第17章
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  \"So_I_thought,tillIheardyousingit。\"

  \"And,afterSiebel,youboughtmyphotograph。\"

  \"Instantly。\"

  \"Andwastedpearlsonit。\"

  \"No,madam。Iwasteditonpearls。\"

  \"IfIwerewell,Ishouldcallthatextravagant。Butitispermittedtoflatterthesick——itiskind。Meyouoverrate,Ifear;butyoudowelltohonormusic。Ay,I,wholieherewoundedandbroken-hearted,dothankGodformusic。Ourbodiesaresooncrushed,ourlovesdecayorturntohate,butartisimmortal。\"

  Shecouldnolongerrollthisoutinhergrandcontralto,butshecouldstillraisehereyeswithenthusiasm,andherpalefacewasilluminated。

  Agrandsoulshonethroughher,thoughshewaspale,weak,andprostrate。

  Theyadmiredherinsilence。

  Afterawhilesheresumed,andsaid,\"IfIlive,Imustliveformyartalone。\"

  MissGalesawherapproachingadangeroustopic,soshesaid,hastily,\"Don\'tsay_if_youlive,please,becausethatisarranged。Youhavebeenoutofdangerthistwenty-fourhours,providedyoudonotrelapse;andI

  musttakecareofthat。\"

  \"Mykindfriend,\"saidIna,\"Ishallnotrelapse;onlymyweaknessispitiable。SometimesIcanscarcelyforbearcrying,Ifeelsoweak。WhenshallIbestronger?\"

  \"Youshallbealittlestrongereverythreedays。Therearealwaysupsanddownsinconvalescence。\"

  \"WhenshallIbestrongenoughtomove?\"

  \"Letmeanswerthatquestion,\"saidVizard。\"WhenyouarestrongenoughtosingusSiebel\'sgreatsong。\"

  \"There,\"saidFannyDover;\"thereisamercenaryhostforyou。Hemeanstohaveasongoutofyou。Tillthenyouarehisprisoner。\"

  \"No,no,sheismine,saidMissGale;\"andsheshan\'tgotillshehassungme\'Hail,Columbia。\'NoneofyourItaliantrashforme。\"

  Inasmiled,andsaiditwasafaircondition,providedthat\"Hail,Columbia,\"withwhichcomposition,unfortunately,shewasunacquainted,wasnotbeyondherpowers。\"Ihaveoftensungformoney,\"saidshe;\"butthistime\"——heresheopenedhergrandarmsandtookRhodaGaletoherbosom——\"Ishallsingforlove。\"

  \"Nowwehavesettledthat,\"saidVizard,\"mymindismoreatease,andI

  willretire。\"

  \"Onemoment,\"saidIna,turningtohim。Then,inalowandverymeaningvoice,_\"Thereissomethingelse。\"_

  \"Nodoubtthereisplenty,\"saidMissGale,sharply;\"and,bymyauthority,Ipostponeitalltillyouarestronger。Bidusgood-byforthepresent,Mr。Vizard。\"

  \"Iobey,\"saidhe。\"But,madam,pleaserememberIamalwaysatyourservice。Sendformewhenyouplease,andtheoftenerthebetterforme。\"

  \"Thankyou,mykindhost。Obligemewithyourhand。\"

  Hegaveherhishand。Shetookit,andputherlipstoitwithpureandgentleandseemlygratitude,andwithnolossofdignity,thoughtheactwashumble。

  Heturnedhisheadaway,tohidetheemotionthatactandthetouchofhersweetlipscausedhim;MissGalehurriedhimoutoftheroom。

  \"Younaughtypatient,\"saidshe;\"youmustdonothingtoexciteyourself。\"

  \"Sweetphysician,lovingnurse,Iamnotexcited。\"

  MissGalefeltherhearttosee。

  \"Gratitudedoesnotexcite,\"saidIna。\"Itistootameafeelinginthebestofus。\"

  \"Thatisafact,\"saidMissGale;\"soletusallbegrateful,andavoidexcitingtopics。ThinkwhatIshouldfeelifyouhadarelapse。Why,youwouldbreakmyheart。\"

  \"ShouldI?\"

  \"Ireallythinkyouwould,toughasitis。Onegetssofondofanunselfishpatient。Youcannotthinkhowraretheyare,dear。Youareapearl。Icannotaffordtoloseyou。\"

  \"Thenyoushallnot,\"saidIna,firmly。\"KnowthatI,whoseemsoweak,amawomanofgreatresolution。Iwillfollowgoodcounsel;IwillpostponealldangeroustopicstillIamstronger;Iwilllive。ForIwillnotgrievethetruefriendscalamityhasraisedme。\"

  OfcourseFannytoldZoeallaboutthisinterview。Shelistenedgloomily;

  andallshesaidwas,\"Sistersdonotgoformuchwhenamanisinlove。\"

  \"Dobrothers,whenawomanis?\"saidFanny。

  \"Idaresaytheygoforasmuchastheyareworth。\"

  \"Zoe,thatisnotfair。Harringtonisfullofaffectionforyou。Butyouwillnotgonearhim。Anyothermanwouldbeveryangry。Dopraymakeaneffort,andcomedowntodinnerto-day。\"

  \"No,no。HehasyouandhisKlosking。AndIhavemybrokenheart。I_am_

  alone;andsowillbeallalone。\"

  Shecriedandsobbed,butshewasobstinate,andFannycouldonlyletherhaveherownwayinthat。

  Anotherquestionwassoondisposedof。WhenFannyinvitedherintothesickroom,shesaid,haughtily,\"Igotherenomore。Cureher,andsendheraway——ifHarringtonwilllethergo。Idaresaysheistobepitied。\"

