第21章
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  It\'ssickening。\"

  \"Why,certainly,Alma。It\'sonlybecauseIknowyoudidcareforhimonce——\"

  \"AndnowIdon\'t。Andhedidn\'tcareformeonce,andnowhedoes。Andsowe\'requits。\"

  \"IfIcouldbelieve——\"

  \"Youhadbetterbraceupandtry,mamma;forasMr。Fulkersonsays,it\'sassureasguns。Fromthecrownofhisheadtothesoleofhisfoot,he\'sloathsometome;andhekeepsgettingloathsomer。Ugh!Goodnight!\"

  XVI。

  \"Well,Iguessshe\'sgivenhimthegrandbounceatlast,\"saidFulkersontoMarchinoneoftheirmomentsofconfidenceattheoffice。\"That\'sMad\'sinferencefromappearances——anddisappearances;andsomelittlehintsfromAlmaLeighton。\"

  \"Well,Idon\'tknowthatIhaveanycriticismstooffer,\"saidMarch。

  \"ItmaybebadforBeaton,butit\'saverygoodthingforMissLeighton。

  Uponthewhole,IbelieveIcongratulateher。\"

  \"Well,Idon\'tknow。Ialwayskindofhopeditwouldturnouttheotherway。YouknowIalwayshadasneakingfondnessforthefellow。\"

  \"MissLeightonseemsnottohavehad。\"

  \"It\'sapityshehadn\'t。Itellyou,March,itain\'tsoeasyforagirltogetmarried,hereintheEast,thatshecanaffordtodespiseanychance。\"

  \"Isn\'tthatratheralowviewofit?\"

  \"It\'sacommon-senseview。Beatonhasthemakingofafirst-ratefellowinhim。He\'stherawmaterialofagreatartistandagoodcitizen。Allhewantsissomebodytotakehiminhandandkeephimfrommakin\'anassofhimselfandkickin\'overthetracesgenerally,andridin\'twoorthreehorsesbarebackatonce。\"

  \"Itseemsasimpleproblem,thoughthemetaphorisrathercomplicated,\"

  saidMarch。\"ButtalktoMissLeightonaboutit。Ihaven\'tgivenBeatonthegrandbounce。\"

  Hebegantoturnoverthemanuscriptsonhistable,andFulkersonwentaway。ButMarchfoundhimselfthinkingofthematterfromtimetotimeduringtheday,andhespoketohiswifeaboutitwhenhewenthome。ShesurprisedhimbytakingFulkerson\'sviewofit。

  \"Yes,it\'sapityshecouldn\'thavemadeuphermindtohavehim。It\'sbetterforawomantobemarried。\"

  \"IthoughtPaulonlywentsofarastosayitwaswell。ButwhatwouldbecomeofMissLeighton\'sartisticcareerifshemarried?\"

  \"Oh,herartisticcareer!\"saidMrs。March,withmatronlycontemptofit。

  \"Butlookhere!\"criedherhusband。\"Supposeshedoesn\'tlikehim?\"

  \"Howcanagirlofthatagetellwhethershelikesanyoneornot?\"

  \"Itseemstomeyouwereabletotellat。thatage,Isabel。Butlet\'sexaminethisthing。Thisthing!IbelieveFulkersonischaracterizingmywholeparlance,aswellasyourmorals。Whyshouldn\'twerejoiceasmuchatanon-marriageasamarriage?Whenweconsidertheenormousriskspeopletakeinlinkingtheirlivestogether,afternothalfsomuchthoughtasgoestoanordinaryhorsetrade,Ithinkweoughttobegladwhenevertheydon\'tdoit。Ibelievethatthispopulardemandforthematrimonyofotherscomesfromournovel-reading。Wegettothinkingthatthereisnootherhappinessorgood-fortuneinlifeexceptmarriage;

  andit\'sofferedinfictionasthehighestpremiumforvirtue,courage,beauty,learning,andsavinghumanlife。Weallknowitisn\'t。Weknowthatinrealitymarriageisdogcheap,andanybodycanhaveitfortheasking——ifhekeepsaskingenoughpeople。By-and-bysomefellowwillwakeupandseethatafirst-classstorycanbewrittenfromtheanti-

  marriagepointofview;andhe\'llbeginwithanengagedcouple,anddevotehisnoveltodisengagingthemandrenderingthemseparatelyhappyeverafterinthedenouement。Itwillmakehiseverlastingfortune。\"

  \"Whydon\'tyouwriteit,Basil?\"sheasked。\"It\'sadelightfulidea。

  Youcoulddoitsplendidly。\"

  Hebecamefascinatedwiththenotion。Hedevelopeditindetail;butattheendhesighedandsaid:\"Withthis\'EveryOtherWeek\'workonmyhands,ofcourseIcan\'tattemptanovel。ButperhapsIsha\'n\'thaveitlong。\"

