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  Paulwasnotsorrywhenthetimecametotakeleaveofhisfriend;

  butonceagainintheclearmoonlightandfresh,balmyairoftheAllee,heforgottheunpleasantnessoftheinterview。HefoundhimselfthinkingonlyofhisridewithYerba。Well!hehadtoldherthathelovedher。Sheknewitnow,andalthoughshehadforbiddenhimtospeakfurther,shehadnotwhollyrejectedit。Itmustbehermorbidconsciousnessofthemysteryofherbirththatwithheldareturnofheraffections,——somehalf-knowledge,perhaps,thatshewouldnotdivulge,yetthatkeptherundulysensitiveofacceptinghislove。Hewassatisfiedtherewasnoentanglement;

  herheartwasvirgin。HeevendaredtohopethatshehadALWAYS

  caredforhim。ItwasforHIMtoremoveallobstacles——toprevailuponhertoleavethisplaceandreturntoAmericawithhimasherhusband,theguardianofhergoodname,andthecustodianofhersecret。AttimesthestrainsofadreamyGermanwaltz,playedinthedistance,broughtbacktohimthebriefmomentthathisarmhadencircledherwaistbythecrumblingwall,andhispulsesgrewlanguid,onlytoleapfirmerthenextmomentwithmoredesperateresolve。Hewouldwinher,comewhatmay!Hecouldneverhavebeeninearnestbefore:heloathedandhatedhimselfforhispreviouspassiveacquiescencetoherfate。Hehadbeenaweaktoolofthecolonel\'sfromthefirst:hewasevennowhandicappedbyapreposterouspromisehehadgivenhim!Yes,shewasrighttohesitate——toquestionhisabilitytomakeherhappy!Hehadfoundherhere,surroundedbystupidityandcupidity——togiveitnoothername——sopatentthatshewasthecommongossip,andhadofferednothingbutaboyishdeclaration!Ashestrodeintothehotelthatnightitwaswellthathedidnotmeettheunfortunatecolonelonthestaircase!

  Itwasverylate,althoughtherewasstillvisiblealightinYerba\'ssalon,shiningonherbalcony,whichextendedbeforeandincludedhisownwindow。Fromtimetotimehecouldhearthemurmurofvoices。

  Itwastoolatetoavailhimselfoftheinvitationtojointhem,evenifhisframeofmindhadpermittedit。Hewastoonervousandexcitedtogotobed,and,withoutlightinghiscandle,heopenedtheFrenchwindowthatgaveuponthebalcony,drewachairintherecessbehindthecurtain,andgazeduponthenight。Itwasveryquiet;themoonwashigh,thesquarewassleepinginatranceofcheckeredshadows,likeagiganticchessboard,withblackforeshortenedtreesforpawns。Theclickofacavalrysabre,thesoundofafootfallonthepavementofthedistantKonigsstrasse,weredistinctlyaudible;afar-offrailwaywhistlewasstartlinginitsabruptness。Inthemidstofthiscalmtheopeningofthedoorofthesalon,withthesuddenupliftingofvoicesinthehall,toldPaulthatYerba\'sguestswereleaving。HeheardDonaAnna\'sarchaccents——archeventoColonelPendleton\'smonotonousbaritone!——Milly\'shigh,rapidutterances,thesuavefalsettoofDonCaesar,andHERvoice,hethoughtatriflewearied,——thesoundofretiringfootsteps,andallwasstillagain。

  Sostillthattherhythmicbeatofthedistantwaltzreturnedtohim,withadistinctivenessthathecouldidlyfollow。HethoughtofRosarioandtherose-breathoftheopenwindowswithastrangelonging,andrememberedthehalf-stifledsweetnessofherhappyvoicerisingwithitfromtheveranda。Whyhadheeverletitpassfromhimthenandwaftitsfragranceelsewhere?Why——Whatwasthat?

  Theslightturningofalatch!ThecreakingoftheFrenchwindowofthesalon,andsomebodyhadslippedsoftlyhalfoutonthebalcony。Hisheartstoppedbeating。Fromhispositionintherecessofhisownwindow,withhisbacktothepartitionofthesalon,hecouldseenothing。Yethedidnotdaretomove。ForwiththequickenedsensesofaloverhefeltthediffusedandperfumedauraofHERpresence,ofHERgarments,ofHERflesh,flowinuponhimthroughtheopenwindow,andpossesshiswholebreathlessbeing!ItwasSHE!Likehim,perhaps,longingtoenjoytheperfectnight——likehim,perhaps,thinkingof——

  \"Soyouar-rangetogetridofme——ha!likthees?Totur-rnmeofffromyourheelslikeadogwhohavefollowyou——butwithoutaword——

  withouta——a——thanks——withouta\'ope!Ah!——wehaveser-rvedyou——

  meandmysister;wearetheor-rangedry——nowwecango!Liketheoldshoe,wearetobeflungaway!Good!ButIamhereagain——yousee。Ishallspeak,andyoushallhear-r。\"