  \"Ofcoursesheis。Sheisyourfellow-victim,ifyouwouldonlyletyourselfseeit。\"

  \"Unfortunately,insteadofpityingher,Ihateher。Shehasdestroyedmyhappiness,anddoneherselfnogood。Hedoesnotloveher,andneverwill。\"

  Fannyfoundherselfgettingangry,soshesaidnomore;forshewasdeterminednothingshouldmakeherquarrelwithpoorZoe;butafterdinner,being_te\'te-\'a-te\'te_withVizard,shetoldhimshewasafraidZoecouldnotseethingsastheywere;andsheaskedhimifhehadanyideawhathadbecomeofSeverne。

  \"Fledthecountry,Isuppose。\"

  \"Areyousureheisnotlurkingabout?\"

  \"Whatfor?\"

  \"TogetawordwithZoe——alone。\"

  \"Hewillnotcomenearthis。Iwillbreakeveryboneinhisskinifhedoes。\"

  \"Butheissosly;hemighthangabout。\"

  \"Whatfor?Shenevergoesout;andifshedid,haveyousopooranopinionofherastothinkshewouldspeaktohim?\"

  \"Oh,no!andshewouldforbidhimtospeaktoher。Buthewouldbesuretopersist;andhehassuchwonderfulpowersofexplanation,andsheisblindedbylove,Ithinkhewouldmakeherbelieveblackwaswhite,ifhehadachance;andifheisabout,hewillgetachancesomeday。Sheisdoingtheveryworstthingshecould——shuttingherselfupso。Anymomentshewillturnwild,andrushoutreckless。Sheisinadangerousstate,youmarkmywords;sheisbroken-hearted,andyetsheisbitteragainsteverybody,exceptthatyoungvillain,andheistheonlyenemyshehasintheworld。Idon\'tbelieveMademoiselleKloskingeverwrongedher,noreverwill。Appearancesareagainsther;butsheisagoodwoman,orIamafool。Takemyadvice,Harrington,andbeonyourguard。IfhehadwrittenapenitentlettertoMademoiselleKlosking,thatwouldbeadifferentthing;butheignoresher,andthatfrightensmeforZoe。\"

  HarringtonwouldnotadmitthatZoeneededanyothersafeguardagainstadetectedscoundrelthanherownsenseofdignity。Heconsented,however,totakeprecautions,ifFannywouldsolemnlypromisenottotellZoe,andsowoundher。Onthatcondition,hewouldseehishead-keepertomorrow,andallthekeepersandwatchersshouldbepostedsoastoencircletheparishwithvigilance。HeassuredFannythesefellowshadawholesystemofsignalstotheearandeye,andSevernecouldnotgetwithinamileofthehouseundetected。\"But,\"saidhe,\"Iwillnottrusttothatalone。I

  willsendanadvertisementtothelocalpapersandtheleadingLondonjournals,sowordedthatthescoundrelshallknowhisforgeryisdetected,andthathewillbearrestedonamagistrate\'swarrantifhesetsfootinBarfordshire。\"

  Fannysaidthatwascapital,and,altogether,hehadsethermindatrest。

  \"Thendoasmuchforme,\"saidVizard。\"Pleaseexplainaremarkablephenomenon。Youwerealwaysabrightgirl,andnofool;butnotexactlywhathumdrumpeoplewouldcallagoodgirl。Youarenotoffended?\"

  \"Theidea!Why,Ihavepubliclydisownedgoodnessagainandagain。Youhaveheardme。\"

  \"SoIhave。Butwasnotthatratherdeceitfulofyou?foryouhaveturnedoutasgoodasgold。Anxietyhaskeptmeathomeoflate,andIhavewatchedyou。Youliveforothers;youarealloverthehousetoservetwosuffering_women。_Thatisrealcharity,notsexualcharity,whichhumbugstheworld,butnotme。Youarecook,housemaid,butler,nurse,andfriendtobothofthem。Inanintervalofyourtime,socreditablyemployed,youcomeandcheermeupwithyourbrightlittleface,andgivemewiseadvice。Iknowthatwomenareallhumbugs;onlyyouareahumbugreversed,anddeserveastatue——andtrimmings。Youhavebeenpassingyourselfoffforanaughtygirl,andallthetimeyouwereanextragoodone。\"

  \"Andthatpuzzlesthewoman-hater,thecynicalstudent,whosayshehasfathomedwoman。MypoordearHarrington,ifyoucannotreadsoshallowacharacterasIam,howwillyougetonwiththoseladiesupstairs——Zoe,whoisasdeepasthesea,andturbidwithpassion,andtheKlosking,whoisasdeepastheocean?\"

  Shethoughtamomentandsaid,\"There,Iwillhavepityonyou。Youshallunderstandonewomanbeforeyoudie,andthatisme。I\'llgiveyoutheclewtomyseeminginconsistencies——if_you_willgive_me_acigarette。\"

  \"What!anotherhiddenvirtue?Yousmoke?\"

  \"NotI,exceptwhenIhappentobewithanoblesoulwhowon\'ttell。\"

  VizardfoundheraRussiancigarette,andlightedhisowncigar,andshelecturedasfollows:

  \"Whatwomenlove,andcan\'tdowithout,iftheyareyoungandhealthyandspirited,is——Excitement。Iamonewhopinesforit。Now,societyissoconstructedthattogetexcitementyoumustbenaughty。Waltzingallnightandflirtingalldayareexcitement。Crochet,andchurch,andexamininggirlsinSt。Matthew,anddining_enfamille,_andgoingtobedatten,arestagnation。Goodgirls——thatmeansstagnantgirls:Ihateanddespisethetamelittlewretches,andIneverwasone,andneverwillbe。

  Butnowlookhere:Wehavetwoladiesinlovewithonevillain——thatisexciting。Onegetsnearlykilledinthehouse——thatisgloriouslyexciting。Theotherisbroken-hearted。IfIweretobeabadgirl,andsay,\'Itisnotmybusiness;Iwillleavethemtothemselves,andgomylittlemill-roundofselfishnessasbefore,\'why,whatafoolImustbe!

