第6章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"A Hazard of New Fortunes",免费读到尾

  \"Don\'tspeakofit,madam,\"saidthegentleman,\"ifyoucanoverlookthetroubleweawegivingyouatsuchanunseasonablehouah。\"

  \"Ah\'mahoasekeepahmahself,\"MissWoodburnjoinedin,\"andAhknowho\'

  toaccyoantfo\'everything。\"

  Mrs。Leightonledthewayup-stairs,andtheyoungladydecideduponthelargefrontroomandsmallsideroomonthethirdstory。Shesaidshecouldtakethesmallone,andtheotherwassolargethatherfathercouldbothsleepandworkinit。SheseemednotashamedtoaskifMrs。

  Leighton\'spricewasinflexible,butgavewaylaughingwhenherfatherrefusedtohaveanybargaining,withahaughtyself-respectwhichhesoftenedtodeferenceforMrs。Leighton。Hisimpulsivenessopenedthewayforsomeconfidencefromher,andbeforetheaffairwasarrangedshewasenjoyinginherqualityofclericalwidowthebalmoftheVirginians\'

  reverentsympathy。Theysaidtheywerechurchpeoplethemselves。

  \"Ahdon\'tknowwhatyo\'mothahmeansbyyo\'hoasenotbeinginoddah,\"

  theyoungladysaidtoAlmaastheywentdown-stairstogether。\"Ah\'magreathoasekeepahmahself,andAhmeanwhatAhsay。\"

  TheyhadallturnedmechanicallyintotheroomwheretheLeightonsweresittingwhentheWoodburnsrang:Mr。Woodburnconsentedtositdown,andheremainedlisteningtoMrs。LeightonwhilehisdaughterbustleduptothesketchespinnedroundtheroomandquestionedAlmaaboutthem。

  \"Ahsupposeyouawegoingtobeagreatawtust?\"shesaid,infriendlybanter,whenAlmaownedtohavingdonethethings。\"Ah\'veagreatnotiontotakeafewlessonsmahself。Who\'syo\'teachah?\"

  AlmasaidshewasdrawinginMr。Wetmore\'sclass,andMissWoodburnsaid:

  \"Well,it\'sjustbeautiful,MissLeighton;it\'sgrand。Ahsupposeit\'sraghtexpensive,now?Mahgoodness!wehavetocyoantthecoastsomuchnowadays;itseemstomewedonothingbutcyoantit。Ah\'dliketohahsomethingoncewithoutaskin\'theprice。\"

  \"Well,ifyoudidn\'taskit,\"saidAlma,\"Idon\'tbelieveMr。Wetmorewouldeverknowwhatthepriceofhislessonswas。Hehastothink,whenyouaskhim。\"

  \"Why,hemostbechomming,\"saidMissWoodburn。\"PerhapsAhmaghtgetthelessonsfornothingfromhim。Well,AhbelieveinmysoulAh\'lltrah。Nowho\'didyoubegin?andho\'doyouexpecttogetanythingoatofit?\"SheturnedonAlmaeyesbrimmingwithashrewdmixtureoffunandearnest,andAlmamadenoteofthefactthatshehadanearlynineteenth-centuryface,round,arch,alittlecoquettish,butextremelysensibleandunspoiled-looking,suchasusedtobepaintedagooddealinminiatureatthatperiod;atendencyofherbrownhairtotwineandtwistatthetempleshelpedtheeffect;ahighcombwouldhavecompletedit,Almafelt,ifshehadherbonnetoff。ItwasalmostaYankeecountry-

  girltype;butperhapsitappearedsotoAlmabecauseitwas,likethat,pureAnglo-Saxon。Almaherself,withherdull,darkskin,slenderinfigure,slowinspeech,witharistocraticformsinherlonghands,andtheovalofherfinefacepointedtoalongchin,feltherselfmuchmoreSoutherninstylethanthisblooming,bubbling,bustlingVirginian。

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"sheanswered,slowly。

  \"Goingtotakepo\'traits,\"suggestedMissWoodburn,\"orjustpainttheahdeal?\"Ademureburlesquelurkedinhertone。

  \"IsupposeIdon\'texpecttopaintatall,\"saidAlma。\"I\'mgoingtoillustratebooks——ifanybodywillletme。\"

  \"Ahshouldthinkthey\'djustjoampatyou,\"saidMissWoodburn。\"Ah\'lltellyouwhatlet\'sdo,MissLeighton:youmakesomepictures,andAh\'llwrahteabookfo\'them。Ah\'vegottodosomething。Alimaghtaswellwrahteabook。YouknowweSouthernershaveallhadtogotowoak。ButAhdon\'tmandit。ItellpapaIshouldn\'tca\'fo\'thedisgraceofbein\'

  poo\'ifitwasn\'tfo\'theinconvenience。\"

  \"Yes,it\'sinconvenient,\"saidAlma;\"butyouforgetitwhenyou\'reatwork,don\'tyouthink?\"

  \"Mah,yes!Perhapsthat\'sonereasonwhypoo\'peoplehavetowoaksohawd-tokeeptheirwandsofftheirpoverty。\"

  Thegirlsbothtittered,andturnedfromtalkinginalowtonewiththeirbackstowardtheirelders,andfacedthem。

  \"Well,Madison,\"saidMr。Woodburn,\"itistimeweshouldgo。Ibidyougood-night,madam,\"hebowedtoMrs。Leighton。\"Good-night,\"hebowedagaintoAlma。

  Hisdaughtertookleaveoftheminformalphrase,butwithajollycordialityofmannerthatdeformalizedit。\"Weshallberoandraghtsooninthemawning,then,\"shethreatenedatthedoor。

