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  traordinarypersonsriding。

  \"Inthecauseofhealth,\"Leroyusedtosay,\"Ioughttohavethecarriagefumi-

  gatedaftereveryrideJudithtakes,forsheisalwaysaccompaniedbysomeonewholooksasifheorsheshouldgointoquarantine。”

  Onenight,whenhewaschaffingherinthisway,sheflunghersewingsuddenlyfromherandsprangtoherfeet,asifsheweregoingtogivewaytoaburstofgirlishtemper。Insteadofthat,astreamoftearspouredfromhereyes,andsheheldouthertremblinghandstowardJessica。

  \"Hedoesnotknow,\"shesobbed。\"Hecannotunderstand。”

  OnememorabledayLeroyhastenedovertouswhilewewerestillatbreakfasttosaythatJudithwasill,——strangelyill。Allnightlongshehadbeenmutteringtoherselfasifinadelirium。Yetsheansweredlucidlyallquestionsthatwereputtoher。

  \"ShebegsforMissGrant。Shesaysoverandoverthatshe\'knows,\'whateverthatmaymean。”

  WhenJessicacamehomeshetoldmeshedidnotknow。Sheonlyfeltthatatumultofimpatiencewasstirringinherfriend。

  \"Thereissomethingmajesticabouther,——

  somethingepic。Ifeelasifsheweremak-

  ingmeliveapartinsomegreatdrama,theendofwhichIcannottell。Sheissuffering,butIcannottellwhyshesuffers。”

  Weekswentonwithoutanabatementinthisstrangeillness。Shedidnotkeepherbed。Indeed,sheneglectedfewofherusualoccupations。Butherhandswereburning,andhereyesgrewbrightwiththatwildsortoflustreoneseesintheeyesofthosewhogivethemselvesuptostrangedrugsormanias。Shegrewwhimsical,andformedcapriciousfriendships,onlytodropthem。

  Andthenonedaysheclosedherhousetoallacquaintances,andsatalonecontinu-

  allyinherroom,withherhandsclaspedinherlap,andhereyesswimmingwiththeemotionsthatneverfoundtheirwaytohertongue。

  Brainardcametotheofficetotalkwithmeaboutheroneday。\"Iamaverymiser-

  ableman,Grant,\"hesaid。\"IamafraidI

  havelostmywife\'sregard。Oh,don\'ttellmeitispartlymyfault。Iknowitwellenough。

  AndIknowyouhaven\'thadaverygoodopinionofmelately。ButIamremorsefulenoughnow,Godknows。AndIwouldgivemylifetoseeherasshewaswhenIfoundherfirstamongthemountains。Why,sheusedtoclimbthemlikeastrongman,andshewasforevershoutingandsinging。Andshehadpeopledeveryspotwithstrangemodernmythologicalcreatures。Herfatherisanolddreamer,andshegotthetrickfromhim。Theyhadalittletelescopeonagreatknollinthecentreofthevalley,justwhereitcommandedalongpathofstars,andtheyusedtospendnightsouttherewhenthefrostliterallyfellinflakes。WhenIthinkhowhardyandgayshewas,howfullofcourageandlife,andlookathernow,sofeverishandbroken,IfeelasifIshouldgomad。YouknowInevermeanttodoheranyharm。Tellmethatmuch,Grant。”

  \"Ithinkyouwereveryegotisticalforawhile,Brainard,andthatisafact。Andyoudidn\'tappreciatehowmuchhernaturedemanded。ButIdonotthinkyouarere-

  sponsibleforyourwife\'spresentcondition。

  Ifthereisanycomfortinthatstatement,youarewelcometoit。”

  \"Butyoudon\'tmean——\"hegotnofurther。

  \"Imeanthatyourwifemayhaveherreservations,justasweallhave,andIampayingherhighpraisewhenIsayit。Youarenotsonarrow,Leroy,astosupposeforamomentthattheonlysortofpassionawomaniscapableofisthatwhichsheenter-

  tainsforaman。HowdoIknowwhatisgoingoninyourwife\'ssoul?Butitisnothingwhichevenanidealistofwomen,suchasIam,oldfellow,needregret。”

  HowgladIwasafterwardthatIspokethosewords。Theyexercisedalittlere-

  straint,perhaps,onLeroywhenthedayofhisterribletrialcame。Theymadehimwrestlewiththedemonofsuspicionthatstrovetopossesshim。Iwassittinginmyoffice,laggingdispiritedlyovermyworkoneday,whenthedoorburstopenandBrainardstoodbesideme。Brainard,Isay,andyetinnosensethemanIhadknown,——notahintinthispalecreature,whosebreathstruggledthroughchatteringteeth,andwhosehandsworkedinuncontrollablespasms,ofthenonchalantelegantIhadknown。Notaglimpsetobeseeninthoseangryanddeterminedeyesofthegaylyselfishspiritofmyholidayfriend。

