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  TherewasnolatedinneratSomervilleVilla。Indeed,ladies,lefttothemselves,seldomdinelate。Natureisstronginthem,andtheyarehungriestwhenthesunishigh。Atseveno\'clockZoeVizardwasseatedatherdesktryingtowritetoLordUxmoor。Shesighed,shemoaned,shebegan,anddroppedthepenandhidherface。Shebecamealmostwild;andinthatstatesheatlastdashedoffwhatfollows:

  \"DEARLORDUXMOOR——Forpity\'ssake,forgivethemadwordsIsaidtoyoutoday。Itisimpossible。Icandonomorethanadmireandesteemyou。Myheartisgonefrommeforever。Prayforgiveme,thoughIdonotdeserveit;andneverseemenorlookatmeagain。Iaskpardonformyvacillation。Ithasbeendisgraceful;butithasended,andIwasunderagreaterror,whichIcannotexplaintoyou,whenIledyoutobelieveI

  hadahearttogiveyou。Myeyesareopened。Ourpathslieasunder。Pray,prayforgiveme,ifitispossible。Iwillneverforgivemyself,norceasetoblessandrevereyou,whomIhaveusedsoill。

  ZOEVIZARD。\"

  ThatdayUxmoordinedalonewithhismother,forawonder,andhetoldherhowMissVizardhadcomeround;hetoldheralsoaboutthebull,butsovilelythatshehardlycomprehendedhehadbeeninanydanger:theseencountersarerarelydescribedtothelife,exceptbyuswhoavoidthem——exceptonpaper。

  LadyUxmoorwasmuchpleased。Shewasaproud,politiclady,andthiswasajudiciousunionoftwopowerfulhousesinthecounty,andonethatwouldalmostcommandtheelections。But,aboveall,sheknewherson\'sheartwasinthematch,andshegavehimamother\'ssympathy。

  Assheretired,shekissedhimandsaid,\"Whenyouarequitesureoftheprize,tellme,andIwillcalluponher。\"

  Beingalone,LordUxmoorlightedacigarandsmokeditinmeasurelesscontent。Theservantbroughthimanoteonasalver。Ithadcomebyhand。

  Uxmooropeneditandreadeverywordstraightthrough,downto\"ZoeVizard;\"readit,andsatpetrified。

  Hereaditagain。Hefeltasortofsicknesscomeoverhim。Heswallowedatumblerofport,awineherarelytouched;buthefeltworsenowthanafterthebullfight。Thisdone,heroseandstalkedlikeawoundedlionintothedrawing-room,whichwasonthesamefloor,andlaidtheletterbeforehismother。

  \"Youareawomantoo,\"saidhe,alittlehelplessly。\"Tellme——whatonearthdoesthismean?\"

  Thedowagerreaditslowlyandkeenly,andsaid,\"Itmeans——anotherman。\"

  \"Ah!\"saidUxmoor,withasortofsnarl。

  \"Haveyouseenanyoneabouther?\"

  \"No;notlately。AtVizardCourttherewas。Butthatisallovernow,I

  conclude。ItwasaMr。Severne,anadventurer,afellowthatwascaughtoutinaliebeforeusall。VizardtellsmealadycameandclaimedhimbeforeMissVizard,andheranaway。\"

  \"Anunworthyattachment,inshort?\"

  \"Veryunworthy,ifitwasanattachmentatall。\"

  \"WasheatVizardCourtwhenshedeclinedyourhand?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Didheremain,afteryouwent?\"

  \"Isupposeso。Yes,hemusthave。\"

  \"Thenthewholethingisclear:thatmanhascomeforwardagainunexpectedly,orwritten,andshedismissesyou。Mydarling,thereisbutonethingforyoutodo。Leaveher,andthankherfortellingyouintime。Alesshonorablefoolwouldhavehiddenit,andthenwemighthavehadaCountessofUxmoorintheDivorceCourtsomedayorother。

  \"Ihadbettergoabroad,\"saidUxmoor,withagroan。\"Thiscountryispoisonedforme。\"

  \"Go,byallmeans。LetJannewaypackupyourthingsto-morrow。\"

  \"Ishouldliketokillthatfellowfirst。\"

  \"Youwillnotevenwasteathoughtonhim,ifyouaremyson。\"

  \"Youareright,mother。WhatamItosaytoher?\"

  \"Notaword。\"

  \"What,notanswerherletter?Itishumbleenough,Iamsure——poorsoul!

