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  ThreehoursandahalfofstraininguphillsandjoggingdownbroughtthemtoSt。Launce\'s,themarkettownandrailwaystationnearesttoEndelstow,andtheplacefromwhichStephenSmithhadjourneyedoverthedownsonthe,tohim,memorablewintereveningatthebeginningofthesameyear。Thecarrier\'svanwassotimedastomeetastartingup-train,whichStephenentered。Twoorthreehours\'railwaytravelthroughverticalcuttingsinmetamorphicrock,throughoakcopsesrichandgreen,stretchingoverslopesanddowndelightfulvalleys,glens,andravines,sparklingwithwaterlikemany-rilledIda,andheplungedamidthehundredandfiftythousandpeoplecomposingthetownofPlymouth。

  Therebeingsometimeuponhishandshelefthisluggageatthecloak-room,andwentonfootalongBedfordStreettothenearestchurch。HereStephenwanderedamongthemultifarioustombstonesandlookedinatthechancelwindow,dreamingofsomethingthatwaslikelytohappenbythealtarthereinthecourseofthecomingmonth。HeturnedawayandascendedtheHoe,viewedthemagnificentstretchofseaandmassivepromontoriesofland,butwithoutparticularlydiscerningonefeatureofthevariedperspective。Hestillsawthatinnerprospect——theeventhehopedforinyonderchurch。ThewideSound,theBreakwater,thelight-

  houseonfar-offEddystone,thedarksteamvessels,brigs,barques,andschooners,eitherfloatingstilly,orglidingwithtiniestmotion,wereasthedream,then;thedreamed-ofeventwasasthereality。

  SoonStephenwentdownfromtheHoe,andreturnedtotherailwaystation。Hetookhisticket,andenteredtheLondontrain。

  ThatdaywasanirksometimeatEndelstowvicarage。NeitherfathernordaughteralludedtothedepartureofStephen。Mr。

  Swancourt\'smannertowardsherpartookofthecompunctiouskindnessthatarisesfromamisgivingastothejusticeofsomepreviousact。

  Eitherfromlackofthecapacitytograspthewholecoupd\'oeil,orfromanaturalendowmentforcertainkindsofstoicism,womenarecoolerthanmenincriticalsituationsofthepassiveform。

  Probably,inElfride\'scaseatleast,itwasblindnesstothegreatercontingenciesofthefutureshewaspreparingforherself,whichenabledhertoaskherfatherinaquietvoiceifhecouldgiveheraholidaysoon,toridetoSt。Launce\'sandgoontoPlymouth。

  Now,shehadonlyoncebeforegonealonetoPlymouth,andthatwasinconsequenceofsomeunavoidabledifficulty。Beingacountrygirl,andagood,nottosayawild,horsewoman,ithadbeenherdelighttocanter,withouttheghostofanattendant,overthefourteenorsixteenmilesofhardroadinterveningbetweentheirhomeandthestationatSt。Launce\'s,putupthehorse,andgoontheremainderofthedistancebytrain,returninginthesamemannerintheevening。Itwasthenresolvedthat,thoughshehadsuccessfullyaccomplishedthisjourneyonce,itwasnottoberepeatedwithoutsomeattendance。

  ButElfridemustnotbeconfoundedwithordinaryyoungfeminineequestrians。Thecircumstancesofherlonelyandnarrowlifemadeitimperativethatintrottingabouttheneighbourhoodshemusttrotaloneorelsenotatall。Usagesoonrenderedthisperfectlynaturaltoherself。Herfather,whohadhadotherexperiences,didnotmuchliketheideaofaSwancourt,whosepedigreecouldbeasdistinctlytracedasathreadinaskeinofsilk,scamperingoverthehillslikeafarmer\'sdaughter,eventhoughhecouldhabituallyneglecther。Butwhatwithhisnotbeingabletoaffordheraregularattendant,andhisinveteratehabitoflettinganythingbetosavehimselftrouble,thecircumstancegrewcustomary。Andsotherearoseachronicnotioninthevillagers\'

  mindsthatallladiesrodewithoutanattendant,likeMissSwancourt,exceptafewwhoweresometimesvisitingatLordLuxellian\'s。

  \'Idon\'tlikeyourgoingtoPlymouthalone,particularlygoingtoSt。Launce\'sonhorseback。Whynotdrive,andtaketheman?\'

  \'Itisnotnicetobesooverlooked。\'Worm\'scompanywouldnotseriouslyhaveinterferedwithherplans,butitwasherhumourtogowithouthim。

  \'Whendoyouwanttogo?\'saidherfather。

  Sheonlyanswered,\'Soon。\'

  \'Iwillconsider,\'hesaid。

  Onlyafewdayselapsedbeforesheaskedagain。AletterhadreachedherfromStephen。Ithadbeentimedtocomeonthatdaybyspecialarrangementbetweenthem。InithenamedtheearliestmorningonwhichhecouldmeetheratPlymouth。HerfatherhadbeenonajourneytoStratleigh,andreturnedinunusualbuoyancyofspirit。Itwasagoodopportunity;andsincethedismissalofStephenherfatherhadbeengenerallyinamoodtomakesmallconcessions,thathemightsteerclearoflargeonesconnectedwiththatoutcastloverofhers。