  IshouldloseExcitement。Insteadofthat,IrunandgetthinksfortheKlosking——Excitement。Icookforher,andnurseher,andsituphalfthenight——Excitement。ThenIruntoZoe,anddomybestforher——andgetsnubbed——Excitement。ThenIsitattheheadofyourtable,andorderyou——Excitement。Oh,itislovely!\"

  \"Shallyounotbesorrywhentheybothgetwell,andRoutinerecommences?\"

  \"OfcourseIshall。ThatisthesortofgoodgirlIam。And,oh!whenthatfataldaycomes,howIshallflirt。Heavenhelpmynextflirtee!I

  shallsoonflirtoutthestigmaofagoodgirl。Youmarkmywords,I

  shallflirtwithsome_marriedman_afterthis。Ineverdidthatyet。ButIshall;IknowIshall——Ah!——there,Ihaveburnedmyfinger。\"

  \"Nevermind。Thatisexciting。\"

  \"AssuchIacceptit。Good-by。ImustgoandrelieveMissGale。Exitthegoodgirlonhermissionofcharity——ha!ha!\"Shehummeda_valse\'adeuxtemps,_andwentdancingoutwithsuchawhirlthatherpetticoats,whichwereample,andnot,asnow,likeasacktiedattheknees,madequiteacoolairintheroom。

  ShehadnotbeengonelongwhenMissGalecamedown,fullofherpatient。

  Shewantedtogetheroutofbedduringthedaytime,butsaidshewasnotstrongenoughtositup。WouldheorderaninvalidcouchdownfromLondon?Shedescribedthearticle,andwhereitwastobehad。

  HesaidHarrisshouldgoupinthemorningandbringonedownwithhim。

  Hethenputherseveralquestionsaboutherpatient;andatlastaskedher,withananxietyheinvainendeavoredtoconceal,whatshethoughtwastherelationbetweenherandSeverne。

  NowitmayberememberedthatMissGalehadoncebeenonthepointoftellinghimallsheknew,andhadwrittenhimaletter。ButatthattimetheKloskingwasnotexpectedtoappearonthesceneinperson。WereshenowtosayshehadseenherandSevernelivingtogether,Rhodafeltthatsheshouldlowerherpatient。Shehadnotthehearttodothat。

  RhodaGalewasnotofanamoroustemperament,andshewasallthemoreopentofemaleattachments。WithalittleencouragementshewouldhavelovedZoe,butshehadnowtransferredheraffectiontotheKlosking。SherepliedtoVizardalmostlikeamaleloverdefendingtheobjectofhisaffection。

  \"TheexactrelationismorethanIcantell;butIthinkhehasliveduponher,forshewasricherthanhewas;andIfeelsurehehaspromisedhermarriage。Andmygreatfearnowislestheshouldgetholdofherandkeephispromise。Heisaspoorasaratorafemalephysician;andshehasafortuneinhervoice,andhasmoneybesides,MissDovertellsme。

  Praykeepherheretillsheisquitewell,please。\"

  \"Iwill。\"

  \"AndthenletmehaveherupatHillstoke。Sheisbeginningtoloveme,andIdoteonher。\"

  \"SodoI。\"

  \"Ah,butyoumustnot。\"

  \"Whynot?\"

  \"Because。\"

  \"Well,whynot?\"

  \"Sheisnottoloveanymanagainwhowillnotmarryher。Iwon\'tlether。I\'llkillherfirst,Iloveherso。Aroguesheshan\'tmarry,andI

  can\'tletyoumarryher,because,herconnectionwiththatSeverneismysterious。Sheseemsthesoulofvirtue,butIcouldnotlet_you_marryheruntilthingsareclearer。\"

  \"Makeyourmindeasy。Iwillnotmarryher——noranybodyelse——tillthingsareagreatdealclearerthanIhaveeverfoundthem,whereyoursexisconcerned。\"

  MissGaleapprovedtheresolution。

  NextdayVizardpostedhiskeepers,andsenthisadvertisementstotheLondonandcountryjournals。

  Fannycameintohisstudytotellhimtherewasmoretrouble——MissMaitlandtakenseriouslyill,andhadwrittentoZoe。

  \"Pooroldsoul!\"saidVizard。\"Ihaveagreatmindtorideoverandseeher。\"

  \"Somebodyoughttogo,\"saidFanny。

  \"Well,yougo。\"

  \"HowcanI——withZoe,andMademoiselleKlosking,andyou,tolookafter?\"

  \"Insteadofoneoldwoman。Notmuchexcitementinthat。\"

  \"No,cousin。Tothinkofyourremembering!Why,youmusthavegonetobedsober。\"

  \"Ioftendo。\"

  \"Youwerealwaysaneccentriclandowner。\"

  \"Don\'tyoutalk。Youareacaricature。\"

  ThisbanterwasinterruptedbyMissGale,whocametotellHarringtonMademoiselleKloskingdesiredtoseehim,athisleisure。

  Hesaidhewouldcomedirectly。

  \"Beforeyougo,\"saidMissGale,\"letuscometoanunderstanding。Shehadonlytwodays\'fever;butthatfever,andthelossofblood,andtheshocktohernerves,broughthertodeath\'sdoorbyexhaustion。Nowsheisslowlyrecoveringherstrength,becauseshehasahealthystomach,andIgivehernostimulantstospurandthenweakenher,butchoiceandsimpleesculents,theeffectofwhichIwatch,andvarythemaccordingly。

