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  ThefirstthingtheInterviewerhadtodowastoaccountforhisvisitingapersonwhohadnotaskedtomakehisacquaintance,andwhowaslivingasarecluse。Hetookouthisbatteredcoppers,andshowedthemtoMaurice。

  \"Iunderstoodthatyouwereveryskilfulinantiquities,andhadagoodmanyyourself。SoItookthelibertyofcallinguponyou,hopingthatyoucouldtellmesomethingaboutsomeancientcoinsI

  havehadforagoodwhile。”Sosaying,hepointedtothecopperwiththenameofGallienus。

  \"Isthisveryrareandvaluable?Ihaveheardthatgreatpriceshavebeenpaidforsomeoftheseancientcoins,——eversomanyguineas,sometimes。Isupposethisisasmuchasathousandyearsold。”

  \"Morethanathousandyearsold,\"saidMaurice。

  \"Andworthagreatdealofmoney?\"askedtheInterviewer。

  \"No,notagreatdealofmoney,\"answeredMaurice。

  \"Howmuch,shouldyousay?\"saidtheInterviewer。

  Mauricesmiled。\"Alittlemorethanthevalueofitsweightincopper,——Iamafraidnotmuchmore。ThereareagoodmanyofthesecoinsofGallienusknockingabout。Thepeddlersandtheshopkeeperstakesuchpiecesoccasionally,andsellthem,sometimesforfiveortencents,toyoungcollectors。No,itisnotverypreciousinmoneyvalue,butasarelicanypieceofmoneythatwaspassedfromhandtohandathousandorfifteenhundredyearsagoisinteresting。Thevalueofsuchrelicsisagooddealamatterofimagination。”

  \"Andwhatdoyousaytotheseothers?\"askedtheInterviewer。Pooroldworn-outthingstheywere,withaletterortwoonly,andsomefainttraceofafigureononeortwoofthem。

  \"Veryinteresting,always,iftheycarryyourimaginationbacktothetimeswhenyoumaysupposetheywerecurrent。PerhapsHoracetossedoneofthemtoabeggar。PerhapsoneofthesewasthecointhatwasbroughtwhenOnesaidtothoseaboutHim,\'Bringmeapenny,thatI

  mayseeit。\'Butthemarketpriceisadifferentmatter。Thatdependsonthebeautyandpreservation,andabovealltherarity,ofthespecimen。Hereisacoin,now,\"——heopenedasmallcabinet,andtookonefromit。\"HereisaSyracusandecadrachmwiththeheadofPersephone,whichisatoncerare,wellpreserved,andbeautiful。I

  amafraidtotellwhatIpaidforit。”

  TheInterviewerwasnotanexpertinnumismatics。Hecaredverylittlemoreforanoldcointhanhedidforanoldbutton,buthehadthoughthispurchaseatthetollman\'smightproveagoodspeculation。

  Nomatteraboutthebatteredoldpieces:hehadfoundout,atanyrate,thatMauricemusthavemoneyandcouldbeextravagant,orwhathehimselfconsideredso;alsothathewasfamiliarwithancientcoins。Thatwoulddoforabeginning。

  \"MayIaskwhereyoupickedupthecoinyouareshowingme?\"hesaid\"Thatisaquestionwhichprovokesanegativeanswer。Onedoesnot\'pickup\'first-classcoinsorpaintings,veryoften,inthesetimes。

  IboughtthisofagreatdealerinRome。”

  \"LivedinRomeonce?\"saidtheInterviewer。

  \"Forsomeyears。Perhapsyouhavebeenthereyourself?\"

  TheInterviewersaidhehadneverbeenthereyet,buthehopedheshouldgothere,oneoftheseyears。\"supposeyoustudiedartandantiquitieswhileyouwerethere?\"hecontinued。

  \"EverybodywhogoestoRomemustlearnsomethingofartandantiquities。BeforeyougothereIadviseyoutoreviewRomanhistoryandtheclassicauthors。Youhadbettermakeastudyofancientandmodernart,andnothaveeverythingtolearnwhileyouaregoingaboutamongruins,andchurches,andgalleries。YouknowyourHoraceandVirgilwell,Itakeitforgranted?\"

  TheInterviewerhesitated。Thenamessoundedasifhehadheardthem。\"NotsowellasImeantobeforegoingtoRome,\"heanswered。

  \"MayIaskhowlongyoulivedinRome?\"

  \"Longenoughtoknowsomethingofwhatistobeseeninit。Nooneshouldgotherewithoutcarefulpreparationbeforehand。YouarefamiliarwithVasari,ofcourse?\"

  TheInterviewerfeltaslightmoistureonhisforehead。Hetookouthishandkerchief。\"Itisawarmday,\"hesaid。\"Ihavenothadtimetoreadall——theworksImeanto。Ihavehadtoomuchwritingtodo,myself,tofindallthetimeforreadingandstudyIcouldhavewished。”

  \"Inwhatliteraryoccupationhaveyoubeenengaged,ifyouwillpardonmyinquiry?saidMaurice。

  \"Iamconnectedwiththepress。Iunderstoodthatyouwereamanofletters,andIhopedImighthavetheprivilegeofhearingfromyourownlipssomeaccountofyourliteraryexperiences。”

  \"Perhapsthatmightbeinteresting,butIthinkIshallreserveitformyautobiography。Yousaidyouwereconnectedwiththepress。

  DoIunderstandthatyouareanauthor?\"

  BythistimetheInterviewerhadcometotheconclusionthatitwasaverywarmday。Hedidnotseemtobegettingholdofhispitcherbytherighthandle,somehow。ButhecouldnothelpansweringMaurice\'sverysimplequestion。

  \"Ifwritingforanewspapergivesonearighttobecalledanauthor,Imaycallmyselfone。Iwriteforthe\"People\'sPerennialandHouseholdInquisitor。\'\"

  \"Areyoutheliterarycriticofthatwell-knownjournal,ordoyoumanagethepoliticalcolumn?\"

  \"Iamacorrespondentfromdifferentplacesandonvariousmattersofinterest。”

  \"Placesyouhavebeento,andpeopleyouhaveknown?\"

  \"Well,yes,-generally,thatis。SometimesIhavetocompilemyarticles。”

  \"DidyouwritetheletterfromRome,publishedafewweeksago?\"