  \'NextThursdayweekIamgoingfromhomeinadifferentdirection,\'saidherfather。\'Infact,Ishallleavehomethenightbefore。Youmightchoosethesameday,fortheywishtotakeupthecarpets,orsomesuchthing,Ithink。AsIsaid,I

  don\'tlikeyoutobeseeninatownonhorsebackalone;butgoifyouwill。\'

  Thursdayweek。HerfatherhadnamedtheverydaythatStephenalsohadnamedthatmorningastheearliestonwhichitwouldbeofanyusetomeether;thatwas,aboutfifteendaysfromthedayonwhichhehadleftEndelstow。Fifteendays——thatfragmentofdurationwhichhasacquiredsuchaninterestingindividualityfromitsconnectionwiththeEnglishmarriagelaw。

  Sheinvoluntarilylookedatherfathersostrangely,thatonbecomingconsciousofthelookshepaledwithembarrassment。Herfather,too,lookedconfused。Whatwashethinkingof?

  ThereseemedtobeaspecialfacilityofferedherbyapowerexternaltoherselfinthecircumstancethatMr。Swancourthadproposedtoleavehomethenightprevioustoherwished-forday。

  Herfatherseldomtooklongjourneys;seldomsleptfromhomeexceptperhapsonthenightfollowingaremoteVisitation。Well,shewouldnotinquiretoocuriouslyintothereasonoftheopportunity,nordidhe,aswouldhavebeennatural,proceedtoexplainitofhisownaccord。Inmattersoffacttherehadhithertobeennoreservebetweenthem,thoughtheywerenotusuallyconfidentialinitsfullsense。ButthedivergenceoftheiremotionsonStephen\'saccounthadproducedanestrangementwhichjustatpresentwenteventotheextentofreticenceonthemostordinaryhouseholdtopics。

  Elfridewasalmostunconsciouslyrelieved,persuadingherselfthatherfather\'sreserveonhisbusinessjustifiedherinsecrecyasregardedherown——asecrecywhichwasnecessarilyaforegonedecisionwithher。Soanxiousisayoungconsciencetodiscoverapalliative,thattheexpostfactonatureofareasonisofnoaccountinexcludingit。

  Theinterveningfortnightwasspentbyhermostlyinwalkingbyherselfamongtheshrubsandtrees,indulgingsometimesinsanguineanticipations;more,farmorefrequently,inmisgivings。

  Allherflowersseemeddullofhue;herpetsseemedtolookwistfullyintohereyes,asiftheynolongerstoodinthesamefriendlyrelationtoherasformerly。Sheworemelancholyjewellery,gazedatsunsets,andtalkedtooldmenandwomen。Itwasthefirsttimethatshehadhadaninnerandprivateworldapartfromthevisibleoneabouther。Shewishedthatherfather,insteadofneglectingherevenmorethanusual,wouldmakesomeadvance——justoneword;shewouldthentellall,andriskStephen\'sdispleasure。Thusbroughtroundtotheyouthagain,shesawhiminherfancy,standing,touchingher,hiseyesfullofsadaffection,hopelesslyrenouncinghisattemptbecauseshehadrenouncedhers;andshecouldnotrecede。

  OntheWednesdayshewastoreceiveanotherletter。Shehadresolvedtoletherfatherseethearrivalofthisone,betheconsequenceswhattheymight:thedreadoflosingherloverbythisdeedofhonestypreventedheractingupontheresolve。Fiveminutesbeforethepostman\'sexpectedarrivalsheslippedout,anddownthelanetomeethim。Shemethimimmediatelyuponturningasharpangle,whichhidherfromviewinthedirectionofthevicarage。Themansmilinglyhandedonemissive,andwasgoingontohandanother,acircularfromsometradesman。

  \'No,\'shesaid;\'takethatontothehouse。\'

  \'Why,miss,youaredoingwhatyourfatherhasdoneforthelastfortnight。\'

  Shedidnotcomprehend。

  \'Why,cometothiscorner,andtakealetterofmeeverymorning,allwritinthesamehandwriting,andlettinganyothersforhimgoontothehouse。\'Andonthepostmanwent。

  Nosoonerhadheturnedthecornerbehindherbackthansheheardherfathermeetandaddresstheman。Shehadsavedherletterbytwominutes。Herfatheraudiblywentthroughpreciselythesameperformanceasshehadjustbeenguiltyofherself。

  Thisstealthyconductofhiswas,tosaytheleast,peculiar。

  Givenanimpulsiveinconsequentgirl,neglectedastoherinnerlifebyheronlyparent,andthefollowingforcesalivewithinher;todeterminearesultant:

  Firstloveacteduponbyadeadlyfearofseparationfromitsobject:inexperience,guidingonwardafranticwishtopreventtheabove-namedissue:misgivingsastopropriety,metbyhopeofultimateexoneration:indignationatparentalinconsistencyinfirstencouraging,thenforbidding:achillingsenseofdisobedience,overpoweredbyaconscientiousinabilitytobrookabreakingofplightedfaithwithamanwho,inessentials,hadremainedunalteredfromthebeginning:ablessedhopethatoppositionwouldturnanerroneousjudgement:abrightfaiththatthingswouldmendthereby,andwindupwell。