  Buttheconvalescentperiodisalwaysoneofdanger,especiallyfromchillstothebody,andexcitementstothebrain。Atnoperiodaremorepatientsthrownawayforwantofvigilance。NowIcanguardagainstchillsandotherbodilythings,butnotagainstexcitements——unlessyouco-operate。Thefactis,wemustagreetoavoidspeakingaboutMr。

  Severne。Wemustbeonourguard。Wemustparry;wemustevade;wemustbedeaf,stupid,slippery;butnoSeverne——forfiveorsixdaysmore,atallevents。\"

  Thusforewarned,Vizard,induecourse,paidhissecondvisittoInaKlosking。

  Hefoundherproppedupwithpillowsthistime。Shebeggedhimtobeseated。

  Shehadevidentlysomethingonhermind,andhernurseswatchedherlikecats。

  \"Youarefondofmusic,sir?\"

  \"Notofallmusic。Iadoregoodmusic,Ihatebad,andIdespisemediocre。Silenceisgolden,indeed,comparedwithpoormusic。\"

  \"Youareright,sir。Haveyougoodmusicinthehouse?\"

  \"Alittle。Igetalltheoperas,andyouknowtherearegenerallyoneortwogoodthingsinanopera——amongtherubbish。Butthegreatbulkofourcollectionisratherold-fashioned。Itissacredmusic——oratorios,masses,anthems,services,chants。Mymotherwasthecollector。Hertastesweregood,butnarrow。Doyoucareforthatsortofmusic?\"

  \"Sacredmusic?Why,itis,ofallmusic,themostdivine,andsoothesthetroubledsoul。CanInotseethebooks?Ireadmusiclikewords。ByreadingIalmosthear。\"

  \"Wewillbringyouupadozenbookstobeginon。\"

  Hewentdowndirectly;andsuchwashispleasureindoinganythingfortheKloskingthatheexecutedtheorderinperson,broughtupalittlepileoffoliosandquartos,beautifullyboundandlettered,aladyhavingbeenthecollector。

  Now,ashemountedthestairs,withhisverychinuponthepile,whoshouldheseelookingovertherailsathimbuthissisterZoe。

  Shewassadlychanged。Therewasafixedashenpalloronhercheek,andadarkcircleunderhereyes。

  Hestoppedtolookather。\"Mypoorchild,\"saidhe,\"youlookveryill。\"

  \"Iamveryill,dear。\"

  \"Wouldyounotbebetterforachange?\"

  \"Imight。\"

  \"Whycoopyourselfupinyourownroom?Whydenyyourselfabrother\'ssympathy?\"

  Thegirltrembled,andtearscametohereyes。

  \"Isitwithmeyousympathize?\"saidshe。

  \"Canyoudoubtit,Zoe?\"

  Zoehungherheadamoment,anddidnotreply。Thenshemadeadiversion。

  \"Whatarethosebooks?Oh,Isee——yourmother\'smusic-books。Nothingistoogoodfor_her。\"_

  \"Nothinginthewayofmusic-booksistoogoodforher。Forshame!areyoujealousofthatunfortunatelady?\"

  Zoemadenoreply。

  Sheputherhandsbeforeherface,thatVizardmightnotseehermind。

  Thenherestedhisbooksonatable,andcameandtookherheadinhishandspaternally。\"Donotshutyourselfupanylonger。Solitudeisdangeroustotheafflicted。Bemorewithmethanever,andletthiscruelblowbindusmoreclosely,insteadofdisunitingus。\"

  Hekissedherlovingly,andhiskindwordssethertearsflowing;buttheydidherlittlegood——theywerebittertears。Betweenherandherbrothertherewasnowabarriersisterlylovecouldnotpass。HehatedanddespisedEdwardSeverne;andsheonlydistrustedhim,andfearedhewasavillain。Shelovedhimstillwitheveryfiberofherheart,andpinedforhisexplanationofallthatseemedsodark。

  Sothenheenteredthesick-roomwithhismusic-books;andZoe,afterwatchinghiminwithoutseemingtodoso,creptawaytoherownroom。

  Thentherewasratheraprettylittlescene。MissGaleandMissDover,oneachsideofthebed,heldaheavymusic-book,andMademoiselleKloskingturnedtheleavesandread,whenthecompositionwasworthreading。Ifitwasnot,shequietlypasseditover,withoutanyinjuriouscomment。

  Vizardwatchedherfromthefootofthebed,andcouldtellinamoment,byherface,whetherthecompositionwasgood,bad,orindifferent。Whenbad,herfaceseemedtoturnimpassive,likemarble;whengood,toexpand;andwhenshelightedonamasterpiece,shewasalmosttransfigured,andherfaceshonewithelevatedjoy。

  ThiswasastudytotheenamoredVizard,anditdidnotescapethequick-sighteddoctress。Shedespisedmusiconitsownmerits,butshedespisednothingthatcouldbepressedintotheserviceofmedicine;andshesaidtoherself,\"I\'llcureherwithesculentsandmusic。\"

  Thebookwastakenawaytomakeroomforanother。

  ThensaidInaKlosking,\"Mr。Vizard,Idesiretosayawordtoyou。

  Excuseme,mydearfriends。\"

  MissGalecoloredup。Shehadnotforeseena_te\'te-\'a-te\'te_betweenVizardandherpatient。However,therewasnohelpforit,andshewithdrewtoalittledistancewithFanny;butshesaidtoVizard,openlyandexpressively,\"Remember!\"

  Whentheyhadwithdrawnalittleway,InaKloskingfixedhereyesonVizard,andsaid,inalowvoice,\"Yoursister!\"