  TheInterviewerwasinwhathewouldcallatightplace。However,hehadfoundthathismanwastoomuchforhim,andsawthatthebestthinghecoulddowastosubmittobeinterviewedhimself。Hethoughtthatheshouldbeabletopickupsomethingorotherwhichhecouldworkintohisreportofhisvisit。

  \"Well,I——preparedthatarticleforourcolumns。Youknowonedoesnothavetoseeeverythinghedescribes。Youfounditaccurate,I

  hope,initsdescriptions?\"

  \"Yes,Murrayisgenerallyaccurate。Sometimeshemakesmistakes,butIcan\'tsayhowfaryouhavecopiedthem。YougotthePonteMolle——

  theoldMilvianbridge——agooddealtoofardownthestream,ifI

  remember。Ihappenedtonoticethat,butIdidnotreadthearticlecarefully。MayIaskwhetheryouproposetodomethehonorofreportingthisvisitandtheconversationwehavehad,forthecolumnsofthenewspaperwithwhichyouareconnected?\"

  TheInterviewerthoughthesawanopening。\"Ifyouhavenoobjections,\"hesaid,\"Ishouldlikeverymuchtoaskafewquestions。”Hewasrecoveringhisprofessionalaudacity。

  \"Youcanaskasmanyquestionsasyouconsiderproperanddiscreet,——

  afteryouhaveansweredoneortwoofmine:Whocommissionedyoutosubmitmetoexamination?\"

  \"Thecuriosityofthepublicwishestobegratified,andIamthehumbleagentofitsinvestigations。”

  \"Whathasthepublictodowithmyprivateaffairs?\"

  \"Isupposeitisaquestionofmajorityandminority。Thatsettleseverythinginthiscountry。Youareaminorityofoneopposedtoalargenumberofcuriouspeoplethatformamajorityagainstyou。

  ThatisthewayI\'veheardthechiefputit。”

  MauricecouldnothelpsmilingatthequietassumptionoftheAmericancitizen。TheInterviewersmiled,too,andthoughthehadhisman,sure,atlast。Mauricecalmlyanswered,\"Thereisnothingleftforminorities,then,buttherightofrebellion。Idon\'tcareaboutbeingmadethesubjectofanarticleforyourpaper。Iamhereformypleasure,mindingmyownbusiness,andcontentwiththatoccupation。Irebelagainstyoursystemofforcedpublicity。

  WheneverIamreadyIshalltellthepublicallithasanyrighttoknowaboutme。InthemeantimeIshallrequesttobesparedreadingmybiographywhileIamliving。Iwishyouagood-morning。”

  TheInterviewerhadnottakenouthisnote-bookandpencil。InhisnextcommunicationfromArrowheadVillagehecontentedhimselfwithabriefmentionofthedistinguishedandaccomplishedgentlemannowvisitingtheplace,whoselibraryandcabinetofcoinshehadhadtheprivilegeofexamining,andwhosecourtesywasequalledonlybythemodestythatshunnedthepublicnotorietywhichtheorgansofpopularintelligencewouldotherwiseconferuponhim。

  TheInterviewerhadattemptedtheriddleoftheSphinx,andhadfailedtogetthefirsthintofitssolution。

  Themanytonguesofthevillageanditsvisitorscouldnotremainidle。Thewholesubjectofantipathieshadbeentalkedover,andthevariouscasesrecordedhadbecomemoreorlessfamiliartotheconversationalcircleswhichmeteveryeveninginthedifferentcentresofsociallife。TheprevalenthypothesisforthemomentwasthatMauricehadacongenitalaversiontosomecolor,theeffectsofwhichuponhimweresopainfulordisagreeablethathehabituallyavoidedexposuretoit。Itwasknown,andithasalreadybeenmentioned,thatsuchcaseswereonrecord。Therehadbeenagreatdealofdiscussion,oflate,withreferencetoafactlongknowntoafewindividuals,butonlyrecentlymadeamatterofcarefulscientificobservationandbroughttothenoticeofthepublic。Thiswasthenowwell-knownphenomenonofcolor-blindness。Itdidnotseemverystrangethatifonepersonineveryscoreortwocouldnottellredfromgreentheremightbeothercuriousindividualpeculiaritiesrelatingtocolor。Acasehasalreadybeenreferredtowherethesubjectofobservationfaintedatthesightofanyredobject。WhatifthiswerethetroublewithMauriceKirkwood?Itwillbeseenatoncehowsuchacongenitalantipathywouldtendtoisolatethepersonwhowasitsunfortunatevictim。Itwasanhypothesisnotdifficulttotest,butitwasaratherdelicatebusinesstobeexperimentingonaninoffensivestranger。MissVincentwasthinkingitover,butsaidnothing,eventoEuthymia,ofanyprojectsshemightentertain。

  XII

  MISSVINCENTASAMEDICALSTUDENT。

  TheyoungladywhomwehaveknownasTheTerror,asLurida,asMissVincent,SecretaryofthePansophianSociety,hadbeenreadingvariousworksselectedforherbyDr。Butts,——workschieflyrelatingtothenervoussystemanditsdifferentaffections。Shethoughtitwasabouttimetotalkoverthegeneralsubjectofthemedicalprofessionwithhernewteacher,——ifsuchaself-directingpersonasLuridacouldbesaidtorecognizeanybodyasteacher。

  Shebeganatthebeginning。\"Whatisthefirstbookyouwouldputinastudent\'shands,doctor?\"shesaidtohimoneday。Theywereinhisstudy,andLuridahadjustbroughtbackathickvolumeonInsanity,oneofBucknillandPuke\'s,whichshehaddevouredasifithadbeenapamphlet。

  \"Notthatbook,certainly,\"hesaid。\"Iamafraiditwillputallsortsofnotionsintoyourhead。Whoorwhatsetyoutoreadingthat,Ishouldliketoknow?\"

  \"Ifounditononeofyourshelves,andasIthoughtImightperhapsbecrazysometimeorother,IfeltasifIshouldliketoknowwhatkindofaconditioninsanityis。Idon\'tbelievetheywereeververybright,thoseinsanepeople,mostofthem。IhopeIamnotstupidenoughevertolosemywits。”

  \"Thereisnotelling,mydear,whatmayhappenifyouoverworkthatbusybrainofyours。Butdidn\'titmakeyounervous,readingaboutsomanypeoplepossessedwithsuchstrangenotions?\"

