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  ThesuddennessofElfride\'srenunciationofhimselfwasfoodformoretorture。Toanunimpassionedoutsider,itadmittedofatleasttwointerpretations——itmighteitherhaveproceededfromanendeavourtobefaithfultoherfirstchoice,tilltheloverseenabsolutelyoverpoweredtheloverremembered,orfromawishnottolosehislovetillsureoftheloveofanother。ButtoStephenSmiththemotiveinvolvedinthelatteralternativemadeituntenablewhereElfridewastheactor。

  Hemusedonherletterstohim,inwhichshehadnevermentionedasyllableconcerningKnight。Itisdesirable,however,toobservethatonlyintwoletterscouldshepossiblyhavedoneso。OnewaswrittenaboutaweekbeforeKnight\'sarrival,when,thoughshedidnotmentionhispromisedcomingtoStephen,shehadhardlyadefinitereasoninhermindforneglectingtodoit。InthenextshedidcasuallyalludetoKnight。ButStephenhadleftBombaylongbeforethatletterarrived。

  Stephenlookedattheblackformoftheadjacenthouse,whereitcutadarkpolygonalnotchoutofthesky,andfeltthathehatedthespot。Hedidnotknowmanyfactsofthecase,butcouldnothelpinstinctivelyassociatingElfride\'sficklenesswiththemarriageofherfather,andtheirintroductiontoLondonsociety。

  Heclosedtheirongateboundingtheshrubberyasnoiselesslyashehadopenedit,andwentintothegrassyfield。Herehecouldseetheoldvicarage,thehousealonethatwasassociatedwiththesweetpleasanttimeofhisincipientloveforElfride。Turningsadlyfromtheplacethatwasnolongeranookinwhichhisthoughtsmightnestlewhenhewasfaraway,hewanderedinthedirectionoftheeastvillage,toreachhisfather\'shousebeforetheyretiredtorest。

  Thenearestwaytothecottagewasbycrossingthepark。Hedidnothurry。Happinessfrequentlyhasreasonforhaste,butitisseldomthatdesolationneedscrambleorstrain。Sometimeshepausedunderthelow-hangingarmsofthetrees,lookingvacantlyontheground。

  Stephenwasstandingthus,scarcelylesscrippledinthoughtthanhewasblankinvision,whenaclearsoundpermeatedthequietairabouthim,andspreadonfarbeyond。ThesoundwasthestrokeofabellfromthetowerofEastEndelstowChurch,whichstoodinadellnotfortyyardsfromLordLuxellian\'smansion,andwithintheparkenclosure。Anotherstrokegreetedhisear,andgavecharactertoboth:thencameaslowsuccessionofthem。

  \'Somebodyisdead,\'hesaidaloud。

  Thedeath-knellofaninhabitantoftheeasternparishwasbeingtolled。

  AnunusualfeatureinthetollingwasthatithadnotbeenbegunaccordingtothecustominEndelstowandotherparishesintheneighbourhood。Ateverydeaththesexandageofthedeceasedwereannouncedbyasystemofchanges。Threetimesthreestrokessignifiedthatthedepartedonewasaman;threetimestwo,awoman;twicethree,aboy;twicetwo,agirl。Theregularcontinuityofthetollingsuggestedthatitwastheresumptionratherthanthebeginningofaknell——theopeningportionofwhichStephenhadnotbeennearenoughtohear。

  Themomentaryanxietyhehadfeltwithregardtohisparentspassedaway。Hehadlefttheminperfecthealth,andhadanyseriousillnessseizedeither,acommunicationwouldhavereachedhimerethis。Atthesametime,sincehiswayhomewardlayunderthechurchyardyews,heresolvedtolookintothebelfryinpassingby,andspeakawordtoMartinCannister,whowouldbethere。

  Stephenreachedthebrowofthehill,andfeltinclinedtorenouncehisidea。Hismoodwassuchthattalkingtoanypersontowhomhecouldnotunburdenhimselfwouldbewearisome。

  However,beforehecouldputanyinclinationintoeffect,theyoungmansawfromamidthetreesabrightlightshining,theraysfromwhichradiatedlikeneedlesthroughthesadplumyfoliageoftheyews。Itsdirectionwasfromthecentreofthechurchyard。

  Stephenmechanicallywentforward。Nevercouldtherebeagreatercontrastbetweentwoplacesoflikepurposethanbetweenthisgraveyardandthatofthefurthervillage。Herethegrasswascarefullytended,andformedvirtuallyapartofthemanor-houselawn;flowersandshrubsbeingplantedindiscriminatelyoverboth,whilstthefewgravesvisibleweremathematicallyexactinshapeandsmoothness,appearinginthedaytimelikechinsnewlyshaven。

  Therewasnowall,thedivisionbetweenGod\'sAcreandLordLuxellian\'sbeingmarkedonlybyafewsquarestonessetatequidistantpoints。Amongthosepersonswhohaveromanticsentimentsonthesubjectoftheirlastdwelling-place,probablythegreaternumberwouldhavechosensuchaspotasthisinpreferencetoanyother:afewwouldhavefanciedaconstraintinitstrimneatness,andwouldhavepreferredthewildhill-topoftheneighbouringsite,withNatureinhermostnegligentattire。

  Thelightinthechurchyardhenextdiscoveredtohaveitssourceinapointveryneartheground,andStephenimagineditmightcomefromalanternintheinteriorofapartly-duggrave。Butanearerapproachshowedhimthatitspositionwasimmediatelyunderthewalloftheaisle,andwithinthemouthofanarchway。Hecouldnowhearvoices,andthetruthofthewholematterbegantodawnuponhim。Walkingontowardstheopening,Smithdiscernedonhislefthandaheapofearth,andbeforehimaflightofstonestepswhichtheremovedearthhaduncovered,leadingdownundertheedifice。Itwastheentrancetoalargefamilyvault,extendingunderthenorthaisle。