  DonCaesar\'svoice——alonewithher!Paulgrippedhischairandsatupright。

  \"Stop!Staywhereyouare!Howdaredyoureturnhere?\"ItwasYerba\'svoice,onthebalcony,lowanddistinct。

  \"Shutthewindow!Ishallspeakwithyouwhatyouwillnottheworldtohear。\"

  \"IprefertokeepwhereIam,sinceyouhavecreptintothisroomlikeathief!\"

  \"Athief!Good!\"HebrokeoutinSpanish,and,asifnolongerfearfulofbeingoverheard,hadevidentlydrawnnearertothewindow。\"Athief。Ha!muybueno——butitisnotI,youunderstand——

  I,CaesarBriones,whoamthethief!No!Itisthatswaggeringespadachin——thatfanfarronofaColonelPendleton——thatpatternofanofficial,Mr。Hathaway——thatmostbeautifulheiressoftheCalifornias,MissARGUELLO——thatarethieves!Yes——ofaNAME——MissArguello——ofaNAME!ThenameofArguello!\"

  Paulrosetohisfeet。

  \"Ah,so!Youstart——youturnpale——youflashyoureyes,senora,butyouthinkyouhavedeceivedmealltheseyears。YouthinkI

  didnotseeyourgameatRosario——yes,evenwhenthatfoolishCastromuchachafirstputthatideainyourhead。Whofurnishedyouthefactsyouwanted?I——MotherofGod!SUCHFACTS!——I,whoknewtheArguellopedigree——I,whoknowitwasasimpossibleforyoutobeadaughterofthemas——what?letmethink——as——asitisimpossibleforyoutobethewifeofthatbaronwhomyouwoulddeceivewiththerest!Ah,yes;itwasahighflightforyou,Mees——Mees——DonaFulana——anoblegameforyoutobringdown!\"

  Whydidshenotspeak?Whatwasshedoing?Ifshehadbututteredasinglewordofprotest,ofangrydismissal,Paulwouldhaveflowntoherside。Itcouldnotbetheparalysisofpersonalfear:thebalconywaswide;shecouldeasilypasstotheend;shecouldevenseehisopenwindow。

  \"WhydidIdothis?BecauseIlovedyou,senora——andyouknewit!

  Ah!youcanturnyourfaceawaynow;youcanpretendtomisunderstandme,asyoudidamomentago;youcanpartfrommenowlikeamereacquaintance——butitwasnotalwaysso!No,itwasYOU

  whobroughtmehere;youreyesthatsmiledintomine——anddrovehomethecolonel\'srequestthatIandmysistershouldaccompanyyou。God!Iwasweakthen!Yousmile,senora;youthinkyouhavesucceeded——youandyourpompouscolonelandyourclevergovernor!

  Youthinkyouhavecompromisedme,andperjuredME,becauseofthis。Youarewrong!YouthinkIdarenotspeaktothispuppetofabaron,andthatIhavenoproofs。Youarewrong!\"

  \"Andevenifyoucanproducethem,whatcareI?\"saidYerbaunexpectedly,yetinavoicesofreefromexcitementandpassionthatthewearinesswhichPaulhadatfirstnoticedseemedtobetheonlydominanttone。\"SupposeyouprovethatIamnotanArguello。

  Good!youhaveyettoshowthataconnectionwithanyofyourracewouldbeanythingbutadisgrace。\"

  \"Ah!youdefyme,littleone!Caramba!Listen,then!Youdonotknowall!WhenyouthoughtIwasonlyhelpingyoutofabricateyourclaimtotheArguellos\'name,IwasfindingoutWHOYOUREALLY

  WERE!Ah!Itwasnotsodifficultasyoufondlyhope,senora。Wewerenotallbrutesandfoolsintheearlydays,thoughwestoodasidetoletyourpeopleruntheirvulgarcourse。Itwasyourhiredbully——yourrespectedguardian——thisdogofanespadachin,wholetoutahintofthesecret——withaprickofhisblade——andascandal。Oneofmypeonwomenwasaservantattheconventwhenyouwereachild,andrecognizedthewomanwhoputyouthereandcametoseeyouasafriend。SheoverheardtheMotherSuperiorsayitwasyourmother,andsawanecklacethatwasleftforyoutowear。Ah!youbegintobelieve!WhenIhadputthisandthattogetherIfoundthatPepitacouldnotidentifyyouwiththechildthatshehadseen。Butyou,senora,youYOURSELFsuppliedthemissingproof!Yes!yousupplieditwiththeNECKLACEthatyouworethateveningatRosario,whenyouwishedtodohonortothisyoungHathaway——theguardianwhohadalwaysthrownyouoff!Ah!——