  \"Weshallbeallreadyforyou,\"Almacalledafterherdownthesteps。

  \"Well,Alma?\"hermotherasked,whenthedoorcloseduponthem。

  \"Shedoesn\'tknowanymoreaboutart,\"saidAlma,\"than——nothingatall。

  Butshe\'sjollyandgood-hearted。Shepraisedeverythingthatwasbadinmysketches,andsaidshewasgoingtotakelessonsherself。Whenapersontalksabouttakinglessons,asiftheycouldlearnit,youknowwheretheybelongartistically。\"

  Mrs。Leightonshookherheadwithasigh。\"IwishIknewwheretheybelongedfinancially。Weshallhavetogetintwogirlsatonce。I

  shallhavetogooutthefirstthinginthemorning,andthenourtroubleswillbegin。\"

  \"Well,didn\'tyouwantthemtobegin?Iwillstayhomeandhelpyougetready。Ourprosperitycouldn\'tbeginwithoutthetroubles,ifyoumeanboarders,andboardersmeanservants。Ishallbeverygladtobeafflictedwithacookforawhilemyself。\"

  \"Yes;butwedon\'tknowanythingaboutthesepeople,orwhethertheywillbeabletopayus。Didshetalkasiftheywerewelloff?\"

  \"Shetalkedasiftheywerepoor;poo\'shecalledit。\"

  \"Yes,howqueerlyshepronounced,\"saidMrs。Leighton。\"Well,IoughttohavetoldthemthatIrequiredthefirstweekinadvance。\"

  \"Mamma!Ifthat\'sthewayyou\'regoingtoact!\"

  \"Oh,ofcourse,Icouldn\'t,afterhewouldn\'tletherbargainfortherooms。Ididn\'tlikethat。\"

  \"Idid。Andyoucanseethattheywereperfectladies;oratleastoneofthem。\"Almalaughedatherself,buthermotherdidnotnotice。

  \"Theirbeingladieswon\'thelpifthey\'vegotnomoney。It\'llmakeitalltheworse。\"

  \"Verywell,then;wehavenomoney,either。We\'reamatchforthemanydaythere。Wecanshowthemthattwocanplayatthatgame。\"

  III。

  ArnusBeaton\'sstudiolookedatfirstglancelikemanyotherpainters\'

  studios。Agraywallquadrangularlyvaultedtoalargenorthlight;

  castsoffeet,hands,faceshungtonailsabout;prints,sketchesinoilandwater-colorstuckhereandtherelowerdown;aricketytable,withpaintandpalettesandbottlesofvarnishandsiccativetossedcomfortlesslyonit;aneasel,withastripofsomefadedmediaevalsilktrailingfromit;alayfiguresimperinginincompletenakedness,withitsheadononeside,andastockingononeleg,andaJapanesedressdroppedbeforeit;dustyrugsandskinskickingoverthevarnishedfloor;

  canvasesfacedtothemop-board;anopentrunkoverflowingwithcostumes:

  thesefeaturesonemightnoticeanywhere。But,besides,therewasabookcasewithanunusualnumberofbooksinit,andtherewasanopencolonialwriting-desk,claw-footed,brass-handled,andscutcheoned,withforeignperiodicals——FrenchandEnglish——litteringitsleaf,andsomepagesofmanuscriptscatteredamongthem。Aboveall,therewasasculptor\'srevolvingstand,supportingabustwhichBeatonwasmodelling,withaneyefixedassimultaneouslyaspossibleontheclayandontheheadoftheoldmanwhosatontheplatformbesideit。

  Fewmenhavebeenabletogetthroughtheworldwithseveralgiftstoadvantageinall;andmostmenseemhandicappedfortheraceiftheyhavemorethanone。Buttheyareapparentlyimmenselyinterestedaswellasdistractedbythem。WhenBeatonwaswriting,hewouldhaveagreed,uptoacertainpoint,withanyonewhosaidliteraturewashisproperexpression;but,then,whenhewaspainting,uptoacertainpoint,hewouldhavemaintainedagainsttheworldthathewasacolorist,andsupremelyacolorist。Atthecertainpointineitherarthewasapttobreakawayinafrenzyofdisgustandwreakhimselfuponsomeother。

  Inthesemoodshesometimesdesignedelevationsofbuildings,verystriking,veryoriginal,verychic,veryeverythingbuthabitable。

  Itwasinthiswaythathehadtriedhishandonsculpture,whichhehadatfirstapproachedratherslightinglyasameredecorativeaccessoryofarchitecture。Butithadgrowninhisrespecttillhemaintainedthattheaccessorybusinessoughttobealltheotherway:thattemplesshouldberaisedtoenshrinestatues,notstatuesmadetoornamenttemples;thatwasputtingthecartbeforethehorsewithavengeance。ThiswaswhenhehadcarriedaplasticstudysofarthatthesculptorswhosawitsaidthatBeatonmighthavebeenanarchitect,butwouldcertainlyneverbeasculptor。Atthesametimehedidsomehurried,nervousthingsthathadapopularcharm,andthatsoldinplasterreproductions,totheprofitofanother。Beatonjustlydespisedthepopularcharminthese,aswellasinthepaintingshesoldfromtimetotime;hesaiditwasflatburglarytohavetakenmoneyforthem,andhewouldhavebeenlivingalmostwhollyuponthebountyoftheoldtombstone-cutterinSyracuseifithadnotbeenforthesyndicateletterswhichhesuppliedtoFulkersonfortendollarsaweek。