  \"She\'sgone!\"hegasped。\"Sinceyes-

  terday。AndI\'mheretoaskyouwhatyouthinknow?Andwhatyouknow。”

  Apanoramaofallshamefulpossibilitiesforoneblackmomentfloatedbeforeme。

  Irememberthisgaveplacetoawave,coldasdeath,thatsweptfromheadtofoot;

  thenBrainard\'shandsfellheavilyonmyshoulders。

  \"ThankGodatleastforthismuch,\"hesaid,hoarsely;\"Ididn\'tknowatfirstbutIhadlostbothfriendandwife。ButIseeyouknownothing。AndindeedinmyheartIknewallthetimethatyoudidnot。

  YetIhadtocometoyouwithmyanger。

  AndIrememberedhowyoudefendedher。

  Whatexplanationcanyouoffernow?\"

  Igothimtositdownafterawhileandtellmewhatlittletherewastotell。Hehadbeenawayforaday\'sshooting,andwhenhereturnedhefoundonlytheper-

  plexedservantsathome。Anotewasleftforhim。Heshowedittome。

  \"Therearetimes,\"itran,\"whenwemustdoaswemust,notaswewould。Iamgo-

  ingtodosomethingIhavebeendriventodosinceIleftmyhome。Idonotleaveanymessageofloveforyou,becauseyouwouldnotcareforitfromawomansoweakasI。ButitissoeasyforyoutobehappythatIhopeinalittlewhileyouwillforgetthewifewhoyieldedtoaninfluencepastresisting。Itmaybemadness,butIamnotgreatenoughtogiveitup。Itriedtomakethesacrifice,butIcouldnot。Itriedtobeasgayasyou,andtoliveyoursortoflife;butIcouldnotdoit。Donotmaketheefforttoforgiveme。Youwillbehap-

  pierifyousimplyholdmeinthecontemptIdeserve。”

  Ireadtheletteroverandover。IdonotknowthatIbelievethatthespiritofinani-

  matethingscanpermeatetotheintelligenceofman。IamsureIalwayslaughedatsuchideas。Yetholdingthatnotewithitsshamefulseemingwords,Ifeltaconscious-

  nessthatitwaswritteninpurityandlove。

  Andthenbeforemyeyestherecameascenesovividthatforamomenttheofficewithitsfamiliarfurniturewasobliterated。WhatI

  sawwasalongfirmroad,greenwithmid-

  summerluxuriance。Theleisurelythuddingofmyhorse\'sfeetsoundedinmyears。Be-

  sidemewasatall,black-robedfigure。I

  sawherlookbackwiththatexpressionofdeprivationattheskyline。\"It\'slikeliv-

  ingaftertheworldhasbeguntodie,\"saidthepensiveminorvoice。\"Itseemsasifpartoftheworldhadbeentakendown。”

  \"Brainard,\"Iyelled,\"comehere!I

  haveit。Here\'syourexplanation。Icanshowyouanewmeaningforeverylineofthisletter。Man,shehasgonetothemoun-

  tains。Shehasgonetoworshipherowngods!\"

  TwoweekslaterIgotaletterfromBrain-

  ard,datedfromColorado。

  \"Oldman,\"itsaid,\"you\'reright。Sheishere。Ifoundmymountainwomanherewherethefourvoicesofhercataractshadbeencallingtoher。Isawherthemomentourmulesroundedtheroadthatcommandsthevalley。Wehadbeenridingallnightandweredrenchedwithcolddew,hungrytodesperation,andmyspiritswereoflead。

  Suddenlywegotoutfrombehindthegran-

  itewall,andthereshewas,standing,whereI

  hadseenhersooften,besidethelittlewater-

  fallthatshecallsthehappyone。Shewaslookingstraightupatthebillowingmistthatdippeddownthemountain,mammothsaffronrollsofit,plungingsomadlyfromtheimpetusofthewindthatonemarvelledhowitcouldbenoiseless。Ah,youdonotknowJudith!Thatstrange,unsophisti-

  cated,sometimesawkwardwomanyousawborenomoreresemblancetomymountainwomanthanItoHercules。Howstrongandbeautifulshelookedstandingtherewrappedinanecstasy!Itwasmyprimitivewomanbackinherprimevalworld。Howthebloodleapedinme!Allmyoldromance,sodif-

  ferentfromthecommonlove-historiesofmostmen,wasthereagainwithinmyreach!