  \"Nervous?Notabit。Icouldn\'thelpthinking,though,howmanypeopleIhadknownthathadalittletouchofcrazinessaboutthem。

  TakethatpoorwomanthatsayssheisHerMajesty\'sPerson,——notHerMajesty,butHerMajesty\'sPerson,——averyimportantdistinction,accordingtoher:howshedoesremindmeofmorethanonegirlIhaveknown!Shewouldletherskirtsdownsoastomakeakindoftrain,andpilethingsonherheadlikeasortofcrown,foldherarmsandthrowherheadback,andfeelasgrandasaqueen。Ihaveseenmorethanonegirlactverymuchinthatway。Arenotmostofusalittlecrazy,doctor,——justalittle?Ithinkso。ItseemstomeIneversawbutonegirlwhowasfreefromeveryhintofcraziness。”

  \"Andwhowasthat,pray?\"

  \"Why,Euthymia,——nobodyelse,ofcourse。Sheneverlosesherhead,——

  Idon\'tbelieveshewouldinanearthquake。WheneverwewereatworkwithourmicroscopesattheInstituteIalwaystoldherthathermindwastheonlyachromaticoneIeverlookedinto,——Ididn\'tsaylookedthrough——ButIdidn\'tcometotalkaboutthat。IreadinoneofyourbooksthatwhenSydenhamwasaskedbyastudentwhatbooksheshouldread,thegreatphysiciansaid,\'Read\"DonQuixote。”\'Iwantyoutoexplainthattome;andthenIwantyoutotellmewhatisthefirstbook,accordingtoyouridea,thatastudentoughttoread。”

  \"WhatdoyousaytomytakingyourquestionasthesubjectofapapertobereadbeforetheSociety?Ithinktheremaybeotheryoungladiesatthemeeting,besidesyourself,whoarethinkingofpursuingthestudyofmedicine。Atanyrate,thereareagoodmanywhoareinterestedinthesubject;infact,mostpeoplelistenreadilytoanythingdoctorstellthemabouttheircalling。”

  \"Iwishyouwould,doctor。IwantEuthymiatohearit,andIdon\'tdoubttherewillbeotherswhowillbegladtoheareverythingyouhavetosayaboutit。Butoh,doctor,ifyoucouldonlypersuadeEutbymiatobecomeaphysician!Whatadoctorshewouldmake!Sostrong,socalm,sofullofwisdom!Ibelieveshecouldtakethewheelofasteamboatinastorm,orthehoseofafire-engineinaconflagration,andhandleitaswellasthecaptainoftheboatorofthefire-company。”

  \"Haveyouevertalkedwithheraboutstudyingmedicine?\"

  \"IndeedIhave。Oh,ifshewouldonlybeginwithme!Whatgoodtimeswewouldhavestudyingtogether!\"

  \"Idon\'tdoubtit。Medicineisaverypleasantstudy。Buthowdoyouthinkpracticewouldbe?Howwouldyoulikebeingcalleduptoridetenmilesinamidnightsnow-storm,justwhenoneofyourragingheadacheswasrackingyou?\"

  \"Oh,butwecouldgointopartnership,andEuthymiaisn\'tafraidofstormsoranythingelse。Ifshewouldonlystudymedicinewithme!\"

  \"Well,whatdoesshesaytoit?\"

  \"Shedoesn\'tlikethethoughtofit。Shedoesn\'tbelieveinwomendoctors。Shethinksthatnowandthenawomanmaybefittedforitbynature,butshedoesn\'tthinktherearemanywhoare。Shegivesmeagoodmanyreasonsagainsttheirpractisingmedicine,youknowwhatmostofthemare,doctor,——andendsbysayingthatthesamewomanwhowouldbeapoorsortofdoctorwouldmakeafirst-ratenurse;andthat,shethinks,isawoman\'sbusiness,ifherinstinctcarrieshertothehospitalorsick-chamber。Ican\'targueherideasoutofher。”

  \"NeithercanIargueyououtofyourfeelingaboutthematter;butI

  amdisposedtoagreewithyourfriend,thatyouwilloftenspoilagoodnursetomakeapoordoctor。Doctorsandside-saddlesdon\'tseemtometogotogether。Ridinghabitswouldbeawkwardthingsforpractitioners。Butcome,wewon\'thaveacontroversyjustnow。Iamforgivingwomeneverychanceforagoodeducation,andiftheythinkmedicineisoneoftheirpropercallingsletthemtryit。Ithinktheywillfindthattheyhadbetteratleastlimitthemselvestocertainspecialties,andalwayshaveanexpertoftheothersextofallbackupon。Thetroubleisthattheyaresoimpressibleandimaginativethattheyareatthemercyofallsortsoffancysystems。

  Youhaveonlytoseewhatkindsofinstructiontheyverycommonlyflocktoinordertoguesswhethertheywouldbelikelytoprovesensiblepractitioners。Charlatanismalwayshobblesontwocrutches,thetattleofwomen,andthecertificatesofclergymen,andIamafraidthathalfthewomendoctorswillbetoomuchunderboththoseinfluences。”

  LuridabelievedinDr。Butts,who,tousethecommonlanguageofthevillage,had\"carriedherthrough\"afever,broughtonbyover-

  excitementandexhaustingstudy。Shetooknooffenceathisreferencetonurserygossip,whichshehadlearnedtoholdcheap。

  Nobodysodespisestheweaknessesofwomenasthechampionofwoman\'srights。Sheacceptedthedoctor\'sconcessionofafairfieldandopentrialofthefitnessofhersexformedicalpractice,anddidnottroubleherselfabouthissuggestedlimitations。Astotheimaginativetendenciesofwomen,sheknewtoowellthetruthofthedoctor\'sremarkrelatingtothemtowishtocontradictit。

  \"Besureyouletmehaveyourpaperinseasonforthenextmeeting,doctor,\"shesaid;andindueseasonitcame,andwasofcourseapprovedforreading。

  XIII

  DR。BUTTSREADSAPAPER。

  \"Nexttotheinterestwetakeinallthatrelatestoourimmortalsoulsisthatwhichwefeelforourmortalbodies。Iamafraidmyveryfirststatementmaybeopentocriticism。Thecareofthebodyisthefirstthoughtwithagreatmany,——infact,withthelargerpartoftheworld。Theysendforthephysicianfirst,andnotuntilhegivesthemupdotheycommonlycallintheclergyman。Eventheministerhimselfisnotsoverydifferentfromotherpeople。Wemustnotblamehimifheisnotalwaysimpatienttoexchangeaworldofmultipliedinterestsandever-changingsourcesofexcitementforthatwhichtraditionhasdeliveredtousasoneeminentlydeficientinthestimulusofvariety。Besides,thesebodilyframes,evenwhenwornanddisfiguredbylongyearsofservice,hangaboutourconsciousnesslikeoldgarments。Theyareusedtous,andweareusedtothem。