  Theywereverywelldone,buthehateddoingthemafterthefirsttwoorthree,andhadtobepunchedupforthembyFulkerson,whodidnotceasetoprizethem,andwhoneverfailedtopunchhimup。Beatonbeingwhathewas,Fulkersonwashiscreditoraswellaspatron;andFulkersonbeingwhathewas,hadanenthusiasticpatiencewiththeelusive,facile,adaptable,unpracticalnatureofBeaton。Hewasveryproudofhisart-

  letters,ashecalledthem;butthenFulkersonwasproudofeverythinghesecuredforhissyndicate。Thefactthathehadsecureditgaveitvalue;hefeltasifhehadwrittenithimself。

  Onearttroduponanother\'sheelswithBeaton。Thedaybeforehehadrusheduponcanvastheconceptionofapicturewhichhesaidtohimselfwasglorious,andtoothersatthetabled\'hoteofMaroniwasnotbad。

  Hehadworkedatitinafurytillthelightfailedhim,andheexecratedthedyingday。ButhelithislampandtransferredtheprocessofhisthinkingfromthecanvastotheopeningofthesyndicateletterwhichbeknewFulkersonwouldbecomingforinthemorning。Heremainedtalkingsolongafterdinnerinthesamestrainashehadpaintedandwritteninthathecouldnotfinishhisletterthatnight。Thenextmorning,whilehewasmakinghisteaforbreakfast,thepostmanbroughthimaletterfromhisfatherenclosingalittlecheck,andbegginghimwithtender,almostdeferential,urgencetocomeaslightlyuponhimaspossible,forjustnowhisexpenseswereveryheavy。ItbroughttearsofshameintoBeaton\'seyes——thefine,smouldering,floatingeyesthatmanyladiesadmired,underthethickbang——andhesaidtohimselfthatifhewerehalfamanhewouldgohomeandgotoworkcuttinggravestonesinhisfather\'sshop。Buthewouldwait,atleast,tofinishhispicture;andasasoptohisconscience,tostayitsimmediateravening,heresolvedtofinishthatsyndicateletterfirst,andborrowenoughmoneyfromFulkersontobeabletosendhisfather\'scheckback;or,ifnotthat,thentoreturnthesumofitpartlyinFulkerson\'scheck。WhilehestillteemedwithbothofthesegoodintentionstheoldmanfromwhomhewasmodellinghisheadofJudascame,andBeatonsawthathemustgetthroughwithhimbeforehefinishedeitherthepictureortheletter;hewouldhavetopayhimforthetime,anyway。HeutilizedtheremorsewithwhichhewastinglingtogivehisJudasanexpressionwhichhefoundnovelinthetreatmentofthatcharacter——alookofsuchtouching,appealingself-

  abhorrencethatBeaton\'sartisticjoyinitamountedtorapture;betweenthebreathlessmomentswhenheworkedindeadsilenceforaneffectthatwastryingtoescapehim,hesangandwhistledfragmentsofcomicopera。

  InoneofthehushestherecameablowontheoutsideofthedoorthatmadeBeatonjump,andswearwithamodifiedprofanitythatmergeditselfinapostrophicprayer。HeknewitmustbeFulkerson,andafterroaring\"Comein!\"hesaidtothemodel,\"That\'lldothismorning,Lindau。\"

  FulkersonsquaredhisfeetinfrontofthebustandcompareditbyfleetingglanceswiththeoldmanashegotstifflyupandsufferedBeatontohelphimonwithhisthin,shabbyovercoat。

  \"Canyoucometo-morrow,Lindau?\"

  \"No,notto-morrow,Mr。Peaton。Ihaftozitfortheyoungladties。\"

  \"Oh!\"saidBeaton。\"Wet-more\'sclass?IsMissLeightondoingyou?\"

  \"Idon\'tknowtheirnamess,\"Lindaubegan,whenFulkersonsaid:

  \"Hopeyouhaven\'tforgottenmine,Mr。Lindau?ImetyouwithMr。MarchatMaroni\'sonenight。\"Fulkersonofferedhimauniversallyshakablehand。

  \"Ohyes!Iamgladttozeeyouagain,Mr。Vulkerson。AndMr。Marge——hedon\'tzeemtogomeanymore?\"

  \"Uptohiseyesinwork。BeenmovingonfromBostonandgettingsettled,andstartinginonourenterprise。Beatonherehasn\'tgotaveryflatteringlikenessofyou,hey?Well,good-morning,\"hesaid,forLindauappearednottohaveheardhimandwasescapingwithabowthroughthedoor。

  Beatonlitacigarettewhichhepinchednervouslybetweenhislipsbeforehespoke。\"You\'vecomeforthatletter,Isuppose,Fulkerson?Itisn\'tdone。\"

  Fulkersonturnedfromstaringatthebusttowhichhehadmounted。\"Whatyoufrettingaboutthatletterfor?Idon\'twantyourletter。\"

  Beatonstoppedbitinghiscigaretteandlookedathim。\"Don\'twantmyletter?Oh,verygood!\"hebristledup。Hetookhiscigarettefromhislips,andblewthesmokethroughhisnostrils,andthenlookedatFulkerson。

  \"No;Idon\'twantyourletter;Iwantyou。\"