  younowsuspectwhy,perhaps!Itwasyourmother\'snecklacethatyouwore,andyousaidso!ThatnightIsentthegoodPepitatoidentifyit;towatchthroughthewindowfromthegardenwhenyouwerewearingit;tomakeitsureastheCreed。Isenthertoyourroomlatethatnightwhenyouhadchangedyourdress,thatshemightexamineitamongyourjewels。Andshedidandwillswear——

  lookyou!——SWEARthatitistheonegivenyouasachildbythewomanattheconvent,whowasyourmother!Andwhowasthatwoman——

  eh?WhowasthemotheroftheArguellodelaYerbaBuena?——whothisnobleancestress?\"

  \"Excuseme——butperhapsyouarenotawarethatyouareraisingyourvoiceinalady\'sdrawing-room,andthatalthoughyouarespeakingalanguagenoonehereunderstands,youaredisturbingthehotel。\"

  ItwasPaul,quiet,paleinthemoonlight,erectonthebalconybeforethewindow。AsYerba,withastart,retreatedquicklyintotheroom,DonCaesarsteppedforwardangrilyandsuspiciouslytowardsthewindow。Hehadhishandreachedforwardtowardsthehandleasiftoclosetheswingingsashagainsttheintruder,wheninaninstanthewasseizedbyPaul,tightlylockedinadesperategrip,andwhirledoutonthebalcony。Beforehecouldgainbreathtoutteracry,HathawayhadpassedhisrightarmaroundtheMexican\'sthroat,effectivelystoppinghisutterance,and,withasupremeeffortofstrength,draggedhimalongthewall,fallingwithhimintotheopenwindowofhisownroom。Ashedidso,tohisinexpressiblereliefheheardthesashclosedandtheboltdrawnofthesalonwindow,andregainedhisfeet,collected,quiet,andtriumphant。

  \"Iamsorry,\"hesaid,coollydustinghisclothes,\"tohavebeenobligedtochangethesceneofthisdiscussionsoroughly,butyouwillobservethatyoucanspeakmorefreelyHERE,andthatanyaltercationWEmayhaveinthisroomwillbelesslikelytoattractcomment。\"

  \"Assassin!\"saidDonCaesarchokingly,ashestruggledtohisfeet。

  \"Thankyou。Relieveyourfeelingsasmuchasyoulikehere;infact,ifyouwouldspeakalittlelouderyouwouldobligeme。Theguestsarebeginningtobeawake,\"continuedPaul,withawickedsmile,indicatingthenoiseofanopeningdoorandfootstepsinthepassage,\"andarenowabletolocatewithoutdifficultythesceneofthedisturbance。\"

  Brionesapparentlyunderstoodhismeaningandthesuccessofhisstratagem。\"YouthinkyouhavesavedHERfromdisgrace,\"hesaid,withalividsmile,inalowertoneandadesperateattempttoimitatePaul\'scoolness。\"Forthepresent——ah——yees!perhapsinthishotelandthisevening。Butyouhavenotstopmymouthfor——

  a——to-morrow——andthewholeworld,Mr。Hathaway。\"

  \"Well,\"saidPaul,lookingathimcritically,\"Idon\'tknowaboutthat。Ofcourse,there\'stheequalchancethatyoumaykillme——

  butthat\'saquestionforto-morrow,too。\"

  TheMexicancastaquickglanceatthedoorandwindow。Paul,asifcarelessly,changedthekeyoftheformerfromonepockettotheother,andsteppedbeforethewindow。

  \"Sothisisaplottomurderme!Haveacare!YouarenotinyourownbrigandCalifornia!\"

  \"Ifyouthinkso,alarmthehouse。Theywillfindusquarreling,andyouwillonlyprecipitatemattersbyreceivingtheinsultthatwillmakeyoufight——beforethem。\"

  \"Iamr-ready,sir,whenandwhereyouwill,\"saidBriones,withaswaggeringairbutashifting,furtiveeye。\"Open——a——thedoor。\"

  \"Pardonme。WewillleavethisroomTOGETHERinanhourforthestation。Wewillboardthenightexpressthatwilltakeusinthreehoursbeyondthefrontier,wherewecaneachfindafriend。\"

  \"Butmyaffairshere——mysister——Imustseeher。\"

  \"Youshallwriteanotetoheratthattable,sayingthatimportantbusiness——adispatch——hascalledyouaway,andwewillleaveitwiththeportertobedeliveredINTHEMORNING。Or——Idonotrestrictyou——youcansaywhatyoulike,providedshedon\'tgetituntilwehaveleft。\"

  \"Andyoumakeofmeaprisoner,sir?\"