  Vizardstartedalittleatthesuddennessofthis,buthesaidnothing:

  hedidnotknowwhattosay。

  Whenshehadwaitedalittle,andhesaidnothing,shespokeagain。\"Tellmesomethingabouther。Isshegood?Forgiveme:itisnotthatIdoubt。\"

  \"Sheisgood,accordingtoherlights。\"

  \"Issheproud?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Isshejust?\"

  \"No。AndInevermetawomanthatwas。\"

  \"Indeeditisrare。Whydoesshenotvisitme?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow\"

  \"Sheblamesmeforallthathashappened。\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,madam。Mysisterlooksveryill,andkeepsherownroom。

  Ifshedoesnotvisityou,sheholdsequallyalooffromusall。Shehasnottakenasinglemealwithmeforsomedays。\"

  \"SinceIwasyourpatientandyourguest。\"

  \"Praydonotconcludefromthat——Whocaninterpretawoman?\"

  \"Anotherwoman。Enigmastoyou,wearetransparenttoeachother。Sir,willyougrantmeafavor?WillyoupersuadeMissVizardtoseemeherealone——allalone?Itwillbeagreatertrialtomethantoher,forIamweak。InthisrequestIamnotselfish。Shecandonothingforme;butI

  candoalittleforher,topaythedebtofgratitudeIowethishospitablehouse。MayHeavenblessit,fromtherooftothefoundationstone!\"

  \"Iwillspeaktomysister,andsheshallvisityou——withtheconsentofyourphysician。\"

  \"Itiswell,\"saidInaKlosking,andbeckonedherfriends,oneofwhom,MissGale,proceededtofeelherpulse,withsuspiciousglancesatVizard。Butshefoundthepulsecalm,andsaidso。

  VizardtookhisleaveandwentstraighttoZoe\'sroom。Shewasnotthere。

  Hewasgladofthat,foritgavehimhopesshewasgoingtorespecthisadviceandgiveuphersolitarylife。

  Hewentdownstairsandontothelawntolookforher。Hecouldnotseeheranywhere。

  Atlast,whenhehadgivenuplookingforher,hefoundherinhisstudycrouchedinacorner。

  Sheroseatsightofhimandstoodbeforehim。\"Harrington,\"saidshe,inratheracommandingway,\"AuntMaitlandisill,andIwishtogotoher。\"

  Harringtonstaredatherwithsurprise。\"Youarenotwellenoughyourself。\"

  \"Quitewellenoughinbodytogoanywhere。\"

  \"Well,but——\"saidHarrington。

  Shecaughthimupimpatiently。\"SurelyyoucannotobjecttomyvisitingAuntMaitland。Sheisdangerouslyill。Ihadasecondletterthismorning——see。\"Andsheheldhimoutaletter。

  Harringtonwasinadifficulty。Hefeltsurethiswasnotherrealmotive;buthedidnotliketosaysoharshlytoanunhappygirl。Hetookamoderatecourse。\"Notjustnow,dear,\"saidhe。

  \"What!amItowaittillshedies?\"criedZoe,gettingagitatedathisopposition。

  \"Bereasonable,dear。Youknowyouarethemistressofthishouse。Donotdesertmejustnow。Considertheposition。Itisaverychatteringcounty。IentertainMademoiselleKlosking;Icouldnotdootherwisewhenshewasnearlykilledinmyhall。Butformysistertogoawaywhilesheremainsherewouldhaveabadeffect。\"

  \"Itistoolatetothinkofthat,Harrington。Themischiefisdone,andyoumustpleadyoureccentricity。WhyshouldIbeartheblame?Ineverapprovedit。\"

  \"Youwouldhavesenthertoaninn,eh?\"

  \"No;butMissGaleofferedtotakeher。\"

  \"ThenIamtounderstandthatyouproposetomarkyourreprobationofmyconductbyleavingmyhouse。\"

  \"What!publicly?Ohno。YoumaysaytoyourselfthatyoursistercouldnotbeartostayunderthesameroofwithMr。Severne\'smistress。Butthischatteringcountyshallneverknowmymind。Myauntisdangerouslyill。Shelivesbutthirtymilesoff。Sheisafitobjectofpity。Sheisa——respectable——lady;sheisallalone;nofemalephysician,noflirtturnedSisterofCharity,nowoman-hater,tofetchandcarryforher。AndsoIshallgotoher。Iamyoursister,notyourslave。Ifyougrudgemeyourhorses,Iwillgoonfoot。\"

  Vizardwaswhitewithwrath,butgovernedhimselflikeaman。\"Goon,younglady!\"saidhe;\"goon!Jeer,andtaunt,andwoundthebestbrotheranyyoungmadwomaneverhad。Butdon\'tthinkI\'llansweryouasyoudeserve。I\'mtoocunning。IfIwastosayanunkindwordtoyou,Ishouldsufferthetorturesofthedamned。Sogoon!\"

  \"No,no。Forgiveme,Harrington。Itisyouroppositionthatdrivesmewild。Oh,havepityonme!IshallgomadifIstayhere。Do,pray,pray,prayletmegotoAuntMaitland!\"

  \"Youshallgo,Zoe。ButItellyouplainly,thisstepwillbeablowtoouraffection——thefirst。\"

  Zoecriedatthat。Butasshedidnotwithdrawherrequest,Harringtontoldher,withcoldcivility,thatshemustbegoodenoughtobereadydirectlyafterbreakfastto-morrow,andtakeaslittleluggageasshecouldwithconveniencetoherself。

  Horsesweresentonthatnighttothe\"Fox,\"aninnhalf-waybetweenVizardCourtandMissMaitland\'splace。

