Ihavenootherintention。ButmayIjustseewhoseletteryouwerereading?\"
\"Oh,praydon\'taskme。\"
\"Iinsistonknowing。\"
\"Iwillnottellyou。Thereitis。\"Shegaveittohimwithaguiltyair,andhidherface。
\"DearZoe,supposeIweretorepeattheofferImadehere?\"
\"Iadviseyounot,\"saidshe,allinaflurry。
\"Why?\"
\"Because。Because——Imightsay\'Yes。\'\"
\"Well,thenI\'lltakemychanceoncemore。Zoe,willyoutryandloveme?\"
\"Try?IbelieveIdoloveyou,ornearly。Ithinkofyouveryoften。\"
\"Thenyouwilldosomethingtomakemehappy。\"
\"Anything;everything。\"
\"Willyoumarryme?\"
\"Yes,thatIwill,\"saidZoe,almostimpetuously;\"andthen,\"withagrandlookofconsciousbeauty,\"Ican_make_youforgiveme。\"
Uxmoor,onthis,caughtherinhisarms,andkissedherwithsuchfirethatsheutteredalittlestifledcryofalarm;butitwassoonfollowedbyasighofcomplacency,andshesunk,resistless,onhismanlybreast。
So,aftertwosieges,hecarriedthatfaircitadelbyassault。
Thenletnotthemanlyheartdespair,nortakeamerebraceof\"Noes\"
fromanywoman。Nothingshortofthreenegativesisserious。
Theywalkedoutinarm-in-armandveryclosetoeachother;andhelefther,solemnlyengaged。
Leavingthispairtothedelightsofcourtship,andgrowingaffectiononZoe\'sside——forawarmattachmentofthenoblestkinddidgrow,bydegrees,outofherpenitence,andesteem,anddesiretorepairherfault——Imustnowtakeuptheotherthreadofthisnarrative,andapologizeforhavinginvertedtheorderofevents;foritwas,inreality,severaldaysafterthishappyscenethatMademoiselleKloskingsentforMissGale。
CHAPTERXXXII。
VIZARD,then,withAshmead,returnedhomeindespair;andZoe,nowhappyinherownmind,wasalltendernessandsisterlyconsolation。Theyopenedtheirheartstoeachother,andsheshowedherwishtorepaythedebtsheowedhim。Howfarshemighthavesucceeded,intime,willneverbeknown。
Forhehadhardlybeenhomeaweek,whenMissGalereturned,allinblack,andtoldhimSevernewasdeadandburied。
Hewasstartled,andevenshocked,rememberingoldtimes;butitwasnotinhumannatureheshouldbesorry。Nottobeindecorouslygladatsoopportuneanexitwasallthatcouldbeexpectedfromhim。
Whenshehadgivenhimthedetails,hisfirstquestionwas,\"Howdidshebearit?\"
\"Sheisterriblycutup——morethanonewouldthinkpossible;forshewasiceandmarbletohimbeforehewashurttodeath。\"
\"Whereisshe?\"
\"GonetoLondon。Shewillwritetome,Isuppose——poordear。Butonemustgivehertime。\"
FromthathourVizardwasinastateofexcitement,hopingtohearfromInaKlosking,orabouther;butunwilling,fromdelicacy,tohurrymatters。
Atlasthebecameimpatient,andwrotetoAshmead,whoseaddresshehad,andsaid,frankly,hehadadelicacyinintrudingonMademoiselleKlosking,inhergrief。Yethisownfeelingswouldnotallowhimtoseemtoneglecther。WouldMr。Ashmead,then,tellhimwhereshewas,asshehadnotwrittentoanyoneinBarfordshire——noteventohertriedfriend,MissGale。
Hereceivedananswerbyreturnofpost。
\"DEARSIR——IamgrievedtotellyouthatMademoiselleKloskinghasretiredfrompubliclife。Shewrotetome,threeweeksago,fromDover,requestingmetoaccept,asatokenofheresteem,thesurplusmoneyI
holdinhandforher——Ialwaysdrewhersalary——andbiddingmefarewell。