  Shewasinstantlyanxioustoknowwhathemeant,andthenovelandMissLeighton\'saffairwerebothdroppedoutoftheirthoughts。\"Whatdoyoumean?HasMr。Fulkersonsaidanythingyet?\"

  \"Notaword。HeknowsnomoreaboutitthanIdo。Dryfooshasn\'tspoken,andwe\'rebothafraidtoaskhim。Ofcourse,Icouldn\'taskhim。\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Butit\'sprettyuncomfortable,tobekepthangingbythegillsso,asFulkersonsays。\"

  \"Yes,wedon\'tknowwhattodo。\"

  MarchandFulkersonsaidthesametoeachother;andFulkersonsaidthatiftheoldmanpulledout,hedidnotknowwhatwouldhappen。Hehadnocapitaltocarrythethingon,andtheveryfactthattheoldmanhadpulledoutwoulddamageitsothatitwouldbehardtogetanybodyelsetoputit。InthemeantimeFulkersonwasrunningConrad\'soffice-work,whenheoughttobelookingaftertheoutsideinterestsofthething;andhecouldnotseethedaywhenhecouldgetmarried。

  \"Idon\'tknowwhichit\'sworsefor,March:youorme。Idon\'tknow,underthecircumstances,whetherit\'sworsetohaveafamilyortowanttohaveone。Ofcourse——ofcourse!Wecan\'thurrytheoldmanup。Itwouldn\'tbedecent,anditwouldbedangerous。Wegottowait。\"

  HealmostdecidedtodrawuponDryfoosforsomemoney;hedidnotneedany,but,hesaidmaybethedemandwouldactasahintuponhim。Oneday,aboutaweekafterAlma\'sfinalrejectionofBeaton,DryfooscameintoMarch\'soffice。Fulkersonwasout,buttheoldmanseemednottohavetriedtoseehim。

  Heputhishatonthefloorbyhischair,afterhesatdown,andlookedatMarchawhilewithhisoldeyes,whichhadthevitreousglitterofold。

  eyesstimulatedtosleeplessness。Thenhesaid,abruptly,\"Mr。March,howwouldyouliketotakethisthingoffmyhands?\"

  \"Idon\'tunderstand,exactly,\"Marchbegan;butofcourseheunderstoodthatDryfooswasofferingtolethimhave\'EveryOtherWeek\'onsometermsorother,andhisheartleapedwithhope。

  Theoldmanknewheunderstood,andsohedidnotexplain。Hesaid:

  \"IamgoingtoEurope,totakemyfamilythere。Thedoctorthinksitmightdomywifesomegood;andIain\'tverywellmyself,andmygirlsbothwanttogo;andsowe\'regoin\'。Ifyouwanttotakethisthingoffmyhands,IreckonIcanletyouhaveitin\'mostanyshapeyousay。

  You\'reallsettledhereinNewYork,andIdon\'tsupposeyouwanttobreakup,much,atyourtimeoflife,andI\'vebeenthinkin\'whetheryouwouldn\'tliketotakethething。\"

  Theword,whichDryfooshadnowusedthreetimes,madeMarchatlastthinkofFulkerson;hehadbeenfilledtoofullofhimselftothinkofanyoneelsetillhehadmasteredthenotionofsuchwonderfulgoodfortuneasseemedaboutfallingtohim。ButnowhedidthinkofFulkerson,andwithsomeshameandconfusion;forherememberedhow,whenDryfooshadlastapproachedhimthereonthebusinessofhisconnectionwith\'EveryOtherWeek,\'hehadbeenveryhaughtywithhim,andtoldhimthathedidnotknowhiminthisconnection。Heblushedtofindhowfarhisthoughtshadnowrunwithoutencounteringthisobstacleofetiquette。

  \"HaveyouspokentoMr。Fulkerson?\"heasked。

  \"No,Ihain\'t。Itain\'taquestionofmanagement。It\'saquestionofbuyingandselling。Iofferthethingtoyoufirst。IreckonFulkersoncouldn\'tgetonverywellwithoutyou。\"

  Marchsawtherealdifferenceinthetwocases,andhewasgladtoseeit,becausehecouldactmoredecisivelyifnothamperedbyanobligationtoconsistency。\"Iamgratified,ofcourse,Mr。Dryfoos;extremelygratified;andit\'snousepretendingthatIshouldn\'tbehappybeyondboundstogetpossessionof\'EveryOtherWeek。\'ButIdon\'tfeelquitefreetotalkaboutitapartfromMr。Fulkerson。\"

  \"Oh,allright!\"saidtheoldman,withquickoffence。

  Marchhastenedtosay:\"IfeelboundtoMr。Fulkersonineveryway。Hegotmetocomehere,andIcouldn\'tevenseemtoactwithouthim。\"

  Heputitquestioningly,andtheoldmananswered:

  \"Yes,Icanseethat。When\'llhebein?Icanwait。\"Buthelookedimpatient。

  \"Verysoon,now,\"saidMarch,lookingathiswatch。\"Hewasonlytobegoneamoment,\"andwhilehewentontotalkwithDryfoos,hewonderedwhytheoldmanshouldhavecomefirsttospeakwithhim,andwhetheritwasfromsomeobscurewishtomakehimreparationfordispleasuresinthepast,orfromadistrustordislikeofFulkerson。Whicheverlighthelookedatitin,itwasflattering。

  \"Doyouthinkofgoingabroadsoon?\"heasked。

  \"What?Yes——Idon\'tknow——Ireckon。Wegotourpassageengaged。It\'sononeofthemFrenchboats。We\'regoin\'toParis。\"

  \"Oh!Thatwillbeinterestingtotheyoungladies。\"

  \"Yes。Ireckonwe\'regoin\'forthem。\'Tain\'tlikelymywifeandmewouldwanttopullupstakesatourage,\"saidtheoldman,sorrowfully。

  \"Butyoumayfinditdoyougood,Mr。Dryfoos,\"saidMarch,withakindnessthatwasreal,mixedasitwaswiththeselfishinteresthenowhadintheintendedvoyage。

  \"Well,maybe,maybe,\"sighedtheoldman;andhedroppedhisheadforward。\"Itdon\'tmakeagreatdealofdifferencewhatwedoorwedon\'tdo,forthefewyearsleft。\"

  \"IhopeMrs。Dryfoosisaswellasusual,\"saidMarch,findingthegrounddelicateanddifficult。

  \"Middlin\',middlin\',\"saidtheoldman。\"MydaughterChristine,sheain\'tverywell。\"

  \"Oh,\"saidMarch。Itwasquiteimpossibleforhimtoaffectamoreexplicitinterestinthefact。HeandDryfoossatsilentforafewmoments,andhewasvainlycastingaboutinhisthoughtforsomethingelsewhichwouldtidethemovertheintervaltillFulkersoncame,whenheheardhissteponthestairs。

  \"Hello,hello!\"hesaid。\"Meetingoftheclans!\"Itwasalwaysameetingoftheclans,withFulkerson,orafieldday,oranextrasession,oraregularconclave,wheneverhesawpeopleofanycommoninteresttogether。\"Hain\'tseenyouhereforagoodwhile,Mr。Dryfoos。

  Didthinksomeofrunningawaywith\'EveryOtherWeek\'onewhile,butcouldn\'tseemtoworkMarchuptothepoint。\"

  HegaveDryfooshishand,andpushedasidethepapersonthecornerofMarch\'sdesk,andsatdownthere,andwentonbrisklywiththenonsensehecouldalwaystalkwhilehewaswaitingforanothertodevelopanymatterofbusiness;hetoldMarchafterwardthathescentedbusinessintheairassoonashecameintotheroomwhereheandDryfoosweresitting。

  DryfoosseemeddeterminedtoleavethewordtoMarch,whosaid,afteraninquiringlookathim,\"Mr。Dryfooshasbeenproposingtoletushave\'EveryOtherWeek,\'Fulkerson。\"

  \"Well,that\'sgood;thatsuitsyourstruly;March&Fulkerson,publishersandproprietors,won\'tpretenditdon\'t,ifthetermsareallright。\"

  \"Theterms,\"saidtheoldman,\"arewhateveryouwant\'em。Ihaven\'tgotanymoreusefortheconcern——\"Hegulped,andstopped;theyknewwhathewasthinkingof,andtheylookeddowninpity。Hewenton:\"Iwon\'tputanymoremoneyinit;butwhatI\'veputina\'readycanstay;andyoucanpaymefourpercent。\"

  Hegotuponhisfeet;andMarchandFulkersonstood,too。

  \"Well,Icallthatprettywhite,\"saidFulkerson。\"It\'sabargainasfarasI\'mconcerned。Isupposeyou\'llwanttotalkitoverwithyourwife,March?\"

  \"Yes;Ishall,\"saidMarch。\"Icanseethatit\'sagreatchance;butI

  wanttotalkitoverwithmywife。\"

  \"Well,that\'sright,\"saidtheoldman。\"Letmehearfromyoutomorrow。\"

  Hewentout,andFulkersonbegantodanceroundtheroom。HecaughtMarchabouthisstalwartgirthandtriedtomakehimwaltz;theoffice-

  boycametothedoorandlookedonwithapproval。

  \"Come,come,youidiot!\"saidMarch,rootinghimselftothecarpet。

  \"It\'sjustthrowingthethingintoourmouths,\"saidFulkerson。\"Theweddingwillbethisdayweek。Nocards!Teedle-lumpty-diddle!Teedle-

  lumpty-dee!Whatdoyousupposehemeansbyit,March?\"heasked,bringinghimselfsoberlyup,ofasudden。\"Whatishislittlegame?Orishecrazy?Itdon\'tseemliketheDryfoosofmypreviousacquaintance。\"

  \"Isuppose,\"Marchsuggested,\"thathe\'sgotmoneyenough,sothathedon\'tcareforthis——\"

