\'That\'saperfectly——jetblack——fib!\'criedPolly,whowasnowthoroughlyangry;\'andIdon\'tthinkitisverypoliteofyoutoattackthewholeparty,andsaytheyhaven\'tbeennicetoyou,whenthey\'vedoneeverythingintheworld!\'
\'Itisn\'tyourpartyanymorethanmine,isit?AndifIdon\'tknowhowtobepolite,Icertainlyshan\'taskYOUforinstruction;forI
mustknowasmuchaboutthemannersofgoodsocietyasyoudo,inasmuchasIhavecertainlyseenmoreofit!\'
Pollysankintoacamp-chair,toostunnedforamomenttoreply,whileLaura,whohadgonequitebeyondthepointwhereshekneworcaredwhatshesaid,wentonwitharushofwords:\'Imeantotellyou,nowthatIamstarted,thatanybodywhoisn\'tblindcanseewhyyoutoadytotheWinships,whohavemoneyandsocialposition,andwhyyouaresoanxioustokeepeverybodyelsefromgettingintotheirgoodgraces;buttheyaresopartialtoyouthattheyhavegivenyouanentirelyfalseideaofyourself;andyoumightaswellknowthatunlessyoukeepyourselfalittlemoreinthebackground,andgrowalittlelessboldandaffectedandindependent,otherpeoplewillnotbequiteasreadyastheWinshipstomakeapetofagirlwhosemotherkeepsaboarding-house。\'
PoorLaura!Itwasnosoonersaidthansheregrettedit——alittle,notmuch。ButpoorPolly!Wherewashergoodangelthen?Whycouldshenothavetreatedthisthrustwiththesilenceandcontemptitdeserved?ButhowcouldLaurahavedetectedandprobedthemostsensitivespotinthegirl\'snature?Shelostallcommandofherself。Herrageabsolutelyfrightenedher,foritmadeherdeafandblindtoallconsiderationsofproprietyandself-respect,andforamomentshewasonlyconsciousofthewilddesiretostrike——
yes,eventokill——thepersonwhohadsoinsultedallthatwasdearesttoher。
\'Don\'tdaretosayanotherword!\'shepanted,withsuchflamingcheeksandsuchflashingeyesthatLaurainvoluntarilyretreatedtowardsthedoor,halfafraidofthetempestherwordshadevoked。
\'Don\'tdaretosayanotherword,orIdon\'tknowwhatImaydo!Yes,Iamgladyouaregoing,andeverybodywillbeglad,andthesooneryougothebetter!You\'vemadeeverybodymiserableeversinceyoucame,withyourjealousyandyourgossipandyourfine-ladyairs;andifAuntTruthhadn\'tlovedyourmother,andifweweremeanenoughtotelltales,wewouldhaverepeatedsomeofyourdisagreeablespeecheslongago。HowcanyoudaretosayIlovetheWinshipsforanythingbutthemselves?Andifyouhadeverseenmydarlingmother,younevercouldhavecalledheraboarding-housekeeper,youcruel——\'
Oh,butthedashingtorrentofangrywordsstoppedatthemerementionofhermother。Thewordrecalledhertoherself,buttoolate。Itwokeinhermemorytheclaspofhermother\'sarms,thesoundofthesweet,tiredvoice:\'Onlytwoofusagainstthebigworld,Polly——youandI。Bebrave,littledaughter,braveandpatient。\'Oh,howimpatientandcowardlyshehadbeen!Wouldsheneverlearntobegood?Thebetterimpulsesrushedbackintoherheart,andcrowdedoutthebadonessoquicklythatinanothermomentshewouldhaveflungherselfatLaura\'sfeet,andimploredherforgivenessmerelytogainagainherownself-respectandhermother\'sapproval;buttherewasnotimeforrepentancethereisn\'tsometimes,fortheclatterofwheelsannouncedPancho\'sapproachwiththeteam,andMrs。WinshipandAnneBurtoncameintoview,walkingrapidlytowardsthetent。
Laurawasagooddealdisconcertedattheirill-timedappearance,butreflectedrapidlythatifMrs。Winshiphadoverheardanything,itwasprobablyPolly\'slastspeech,inwhichcasethatyoungpersonwouldseemtobemoreinfaultthanherself,sosteppingoutofthetentshemetMrs。Winshipandkissedhergood-bye。
LittleAnneranonandjumpedintothewagon,withallachild\'sjoyattheprospectofgoinganywhere。Polly\'sbackwasturned,butshecouldnotdisappearentirelywithinthetentwithoutcausingMrs。