  Andalltheaccidentsofourlives,——thehousewedwellin,thelivingpeopleroundus,thelandscapewelookover,all,uptotheskythatcoversuslikeabellglass,——allthesearebutlooseroutsidegarmentswhichwehavewornuntiltheyseemapartofus,andwedonotlikethethoughtofchangingthemforanewsuitwhichwehaveneveryettriedon。HowwellIrememberthatdearancientlady,wholivedwellintothelastdecadeofhercentury,assherepeatedtheversewhich,ifIhadbutonetochoose,Iwouldselectfromthatstringofpearls,Gray\'s\'Elegy\'!

  \'ForwhotodumbforgetfulnessapreyThispleasing,anxiousbeinge\'erresigned,Leftthewarmprecinctsofthecheerfulday,Norcastonelonging,lingeringlookbehind?\'

  Plotinuswasashamedofhisbody,wearetold。Betterso,itmaybe,thantolivesolelyforit,assomanydo。ButitmaybewelldoubtedifthereisanydiscipleofPlotinusinthisSociety。Onthecontrary,therearemanywhothinkagreatdealoftheirbodies,manywhohavecomeheretoregainthehealththeyhavelostinthewearandtearofcitylife,andveryfewwhohavenotatsometimeorotheroftheirliveshadoccasiontocallintheservicesofaphysician。

  \"Thereis,therefore,noimproprietyinmyofferingtothememberssomeremarksuponthepeculiardifficultieswhichbesetthemedicalpractitionerinthedischargeofhislaboriousandimportantduties。

  \"Ayoungfriendofmine,whohastakenaninterestinmedicalstudies,happenedtomeetwithaveryfamiliarstoryaboutoneofthegreatestandmostcelebratedofallEnglishphysicians,ThomasSydenham。Thestoryisthat,whenastudentaskedhimwhatbooksheshouldread,thegreatdoctortoldhimtoread\'DonQuixote。\'

  \"Thispieceofadvicehasbeenusedtothrowcontemptuponthestudyofbooks,andfurnishesaconvenientshieldforignorantpretenders。

  ButSydenhamleftmanywritingsinwhichhehasrecordedhismedicalexperience,andhesurelywouldnothavepublishedthemifhehadnotthoughttheywouldbebetterreadingforthemedicalstudentthanthestoryofCervantes。Hisownworksareesteemedtothisday,andhecertainlycouldnothavesupposedthattheycontainedallthewisdomofallthepast。Noremedyisgood,itwassaidofold,unlessappliedattherighttimeintherightway。Sowemaysayofallanecdotes,likethiswhichIhavetoldyouaboutSydenhamandtheyoungman。Itisverylikelythathecarriedhimtothebedsideofsomepatients,andtalkedtohimaboutthecasesheshowedhim,insteadofputtingaLatinvolumeinhishand。Iwouldassoonbegininthatwayasanyother,withastudentwhohadalreadymasteredthepreliminarybranches,——whoknewenoughaboutthestructureandfunctionsofthebodyinhealth。

  \"ButifyouaskmewhatreadingIwouldcommendtothemedicalstudentofaphilosophicalhabitofmind,youmaybesurprisedtohearmesayitwouldbecertainpassagesin\'Rasselas。\'TheyaretheoneswheretheastronomergivesanaccounttoImlacofhismanagementoftheelements,thecontrolofwhich,ashehadpersuadedhimself,hadbeencommittedtohim。Letmereadyouafewsentencesfromthisstory,whichiscommonlyboundupwiththe\'VicarofWakefield,\'likeawoollenliningtoasilkenmantle,butisfullofstatelywisdominprocessionsofparagraphswhichsoundasiftheyoughttohaveagrammaticaldrum-majortomarchbeforetheirtrampingplatoons。

  \"TheastronomerhastakenImlacintohisconfidence,andrevealstohimthesecretofhiswonderfulpowers:——

  \"\'Hear,Imlac,whatthouwiltnotwithoutdifficultycredit。Ihavepossessedforfiveyearstheregulationoftheweatherandthedistributionoftheseasonsthesunhaslistenedtomydictates,andpassedfromtropictotropicbymydirection;theclouds,atmycall,havepouredtheirwaters,andtheNilehasoverflowedatmycommand;

  Ihaverestrainedtherageofthedog-star,andmitigatedthefervorsofthecrab。Thewindsalone,ofalltheelementalpowers,havehithertoeludedmyauthority,andmultitudeshaveperishedbyequinoctialtempests,whichIfoundmyselfunabletoprohibitorrestrain。\'

  \"Thereadernaturallywishestoknowhowtheastronomer,asincere,devoted,andmostbenevolentman,forfortyyearsastudentoftheheavens,cametothestrangebeliefthathepossessedthesemiraculouspowers。Thisishisaccount:

  \"\'Oneday,asIwaslookingonthefieldswitheringwithheat,IfeltinmymindasuddenwishthatIcouldsendrainonthesouthernmountains,andraisetheNiletoaninundation。InthehurryofmyimaginationIcommandedraintofall,andbycomparingthetimeofmycommandwiththatoftheinundationIfoundthatthecloudshadlistenedtomylips。\'

  \"\'Mightnotsomeothercause,\'saidI,\'producethisconcurrence?