  \"Pshaw!You\'reapoet!Don\'tyouknowthatthemoremoneythatkindofmanhasgot,themorehecaresformoney?It\'ssomefancyofhis——likehavingLindau\'sfuneralathishouse——ByJings,March,Ibelieveyou\'rehisfancy!\"

  \"Oh,now!Don\'tyoubeapoet,Fulkerson!\"

  \"Ido!Heseemedtotakeakindofshinetoyoufromthedayyouwouldn\'tturnoffoldLindau;hedid,indeed。Itkindofshookhimup。

  Itmadehimthinkyouhadsomethinginyou。Hewasdeceivedbyappearances。Lookhere!I\'mgoingroundtoseeMrs。Marchwithyou,andexplainthethingtoher。IknowMrs。March!Shewouldn\'tbelieveyouknewwhatyouweregoinginfor。Shehasagreatrespectforyourmind,butshedon\'tthinkyou\'vegotanysense。Heigh?\"

  \"Allright,\"saidMarch,gladofthenotion;anditwasreallyacomforttohaveFulkersonwithhimtodevelopallthepoints;anditwasdelightfultoseehowclearlyandquicklysheseizedthem;itmadeMarchproudofher。Shewasonlyangrythattheyhadlostanytimeincomingtosubmitsoplainacasetoher。

  Mr。Dryfoosmightchangehismindinthenight,andtheneverythingwouldbelost。Theymustgotohiminstantly,andtellhimthattheyaccepted;

  theymusttelegraphhim。

  \"Mightaswellsendadistrictmessenger;he\'dgettherenextweek,\"saidFulkerson。\"No,no!It\'llallkeeptillto-morrow,andbethebetterforit。Ifhe\'sgotthisfancyforMarch,asIsay,heain\'tagoingtochangeitinasinglenight。Peopledon\'tchangetheirfanciesforMarchinalifetime。Heigh?\"

  WhenFulkersonturnedupveryearlyattheofficenextmorning,asMarchdid,hewaslessstrenuousaboutDryfoos\'sfancyforMarch。ItwasasifMissWoodburnmighthaveblowncolduponthattheory,assomethingunjusttohisownmerit,forwhichshewouldnaturallybemorejealousthanhe。

  Marchtoldhimwhathehadforgottentotellhimthedaybefore,thoughhehadbeentrying,allthroughtheirexcitedtalk,togetitin,thattheDryfoosesweregoingabroad。

  \"Oh,ho!\"criedFulkerson。\"That\'sthemilkinthecocoanut,isit?

  Well,Ithoughttheremustbesomething。\"

  ButthisfacthadnotchangedMrs。MarchatallinherconvictionthatitwasMr。Dryfoos\'sfancyforherhusbandwhichhadmovedhimtomakehimthisextraordinaryoffer,andsheremindedhimthatithadfirstbeenmadetohim,withoutregardtoFulkerson。\"Andperhaps,\"shewenton,\"Mr。Dryfooshasbeenchanged——softened;anddoesn\'tfindmoneyallinallanymore。He\'shadenoughtochangehim,pooroldman!\"

  \"Doesanythingfromwithoutchangeus?\"herhusbandmusedaloud。\"We\'rebroughtuptothinksobythenovelists,whoreallyhavethechargeofpeople\'sthinking,nowadays。ButIdoubtit,especiallyifthethingoutsideissomegreatevent,somethingcataclysmal,likethistremendoussorrowofDryfoos\'s。\"

  \"Thenwhatisitthatchangesus?\"demandedhiswife,almostangrywithhimforhisheresy。

  \"Well,itwon\'tdotosay,theHolySpiritindwelling。Thatwouldsoundlikecantatthisday。Buttheoldfellowsthatusedtosaythathadsomeglimpsesofthetruth。Theyknewthatitisthestill,smallvoicethatthesoulheeds,notthedeafeningblastsofdoom。IsupposeI

  shouldhavetosaythatwedidn\'tchangeatall。Wedevelop。There\'sthemakingofseveralcharactersineachofus;weareeachseveralcharacters,andsometimesthischaracterhastheleadinus,andsometimesthat。FromwhatFulkersonhastoldmeofDryfoos,Ishouldsayhehadalwayshadthepotentialityofbetterthingsinhimthanhehaseverbeenyet;andperhapsthetimehascomeforthegoodtohaveitschance。Thegrowthinonedirectionhasstopped;it\'sbeguninanother;

  that\'sall。Themanhasn\'tbeenchangedbyhisson\'sdeath;itstunned,itbenumbedhim;butitcouldn\'tchangehim。Itwasanevent,likeanyother,andithadtohappenasmuchashisbeingborn。Itwasforecastfromthebeginningoftime,andwasasentirelyaneffectofhiscomingintotheworld——\"

  \"Basil!Basil!\"criedhiswife。\"Thisisfatalism!\"

  \"Thenyouthink,\"hesaid,\"thatasparrowfallstothegroundwithoutthewillofGod?\"andhelaughedprovokingly。Buthewentonmoresoberly:\"Idon\'tknowwhatitallmeansIsabelthoughIbelieveitmeansgood。WhatdidChristhimselfsay?Thatifonerosefromthedeaditwouldnotavail。Andyetwearealwayslookingforthemiraculous!

