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  Shedoesnot——\"

  Elnorastopped。

  \"Sheis——isdifferent,\"finishedthegirl。

  Annacamewiththeroses。TheBirdWomansetoneonthefrontofthedrapedyoke,oneoneachshoulderandthelastamongthebrightmassesofbrownhair。Thensheturnedthegirlfacingthetallmirror。

  \"Oh!\"pantedElnora。\"Youareagenius!Why,I

  willlookaswellasanyofthem。\"

  \"Thankgoodnessforthat!\"criedtheBirdWoman。

  \"Ifitwouldn\'tdo,Ishouldhavebeenill。Youarelovely;

  altogetherlovely!OrdinarilyIshouldn\'tsaythat;butwhenIthinkofhowyouarecarpentered,I\'madmiringtheresult。\"

  Theorganbeganrollingoutthemarchastheycameinsight。

  Elnoratookherplaceattheheadoftheprocession,whileeveryonewondered。Secretlytheyhadhopedthatshewouldbedressedwellenough,thatshewouldnotappearpoorandneglected。Whatthisradiantyoungcreature,gownedinthemostrecentstyle,hersmoothskinflushedwithexcitement,andarose-setcoronetofredgoldonherhead,hadtodowiththegirltheyknewwasdifficulttodecide。ThesignalwasgivenandElnorabegantheslowmarchacrossthevestryanddowntheaisle。Themusicwelledsoftly,andMargaretbegantosobwithoutknowingwhy。

  Mrs。Comstockgrippedherhandstogetherandshuthereyes。ItseemedaneternitytothesufferingwomanbeforeMargaretcaughtherarmandwhispered,\"Oh,Kate!

  Foranysakelookather!Here!Theaisleacross!\"

  Mrs。Comstockopenedhereyesanddirectingthemwhereshewastold,gazedintently,andsliddowninherseatclosetocollapse。ShewassavedbyMargaret\'stenseclaspandhercommand:\"Here!Idiot!Stopthat!\"

  IntheblazeoflightElnoraclimbedthestepstothepalm-emboweredplatform,crosseditandtookherplace。

  Sixtyyoungmenandwomen,eachofthemdressedthebestpossible,followedher。Thereweremanly,fine-

  lookingmeninthatclasswhichElnoraled。Thereweregirlsofbeautyandgrace,butnotoneofthemwashandsomerorclothedinbettertastethanshe。

  BillythoughtthetimeneverwouldcomewhenElnorawouldseehim,butatlastshemethiseye,thenMargaretandWesleyhadfaintsignsofrecognitioninturn,buttherewasnosofteningofthegirl\'sfaceandnohintofasmilewhenshesawhermother。

  Heartsick,KatharineComstocktriedtoprovetoherselfthatshewasjustifiedinwhatshehaddone,butshecouldnot。ShetriedtoblameElnorafornotsayingthatshewastoleadaprocessionandsitonaplatforminthesightofhundredsofpeople;butthatwasimpossible,forsherealizedthatshewouldhavescoffedandnotunderstoodifshehadbeentold。Herheartpaineduntilshesufferedwitheverybreath。

  Whenatlasttheexerciseswereoversheclimbedintothecarriageandrodehomewithoutaword。ShedidnothearwhatMargaretandBillyweresaying。ShescarcelyheardWesley,whodrovebehind,whenhetoldherthatElnorawouldnotbehomeuntilWednesday。EarlythenextmorningMrs。ComstockwasonherwaytoOnabasha。

  ShewaswaitingwhentheBrownleestoreopened。

  Sheexaminedready-madewhitedresses,buttheyhadonlyoneoftherightsize,anditwasmarkedfortydollars。

  Mrs。Comstockdidnothesitateovertheprice,butwhetherthedresswouldbesuitable。ShewouldhavetoaskElnora。

  SheinquiredherwaytothehomeoftheBirdWomanandknocked。

  \"IsElnoraComstockhere?\"sheaskedthemaid。

  \"Yes,butsheisstillinbed。Iwastoldtolethersleepaslongasshewould。\"