  Allthemystery,thepoignanthappinessweremineagain。Donotholdmeincon-

  temptbecauseIshowyoumyheart。Yousawmymisery。WhyshouldIgrudgeyouaglimpseofmyhappiness?ShesawmewhenItouchedherhand,notbefore,sowrappedwasshe。Butshedidnotseemsurprised。Onlyinhersplendideyestherecamealargecontent。Shepointedtothedancinglittlewhitefall。\'Ithoughtsome-

  thingwonderfulwasgoingtohappen,\'shewhispered,\'forithasbeenlaughingso。\'

  \"IshallnotreturntoNewYork。Iamgoingtostayherewithmymountainwo-

  man,andIthinkperhapsIshallfindoutwhatlifemeansheresoonerthanIwouldbacktherewithyou。Ishalllearntoseelargethingslargeandsmallthingssmall。

  JudithsaystotellyouandMissGrantthatthefourvoicesarecallingforyoueverydayinthevalley。

  \"Yoursinfullestfriendship,\"LEROYBRAINARD。”

  JimLancy\'sWaterloo\"WEmustgetmarriedbeforetimetoputincrops,\"hewrote。\"Wemustmakeasuccessofthefarmthefirstyear,forluck。

  CouldyoumanagetobereadytocomeoutWestbythelastofFebruary?AfterMarchopenstherewillbenolet-up,andIdonotseehowIcouldgetaway。MakeitFebru-

  ary,Anniedear。Afewweeksmoreorlesscanmakenodifferencetoyou,buttheymakeagooddealofdifferencetome。”

  Thewomantowhomthiswaswrittenreaditwithsomethinglikeanger。\"Idon\'tbe-

  lievehe\'ssoimpatientforme!\"shesaidtoherself。\"Whathewantsistogetthecropsinontime。”Butshechangedthedateoftheirwedding,andmadeitFebruary。

  TheirweddingjourneywasonlyfromtheIllinoisvillagewhereshelivedtotheirNebraskafarm。Theyhadneverbeenmuchtogether,andtheyhadmuchtosaytoeachother。

  \"Farmingwon\'tcomehardtoyou,\"Jimassuredher。\"Alloneneedstofarmwithisbrains。”

  \"Whatasuccessyou\'llmakeofit!\"shecriedsaucily。

  \"IwishIhadmyfarmclear,\"Jimwenton;\"butthat\'smorethananyonehasaroundme。I\'mnoworseoffthantherest。

  We\'vegottopayoffthemortgage,Annie。”

  \"Ofcoursewemust。We\'lljustdowith-

  outtillwegetthemortgagelifted。Hardworkwilldoanything,Iguess。AndI\'mnotafraidtowork,Jim,thoughI\'veneverhadmuchexperience。”

  Jimlookedoutofthewindowalongtime,atthegentleundulationsofthebrownIowaprairie。Hiseyesseemedtopiercebeneaththesod,totheswellingbudsoftheyetinvisiblegrass。Henoticedhowdisdain-

  fullytherainsofthenewyearbeatdownthegrassesoftheyearthatwasgone。Itopenedtohismindavisionoftheseason\'spossibilities。Foramoment,evenamidthesmokeofthecar,heseemedtoscentclover,andhearthestiffswishingofthecornandthedullburringofthebees。

  \"Iwishsometimes,\"hesaid,leaningfor-

  wardtolookathisbride,\"thatIhadbeenbornsomethingelsethanafarmer。ButI

  cannomorehelpfarming,Annie,thanabirdcanhelpsinging,orabeemakinghoney。Ididn\'ttaketofarming。Iwassimplybornwithahoeinmyhand。”

  \"Idon\'tknowablessedthingaboutit,\"

  Annieconfessed。\"ButImadeupmymindthatafarmwithyouwasbetterthanatownwithoutyou。That\'sallthereistoit,asfarasIamconcerned。”

  JimLancyslidhisarmsoftlyaboutherwaist,unseenbytheotherpassengers。

  Annielookedupapprehensively,toseeifanyonewasnoticing。Buttheywereeatingtheirlunches。Itwasacommoncoachonwhichtheywereriding。TherewasaPullmanattachedtothetrain,andAnniehadsecretlythoughtthat,asitwastheirweddingjourney,itmightbemorebecomingtotakeit。ButJimhadmadenosuggestionaboutit。Whathesaidlaterexplainedthereason。

  \"Iwouldhavelikedtohavebroughtyouafinepresent,\"hesaid。\"Itseemedshabbytocomewithnothingbutthatlittlering。