  Ibelievethatunhappyoldmantrulygrievesforhisson,whomhetreatedcruellywithoutthefinalintentionofcruelty,forhelovedhimandwishedtobeproudofhim;butIdon\'tthinkhisdeathhaschangedhim,anymorethanthesmallesteventinthechainofeventsremotelyworkingthroughhisnaturefromthebeginning。Butwhydoyouthinkhe\'schangedatall?BecauseheofferstosellmeEveryOtherWeekoneasyterms?

  Hesayshimselfthathehasnofurtheruseforthething;andheknowsperfectlywellthathecouldn\'tgethismoneyoutofitnow,withoutanenormousshrinkage。Hecouldn\'tappearatthislatedayastheowner,andsellittoanybodybutFulkersonandmeforafifthofwhatit\'scosthim。Hecansellittousforallit\'scosthim;andfourpercent。isnobadinterestonhismoneytillwecanpayitback。It\'sagoodthingforus;butwehavetoaskwhetherDryfooshasdoneusthegood,orwhetherit\'stheblessingofHeaven。Ifit\'smerelytheblessingofHeaven,Idon\'tproposebeinggratefulforit。\"

  Marchlaughedagain,andhiswifesaid,\"It\'sdisgusting。\"

  \"It\'sbusiness,\"heassented。\"Businessisbusiness;butIdon\'tsayitisn\'tdisgusting。Lindauhadalowopinionofit。\"

  \"IthinkthatwithallhisfaultsMr。DryfoosisabettermanthanLindau,\"sheproclaimed。

  \"Well,he\'scertainlyabletoofferusabetterthingin\'EveryOtherWeek,\'\"saidMarch。

  Sheknewhewasenamouredoftheliteraryfinishofhiscynicism,andthatathearthewasashumblyandtrulygratefulasshewasforthegood-fortuneopeningtothem。

  XVII。

  BeatonwasathisbestwhenhepartedforthelasttimewithAlmaLeighton,forhesawthenthatwhathadhappenedtohimwasthenecessaryconsequenceofwhathehadbeen,ifnotwhathehaddone。Afterwardhelostthisclearvision;hebegantodenythefact;hedrewuponhisknowledgeoflife,andinarguinghimselfintoadifferentframeofmindheallegedthecaseofdifferentpeoplewhohaddoneandbeenmuchworsethingsthanhe,andyetnosuchdisagreeableconsequencehadbefallenthem。Thenhesawthatitwasalltheworkofblindchance,andhesaidtohimselfthatitwasthisthatmadehimdesperate,andwillingtocallevilhisgood,andtotakehisownwhereverhecouldfindit。TherewasagreatdealthatwasliteraryandfactitiousandtawdryinthemoodinwhichhewenttoseeChristineDryfoos,thenightwhentheMarchessattalkingtheirprospectsover;andnothingthatwasdecidedinhispurpose。Heknewwhatthedriftofhismindwas,buthehadalwayspreferredtoletchancedeterminehisevents,andnowsincechancehadplayedhimsuchanillturnwithAlma,heleftitthewholeresponsibility。Notinterms,butineffect,thiswashisthoughtashewalkedonup-towntopaythefirstofthevisitswhichDryfooshadpracticallyinvitedhimtoresume。Hehadaninsolentsatisfactioninhavingdelayeditsolong;ifhewasgoingbackhewasgoingbackonhisownconditions,andtheseweretobeashardandhumiliatingashecouldmakethem。Butthisintentionagainwasinchoate,floating,thestuffofanintention,ratherthanintention;anexpressionoftemperamentchiefly。

  Hehadbeenexpectedbeforethat。ChristinehadgotoutofMelathatherfatherhadbeenatBeaton\'sstudio;andthenshehadgoneattheoldmanandgotfromhimeverysmallestfactoftheinterviewthere。Shehadflungbackinhisteeththegood-willtowardherselfwithwhichhehadgonetoBeaton。Shewasfuriouswithshameandresentment;

  shetoldhimhehadmadebadworse,thathehadmadeafoolofhimselftonoend;shesparedneitherhisagenorhisgrief-brokenspirit,inwhichhiswillcouldnotriseagainsthers。Shefilledthehousewithherrage,screamingitoutuponhim;butwhenherfurywasoncespent,shebegantohavesomehopesfromwhatherfatherhaddone。Shenolongerkeptherbed;everyeveningshedressedherselfinthedressBeatonadmiredthemost,andsatuptillacertainhourtoreceivehim。Shehadfixedadayinherownmindbeforewhich,ifhecame,shewouldforgivehimallhehadmadehersuffer:themortification,thesuspense,thedespair。