  Stephenhadneverbeforeseenitopen,anddescendingoneortwostepsstoopedtolookunderthearch。Thevaultappearedtobecrowdedwithcoffins,withtheexceptionofanopencentralspace,whichhadbeennecessarilykeptfreeforingressandaccesstothesides,roundthreeofwhichthecoffinswerestackedinstonebinsorniches。

  Theplacewaswelllightedwithcandlesstuckinslipsofwoodthatwerefastenedtothewall。Onmakingthedescentofanotherstepthelivinginhabitantsofthevaultwererecognizable。Theywerehisfatherthemaster-mason,anunder-mason,MartinCannister,andtwoorthreeyoungandoldlabouring-men。Crowbarsandworkmen\'shammerswerescatteredabout。Thewholecompany,sittingroundoncoffinswhichhadbeenremovedfromtheirplaces,apparentlyforsomealterationorenlargementofthevault,wereeatingbreadandcheese,anddrinkingalefromacupwithtwohandles,passedroundfromeachtoeach。

  \'Whoisdead?\'Stepheninquired,steppingdown。

  ChapterXXVI

  \'Tothatlastnothingunderearth。\'

  AlleyeswereturnedtotheentranceasStephenspoke,andtheancient-manneredconclavescrutinizedhiminquiringly。

  \'Why,\'tisourStephen!\'saidhisfather,risingfromhisseat;

  and,stillretainingthefrothymuginhislefthand,heswungforwardhisrightforagrasp。\'Yourmotherisexpectingye——

  thoughtyouwouldhavecomeaforedark。Butyou\'llwaitandgohomewithme?Ihaveallbutdonefortheday,andwasgoingdirectly。\'

  \'Yes,\'tisMasterStephy,sureenough。Gladtoseeyousosoonagain,MasterSmith,\'saidMartinCannister,chasteningthegladnessexpressedinhiswordsbyastrictneutralityofcountenance,inordertoharmonizethefeelingasmuchaspossiblewiththesolemnityofafamilyvault。

  \'Thesametoyou,Martin;andyou,William,\'saidStephen,noddingaroundtotherest,who,havingtheirmouthsfullofbreadandcheese,wereofnecessitycompelledtoreplymerelybycompressingtheireyestofriendlylinesandwrinkles。

  \'Andwhoisdead?\'Stephenrepeated。

  \'LadyLuxellian,poorgentlewoman,asweallshall,saidtheunder-mason。\'Ay,andwebegoingtoenlargethevaulttomakeroomforher。\'

  \'Whendidshedie?\'

  \'Earlythismorning,\'hisfatherreplied,withanappearanceofrecurringtoachronicthought。\'Yes,thismorning。Martinhevbeentollingeversince,almost。There,\'twasexpected。Shewasverylimber。\'

  \'Ay,poorsoul,thismorning,\'resumedtheunder-mason,amarvellouslyoldman,whoseskinseemedsomuchtoolargeforhisbodythatitwouldnotstayinposition。\'Shemustknowbythistimewhethershe\'stogoupordown,poorwoman。\'

  \'Whatwasherage?\'

  \'Notmorethansevenoreightandtwentybycandlelight。But,Lord!byday\'awasfortyif\'awereanhour。\'

  \'Ay,night-timeorday-timemakesadifferenceoftwentyyearstorichfeymels,\'observedMartin。

  \'Shewasoneandthirtyreally,\'saidJohnSmith。\'Ihaditfromthemthatknow。\'

  \'Notmorethanthat!\'

  \'\'Alookedverybad,poorlady。Infaith,yemightsayshewasdeadforyearsafore\'awouldownit。\'

  \'Asmyoldfatherusedtosay,\"dead,butwouldn\'tdropdown。”\'

  \'Iseedher,poorsoul,\'saidalabourerfrombehindsomeremovedcoffins,\'onlybutlastValentine\'s-dayofalltheworld。\'Awasarmincrookwi\'mylord。Isaystomyself,\"YoubeticketedChurchyard,mynoblelady,althoughyoudon\'tdreamon\'t。”\'

  \'Isupposemylordwillwritetoalltheotherlordsanointedinthenation,tolet\'emknowthatshethatwasisnownomore?\'

  \'\'Tisdoneandpast。Iseeabundleoflettersgooffanhourafterthedeath。Sichwonderfulblackrimsastheylettershad——

  half-an-inchwide,attheveryleast。\'

  \'Toomuch,\'observedMartin。\'Inshort,\'tisoutofthequestionthatahumanbeingcanbesomournfulasblackedgeshalf-an-inchwide。I\'msurepeopledon\'tfeelmorethanaverynarrowborderwhentheyfeelsmostofall。\'

  \'Andtherearetwolittlegirls,aretherenot?\'saidStephen。

  \'Niceclanelittlefaces!——leftmotherlessnow。\'

  \'TheyusedtocometoParsonSwancourt\'stoplaywithMissElfridewhenIwerethere,\'saidWilliamWorm。\'Ah,theydidso\'s!\'Thelattersentencewasintroducedtoaddthenecessarymelancholytoaremarkwhich,intrinsically,couldhardlybemadetopossessenoughfortheoccasion。\'Yes,\'continuedWorm,\'they\'drunupstairs,they\'drundown;flittingaboutwithhereverywhere。

  Veryfondofher,theywere。Ah,well!\'

  \'Fonderthanevertheywereoftheirmother,so\'tissaidhereandthere,\'addedalabourer。

  \'Well,yousee,\'tisnatural。LadyLuxellianstoodalooffrom\'emso——wassodrowsy-like,thattheycouldn\'tloveherinthejolly-

  companionwaychildrenwanttolikefolks。OnlylastwinterI

  seedMissElfridetalkingtomyladyandthetwochildren,andMissElfridewipedtheirnosesforem\'SOcareful——myladyneveronceseeingthatitwanteddoing;and,naturally,childrentaketopeoplethat\'stheirbestfriend。\'

  \'Beas\'twill,thewomanisdeadandgone,andwemustmakeaplaceforher,\'saidJohn。\'Come,lads,drinkupyourale,andwe\'lljustridthiscorner,soastohaveallclearforbeginningatthewall,assoonas\'tislightto-morrow。\'