  Mother,Iamwretched,butIamnotbitter,andmyrivalwillrevengeme。\"

  \"Uxmoor,yourgoingabroadistheonlyanswersheshallhave。Thewisestman,inthesematters,whoeverlivedhasleftaruleofconducttoeverywell-bornman——arulewhich,believeme,iswisdomitself:

  \"Lebruitestpourlefat,laplainteestpourlesot;L\'honnetehommetrompe\';s\'e\'loigne,etneditmot。\"

  Youwillmakeatour,andnotsayawordtoMissVizard,good,bad,norindifferent。Iinsistuponthat。\"

  \"Verywell。Thankyou,dearmother;youguideme,anddon\'tletmemakeafoolofmyself,forIamterriblycutup。YouwillbetheonlyCountessofUxmoorinmyday。\"

  Thenhekneltatherfeet,andshekissedhisheadandcriedoverhim;

  buthertearsonlymadethisproudladystronger。

  Nextdayhestartedonhistravels。

  Now,butforZoe,hewouldonnoaccounthaveleftEnglandjustthen;forhewasjustgoingtobuildmodelcottagesinhisownvillage,upondesignsofhisown,eachwithalittleplot,andapublicwarehouseorgranary,withdivisionsfortheirpotatoesandapples,etc。However,heturnedthisoverinhismindwhile。hewaspacking;heplacedcertainplansandpapersinhisdispatchbox,andtookhistickettoTaddington,insteadofgoingatoncetoLondon。FromTaddingtonhedroveovertoHillstokeandaskedforMissGale。TheytoldhimshewasfixedatVizardCourt。Thatvexedhim:hedidnotwanttomeetVizard。HethoughtitthepartofaJerrySneaktogoandhowltoabrotheragainsthissister。YetifVizardquestionedhim,howcouldheconcealtherewassomethingwrong?

  However,hewentdowntoVizardCourt;butsaidtotheservantwhoopenedthedoor,\"Iamratherinahurry,sir:doyouthinkyoucouldprocuremeafewminuteswithMissGale?YouneednottroubleMr。Vizard。\"

  \"Yes,mylaud。Certainly,mylaud。Pleasestepinthemorning-room,mylaud。Mr。Vizardisout。\"

  Thatwasfortunate,andMissGalecamedowntohimdirectly。

  FannytookthatopportunitytochatterandtellMademoiselleKloskingallaboutLordUxmoorandhispassionforZoe。\"Andhewillhaveher,too,\"

  saidshe,boldly。

  LordUxmoortoldMissGalehehadcalleduponbusiness。Hewasobligedtoleavehomeforatime,andwishedtoplacehisprojectsunderthecareofapersonwhocouldreallysympathizewiththem,andmakeadditionstothem,ifnecessary。\"Men,\"saidhe,\"arealwaysmakingoversightsinmattersofdomesticcomfort:besides,youarefullofideas。Iwantyoutobeviceroywithfullpower,andactjustasyouwouldifthevillagebelongedtoyou。\"

  Rhodacoloredhighatthecompliment。

  \"Wells,cows,granary,realeducation——whatyoulike\"saidhe。\"Iknowyourmind。Beginabolishingthelowerordersintheonlywaytheycanbegotridof——byraisingthemincomfort,cleanliness,decency,andknowledge。ThenIshallnotbemissed。I\'mgoingabroad。\"

  \"Goingabroad?\"

  \"Yes。Herearemyplans:alterthemforthebetterifyoucan。Alltheworktobedonebythevillagers。Weeklywages。Webuymaterials。Theywillbemorereconciledtoimproveddwellingswhentheybuildthemthemselves。Herearetheaddressesofthepeoplewhowillfurnishmoney。

  Itwillentailtraveling;butmypeoplewillalwaysmeetyouatthestation,ifyoutelegraphfromTaddington。Youaccept?Athousandthanks。