  Beyondthis,shehadthepurposeofmakingherfathergotoEurope;shefeltthatshecouldnolongerliveinAmerica,withthedoubledisgracethathadbeenputuponher。

  Beatonrang,andwhiletheservantwascomingtheinsolentcapriceseizedhimtoaskfortheyoungladiesinsteadoftheoldman,ashehadsupposedofcourseheshoulddo。Themaidwhoansweredthebell,intheplaceofthereluctantIrishmanofotherdays,hadallhishesitationinadmittingthattheyoungladieswereathome。

  HefoundMelainthedrawing-room。Atsightofhimshelookedscared;

  butsheseemedtobereassuredbyhiscalm。HeaskedifhewasnottohavethepleasureofseeingMissDryfoos,too;andMelasaidshereckonedthegirlhadgoneup-stairstotellher。Melawasinblack,andBeatonnotedhowwellthesolidsablebecameherrichred-blondebeauty;hewonderedwhattheeffectwouldbewithChristine。

  Butshe,whensheappeared,wasnotinmourning。Hefanciedthatsheworethelustrousblacksilk,withthebreadthsofwhiteVenetianlaceabouttheneckwhichhehadpraised,becausehepraisedit。HercheeksburnedwithaJacqueminotcrimson;whatshouldbewhiteinherfacewaschalkywhite。Shecarriedaplumedostrichfan,blackandsoft,andaftergivinghimherhand,satdownandwavedittoandfroslowly,asherememberedherdoingthenighttheyfirstmet。Shehadnoideas,exceptsuchasrelatedintimatelytoherself,andshehadnogabble,likeMela;

  andshelethimtalk。Itwaspastthedaywhenshepromisedherselfshewouldforgivehim;butashetalkedonshefeltallherpassionforhimrevive,andtheconflictofdesires,thedesiretohate,thedesiretolove,madeadizzyingwhirlinherbrain。Shelookedathim,halfdoubtingwhetherhewasreallythereornot。Hehadneverlookedsohandsome,withhisdreamyeyesfloatingunderhisheavyoverhanginghair,andhispointedbrownbearddefinedagainsthislustrousshirtfront。Hismellowlymodulated,mysteriousvoicelulledher;whenMelamadeanerrandoutoftheroom,andBeatoncrossedtoherandsatdownbyher,sheshivered。

  \"Areyoucold?\"heasked,andshefeltthecruelmockeryandexultantconsciousnessofpowerinhistone,asperhapsawildthingfeelscaptivityinthevoiceofitskeeper。Butnow,shesaidshewouldstillforgivehimifheaskedher。

  Melacameback,andthetalkfellagaintotheformerlevel;butBeatonhadnotsaidanythingthatreallymeantwhatshewished,andshesawthatheintendedtosaynothing。Herheartbegantoburnlikeafireinherbreast。

  \"Youbeentellun\'himaboutourgoun\'toEurope?\"Melaasked。

  \"No,\"saidChristine,briefly,andlookingatthefanspreadoutonherlap。

  Beatonaskedwhen;andthenherose,andsaidifitwassosoon,hesupposedheshouldnotseethemagain,unlesshesawtheminParis;hemightverylikelyrunoverduringthesummer。HesaidtohimselfthathehadgivenitafairtrialwithChristine,andhecouldnotmakeitgo。

  Christinerose,withakindofgasp;andmechanicallyfollowedhimtothedoorofthedrawing-room;Melacame,too;andwhilehewasputtingonhisovercoat,shegurgledandbubbledingood-humorwithalltheworld。

  Christinestoodlookingathim,andthinkinghowstillhandsomerhewasinhisovercoat;andthatfireburnedfiercerinher。Shefelthimmorethanlifetoherandknewhimlost,andthefrenzy,thatmakesawomankillthemansheloves,orflingvitrioltodestroythebeautyshecannothaveforallhers,possessedherlawlesssoul。HegavehishandtoMela,andsaid,inhiswind-harpstop,\"Good-bye。\"

  AsheputouthishandtoChristine,shepusheditasidewithascreamofrage;sheflashedathim,andwithbothhandsmadeafelinepassatthefacehebenttowardher。Hesprangback,andafteraninstantofstupefactionhepulledopenthedoorbehindhimandranoutintothestreet。

  \"Well,ChristineDryfoos!\"saidMela,\"Sprangathimlikeawild-cat!\"

  \"I,don\'tcare,\"Christineshrieked。\"I\'lltearhiseyesout!\"Sheflewup-stairstoherownroom,andlefttheburdenoftheexplanationtoMela,whodiditjustice。