  \"No;avisitor,DonCaesar——avisitorwhoseconversationissointerestingthatIamforcedtodetainhimtohearmore。YoucanpassthetimepleasantlybyfinishingthestoryIwasobligedtointerruptamomentago。DoyouknowthismotherofMissYerba,ofwhomyouspoke?\"

  \"That\'sm——myaffair。\"

  \"Thatmeansyoudon\'tknowher。Ifyoudid,you\'dhavehadherwithincall。And,assheistheonlypersonwhoisabletosaythatMissYerbaisNOTanArguello,youhavebeenveryremiss。\"

  \"Ah,bah!Iamnotoneofyour——a——lawyers。\"

  \"No;oryouwouldknowthat,withnobetterevidencethanyouhave,youmightbesuedforslander。\"

  \"Ah!WhydoesnotMissYerbasue,then?\"

  \"Becausesheprobablyexpectsthatsomebodywillshootyou。\"

  \"AsYOUforinstance?\"

  \"Perhaps。\"

  \"AndifyoudoNOT——eh?——youhavenotstopmymouth,butyourown。

  AndifyouDO,youhelphertomarrytheBaron,yourrival。Youarenotwise,friendHathaway。\"

  \"MayIremindyouthatyouhavenotyetwrittentoyoursister,andyoumayprefertodoitcarefullyanddeliberately?\"

  DonCaesararosewithavindictiveglanceatPaul,andpulledachairbeforethetable,asthelatterplacedpen,ink,andpaperbeforehim。\"Takeyourtime,\"headded,foldinghisarmsandwalkingtowardsthewindow。\"Saywhatyoulike,anddon\'tletmypresencerestrainyou。\"

  TheMexicanbegantowritefuriously,thenspasmodically,thenslowlyandreluctantly。\"Iwar-r-nyou,Ishallexposeall,\"hesaidsuddenly。

  \"Asyouplease。\"

  \"AndshallsaythatifIdisappear,youaremymurderer——youunderstand——myMURDERER!\"

  \"Don\'tconsultmeonaquestionofepithets,butgoon。\"

  DonCaesarrecommencedhiswritingwithamalignsmile。Therewasasuddensharprapatthedoor。

  DonCaesarleapedtohisfeet,graspedhispapers,andrushedtothedoor;butPaulwasbeforehim。\"Whoisthere?\"hedemanded。

  \"Pendleton。\"

  Atthesoundofthecolonel\'svoiceDonCaesarfellback。Paulopenedthedoor,admittedthetallfigureofthecolonel,andwasabouttoturnthekeyagain。ButPendletonliftedhishandingrimdeprecation。

  \"Thatwilldo,Mr。Hathaway。Iknowall。ButIwishtospeakwithBrioneselsewhere,alone。\"

  \"Excuseme,ColonelPendleton,\"saidPaulfirmly,\"butIhavethepriorclaim。Wordshavepassedbetweenthisgentlemanandmyselfwhichwearenowonourwaytothestationandthefrontiertosettle。Ifyouarewillingtoaccompanyus,Ishallgiveyoueveryopportunitytoconversewithhimalone,andarrangewhateverbusinessyoumayhavewithhim,provideditdoesnotinterferewithmine。\"

  \"Mybusiness,\"saidPendleton,\"isofapersonalnature,thatwillnotinterferewithanyclaimofyoursthatMr。Brionesmaychoosetoadmit,butisofaprivatequalitythatmustbetransactedbetweenusnow。\"Hisfacewaspale,andhisvoice,althoughsteadyandself-controlled,hadthatsamestrangesuggestionofsuddenageinitwhichPaulhadbeforenoticed。WhetherDonCaesardetectedit,orwhetherhehadsomeotherinstinctiveappreciationofgreatersecurity,Paulcouldnottell。Heseemedtorecoverhisswaggeragain,ashesaid,——

  \"IshallhearwhatColonelPendletonhastosayfirst。ButIshallholdmyselfinreadinesstomeetyouafterwards——youshallnotfear,sir!\"

  Paulremainedlookingfromtheonetotheotherwithoutspeaking。

  ItwasDonCaesarwhoreturnedhisglanceboldlyanddefiantly,ColonelPendletonwho,withthinwhitefingerspullinghismoustache,evadedit。ThenPaulunlockedthedoor,andsaidslowly,\"InfiveminutesIleavethishouseforthestation。I

  shallwaitthereuntilthetrainarrives。Ifthisgentlemandoesnotjoinme,Ishallbebetterabletounderstandallthisandtakemeasuresaccordingly。\"

  \"AndItelltoyou,MeesterHathaway,sir,\"saidDonCaesar,strikinganattitudeinthedoorway,\"youshalldoasIplease——

  Caramba!——andshallbeg\"——

  \"Holdyourtongue,sir——or,bytheEternal!\"——burstoutPendletonsuddenly,bringingdownhisthinhandontheMexican\'sshoulder。