  \"MaybeIcouldsithereandwait,\"saidMrs。Comstock。

  \"Iwanttoseeaboutgettingheradressforto-morrow。

  Iamhermother。\"

  \"Thenyoudon\'tneedwaitorworry,\"saidthegirlcheerfully。

  \"Therearetwowomenupinthesewing-roomatworkonadressforherrightnow。Itwillbedoneintime,anditwillbeabeauty。\"

  Mrs。ComstockturnedandtrudgedbacktotheLimberlost。

  Thebitternessinhersoulbecameaphysicalactuality,whichwaterwouldnotwashfromherlips。Shewastoolate!Shewasnotneeded。Anotherwomanwasmotheringhergirl。AnotherwomanwouldprepareabeautifuldresssuchasElnorahadwornthepreviousnight。

  Thegirl\'sloveandgratitudewouldgotoher。Mrs。Comstocktriedtheoldprocessofblamingsomeoneelse,butshefeltnobetter。Shenursedhergriefascloselyaseverinthelongdaysofthegirl\'sabsence。ShebroodedoverElnora\'spossessionoftheforbiddenviolinandherabilitytoplayituntiltheperformancecouldnothavebeentoldfromherfather\'s。Shetriedeveryrefugehermindcouldconjure,toquietherheartandremovethefearthatthegirlneverwouldcomehomeagain,butitpersisted。

  Mrs。Comstockcouldneithereatnorsleep。Shewanderedaroundthecabinandgarden。ShekeptfarfromthepoolwhereRobertComstockhadsunkfromsightforshefeltthatitwouldentombheralsoifElnoradidnotcomehomeWednesdaymorning。Themothertoldherselfthatshewouldwait,butthewaitingwasasbitterasanythingsheeverhadknown。

  WhenElnoraawokeMondayanotherdresswasinthehandsofaseamstressandwassoonfitted。IthadbelongedtotheAngel,andwasasoftwhitethingthatwithalittlealterationwouldserveadmirablyforCommencementandtheball。AllthatdayElnoraworked,helpingpreparetheauditoriumfortheexercises,rehearsingthemarchandthespeechshewastomakeinbehalfoftheclass。

  Thefollowingdaywasevenbusier。Buthermindwasatrest,forthedresswasasoftdelicatelaceeasytochange,andthemarksofalterationimpossibletodetect。

  TheBirdWomanhadtelephonedtoGrandRapids,explainedthesituationandaskedtheAngelifshemightuseit。

  Thereplyhadbeentogivethegirlthecontentsofthechest。

  WhentheBirdWomantoldElnora,tearsfilledhereyes。

  \"Iwillwriteatonceandthankher,\"shesaid。\"Withallherbeautifulgownsshedoesnotneedthem,andIdo。

  Theywillserveformeoften,andbemuchfinerthananythingIcouldafford。Itislovelyofhertogivemethedressandofyoutohaveitalteredforme,asInevercould。\"

  TheBirdWomanlaughed。\"Ifeelreligiousto-day,\"

  shesaid。\"Youknowthefirstandgreatestrockofmysalvationis`Dountoothers。\'I\'monlydoingtoyouwhattherewasnoonetodoformewhenIwasagirlverylikeyou。Annatellsmeyourmotherwashereearlythismorningandthatshecametoseeaboutgettingyouadress。\"

  \"Sheistoolate!\"saidElnoracoldly。\"Shehadoveramonthtopreparemydresses,andIwastopayforthem,sothereisnoexcuse。\"

  \"Nevertheless,sheisyourmother,\"saidtheBirdWoman,softly。\"Ithinkalmostanykindofamothermustbebetterthannoneatall,andyousayshehashadgreattrouble。\"

  \"Shelovedmyfatherandhedied,\"saidElnora。\"Thesamething,inquiteastragicamanner,hashappenedtothousandsofotherwomen,andtheyhavegoneonwithcalmfacesandfoundhappinessinlifebylovingothers。