  Beatonfoundhimself,hedidnotknowhow,inhisstudio,reekingwithperspirationandbreathless。Hemustalmosthaverun。Hestruckamatchwithashakinghand,andlookedathisfaceintheglass。Heexpectedtoseethebleedingmarksofhernailsonhischeeks,buthecouldseenothing。Hegrovelledinwardly;itwasallsolowandcoarseandvulgar;

  itwasallsojustandapttohisdeserts。

  Therewasapistolamongthedustybric-a-braconthemantelwhichhehadkeptloadedtofireatacatinthearea。Hetookitandsatlookingintothemuzzle,wishingitmightgooffbyaccidentandkillhim。

  Itslippedthroughhishandandstruckthefloor,andtherewasareport;

  hesprangintotheair,feelingthathehadbeenshot。Buthefoundhimselfstillalive,withonlyaburninglinealonghischeek,suchasoneofChristine\'sfinger-nailsmighthaveleft。

  Helaughedwithcynicalrecognitionofthefactthathehadgothispunishmentintherightway,andthathiscasewasnottobedignifiedintotragedy。

  XVIII。

  TheMarches,withFulkerson,wenttoseetheDryfoosesoffontheFrenchsteamer。Therewasnolongeranybusinessobligationonthemtobecivil,andtherewasgreaterkindnessforthatreasonintheattentiontheyoffered。\'EveryOtherWeek\'hadbeenmadeovertothejointownershipofMarchandFulkerson,andthedetailsarrangedwithahardnessonDryfoos\'ssidewhichcertainlyleftMrs。Marchwithasenseofhisincompleteregeneration。Yetwhenshesawhimthereonthesteamer,shepitiedhim;helookedweariedandbewildered;evenhiswife,withhertwitchinghead,andherpropheciesofevil,croakedhoarselyout,whilesheclungtoMrs。

  March\'shandwheretheysattogethertilltheleave-takerswereorderedashore,waslesspathetic。Melawaslookingafterbothofthem,andtryingtocheertheminajoyfulexcitement。\"Itell\'emit\'sgoun\'toaddtenyearstoboththeirlives,\"shesaid。\"Thevoyage\'lldotheirhealthsgood;andthen,we\'regittun\'awayfromthatmiser\'blepacko\'servantsthatwaseatun\'usup,thereinNewYork。Ihatetheplace!\"shesaid,asiftheyhadalreadyleftit。\"Yes,Mrs。Mandel\'sgoun\',too,\"sheadded,followingthedirectionofMrs。March\'seyeswheretheynotedMrs。Mandel,speakingtoChristineontheothersideofthecabin。\"HerandChristinehadakindofaspat,andshewasgoun\'toleave,buthereonlytheotherday,Christineofferedtomakeitupwithher,andnowthey\'reasthickasthieves。Well,Ireckonwecouldn\'tverywell\'a\'gotalongwithouther。

  She\'sabouttheonlyonethatspeaksFrenchinthisfamily。\"

  Mrs。March\'seyesstilldweltuponChristine\'sface;itwasfullofafurtivewildness。Sheseemedtobekeepingawatchtopreventherselffromlookingasifshewerelookingforsomeone。\"Doyouknow,\"Mrs。

  MarchsaidtoherhusbandastheyjingledalonghomewardintheChristopherStreetbob-tailcar,\"IthoughtshewasinlovewiththatdetestableMr。Beatonofyoursatonetime;andthathewasamusinghimselfwithher。\"

  \"Icanbearagooddeal,Isabel,\"saidMarch,\"butIwishyouwouldn\'tattributeBeatontome。He\'stheinventionofthatMr。Fulkersonofyours。\"

  \"Well,atanyrate,Ihope,now,you\'llbothgetridofhim,inthereformsyou\'regoingtocarryout。\"

  Thesereformswereforagreatereconomyinthemanagementof\'EveryOtherWeek;\'butintheirverynaturetheycouldnotincludethesuppressionofBeaton。Hehadalwaysshownhimselfcapableandloyaltotheinterestsofthemagazine,andboththenewownersweregladtokeephim。Hewasgladtostay,thoughhemadeagruffpretenceofindifference,whentheycametolookoverthenewarrangementwithhim。

  Inhisheartheknewthathewasafraud;butatleasthecouldsaytohimselfwithtruththathehadnotnowtheshameoftakingDryfoos\'smoney。

  MarchandFulkersonretrenchedatseveralpointswhereithadseemedindispensabletospend,aslongastheywerenotspendingtheirown:

  thatwasonlyhuman。FulkersonabsorbedConrad\'sdepartmentintohis,andMarchfoundthathecoulddispensewithKendricksintheplaceofassistantwhichhehadlatelyfilledsinceFulkersonhaddecidedthatMarchwasoverworked。Theyreducedthenumberofillustratedarticles,andtheysystematizedthepaymentofcontributorsstrictlyaccordingtothesalesofeachnumber,ontheiroriginalplanofco-operation:theyhadgottopayingratherlavishlyformaterialwithoutreferencetothesales。