  Inthemorningalightbarouche,withaslingforluggage,cameround,andZoewassoonseatedinit。Then,tohersurprise,Harringtoncameoutandsatbesideher。

  Shewaspleasedatthisandsaid,\"What!areyougoingwithme,dear,allthatway?\"

  \"Yes,tosaveappearances,\"saidhe;andtookoutanewspapertoread。

  ThisfrozeZoe,andsheretiredwithinherself。

  Itwasafinefreshmorning;thecoachmandrovefast;theairfannedhercheek;themotionwasenlivening;thehorses\'shoofsrangquickandclearupontheroad。Freshobjectsmettheeyeeverymoment。Herheartwasassadandachingasbefore,buttherearoseafaintencouragingsensethatsomedayshemightbebetter,orthingsmighttakesometurn。

  Whentheyhadrolledabouttenmilesshesaid,inalowvoice,\"Harrington。\"

  \"Well?\"

  \"Youwereright。Coopingone\'sselfupisthewaytogomad。\"

  \"Ofcourseitis。\"

  \"Ifeelalittlebetternow——averylittle。\"

  \"Iamgladofit。\"

  Buthewasnothearty,andshesaidnomore。

  Hewasextremelyattentivetoherallthejourney,and,indeed,hadneverbeenhalfsopolitetoher。

  This,however,ledtoaresulthedidnotintendnoranticipate。Zoe,beingnowcool,fellintoastateofcompunctionanddismay。Shesawhisaffectionleavingherfor_her,_andstiffpolitenesscominginstead。

  Sheleanedforward,putherhandsonhisknees,andlooked,allscared,inhisface。\"Harrington,\"shecried,\"Iwaswrong。WhatisAuntMaitlandtome?Youaremyall。Bidhimturnthehorses\'headsandgohome。\"

  \"Why,weareonlysixmilesfromtheplace。\"

  \"Whatdoesthatmatter?Weshallhavehadagoodlongdrivetogether,andIwilldinewithyouafterit;andIwillrideordrivewithyoueveryday,ifyouwillletme。\"

  Vizardcouldnothelpsmiling。Hewasdisarmed。\"Youimpulsiveyoungmonkey,\"saidhe,\"Ishalldonothingofthekind。Inthefirstplace,I

  couldn\'tturnbackfromanything;I\'monlyaman。Inthenextplace,I

  havebeenthinkingitover,asyouhave;andthisisagoodmoveofours,thoughIwasalittlemortifiedatfirst。Occupationisthebestcureoflove,andthisoldladywillfindyouplenty。Besides,nursingimprovesthecharacter。LookatthatfrivolousgirlFanny,howshehascomeout。

  Andyouknow,Zoe,ifyougetsickofitinadayortwo,youhaveonlytowritetome,andIwillsendforyoudirectly。Ashortabsence,withsoreasonableamotiveasvisitingasickaunt,willprovokenocomments。

  Itisallforthebest。\"

  ThissetZoeatherease,andbrotherandsisterresumedtheirusualmanners。

  TheyreachedMissMaitland\'shouse,andwereadmittedtohersick-room。

  Shewasreallyveryill,andthankedthemsopatheticallyforcomingtovisitapoorloneoldwomanthatnowtheywerebothgladtheyhadcome。

  Zoeenteredonherfunctionswithanalacritythatsurprisedherself,andVizarddroveaway。Buthedidnotdrivestraighthome。HehadstartedfromVizardCourtwithotherviews。HehadtelegraphedLordUxmoorthenightbefore,andnowdrovetohisplace,whichwasonlyfivemilesdistant。Hefoundhimathome,andsoontoldhimhiserrand。\"Doyouremembermeetingayoungfellowatmyhouse,calledSeverne?\"

  \"Ido,\"saidLordUxmoor,drylyenough。

  \"Well,hehasturnedoutanimpostor。\"

  Uxmoor\'seyeflashed。HehadalwayssuspectedSeverneofbeinghisrivalandamaincauseofhisdefeat。\"Animpostor?\"saidhe:\"thatisratherastrongword。CertainlyIneverheardagentlemantellsuchafalsehoodashevolunteeredabout——what\'sthefellow\'sname?——adetective。\"

  \"Oh,Poikilus。Thatisnothing。Thatwasoneofhiswhitelies。Heisavillainallround,andaforgerbywayofclimax。\"

  \"Aforger!What,acriminal?\"

  \"Rather!Herearehisdrafts。Thedrawerandacceptordonotexist。ThewholethingwaswrittenbyEdwardSeverne,whoseindorsementfiguresonthebill。Hegotmetocashthesebills。Idepositthemwithyou,andI

  askyouforawarranttocommithim——ifheshouldcomethisway。\"

  \"Isthatlikely?\"

  \"Notatall;itisahundredtoonehenevershowshisnoseagaininBarfordshire。Whenhewasfoundout,hebolted,andlefthisveryclothesinmyhouse。Ipackedthemofftothe\'Swan\'atTaddington。Hehasneverbeenheardofsince;andIhavewarnedhim,byadvertisement,thathewillbearrestedifeverhesetsfootinBarfordshire。\"

  \"Well,then?\"

  \"Well,then,Iamnotgoingtothrowawayachance。ThebeggarhadtheimpudencetospoononmysisterZoe。Thatwasmyfault,nothers。Hewasanoldcollegeacquaintance,andIgavehimopportunities——Ideservetobehorsewhipped。However,Iamnotgoingtocommitthesameblundertwice。Mysisterisinyourneighborhoodforafewdays。\"

  \"Ah!\"

  \"Andperhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtokeepyoureyeonher。\"

  \"Ifeelmuchhonoredbysuchacommission。ButyouhavenottoldmewhereMissVizardis。\"