  Probablytheresultwould,afterall,havebeennil,hadnotthefollowingfewremarksbeenmadeonedayatbreakfast。

  Herfatherwasinhisoldheartyspirits。Hesmiledtohimselfatstoriestoobadtotell,andcalledElfridealittlescampforsurreptitiouslypreservingsomeblindkittensthatoughttohavebeendrowned。Afterthisexpression,shesaidtohimsuddenly:

  IfMr。Smithhadbeenalreadyinthefamily,youwouldnothavebeenmadewretchedbydiscoveringhehadpoorrelations?\'

  \'Doyoumeaninthefamilybymarriage?\'herepliedinattentively,andcontinuingtopeelhisegg。

  Theaccumulatingscarlettoldthatwashermeaning,asmuchastheaffirmativereply。

  \'Ishouldhaveputupwithit,nodoubt,\'Mr。Swancourtobserved。

  \'Sothatyouwouldnothavebeendrivenintohopelessmelancholy,buthavemadethebestofhim?\'

  Elfride\'serraticmindhadfromheryouthupwardsbeenconstantlyinthehabitofperplexingherfatherbyhypotheticalquestions,basedonabsurdconditions。Thepresentseemedtobecastsopreciselyinthemouldofpreviousonesthat,notbeinggiventosynthesesofcircumstances,heanswereditwithcustomarycomplacency。

  \'Ifhewerealliedtousirretrievably,ofcourseI,oranysensibleman,shouldacceptconditionsthatcouldnotbealtered;

  certainlynotbehopelesslymelancholyaboutit。Idon\'tbelieveanythingintheworldwouldmakemehopelesslymelancholy。Anddon\'tletanythingmakeyouso,either。\'

  \'Iwon\'t,papa,\'shecried,withaserenebrightnessthatpleasedhim。

  CertainlyMr。Swancourtmusthavebeenfarfromthinkingthatthebrightnesscamefromanexhilaratingintentiontoholdbacknolongerfromthemadactionshehadplanned。

  IntheeveninghedroveawaytowardsStratleigh,quitealone。Itwasanunusualcourseforhim。AtthedoorElfridehadbeenagainalmostimpelledbyherfeelingstopouroutall。

  \'WhyareyougoingtoStratleigh,papa?\'shesaid,andlookedathimlongingly。

  \'Iwilltellyouto-morrowwhenIcomeback,\'hesaidcheerily;

  \'notbeforethen,Elfride。Thouwiltnotutterwhatthoudostnotknow,andsofarwillItrustthee,gentleElfride。\'

  Shewasrepressedandhurt。

  \'IwilltellyoumyerrandtoPlymouth,too,whenIcomeback,\'

  shemurmured。

  Hewentaway。Hisjocularitymadeherintentionseemthelighter,ashisindifferencemadehermoreresolvedtodoassheliked。

  ItwasafamiliarSeptembersunset,dark-bluefragmentsofclouduponanorange-yellowsky。Thesesunsetsusedtotempthertowalktowardsthem,asanybeautifulthingtemptsanearapproach。

  Shewentthroughthefieldtotheprivethedge,clamberedintothemiddleofit,andreclineduponthethickboughs。Afterlookingwestwardforaconsiderabletime,sheblamedherselffornotlookingeastwardtowhereStephenwas,andturnedround。

  Ultimatelyhereyesfellupontheground。

  Apeculiaritywasobservablebeneathher。Agreenfieldspreaditselfoneachsideofthehedge,onebelongingtotheglebe,theotherbeingapartofthelandattachedtothemanor-houseadjoining。Onthevicaragesideshesawalittlefootpath,thedistinctiveandaltogetherexceptionalfeatureofwhichconsistedinitsbeingonlyabouttenyardslong;itterminatedabruptlyateachend。

  Afootpath,suddenlybeginningandsuddenlyending,comingfromnowhereandleadingnowhere,shehadneverseenbefore。

  Yes,shehad,onsecondthoughts。Shehadseenexactlysuchapathtroddeninthefrontofbarracksbythesentry。

  Andthisrecollectionexplainedtheoriginofthepathhere。Herfatherhadtroddenitbypacingupanddown,asshehadonceseenhimdoing。

  Sittingonthehedgeasshesatnow,hereyescommandedaviewofbothsidesofit。Andafewminuteslater,Elfridelookedovertothemanorside。

  Herewasanothersentrypath。Itwaslikethefirstinlength,anditbeganandendedexactlyoppositethebeginningandendingofitsneighbour,butitwasthinner,andlessdistinct。

  Tworeasonsexistedforthedifference。Thisonemighthavebeentroddenbyasimilarweightoftreadtotheother,exercisedalessnumberoftimes;oritmighthavebeenwalkedjustasfrequently,butbylighterfeet。