Winshipsurprise;andshewentthroughalifetimeofmiseryandself-
reproachinthatminuteofshameandfear,whenshedaredneithertoadvancenorretreat。
\'Idon\'tquiteliketoletyougoalone,Laura,withoutconsultingthedoctor,andIcan\'tfindhim,\'saidMrs。Winship。\'Why,youarenervousandtrembling!Hadn\'tyoubetterwaituntilto-morrow?\'
\'No,thankyou,Mrs。Winship。Iamallreadynow,andwouldprefertogo。IthinkperhapsIhavestayedquitelongenough,asPollyhasjusttoldmethateverybodyisgladtoseethelastofme,andthatI\'vemadeyouallmiserablesinceIcame。
ThiswastheclimaxtoPolly\'smisery;forshewasalreadysoovercomebythethoughtofherrudenessthatshewasonthepointofbeggingLaura\'spardonforthatparticularspeechthenandthere,andshehadonlytohearherexactwordsrepeatedtofeelhowtheywouldsoundinMrs。Winship\'sears。
Mrs。WinshipwassoentirelytakenabackbyLaura\'sremark,thatshecouldonlyejaculate,\'Polly——said——that!Whatdoyoumean?\'
\'Oh,Iamquitereadytothinkshesaidmorethansheintended,butthosewereherwords。\'
\'Polly!\'
Pollyturned。Alas!itwasplainenoughthatthiswasnofalseaccusation。Herdowncasteyes,flushed,tear-stainedcheeks,quiveringlips,andthesilentshameofherwholefigure,spoketooclearly。
\'Canitbepossible,Polly,thatyouspokeinsuchawaytoaguestwhowasabouttoleavemyhouse?\'
\'Yes。\'
ThewordwaswrungfromPolly\'stremblinglips。Whatcouldshesaybut\'Yes,\'——itwastrue,——andhowcouldsherepeatthetauntsthathadprovokedhertoretort?Theywerenotasufficientexcuse;andforthatmatter,nothingcouldbeasufficientexcuseforherlanguage。Nowthatshewasconfrontedwithherownfault,Laura\'sseemedsosmallbesideitthatshewouldhavebeenashamedtoofferitasanyjustification。
Mrs。Winshipgrewpale,andforamomentwasquiteatalossastothetreatmentofsuchasituation。
\'Don\'tsayanymoreaboutit,Mrs。Winship,\'saidLaura;\'wewerebothangry,orweshouldneverhaveforgottenourselves,andIshallthinknomoreofit。\'Lauraspokewithsuchanairofmodestvirtue,andseemedsoreadytoforgiveandforget,thatPollyinhersilenceandconfusionappearedworsethanever。
\'ButIwantyoutorememberthatyouaremyguest,notPauline\'s;
thatIaskedyoutocomeandaskyoutoremain。Icannotallowyoutogosimplybecauseyoudonotchancetobeafavouritewithanotherofmyguests。\'Oh!thepangthesewordsgavePolly\'sfaulty,tenderlittleheart!
\'IamonlygoingbecauseIfeelsoill,——notabitbecauseofwhatPollysaid;Iwasinthewrong,too,perhaps,butIpromisenottoletanybodynoranythingmakemequarrelwhenIvisityouagain。
Good-bye!\'andLaurasteppedintothewagon。
\'Itrustyouwillnotmentionthistoyourmother,sinceIhopeitistheonlyunpleasantincidentofyourvisit;anditisnofaultofminethatyougoawaywithanunhappyimpressionofourhospitality。\'
HereMrs。WinshipreachedupandkissedlittleAnne,andasthehorseswererestive,andnooneseemedtohaveanythingfurthertosay,Panchodroveoff。
\'Idon\'tcaretotalkwithyouanymoreatpresent,Polly,\'saidMrs。
Winship。\'Iamtoohurtandtooindignanttospeakofyourconductquietly。Iknowthestrugglesyouhavewithyourtemper,andIamquitewillingtosympathisewithyouevenwhenyoudonotcomeoffvictorious;butthisissomethingquitedifferent。Ican\'tconceivehowanyamountofprovocationordislikecouldhaveledyouintosuchdisloyaltytome\';andwiththisshewalkedaway。
Pollystaggeredintoalittleplay-roomtentofDicky\'s,wheresheknewthatshecouldbealone,pinnedthecurtainstogethersothatnoonecouldpeepin,andthrewherselfdownuponthelongcushionedseatwhereDickywaswonttotakehisafternoonnap。There,ingriefanddespair,shesobbedtheafternoonthrough,dreadingtobedisturbedanddreadingtobequestioned。
\'Mybeautifulbirthdayspoiled,\'shemoaned,\'andallmyownfault!