  Beacondisdainedtoaskanexplanation,butheinternallyloweredhiscrest,whilehecontinuedtolookatFulkersonwithoutchanginghisdefiantcountenance。ThissuitedFulkersonwellenough,andhewentonwithrelish,\"I\'mgoingoutofthesyndicatebusiness,oldman,andI\'monanewthing。\"Heputhislegoverthebackofachairandrestedhisfootonitsseat,and,withonehandinhispocket,helaidtheschemeof\'EveryOtherWeek\'beforeBeatonwiththehelpoftheother。Theartistwentabouttheroom,meanwhile,withaneffectofindifferencewhichbynomeansoffendedFulkerson。Hetooksomewaterintohismouthfromatumbler,whichheblewinafinemistovertheheadofJudasbeforeswathingitinadirtycottoncloth;hewashedhisbrushesandsethispalette;heputuponhiseaselthepicturehehadblockedonthedaybefore,andstaredatitwithagloomyface;thenhegatheredthesheetsofhisunfinishedlettertogetherandslidthemintoadrawerofhiswriting-desk。BythetimehehadfinishedandturnedagaintoFulkerson,Fulkersonwassaying:\"IdidthinkwecouldhavethefirstnumberoutbyNew-Year\'s;butitwilltakelongerthanthat——amonthlonger;butI\'mnotsorry,fortheholidayskilleverything;andbyFebruary,orthemiddleofFebruary,peoplewillgettheirbreathagainandbegintolookroundandaskwhat\'snew。Thenwe\'llreplyinthelanguageofShakespeareandMilton,\'EveryOtherWeek;anddon\'tyouforgetit。\'\"

  Hetookdownhislegandasked,\"Gotapipeof\'baccyanywhere?\"

  BeatonnoddedataclaystemstickingoutofaJapanesevaseofbronzeonhismantel。\"There\'syours,\"hesaid;andFulkersonsaid,\"Thanks,\"andfilledthepipeandsatdownandbegantosmoketranquilly。

  Beatonsawthathewouldhavetospeaknow。\"Andwhatdoyouwantwithme?\"

  \"You?Ohyes,\"Fulkersonhumorouslydramatizedareturntohimselffromapensiveabsence。\"Wantyoufortheartdepartment。\"

  Beatonshookhishead。\"I\'mnotyourman,Fulkerson,\"hesaid,compassionately。\"Youwantamorepracticalhand,onethat\'sintouchwithwhat\'sgoing。I\'mgettingfurtherandfurtherawayfromthiscenturyanditsclaptrap。Idon\'tbelieveinyourenterprise;Idon\'trespectit,andIwon\'thaveanythingtodowithit。Itwould-chokeme,thatkindofthing。\"

  \"That\'sallright,\"saidFulkerson。Heesteemedamanwhowasnotgoingtolethimselfgocheap。\"Orifitisn\'t,wecanmakeit。YouandMarchwillpulltogetherfirst-rate。Idon\'tcarehowmuchidealyouputintothething;themorethebetter。Icanlookaftertheotherendoftheschoonermyself。\"

  \"Youdon\'tunderstandme,\"saidBeaton。\"I\'mnottryingtogetariseoutofyou。I\'minearnest。Whatyouwantissomemanwhocanhavepatiencewithmediocrityputtingonthestyleofgenius,andwithgeniusturningmediocrityonhishands。Ihaven\'tanyluckwithmen;Idon\'tgetonwiththem;I\'mnotpopular。\"Beatonrecognizedthefactwiththesatisfactionwhichitsomehowalwaysbringstohumanpride。

  \"Somuchthebetter!\"Fulkersonwasreadyforhimatthispoint。

  \"Idon\'twantyoutoworktheold-establishedracketthereputations。

  WhenIwantthemI\'llgotothemwithapocketfulofrocks——knock-downargument。Butmyideaistodealwiththevolunteermaterial。Lookatthewaytheperiodicalsarecarriedonnow!Names!names!names!Inacountrythat\'sjustboilingoverwithliteraryandartisticabilityofeverykindthenewfellowshavenochance。Theeditorsallengagetheirmaterial。Idon\'tbelievetherearefiftyvolunteercontributionsprintedinayearinalltheNewYorkmagazines。It\'sallwrong;it\'ssuicidal。\'EveryOtherWeek\'isgoingbacktothegoodoldanonymoussystem,theonlyfairsystem。It\'sworkedwellinliterature,anditwillworkwellinart。\"

  \"Itwon\'tworkwellinart,\"saidBeaton。\"Thereyouhaveatotallydifferentsetofconditions。Whatyou\'llgetbyinvitingvolunteerillustrationswillbealotofamateurtrash。Andhowareyougoingtosubmityourliteratureforillustration?Itcan\'tbedone。Atanyrate,Iwon\'tundertaketodoit。\"

  \"We\'llgetupaSchoolofIllustration,\"saidFulkerson,withcynicalsecurity。\"Youcanreadthethingsandexplain\'em,andyourpupilscanmaketheirsketchesunderyoureye。Theywouldn\'tbemuchfurtheroutthanmostillustrationsareiftheyneverknewwhattheywereillustrating。Youmightselectfromwhatcomesinandmakeupasortofpictorialvariationstotheliteraturewithoutanyparticularreferencetoit。Well,Iunderstandyoutoaccept?\"

  \"No,youdon\'t。\"

  \"Thatis,toconsenttohelpuswithyouradviceandcriticism。That\'sallIwant。Itwon\'tcommityoutoanything;andyoucanbeasanonymousasanybody。\"AtthedoorFulkersonadded:\"By-the-way,thenewman——thefellowthat\'stakenmyoldsyndicatebusiness——willwantyoutokeepon;

  butIguesshe\'sgoingtotrytobeatyoudownonthepriceoftheletters。He\'sgoinginforretrenchment。Ibroughtalongacheckforthisone;I\'mtopayforthat。\"HeofferedBeatonanenvelope。

  \"Ican\'ttakeit,Fulkerson。Theletter\'spaidforalready。\"Fulkersonsteppedforwardandlaidtheenvelopeonthetableamongthetubesofpaint。