  StephenthenaskedwhereLadyLuxellianwastolie。

  \'Here,\'saidhisfather。\'Wearegoingtosetbackthiswallandmakearecess;and\'tisenoughforustodobeforethefuneral。

  Whenmylord\'smotherdied,shesaid,\"John,theplacemustbeenlargedbeforeanothercanbeputin。”But\'aneverexpected\'twouldbewantedsosoon。BettermoveLordGeorgefirst,I

  suppose,Simeon?\'

  Hepointedwithhisfoottoaheavycoffin,coveredwithwhathadoriginallybeenredvelvet,thecolourofwhichcouldonlyjustbedistinguishednow。

  \'Justasyethinkbest,MasterJohn,\'repliedtheshrivelledmason。\'Ah,poorLordGeorge!\'hecontinued,lookingcontemplativelyatthehugecoffin;\'heandIwereasbitterenemiesonceasanycouldbewhenoneisalordandt\'otheronlyamortalman。Poorfellow!He\'dclaphishanduponmyshoulderandcussmeasfamilialandneighbourlyasifhe\'dbeenacommonchap。

  Ay,\'acussedmeuphilland\'acussedmedown;andthen\'awouldraveoutagain,andthegooldclampsofhisfinenewteethwouldglisteninthesunlikefettersofbrass,whileI,beingasmallmanandpoor,wasfaintosaynothingatall。Suchastrappenfinegentlemanashewastoo!Yes,Iratherlikedensometimes。

  Butoncenowandthen,whenIlookedathistoweringheight,I\'dthinkinmyinside,\"Whataweightyou\'llbe,mylord,forourarmstolowerundertheaisleofEndelstowChurchsomeday!\"\'

  \'Andwashe?\'inquiredayounglabourer。

  \'Hewas。Hewasfivehundredweightif\'awereapound。Whatwithhislead,andhisoak,andhishandles,andhisonethingandt\'other\'——heretheancientmanslappedhishanduponthecoverwithaforcethatcausedarattleamongthebonesinside——\'hehalfbrokemybackwhenItookhisfeettolowerendownthestepsthere。\"Ah,\"saithItoJohnthere——didn\'tI,John?——\"thateveroneman\'sgloryshouldbesuchaweightuponanotherman!\"Butthere,IlikedmylordGeorgesometimes。\'

  \'\'Tisastrangethought,\'saidanother,\'thatwhiletheybeallhereunderoneroof,asnugunitedfamilyo\'Luxellians,theybereallyscatteredmilesawayfromoneanotherintheformofgoodsheepandwickedgoats,isn\'tit?\'

  \'True;\'tisathoughttolookat。\'

  \'Andthatone,ifhe\'sgoneupward,don\'tknowwhathiswifeisdoingnomorethanthemaninthemoonifshe\'sgonedownward。

  Andthatsomeunfortunateoneinthehotplaceisa-holleringacrosstoaluckyoneupintheclouds,andquiteforgettingtheirbodiesbeboxedclosetogetherallthetime。\'

  \'Ay,\'tisathoughttolookat,too,thatIcansay\"Hullo!\"closetofieryLordGeorge,and\'acan\'thearme。\'

  \'AndthatIbeeatingmyonionclosetodaintyLadyJane\'snose,andshecan\'tsmellme。\'

  \'Whatdo\'emputalltheirheadsonewayfor?\'inquiredayoungman。

  \'Because\'tischurchyardlaw,yousimple。Thelawofthelivingis,thatamanshallbeuprightanddown-right,andthelawofthedeadis,thatamanshallbeeastandwest。Everystateofsocietyhaveitslaws。\'

  \'Wemustbreakthelawwi\'afewofthepoorsouls,however。

  Come,buckleto,\'saidthemaster-mason。

  Andtheysettoworkanew。

  Theorderofintermentcouldbedistinctlytracedbyobservingtheappearanceofthecoffinsastheylaypiledaround。Onthosewhichhadbeenstandingtherebutagenerationortwothetrappingsstillremained。Thoseofanearlierperiodshowedbarewood,withafewtatteredragsdanglingtherefrom。Earlierstill,thewoodlayinfragmentsontheflooroftheniche,andthecoffinconsistedofnakedleadalone;whilstinthecaseoftheveryoldest,eventheleadwasbulgingandcrackinginpieces,revealingtothecuriouseyeaheapofdustwithin。Theshieldsuponmanywerequiteloose,andremovablebythehand,theirlustrelesssurfacesstillindistinctlyexhibitingthenameandtitleofthedeceased。

  Overheadthegroinsandconcavitiesofthearchescurvedinalldirections,droppinglowtowardsthewalls,wheretheheightwasnomorethansufficienttoenableapersontostandupright。

  ThebodyofGeorgethefourteenthbaron,togetherwithtwoorthreeothers,allofmorerecentdatethanthegreatbulkofcoffinspiledthere,had,forwantofroom,beenplacedattheendofthevaultontressels,andnotinnichesliketheothers。

  Theseitwasnecessarytoremove,toformbehindthemthechamberinwhichtheywereultimatelytobedeposited。Stephen,findingtheplaceandproceedingsinkeepingwiththesombrecoloursofhismind,waitedtherestill。

  \'Simeon,IsupposeyoucanmindpoorLadyElfride,andhowsheranawaywiththeactor?\'saidJohnSmith,afterawhile。\'Ithinkitfelluponthetimemyfatherwassextonhere。Letussee——whereisshe?\'

  \'Heresomewhere,\'returnedSimeon,lookingroundhim。

  \'Why,I\'vegotmyarmsroundtheverygentlewomanatthismoment。\'