Thesumincludedherprofitsbypsalmody,minusherexpenses,andwassolargeitcouldneverhavebeenintendedasamererecognitionofmyhumbleservices;andIthinkIhaveseldomfeltsodown-heartedasonreceivingthisprincelydonation。Ithasenabledmetotakebetteroffices,anditmaybethefoundationofalittlefortune;butIfeelthatIhavelostthetrulygreatladywhohasmadeamanofme。Sir,therelishisgoneformyoccupation:IcanneverbesohappyasIwasinworkingtheinterestsofthatgreatgenius,whosevoicemadeourleadingsopranisoundlikewhistles,andwhohonoredmewithherfriendship。Sir,shewasnotlikeotherleadingladies。Sheneverbragged,neverspokeillofanyone;and_you_cantestifytohervirtueandherdiscretion。
\"IamtrulysorrytolearnfromyouthatshehaswrittentonooneinBarfordshire。Isaw,byherlettertome,shehadleftthestage;butherdroppingyoualllooksasifshehadlefttheworld。Idohopeshehasnotbeensomadastogointooneofthosecursedconvents。
\"Mr。Vizard,IwillnowwritetofriendsinalltheContinentaltownswherethereisgoodmusic。Shewillnotbeabletokeepawayfromthatlong。Iwillalsosendphotographs;andhopewemayhearsomething。Ifnot,perhapsa_judiciousadvertisement_mightremindherthatsheisinflictingpainuponpersonstowhomsheisdear。Iam,sir,yourobligedandgratefulservant,JOSEPHASHMEAD。\"
Herewasablow。IreallybelieveVizardfeltthismoredeeplythanallhisotherdisappointments。
Hebroodedoveritforadayortwo;andthen,ashethoughtMissGaleaveryill-usedperson,thoughnot,ofcourse,soill-usedashimself,hetookherAshmead\'sletter。
\"Thisisnice!\"saidshe。\"There——Imustgiveuplovingwomen。Besides,theythrowmeoverthemomentamancomes,ifithappenstobetherightone。\"
\"Unnaturalcreatures!\"saidVizard。
\"Ungrateful,atallevents。\"
\"Doyouthinkshehasgoneintoaconvent?\"
\"Notshe。Inthefirstplace,sheisaProtestant;and,inthesecond,sheisnotafool。\"
\"Iwilladvertise。\"
\"Theidea!\"
\"DoyouthinkIamgoingtositdownwithmyhandsbeforeme,andloseherforever?\"
\"No,indeed;Idon\'tthinkyouarethatsortofamanatall,ha!ha!\"
\"Oh,MissGale,pityme。Tellmehowtofindher。ThatFannyDoversayswomenareonlyenigmastomen;theyunderstandoneanother。\"
\"What,\"saidRhoda,turningswiftlyonhim;\"doesthatlittlechitpretendtoreadmynobleIna?\"
\"Ifshecannot,perhapsyoucan。Youaresoshrewd。Dotellme,whatdoesitallmean?\"
\"Itmeansnothingatall,Idaresay;onlyawoman\'simpulse。Theyaresuchgeeseattimes,everyoneofthem。\"
\"Oh,ifIdidbutknowwhatcountrysheisin,Iwouldransackit。\"
\"Hum!——countriesarebiggishplaces。\"
\"Idon\'tcare。\"
\"Whatwillyougivemetotellyouwheresheisatthismoment?\"
\"AllIhaveintheworld。\"
\"Thatissufficient。Well,then,firstassignmeyourestates;thenfetchmeanordnancemapofcreation,andIwillputmyfingeronher。\"
\"Youlittlemockingfiend,you!\"
\"Iamnot。I\'matall,beneficentangel;andI\'lltellyouwheresheis——fornothing。Keepyourland:whowantsit?——itisonlyabother。\"
\"Forpity\'ssake,don\'ttriflewithme。\"
\"Ineverwill,whereyourheartisinterested。SheisatZutzig。\"
\"Ah,yougoodgirl!Shehaswrittentoyou。\"
\"Notaline,themonster!AndI\'llserveherout。I\'llteachhertoplayhide-and-seekwithGale,M。D。!\"
\"Zutzig!\"saidVizard;\"howcanyouknow?\"
\"Whatdoesthatmatter?Well,yes——Iwillrevealthementalprocess。
Firstofall,shehasgonetohermother。\"
\"Howdoyouknowthat?\"