  \"Itisn\'tthelettermerely。Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tobjecttoalittleadvanceonyour\'EveryOtherWeek\'worktillyoukindofgotstarted。\"

  Beatonremainedinflexible。\"Itcan\'tbedone,Fulkerson。Don\'tItellyouIcan\'tsellmyselfouttoathingIdon\'tbelievein?Can\'tyouunderstandthat?\"

  \"Ohyes;Icanunderstandthatfirst-rate。Idon\'twanttobuyyou;I

  wanttoborrowyou。It\'sallright。See?Comeroundwhenyoucan;I\'dliketointroduceyoutooldMarch。That\'sgoingtobeouraddress。\"Heputacardonthetablebesidetheenvelope,andBeatonallowedhimtogowithoutmakinghimtakethecheckback。Hehadrememberedhisfather\'splea;thatunnervedhim,andhepromisedhimselfagaintoreturnhisfather\'spoorlittlecheckandtoworkonthatpictureandgiveittoFulkersonforthecheckhehadleftandforhisbackdebts。Heresolvedtogotoworkonthepictureatonce;hehadsethispaletteforit;butfirsthelookedatFulkerson\'scheck。Itwasforonlyfiftydollars,andthecannyScotchbloodinBeatonrebelled;hecouldnotletthispicturegoforanysuchmoney;hefeltalittlelikeamanwhosegenerosityhasbeentrifledwith。Theconflictofemotionsbrokehimup,andhecouldnotwork。

  IV

  ThedaywastedawayinBeaton\'shands;athalf-pastfouro\'clockhewentouttoteaatthehouseofaladywhowasAtHomethatafternoonfromfourtillseven。BythistimeBeatonwasinpossessionofoneofthoseotherselvesofwhichweeachhaveseveralaboutus,andwasagainthelaconic,staccato,ratherworldlifiedyoungartistwhosemomentsofacontrolledutteranceandacertaindistinctionofmannerhadcommendedhimtoMrs。Horn\'sfancyinthesummeratSt。Barnaby。

  Mrs。Horn\'sroomswerelarge,andtheyneverseemedveryfull,thoughthisperhapswasbecausepeoplewerealwayssoquiet。Theladies,whooutnumberedthemententoone,astheyalwaysdoataNewYorktea,weredressedinsympathywiththelowtoneeveryonespokein,andwiththesubduedlightwhichgaveacrepuscularuncertaintytothefewobjects,thedimpictures,theunexcitedupholstery,oftherooms。Onebreathedfreeofbric-a-bracthere,andthenew-comerbreathedsoftlyasonedoesongoingintochurchafterservicehasbegun。Thismightbeasuggestionfromthevoicelessbehavioroftheman-servantwholetyouin,butitwasalsobecauseMrs。Horn\'sAtHomewasaceremony,adecorum,andnotfestival。Atfargreaterhousestherewasmoregayety,atricherhousestherewasmorefreedom;thesuppressionatMrs。Horn\'swasapersonal,notasocial,effect;itwasaneffluxofhercharacter,demure,silentious,vague,butverycorrect。

  Beatoneasilyfoundhiswaytoheraroundthegroupedskirtsandamongthedetachedfigures,andreceivedapressureofwelcomefromthehandwhichshemomentarilyrelaxedfromthetea-pot。Shesatbehindatableputcrosswiseofaremotecorner,andofferedteatopeoplewhomanieceofhersreceivedprovisionallyorspedfinallyintheouterroom。Theydidnotusuallytaketea,andwhentheydidtheydidnotusuallydrinkit;butBeatonwas,feverishlygladofhiscup;hetookrumandlemoninit,andstoodtalkingatMrs。Horn\'ssidetillthenextarrivalshoulddisplacehim:hetalkedinhisFrenchmanner。

  \"Ihavebeenhopingtoseeyou,\"shesaid。\"IwantedtoaskyouabouttheLeightons。Didtheyreallycome?\"

  \"Ibelieveso。Theyareintown——yes。Ihaven\'tseenthem。\"

  \"Thenyoudon\'tknowhowthey\'regettingon——thatprettycreature,withhercleverness,andpoorMrs。Leighton?Iwasafraidtheywereventuringonarashexperiment。Doyouknowwheretheyare?\"

  \"InWestEleventhStreetsomewhere。MissLeightonisinMr。Wetmore\'sclass。\"

  \"Imustlookthemup。Doyouknowtheirnumber?\"

  \"Notatthemoment。Icanfindout。\"

  \"Do,\"saidMrs。Horn。\"Whatcouragetheymusthave,toplungeintoNewYorkasthey\'vedone!Ireallydidn\'tthinktheywould。Iwonderifthey\'vesucceededingettinganybodyintotheirhouseyet?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidBeaton。

  \"IdiscouragedtheircomingallIcould,\"shesighed,\"andIsupposeyoudid,too。Butit\'squiteuselesstryingtomakepeopleinaplacelikeSt。Barnabyunderstandhowitisintown。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidBeaton。Hestirredhistea,whileinwardlyhetriedtobelievethathehadreallydiscouragedtheLeightonsfromcomingtoNewYork。PerhapsthevexationofhisfailuremadehimcallMrs。Horninhisheartafraud。

  \"Yes,\"shewenton,\"itisvery,veryhard。Andwhentheywon\'tunderstand,andrushontheirdoom,youfeelthattheyaregoingtoholdyourespons——\"

  Mrs。Horn\'seyeswanderedfromBeaton;hervoicefalteredinthefadedinterestofherremark,andthenrosewithrenewedvigoringreetingaladywhocameupandstretchedhergloveacrossthetea-cups。