  IamafraidImustbeoff。\"

  Shewentintothehallwithhim,halfbewildered,andonlyatthedoorfoundtimetoaskafterZoeVizard。

  \"Alittlebetter,Ithink,thanwhenshecame。\"

  \"Doessheknowyouaregoingabroad?\"

  \"No;Idon\'tthinkshedoes,yet。Itwassettledallinahurry。\"

  Heescapedfurtherquestioningbyhurryingaway。

  MissGalewasstilllookingafterhim,whenInaKloskingcamedown,dressedforawalk,andleaninglightlyonMissDover\'sarm。ThiswasbypreviousconsentofMissGale。

  \"Well,dear,\"saidFanny,\"whatdidhesaytoyou?\"

  \"Somethingthathassurprisedandpuzzledmeverymuch。\"Shethenrelatedthewholeconversation,withherusualprecision。

  InaKloskingobservedquietlytoFannythatthisdidnotlooklikesuccessfulwooing。

  \"Idon\'tknowthat,\"saidFanny,stoutly。\"Oh,MissGale,didyounotaskhimabouther?\"

  \"CertainlyIdid;andhesaidshewasbetterthanwhenshefirstcame。\"

  \"There!\"saidFanny,triumphantly。

  MissGalegaveheralittlepinch,andshedroppedthesubject。

  Vizardreturned,andfoundMademoiselleKloskingwalkingonhisgravel。

  Heofferedherhisarm,andwasahappyman,paradingherveryslowly,andsupportinghersteps,andpurringhiscongratulationsintoherear。

  \"SupposeIweretoinviteyoutodinner,whatwouldyousay?\"

  \"IthinkIshouldsay,\'To-morrow。\'\"

  \"Andaverygoodanswer,too。To-morrowshallbea_fete。\"_

  \"Youspoilme?\"

  \"Thatisimpossible。\"

  Itwasstrangetoseethemtogether;hesohappy,shesoapathetic,yetgracious。

  Nextmorningcameabitofhumannature——aletterfromZoetoFanny,almostentirelyoccupiedwithpraisesofLordUxmoor。ShetoldthebullstorybetterthanIhave——ifpossible——and,inshort,madeUxmooraheroofromance。

  Fannycarriedthisintriumphtotheotherladies,andreaditout。

  \"There!\"saidshe。\"Didn\'tItellyou?\"

  Rhodareadtheletter,andownedherselfpuzzled。\"Iamnot,then,\"saidFanny:\"theyareengaged——overthebull;likeEuropaandIforgotwho——andsoheisnotafraidtogoabroadnow。Thatisjustlikethemen。

  Theycooldirectlythechaseisover。\"

  NowthetruthwasthatZoewastryingtosootheherconsciencewithelegantpraisesofthemanshehaddismissed,andfeltguilty。

  InaKloskingsaidlittle。Shewaspuzzledtooatfirst。SheaskedtoseeZoe\'shandwriting。Theletterwashandedtoher。Shestudiedthecharacters。\"Itisagoodhand,\"shesaid;\"nothingmeanthere。\"Andshegaveitback。

  But,withaglance,shehadreadtheaddress,andlearnedthattheposttownwasBagley。

  Allthatday,atintervals,shebroughtherpowerfulunderstandingtobearontheparadox;andthoughshehadnotthefactsandtheclewIhavegiventhereader,shecamenearthetruthinanessentialmatter。ShesatisfiedherselfthatLordUxmoorwasnotengagedtoZoeVizard。

  Clearly,ifso,hewouldnotleaveEnglandformonths。Sheresolvedtoknowmore;andjustbeforedinnershewrotealinetoAshmead,andrequestedhimtocallonherimmediately。

  ThatdayshedinedwithVizardandtheladies。ShesatatVizard\'srighthand,andhetoldherhowproud,andhappyhewastoseeherthere。

  Sheblushedfaintly,butmadenoreply。

  Sheretiredsoonafterdinner。

  AllnextdaysheexpectedAshmead。

  Hedidnotcome。

  ShedinedwithVizardnextday,andretiredtothedrawing-room。Thepianowasopened,andsheplayedoneortwoexquisitethings,andafterwardtriedhervoice,butonlyinscales,andsomewhattimidly,forMissGalewarnedhershemightloseitorspoilitifshestrainedthevocalchordwhileherwholesystemwasweak。