  ButIputeverythingIhadonourhome,youknow。Andyet,I\'msureyou\'llthinkitpoorenoughafterwhatyou\'vebeenusedto。You\'llforgivemeforonlybringingthering,mydear?\"

  \"Butyoubroughtmesomethingbetter,\"

  Anniewhispered。Shewasafoolishlittlegirl。\"Youbroughtmelove,youknow。”

  Thentheyrodeinsilenceforalongtime。

  Bothofthemwerenewtothephraseologyoflove。Theirsimplecomplimentstoeachotherwerealmostludicrous。Butanyonewhomighthavechancedtooverhearthemwouldhavebeencharmed,fortheybetrayedaninnocenceasbeautifulasanuncloudeddawn。

  AnnietriedhardnottobedepressedbythetreelessstretchesoftheNebraskaplains。

  \"ThisisdifferentfromIllinois,\"sheventuredonce,gently;\"itisevendifferentfromIowa。”

  \"Yes,yes,\"criedJim,enthusiastically,\"itisdifferent!Itisthefinestcountryintheworld!Youneverfeelshutin。Youcanalwaysseeoff。IfeelathomeafterIgetinNebraska。I\'dchokebackwhereyoulive,withallthoselittlegulliesandthetreeseverywhere。It\'samysterytomehowfarmershavepatiencetoworkthere。”

  Annieopenedhereyes。Therewasevi-

  dentlymorethanonewayoflookingataquestion。Thefarm-housesseemedverylowandmeantoher,asshelookedatthemfromthewindow。Therewerenofences,exceptingnowandthentheinhospitablebarbedwire。Thedoor-yardswerebleaktohereyes,withouttheornamentalshrubberywhicheveryfarmerinherpartofthecountrywasusedtotending。Thecattlestoodun-

  sheddedintheircorrals。Thereapersandbindersstoodrustinginthedulldrizzle。

  \"Howshiftless!\"criedAnnie,indignantly。

  \"Whatdothesemenmeanbylettingtheirmachinerylieoutthatway?Ishouldthinkonewinteroflyingoutwouldhurtitmorethanthreesummersofusing。”

  \"Itdoes。Butshedsarenoteasilyhad。

  Lumberisdear。”

  \"ButIshouldthinkitwouldbeeconomyeventhen。”

  \"Yes,\"hesaid,\"perhaps。Butwealldothatwayouthere。Ittakessomemoneyforamantobeeconomicalwith。Someofushaven\'teventhatmuch。”

  Therewasasix-mileridefromthestation。

  Thehorseswerewaiting,hitcheduptoaserviceablelightwagon,anddrivenbythe\"help。”Hewasathinyoungman,withredhair,andheblushedvicariouslyforJimandAnnie,whowerereallytooentertainedwitheachother,andattheideaofthenewlifeopeningupbeforethem,tothinkany-

  thingaboutblushing。Atthestation,anumberofmeninsistedonshakinghandswithJim,andbeingintroducedtohiswife。

  Theywereallbearded,asifshavingwereanunnecessarylabor,andtheirtrousersweretuckedindustytop-boots,noneofwhichhadeverseenblacking。Anniehadasenseofthesemenseemingunwashed,orasiftheyhadsleptintheirclothes。Buttheyhadkindvoices,andtheireyeswereveryfriendly。Sosheshookhandswiththemallwithheartiness,andaskedthemtodriveoutandbringtheirwomenkind。

  \"Iamgoingtomakeupmymindnottobelonesome,\"shedeclared;\"but,allthesame,Ishallwanttoseesomewomen。”

  Anniehadgotsafeonthehighseatofthewagon,andwasbalancingherlittlefeetontheinclinedfoot-rest,whenawomancamerunningacrossthestreet,callingaloud,——

  \"Mr。Lancy!Mr。Lancy!You\'renotgoingtodriveawaywithoutintroducingmetoyourwife!\"

  Shewasathinlittlewoman,withmove-

  mentsasnervousandasgracelessasthoseofagrasshopper。Herdun-coloredgarmentsseemedtohaveallthehuebleachedoutofthemwithwindandweather。Herfacewasbrownandwrinkled,andherbrighteyesflashedrestlessly,deepintheirsockets。Twofrontteethwereconspicuouslymissing;andherfadedhairwasblowninwispsaboutherface。Jimperformedtheintroduction,andAnnieheldoutherhand。Itwasaprettyhand,delicatelyglovedindovecolor。

  Thewomantookitinherown,andaftershehadshakenit,helditforasilentmo-

  ment,lookingatit。Thenshealmostthrewitfromher。Theeyeswhichsheliftedtoscanthebrightyoungfaceaboveherhadsomethinglikeagonyinthem。Annieblushedunderthisfiercescrutiny,andthewoman,suddenlyconsciousofherdemeanor,forcedasmiletoherlips。