  TheNiledoesnotalwaysriseonthesameday。\'

  \"\'Donotbelieve,\'saidhe,withimpatience,Ithatsuchobjectionscouldescapeme:Ireasonedlongagainstmyownconviction,andlaboredagainsttruthwiththeutmostobstinacy。Isometimessuspectedmyselfofmadness,andshouldnothavedaredtoimpartthissecretbuttoamanlikeyou,capableofdistinguishingthewonderfulfromtheimpossibleandtheincrediblefromthefalse。\'

  \"ThegoodoldastronomergiveshispartingdirectionstoImlac,whomhehasadoptedashissuccessorinthegovernmentoftheelementsandtheseasons,intheseimpressivewords:

  \"Donot,intheadministrationoftheyear,indulgethypridebyinnovation;donotpleasethyselfwiththinkingthatthoucanstmakethyselfrenownedtoallfutureagesbydisorderingtheseasons。Thememoryofmischiefisnodesirablefame。Muchlesswillitbecometheetoletkindnessorinterestprevail。Neverrobothercountriesofraintopouritonthineown。ForustheNileissufficient。\'

  \"Doyouwonder,myfriends,whyIhavechosenthesepassages,inwhichthedelusionsofaninsaneastronomerarerelatedwithallthepompoftheJohnsonianvocabulary,asthefirstlessonfortheyoungpersonabouttoenteronthestudyofthescienceandartofhealing?

  ListentomewhileIshowyoutheparallelofthestoryoftheastronomerinthehistoryofmedicine。

  \"Thishistoryisluminouswithintelligence,radiantwithbenevolence,butallitswisdomandallitsvirtuehavehadtostrugglewiththeever-risingmistsofdelusion。Theagencieswhichwasteanddestroytheraceofmankindarevastandresistlessastheelementalforcesofnature;nay,theyarethemselveselementalforces。Theymaybetosomeextentavoided,tosomeextentdivertedfromtheiraim,tosomeextentresisted。Somaythechangesoftheseasons,fromcoldthatfreezestoheatsthatstrikewithsuddendeath,beguardedagainst。Somaythetidesbeinsomesmallmeasurerestrainedintheirinroads。Somaythestormsbebreastedbywallstheycannotshakefromtheirfoundations。Buttheseasonsandthetidesandthetempestsworktheirwillonthegreatscaleuponwhateverstandsintheirway;theyfeedorstarvethetillersofthesoil;theyspareordrownthedwellersbytheshore;theywafttheseamantohisharbororburyhimintheangrybillows。

  \"Theartofthephysiciancandomuchtoremoveitssubjectsfromdeadlyanddangerousinfluences,andsomethingtocontrolorarresttheeffectsoftheseinfluences。Butlookattherecordsofthelife-insuranceoffices,andseehowuniformistheactionofnature\'sdestroyingagencies。Lookattheannualreportsofthedeathsinanyofourgreatcities,andseehowtheirregularityapproachestheuniformityofthetides,andtheirvariationskeeppacewiththoseoftheseasons。TheinundationsoftheNilearenotmorecertainlytobepredictedthanthevastwaveofinfantilediseasewhichflowsinuponallourgreatcitieswiththegrowingheatsofJuly,——thanthefeversanddysenterieswhichvisitourruraldistrictsinthemonthsofthefallingleaf。

  \"Thephysicianwatchesthesechangesastheastronomerwatchedtheriseofthegreatriver。Helongstorescueindividuals,toprotectcommunitiesfromtheinroadsofthesedestroyingagencies。Heusesallthemeanswhichexperiencehasapproved,trieseveryrationalmethodwhichingenuitycansuggest。Somefortunaterecoveryleadshimtobelievehehashituponapreventiveoracureforamaladywhichhadresistedallknownremedies。Hisrescuedpatientsoundshispraises,andawidecircleofhispatient\'sfriendsjoinsinachorusofeulogies。Self-loveapplaudshimforhissagacity。Self-

  interestcongratulateshimonhishavingfoundtheroadtofortune;

  thesenseofhavingprovedabenefactorofhisracesmoothsthepillowonwhichhelayshisheadtodreamofthebrilliantfutureopeningbeforehim。Ifasinglecoincidencemayleadapersonofsanguinedispositiontobelievethathehasmasteredadiseasewhichhadbaffledallwhowerebeforehistime,andonwhichhiscontemporarieslookedinhopelessimpotence,whatmustbetheeffectofaseriesofsuchcoincidencesevenonamindofcalmertemper!

  Suchseriesofcoincidenceswillhappen,andtheymaywelldeceivetheveryelect。ThinkofDr。Rush,——youknowwhatafamousmanhewas,theveryheadandfrontofAmericanmedicalscienceinhisday,——andrememberhowhespokeaboutyellowfever,whichhethoughthehadmastered!

  \"Thusthephysicianisentangledinthemeshesofawideconspiracy,inwhichheandhispatientandtheirfriends,and-Natureherself,areinvolved。WhatwonderthatthehistoryofMedicineshouldbetosogreatanextentarecordofself-delusion!

  \"Ifthisseemsadangerousconcessiontotheenemiesofthetruescienceandartofhealing,IwillremindyouthatitisallimpliedinthefirstaphorismofHippocrates,theFatherofMedicine。Donotdrawawronginferencefromthefrankstatementofthedifficultieswhichbesetthemedicalpractitioner。Thinkrather,iftruthissohardofattainment,howpreciousaretheresultswhichtheconsentofthewisestandmostexperiencedamongthehealersofmenagreesinaccepting。Thinkwhatfollyitistocastthemasideinfavorofpalpableimpositionsstolenfromtherecordsofforgottencharlatanism,oroffantasticspeculationsspunfromthesquintingbrainsoftheoristsaswildastheEgyptianastronomer。

  \"Beginyourmedicalstudies,then,byreadingthefortiethandthefollowingfourchaptersof\'Rasselas。\'Yourfirstlessonwillteachyoumodestyandcautioninthepursuitofthemostdeceptiveofallpracticalbranchesofknowledge。Faithwillcomelater,whenyoulearnhowmuchmedicalscienceandarthaveactuallyachievedforthereliefofmankind,andhowgreatarethepromisesitholdsoutofstilllargertriumphsovertheenemiesofhumanhealthandhappiness。”

  Afterthereadingofthispapertherewasalivelydiscussion,whichwehavenoroomtoreporthere,andtheSocietyadjourned。

  XIV

  MISSVINCENT\'SSTARTLINGDISCOVERY。

  Thesober-minded,sensible,well-instructedDr。Buttswasnotalittleexercisedinmindbythedemandsmadeuponhisknowledgebyhisyoungfriend,andforthetimebeinghispupil,MissLuridaVincent。

  \"Idon\'twondertheycalledherTheTerror,\"hesaidtohimself。

  \"Sheisenoughtofrightenanybody。ShehastakendownoldbooksfrommyshelvesthatIhadalmostforgottenthebacksof,andastothemedicaljournals,Ibelievethegirlcouldindexthemfrommemory。Sheisinpursuitofsomespecialpointofknowledge,Ifeelsure,andIcannotdoubtwhatdirectionsheisworkingin,butherwonderfulwayofdealingwithbooksamazesme。”