  NextdayAshmeadcamewithapologies。

  Hehadspentadayinthecathedraltownonbusiness。Hedidnottellherhowhehadspentthatday,goingaboutpuffingherasthegreatestsingerofsacredmusicintheworld,andpavingthewaytoherengagementatthenextfestival。Yetthesingle-heartedJosephhadreallyraisedthatcommercialsuperstructureuponthesentimentsshehadutteredonhisfirstvisittoVizardCourt。

  Inanowheldaprivateconferencewithhim。\"Ithink,\"saidshe,\"Ihaveheardyousayyouwereonceanactor。\"

  \"Iwas,madam,andaverygoodone,too。\"

  _\"Celavasansdire。_Ineverknewonethatwasnot。Atallevents,youcandisguiseyourself。\"

  \"Anything,madam,fromGrandfatherWhiteheadtoaboyinapinafore。

  Famousformymake-ups。\"

  \"Iwishyoutowatchacertainhouse,andnotberecognizedbyapersonwhoknowsyou。\"

  \"Well,madam,nothingis_infradig,_ifdoneforyou;nothingisdistastefulifdoneforyou。\"

  \"Thankyou,myfriend。Ihavethoughtitwelltoputmyinstructionsonpaper。\"

  \"Ay,thatisthebestway。\"

  Shehandedhimtheinstructions。Hereadthem,andhiseyessparkled。

  \"Ah,thisisacommissionIundertakewithpleasure,andI\'llexecuteitwithzeal。\"

  Helefther,soonafter,tocarryouttheseinstructions,andthatveryeveninghewasinthewardrobeofthelittletheater,rummagingoutasuitablecostume,andalsoincloseconferencewiththewigmaker。

  NextdayVizardhadhismother\'ssablestakenoutandaired,anddroveMademoiselleKloskingintoTaddingtoninanopencarriage。Fannytoldhertheywerehismother\'ssables,andnonetocomparewiththeminthecountry。

  Onreturning,shetriedhervoicetotheharmoniuminherownantechamber,andfounditwasgainingstrength——likeherself。

  MeantimeZoeVizardmetSeverneinthegarden,andtoldhimshehadwrittentoLordUxmoor,andhewouldnevervisitheragain。Butshedidnotmakelightofthesacrificethistime。Shehadsacrificedherownself-respectaswellasUxmoor\'s,andshewassullenandtearful。

  Hehadtobeverywaryandpatient,orshewouldhavepartedwithhimtoo,andfledfrombothofthemtoherbrother。

  Uxmoor\'swoundedpridewouldhavebeensoothedcouldhehavebeenpresentatthefirstinterviewofthispair。HewouldhaveseenSevernetreatedwithahauteurandasortofsavagenesshehimselfwassafefrom,safeinherunshakenesteem。

  Buttheworldismadeforthosewhocankeeptheirtemper,especiallythefemalepartoftheworld。

  Sad,kind,andloving,butneverirritable,Severnesmootheddownandsoothedandcomfortedthewoundedgirl;and,seeinghertwoorthreetimesaday——forshewascompletelymistressofhertime——gothercompletelyintohispoweragain。

  Uxmoordidnotreply。

  Shehadmadeherselection。Lovebeckonedforward。Itwasuselesstolookback。

  Lovewasomnipotent。Theybothbegantorecovertheirgoodlooksasifbymagic;andasSeverne\'spassion,thoughwicked,wasearnest,nopoorbirdwasevermorecompletelyentangledbybird-limethanZoewascaughtbyEdwardSeverne。

  TheirusualplaceofmeetingwastheshrubberyattachedtoSomervilleVilla。Thetrees,beingyoung,madealltheclosershade,andthegravel-walkmeandered,andshutthemoutfromview。