  \"I\'llcomeoutan\'seeyeh,\"shesaid,incordialtones。\"Maybe,asanewhouse-

  keeper,you\'lllikealittleadvice。You\'veaniceplace,an\'Iwishyehluck。”

  \"Thankyou。I\'msureI\'llneedadvice,\"

  criedAnnie,astheydroveoff。ThenshesaidtoJim,\"Whoisthatoldwoman?\"

  \"Oldwoman?Why,sheain\'tadayoverthirty,Mis\'Dundyain\'t。”

  Annielookedatherhusbandblankly。

  Buthewasalreadytalkingofsomethingelse,andsheaskednomoreaboutthewoman,thoughallthewayalongtheroadthefaceseemedtofollowher。Itmighthavebeenthisthatcausedthetighteningaboutherheart。Forsomewayhervivacityhadgone;andtherestoftheridesheaskednoquestions,butsatlookingstraightbeforeheratthenorthwardstretchingroad,witheyesthatfeltratherthansawthebrown,bareundulations,risingeverynowandthencleantothesky;attheside,littlefamished-

  lookinghouses,unacquaintedwithpaint,disorderlyyards,andendlessreachesoffurrowedground,whereinsummerthecornhadwaved。

  Thehorsesneedednoindicationofthelinetomakethemturnupasmoothbitofroadthatcurvedawayneatly\'midtheraggedgrasses。Attheendofit,inaclumpofpunyscruboaks,stoodasquarelittlehouse,inuncornicedsimplicity,withblank,uncur-

  tainedwindowsstaringoutatAnnie,andforamomenthereyes,blurredwiththecold,seemedtoseeinoneofthemthedespairingfaceofthewomanwiththewispsoffadedhairblowingaboutherface。

  \"Well,whatdoyouthinkofit?\"Jimcried,heartily,swingingherdownfromherhighseat,andkissingherashedidso。

  \"Thisisyourhome,mygirl,andyouareaswelcometoitasyouwouldbetoapalace,ifIcouldgiveittoyou。”

  Annieputupherhandstohidethetrem-

  blingofherlips;andsheletJimseethereweretearsinhereyesasanapologyfornotreplying。Theyoungmanwiththeredhairtookawaythehorses,andJim,withhisarmaroundhiswife\'swaist,rantowardthehouseandthrewopenthedoorforhertoenter。

  Theintenseheatoftwogreatstovesstruckintheirfaces;andAnniesawthebigburner,erectedinallitsblackhideousnessinthemiddleofthefrontroom,likeasortofhouseholdhoodoo,tobeconstantlypropi-

  tiated,likethegodsofGreece;andinthekitchen,thenewrange,withadistractedtea-kettleleapingonit,asifitwouldliketolooseitsfettersandraceawayovertheprairieafteritscousin,thelocomotive。

  Itwasahouseoffourrooms,andaglancerevealedthefactthatithadbeenprovidedwiththenecessaries。

  \"Ithinkwecanbeverycomfortablehere,\"saidJim,ratherdoubtfully。

  Anniesawshemustmakesomeresponse。

  \"Iamsurewecanbemorethancomfort-

  able,Jim,\"shereplied。\"Wecanbehappy。

  Showme,ifyouplease,wheremyroomis。ImusthangmycloakupintherightplacesothatIshallfeelasifIweregettingsettled。”

  Itwasenough。Jimhadnolongeranydoubts。Hefeltsuretheyweregoingtobehappyeverafterward。

  ItwasAnniewhogotthefirstmeal;sheinsistedonit,thoughboththemenwantedhertorest。AndJimhadn\'tthehearttotellherthat,asageneralthing,itwouldnotdotoputtwoeggsinthecorn-cake,andthatthebeefsteakwasagreatluxury。

  Whenhesawherabouttobreakaneggforthecoffee,however,heinterfered。

  \"Theshellsoftheonesyouusedforthecakewillsettlethecoffeejustaswell,\"hesaid。\"Youseewehavetobeverycarefulofeggsouthereatthisseason。”

  \"Oh!Willtheshellsreallysettleit?