  Heloweredtheendofthecoffinhewasholding,wipedhisface,andthrowingamorselofrottenwooduponanotherasanindicator,continued:\'That\'sherhusbandthere。Theywasasfairacoupleasyoushouldseeanywhereroundabout;andagood-heartedpairlikewise。Ay,Icanmindit,thoughIwasbutachielatthetime。Shefellinlovewiththisyoungmanofhers,andtheirbannswereaskedinsomechurchinLondon;andtheoldlordherfatheractuallyheard\'emaskedthethreetimes,anddidn\'tnoticehername,beinggabbledonwi\'ahostofothers。Whenshehadmarriedshetoldherfather,and\'afleedintoamonstrousrage,andsaidsheshouldn\'haeafarthing。LadyElfridesaidshedidn\'tthinkofwishingit;ifhe\'dforgieher\'twasallsheasked,andasforaliving,shewascontenttoplayplayswithherhusband。Thisfrightenedtheoldlord,and\'agie\'d\'emahousetolivein,andagreatgarden,andalittlefieldortwo,andacarriage,andagoodfewguineas。Well,thepoorthingdiedatherfirstgossiping,andherhusband——whowasastender-heartedamanasevereatmeat,andwouldhavediedforher——wentwildinhismind,andbrokehisheartso\'twassaid。Anyhow,theywereburiedthesameday——fatherandmother——butthebabylived。Ay,mylord\'sfamilymademuchofthatmanthen,andputhimherewithhiswife,andthereinthecornerthemanisnow。TheSundayaftertherewasafuneralsermon:thetextwas,\"Oreverthesilvercordbeloosed,orthegoldenbowlbebroken;\"andwhen\'twaspreachingthemendrewtheirhandsacrosstheireyesseveraltimes,andeverywomancriedoutloud。\'

  \'Andwhatbecameofthebaby?\'saidStephen,whohadfrequentlyheardportionsofthestory。

  \'Shewasbroughtupbyhergrandmother,andaprettymaidshewere。Andshemustneedsrunawaywiththecurate——ParsonSwancourtthatisnow。Thenhergrandmotherdied,andthetitleandeverythingwentawaytoanotherbranchofthefamilyaltogether。ParsonSwancourtwastedagooddealofhiswife\'smoney,andshelefthimMissElfride。Thattrickofrunningawayseemstobehandeddowninfamilies,likecrazinessorgout。Andtheytwowomenbealikeaspeas。\'

  \'Whichtwo?\'

  \'LadyElfrideandyoungMissthat\'salivenow。Thesamehairandeyes:butMissElfride\'smotherwasdarkeragooddeal。\'

  \'Life\'sastranglebubble,yesee,\'saidWilliamWormmusingly。

  \'ForiftheLord\'sanointmenthaddescendeduponwomeninsteadofmen,MissElfridewouldbeLordLuxellian——Lady,Imane。Butasitis,thebloodisrunout,andshe\'snothingtotheLuxellianfamilybylaw,whatevershemaybebygospel。\'

  \'Iusedtofancy,\'saidSimeon,\'whenIseedMissElfridehuggingthelittleladyships,thattherewasalikeness;butIsuppose\'twasonlymydream,foryearsmusthavealteredtheoldfamilyshape。\'

  \'Andnowwe\'llmovethesetwo,andhome-along,\'interposedJohnSmith,reviving,asbecameamaster,thespiritoflabour,whichhadshowedunmistakablesignsofbeingnearlyvanquishedbythespiritofchat,\'Theflagonofalewedon\'twantwe\'llletbideheretillto-morrow;noneofthepoorsoulswilltouchit\'ab\'lieve。\'

  Sotheevening\'sworkwasconcluded,andthepartydrewfromtheabodeofthequietdead,closingtheoldirondoor,andshootingthelockloudlyintothehugecopperstaple——anincongruousactofimprisonmenttowardsthosewhohadnodreamsofescape。

  ChapterXXVII

  \'HowshouldIgreetthee?\'

  Lovefrequentlydiesoftimealone——muchmorefrequentlyofdisplacement。WithElfrideSwancourt,apowerfulreasonwhythedisplacementshouldbesuccessfulwasthatthenew-comerwasagreatermanthanthefirst。BythesideoftheinstructiveandpiquantsnubbingsshereceivedfromKnight,Stephen\'sgeneralagreeablenessseemedwatery;bythesideofKnight\'ssparelove-

  making,Stephen\'scontinualoutflowseemedlackadaisical。Shehadbeguntosighforsomebodyfurtheroninmanhood。Stephenwashardlyenoughofaman。

  Perhapstherewasapronenesstoinconstancyinhernature——anature,tothosewhocontemplateitfromastandpointbeyondtheinfluenceofthatinconstancy,themostexquisiteofallinitsplasticityandreadysympathies。Partly,too,Stephen\'sfailuretomakehisholdonherheartapermanentonewashistootimidhabitofdispraisinghimselfbesideher——apeculiaritywhich,exercisedtowardssensiblemen,stirsakindlychordofattachmentthatamarkedassertivenesswouldleaveuntouched,butinevitablyleadsthemostsensiblewomanintheworldtoundervaluehimwhopractisesit。Directlydomineeringceasesintheman,snubbingbeginsinthewoman;thetritebutnolessunfortunatefactbeingthatthegentlercreaturerarelyhasthecapacitytoappreciatefairtreatmentfromhernaturalcomplement。TheabidingperceptionofthepositionofStephen\'sparentshad,ofcourse,alittletodowithElfride\'srenunciation。Tosuchgirlspovertymaynotbe,astothemoreworldlymassesofhumanity,asininitself;butitisasin,becausegracefulanddaintymannersseldomexistinsuchanatmosphere。Fewwomenofoldfamilycanbethoroughlytaughtthatafinesoulmaywearasmock-frock,andanadmittedlycommonmaninoneisbutawormintheireyes。JohnSmith\'sroughhandsandclothes,hiswife\'sdialect,thenecessarynarrownessoftheirways,beingconstantlyunderElfride\'snotice,werenotwithouttheirdeflectinginfluence。

  Onreachinghomeaftertheperilousadventurebythesea-shore,Knighthadfeltunwell,andretiredalmostimmediately。Theyoungladywhohadsomateriallyassistedhimhaddonethesame,butshereappeared,properlyclothed,aboutfiveo\'clock。Shewanderedrestlesslyaboutthehouse,butnotonaccountoftheirjointnarrowescapefromdeath。Thestormwhichhadtornthetreehadmerelybowedthereed,andwiththedeliveranceofKnightalldeepthoughtoftheaccidenthadlefther。Themutualavowalwhichithadbeenthemeansofprecipitatingoccupiedafarlongerlengthofhermeditations。