  Severneusedtoenterthisshrubberybyalittlegateleadingfromthemeadow,andwaitunderthetreestillZoecametohim。Vizard\'sadvertisementsalarmedhim,andheusedtoseethecoastclearbeforeheenteredtheshrubbery,andalsobeforeheleftit。Hewassoparticularinthisthat,observingonedayanoldmandodderingaboutwithabasket,hewouldnotgointillhehadtakenalookathim。Hefounditwasanancientwhite-hairedvillagergatheringmushrooms。Theoldfellowwassostiff,andhishandsotrembling,thatittookhimaboutaminutetogatherasinglefungus。

  Togiveareasonforcominguptohim,Severnesaid,\"Howoldareyou,oldman?\"

  \"Ibeninety,measter,nextMartinmas-day。\"

  \"Onlyninety?\"saidourAdonis,contemptuously;\"youlookahundredandninety。\"

  Hewouldhavebeenlesscontemptuoushadheknownthatthemushroomswerealltoad-stools,andthevillagecentenairewasMr。JosephAshmead,resuminghisoriginalarts,andplayingGrandfatherWhiteheadonthegreengrass。

  CHAPTERXXV。

  MADEMOISELLEKLOSKINGtoldVizardthetimedrewnearwhenshemustleavehishospitablehouse。

  \"Sayamonthhence,\"saidhe。

  Sheshookherhead。

  \"Ofcourseyouwillnotstaytogratifyme,\"saidhe,halfsadly,halfbitterly。\"Butyouwillhavetostayaweekortwolonger_parordonnancedume\'decin。\"_

  \"Myphysicianisreconciledtomygoing。Wemustallbowtonecessity。\"

  Thiswassaidtoofirmlytoadmitareply。\"Theoldhousewillseemverydarkagainwheneveryoudogo,\"saidVizard,plaintively。

  \"Itwillsoonbebrightenedbyherwhoisitstrueandlastinglight,\"

  wasthesteadyreply。

  Adayortwopassedwithnothingtorecord,exceptthatVizardhungaboutInaKlosking,andbecame,ifpossible,moreenamoredofherandmoreunwillingtopartwithher。

  Mr。Ashmeadarrivedoneafternoonaboutthreeo\'clock,andwasmorethananhourwithher。Theyconversedveryearnestly,andwhenhewent,MissGalefoundheragitated。

  \"Thiswillnotdo,\"saidshe。

  \"Itwillpass,myfriend,\"saidIna。\"Iwillsleep。\"

  Shelaidherselfdownandsleptthreehoursbeforedinner。

  Shearoserefreshed,anddinedwiththelittleparty;andonretiringtothedrawing-room,sheinvitedVizardtojointhemathisconvenience。Hemadeithisconvenienceintenminutes。

  Thensheopenedthepiano,playedanintroduction,andelectrifiedthemallbysingingtheleadingsonginSiebel。Shedidnotsingitsopowerfullyasinthetheater;shewouldnothavedonethatevenifshecould:butstillshesungitout,andnobly。Itseemedamiracletohearsuchsinginginaroom。

  Vizardwasinraptures。

  Theycooledsuddenlywhensheremindedhimwhathehadsaid,thatshemuststaytillshecouldsingSiebel\'ssong。\"Ikeeptotheletterofthecontract,\"saidshe。\"Myfriends,thisismylastnightatVizardCourt。\"

  \"Pleasetryandshakethatresolution,\"saidVizard,gravely,toMesdemoisellesDoverandGale。

  \"Theycannot,\"saidIna。\"Itismydestiny。Andyet,\"saidshe,afterapause,\"Iwouldnothaveyouremembermebythatflimsything。Letmesingyouasongyourmotherloved;letmeberememberedinthishouse,asasinger,bythat。\"

  ThenshesungHandel\'ssong:

  \"WhatthoughItraceeachherbandflowerThatdecksthemorningdew?DidInotownJehovah\'spower,HowvainwereallIknew。\"

  Shesungitwithamazingpurity,volume,grandeur,andpower;thelustersrangandshook,theheartswerethrilled,andtheverysoulsofthehearersravished。Sheherselfturnedalittlepaleinsingingit,andthetearsstoodinhereyes。

  Thesonganditsinterpretationweresofarabovewhatpassesformusicthattheyallfeltcomplimentswouldbeanimpertinence。Theireyesandtheirlongdrawnbreathpaidthetruehomagetothatgreatmasterrightlyinterpreted——averyrareoccurrence。