  Fulkersontookalittletimetogetmarried,andwentonhisweddingjourneyouttoNiagara,anddowntheSt。LawrencetoQuebecoverthelineoftravelthattheMarcheshadtakenontheirweddingjourney。HehadthepleasureofgoingfromMontrealtoQuebeconthesameboatonwhichhefirstmetMarch。

  Theyhavecontinuedverygoodfriends,andtheirwivesarealmostwithouttherivalrythatusuallyembittersthewivesofpartners。AtfirstMrs。

  MarchdidnotlikeMrs。Fulkerson\'sspeakingofherhusbandastheOwnah,andMarchastheEdito\';butitappearedthatthiswasonlyaconvenientmethodofrecognizingthepredominantqualityineach,andwasmeantneithertoaffirmnortodenyanything。ColonelWoodburnofferedashiscontributiontothecelebrationofthecopartnership,whichFulkersoncouldnotbepreventedfromdedicatingwithalittledinner,thestoryofFulkerson\'smagnanimousbehaviorinregardtoDryfoosatthatcrucialmomentwhenitwasaquestionwhetherheshouldgiveupDryfoosorgiveupMarch。Fulkersonwincedatit;butMrs。Marchtoldherhusbandthatnow,whateverhappened,sheshouldneverhaveanymisgivingsofFulkersonagain;andsheaskedhimifhedidnotthinkheoughttoapologizetohimforthedoubtswithwhichhehadonceinspiredher。Marchsaidthathedidnotthinkso。

  TheFulkersonsspentthesummerataseasidehotelineasyreachofthecity;buttheyreturnedearlytoMrs。Leighton\'s,withwhomtheyaretoboardtillspring,whentheyaregoingtofitupFulkerson\'sbachelorapartmentforhousekeeping。Mrs。March,withherBostonscruple,thinksitwillbeodd,livingoverthe\'EveryOtherWeek\'offices;buttherewillbeaseparatestreetentrancetotheapartment;andbesides,inNewYorkyoumaydoanything。

  ThefutureoftheLeightonspromisesnoimmediatechange。KendricksgoesthereagooddealtoseetheFulkersons,andMrs。FulkersonsayshecomestoseeAlma。HehasseemedtakenwithhereversincehefirstmetheratDryfoos\'s,thedayofLindau\'sfuneral,andthoughFulkersonobjectstodatingafancyofthatkindfromanoccasionofthatkind,hejustlyargueswithMarchthattherecanbenoharminit,andthatweareliabletobestruckbylightninganytime。InthemeanwhilethereisnoproofthatAlmareturnsKendricks\'sinterest,ifhefeelsany。Shehasgotalittlebitofcolorintothefallexhibition;butthefallexhibitionisneversogoodasthespringexhibition。Wetmoreisrathersorryshehassucceededinthis,thoughhepromotedhersuccess。Hesaysherrealhopeisinblackandwhite,anditisapityforhertolosesightofheroriginalaimofdrawingforillustration。

  NewshascomefromParisoftheengagementofChristineDryfoos。TheretheDryfoosesmetwiththesuccessdeniedtheminNewYork;manyAmericanplutocratsmustawaittheirapotheosisinEurope,wheresocietyhasthem,asitwere,inatranslation。ShortlyaftertheirarrivaltheywerecelebratedinthenewspapersasthefirstmillionaireAmericanfamilyofnatural-gasextractionwhohadarrivedinthecapitalofcivilization;

  andataFrenchwatering-placeChristineencounteredherfate——anoblemanfullofpresentdebtsandofduelsinthepast。Fulkersonsaystheoldmancanmanagethedebtor,andChristinecanlookoutfortheduellist。

  \"Theysaythosefellowsgenerallywhiptheirwives。He\'dbetternottryitwithChristine,Ireckon,unlesshe\'spractisedwithapanther。\"

  Oneday,shortlyaftertheirreturntotownintheautumnfromthebriefsummeroutingtheypermittedthemselves,theMarchesmetMargaretVance。

  Atfirsttheydidnotknowherinthedressofthesisterhoodwhichshewore;butshesmiledjoyfully,almostgayly,onseeingthem,andthoughshehurriedbywiththesisterwhoaccompaniedher,anddidnotstaytospeak,theyfeltthatthepeacethatpassethunderstandinghadlookedatthemfromhereyes。

  \"Well,sheisatrest,therecan\'tbeanydoubtofthat,\"hesaid,asheglancedroundatthedriftingblackrobewhichfollowedherfree,nun-

  likewalk。

  \"Yes,nowshecandoallthegoodshelikes,\"sighedhiswife。

  \"Iwonder——IwonderifsheevertoldhisfatherabouthertalkwithpoorConradthatdayhewasshot?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow。Idon\'tcare。Inanyevent,itwouldberight。Shedidnothingwrong。Ifsheunwittinglysenthimtohisdeath,shesenthimtodieforGod\'ssake,forman\'ssake。\"

  \"Yes——yes。Butstill——\"

  \"Well,wemusttrustthatlookofhers。\"

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