  Hestoppedassuddenly。\"Gentlemen,thisischildish。Go,sir!\"

  toDonCaesar,pointingwithagauntwhitefingerintothedarkenedhall。\"Iwillfollowyou。Mr。Hathaway,asanolderman,andonewhohasseenagooddealoffoolishaltercation,Iregret,sir,deeplyregret,tobeawitnesstothisbelligerentqualityinalaw-makerandapublicman;andImustdeprecate,sir——deprecate,yourdemandonthatgentlemanforwhat,inthefollyofyouth,youarepleasedtocallpersonalsatisfaction。\"

  Ashemovedwithdignityoutoftheroom,Paulremainedblanklystaringafterhim。Wasitalladream?——orwasthisColonelPendletontheduelist?Hadtheoldmangonecrazy,orwashemerelyactingtoveilsomewildpurpose?HissuddenarrivalshowedthatYerbamusthavesentforhimandtoldhimofDonCaesar\'sthreats;wouldhebewildenoughtoattempttostranglethemaninsomeremoteroomorinthedarknessofthepassage?Hesteppedsoftlyintothehall:hecouldstillhearthedoubletreadofthetwomen:theyhadreachedthestaircase——theywereDESCENDING!Heheardthedrowsyaccentsofthenightporterandtheswingingofthedoor——theywereinthestreet!

  Wherevertheyweregoing,orforwhatpurpose,HEmustbeatthestation,ashehadwarnedthemhewouldbe。Hehastilythrewafewthingsintohisvalise,andpreparedtofollowthem。Whenhewentdownstairsheinformedtheporterthatowingtoanurgentcallofbusinessheshouldtrytocatchthethroughexpressatthreeo\'clock,buttheymustretainhisroomandluggageuntiltheyheardfromhim。HerememberedDonCaesar\'sletter。Hadeitherofthegentlemen,hisfriendswhohadjustgoneout,leftaletterormessage?No,Excellency;thegentlemenweretalkingearnestly——hebelieved,intheSouthAmericanlanguage——andhadnotspokentohim。

  PerhapsitwasthisthatremindedPaul,ashecrossedthesquareagain,thathehadmadenopreparationforanypossiblefatalissuetohimselfinthisadventure。SHEwouldknowit,however,andwhyhehadundertakenit。Hetriedtothinkthatperhapssomeinterestinhimselfhadpromptedhertosendthecoloneltohim。Yet,mingledwiththiswasanoddsenseofacertainridiculousnessinhisposition:therewastheabsurdityofhisprospectiveantagonistbeingevennowinconfidentialconsultationwithhisownfriendandally,whosefunctionshehadusurped,andinwhoseinterestshewasabouttoriskhislife。Andashewalkedawaythroughthesilentstreets,theconvictionmorethanoncewasforceduponhimthathewasgoingtoanappointmentthatwouldnotbekept。

  Hereachedthestationsometenminutesbeforethetrainwasdue。

  Twoorthreehalf-drowsy,wrapped-uppassengerswerealreadyontheplatform;butneitherDonCaesarnorColonelPendletonwasamongthem。Heexploredthewaiting-roomsandeventhehalf-litbuffet,butwithnobettersuccess。TellingtheBahnhofInspectorthathispassagewasonlycontingentuponthearrivalofoneortwocompanions,anddescribingthemminutelytopreventmistakes,hebegangloomilytopacebeforetheticket-office。Fiveminutespassed——thenumberofpassengersdidnotincrease;tenminutes;adistantshriek——thehoarseinquiryoftheinspector——hadtheHerr\'scompanionsyetgekommt?thesuddenglareofaCyclopeaneyeinthedarkness,theonglidingofthelong-jointedandgleamingspottedserpent,thetrain——ahurriedglancearoundtheplatform,oneortwogutturalorders,theslammingofdoors,theremountingofblackuniformedfigureslikecaryatidesalongthemarchepieds,apuffofvapor,andthetrainhadcomeandgonewithoutthem。

  Yethewouldgivehisadversaryfifteenminutesmoretoallowforaccidentordelay,orthepossiblearrivalofthecolonelwithanexplanation,andrecommencedhisgloomypacing,astheBahnhofsankbackintohalf-litrepose。Attheendoffiveminutestherewasanothershriek。Paulturnedquicklytotheinspector。Ah,then,therewasanothertrain?No;itwasonlytheupexpressforBasle,goingtheotherwayandstoppingattheNordStation,halfamileaway。Itwouldnotstophere,buttheHerrwouldseeitpassinafewmomentsatfullspeed。