  \"Ah!\"saidshe;\"thatwasthehandcouldbrandishGoliath\'sspear。\"

  \"Andthisishowyoureconcileustolosingyou,\"saidVizard。\"Youmightstay,atleast,tillyouhadgonethroughmypoormother\'scollection。\"

  \"Ah!IwishIcould。ButIcannot。Imustnot。MyFateforbidsit。\"

  \"\'Fate\'and\'destiny,\'\"saidVizard,\"stuffandnonsense。Wemakeourowndestiny。Mineistobeeternallydisappointed,andhappinesssnatchedoutofmyhands。\"

  Hehadnosoonermadethisprettyspeechthanhewasashamedofit,andstalkedoutoftheroom,nottosayanymoreunwisethings。

  ThisburstofspleenalarmedFannyDover。\"There,\"saidshe,\"nowyoucannotgo。Heisveryangry。\"

  InaKloskingsaidshewassorryforthat;buthewastoojustamantobeangrywithherlong:thedaywouldcomewhenhewouldapproveherconduct。Herlipquiveredalittleasshesaidthis,andthewaterstoodinhereyes:andthiswasrememberedandunderstood,longafter,bothbyMissDoverandRhodaGale。

  \"WhendoesyourRoyalHighnessproposetostart?\"inquiredRhodaGale,veryobsequiously,andjustalittlebitterly。

  \"To-morrowathalf-pastnineo\'clock,dearfriend,\"saidIna。

  \"Thenyouwillnotgowithoutme。YouwillgetthebetterofMr。Vizard,becauseheisonlyaman;butIamawoman,andhaveawillaswellasyou。Ifyoumakeajourneyto-morrow,Igowithyou。Denyme,andyoushan\'tgoatall。\"Hereyesflasheddefiance。

  Inamovedonestep,tookRhoda\'slittledefianthead,andkissedhercheek。\"Sweetphysicianandkindfriend,ofcourseyoushallgowithme,ifyouwill,andbeagreatblessingtome。\"

  ThisreconciledMissGaletotheproceedings。Shepackedupacarpet-bag,andwasupearly,makingprovisionsofeverysortforherpatient\'sjourney:airpillows,softwarmcoverings,medicaments,stimulants,etc。,inalittlebagslungacrosshershoulders。Thusfurnished,andequippedinauniformsuitofgrayclothandwideawakehat,shecutaverysprightlyandcommandingfigure,butmorelikeDianathanHebe。

  TheKloskingcamedown,apaleJuno,intravelingcostume;andaquarterofanhourbeforethetimeapair-horseflywasatthedoorandMr。

  Ashmeadinthehall。

  Theladieswerebothready。

  ButVizardhadnotappeared。

  Thiscausedanuneasydiscussion。

  \"Hemustbeveryangry,\"saidFanny,inahalfwhisper。

  \"Icannotgowhileheis,\"sighedLaKlosking。\"Thereisalimiteventomycourage。\"

  \"Mr。Harris,\"saidRhoda,\"wouldyoumindtellingMr。Vizard?\"

  \"Well,miss,\"saidHarris,softly,\"Ididstepinandtellhim。Whichhetoldmetogotothedevil,miss——ahobservationIneverknewhimtomakebefore。\"

  Thiswasnotencouraging。YettheKloskingquietlyinquiredwherehewas。

  \"Inthere,ma\'am,\"saidHarris。\"Inhisstudy。\"

  MademoiselleKlosking,placedbetweentwoalternatives,decidedwithherusualresolution。Shewalkedimmediatelytothedoorandtappedatit;

  then,scarcelywaitingforaninstant,openeditandwalkedinwithseemingfirmness,thoughherheartwasbeatingratherhigh。

  Thepeopleoutsidelookedatoneanother。\"Iwonderwhetherhewilltell_her_togotothedevil,\"saidFanny,whowasgettingtiredofbeinggood。

  \"Nouse,\"saidMissGale;\"shedoesn\'tknowtheroad。\"