  Beatongothimselfawayandoutofthehousewithamuchbrieferadieutotheniecethanhehadmeanttomake。ThepatronizingcompassionofMrs。

  HornfortheLeightonsfilledhimwithindignationtowardher,towardhimself。Therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnothaveignoredthemashehaddone;buttherewasafeeling。Itwashisnaturetobecareless,andhehadbeenspoiledintorecklessness;heneglectedeverybody,andonlyrememberedthemwhenitsuitedhiswhimorhisconvenience;buthefiercelyresentedtheinattentionsofotherstowardhimself。Hehadnoscrupleaboutbreakinganengagementorfailingtokeepanappointment;

  hemadepromiseswithoutthinkingoftheirfulfilment,andnotbecausehewasafaithlessperson,butbecausehewasimaginative,andexpectedatthetimetodowhathesaid,butwasfickle,andsodidnot。Asmostofhisshortcomingswereofasocietysort,nogreatharmwasdonetoanybodyelse。Hehadcontractedsomewhatthecircleofhisacquaintancebywhatsomepeoplecalledhisrudeness,butmostpeopletreateditashisoddity,andwerepatientwithit。Oneladysaidshevaluedhiscomingwhenhesaidhewouldcomebecauseithadthecharmoftheunexpected。\"Onlyitshowsthatitisn\'talwaystheunexpectedthathappens,\"sheexplained。

  Itdidnotoccurtohimthathisbehaviorwasimmoral;hedidnotrealizethatitwascreatingareputationifnotacharacterforhim。Whilewearestillyoungwedonotrealizethatouractionshavethiseffect。Itseemstousthatpeoplewilljudgeusfromwhatwethinkandfeel。Laterwefindoutthatthisisimpossible;perhapswefinditouttoolate;

  someofusneverfinditoutatall。

  InspiteofhisshameabouttheLeightons,BeatonhadnopresentintentionoflookingthemuporsendingMrs。Horntheiraddress。Asamatteroffact,heneverdidsendit;buthehappenedtomeetMr。Wetmoreandhiswifeattherestaurantwherehedined,andhegotitofthepainterforhimself。HedidnotaskhimhowMissLeightonwasgettingon;butWetmorelaunchedout,withAlmaforatacittext,onthefutilityofwomengenerallygoinginforart。\"Evenwhentheyhavetalentthey\'vegottoomuchagainstthem。Whereagirldoesn\'tseemverystrong,likeMissLeighton,noamountofchicisgoingtohelp。\"

  Hiswifedisputedhimonbehalfofhersex,aswomenalwaysdo。

  \"No,Dolly,\"hepersisted;\"she\'dbetterbehomemilkingthecowsandleadingthehorsetowater。\"

  Doyouthinkshe\'dbetterbeuptilltwointhemorningatballsandgoingalldaytoreceptionsandluncheons?\"

  \"Oh,guessitisn\'taquestionofthat,evenifsheweren\'tdrawing。

  Youknewthemathome,\"hesaidtoBeaton。

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Iremember。Hermothersaidyousuggestedme。Well,thegirlhassomenotionofit;there\'snodoubtaboutthat。But——she\'sawoman。Thetroublewiththesetalentedgirlsisthatthey\'reallwoman。Iftheyweren\'t,therewouldn\'tbemuchchanceforthemen,Beaton。Butwe\'vegotProvidenceonourownsidefromthestart。I\'mabletowatchalltheirinspirationswithperfectcomposure。Iknowjusthowsoonit\'sgoingtoendinnervousbreakdown。Somebodyoughttomarrythemallandputthemoutoftheirmisery。\"

  \"Andwhatwillyoudowithyourstudentswhoaremarriedalready?\"hiswifesaid。Shefeltthatshehadlethimgoonlongenough。

  \"Oh,theyoughttogetdivorced。\"

  \"Yououghttobeashamedtotaketheirmoneyifthat\'swhatyouthinkofthem。\"

  \"Mydear,Ihaveawifetosupport。\"

  Beatonintervenedwithaquestion。\"DoyoumeanthatMissLeightonisn\'tstandingitverywell?\"

  \"HowdoIknow?Sheisn\'tthekindthatbends;she\'sthekindthatbreaks。\"

  AfteralittlesilenceMrs。Wetmoreasked,\"Won\'tyoucomehomewithus,Mr。Beaton?\"

  \"Thankyou;no。Ihaveanengagement。\"

  \"Idon\'tseewhythatshouldpreventyou,\"saidWetmore。\"Butyoualwayswereapunctiliouscuss。Well!\"

  Beatonlingeredoverhiscigar;butnooneelsewhomheknewcamein,andheyieldedtothethreefoldimpulseofconscience,ofcuriosity,ofinclination,ingoingtocallattheLeightons\'。Heaskedfortheladies,andthemaidshowedhimintotheparlor,wherehefoundMrs。

  LeightonandMissWoodburn。

  Thewidowmethimwithawelcomeneatlymarkedbyresentment;shemeanthimtofeelthathisnotcomingsoonerhadbeennoticed。MissWoodburnbubbledandgurgledon,anddidwhatshecouldtomitigatehispunishment,butshedidnotfeelauthorizedtostayit,tillMrs。

  Leighton,bystudiedavoidanceofherdaughter\'sname,obligedBeatontoaskforher。ThenMissWoodburncaughtupherwork,andsaid,\"Ah\'llgoandtellher,Mrs。Leighton。\"AtthetopofthestairsshefoundAlma,andAlmatriedtomakeitseemasifshehadnotbeenstandingthere。