  Elfride\'sdisquietnowwasonaccountofthatmiserablepromisetomeetStephen,whichreturnedlikeaspectreagainandagain。TheperceptionofhislittlenessbesideKnightgrewuponheralarmingly。Shenowthoughthowsoundhadbeenherfather\'sadvicetohertogivehimup,andwasaspassionatelydesirousoffollowingitasshehadhithertobeenaverse。PerhapsthereisnothingmorehardeningtothetoneofyoungmindsthanthustodiscoverhowtheirdearestandstrongestwishesbecomegraduallyattunedbyTimetheCynictotheverynoteofsomeselfishpolicywhichinearlierdaystheydespised。

  Thehourofappointmentcame,andwithitacrisis;andwiththecrisisacollapse。

  \'Godforgiveme——Ican\'tmeetStephen!\'sheexclaimedtoherself。

  \'Idon\'tlovehimless,butIloveMr。Knightmore!\'

  Yes:shewouldsaveherselffromamannotfitforher——inspiteofvows。Shewouldobeyherfather,andhavenomoretodowithStephenSmith。Thusthefickleresolveshowedsignsofassumingthecomplexionofavirtue。

  ThefollowingdayswerepassedwithoutanydefiniteavowalfromKnight\'slips。SuchsolitarywalksandscenesasthatwitnessedbySmithinthesummer-housewerefrequent,buthecourtedhersointangiblythattoanybutsuchadelicateperceptionasElfride\'sitwouldhaveappearednocourtshipatall。Thetimenowreallybegantobesweetwithher。Shedismissedthesenseofsininherpastactions,andwasautomaticintheintoxicationofthemoment。

  ThefactthatKnightmadenoactualdeclarationwasnodrawback。

  Knowingsincethebetrayalofhissentimentsthatloveforherreallyexisted,shepreferreditforthepresentinitsformofessence,andwaswillingtoavoidforawhilethegrossermediumofwords。Theirfeelingshavingbeenforcedtoaratherprematuredemonstration,areactionwasindulgedinbyboth。

  Butnosoonerhadshegotridofhertroubledconscienceonthematteroffaithlessnessthananewanxietyconfrontedher。ItwaslestKnightshouldaccidentallymeetStephenintheparish,andthatherselfshouldbethesubjectofdiscourse。

  Elfride,learningKnightmorethoroughly,perceivedthat,farfromhavinganotionofStephen\'sprecedence,hehadnoideathatshehadeverbeenwooedbeforebyanybody。Onordinaryoccasionsshehadatonguesofrankastoshowherwholemind,andamindsostraightforwardastorevealherhearttoitsinnermostshrine。

  Butthetimeforachangehadcome。SheneveralludedtoevenaknowledgeofKnight\'sfriend。Whenwomenaresecrettheyaresecretindeed;andmoreoftenthannottheyonlybegintobesecretwiththeadventofasecondlover。

  Theelopementwasnowaspectreworsethanthefirst,and,liketheSpiritinGlenfinlas,itwaxedtallerwitheveryattempttolayit。HernaturalhonestyinvitedhertoconfideinKnight,andtrusttohisgenerosityforforgiveness:sheknewalsothatasmerepolicyitwouldbebettertotellhimearlyifhewastobetoldatall。Thelongerherconcealmentthemoredifficultwouldbetherevelation。Butsheputitoff。Theintensefearwhichaccompaniesintenseloveinyoungwomenwastoostrongtoallowtheexerciseofamoralqualityantagonistictoitself:

  \'Whereloveisgreat,thelittlestdoubtsarefear;

  Wherelittlefearsgrowgreat,greatlovegrowsthere。\'

  Thematchwaslookeduponasmadebyherfatherandmother。Thevicarrememberedherpromisetorevealthemeaningofthetelegramshehadreceived,andtwodaysafterthesceneinthesummer-

  house,askedherpointedly。Shewasfrankwithhimnow。

  \'IhadbeencorrespondingwithStephenSmitheversinceheleftEngland,tilllately,\'shecalmlysaid。

  \'What!\'criedthevicaraghast;\'undertheeyesofMr。Knight,too?\'

  \'No;whenIfoundIcaredmostforMr。Knight,Iobeyedyou。\'

  \'Youwereverykind,I\'msure。WhendidyoubegintolikeMr。

  Knight?\'

  \'Idon\'tseethatthatisapertinentquestion,papa;thetelegramwasfromtheshippingagent,andwasnotsentatmyrequest。Itannouncedthearrivalofthevesselbringinghimhome。\'

  \'Home!What,ishehere?\'

  \'Yes;inthevillage,Ibelieve。\'

  \'Hashetriedtoseeyou?\'

  \'Onlybyfairmeans。Butdon\'t,papa,questionmeso!Itistorture。\'

  \'Iwillonlysayonewordmore,\'hereplied。\'Haveyoumethim?\'

  \'Ihavenot。Icanassureyouthatatthepresentmomentthereisnomoreofanunderstandingbetweenmeandtheyoungmanyousomuchdislikedthanbetweenhimandyou。Youtoldmetoforgethim;andIhaveforgottenhim。\'

  \'Oh,well;thoughyoudidnotobeymeinthebeginning,youareagoodgirl,Elfride,inobeyingmeatlast。\'

  \'Don\'tcallme\"good,\"papa,\'shesaidbitterly;\'youdon\'tknow——

  andthelesssaidaboutsomethingsthebetter。Remember,Mr。

  Knightknowsnothingabouttheother。Oh,howwrongitallis!I

  don\'tknowwhatIamcomingto。\'

  \'Asmattersstand,Ishouldbeinclinedtotellhim;or,atanyrate,Ishouldnotalarmmyselfabouthisknowing。HefoundouttheotherdaythatthiswastheparishyoungSmith\'sfatherlivesin——whatputsyouinsuchaflurry?\'