  WhenLaKloskingenteredthestudy,Vizardwasseated,disconsolate,withtwopicturesbeforehim。Hisfacewasfullofpain,andLaKlosking\'sheartsmoteher。Shemovedtowardhim,hangingherhead,andsaid,withinimitablesweetnessandtenderness,\"Hereisaculpritcometotryandappeaseyou。\"

  Therecameatimethathecouldhardlythinkofthesewordsandherpenitent,submissivemannerwithdryeyes。Butjustthenhisblackdoghadbittenhim,andhesaid,sullenly,\"Oh,nevermindme。Itwasalwaysso。Yoursexhavealwaysmademesmartfor——Ifflyingfrommyhousebeforeyouarehalfrecoveredgivesyouhalfthepleasureitgivesmepainandmortification,saynomoreaboutit。\"

  \"Ah!whysayitgivesmepleasure?myfriend,youcannotreallythinkso。\"

  \"Idon\'tknowwhattothink。Youladiesareallriddles。\"

  \"ThenImusttakeyouintomyconfidence,and,withsomereluctance,I

  own,letyouknowwhyIleavethisdear,kindroofto-day。\"

  Vizard\'sgenerositytookthealarm。\"No,\"said,\"Iwillnotextortyourreasons。Itisashameofme。Yourbarewilloughttobelawinthishouse;andwhatreasonscouldreconcilemetolosingyousosuddenly?Youarethejoyofoureyes,thedelightofourears,theidolofallourhearts。Youwillleaveus,andtherewillbedarknessandgloom,insteadofsunshineandsong。Well,go;butyoucannotsoftentheblowwithreasons。\"

  MademoiselleKloskingflushed,andherbosomheaved;forthiswasastrongman,greatlymoved。Withinstinctivetact,shesawthebestwaytobringhimtohissenseswastogivehimagoodopeningtoretreat。

  \"Ah,monsieur,\"saidshe,\"youare_tropgrandseigneur。_Youentertainapoorwoundedsingerinachamberfewprincescanequal。Youplaceeverythingatherdisposal;suchaphysicianandnurseasnoqueencancommand;achoirtosingtoher;royalsablestokeepthewindfromher,andladiestowaitonher。Andwhenyouhavebroughtherbacktolife,yousaytoyourself,Sheisawoman;shewillnotbethoroughlycontentunlessyoutellhersheisadorable。So,outofpoliteness,youdescendtothelanguageofgallantry。Thiswasnotneeded。Idispensewiththatkindofcomfort。Ileaveyourhousebecauseitismyduty,andleaveityourgratefulservantandtruefriendtomylasthour。\"

  Shehadopenedthedoor,andVizardcouldnowescape。Hisobstinacyandhisheartwouldnotlethim。

  \"Donotfencewithme,\"saidhe。\"Leavethattoothers。Itisbeneathyou。Ifyouhadbeencontenttostay,Iwouldhavebeencontenttoshowmyheartbyhalves。Butwhenyouoffertoleaveme,youdrawfrommeanavowalIcannolongerrestrain,andyoumustandshalllistentoit。

  WhenIsawyouonthestageatHomburg,Iadmiredyouandlovedyouthatverynight。ButIknewfromexperiencehowseldominwomenoutwardgracesgowiththevirtuesofthesoul。Idistrustedmyjudgment。IfearedyouandIfledyou。Butourdestinybroughtyouhere,andwhenIheldyou,paleandwounded,inmyveryarms,myheartseemedtogooutofmybosom。\"

  \"Oh,nomore!nomore,pray!\"criedMademoiselleKlosking。

  Butthecurrentoflovewasnottobestemmed。\"SincethatterriblehourIhavebeeninheaven,watchingyourgradualandsurerecovery;butyouhaverecoveredonlytoabandonme,andyourhurrytoleavemedrivesmetodesperation。No,Icannotpartwithyou。Youmustnotleaveme,eitherthisdayoranyday。Givemeyourhand,andstayhereforever,andbethequeenofmyheartandofmyhouse。\"

  ForsometimeLaKloskinghadlostherusualcomposure。Herbosomheavedtumultuously,andherhandstrembled。Butatthisdistinctproposalthewholewomanchanged。Shedrewherselfup,withherpalecheekflushingandhereyesglittering。