  \"Mahgoodness,chald!there\'sthehandsomestyoungmanaskingforyoudownthereyouevahsaw。Alhtoldyou\'mothahAhwouldcomeupfo\'you。\"

  \"What——whoisit?\"

  \"Don\'tyouknow?Butbo\'couldyou?He\'sgotthemostbeautifuleyes,andhewea\'shishai\'inabang,andhetalksEnglishlikeitwassomethingelse,andhisname\'sMr。Beaton。\"

  \"Didhe-askforme?\"saidAlma,withadreamytone。Sheputherhandonthestairsrail,andalittleshiverranoverher。

  \"Didn\'tItellyou?Ofcoasehedid!Andyououghttogoraghtdownifyouwanttosavethepoo\'fellah\'slahfe;you\'mothah\'sjustfreezin\'himtodeath。\"

  V。

  \"Sheis?\"criedAlma。\"Tchk!\"Sheflewdownstairs,andflittedswiftlyintotheroom,andfluttereduptoBeaton,andgavehimacrushinghand-

  shake。

  \"Howverykind,ofyoutocomeandseeus,Mr。Beaton!WhendidyoucometoNewYork?Don\'tyoufinditwarmhere?We\'veonlyjustlightedthefurnace,butwiththismildweatheritseemstooearly。Mammadoeskeepitsohot!\"Sherushedaboutopeningdoorsandshuttingregisters,andthencamebackandsatfacinghimfromthesofawithamaskofradiantcordiality。\"Howhaveyoubeensincewesawyou?\"

  \"Verywell,\"saidBeaton。\"Ihopeyou\'rewell,MissLeighton?\"

  \"Oh,perfectly!IthinkNewYorkagreeswithusbothwonderfully。I

  neverknewsuchair。Andtothinkofournothavingsnowyet!Ishouldthinkeverybodywouldwanttocomehere!Whydon\'tyoucome,Mr。Beaton?\"

  Beatonliftedhiseyesandlookedather。\"I——IliveinNewYork,\"hefaltered。

  \"InNewYorkCity!\"sheexclaimed。

  \"Surely,Alma,\"saidhermother,\"yourememberMr。Beaton\'stellingushelivedinNewYork。\"

  \"ButIthoughtyoucamefromRochester;orwasitSyracuse?。Ialwaysgetthoseplacesmixedup。\"

  \"ProbablyItoldyoumyfatherlivedatSyracuse。I\'vebeeninNewYorkeversinceIcamehomefromParis,\"saidBeaton,withtheconfusionofamanwhofeelshimselfplayeduponbyawoman。

  \"FromParis!\"Almaechoed,leaningforward,withhersmilingmasktighton。\"Wasn\'titMunichwhereyoustudied?\"

  \"IwasatMunich,too。ImetWetmorethere。\"

  \"Oh,doyouknowMr。Wetmore?\"

  \"Why,Alma,\"hermotherinterposedagain,\"itwasMr。BeatonwhotoldyouofMr。Wetmore。\"

  \"Wasit?Why,yes,tobesure。ItwasMrs。HornwhosuggestedMr。

  Ilcomb。Iremembernow。Ican\'tthankyouenoughforhavingsentmetoMr。Wetmore,Mr。Beaton。Isn\'thedelightful?Ohyes,I\'maperfectWetmorian,Icanassureyou。Thewholeclassisthesameway。\"

  \"IjustmethimandMrs。Wetmoreatdinner,\"saidBeaton,attemptingtherecoveryofsomethingthathehadlostthroughthegirl\'sshiningeaseandsteelysprightliness。Sheseemedtohimsosmoothandhard,witharepellentelasticityfromwhichhewasflungoff。\"Ihopeyou\'renotworkingtoohard,MissLeighton?\"

  \"Ohno!Ienjoyeveryminuteofit,andgrowstrongeronit。DoIlookverymuchwastedaway?\"Shelookedhimfullintheface,brilliantlysmiling,andintentionallybeautiful。

  \"No,\"hesaid,withaslowsadness;\"Ineversawyoulookingbetter。\"

  \"PoorMr。Beaton!\"shesaid,inrecognitionofhisdolefultune。\"Itseemstobequiteablow。\"

  \"Ohno——\"

  \"Irememberallthegoodadviceyouusedtogivemeaboutnotworkingtoohard,andprobablyit\'sthatthat\'ssavedmylife——thatandthehouse-

  hunting。Hasmammatoldyouofouradventuresingettingsettled?

  Sometimewemust。Itwassuchfun!Anddidn\'tyouthinkwewerefortunatetogetsuchaprettyhouse?Youmustseebothourparlors。\"

  Shejumpedup,andhermotherfollowedherwithabewilderedlookassheranintothebackparlorandflashedupthegas。

  \"Comeinhere,Mr。Beaton。Iwanttoshowyouthegreatfeatureofthehouse。\"Sheopenedthelowwindowsthatgaveuponaglazedverandastretchingacrosstheendoftheroom。\"JustthinkofthisinNewYork!

  Youcan\'tseeitverywellatnight,butwhenthesouthernsunpoursinherealltheafternoon——\"

  \"Yes,Icanimagineit,\"hesaid。Heglancedupatthebird-cagehangingfromtheroof。\"IsupposeGypsyenjoysit。\"

  \"YourememberGypsy?\"shesaid;andshemadeacooing,kissinglittlenoiseupatthebird,whorespondeddrowsily。\"PooroldGypsum!Well,hesha\'n\'tbedisturbed。Yes,it\'sGyp\'sdelight,andColonelWoodburnlikestowritehereinthemorning。Thinkofushavingarealliveauthorinthehouse!AndMissWoodburn:I\'msogladyou\'veseenher!