  Itcamepresently,withaprolongeddespairingshriek,outofthedarkness;aflash,arushandroarathisside,aplungeintothedarknessagainwiththesamedespairingcry;aflutterofsomethingwhitefromoneofthewindows,likealoosenedcurtain,thatatlastseemedtodetachitself,and,afterawildattempttofollow,suddenlysoaredaloft,whirledoverandover,dropped,anddriftedslowly,slantwise,totheground。

  Theinspectorhadseenit,randowntheline,andpickeditup。

  ThenhereturnedwithittoPaulwithalookofsympathizingconcern。Itwasalady\'shandkerchief,evidentlysomesignalwavedtothewell-bornHerr,whowastheonlypassengerontheplatform。

  So,possibly,itmightbefromhisfriends,whobysomestupidmischancehadgonetothewrongstation,and——GottimHimmel!——itwashideouslystupid,yetpossible,gotonthewrongtrain!

  TheHerr,alittlepale,butcomposed,thoughtitWASpossible。

  No;hewouldnottelegraphtothenextstation——notyet——hewouldinquire。

  Hewalkedquicklyaway,reachingthehotelbreathlessly,yetinaspacethatseemedalltoobriefforhisdisconnectedthought。

  Thereweresignsofanimationinthehall,andanemptycarriagewasjustreenteringthecourtyard。Thehall-portermethimwithdemonstrativeconcernandapology。Ah!ifhehadonlyunderstoodhisExcellencybetter,hecouldhavesavedhimallthistrouble。

  EvidentlyhisExcellencywasgoingwiththeArguelloparty,whohadorderedacarriage,doubtless,forthesameimportantjourney,anhourbefore,yethadleftonlyafewmomentsafterhisExcellency,andhisExcellency,itwouldappear,hadgonetothewrongstation。

  Paulpushedhurriedlypastthemanandascendedtohisroom。Bothwindowswereopen,andinthefaintmoonlighthecouldseethatsomethingwhitewaspinnedtohispillow。Withnervousfingersherelithiscandles,andfounditwasanoteinYerba\'shandwriting。

  Asheopenedit,atinysprayofthevinethathadgrownonthecrumblingwallfellathisfeet。Hepickeditup,pressedittohislips,andread,withdimeyes,asfollows:——

  \"YouknownowwhyIspoketoyouasIdidto-day,andwhytheotherhalfofthisprecioussprayistheonlymemoryIcaretocarrywithmeoutofthiscrumblingruinofallmyhopes。Youwereright,Paul:mytakingyouthereWASANOMEN——nottoyou,whocanneverbeanythingbutproud,beloved,andtrue——buttoMEofalltheshameandmisery。Thankyouforallyouhavedone——forallyouwoulddo,myfriend,anddon\'tthinkmeungrateful,onlybecauseIamunworthyofit。Trytoforgiveme,butdon\'tforgetme,evenifyoumusthateme。Perhaps,ifyouknewall——youmightstilllovealittlethepoorgirltowhomyouhavealreadygiventheonlynameshecanevertakefromyou——YERBABUENA!

  CHAPTERVII。

  Itwasalreadyautumn,andinthecityofNewYorkanearlySundaymorningbreezewassweepinguptheleavesthathadfallenfromtheregularlyplantedailantustreesbeforethebrown-stonefrontageofarowofmonotonouslyalikefive-storiedhousesononeoftheprincipalavenues。ThePastoroftheThirdPresbyterianChurch,thatuplifteditsdoubletowersonthecorner,stoppedbeforeoneofthesedwellings,ranupthedozenbroadsteps,andrangthebell。Hewaspresentlyadmitttedtothesombrerichnessofahallanddrawing-roomwithhigh-backedfurnitureofdarkcarvedwoods,likecathedralstalls,and,hatinhand,somewhatimpatientlyawaitedthearrivalofhishostessandparishioner。Thedooropenedtoatall,white-hairedwomaninlustrelessblacksilk。Shewasregularandresoluteinfeatures,offinebutunbendingpresence,and,thoughsomewhatpastmiddleage,showednosignsofeithertheweaknessormellownessofyears。

  \"IamsorrytodisturbyourSabbathmorningmeditations,SisterArgalls,norwouldIifitwerenotinthelineofChristianduty;

  butSisterRobbinsisunabletodaytomakeherusualSabbathhospitalvisit,andIthoughtifyouwereexcusedfromtheForeignMissionaryclassandBibleinstructionatthreeyoumightundertakeherfunctions。Iknow,mydearoldfriend,\"hecontinued,withblanddeprecationofherhard-seteyes,\"howdistastefulthispromiscuousminglingwiththeroughandungodlyhasalwaysbeentoyou,andhowreluctantyouaretobeplacedinthepositionofbeingliabletohearcoarse,vulgar,orirreverentspeech。I

  think,too,inourlongandpleasantpastoralrelations,youhavealwaysfoundmemindfulofit。IadmitIhavesometimesregrettedthatyourlatehusbandhadnotmoregenerallyfamiliarizedyouwiththewaysoftheworld。Butsoitis——weallhaveourweaknesses。