  ProbablyagentlemanfromScotland-yard,hadhebeenpassingatthetime,mighthaveconsideredthelatteralternativeasthemoreprobable。Elfridethoughtotherwise,sofarasshethoughtatall。ButherowngreatTo-Morrowwasnowimminent;allthoughtsinspiredbycasualsightsoftheeyewereonlyallowedtoexercisethemselvesininferiorcornersofherbrain,previouslytobeingbanishedaltogether。

  Elfridewasatlengthcompelledtoreasonpracticallyuponherundertaking。Allherdefiniteperceptionsthereon,whentheemotionaccompanyingthemwasabstracted,amountedtonomorethanthese:

  \'Sayanhourandthree-quarterstoridetoSt。Launce\'s。

  \'SayhalfanhourattheFalcontochangemydress。

  \'SaytwohourswaitingforsometrainandgettingtoPlymouth。

  \'Sayanhourtosparebeforetwelveo\'clock。

  \'TotaltimefromleavingEndelstowtilltwelveo\'clock,fivehours。

  \'ThereforeIshallhavetostartatseven。\'

  Nosurpriseorsenseofunwontednessenteredthemindsoftheservantsatherearlyride。Themonotonyoflifeweassociatewithpeopleofsmallincomesindistrictsoutofthesoundoftherailwaywhistle,hasoneexception,whichputsintoshadetheexperienceofdwellersaboutthegreatcentresofpopulation——thatis,intravelling。Everyjourneythereismoreorlessanadventure;adventuroushoursarenecessarilychosenforthemostcommonplaceouting。MissElfridehadtoleaveearly——thatwasall。

  Elfrideneverwentoutonhorsebackbutshebroughthomesomething——somethingfound,orsomethingbought。Ifshetrottedtotownorvillage,herburdenwasbooks。Iftohills,woods,ortheseashore,itwaswonderfulmosses,abnormaltwigs,ahandkerchiefofwetshellsorseaweed。

  Once,inmuddyweather,whenPansywaswalkingwithherdownthestreetofCastleBoterel,onafair-day,apacketinfrontofherandapacketunderherarm,anaccidentbefellthepackets,andtheyslippeddown。Ononesideofher,threevolumesoffictionlaykissingthemud;ontheothernumerousskeinsofpolychromaticwoolslayabsorbingit。Unpleasantwomensmiledthroughwindowsatthemishap,themenalllookedround,andaboy,whowasmindingaginger-breadstallwhilsttheownerhadgonetogetdrunk,laughedloudly。Theblueeyesturnedtosapphires,andthecheekscrimsonedwithvexation。

  Afterthatmisadventureshesetherwitstowork,andwasingeniousenoughtoinventanarrangementofsmallstrapsaboutthesaddle,bywhichagreatdealcouldbesafelycarriedthereon,inasmallcompass。Hereshenowspreadoutandfastenedaplaindarkwalking-dressandafewothertriflesofapparel。Wormopenedthegateforher,andshevanishedaway。

  Oneofthebrightestmorningsoflatesummershoneuponher。Theheatherwasatitspurplest,thefurzeatitsyellowest,thegrasshopperschirpedloudenoughforbirds,thesnakeshissedlikelittleengines,andElfrideatfirstfeltlively。SittingateaseuponPansy,inherorthodoxriding-habitandnondescripthat,shelookedwhatshefelt。Butthemercuryofthosedayshadatrickoffallingunexpectedly。First,onlyforoneminuteintenhadsheasenseofdepression。Thenalargecloud,thathadbeenhanginginthenorthlikeablackfleece,cameandplaceditselfbetweenherandthesun。Ithelpedonwhatwasalreadyinevitable,andshesankintoauniformityofsadness。

  Sheturnedinthesaddleandlookedback。Theywerenowonanopentable-land,whosealtitudestillgaveheraviewoftheseabyEndelstow。Shelookedlonginglyatthatspot。

  DuringthislittlerevulsionoffeelingPansyhadbeenstilladvancing,andElfridefeltitwouldbeabsurdtoturnherlittlemare\'sheadtheotherway。\'Still,\'shethought,\'ifIhadamammaathomeIWOULDgoback!\'

  Andmakingoneofthosestealthymovementsbywhichwomenlettheirheartsjugglewiththeirbrains,shedidputthehorse\'sheadabout,asifunconsciously,andwentatahand-galloptowardshomeformorethanamile。Bythistime,fromtheinveteratehabitofvaluingwhatwehaverenounceddirectlythealternativeischosen,thethoughtofherforsakenStephenrecalledher,andsheturnedabout,andcanteredontoSt。Launce\'sagain。

  Thismiserablestrifeofthoughtnowbegantorageinallitswildness。Overwroughtandtrembling,shedroppedthereinuponPansy\'sshoulders,andvowedshewouldbeledwhitherthehorsewouldtakeher。

  Pansyslackenedherpacetoawalk,andwalkedonwithheragitatedburdenforthreeorfourminutes。Attheexpirationofthistimetheyhadcometoalittleby-wayontheright,leadingdownaslopetoapoolofwater。Theponystopped,lookedtowardsthepool,andthenadvancedandstoopedtodrink。