  Thisiswhatyoumustcallprairielore。

  Isupposeoutherewefindoutwhattherealrelationsofinventionandnecessityare——eh?\"

  Jimlaugheddisproportionately。Hethoughtherwonderfullywitty。AndheandthehelpatesomuchthatAnnieopenedhereyes。Shehadthoughttherewouldbeenoughleftforsupper。Buttherewasnothingleft。

  ForthenexttwoweeksJimwasabletobemuchwithher;andtheyamusedthemselvesbydecoratingthehousewiththebrightcurtainingsthatAnniehadbrought,andputtingupshelvesforafewpiecesofchina。

  Shehadtwoorthreepictures,also,whichhadcomefromherroominheroldhome,andsomeofthoseuselessdaintythingswithwhichsomewomenliketolittertheroom。

  \"Mostfolks,\"Jimexplained,\"havetobecontentwithonefire,andsitinthekitchen;

  butIthought,asthiswasourhoneymoon,wewouldputonsomelugs。”

  Anniesaidnothingthen;butadayortwoaftersheventured,——

  \"Perhapsitwouldbeaswellnow,dear,ifwekeptinthekitchen。I\'llkeepitasbrightandpleasantasIcan。And,any-

  way,youcanbemoreaboutwithmewhenI\'mworkingthen。We\'lllayafireinthefront-roomstove,sothatwecanlightitifanybodycomes。Wecanjustaswellsavethatmuch。”

  Jimlookedupbrightly。\"Allright,\"hesaid。\"You\'reasensiblelittlewoman。

  Yousee,everycentmakesadifference。

  AndIwanttobeabletopayofffivehundreddollarsofthatmortgagethisyear。”

  So,afterthat,theysatinthekitchen;andthefirewaslaidinthefrontroom,againstthecomingofcompany。Butnoonecame,anditremainedunlighted。

  Thentheseasonbegantoshowsignsofopening,——bleaksigns,hardlyrecognizabletoAnnie;andafterthatJimwasnotmuchinthehouse。Theweeksworeon,andspringcameatlast,dancingoverthehills。

  Theground-birdsbeganbuilding,andatfoureachmorningawokeAnniewiththeirsylvanopera。ThecreekthatranjustatthenorthofthehouseworkeditselfintoafuryandblusteredalongwithmuchnoisetowardthegreatPlattewhich,milesaway,wallowedinitsvastsandybed。Thehillsflushedfrombrowntoyellow,andfrommottledgreentointensestemerald,andinthesuperbairallthewindsofheavenseemedtomeetandfrolicwithlaughterandsong。

  Sometimesthemorningsweresobeauti-

  fulthat,themenbeingafieldandAnnieallalone,shegaveherselfuptoanecstasyandkneeledbythelittlewoodenbenchoutsidethedoor,tosay,\"Father,IthankThee,\"

  andthenwentaboutherworkwithallthepoemofnaturerhymingitselfoverandoverinherheart。

  ItwasonsuchadayasthisthatMrs。

  Dundykeptherpromiseandcameovertoseeiftheyounghousekeeperneededanyoftheadviceshehadpromisedher。Shehadwalked,becausenoneofthehorsescouldbespared。Ithadgotsowarmnowthatthefireinthekitchenheatedthewholehousesufficiently,andAnniehadtheroomscleantoexquisiteness。Mrs。Dundylookedaboutwithenviouseyes。

  \"Howlovely!\"shesaid。

  \"Doyouthinkso?\"criedAnnie,insur-

  prise。\"Ilikeit,ofcourse,becauseitishome,butIdon\'tseehowyoucouldcallanythingherelovely。”

  \"Oh,youdon\'tunderstand,\"hervisitorwenton。\"It\'slovelybecauseitlookssohappy。Someofushave——well,kindo\'

  lostourgrip。”

  \"It\'seasytodothatifyoudon\'tfeelwell,\"Annieremarkedsympathetically。\"I

  haven\'tfeltaswellasusualmyself,lately。

  AndIdogetlonesomeandwonderwhatgooditdoestofixupeverydaywhenthereisnoonetosee。Butthatisallnonsense,andIputitoutofmyhead。”

  Shesmoothedoutthecleanlawnapronwithdelicatetouch。Mrs。Dundyfollowedthemovementwithhereyes。

  \"Oh,mydear,\"shecried,\"youdon\'tknownothin\'aboutityet!Butyouwillknow!Youwill!\"andthoserestless,hoteyesofhersseemedtogrowmorerestlessandmorehotastheylookedwithinfinitepityattheyoungwomanbeforeher。