  Ifnotonething,another。AndasEnvyandUncharitablenesssometimesfindtheirwayinevenChristianhearts,Ishouldlikeyoutoundertakethisofficeforthesakeofexample。Therearesome,dearSisterArgalls,whothinkthattherichwidowwhoismostliberalintheendowmentofthegoodsthatProvidencehasintrustedtoherhandsclaimsthereforetobeexemptfromlaborintheChristianvineyard。Letusteachthemhowunjusttheyare。\"

  \"Iamwilling,\"saidthelady,withadry,determinedair。\"I

  supposethesepatientsarenotprofessedlybadcharacters?\"

  \"Bynomeans。Afew,perhaps;butthemajorityareunfortunates——

  dependenteitheruponpubliccharityorsomesmallprovisionmadebytheirfriends。\"

  \"Verywell。\"

  \"AndyouunderstandthatthoughtheyhavetheprivilegeofrejectingyourChristianministrations,dearSisterArgalls,youarefreetojudgewhenyoumaybepatientorimportunatewiththem?\"

  \"Iunderstand。\"

  ThePastorwasnotanunkindlyman,and,asheglancedattheuncompromisinglookinMrs。Argalls\'seyes,feltforamomentsomeinconsistencybetweenhishumaneinstinctsandhisChristianduty。

  \"Someofthemmayrequire,andbebenefitedby,asternmonitress,andSisterRobbins,Ifear,wasweak,\"hesaidconsolinglytohimself,ashedescendedthestepsagain。

  Atthreeo\'clockMrs。Argalls,withareticuleandafewtracts,wasatthedoorofSt。John\'sHospital。AsshedisplayedhertestimonialsandannouncedthatshehadtakenMrs。Robbins\'splace,theofficialsreceivedherrespectfully,andgavesomeinstructionstotheattendants,which,however,didnotstopsomeindividualcomments。

  \"Isay,Jim,itdoesn\'tseemthesquarethingtoletthatgrimoldgirllooseamongthempoorconvalescents。\"

  \"Well,Idon\'tknow:theysayshe\'srichandgivesaloto\'moneyaway,butifshetacklesthatswearingoldKentuckianinNo。3,she\'llhaveherhandsfull。\"

  However,thecriticismwasscarcelyfair,forMrs。Argalls,althoughmovingrigidlyalongfrombedtobedoftheward,equippedwithacertainformulaofphrases,neverthelessdroppedfromtimetotimesomepracticalcommon-sensequestionsthatshowedanalmostmasculineintuitionofthepatients\'needsandrequirements。Nordidshebetrayanyofthatover-sensitiveshrinkingfromcoarsenesswhichthegoodPastorhadfeared,albeitshewasquicktocorrectitsexhibition。Thelanguidmenlistenedtoherwithhalf-

  aggressive,half-amusedinterest,andsomeofthesatisfactionoftakingabitterbutwholesometonic。Itwasnotuntilshereachedthebedatthefartherendofthewardthatsheseemedtomeetwithanycheck。

  Itwasoccupiedbyahaggardman,withalongwhitemoustacheandfeaturesthatseemedwastedbyinwardstruggleandfever。Atthefirstsoundofhervoiceheturnedquicklytowardsher,liftedhimselfonhiselbow,andgazedfixedlyinherface。

  \"KateHoward——bytheEternal!\"hesaid,inalowvoice。

  Despiteherrigidself-possessionthewomanstarted,glancedhurriedlyaround,anddrewnearertohim。

  \"Pendleton!\"shesaid,inanequallysuppressedvoice,\"What,inGod\'sname,areyoudoinghere?\"

  \"Dying,Ireckon——soonerorlater,\"hesaidgrimly,\"that\'swhattheydohere。\"

  \"But——what,\"shewentonhurriedly,stillglancingoverhershoulderasifshesuspectedsometrick——\"whathasbroughtyoutothis?\"

  \"YOU!\"saidthecolonel,droppingbackexhaustedlyonhispillow。

  \"Youandyourdaughter。\"

  \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"shesaidquickly,yetregardinghimwithsternrigidity。\"YouknowperfectlywellIhaveNOdaughter。YouknowperfectlywellthatI\'vekeptthewordIgaveyoutenyearsago,andthatIhavebeendeadtoherasshehasbeentome。\"