  ElfridelookedatherwatchanddiscoveredthatifsheweregoingtoreachSt。Launce\'searlyenoughtochangeherdressattheFalcon,andgetachanceofsomeearlytraintoPlymouth——therewereonlytwoavailable——itwasnecessarytoproceedatonce。

  Shewasimpatient。ItseemedasifPansywouldneverstopdrinking;andthereposeofthepool,theidlemotionsoftheinsectsandfliesuponit,theplacidwavingoftheflags,theleaf-skeletons,likeGenoesefiligree,placidlysleepingatthebottom,bytheircontrastwithherownturmoilmadeherimpatiencegreater。

  Pansydidturnatlast,andwentuptheslopeagaintothehigh-

  road。Theponycameuponit,andstoodcross-wise,lookingupanddown。Elfride\'sheartthrobbederratically,andshethought,\'Horses,iflefttothemselves,makeforwheretheyarebestfed。

  Pansywillgohome。\'

  PansyturnedandwalkedontowardsSt。Launce\'sPansyathome,duringsummer,hadlittlebutgrasstoliveon。

  AfteraruntoSt。Launce\'sshealwayshadafeedofcorntosupportheronthereturnjourney。Therefore,beingnowmorethanhalfway,shepreferredSt。Launce\'s。

  ButElfridedidnotrememberthisnow。Allshecaredtorecognizewasadreamyfancythatto-day\'srashactionwasnotherown。Shewasdisabledbyhermoods,anditseemedindispensabletoadheretotheprogramme。Sostrangelyinvolvedaremotivesthat,morethanbyherpromisetoStephen,moreeventhanbyherlove,shewasforcedonbyasenseofthenecessityofkeepingfaithwithherself,aspromisedintheinanevowoftenminutesago。

  Shehesitatednolonger。Pansywent,likethesteedofAdonis,asifshetoldthesteps。PresentlythequaintgablesandjumbledroofsofSt。Launce\'swerespreadbeneathher,andgoingdownthehillsheenteredthecourtyardoftheFalcon。Mrs。Buckle,thelandlady,cametothedoortomeether。

  TheSwancourtswerewellknownhere。Thetransitionfromequestriantotheordinaryguiseofrailwaytravellershadbeenmorethanonceperformedbyfatheranddaughterinthisestablishment。

  InlessthanaquarterofanhourElfrideemergedfromthedoorinherwalkingdress,andwenttotherailway。ShehadnottoldMrs。

  Buckleanythingastoherintentions,andwassupposedtohavegoneoutshopping。

  Anhourandfortyminuteslater,andshewasinStephen\'sarmsatthePlymouthstation。Notupontheplatform——inthesecretretreatofadesertedwaiting-room。

  Stephen\'sfacebodedill。Hewaspaleanddespondent。

  Whatisthematter?\'sheasked。

  \'Wecannotbemarriedhereto-day,myElfie!Ioughttohaveknownitandstayedhere。InmyignoranceIdidnot。Ihavethelicence,butitcanonlybeusedinmyparishinLondon。Ionlycamedownlastnight,asyouknow。\'

  \'Whatshallwedo?\'shesaidblankly。

  \'There\'sonlyonethingwecando,darling。\'

  \'What\'sthat?\'

  \'GoontoLondonbyatrainjuststarting,andbemarriedthereto-morrow。\'

  \'Passengersforthe11。5up-traintaketheirseats!\'saidaguard\'svoiceontheplatform。

  \'Willyougo,Elfride?\'

  \'Iwill。\'

  Inthreeminutesthetrainhadmovedoff,bearingawaywithitStephenandElfride。

  ChapterXII

  \'Adieu!shecries,andwavedherlilyhand。\'

  Thefewtatteredcloudsofthemorningenlargedandunited,thesunwithdrewbehindthemtoemergenomorethatday,andtheeveningdrewtoacloseindriftsofrain。Thewater-dropsbeatlikeduckshotagainstthewindowoftherailway-carriagecontainingStephenandElfride。

  ThejourneyfromPlymouthtoPaddington,byeventhemostheadlongexpress,allowsquiteenoughleisureforpassionofanysorttocool。Elfride\'sexcitementhadpassedoff,andshesatinakindofstuporduringthelatterhalfofthejourney。Shewasarousedbytheclangingofthemazeofrailsoverwhichtheytracedtheirwayattheentrancetothestation。

  IsthisLondon?\'shesaid。

  \'Yes,darling,\'saidStepheninatoneofassurancehewasfarfromfeeling。Tohim,nolessthantoher,therealitysogreatlydifferedfromtheprefiguring。

  Shepeeredoutaswellasthewindow,beadedwithdrops,wouldallowher,andsawonlythelamps,whichhadjustbeenlit,blinkinginthewetatmosphere,androwsofhideouszincchimney-

  pipesindimreliefagainstthesky。Shewritheduneasily,aswhenathoughtisswellinginthemindwhichmustcausemuchpainatitsdeliveranceinwords。Elfridehadknownnomoreaboutthestingsofevilreportthanthenativewild-fowlknewoftheeffectsofCrusoe\'sfirstshot。Nowshesawalittlefurther,andalittlefurtherstill。

  Thetrainstopped。Stephenrelinquishedthesofthandhehadheldalltheday,andproceededtoassistherontotheplatform。