Iwassohappythismorning,butnowwaseveranybodysomiserableasI?AndevenifItellAuntTruthwhatLaurasaid,shewillthinkitnoexcuse,anditisn\'t!\'
Asitnearedsupper-timeshemadeanopeninginthebackofthetent,andafterlongwatchingcaughtsightofGinonhiswaytothebrookforwater,signalledhim,andgavehimthisdespairinglittlenoteforMrs。Winship:-
DearAuntTruth,——Idon\'taskyoutoforgiveme——Idon\'tdeservetobeforgiven——butIaskyoutodomejustonemoreofyourdearlittlekindnesses。LetmestayaloneinDicky\'stenttillmorning,andpleasedon\'tletanyonecomenearme。Youcantelleverybodythewholestoryto-night,ifyouthinkbest,thoughIshouldbegladifonlyDr。PaulandBellneedknow;butIdonotmindanythingafterdispleasingyou——nothingcanbesobadasthat。PerhapsyouthinkI
oughttocomeoutandconfessittothemmyself,asapunishment;butoh,AuntTruth,Iampunishingmyselfinherealoneworsethananyoneelsecandoit。IwillgobacktoSantaBarbaraanytimethatyoucansendmetothestagestation,andIwillneveraskyoutolovemeagainuntilIhavelearnedhowtocontrolmytemper。Yourwretched,wretchedPOLLY。
P。S——Irememberthatitismybirthday,andallthatyouhavedoneforme,to-dayandalltheotherdays。ItlooksasifIwereungrateful,butinspiteofwhatIdidIamnot。Thewordsjustblazedout,andIneverknewthattheyweregoingtobesaidtillI
heardthemfallingfrommymouth。ItseemstomethatifIeveratoneforthisIwillhaveaslateandpencilhangingtomybelt,andonlywritewhatIhavetosay。POLLY。
ThemoisturecametoMrs。Winship\'seyesasshereadthistear-
stainedlittlenote。\'There\'ssomethinghereIdon\'tquiteunderstand,\'shethought;\'andyetPollyconfessedthatLauratoldthetruth。Poorchild!——butshehasgottolearnpatienceandself-
controlthroughsuffering。However,I\'llkeepthematterasecretfromeverybodyatpresent,andstandbetweenherandmyinquisitivebroodofyoungsters,\'andsheslippedthenoteintoherpocket。
Atsixo\'clockthemembersofthefamilycameintocampfromvariousdirections,andgatheredaboutthesupper-table。AllweresurprisedatLaura\'ssuddendeparture,butnooneseemedespeciallygrief-
stricken。DickyannouncedconfidentiallytoPhilipthatLaurawasa\'norful\'fraid-catoffrogs,\'andJackventuredtheopinionthatMissLaurahadn\'t\'boy\'enoughinherforcamp-life。
\'ButwhereisPolly?\'askedBell,lookingroundthetable,asshepinnedupherriding-skirtandsatdowninherusualseat。
\'Shehasabadheadache,andislyingdown,\'saidMrs。Winship,quietly;\'she\'llbeallrightinthemorning。\'
\'Headache!\'ejaculatedfourorfivepeopleatonce,droppingtheirnapkinsandlookingateachotherindismay。
\'I\'llgoandrubherheadwithCologne,\'saidMargery。
\'Letmegoandsitwithher,\'saidElsie。
\'Haveyoubeenteasingher,Jack?\'askedMrs。Howard。
\'Toomuchbirthday?\'askedDr。Paul。\'Tellherwecansparealmostanybodyelsebetter。\'
\'Blessthechild,shewantsmeifsheissick。Goonwithyoursuppers,I\'llseetoher,\'andBellrosefromthetable。
\'No,mydear,Iwantyoualltoleaveheraloneatpresent,\'saidMrs。Winship,decidedly。\'I\'veputhertobedinDicky\'splay-tent,andIwanthertobequiet。Ginhastakenhersomesupper,andsheneedsrest。\'
PollyOliverinneedofrest!Whatanincomprehensiblestatement!