  \'Ican\'tsay;butpromise——praydon\'tlethimknow!Itwouldbemyruin!\'

  \'Pooh,child。Knightisagoodfellowandacleverman;butatthesametimeitdoesnotescapemyperceptionsthatheisnogreatcatchforyou。Menofhisturnofmindarenothingsowonderfulinthewayofhusbands。Ifyouhadchosentowait,youmighthavematedwithamuchwealthierman。Butremember,Ihavenotawordtosayagainstyourhavinghim,ifyoulikehim。

  Charlotteisdelighted,asyouknow。\'

  \'Well,papa,\'shesaid,smilinghopefullythroughasigh,\'itisnicetofeelthatingivingwayto——tocaringforhim,Ihavepleasedmyfamily。ButIamnotgood;ohno,Iamveryfarfromthat!\'

  \'Noneofusaregood,Iamsorrytosay,\'saidherfatherblandly;

  \'butgirlshaveacharteredrighttochangetheirminds,youknow。

  Ithasbeenrecognizedbypoetsfromtimeimmemorial。Catullussays,\"Muliercupidoquoddicitamanti,invento——\'Whatamemorymineis!However,thepassageis,thatawoman\'swordstoaloverareasamatterofcoursewrittenonlyonwindandwater。Nowdon\'tbetroubledaboutthat,Elfride。\'

  \'Ah,youdon\'tknow!\'

  Theyhadbeenstandingonthelawn,andKnightwasnowseenlingeringsomewaydownawindingwalk。WhenElfridemethim,itwaswithamuchgreaterlightnessofheart;thingsweremorestraightforwardnow。Theresponsibilityofherficklenessseemedpartlyshiftedfromherownshoulderstoherfather\'s。Still,therewereshadows。

  \'Ah,couldhehaveknownhowfarIwentwithStephen,andyethavesaidthesame,howmuchhappierIshouldbe!\'Thatwasherprevailingthought。

  Intheafternoontheloverswentouttogetheronhorsebackforanhourortwo;andthoughnotwishingtobeobserved,byreasonofthelatedeathofLadyLuxellian,whosefuneralhadtakenplaceveryprivatelyonthepreviousday,theyyetfounditnecessarytopassEastEndelstowChurch。

  Thestepstothevault,ashasbeenstated,wereontheoutsideofthebuilding,immediatelyundertheaislewall。Beingonhorseback,bothKnightandElfridecouldoverlooktheshrubswhichscreenedthechurch-yard。

  \'Look,thevaultseemsstilltobeopen,\'saidKnight。

  \'Yes,itisopen,\'sheanswered\'Whoisthatmanclosebyit?Themason,Isuppose?\'

  \'Yes。\'

  \'IwonderifitisJohnSmith,Stephen\'sfather?\'

  \'Ibelieveitis,\'saidElfride,withapprehension。

  \'Ah,andcanitbe?Ishouldliketoinquirehowhisson,mytruantprotege\',isgoingon。Andfromyourfather\'sdescriptionofthevault,theinteriormustbeinteresting。Supposewegoin。\'

  \'Hadwebetter,doyouthink?MaynotLordLuxellianbethere?\'

  \'Itisnotatalllikely。\'

  Elfridethenassented,sinceshecoulddonothingelse。Herheart,whichatfirsthadquailedinconsternation,recovereditselfwhensheconsideredthecharacterofJohnSmith。Aquietunassumingman,hewouldbesuretoacttowardsherasbeforethoselovepassageswithhisson,whichmighthavegivenamorepretentiousmechanicairs。SowithoutmuchalarmshetookKnight\'sarmafterdismounting,andwentwithhimbetweenandoverthegraves。Themaster-masonrecognizedherassheapproached,and,asusual,liftedhishatrespectfully。

  \'IknowyoutobeMr。Smith,myformerfriendStephen\'sfather,\'

  saidKnight,directlyhehadscannedtheembrownedandruddyfeaturesofJohn。

  \'Yes,sir,Ib\'lieveIbe。\'

  \'Howisyoursonnow?IhaveonlyonceheardfromhimsincehewenttoIndia。Idaresayyouhaveheardhimspeakofme——Mr。

  Knight,whobecameacquaintedwithhimsomeyearsagoinExonbury。\'

  \'Ay,thatIhave。Stephenisverywell,thankyou,sir,andhe\'sinEngland;infact,he\'sathome。Inshort,sir,he\'sdowninthevaultthere,a-lookingatthedepartedcoffins。\'

  Elfride\'sheartflutteredlikeabutterfly。

  Knightlookedamazed。\'Well,thatisextraordinary。\'hemurmured。

  \'DidheknowIwasintheparish?\'

  \'Ireallycan\'tsay,sir,\'saidJohn,wishinghimselfoutoftheentanglementherathersuspectedthanthoroughlyunderstood。

  \'Woulditbeconsideredanintrusionbythefamilyifwewentintothevault?\'

  \'Oh,blessye,no,sir;scoresoffolkhavebeensteppingdown。

  \'Tisleftopena-purpose。\'

  \'Wewillgodown,Elfride。\'

  \'Iamafraidtheairisclose,\'shesaidappealingly。

  \'Ohno,ma\'am,\'saidJohn。\'Wewhite-limedthewallsandarchestheday\'twasopened,aswealwaysdo,andagainonthemorningofthefuneral;theplaceisassweetasagranary。

  \'ThenIshouldlikeyoutoaccompanyme,Elfie;havingoriginallysprungfromthefamilytoo。\'

  \'Idon\'tlikegoingwheredeathissoemphaticallypresent。I\'llstaybythehorseswhilstyougoin;theymaygetloose。\'

  \'Whatnonsense!Ihadnoideayoursentimentsweresoflimsilyformedastobeperturbedbyafewremnantsofmortality;butstayout,ifyouaresoafraid,byallmeans。\'

  \'Ohno,Iamnotafraid;don\'tsaythat。\'