  Thisactofalightinguponstrangegroundseemedallthatwaswantedtocompletearesolutionwithinher。

  Shelookedatherbetrothedwithdespairingeyes。

  \'OStephen,\'sheexclaimed,\'Iamsomiserable!Imustgohomeagain——Imust——Imust!Forgivemywretchedvacillation。Idon\'tlikeithere——normyself——noryou!\'

  Stephenlookedbewildered,anddidnotspeak。

  \'Willyouallowmetogohome?\'sheimplored。\'Iwon\'ttroubleyoutogowithme。Iwillnotbeanyweightuponyou;onlysayyouwillagreetomyreturning;thatyouwillnothatemeforit,Stephen!ItisbetterthatIshouldreturnagain;indeeditis,Stephen。\'

  \'Butwecan\'treturnnow,\'hesaidinadeprecatorytone。

  \'Imust!Iwill!\'

  \'How?Whendoyouwanttogo?\'

  \'Now。Canwegoatonce?\'

  Theladlookedhopelesslyalongtheplatform。

  \'Ifyoumustgo,andthinkitwrongtoremain,dearest,\'saidhesadly,\'youshall。Youshalldowhateveryoulike,myElfride。

  Butwouldyouinrealityrathergonowthanstaytillto-morrow,andgoasmywife?\'

  \'Yes,yes——much——anythingtogonow。Imust;Imust!\'shecried。

  \'Weoughttohavedoneoneoftwothings,\'heansweredgloomily。

  \'Nevertohavestarted,ornottohavereturnedwithoutbeingmarried。Idon\'tliketosayit,Elfride——indeedIdon\'t;butyoumustbetoldthis,thatgoingbackunmarriedmaycompromiseyourgoodnameintheeyesofpeoplewhomayhearofit。\'

  \'Theywillnot;andImustgo。\'

  \'OElfride!Iamtoblameforbringingyouaway。\'

  \'Notatall。Iamtheelder。\'

  \'Byamonth;andwhat\'sthat?Butnevermindthatnow。\'Helookedaround。\'IsthereatrainforPlymouthto-night?\'heinquiredofaguard。Theguardpassedonanddidnotspeak。

  \'IsthereatrainforPlymouthto-night?\'saidElfridetoanother。

  \'Yes,miss;the8。10——leavesintenminutes。Youhavecometothewrongplatform;itistheotherside。ChangeatBristolintothenightmail。Downthatstaircase,andundertheline。\'

  Theyrandownthestaircase——Elfridefirst——tothebooking-office,andintoacarriagewithanofficialstandingbesidethedoor。

  \'Showyourtickets,please。\'Theyarelockedin——menabouttheplatformacceleratetheirvelocitiestilltheyflyupanddownlikeshuttlesinaloom——awhistle——thewavingofaflag——ahumancry——asteamgroan——andawaytheygotoPlymouthagain,justcatchingthesewordsastheyglideoff:

  \'Thosetwoyoungstershadanearrunforit,andnomistake!\'

  Elfridefoundherbreath。

  \'Andhaveyoucometoo,Stephen?Whydidyou?\'

  \'IshallnotleaveyoutillIseeyousafeatSt。Launce\'s。DonotthinkworseofmethanIam,Elfride。\'

  Andthentheyrattledalongthroughthenight,backagainbythewaytheyhadcome。Theweathercleared,andthestarsshoneinuponthem。Theirtwoorthreefellow-passengerssatformostofthetimewithclosedeyes。Stephensometimesslept;Elfridealonewaswakefulandpalpitatinghourafterhour。

  Thedaybegantobreak,andrevealedthattheywerebythesea。

  Redrocksoverhungthem,and,recedingintodistance,grewlividinthebluegreyatmosphere。Thesunrose,andsentpenetratingshaftsoflightinupontheirwearyfaces。Anotherhour,andtheworldbegantobebusy。Theywaitedyetalittle,andthetrainslackeneditsspeedinviewoftheplatformatSt。Launce\'s。

  Sheshivered,andmusedsadly。

  \'Ididnotseealltheconsequences,\'shesaid。\'Appearancesarewofullyagainstme。Ifanybodyfindsmeout,Iam,Isuppose,disgraced。\'

  \'Thenappearanceswillspeakfalsely;andhowcanthatmatter,eveniftheydo?Ishallbeyourhusbandsoonerorlater,forcertain,andsoproveyourpurity。\'

  \'Stephen,onceinLondonIoughttohavemarriedyou,\'shesaidfirmly。\'Itwasmyonlysafedefence。IseemorethingsnowthanIdidyesterday。Myonlyremainingchanceisnottobediscovered;andthatwemustfightformostdesperately。\'

  Theysteppedout。Elfridepulledathickveiloverherface。

  Awomanwithredandscalyeyelidsandglisteningeyeswassittingonabenchjustinsidetheoffice-door。ShefixedhereyesuponElfridewithanexpressionwhoseforceitwasimpossibletodoubt,butthemeaningofwhichwasnotclear;thenuponthecarriagetheyhadleft。Sheseemedtoreadasinisterstoryinthescene。