Nobodywassatisfied,buttherewasnothingmoretobesaid,thoughBellandPhilipexchangedglancesasmuchastosay,\'Somethingiswrong。\'
Supperended,andtheygatheredroundthecamp-fire,butnothingwasquiteasusual。Itwasallverywelltocrackjokes,butwherewasacertainmerrylaughthatwaswonttoringout,atthesmallestprovocation,insuchaninfectiouswaythateverybodyelsefollowedsuit?Andwhowasthere,whenPollyhadtheheadache,tomakeasaucyspeechandlookdownintothefireinnocently,whileherdimplesdideverythingthatwasrequiredinordertopointtheshaft?
AndpraywhatwastheuseofsingingwhentherewasnoaltotoBell\'streble,orofgivingconundrums,sinceitwasalwaysPollywhothoughtofnonsensicalanswersbetterthantherealones?AndasforJack,why,itwasfollytoshootarrowsofwitintotheairwhentherewasnotarget。HesimplystretchedhimselfoutbesideElsie,whowasparticularlyquietandsnoozedpeacefully,withouttakinganypartintheconversation,avowinghisintentionto\'turnin\'early。
\'Turnin\'early,forsooth!Whatwasthematterwiththeboy?
\'It\'snouse,\'saidBell,plaintively;\'wecan\'tbeanythingbuthappy,nowthatwehaveElsiehere;butitneedsonlyonesmallheadachetoshowthatPollyfillsalong-feltwantinthiscamp。Youthinkofherasamodestspokeinthewheeltillshedisappears,andthenyoufindshewasthehub。\'
\'Yes,\'saidMargery,\'Ithinkeveryoneroundthisfireissimplyangelic,unlessIexceptJack;butthefactisthatPollyis——well,sheis——Polly,andIdareanyonetocontradictme。\'
\'Thejudgmentofthecourtisconfirmed,\'saidPhilip。
\'Andthesharksaid,\"IfyouDon\'tbelieveitistrue,Justlookatmywisdomtooth!\"\'
sangGeoffrey。
\'Andifanyoneevertellsmeagainthatshehasredhairandhasn\'tgoodfeatures,Ishouldjustliketoshowthemapictureofherasshewasto-dayatthedinner-table!\'exclaimedBell。
\'Asifanybodyneededfeatureswiththosedimples,\'addedElsie,\'orwouldmindredhairwhenitwassuchprettyhair!\'
\'IthinkareportofthisconversationwouldgofartowardscuringPolly,\'saidDr。Winship,withasmile。
\'Andyousaywecan\'tgointherebeforewegotobed,mamacita?\'
whisperedBellinhermother\'sear,astheboyssaidgood-night——andwenttowardstheirtent。
\'Mydear,\'sheanswereddecidedly,withafondkissforeachofthegirls,\'Pollyherselfaskedmetokeepeverybodyaway。\'
Pollyherselfwantedtobealone!Wouldwondersnevercease?
MeanwhileDicky,whohaddisappearedforamoment,camebacktothefire,hisbosomheavingwithgriefandrage。
\'Iwenttomyplay-tent,\'hesobbed,\'andputtedmyhandunderneaththecurtainandgavePollyapieceofmysuppercakeIsavedforher——
notthefrostedpart,buttheburntpartIcouldn\'teat——andshelikeditandkissedmyhand——andthenIfoughtshewaslonesome,andwouldliketoseemylittlestfrog,andItoldhertoputoutherhandagainforas\'prise,andIsqueezedhimintoittight,so\'thewouldn\'tjump——andshefoughtitwasmorecake,andwhenshefounditwasn\'tshefrewmylittlestfrogclearaway,anditgotlosted!\'
Thisbroughtahowlofmirthfromeverybody,andDickywasinstructed,whilebeingputtobed,nottosqueezelittlefrogsintopeople\'shandsinthedark,asitsometimesaffectedthemunpleasantly。
AllthistimePollywaslyinginthetent,quiteexhaustedwithcrying,andmademorewretchedbyeverysoundofvoiceswaftedtowardsher。PresentlyGinappearedwithhernight-wrapperandvariousthingsforcomfortsentherbythegirls;andasshewearilyundressedherselfandpreparedforthenight,shefoundthreelittlemessagesofcomfortpinnedontheneckandsleevesofherflannelgown,writteninsuchcolossallettersthatshecouldeasilyreadthembythemoonlight。
Ontherightsleeve:-
Cheerup!\'IwillneverdesertMr。Micawber!\'BELL
Ontheleftsleeve:-
DarlingPolly,——Getwellsoon,orweshallallbesickinordertostaywithyou。Lovingly,MEG。
PS——JacksaidyouweretheLIFEOFTHECAMP!Whatdoyouthinkofthat??M。
Ontheneck:-
Dearest,——YouhavealwayscalledmetheFairyGodmother,andpretendedIcouldseethingsthatotherpeoplecouldn\'t。