  TherewassomethingelseIamafraidInevershallforget;

  thisIknowIshallnot,buttalkingdoesnothelp。Imustdelivermypresentsandphotographstothecrowd。IhaveapictureandImadeapresentforyou,too,ifyouwouldcareforthem。\"

  \"Ishallloveanythingyougiveme,\"saidtheBirdWoman。

  \"Iknowyouwellenoughtoknowthatwhateveryoudowillbebeautiful。\"

  Elnorawaspleasedoverthat,andasshetriedonherdressforthelastfittingshewasreallyhappy。Shewaslovelyinthedaintygown:itwouldservefinelyfortheballandmanyotherlikeoccasions,anditwasherveryown。

  TheBirdWoman\'sdrivertookElnorainthecarriageandshecalledonallthegirlswithwhomshewasespeciallyintimate,andleftherpictureandthepackagecontaininghergifttothem。Bythetimeshereturnedparcelsforherwerearriving。Friendsseemedtospringfromeverywhere。

  Almosteveryonesheknewhadsomegiftforher,whilebecausetheysolovedherthemembersofhercrowdhadmadeherbeautifulpresents。Therewerebooks,vases,silverpieces,handkerchiefs,fans,boxesofflowersandcandy。OnebigpackagesettledthetroubleatSinton\'s,foritcontainedadaintydressfromMargaret,afive-dollargoldpiece,conspicuouslylabelled,\"Iearnedthismyself,\"fromBilly,withwhichtobuymusic;andagorgeouscut-glassperfumebottle,itwouldhavecostfivedollarstofillwithevenamoderate-

  pricedscent,fromWesley。

  Inanexpressedcratewasafinecurly-mapledressingtable,sentbyFreckles。ThedrawerswerefilledwithwonderfultoiletarticlesfromtheAngel。TheBirdWomanaddedanembroideredlinencoverandasmallsilvervaseforafewflowers,sonogirloftheclasshadfinergifts。Elnoralaidherheadonthetablesobbinghappily,andtheBirdWomanwasalmostcryingherself。

  ProfessorHenleysentabutterflybook,thegraderoomsinwhichElnorahadtaughtgaveherasetofvolumescoveringeveryphaseoflifeafield,inthewoods,andwater。

  Elnorahadnotimetoreadsoshecarriedoneofthesebooksaroundwithherhuggingitasshewent。Aftershehadgonetodressaqueer-lookingpackagewasbroughtbyasmallboywhohoppedononefootashehandeditinandsaid:\"TellElnorathatisfromherma。\"

  \"Whoareyou?\"askedtheBirdWomanasshetookthebundle。

  \"I\'mBilly!\"announcedtheboy。\"Igaveherthefivedollars。

  Iearneditmyselfdroppingcorn,stickingonions,andpullingweeds。My,butyougottodrop,andstick,andpullalotbeforeit\'sfivedollars\'worth。\"

  \"WouldyouliketocomeinandseeElnora\'sgifts?\"

  \"Yes,ma\'am!\"saidBilly,tryingtostandquietly。

  \"Gee-mentley!\"hegasped。\"DoesElnoragetallthis?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"IbetyouathousanddollarsIbefirstinmyclasswhenIgraduate。Say,havetheothersgotalotmorethanElnora?\"

  \"Ithinknot。\"

  \"Well,UncleWesleysaidtofindoutifIcould,andifshedidn\'thaveasmuchastherest,he\'dbuytillshedid,ifittookahundreddollars。Say,yououghttoknowhim!