  Elfrideshrankback,andturnedtheotherway。

  \'Whoisthatwoman?\'saidStephen。\'Shelookedhardatyou。\'

  \'Mrs。Jethway——awidow,andmotherofthatyoungmanwhosetombwesatontheothernight。Stephen,sheismyenemy。WouldthatGodhadhadmercyenoughuponmetohavehiddenthisfromHER!\'

  \'Donottalksohopelessly,\'heremonstrated。\'Idon\'tthinksherecognizedus。\'

  \'Ipraythatshedidnot。\'

  Heputonamorevigorousmood。

  \'Now,wewillgoandgetsomebreakfast。\'

  \'No,no!\'shebegged。\'Icannoteat。IMUSTgetbacktoEndelstow。\'

  ElfridewasasifshehadgrownyearsolderthanStephennow。

  \'ButyouhavehadnothingsincelastnightbutthatcupofteaatBristol。\'

  \'Ican\'teat,Stephen。\'

  \'Wineandbiscuit?\'

  \'No。\'

  \'Nortea,norcoffee?\'

  \'No。\'

  \'Aglassofwater?\'

  \'No。Iwantsomethingthatmakespeoplestrongandenergeticforthepresent,thatborrowsthestrengthofto-morrowforuseto-

  day——leavingto-morrowwithoutanyatallforthatmatter;oreventhatwouldtakealllifeawayto-morrow,solongasitenabledmetogethomeagainnow。Brandy,that\'swhatIwant。Thatwoman\'seyeshaveeatenmyheartaway!\'

  \'Youarewild;andyougrieveme,darling。Mustitbebrandy?\'

  \'Yes,ifyouplease。\'

  \'Howmuch?\'

  \'Idon\'tknow。Ihaveneverdrunkmorethanateaspoonfulatonce。AllIknowisthatIwantit。Don\'tgetitattheFalcon。\'

  Heleftherinthefields,andwenttothenearestinninthatdirection。Presentlyhereturnedwithasmallflasknearlyfull,andsomeslicesofbread-and-butter,thinaswafers,inapaper-

  bag。Elfridetookasiportwo。

  \'Itgoesintomyeyes,\'shesaidwearily。\'Ican\'ttakeanymore。

  Yes,Iwill;Iwillclosemyeyes。Ah,itgoestothembyaninsideroute。Idon\'twantit;throwitaway。\'

  However,shecouldeat,anddideat。HerchiefattentionwasconcentrateduponhowtogetthehorsefromtheFalconstableswithoutsuspicion。Stephenwasnotallowedtoaccompanyherintothetown。Sheactednowuponconclusionsreachedwithoutanyaidfromhim:hispoweroverherseemedtohavedeparted。

  \'Youhadbetternotbeseenwithme,evenherewhereIamsolittleknown。Wehavebegunstealthilyasthieves,andwemustendstealthilyasthieves,atallhazards。Untilpapahasbeentoldbymemyself,adiscoverywouldbeterrible。\'

  Walkingandgloomilytalkingthustheywaitedtillnearlynineo\'clock,atwhichtimeElfridethoughtshemightcallattheFalconwithoutcreatingmuchsurprise。Behindtherailway-stationwastheriver,spannedbyanoldTudorbridge,whencetheroaddivergedintwodirections,oneskirtingthesuburbsofthetown,andwindingroundagainintothehigh-roadtoEndelstow。BesidethisroadStephensat,andawaitedherreturnfromtheFalcon。

  Hesatasonesittingforaportrait,motionless,watchingthechequeredlightsandshadesonthetree-trunks,thechildrenplayingoppositetheschoolprevioustoenteringforthemorninglesson,thereapersinafieldafaroff。Thecertaintyofpossessionhadnotcome,andtherewasnothingtomitigatetheyouth\'sgloom,thatincreasedwiththethoughtofthepartingnowsonear。

  Atlengthshecametrottingroundtohim,inappearancemuchasontheromanticmorningoftheirvisittothecliff,butshornoftheradiancewhichglistenedaboutherthen。However,hercomparativeimmunityfromfurtherriskandtroublehadconsiderablycomposedher。Elfride\'scapacityforbeingwoundedwasonlysurpassedbyhercapacityforhealing,whichrightlyorwronglyisbysomeconsideredanindexoftransientnessoffeelingingeneral。

  \'Elfride,whatdidtheysayattheFalcon?\'

  \'Nothing。Nobodyseemedcuriousaboutme。TheyknewIwenttoPlymouth,andIhavestayedthereanightnowandthenwithMissBicknell。Irathercalculateduponthat。\'

  Andnowpartingaroselikeadeathtothesechildren,foritwasimperativethatsheshouldstartatonce。Stephenwalkedbesideherfornearlyamile。Duringthewalkhesaidsadly:

  \'Elfride,four-and-twentyhourshavepassed,andthethingisnotdone。\'

  \'Butyouhaveinsuredthatitshallbedone。\'

  \'HowhaveI?\'