  Anniethoughtofthesewordsoftenasthesummercameon,andtheheatgrew。Jimwasseldomtobeseennow。Hewasupatfoureachmorning,andthelastchorewasnotcompletedtillnineatnight。Thenhethrewhimselfinbedandlaytherelog-liketilldawn。Hewastoowearytotalkmuch,andAnnie,withherheartachingforhisfatigue,forboretospeaktohim。Shecookedthemoststrengtheningthingsshecould,andtriedalwaystolookfreshandpleasantwhenhecamein。Butsheoftenthoughtherpainswereinvain,forhehardlyrestedhissunburnedeyesonher。Hisskingotsobrownthathisfacewasstrangelychanged,especiallyashenolongerhadtimetoshave,andhadletaroughbeardstraggleoverhischeeksandchin。OnSundaysAnniewouldhavelikedtogotochurch,butthehorsesweretootiredtobetakenout,andshedidnotfeelwellenoughtowalkfar;besides,Jimgotnoparticulargoodoutofwalkingoverthehillsunlesshehadaploughinhishand。

  Harvestcameatlength,andthecropwasgood。Therewereanywayfromthreetotwentymenatthehousethen,andAnniecookedforallofthem。Jimhadtriedtogetsomeonetohelpher,buthehadnotsucceeded。Anniestrovetobebrave,re-

  memberingthatfarm-womenalloverthecountrywereworkinginsimilarfashion。

  Butinspiteofallshecoulddo,thedaysgottoseemlikenightmares,andsleepbe-

  tweenwasbutabriefpauseinwhichshewasalwaysdreamingofwater,andthinkingthatshewasstoopingtoputfeveredlipstoarunningbrook。SomeofthesemenwereverydisgustingtoAnnie。Theirmannerswereasbadastheycouldwellbe,andacoarsewordcamenaturallytotheirlips。

  \"Tobemasterofthesoil,thatisonething,\"saidshetoherselfinsicknessofspirit;\"buttobetheslaveofitisanother。

  Thesemenseemtohavegottheirsoulsallcoveredwithmuck。”Shenoticedthattheyhadnoideaofamusement。Theyhadneverplayedanything。Theydidnotevencareforbase-ball。Theirideaofhappinessappearedtobetodonothing;andtherewasagoodpartoftheyearinwhichtheywerehappy,——forthesewerenotforthemostpartmenowningfarms;theyweremenwhohiredouttohelpthefarmer。Agoodmanyofthemhadbeenfarmersatonetimeandanother,buttheyhadfailed。Theyalltalkedpoliticsagreatdeal,——politicsandrail-

  roads。Anniehadnotmuchpatiencewithitall。Shehadgreatconfidenceinthecourseofthings。Shebelievedthatinthiscountryallmenhaveafairchance。Sowhenitcameaboutthatthecornandthewheat,whichhadbeenraisedwithsuchincessanttoil,broughtthemnomoney,butonlyaloss,Anniestoodaghast。

  \"Isaidtherateswereruinous,\"Jimsaidtoheronenight,afteritwasallover,andhehadfoundoutthattheyear\'sslavishworkhadbroughthimalossofthreehundreddollars;\"it\'sbeenaconspiracyfromthefirst。Thepriceofcornisallright。ButbythetimewesetitdowninChicagoweareouteighteencentsabushel。

  Itmeansruin。Whatarewegoingtodo?

  Herewehadthebestcropwe\'vehadforyears——butwhat\'stheuseoftalking!

  Theyhaveusintheirgrip。”

  \"Idon\'tseehowitis,\"Annieprotested。

  \"Ishouldthinkitwouldbefortheinter-

  estoftheroadstohelpthepeopletobeasprosperousaspossible。”

  \"Oh,wecan\'tgetout!Andwe\'reboundtostayandraisegrain。Andthey\'reboundtocartit。Andthat\'sallthereistoit。Theyforceustostandeveryloss,eventotheshortagethatismadeintransportation。

  Therailroadcompaniesowntheelevators,andtheyhavethecinchonus。Ourgrainisattheirmercy。GodknowshowI\'mgoingtoraisethatinterest。Asforthefivehundredweweregoingtopayonthemort-

  gagethisyear,Annie,we\'renotinit。”

  Autumnwaswellsetinbythistime,andthebrilliantcoldskyhungovertheprairiesasyoungandfreshasiftheworldwerenotoldandtired。Annienolongercouldlookastrimaswhenshefirstcametothelittlehouse。Herprettyweddinggarmentswerebeginningtobewornandtherewasnomoneyformore。Jimwouldnotplaychessnowofevenings。Hewasforeverwritingarticlesfortheweeklypaperintheadjoin-

  ingtown。Theytalkedofrunninghimforthestatelegislature,andhewasanxiousforthenomination。

  \"IthinkImightbeabletostanditifI

  couldfight\'em!\"hedeclared;\"buttosithereidle,knowingthatIhavebeencheatedoutofmyyear\'swork,justasmuchasifI

  hadbeenknockeddownontheroadandthemoneytakenfromme,isenoughtosendmetotheasylumwithastrait-jacketon!\"