Theboysgreatstupids!thinkyouhavetheheadache。Wegirlscanallseethatyouareintrouble,butonlytheFairyGodmotherKNOWS
WHY;andthoughshecan\'tmakeabeautifulgoldcoachoutofthispumpkin,becausethere\'ssomethingwrongaboutthepumpkin,yetshewilldoherbestforCinderella,andpullheroutoftheashessomehow。
ELSIE。
Polly\'stearsfellfastonthedearlittlenotes,whichshekissedagainandagain,andtuckedunderherpillowtobringhersleep。
\'Elsieknowssomething,\'shethought,\'buthow?sheknowsthatI\'mintroubleandthatI\'vedonewrong,orshewouldn\'thavesaidthataboutnotbeingabletoturnabadpumpkinintoabeautifulgoldcoach;butperhapsshecangetAuntTruthtoforgivemeandtrymeagain。Unlessshecandoit,itwillnevercometopass,forI
haven\'tthecouragetoaskher。Iwouldratherrunawayearlyinthemorningandgohomethanhaveherlookatmeagainasshedidto-day。
Oh!whatshallIdo?\'andPollywentdownonherkneesbesidetheroughcouch,andsobbedherheartoutinachildishprayerforhelpandcomfort。Itwasjusttheprayerofalittlechildtellingasorrowfulstory;becauseitiswhenwearealoneandintroublethattheunknownandmysteriousGodseemstousmostlikeaFather,andwethrowourselvesintothearmsofHislovelikehelplesschildren,andtellHimoursecretthoughtsandgriefs。
\'DearFatherinheaven,\'shesobbed,\'don\'tforgivemeifIoughtnottobeforgiven,butpleasemakeAuntTruthfeelhowsorryIam,andshowmewhetherIoughttotellwhatmademesoangry,thoughit\'snoexcuse。Blessandkeepmydarlingpatientlittlemother,andhelpmetogrowmorelikeher,andbraverandstrongertoo,sothatIcantakecareofhersoon,andsheneedn\'tworkhardanylonger。PleaseforgivemeforhatingsomethingsinmylifeasmuchasIdo,andI
willtryandlikethembetter;butIthink——yes,Iknow——thatIamfullofwickedpride;andoh,itseemsasifIcouldnever,nevergetoverwantingtoliveinaprettyhouse,andwearprettydresses,andhavemymotherlivelikeBell\'sandMargery\'s。Andoh,ifThoucanstonlyforgivemeforhatingboarderssodreadfully,andbeingashamedofthemeveryminute,Iwilltryandlikethembetterandtelleverybodythatwetakethem——Iwillindeed;andifIcanonlyoncemakeAuntTruthloveandtrustmeagain,Iwillmaketheboarders\'
bedsanddusttheirroomsforeverwithoutgrumbling。Please,dearFatherinheaven,rememberthatIhaven\'tanyfathertolovemeortoteachmetobegood;andthoughmammadoesherbest,pleasehelphertomakesomethingoutofmeifitcanbedone。Amen。\'
\'Truth,\'saidMrs。Howard,whenallwasquietaboutthecamp,\'Elsiewantstoseeyouamomentbeforeshegoestosleep。Willyougotohertent,whileIplayagameofcribbagewithDr。Paul?\'
Elsielookedlikeablossominallthebeautifulgreennessofhertent,withheryellowheadcomingoutfromabovethegreensandbrownsofthecretonnebed-coverforalltheworldlikeadaffodilpushingitswayupthroughthemouldtowardsthespringsunshine。
\'AuntTruth,\'shesaidsoftly,asMrs。Winshipsatdownbesideher,\'yourememberthatDr。Paulhungmyhammockinanewplaceto-day,justbehindthegirls\'sleeping-tent。NowIknowthatPollyisintrouble,andthatyouaredispleasedwithher。WhatIwanttoask,ifImay,is,howmuchyouknow;forIoverheardagreatdealmyself——
enoughtofeelthatPollydeservesahearing。\'
\'Ioverheardnothing,\'repliedMrs。Winship。\'AllthatIknowPollyherselfconfessedinLaura\'spresence。PollytoldLaura,justasshewasgoingaway,thateverybodywouldbegladtoseethelastofher,andthatshehadmadeeverybodymiserablefromthebeginningofhervisit。Itwasquiteinexcusable,youknow,dear,foroneofmygueststowaylayanother,justasshewasleaving,andmakesuchacruelspeech。Iwouldratheranythingelsehadhappened。IknowhowimpetuousPollyis,andIcanforgivethechildalmostanything,herheartissofullofloveandgenerosity;butIcannotoverlooksuchabreachofproprietyasthat。OfcourseIhaveseenthatLauraisnotafavouritewithanyofyou。Iconfesssheisnotaverylovableperson,andIthinkshehasledaveryunwholesomelifelatelyandissadlyspoiledbyit;stillthatisnoexcuseforPolly\'sconduct。\'