  Sheheldmiserablytohisarm,thinkingthat,perhaps,therevelationmightaswellcomeatonceastenminuteslater,forStephenwouldbesuretoaccompanyhisfriendtohishorse。

  Atfirst,thegloomofthevault,whichwaslightedonlybyacoupleofcandles,wastoogreattoadmitoftheirseeinganythingdistinctly;butwithafurtheradvanceKnightdiscerned,infrontoftheblackmassesliningthewalls,ayoungmanstanding,andwritinginapocket-book。

  Knightsaidoneword:\'Stephen!\'

  StephenSmith,notbeinginsuchabsoluteignoranceofKnight\'swhereaboutsasKnighthadbeenofSmith\'sinstantlyrecognizedhisfriend,andknewbyrotetheoutlinesofthefairwomanstandingbehindhim。

  Stephencameforwardandshookhimbythehand,withoutspeaking。

  \'Whyhaveyounotwritten,myboy?\'saidKnight,withoutinanywaysignifyingElfride\'spresencetoStephen。Totheessayist,Smithwasstillthecountryladwhomhehadpatronizedandtended;

  onetowhomtheformalpresentationofaladybetrothedtohimselfwouldhaveseemedincongruousandabsurd。

  \'Whyhaven\'tyouwrittentome?\'saidStephen。

  \'Ah,yes。Whyhaven\'tI?whyhaven\'twe?That\'salwaysthequerywhichwecannotclearlyanswerwithoutanunsatisfactorysenseofourinadequacies。However,Ihavenotforgottenyou,Smith。Andnowwehavemet;andwemustmeetagain,andhavealongerchatthanthiscanconvenientlybe。Imustknowallyouhavebeendoing。Thatyonhavethriven,Iknow,andyoumustteachmetheway。\'

  Elfridestoodinthebackground。Stephenhadreadthepositionataglance,andimmediatelyguessedthatshehadnevermentionedhisnametoKnight。Histactinavoidingcatastropheswasthechiefqualitywhichmadehimintellectuallyrespectable,inwhichqualityhefartranscendedKnight;andhedecidedthatatranquilissueoutoftheencounter,withoutanyharrowingofthefeelingsofeitherKnightorElfride,wastobeattemptedifpossible。HisoldsenseofindebtednesstoKnighthadneverwhollyforsakenhim;

  hisloveforElfridewasgenerousnow。

  Asfarashedaredlookathermovementshesawthatherbearingtowardshimwouldbedictatedbyhisowntowardsher;andifheactedasastrangershewoulddolikewiseasameansofdeliverance。Circumstancesfavouringthiscourse,itwasdesirablealsotoberatherreservedtowardsKnight,toshortenthemeetingasmuchaspossible。

  \'Iamafraidthatmytimeisalmosttooshorttoallowevenofsuchapleasure,\'hesaid。\'Ileavehereto-morrow。AnduntilI

  startfortheContinentandIndia,whichwillbeinafortnight,I

  shallhavehardlyamomenttospare。\'

  Knight\'sdisappointmentanddissatisfiedlooksatthisreplysentapangthroughStephenasgreatasanyhehadfeltatthesightofElfride。Thewordsaboutshortnessoftimewereliterallytrue,buttheirtonewasfarfrombeingso。HewouldhavebeengratifiedtotalkwithKnightasinpasttimes,andsawasadeadlosstohimselfthat,tosavethewomanwhocarednothingforhim,hewasdeliberatelythrowingawayhisfriend。

  \'Oh,Iamsorrytohearthat,\'saidKnight,inachangedtone。

  \'Butofcourse,ifyouhaveweightyconcernstoattendto,theymustnotbeneglected。Andifthisistobeourfirstandlastmeeting,letmesaythatIwishyousuccesswithallmyheart!\'

  Knight\'swarmthrevivedtowardstheend;thesolemnimpressionshewasbeginningtoreceivefromthescenearoundthemabstractingfromhisheartasapuerilityanymomentaryvexationatwords。

  \'Itisastrangeplaceforustomeetin,\'hecontinued,lookingroundthevault。

  Stephenbrieflyassented,andtherewasasilence。Theblackenedcoffinswerenowrevealedmoreclearlythanatfirst,thewhitenedwallsandarchesthrowingthemforwardinstrongrelief。Itwasascenewhichwasrememberedbyallthreeasanindeliblemarkintheirhistory。Knight,withanabstractedface,wasstandingbetweenhiscompanions,thoughalittleinadvanceofthem,Elfridebeingonhisrighthand,andStephenSmithonhisleft。

  Thewhitedaylightonhisrightsidegleamedfaintlyin,andwastonedtoabluenessbycontrastwiththeyellowraysfromthecandleagainstthewall。Elfride,timidlyshrinkingback,andnearesttheentrance,receivedmostofthelighttherefrom,whilstStephenwasentirelyincandlelight,andtohimthespotofouterskyvisibleabovethestepswasasasteelybluepatch,andnothingmore。

  \'Ihavebeenheretwoorthreetimessinceitwasopened,\'saidStephen。\'Myfatherwasengagedinthework,youknow。\'

  \'Yes。Whatareyoudoing?\'Knightinquired,lookingatthenote-

  bookandpencilStephenheldinhishand。

  \'Ihavebeensketchingafewdetailsinthechurch,andsincethenIhavebeencopyingthenamesfromsomeofthecoffinshere。

  BeforeIleftEnglandIusedtodoagooddealofthissortofthing。\'

  \'Yes;ofcourse。Ah,that\'spoorLadyLuxellian,Isuppose。\'

  Knightpointedtoacoffinoflightsatin-wood,whichstoodonthestonesleepersinthenewniche。\'Andtheremainderofthefamilyareonthisside。Whoarethosetwo,sosnugandclosetogether?\'

  Stephen\'svoicealteredslightlyashereplied\'That\'sLadyElfrideKingsmore——bornLuxellian,andthatisArthur,herhusband。Ihaveheardmyfathersaythatthey——he——ranawaywithher,andmarriedheragainstthewishofherparents。\'