  Lifegrewtotakeontragicaspects。Annieusedtofindherselfwonderingifanywhereintheworldtherewerepeoplewithlighthearts。Forhertherewasnolongerantici-

  pationofjoy,orpresentcompanionship,oranydivertissementinthewholeworld。Jimreadbookswhichshedidnotunderstand,andwithafewofhisfriends,whodroppedinnowandtheneveningsorSundays,talkedaboutthesebooksinanexcitedmanner。

  Shewouldgotoherroomtorest,andlyingthereinthedarknessonthebed,wouldhearthemspeakingtogether,some-

  timesallatonce,inthosesternlyvindictivetonesmenusewhenthereisrevoltintheirsouls。

  \"Itisthegovernmentwhichishelpingtoimpoverishus,\"shewouldhearJimsaying。\"Workismoney。Thatistosay,itistheactiveformofmoney。Thewealthofacountryisestimatedbyitspowerofproduction。Anditspowerofproductionmeanswork。Itmeanstherearesomanymenwithsomuchcapacity。

  Nowthegovernmentowesittothesementohavemoneyenoughtopaythemfortheirwork;andifthereisnotenoughmoneyincirculationtopaytoeachmanforhishonestandnecessarywork,thenIsaythatgovernmentisinleaguewithcrime。

  Itistryingtomakedefaultersofus。Ithasahundredwaysofcheatingus。WhenI

  boughtthisfarmandputthemortgageonit,aday\'sworkwouldbringtwicetheresultsitwillnow。Thatistosay,thetotalattheendoftheyearshowedmyprofitstobetwicewhattheywouldbenow,eveniftherailwaydidnotstandinthewaytorobusofmorethanweearn。

  Sothatitwilltakejusttwiceasmanydays\'worknowtopayoffthismortgageasitwouldhavedoneatthetimeitwascontracted。It\'saconspiracy,Itellyou!

  ThoseEasterncapitalistsmakeascienceofruiningus。”

  Hegotmoreeloquentastimewenton,andAnnie,whohadknownhimfirstasratheracarelesstalker,wasastonishedattheboldnessofhislanguage。Butconver-

  sationwasalostartwithhim。Henolongertalked。Heharangued。

  IntheearlyspringAnnie\'sbabywasborn,——alittlegirlwithanervouscry,whoneversleptlongatatime,andwhoseemedtowailmerelyfromdistasteatliving。ItwasMrs。DundywhocameovertolookafterthehousetillAnniegotabletodoso。

  Hereyeshadthatfeverinthem,asever。

  Shetalkedbutlittle,buthertouchonAnnie\'sheadwasmoreeloquentthanwords。

  OnedayAnnieaskedfortheglass,andMrs。Dundygaveittoher。Shelookedinitalongtime。Thecolorwasgonefromhercheeks,andabouthermouththerewasanuglytightening。Buthereyesflashedandshonewiththatsame——no,no,itcouldnotbethatinherfacealsowascomingthelookofhalf-madness!ShemotionedMrs。

  Dundytocometoher。

  \"Youknewitwascoming,\"shesaid,brokenly,pointingtothereflectionintheglass。\"Thatfirstday,youknewhowitwouldbe。”

  Mrs。Dundytooktheglassawaywithagentlehand。

  \"HowcouldIhelpknowing?\"shesaidsimply。Shewentintothenextroom,andwhenshereturnedAnnienoticedthatthehandkerchiefstuckinherbeltwaswet,asifithadbeenwepton。

  Awomancannotstaylongawayfromherhomeonafarmatplantingtime,evenifitisacaseoflifeanddeath。Mrs。Dundyhadtogohome,andAnniecreptaboutherworkwiththewailingbabyinherarms。

  Thehousewasoftendisorderlynow;butitcouldnotbehelped。Thebabyhadtobecaredfor。ItfrettedsomuchthatJimsleptapartinthemowofthebarn,thathissleepmightnotbedisturbed。Itwasapleasant,dimplace,fullofsweetscents,andhelikedtobetherealone。Thoughhehadalwaysbeenanunusualworker,heworkednowmorelikeamanwhowasfightingofffate,thanameretoilerforbread。

  Thecorncameupbeautifully,andfarastheeyecouldreacharoundtheirhomeittosseditsbroadgreenleaveswithanocean-

  likeswellingofsibilantsound。Jimloveditwithasortofpassion。Annielovedit,too。Sometimes,atnight,whenherfatiguewasunbearable,andherirritationwearingoutbothbodyandsoul,shetookherlittleoneinherarmsandwalkedamongthecorn,lettingitsrustlingsoothethebabytosleep。

  Theheatofthesummerwasterrible。

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