\'No,ofcourseitisn\'t,\'sighedElsie,withalittlequiverofthelip。\'IthoughtIcouldpleadabettercaseforPolly,butIseeexactlyhowthoughtlessandimpoliteshewas;yet,ifyoukneweverything,auntie,dear,youwouldfeelalittledifferent。DoyouthinkitwasniceofLauratorepeatwhatPollysaidrightbeforeher,andjustasshewasgoingaway,whensheknewitwouldmakeyouuncomfortableandthatyouwerenottoblameforit?\'
\'No,hardly。Itdidn\'tshowmuchtact;butgirlsoffifteenorsixteenarenotalwaysremarkableforsocialtact。Iexcusedherpartlybecauseshewashalf-sickandnervous。\'
\'Well,\'Elsiewenton,\'Ididn\'thearthewholequarrel,sothatIdonotknowhowlongitlastednorwhobeganit。Ican\'thelpthinkingitwasLaura,though,forshe\'sbeentryingherbesttoprovokePollyforthelastfortnight,anduntilto-dayshehasneverreallysucceeded。Iwashalfasleep,andheardatfirstonlythefaintmurmurofvoices,butwhenIwasfullyawake,LaurawastellingPollythatshedotedonyousimplybecauseyouhadmoneyandposition,whileshehadnot;thatyouwereallsopartialtoherthatshehadlostsightofherowndeficiencies。Thenshecalledherboldandaffected,andIdon\'tknowwhatelse,andfinallywoundupbysayingthatnobodybuttheWinshipswouldbelikelytomakeapetofthedaughterofaboarding-housekeeper。\'
\'Elsie!\'ejaculatedMrs。Winship;\'thisgrowsworseandworse!IsitpossiblethatLauraBurtoncouldbeguiltyofsuchathought?\'
\'Ican\'tbemistaken。Iwastooexcitednottohearveryclearly;
andthemomentthewordswerespokenIknewmypoordear\'sfierytemperwouldneverendurethat。Anditdidn\'t;itblazedoutinasecond,butitdidn\'tlastlong,forbeforeIcouldgettothetentshehadstoppedherselfrightinthemiddleofasentence;andinanotherminuteIheardyourvoice,andcreptbacktothehammock,thinkingthateverythingwouldbesettledbyLaura\'sgoingaway。I\'dnoideathatshewouldpounceonPollyandgetherindisgrace,theverylastthing,whensheknewthatshewasresponsibleforthewholematter。Yousee,auntie,that,impoliteasPollywas,sheonlytoldLaurathatwegirlsweregladshewasgoing。Shedidn\'tbringyouin,afterall;andLauraknewperfectlywellthatshewasawelcomevisitor,andwealltreatedherwiththegreatestpoliteness,thoughit\'snousetosaywelikedhermuch。\'
\'Iamverysorryforthewholeaffair,\'sighedMrs。Winship,\'thereissomuchwrongonbothsides。Laura\'sremark,itistrue,wouldhaveangeredalmostanybodywhowasnotoldandwiseenoughtoseethatitdeservedonlycontempt;butboththegirlsshouldhavehadtoomuchrespectforthemselvesandformetodescendtosuchanunladylikequarrel。However,IamonlytoogladtohearanythingwhichmakesPolly\'sfaultless,forIlovehertoodearlynottosufferwhenIhavetobeseverewithher。\'
\'Shewouldn\'taskyoutooverlookherfault,\'continuedElsie,withtearsinhereyes。\'Iknowjusthowwretchedandpenitentshemustbe——Pollyisalwayssofierceagainstherownfaults——butwhatmustbemakinghersuffermostisthethoughtthatshehasentirelylostyourconfidenceandgoodopinion。Oh,Ican\'thelpthinkingthatGodfeelssorrierthisveryminuteforPolly,whofightsandfightsagainsthertemper,likeadearsunbeamtryingtoshineagainandagainwhenacloudkeepscoveringitup,thanHedoesforLaura,whohaseverythingmadesmoothforher,andwhoisunhappywhenherfeathersareruffledtheleastbit。\'
\'Youareright,dear,insofarthatafierylittlesoullikePolly\'scan,ifitfindstherightchannels,doGod\'sworkintheworldbetterthanacharacterlikeLaura\'s,whichisnotcourageous,norstrong,norsweetenoughforgreatservice,unlessitgrowsintobetterthingsthroughbitterorrichexperiences。Now,good-night,myblessedlittlepeacemaker;sleepsweetly,forIamgoingintoPolly\'stenttohaveagoodtalkwithher。\'
AsMrs。WinshipdroppedthecurtainsofElsie\'stentbehindher,andmadeherwayquietlythroughthetrees,thetinklingsoundofabanjofelluponthestillnightair;andpresently,asshenearedPolly\'sretreat,thisfacetiousserenade,sungbyJack\'swell-knownvoice,waswaftedtoherears:
\'Prithee,PollyOliver,whybideyesostill?