  Whatmarvelsthose\"firstscholars\"intheclassesofourgreatuniversitiesandcollegesare,tobesure!Theyarenot,asarule,themostdistinguishedoftheirclassinthelongstruggleoflife。

  Thechancesarethat\"thefield\"willbeat\"thefavorite\"overthelongrace-course。Otherswilldevelopalongerstrideandmorestayingpower。Butwhatfinegiftsthose\"firstscholars\"havereceivedfromnature!Howdullwewriters,famousorobscure,areintheacquisitionofknowledgeascomparedwiththem!Toleadtheirclassmatestheymusthavequickapprehension,finememories,thoroughcontroloftheirmentalfaculties,strongwill,powerofconcentration,facilityofexpression,——awonderfulequipmentofmentalfaculties。Ialwayswanttotakemyhatofftothefirstscholarofhisyear。

  Dr。ButtsfeltsomewhatinthesamewayashecontemplatedTheTerror。Shesurprisedhimsooftenwithherknowledgethathewasreadytoreceiveherwithoutastonishmentwhensheburstinuponhimoneallaywithacryoftriumph,\"Eureka!Eureka!\"

  \"Andwhathaveyoufound,mydear?\"saidthedoctor。

  Luridawasflushedandpantingwiththeexcitementofhernewdiscovery。

  \"IdobelievethatIhavefoundthesecretofourstrangevisitor\'sdreadofallhumanintercourse!\"

  Theseasonedpractitionerwasnoteasilythrownoffhisbalance。

  \"Waitaminuteandgetyourbreath,\"saidthedoctor。\"Areyounotalittleoverstatinghispeculiarity?Itisnotquitesobadasthat。

  Hekeepsamantoservehim,hewascivilwiththepeopleattheOldTavern,hewasaffableenough,Iunderstand,withtheyoungfellowhepulledoutofthewater,orrescuedsomehow,——Idon\'tbelievebeavoidsthewholehumanrace。Hedoesnotlookasifhehatedthem,sofarasIhaveremarkedhisexpression。Ipassedafewwordswithhimwhenhismanwasailing,andfoundhimpoliteenough。No,I

  don\'tbelieveitismuchmorethananextremecaseofshyness,connected,perhaps,withsomecongenitalorotherpersonalrepugnancetowhichhasbeengiventhenameofanantipathy。”

  Luridacouldhardlykeepstillwhilethedoctorwasspeaking。Whenhefinished,shebegantheaccountofherdiscovery:

  \"IdocertainlybelieveIhavefoundanaccountofhiscaseinanItalianmedicaljournalofaboutfourteenyearsago。ImetwithareferencewhichledmetolookoverafileoftheGiornaledegliOspitalilyingamongtheoldpamphletsinthemedicalsectionoftheLibrary。Ihavemadeatranslationofit,whichyoumustreadandthentellmeifyoudonotagreewithmeinmyconclusion。”

  \"Tellmewhatyourconclusionis,andIwillreadyourpaperandseeformyselfwhetherIthinktheevidencejustifiestheconvictionyouseemtohavereached。”

  Lurida\'slargeeyesshowedtheirwholeroundslikethetwohalvesofamapoftheworld,asshesaid,\"IbelievethatMauriceKirkwoodissufferingfromtheeffectsofthebiteofaTARANTULA!\"

  Thedoctordrewalongbreath。HerememberedinavaguesortofwaythestorieswhichusedtobetoldoftheterribleApulianspider,buthehadconsignedthemtothelimboofmedicalfablewheresomanyfictionshaveclothedthemselveswithalocalhabitationandaname。

  Helookedintotheroundeyesandwidepupilsalittleanxiously,asifhefearedthatshewasinastateofundueexcitement,but,truetohisprofessionaltraining,hewaitedforanothersymptom,ifindeedhermindwasinanymeasureoffitsbalance。

  \"Iknowwhatyouarethinking,\"Luridasaid,\"butitisnotso。\'I

  amnotmad,mostnobleFestus。\'Youshallseetheevidenceandjudgeforyourself。Readthewholecase,——youcanreadmyhandalmostasifitwereprint,andtellmeifyoudonotagreewithmethatthisyoungmanisinallprobabilitythesamepersonastheboydescribedintheItalianjournal,Onethingyoumightsayisagainstthesupposition。TheyoungpatientisspokenofasSignorinoM……Ch……ButyoumustrememberthatchispronouncedhardinItalian,likek,whichletteriswantingintheItalianalphabet;anditisnaturalenoughthattheinitialofthesecondnameshouldhavegotchangedintherecordtoitsItalianequivalent。”

  Beforeinvitingthereadertofollowthedetailsofthisextraordinarycaseasfoundinamedicaljournal,thenarratorwishestobeindulgedinafewwordsofexplanation,inorderthathemaynothavetoapologizeforallowingtheintroductionofasubjectwhichmaybethoughttobelongtotheprofessionalstudentratherthantothereadersofthisrecord。Thereisagreatdealinmedicalbookswhichitisveryunbecomingtobringbeforethegeneralpublic,——agreatdealtorepel,todisgust,toalarm,toexciteunwholesomecuriosity。Itisnotthemenwhosedutieshavemadethemfamiliarwiththisclassofsubjectswhoaremostlikelytooffendbyscenesanddescriptionswhichbelongtothephysician\'sprivatelibrary,andnottotheshelvesdevotedtopoliteliterature。

  GoldsmithandevenSmollett,bothhavingstudiedandpractisedmedicine,couldnotbyanypossibilityhaveoutragedallthenaturalfeelingsofdelicacyanddecencyasSwiftandZolahaveoutragedthem。Butwithouthandlingdoubtfulsubjects,therearemanycuriousmedicalexperienceswhichhaveinterestforeveryoneasextremeillustrationsofordinaryconditionswithwhichallareacquainted。

  Noonecanstudythenowfamiliarhistoryofclairvoyanceprofitablywhohasnotlearnedsomethingofthevagariesofhysteria。NoonecanreadunderstandinglythelifeofCowperandthatofCarlylewithouthavingsomeideaoftheinfluenceofhypochondriasisandofdyspepsiauponthedispositionandintellectofthesubjectsofthesemaladies。Ineednotapologize,therefore,forgivingpublicitytothatpartofthisnarrativewhichdealswithoneofthemostsingularmaladiestobefoundintherecordsofbodilyandmentalinfirmities。