  \"Withheraunt,MissMaitland,atSomervilleVilla,nearBagley。Apropos,Ihadbettertellyouwhatsheistherefor,oryourgooddowagerwillbeaskinghertoparties。ShehascometonurseherauntMaitland。Theoldladyisseriouslyill,andallouryoungcoquettesaregoinginfornursing。Wehaveasickladyatourhouse,Iamsorrytosay,andsheisnursedlikeaqueenbyDoctressGaleandexFlirtFannyDover。Nowisfulfilledthesayingthatwassaid,\'Owoman!inourhoursofease——\'

  Ispareyoutherest,andsimplyremarkthatourZoe,firedbytheexampleofthosetwoladies,hasdevotedherselftonursingAuntMaitland。Itisverygoodofher,butexperiencetellsmeshewillverysoonfinditextremelytrying;andassheisaveryprettygirl,andthereforeafitsubjectofmalecharity,youmightpayheravisitnowandthen,andshowherthatthisbestofallpossibleworldscontainsyounggentlemenofdistinction,withlongandglossybeards,aswellaspeevisholdwomen,whoareextraselfishandtyrannicalwhentheyhappentobesick。\"

  Uxmoorpositivelyradiatedasthisprogrammewasunfoldedtohim。Vizardobservedthat,andchuckledinwardly。

  Hethenhandedhimtheforgedacceptances。

  LordUxmoorbeggedhimtowritedownthefactsonpaper,andalsohisapplicationforthewarrant。Hedidso。LordUxmoorlockedthepaperup,andthefriendsparted。Vizarddroveoff,easyinhismind,andcongratulatinghimself,notunreasonably,onhislittlecombination,bymeansofwhichhehadprovidedhissisterwithawatch-dog,acompanion,andanhonorableloverallinone。

  Uxmoorputonhishatandstrodeforthintohisowngrounds,withhisheartbeatinghighatthisstrangeturnofthingsinfavorofhislove。

  Neitherforesawthestrangecombinationswhichweretoariseoutofaneventthatappearedsosimpleandone-sided。

  CHAPTERXXII。

  INAKLOSKING\'Scurewasretardedbythestateofhermind。Theexcitementandsharpagonyherphysicianhadfeareddiedawayasthefeverofthebrainsubsided;butthentheresettleddownagrim,listlesslethargy,whichobstructedherreturntohealthandvigor。OnceshesaidtoRhodaGale,\"ButIhavenothingtogetwellfor。\"

  Asarule,shedidnotspeakhermind,butthoughtagreatdeal。SheoftenaskedafterZoe;andhernursescouldseethatheronelanguidanxietywassomehowconnectedwiththatlady。Yetshedidnotseemhostiletohernow,norjealous。Itwashardtounderstandher;shewasreserved,andverydeep。

  ThefirstrelieftothedeadlylanguorofhermindcametoherfromMusic。Thatwasnogreatwonder;but,strangetosay,themusicthatdidhergoodwasneitheroldenoughtoberevered,nornewenoughtobefashionable。ItwasEnglishmusictoo,and_passe\'_music。ShecameacrossacollectionofAnglicananthemsandservices——written,mostofit,towardtheendofthelastcenturyandthebeginningofthis。Thecomposers\'namespromisedlittle:theywereBlow,Nares,Green,Kent,King,Jackson,etc。Thewordsandthemusicofthesecompositionsseemedtosuitoneanother;and,astheywereallquitenewtoher,shewentthroughthemalmosteagerly,andhummedseveralofthestrains,andwithherwhitebutnowthinhandbeattimetoothers。SheevensentforVizard,andsaidtohim,\"Youhaveatreasurehere。Doyouknowthesecompositions?\"

  Heinspectedhistreasure。\"Iremember,\"saidhe,\"mymotherusedtosingthisone,\'WhentheEyesawHer,thenitblessedHer;\'andpartsofthisone,\'HearmyPrayer;\'and,letmesee,sheusedtosingthispsalm,\'PraisetheLord,\'byJackson。IamashamedtosayIusedtoaskfor\'PraisetheLordJackson,\'meaningtobefunny,notdevout。\"

  \"Shedidnotchooseill,\"saidIna。\"IthoughtIknewEnglishmusic,yethereisawholestreamofitnewtome。Isitesteemed?\"

  \"Ithinkitwasonce,butithashaditsday。\"

  \"Thatisstrange;forherearesomeimmortalqualities。Thesecomposershadbrains,andbeganattherightend;theyselectedgrandandtunefulwords,greatandpiousthoughts;theyimpregnatedthemselveswiththosewordsandproducedappropriatemusic。Theharmoniesaresometimesthin,andthewritersseemscarcelytoknowtheskillfuluseofdiscords;buttheyhadheartandinvention;theysawtheirwayclearbeforetheywrotethefirstnote;thereisaninspiredsimplicityandfervor:ifallthesechoicethingsaredead,theymusthavefallenuponbadinterpreters。\"

  \"Nodoubt,\"saidVizard;\"sopleasegetwell,andletmehearthesepiousstrains,whichmypoordearmotherlovedsowell,interpretedworthily。\"

  TheKlosking\'seyesfilled。\"Thatisatemptation,\"saidshe,simply。

  ThensheturnedtoRhodaGale。\"Sweetphysician,hehasdonemegood。Hehasgivenmesomethingtogetwellfor。\"

  Vizard\'sheartyearned。\"Donottalklikethat,\"saidhe,buoyantly;

  then,inabrokenvoice,\"Heavenforbidyoushouldhavenothingbettertoliveforthanthat。\"

  \"Sir,\"saidshe,gravely,\"Ihavenothingbettertolivefornowthantointerpretgoodmusicworthily。\"