PrettyPollyOliver,wefearyouareill。
I\'msinging\'neaththywindow,whennightdewsarechill,For,prettyPollyOliver,wehearyouareill。\'
ShewasabouttodespatchMasterJacktohistentwitharoundscolding,whenthelastwordsofthesongwerefrozenonhislipsbythesoundofasmotheredsob,inplaceofthesaucyretorthehopedtoprovoke。Theunexpectedsobfrightenedhimmorethananyfusiladeofhotwords,andhestoleawayinthedarknessmorecrestfallenthanhehadbeenformanyayear。
Mrs。Winship,moretroubledthanever,pulledapartthecanvascurtains,andstoodintheopening,silently。Thesightoftheforlornlittlefigure,huddledtogetheronthestrawbed,touchedherheart,and,whenPollystartedupwithaneloquentcryandflewintoherextendedarms,shegrantedwillingforgiveness,andthehistoryoftheafternoonwassobbedoutuponhermotherlyshoulder。
ThenextmorningMrs。WinshipannouncedthatPollywasbetter,sentbreakfasttohertent,andbyskilfulgeneralshipdroveeverybodyawayfromthecampbutElsie,whobroughtPollytothesitting-room,madehercomfortableonthelounge,and,administeringmuchgoodadvicetoMargeryandBellconcerningtopicstobeavoided,admittedthemonebyoneintoherpresence,sothatshegraduallyregainedherself-control。Andatthedinner-tableaverypalePollywaspresentagain,withsuchawhitefaceandheavyeyesthatnoonecoulddoubttherehadbeenaheadache,whiletwopeople,atleast,knewthattherehadbeenaheartacheaswell。Thenextday\'smailcarriedthefollowinglettertoLauraBurton:
CAMPCHAPARRAL,August16,188。
MydearLaura,——AsItoldyouwhenyouwereleaving,IcannotwellsayhowsorryIamthatanythingshouldhaveoccurredtomaryourpleasantremembranceofyourstaywithus。Thatyourdearmother\'sdaughtershouldhavebeentreatedwithdiscourtesywhileshewasmyguestwasverydisagreeabletome;butIhavelearnedthatyouwereyourselfsomewhattoblameintheaffair,andthereforeyoushouldhavebornetheharshtreatmentyoureceivedwithconsiderablepatience,andperhapshavekeptitquitetoyourself。\'Thatlittlecattoldher,afterall,\'saidLaura,whenshereadthis。\'Ididn\'tthinkshewasthatkind。\'Pollywouldneverhaveconfessedthecauseofthequarrel,becausesheknewnothingcouldjustifyherlanguage;butElsiewaslyinginthehammockbehindthetentandoverheardtheremarkwhichsorousedPolly\'sanger。Youwerenotaware,ofcourse,howsoreaspotyoutouchedupon,oryoucouldneverhavespokenasyoudid,thoughIwellknowthatyouwerebothtooangrytoreflect。Pollyisapeculiarlyproudandhigh-spiritedgirl——proud,Iconfess,toafault;butshecomes,onhermother\'sside,fromalonglineofpeoplewhohavehadmuchtobeproudofinthewayofunblemishedhonesty,nobility,fineattainments,andsplendidachievements。Ofherfather\'shonourableservicestohiscountry,andhissadanduntimelydeath,youmayhaveheard;butyoumaynotknowthatMrs。Oliver\'smisfortuneshavebeenverymanyandverybitter,andthattheonlypossibilityofsupportingandeducatingPollyliesatpresentinhertakingboarders,forherhealthwillnotadmitjustnowofherlivinganywheresaveinSouthernCalifornia。Ifailtoseewhythisisnotthoroughlypraiseworthyandrespectable;butifyoudonotconsideritquiteanelegantoccupation,IcanonlysaythatMrs。Oliverpresidesoverthetableatwhichher\'boarders\'sitwithahigh-breddignityandgraceofmannerthatthehighestladyinthelandmightimitate;andthat,whenhealthandcircumstancespermithertodiminishthedistancebetweenherselfandthegreatworld,sheandherdaughterPolly,byreasonoftheirbirthandtheirculture,willfinddoorsswingingwidetoadmitthemwhereyouandIwouldfinditdifficulttoenter。