  \"Iknow,\"saidthecolonel,\"thatwithinthelastthreemonthsI

  havepaidawaymylastcenttokeepthemouthofaninfernalscoundrelshutwhoKNOWSthatyouarehermother,andthreatenstoexposehertoherfriends。IknowthatI\'mdyinghereofanoldwoundthatIgotwhenIshutthemouthofanotherhoundwhowasreadytobarkathertwoyearsafteryoudisappeared。IknowthatbetweenyouandherI\'veletmyoldniggerdieofabrokenheart,becauseIcouldn\'tkeephimtosufferwithme,andIknowthatI\'mhereapauperontheState。Iknowthat,Kate,andwhenIsayitI

  don\'tregretit。I\'vekeptmywordtoYOU,and,bytheEternal,yourdaughter\'sworthit!Forifthereeverwasafairandpeerlesscreature——it\'syourchild!\"

  \"Andshe——arichwoman——unlessshesquanderedthefortuneIgaveher——letsyouliehere!\"saidthewomangrimly。

  \"Shedon\'tknowit。\"

  \"SheSHOULDknowit!Haveyouquarreled?\"Shewaslookingathimkeenly。

  \"Shedistrustsme,becauseshehalfsuspectsthesecret,andI

  hadn\'tthehearttotellherall。\"

  \"All?Whatdoessheknow?Whatdoesthismanknow?Whathasbeentoldher?\"shesaidrapidly。

  \"Sheonlyknowsthatthenameshehastakenshehasnorightto。\"

  \"Rightto?Why,itwaswrittenontheTrust——YerbaBuena。\"

  \"No,notthat。Shethoughtitwasamistake。ShetookthenameofArguello。\"

  \"What?\"saidMrs。Argalls,suddenlygraspingtheinvalid\'swristwithbothhands。\"Whatname?\"hereyeswerestartledfromtheirrigidcoldness,herlipswerecolorless。

  \"Arguello!Itwassomefoolishschoolgirlfancywhichthathoundhelpedtofosterinher。Why——what\'sthematter,Kate?\"

  Thewomandroppedthehelplessman\'swrist,then,withaneffort,recoveredherselfsufficientlytorise,and,withanairofincreaseddecorum,asifthespiritualcharacteroftheirinterviewexcludedworldlyintrusion,adjustedthescreenaroundhisbed,soaspartlytohideherownfaceandPendleton\'s。Then,droppingintothechairbesidehim,shesaid,inheroldvoice,fromwhichtheburdenoftenlongyearsseemedtohavebeenlifted,——

  \"Harry,what\'sthatyou\'replayingonme?\"

  \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"saidPendletonamazedly。

  \"Doyoumeantosayyoudon\'tknowit,anddidn\'ttellheryourself?\"shesaidcurtly。

  \"What?Tellherwhat?\"herepeatedimpatiently。

  \"ThatArguelloWASherfather!\"

  \"Herfather?\"Hetriedtostruggletohiselbowagain,butshelaidherhandmasterfullyuponhisshoulderandforcedhimback。

  \"Herfather!\"herepeatedhurriedly。\"JoseArguello!GreatGod!——

  areyousure?\"

  Quietlyandyetmechanicallygatheringthescatteredtractsfromthecoverlet,andputtingthemback,onebyoneinherreticule,shecloseditandherlipswithasnapassheuttered——\"Yes。\"

  Pendletonremainedstaringathersilently,\"Yes,\"hemuttered,\"itmayhavebeensomeinstinctofthechild\'s,orsomediabolicalfancyofBriones\'。But,\"hesaidbitterly,\"trueornot,shehasnorighttohisname。\"

  \"AndIsaysheHAS。\"

  Shehadrisentoherfeet,withherarmsfoldedacrossherbreast,inanattitudeofsuchPuritancomposurethatthedistantspectatorsmighthavethoughtshewasdeliveringanexordiumtotheprostrateman。

  \"ImetJoseArguello,forthesecondtime,inNewOrleans,\"shesaidslowly,\"eightyearsago。Hewasstillrich,butruinedinhealthbydissipation。Iwastiredofmywayoflife。HeproposedthatIshouldmarryhimtotakecareofhimandlegitimatizeourchild。IwasforcedtotellhimwhatIhaddonewithher,andthattheTrustcouldnotbedisturbeduntilshewasofageandherownmistress。Heassented。Wemarried,buthediedwithinayear。Hedied,leavingwithmehisacknowledgmentofherashischild,andtherighttoclaimherifIchose。\"

  \"And?\"——interruptedthecolonelwithsparklingeyes。

  \"IDON\'TCHOOSE。

  \"Hearme!\"shecontinuedfirmly。\"Withhisnameandmyownmistress,andthegirl,asIbelieved,properlyprovidedforandignorantofmyexistence,Isawnonecessityforreopeningthepast。Iresolvedtoleadanewlifeashiswidow。Icamenorth。

  InthelittleNewEnglandtownwhereIfirststopped,thecountrypeoplecontractedmynametoMrs。Argalls。Iletitstandso。I

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