  Therewasapainfulsilence。

  Inabrokeit。Shesaid,quitecalmly,\"Firstofall,Iwishtoknowhowothersinterpretthesestrainsyourmotherloved,andIhavethehonortoagreewithher。\"

  \"Oh,\"saidVizard,\"wewillsoonmanagethatforyou。Thesethingsarenotdefunct,onlyunfashionable。EverychoirinEnglandhassungthem,andcansingthem,afterafashion;so,attwelveo\'clockto-morrow,lookout——forsqualls!\"

  Hemountedhishorse,rodeintothecathedraltown——distanteightmiles——andarrangedwiththeorganistforhimself,fourleadingboys,andthreelayclerks。Hewastosendacarriageinforthemafterthemorningservice,andreturnthemingoodtimeforvespers。

  FannytoldInaKlosking,andsheinsistedongettingup。

  BythistimeDoctressGalehadsatisfiedherselfthatalittleexcitementwasdownrightgoodforherpatient,andledtorefreshingsleep。Sotheydressedherlooselybutverywarmly,androlledhertothewindowonherinvalidcouch,setatahighangle。ItwasafinecleardayinOctober,keenbutgenial;andaftermufflingherwell,theyopenedthewindow。

  Whileshesatthere,proppedhigh,andinhalingthepureair,Vizardconveyedhislittlechoir,byanotherstaircase,intotheantechamber;

  and,underhisadvice,theyavoidedpreludesandopenedinfullchoruswithJackson\'ssongofpraise。

  Atthefirstburstofsacredharmony,InaKloskingwasobservedtoquiverallover。

  Theysungitrathercoarsely,butcorrectlyandboldly,andwithacertainfervor。Therewerenooperaticartificestoremindherofearth;

  thepurityandtheharmonystruckherfull。ThegreatsingerandsuffererliftedherclaspedhandstoGod,andthetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks。

  Thesetearswerebalmtothatpoorlaceratedsoul,tormentedbymanyblows。

  \"Olacrymarumfons,tenerosacrosDucemtiumortusexanimo,quaterFelix,inimoquiscatentemPectore,te,pianympha,sensit。\"

  RhodaGale,whohatedmusiclikepoison,creptuptoher,and,infoldingherdelicately,laidapairofweteyessoftlyonhershoulder。

  Vizardnowtappedatthedoor,andwasadmittedfromthemusic-room。HebeggedInatochooseanothercompositionfromherbook。Shemarkedaserviceandtwoanthems,andhandedhimthevolume,butbeggedtheymightnotbedonetoosoon,oneaftertheother。Thatwouldbequiteenoughforoneday,especiallyiftheywouldbegoodenoughtorepeatthehymnofpraisetoconclude;\"for,\"saidshe,\"thesearethingstobedigested。\"

  Soontheboys\'purevoicesroseagainandthosepoordeadEnglishcomposers,withprosaicnames,foundtheirwayagaintothegreatforeignsinger\'ssoul。

  Theysungananthem,whichisnowespeciallydespisedbythosegreatcritics,theorganistsofthecountry——\"MySongshallbeofMercyandJudgment。\"

  TheKloskingforgavethethinnessoftheharmony,andmanylittlefaultsinthevocalexecution。Thewords,nodoubt,wentfarwithher,beingclearlyspoken。Shesatmeditating,withhermoisteyesraised,andherfacetransfigured,andattheendshemurmuredtoVizard,withhereyesstillraised,\"Afterall,theyaregreatandpiouswords,andthemusichasatleastthiscrowningvirtue——itmeansthewords。\"Thenshesuddenlyturneduponhimandsaid,\"ThereisanotherpersoninthishousewhoneedsthisconsolationasmuchasIdo。Whydoesshenotcome?Butperhapssheiswiththemusicians。\"

  \"Whomdoyoumean?\"

  \"Yoursister。\"

  \"Why,sheisnotinthehouse。\"

  InaKloskingstartedatthatinformation,andbenthereyeskeenlyandinquiringlyonhim。

  \"Shelefttwodaysago。\"

  \"Indeed!\"

  \"Tonurseasickaunt。\"

  \"Indeed!Hadshenootherreason?\"

  \"NotthatIknowof,\"saidVizard;buthecouldnothelpcoloringalittle。

  Thelittlechoirnowsungaservice,KinginF。Theysung\"TheMagnificat\"rudely,andratherprofanely,butrecoveredthemselvesinthe\"Dimittis。\"

  Whenitwasover,Inawhispered,\"\'TobealighttolightentheGentiles。\'Thatisaninspiredduet。Oh,howitmightbesung!\"

  \"Ofcourseitmight,\"whisperedVizard;\"soyouhavesomethingtogetwellfor。\"

  \"Yes,myfriend——thankstoyouandyoursaintedmother。\"

  This,utteredinavoicewhich,underthehealinginfluenceofmusic,seemedtohaveregainedsomeofitsrichmelody,wastoomuchforourcynic,andhebustledofftohidehisemotion,andinvitedthemusicianstolunch。

  Alltheservantshadbeenlisteningonthestairs,andthehospitableoldbutlerpliedtheboyswithsparklingMoselle,which,beinghimselfrearedonmightyPort;hethoughtalightandplayfulwine——justthethingforwomenandchildren。Soafterluncheontheysungratherwild,andtheKloskingtoldVizard,dryly,thatwoulddoforthepresent。

  Thenheorderedthecarriageforthem,andaskedMademoiselleKloskingwhenshewouldlikethemagain。

  \"When_can_I?\"sheinquired,rathertimidly。

  \"Everyday,ifyoulike——Sundaysandall。\"

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