  \"What,sir?\"saidshe。\"Haveyoureadmesoill?DoyounotknowIwouldratherbethemeanestdrudgethatgoesonherkneesandscrubsyourfloors,thanbequeenofyourhouse,asyoucallit?Ah,Jesu,areallmenalike,then;thathewhomIhavesorevered,whosemother\'ssongsI

  havesungtohim,makesmeaproposaldishonorabletomeandtohimself?\"

  \"Dishonorable!\"criedVizard。\"Why,whatcananymanoffertoanywomanmorehonorablethanIofferyou?Iofferyoumyheartandmyhand,andI

  say,donotgo,mydarling。Stayhereforever,andbemyqueen,mygoddess,mywife!\"

  \"YOURWIFE?\"Shestaredwildlyathim。\"Yourwife?AmIdreaming,orareyou?\"

  \"Neither。DoyouthinkIcanbecontentwithlessthanthat?Ina,Iadoreyou。\"

  Sheputherhandtoherhead。\"Iknownotwhoistoblameforthis,\"saidshe,andshetrembledvisibly。

  \"I\'lltaketheblame,\"saidhe,gayly。

  SaidIna,verygravely。\"You,whodomethehonortooffermeyourname,haveyouaskedyourselfseriouslywhathasbeenthenatureofmyrelationwithEdwardSeverne?\"

  \"No!\"criedVizard,violently;\"andIdonotmeanto。Iseeyoudespisehimnow;andIhavemyeyesandmysensestoguidemeinchoosingawife。

  Ichooseyou——ifyouwillhaveme。\"

  Shelistened,thenturnedhermoisteyesfulluponhim,andsaidtohim,\"Thisisthegreatesthonoreverbefellme。Icannottakeit。\"

  \"Nottakeit?\"

  \"No;butthatismymisfortune。Donotbemortified。Youhavenorivalinmyesteem。WhatshallIsay,myfriend?——atleastImaycallyouthat。IfIexplainnow,Ishallweepmuch,andlosemystrength。WhatshallIdo?

  Ithink——yes,thatwillbebest——_youshallgowithmeto-day。\"_

  \"Totheendoftheworld!\"

  \"Somethingtellsmeyouwillknowall,andforgiveme。\"

  \"ShallItakemybag?\"

  \"Youmighttakeaneveningdressandsomelinen。\"

  \"Verywell。Iwon\'tkeepyouamoment,\"saidhe,andwentupstairswithgreatalacrity。

  Shewentintothehall,withhereyesbentontheground,andwasimmediatelypinnedbyRhodaGale,whosepiercingeye,andinquisitivefingeronherpulse,soondiscoveredthatshehadgonethroughatryingscene。\"Thisisabadbeginningofanimprudentjourney,\"saidshe:\"I

  haveagreatmindtocountermandthecarriage。\"

  \"No,no,\"saidIna;\"Iwillsleepintherailwayandrecovermyself。\"

  Theladiesnowgotintothecarriage;Ashmeadinsistedongoinguponthebox;andVizardsoonappeared,andtookhisseatoppositeMissGaleandMademoiselleKlosking。Thelatterwhisperedherdoctress:\"Itwouldbewiseofmenottospeakmuchatpresent。\"LaGalecommunicatedthistoVizard,andtheydrovealongindeadsilence。Buttheywerenaturallycurioustoknowwheretheyweregoing;sotheyheldsomecommunicationwiththeireyes。TheyverysoonfoundtheyweregoingtoTaddingtonStation。

  Thencameadoubt——weretheygoingupordown?

  Thatwassoonresolved。

  Mr。Ashmeadhadhiredasalooncarriageforthem,withcouchesandconveniences。

  Theyenteredit;andMademoiselleKloskingsaidtoMissGale,\"ItisnecessarythatIshouldsleep。\"

  \"Youshall,\"saidMissGale。

  Whileshewasarrangingthepillowsandthings,LaKloskingsaidtoVizard,\"Weartistslearntosleepwhenwehaveworktodo。WithoutitI

  shouldnotbestrongenoughthisday。\"Shesaidthisinahalf-apologetictone,asoneanxiousnottogivehimanyshadowofoffense。

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