  ThefollowingistheaccountofthecaseastranslatedbyMissVincent。Forobviousreasonsthewholenamewasnotgivenintheoriginalpaper,andforsimilarreasonsthedateoftheeventandthebirthplaceofthepatientarenotpreciselyindicatedhere。

  [GiornaledegliOspitali,Luglio21,18。1

  REMARKABLECASEOFTARANTISM。

  \"Thegreatinterestattachingtotheverysingularandexceptionalinstanceofthisrareaffectioninducesustogiveafullaccountoftheextraordinaryexampleofitsoccurrenceinapatientwhowasthesubjectofarecentmedicalconsultationinthiscity。

  \"SignorinoM……Ch……istheonlysonofagentlemantravellinginItalyatthistime。Heiselevenyearsofage,ofsanguine-nervoustemperament,lighthair,blueeyes,intelligentcountenance,wellgrown,butratherslightinform,toallappearanceingoodhealth,butsubjecttocertainpeculiarandanomalousnervoussymptoms,ofwhichhisfathergivesthishistory。

  \"Nineyearsago,thefatherinformsus,hewastravellinginItalywithhiswife,thischild,andanurse。TheywerepassingafewdaysinacountryvillagenearthecityofBari,capitaloftheprovinceofthesamenameinthedivisioncompartamentoofApulia。Thechildwasinperfecthealthandhadneverbeenaffectedbyanyseriousillness。Onthe10thofJulyhewasplayingoutinthefieldnearthehousewherethefamilywasstayingwhenhewasheardtoscreamsuddenlyandviolently。Thenurserushingtohimfoundhimingreatpain,sayingthatsomethinghadbittenhiminoneofhisfeet。

  Alaborer,oneTommaso,ranupatthemomentandperceivedinthegrass,nearwheretheboywasstanding,anenormousspider,whichheatoncerecognizedasatarantula。Hemanagedtocatchthecreatureinalargeleaf,fromwhichhewasafterwardstransferredtoawide-

  mouthedbottle,wherehelivedwithoutanyfoodforamonthormore。

  Thecreaturewascoveredwithshorthairs,andhadapairofnipper-

  likejaws,withwhichhecouldinflictanuglywound。Hisbodymeasuredaboutaninchinlength,andfromtheextremityofoneofthelongestlimbstotheotherwasbetweentwoandthreeinches。

  Suchwastheaccountgivenbythephysiciantowhomthepeasantcarriedthegreatspider。

  \"Theboywhohadbeenbittencontinuedscreamingviolentlywhilehisstockingwasbeingremovedandthefootexamined。Theplaceofthebitewaseasilyfoundandthetwomarksoftheclaw-likejawsalreadyshowedtheeffectsofthepoison,asmalllividcircleextendingaroundthem,withsomepuffyswelling。ThedistinguishedDr。Amadeiwasimmediatelysentfor,andappliedcupsoverthewoundsinthehopeofdrawingforththepoison。Invainallhisskillandefforts!

  Soon,ataxicirregularnervoussymptomsdeclaredthemselves,anditbecameplainthatthesystemhadbeeninfectedbythepoison。

  Thesymptomswereverymuchlikethoseofmalignantfever,suchasdistressabouttheregionoftheheart,difficultyofbreathing,collapseofallthevitalpowers,threateningimmediatedeath。Fromthesefirstsymptomsthechildrallied,buthisentireorganismhadbeenprofoundlyaffectedbythevenomcirculatingthroughit。Hisconstitutionhasneverthrownoffthemaladyresultingfromthistoxicpoisonousagent。ThephenomenawhichhavebeenobservedinthisyoungpatientcorrespondsonearlywiththoseenumeratedintheelaborateessayofthecelebratedBaglivithatonemightthinktheyhadbeentranscribedfromhispages。

  \"Heisveryfondofsolitude,——ofwanderingaboutinchurchyardsandotherlonelyplaces。Hewasoncefoundhidinginanemptytomb,whichhadbeenleftopen。Hisaversiontocertaincolorsisremarkable。Generallyspeaking,heprefersbrighttintstodarkerones,buthislikesanddislikesarecapricious,andwithregardtosomecolorshisantipathyamountstopositivehorror。Someshadeshavesuchaneffectuponhimthathecannotremainintheroomwiththem,andifhemeetsanyonewhosedresshasanyofthatparticularcolorhewillturnawayorretreatsoastoavoidpassingthatperson。Amongthese,purpleanddarkgreenaretheleastendurable。

  Hecannotexplainthesensationswhichtheseobnoxiouscolorsproduceexceptbysayingthatitislikethedeadlyfeelingfromablowontheepigastriumpitofthestomach。

  \"Aboutthesameseasonoftheyearatwhichthetarantularpoisoningtookplaceheisliabletocertainnervousseizures,notexactlylikefaintingorepilepsy,butremindingthephysicianofthoseaffections。Alltheothersymptomsareaggravatedatthistime。

  \"Inotherrespectsthanthosementionedtheboyisingoodhealth。

  Heisfondofriding,andhasaponyonwhichhetakesagreatdealofexercise,whichseemstodohimmoregoodthananyotherremedy。

  \"Theinfluenceofmusic,towhichsomuchhasbeenattributedbypopularbeliefandevenbythedistinguishedProfessortowhomweshallagainrefer,hasnotasyetfurnishedanysatisfactoryresults。

  Ifthegraversymptomsrecurwhilethepatientisunderourobservation,weproposetomakeuseofanagencydiscreditedbymodernskepticism,butdeservingofafairtrialasanexceptionalremedyforanexceptionaldisease。

  \"ThefollowingextractsfromtheworkofthecelebratedItalianphysicianofthelastcenturyaregivenbythewriterofthepaperintheGiornaleintheoriginalLatin,withatranslationintoItalian,subjoined。Herearetheextracts,orratherhereisaselectionfromthem,withatranslationofthemintoEnglish。

  \"AftermentioningthesingularaversiontocertaincolorsshownbythesubjectofTarantism,Bagliviwritesasfollows:

  \"\'Etsiastantesincedantvestibuseocoloredifusis,quiTarantatisingratesest,necesseestutabillorumaspecturecedant;namadintuitummolesticolorisangorecordis,etsymptomatumrecrudescantiastatingcorripiuntur。\'G。Baglivi,Op。Omnia,page614。Lugduni,1745。

  \"Thatis,\'ifthepersonsaboutthepatientweardressesofthecolorwhichisoffensivetohim,hemustgetawayfromthesightofthem,foronseeingtheobnoxiouscolorheisatonceseizedwithdistressintheregionoftheheart,andarenewalofhissymptoms。\'

  \"Astotherecurrenceofthemalady,Baglivisays:

  \"\'Damcalorsolisardentiusexurereincipat,quodcontingitcircainitiaJuliietAugusti,Tarantatilentevenientemrecrudescentiamvenenipercipiunt。\'Ibid。,page619。

  \"WhichIrender,\'Whentheheatofthesunbeginstoburnmorefiercely,whichhappensaboutthebeginningofJulyandAugust,thesubjectsofTarantismperceivethegraduallyapproachingrecrudescencereturningsymptomsofthepoisoning。Amongtheremediesmostvaluedbythisillustriousphysicianisthatmentionedinthefollowingsentence:

  \"\'Laudomagnopereequitationesinaererusticanofactassingulisdiebus,hordpotissimummatutina,quibusequitationibusmorboschronicospeneincurabilesprotanuseliminavi。\'

  \"Orintranslation,\"\'Icommendespeciallyridingonhorsebackincountryair,everyday,bypreferenceinthemorninghours,bytheaidofwhichhorsebackridingIhavedrivenoffchronicdiseaseswhichwerealmostincurable。\'\"

  MissVincentreadthispaperaloudtoDr。Butts,andhandedittohimtoexamineandconsider。Helistenedwithagravecountenanceanddevoutattention。

  Asshefinishedreadingheraccount,sheexclaimedinthepassionatetonesofthedeepestconviction,\"There,doctor!Haven\'tIfoundthetruestoryofthisstrangevisitor?Haven\'tIsolvedtheriddleoftheSphinx?Whocanthismanbebuttheboyofthatstory?Lookatthedateofthejournalwhenhewaselevenyearsold,itwouldmakehimtwenty-fivenow,andthatisjustabouttheagethepeopleherethinkhemustbeof。WhatcouldaccountsoentirelyforhiswaysandactionsasthatstrangepoisoningwhichproducesthestatetheycallTarantism?IamjustassureitmustbethatasIamthatIamalive。Oh,doctor,doctor,I

  mustberight,——thisSignprinoM……Ch……wastheboyMauriceKirkwood,andthestoryaccountsforeverything,——hissolitaryhabits,hisdreadofpeople,——itmustbebecausetheywearthecolorshecan\'tbear。Hismorningridesonhorseback,hiscomingherejustastheseasonwasapproachingwhichwouldaggravateallhissymptoms,doesn\'tallthisprovethatImustberightinmyconjecture,——no,myconviction?\"

  Thedoctorknewtoomuchtointerrupttheyoungenthusiast,andsoheletherrunonuntilsherandown。Hewasmoreusedtotherulesofevidencethanshewas,andcouldnotacceptherpositiveconclusionsoreadilyasshewouldhavelikedtohavehim。Heknewthatbeginnersareveryapttomakewhattheythinkarediscoveries。Buthehadbeenananglerandknewthemeaningofayieldingrodandaneasy-runningreel。Hesaidquietly,\"Youareamostsagaciousyounglady,andaveryprettyprimafaciecaseitisthatyoumakeout。IcanseenoproofthatMr。KirkwoodisnotthesamepersonastheM……Ch……ofthemedicaljournal,——thatis,ifIacceptyourexplanationofthedifferenceintheinitialsofthesetwonames。Eveniftherewereadifference,thatwouldnotdisprovetheiridentity,fortheinitialsofpatientswhosecasesarereportedbytheirphysiciansareoftenalteredforthepurposeofconcealment。Idonotknow,however,thatMr。

  Kirkwoodhasshownanyspecialaversiontoanyparticularcolor。Itmightbeinterestingtoinquirewhetheritisso,butitisadelicatematter。Idon\'texactlyseewhosebusinessitistoinvestigateMr。MauriceKirkwood\'sidiosyncrasiesandconstitutionalhistory。Ifheshouldhaveoccasiontosendformeatanytime,hemighttellmeallabouthimself,inconfidence,youknow。TheseoldaccountsfromBagliviarecuriousandinteresting,butIamcautiousaboutreceivinganystoriesahundredyearsold,iftheyinvolveanimprobability,ashisstoriesaboutthecureofthetarantulabitebymusiccertainlydo。Iamdisposedtowaitforfuturedevelopments,bearinginmind,ofcourse,theverysingularcaseyouhaveunearthed。Itwouldn\'tbeverystrangeifouryounggentlemanhadtosendformebeforetheseasonisover。Heisoutagooddealbeforethedewisoffthegrass,whichisratherriskyinthisneighborhoodasautumncomeson。Iamsomewhatcurious,Iconfess,abouttheyoungman,butIdonotmeddlewhereIamnotaskedfororwanted,andIhavefoundthateggshatchjustaswellifyouletthemaloneinthenestasifyoutakethemoutandshakethemeveryday。Thisisawonderfullyinterestingsuppositionofyours,andmayprovetobestrictlyinaccordancewiththefacts。ButIdonotthinkwehaveallthefactsinthisyoungman\'scase。Ifitwereprovedthathehadanaversiontoanycolor,itwouldgreatlystrengthenyourcase。

  His\'antipatia,\'ashismancalledit,mustbeonewhichcoversawideground,toaccountforhisself-isolation,——andthecolorhypothesisseemsasplausibleasany。But,mydearMissVincent,Ithinkyouhadbetterleaveyoursingularandstrikinghypothesisinmykeepingforawhile,ratherthanletitgetabroadinacommunitylikethis,wheresomanytonguesareinactiveexercise。Iwillcarefullystudythispaper,ifyouwillleaveitwithme,andwewilltalkthewholematterover。Itisafairsubjectforspeculation,onlywemustkeepquietaboutit。”

  ThislongspeechgaveLurida\'sperfervidbraintimetocooloffalittle。Sheleftthepaperwiththedoctor,tellinghimshewouldcomeforitthenextday,andwentofftotelltheresultofthisvisittoherbosomfriend,MissEuthymiaTower。

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