Pollyapologisessincerelyforherrudeness,andwillwriteyoutothateffect,asofcourseshedoesnotknowofthisletter。
Sincerelyyourfriend,TRUTHWINSHIP。
CHAPTERIX:ROUNDTHECAMP-FIRE
\'Thetimebeforethefiretheysat,Andshortenedthedelaybypleasingchat。\'
TheAugustdayshadslippedawayoneafteranother,andSeptemberwasathand。Therewasnoperceptiblechangeofweathertomarktheadventofthenewmonth。Thehillswerealittlebrowner,thedustalittledeeper,thefleasalittlenimbler,andthewaterinthebrookatriflelower,butotherwiseDameNaturedidnotconcernherselfwiththechangeofseasons,inasmuchasshehadnoolddressestogetridof,andnonewonestoputonforalongtimeyet;indeed,sheisneververyfashionableinthislocality,andwearsverymuchthesamegarmentsthroughouttheyear。
Elsieseemedalmostasstrongasanyoftheothergirlsnow,andcouldenterwithzestintoalltheiramusements。Theappetiteofayoungbear,thesound,dreamlesssleepofababy,andtheconstantbreathinginofthepure,life-givingairhadmadeheranewcreature。Mrs。HowardandJackfelt,daybyday,thataburdenofdreadwasbeingliftedfromtheirhearts;andMrs。Howardespeciallyfeltthatshelovedeveryrockandtreeinthecanyon。
Itwasacharmingmorning,andPollywasseatedatthedining-roomtable,deepinthepreparationofalessoninreadingandpronunciationforHopYet。Herforeheadwascreasedwithmanywrinklesofthought,andshebittheendofherlead-pencilasifshewereengagedinsolvingsomedifficultproblem;but,ifthatwereso,whydidthedimpleschaseeachotherinandoutofhercheeksinsuchasuspiciousfashion?Shewasaverygentle,averysedatePolly,theselatterdays,andnotonlyastonishedherfriends,butsurprisedherself,byhergoodbehaviour,herelegantreserveofmanner,herpatiencewithJack,andherabjectdevotiontoDicky。
\'I\'mafraiditwon\'tlast,\'shesighedtoherselfoccasionally。\'I\'malmosttoogood。That\'salwaysthewaywithme——Imusteitherbesobadthateverybodyisdiscouraged,orelsesogoodthatIfrightenthem。NowIcatchBellandElsieexchangingglanceseveryday,asmuchastosay,\"PoorPolly,shewillneverholdoutatthisrate;doyounoticethatnothingrufflesher——thatsheissimplyangelic?\"AsifIcouldn\'tbeangelicforafortnight!WhyIhaveoftendoneitforfourweeksatastretch!\'
MargerywasinthehabitofgivingHopYetanEnglishlessoneveryotherday,ashehadbeenveryloathtoleavehiseveningschoolinSantaBarbaraandburyhimselfinacanyon,awayfromalleducationalinfluences;butshehaddesertedherpostforonceandgonetoridewithElsie,sothatPollyhadtakenherplaceandwasevolvinganexercisethatHopYetwouldremembertothelatestdayofhislife。
Itlookedsimpleenough:-
1。Thegrassisdry。
2。Thefruitisripe。
3:Thechaparralisgreen。
4。Thenewroadisallright。
5。Thebay-\'rum\'treeisfreshandpretty。
ButasnoChinamancanpronouncetheletter\'r,\'itwaslaboriouslyrenderedthus,whentheunhappytimeofthelessoncame:
1。The-glass-is-dly。
2。The-fluit-is-lipe。
3。The-chap-lal-is-gleen。