  \'OStephen,youaskhow!DoyouthinkIcouldmarryanothermanonearthafterhavinggonethusfarwithyou?HaveInotshownbeyondpossibilityofdoubtthatIcanbenobodyelse\'s?HaveInotirretrievablycommittedmyself?——pridehasstoodfornothinginthefaceofmygreatlove。Youmisunderstoodmyturningback,andIcannotexplainit。Itwaswrongtogowithyouatall;andthoughitwouldhavebeenworsetogofurther,itwouldhavebeenbetterpolicy,perhaps。Beassuredofthis,thatwheneveryouhaveahomeforme——howeverpoorandhumble——andcomeandclaimme,Iamready。\'Sheaddedbitterly,\'Whenmyfatherknowsofthisday\'swork,hemaybeonlytoogladtoletmego。\'

  \'Perhapshemay,then,insistuponourmarriageatonce!\'Stephenanswered,seeingarayofhopeintheveryfocusofherremorse。

  \'Ihopehemay,evenifwehadstilltoparttillIamreadyforyou,asweintended。\'

  Elfridedidnotreply。

  \'Youdon\'tseemthesamewoman,Elfie,thatyouwereyesterday。\'

  \'NoramI。Butgood-bye。Gobacknow。\'Andshereinedthehorseforparting。\'OStephen,\'shecried,\'Ifeelsoweak!Idon\'tknowhowtomeethim。Cannotyou,afterall,comebackwithme?\'

  \'ShallIcome?\'

  Elfridepausedtothink。

  \'No;itwillnotdo。Itismyutterfoolishnessthatmakesmesaysuchwords。Buthewillsendforyou。\'

  \'Saytohim,\'continuedStephen,\'thatwedidthisintheabsolutedespairofourminds。Tellhimwedon\'twishhimtofavourus——

  onlytodealjustlywithus。Ifhesays,marrynow,somuchthebetter。Ifnot,saythatallmaybeputrightbyhispromisetoallowmetohaveyouwhenIamgoodenoughforyou——whichmaybesoon。SayIhavenothingtoofferhiminexchangeforhistreasure——themoresorryI;butallthelove,andallthelife,andallthelabourofanhonestmanshallbeyours。Astowhenthishadbetterbetold,Ileaveyoutojudge。\'

  Hiswordsmadehercheerfulenoughtotoywithherposition。

  \'Andifillreportshouldcome,Stephen,\'shesaidsmiling,\'why,theorange-treemustsaveme,asitsavedvirginsinSt。George\'stimefromthepoisonousbreathofthedragon。There,forgivemeforforwardness:Iamgoing。\'

  Thentheboyandgirlbeguiledthemselveswithwordsofhalf-

  partingonly。

  \'Ownwifie,Godblessyoutillwemeetagain!\'

  \'Tillwemeetagain,good-bye!\'

  Andtheponywenton,andshespoketohimnomore。Hesawherfigurediminishandherblueveilgrowgray——sawitwiththeagonizingsensationsofaslowdeath。

  Afterthuspartingfromamanthanwhomshehadknownnonegreaterasyet,Elfrideroderapidlyonwards,atearbeingoccasionallyshakenfromhereyesintotheroad。Whatyesterdayhadseemedsodesirable,sopromising,eventrifling,hadnowacquiredthecomplexionofatragedy。

  ShesawtherocksandseaintheneighbourhoodofEndelstow,andheavedasighofreliefWhenshepassedafieldbehindthevicaragesheheardthevoicesofUnityandWilliamWorm。Theywerehangingacarpetuponaline。Unitywasutteringasentencethatconcludedwith\'whenMissElfridecomes。\'

  \'Whend\'yeexpecther?\'

  \'Nottilleveningnow。She\'ssafeenoughatMissBicknell\'s,blessye。\'

  Elfridewentroundtothedoor。Shedidnotknockorring;andseeingnobodytotakethehorse,Elfrideledherroundtotheyard,slippedoffthebridleandsaddle,drovehertowardsthepaddock,andturnedherin。ThenElfridecreptindoors,andlookedintoalltheground-floorrooms。Herfatherwasnotthere。

  Onthemantelpieceofthedrawing-roomstoodaletteraddressedtoherinhishandwriting。Shetookitandreaditasshewentupstairstochangeherhabit。

  STRATLEIGH,Thursday。

  \'DEARELFRIDE,——OnsecondthoughtsIwillnotreturnto-day,butonlycomeasfarasWadcombe。Ishallbeathomebyto-morrowafternoon,andbringafriendwithme——Yours,inhaste,C。S。\'

  Aftermakingaquicktoiletshefeltmorerevived,thoughstillsufferingfromaheadache。OngoingoutofthedoorshemetUnityatthetopofthestair。

  \'OMissElfride!Isaidtomyself\'tishersperrit!Wedidn\'tdreamo\'younotcominghomelastnight。Youdidn\'tsayanythingaboutstaying。\'

  \'Iintendedtocomehomethesameevening,butalteredmyplan。I

  wishedIhadn\'tafterwards。Papawillbeangry,Isuppose?\'

  \'Betternottellhim,miss,\'saidUnity。

  \'Idofearto,\'shemurmured。\'Unity,wouldyoujustbegintellinghimwhenhecomeshome?\'

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