  \'ThenIimaginethistobewhereyougotyourChristianname,MissSwancourt?\'saidKnight,turningtoher。\'IthinkyoutoldmeitwasthreeorfourgenerationsagothatyourfamilybranchedofffromtheLuxellians?\'

  \'Shewasmygrandmother,\'saidElfride,vainlyendeavouringtomoistenherdrylipsbeforeshespoke。Elfridehadthentheconscience-strickenlookofGuido\'sMagdalen,rendereduponamorechildlikeform。ShekeptherfacepartiallyawayfromKnightandStephen,andsethereyesupontheskyvisibleoutside,asifhersalvationdependeduponquicklyreachingit。HerlefthandrestedlightlywithinKnight\'sarm,halfwithdrawn,fromasenseofshameatclaiminghimbeforeheroldlover,yetunwillingtorenouncehim;sothatherglovemerelytouchedhissleeve。\'\"Canonebepardoned,andretaintheoffence?\"\'quotedElfride\'sheartthen。

  Conversationseemedtohavenoself-sustainingpower,andwentonintheshapeofdisjointedremarks。\'One\'smindgetsthrongedwiththoughtswhilestandingsosolemnlyhere,\'Knightsaid,inameasuredquietvoice。\'Howmuchhasbeensaidondeathfromtimetotime!howmuchweourselvescanthinkuponit!Wemayfancyeachofthesewholieheresaying:

  \'ForThou,tomakemyfallmoregreat,Didstliftmeuponhigh。\'

  Whatcomesnext,Elfride?ItistheHundred-and-secondPsalmIamthinkingof。\'

  \'Yes,Iknowit,\'shemurmured,andwentoninastilllowervoice,seeminglyafraidforanywordsfromtheemotionalsideofhernaturetoreachStephen:

  \'\"Mydays,justhasteningtotheirend,Arelikeaneveningshade;

  Mybeautydoth,likewither\'dgrass,Withwaninglustrefade。”\'

  \'Well,\'saidKnightmusingly,\'letusleavethem。Suchoccasionsastheseseemtocompelustoroamoutsideourselves,farawayfromthefragileframewelivein,andtoexpandtillourperceptiongrowssovastthatourphysicalrealitybearsnosortofproportiontoit。Welookbackupontheweakandminutestemonwhichthisluxuriantgrowthdepends,andask,Canitbepossiblethatsuchacapacityhasafoundationsosmall?MustI

  againreturntomydailywalkinthatnarrowcell,ahumanbody,whereworldlythoughtscantortureme?Dowenot?\'

  \'Yes,\'saidStephenandElfride。

  \'Onehasasenseofwrong,too,thatsuchanappreciativebreadthasasentientbeingpossessesshouldbecommittedtothefrailcasketofabody。Whatweakensone\'sintentionsregardingthefuturelikethethoughtofthis?……However,letustuneourselvestoamorecheerfulchord,forthere\'sagreatdealtobedoneyetbyusall。\'

  AsKnightmeditativelyaddressedhisjuniorsthus,unconsciousofthedeceptionpractised,fordifferentreasons,bytheseveredheartsathisside,andofthescenesthathadinearlierdaysunitedthem,eachonefeltthatheandshedidnotgainbycontrastwiththeirmusingmentor。Physicallynotsohandsomeaseithertheyouthfularchitectorthevicar\'sdaughter,thethoroughnessandintegrityofKnightilluminatedhisfeatureswithadignitynotevenincipientintheothertwo。Itisdifficulttoframeruleswhichshallapplytobothsexes,andElfride,anundevelopedgirl,must,perhaps,hardlybeladenwiththemoralresponsibilitieswhichattachtoamaninlikecircumstances。Thecharmofwoman,too,liespartlyinhersubtlenessinmattersoflove。Butifhonestyisavirtueinitself,Elfride,havingnoneofitnow,seemed,beingforbeing,scarcelygoodenoughforKnight。Stephen,thoughdeceptivefornounworthypurpose,wasdeceptiveafterall;andwhatevergoodresultsgracesuchstrategyifitsucceed,itseldomdrawsadmiration,especiallywhenitfails。

  Onanordinaryoccasion,hadKnightbeenevenquitealonewithStephen,hewouldhardlyhavealludedtohispossiblerelationshiptoElfride。ButmovedbyattendantcircumstancesKnightwasimpelledtobeconfiding。

  \'Stephen,\'hesaid,\'thisladyisMissSwancourt。Iamstayingatherfather\'shouse,asyouprobablyknow。\'HesteppedafewpacesnearertoSmith,andsaidinalowertone:\'Imayaswelltellyouthatweareengagedtobemarried。\'

  Lowasthewordshadbeenspoken,Elfridehadheardthem,andawaitedStephen\'sreplyinbreathlesssilence,ifthatcouldbecalledsilencewhereElfride\'sdress,ateachthrobofherheart,shookandindicateditlikeapulse-glass,rustlingalsoagainstthewallinreplytothesamethrobbing。Therayofdaylightwhichreachedherfacelentitabluepallorincomparisonwiththoseoftheothertwo。

  \'Icongratulateyou,\'Stephenwhispered;andsaidaloud,\'IknowMissSwancourt——alittle。YoumustrememberthatmyfatherisaparishionerofMr。Swancourt\'s。\'

  \'Ithoughtyoumightpossiblynothavelivedathomesincetheyhavebeenhere。\'

  \'Ihaveneverlivedathome,certainly,sincethattime。\'

  \'IhaveseenMr。Smith,\'falteredElfride。

  \'Well,thereisnoexcuseforme。AsstrangerstoeachotherI

  ought,Isuppose,tohaveintroducedyou:asacquaintances,I

  shouldnothavestoodsopersistentlybetweenyou。Butthefactis,Smith,youseemaboytome,evennow。\'

  Stephenappearedtohaveamorethanpreviousconsciousnessoftheintensecrueltyofhisfateatthepresentmoment。Hecouldnotrepressthewords,utteredwithadimbitterness:

  \'YoushouldhavesaidthatIseemedstilltheruralmechanic\'ssonIam,andhenceanunfitsubjectfortheceremonyofintroductions。\'

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