  They\'reSouthernpeople。\"

  \"Yes,thatwasobviousinhercase。\"

  \"Fromheraccent?Isn\'titfascinating?Ididn\'tbelieveIcouldeverendureSoutherners,butwe\'relikeonefamilywiththeWoodburns。I

  shouldthinkyou\'dwanttopaintMissWoodburn。Don\'tyouthinkhercoloringisdelicious?Andsuchaquaintkindofeighteenth-centurytypeofbeauty!Butshe\'sperfectlylovelyeveryway,andeverythingshesaysissofunny。TheSouthernersseemtobesuchgreattalkers;betterthanweare,don\'tyouthink?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidBeaton,inpensivediscouragement。Hewassensibleofbeingmanipulated,operated,buthewashelplesstoescapefromtheperformerortofathomhermotives。Hispensivenesspassedintogloom,andwasdegeneratingintosulkyresentmentwhenhewentaway,afterseveralfailurestogetbacktotheoldgroundhehadheldinrelationtoAlma。HeretrievedsomethingofitwithMrs。Leighton;butAlmaglittereduponhimtothelastwithakeenimpenetrablecandor,achild-

  likesinglenessofglance,coveringunfathomablereserve。

  \"Well,Alma,\"saidhermother,whenthedoorhadcloseduponhim。

  \"Well,mother。\"Then,afteramoment,shesaid,witharush:\"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtolethimsupposewewerepiquedathisnotcoming?

  DidyousupposeIwasgoingtolethimpatronizeus,orthinkthatwewereintheleastdependentonhisfavororfriendship?\"

  Hermotherdidnotattempttoanswerher。Shemerelysaid,\"Ishouldn\'tthinkhewouldcomeanymore。\"

  \"Well,wehavegotonsofarwithouthim;perhapswecanlivethroughtherestofthewinter。\"

  \"Icouldn\'thelpfeelingsorryforhim。Hewasquitestupefied。Icouldseethathedidn\'tknowwhattomakeofyou。\"

  \"He\'snotrequiredtomakeanythingofme,\"saidAlma。

  \"Doyouthinkhereallybelievedyouhadforgottenallthosethings?\"

  \"Impossibletosay,mamma。\"

  \"Well,Idon\'tthinkitwasquiteright,Alma。\"

  \"I\'llleavehimtoyouthenexttime。MissWoodburnsaidyouwerefreezinghimtodeathwhenIcamedown。\"

  \"Thatwasquitedifferent。But,therewon\'tbeanynexttime,I\'mafraid,\"sighedMrs。Leighton。

  Beatonwenthomefeelingsuretherewouldnot。Hetriedtoreadwhenhegottohisroom;butAlma\'slooks,tones,gestures,whirredthroughandthroughthewoofofthestorylikeshuttles;hecouldnotkeepthemout,andhefellasleepatlast,notbecauseheforgotthem,butbecauseheforgavethem。Hewasabletosaytohimselfthathehadbeenjustlycutofffromkindnesswhichheknewhowtovalueinlosingit。HedidnotexpectevertorighthimselfinAlma\'sesteem,buthehopedsomedaytoletherknowthathehadunderstood。Itseemedtohimthatitwouldbeagoodthingifsheshouldfinditoutafterhisdeath。Heimaginedherbeingtouchedbyitunderthosecircumstances。

  VI。

  InthemorningitseemedtoBeatonthathehaddonehimselfinjustice。

  WhenheuncoveredhisJudasandlookedatit,hecouldnotbelievethatthemanwhowascapableofsuchworkdeservedthepunishmentMissLeightonhadinflicteduponhim。Hestillforgaveher,butinthepresenceofathinglikethathecouldnothelprespectinghimself;hebelievedthatifshecouldseeitshewouldbesorrythatshehadcutherselfofffromhisacquaintance。Hecarriedthisstrainofconvictionallthroughhissyndicateletter,whichhenowtookoutofhisdeskandfinished,withanincreasingsecurityofhisopinionsandamountingseverityinhisjudgments。Heretaliateduponthegeneralconditionofartamongusthepangsofwoundedvanity,whichAlmahadmadehimfeel,andhefoldeduphismanuscriptandputitinhispocket,almosthealedofhishumiliation。Hehadbeenabletoescapefromitsstingsoentirelywhilehewaswritingthatthenotionofmakinghislifemoreandmoreliterarycommendeditselftohim。Asitwasnowevidentthatthefuturewastobeoneofrenunciation,ofself-forgetting,anobliviontingedwithbitterness,heformlesslyreasonedinfavorofreconsideringhisresolutionagainstFulkerson\'soffer。Onemustcallitreasoning,butitwasratherthatswiftinternaldramatizationwhichconstantlygoesoninpersonsofexcitablesensibilities,andwhichnowseemedtosweepBeatonphysicallyalongtowardthe\'EveryOtherWeek\'office,andcarriedhismindwithlightningcelerityontoatimewhenheshouldhavegiventhatjournalsuchqualityandauthorityinmattersofartashadneverbeenenjoyedbyanyinAmericabefore。Withtheprosperitywhichhemadeattendhisworkhechangedthecharacteroftheenterprise,andwithFulkerson\'senthusiasticsupporthegavethepublicanartjournalofashighgradeas\'LesLettresetlesArts\',andverymuchthatsortofthing。AllthisinvolvednowtheunavailingregretofAlmaLeighton,andnowhisreconciliationwithhertheyweremarriedinGraceChurch,becauseBeatonhadonceseenamarriagethere,andhadintendedtopaintapictureofitsometime。

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