  He\'sjustscrumptious!Thereain\'tanybodyanywherefiner\'anheis。My,he\'sgrand!\"

  \"I\'mverysureofit!\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"I\'veoftenheardElnorasayso。\"

  \"Ibetyounobodycanbeatthis!\"heboasted。Thenhestopped,thinkingdeeply。\"Idon\'tknow,though,\"

  hebeganreflectively。\"Someofthemareawfulrich;

  theygotbigfamiliestogivethemthingsandwagonloadsoffriends,andIhaven\'tseenwhattheyhave。Now,maybeElnoraisgettingleft,afterall!\"

  \"Don\'tworry,Billy,\"shesaid。\"Iwillwatch,andifIfindElnorais`gettingleft\'I\'llbuyhersomemorethingsmyself。ButI\'msuresheisnot。Shehasmorebeautifulgiftsnowthanshewillknowwhattodowith,andotherswillcome。TellyourUncleWesleyhisgirlisbountifullyremembered,veryhappy,andshesendsherdearestlovetoallofyou。Nowyoumustgo,soIcanhelpherdress。Youwillbethereto-nightofcourse?\"

  \"Yes,sir-ee!Shegotmeaseat,thirdrowfromthefront,middlesection,soIcansee,andshe\'sgoingtowinkatme,aftershegetsherspeechoffhermind。

  Shekissedme,too!She\'saperfectlady,Elnorais。

  I\'mgoingtomarryherwhenIambigenough。\"

  \"Whyisn\'tthatsplendid!\"laughedtheBirdWomanasshehurriedupstairs。

  \"Dear!\"shecalled。\"Hereisanothergiftforyou。\"

  Elnorawashalfdisrobedasshetookthepackageand,sittingonacouch,openedit。TheBirdWomanbentoverherandtestedthefabricwithherfingers。

  \"Why,blessmysoul!\"shecried。\"Hand-woven,hand-

  embroideredlinen,fineassilk。It\'spriceless\'Ihaven\'tseensuchthingsinyears。MymotherhadgarmentslikethosewhenIwasachild,butmysistershadthemcutupforcollars,belts,andfancywaistswhileIwassmall。

  Lookattheexquisitework!\"

  \"Wherecouldithavecomefrom?\"criedElnora。

  Sheshookoutapetticoat,withahand-wroughtruffleafootdeep,thenanold-fashionedchemisetheneckandsleeveworkofwhichwaselaborateandperfectlywrought。

  Onthebreastwaspinnedanotethatshehastilyopened。

  \"Iwasmarriedinthese,\"itread,\"andIhadintendedtobeburiedinthem,butperhapsitwouldbemoresensibleforyoutograduateandgetmarriedinthemyourself,ifyoulike。Yourmother。\"

  \"Frommymother!\"Wide-eyed,ElnoralookedattheBirdWoman。\"Ineverinmylifesawthelike。

  MotherdoesthingsIthinkInevercanforgive,andwhenIfeelhardest,sheturnsaroundanddoessomethingthatmakesmethinkshejustmustlovemealittlebit,afterall。

  Anyofthegirlswouldgivealmostanythingtograduateinhand-embroideredlinenlikethat。Moneycan\'tbuysuchthings。AndtheycamewhenIwasthinkingshedidn\'tcarewhatbecameofme。Doyousupposeshecanbeinsane?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"Wildlyinsane,ifshedoesnotloveyouandcarewhatbecomesofyou。\"

  Elnoraaroseandheldthepetticoattoher。\"Willyoulookatit?\"shecried。\"Onlyimaginehernotgettingmydressready,andthensendingmesuchapetticoatasthis!

  Ellenwouldpayfiftydollarsforitandneverblink。

  Isupposemotherhashaditallmylife,andIneversawitbefore。\"

  \"Gotakeyourbathandputonthosethings,\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"Forgeteverythingandbehappy。Sheisnotinsane。Sheisembittered。Shedidnotunderstandhowthingswouldbe。Whenshesaw,shecameatoncetoprovideyouadress。Thisisherwayofsayingsheissorryshedidnotgettheother。Younoticeshehasnotspentanymoney,soperhapssheisquitehonestinsayingshehasnone。\"

  \"Oh,sheishonest!\"saidElnora。\"Shewouldn\'tcareenoughtotellanuntruth。She\'dsayjusthowthingswere,nomatterwhathappened。\"

  SoonElnorawasreadyforherdress。Sheneverhadlookedsowellaswhensheagainheadedtheprocessionalacrosstheflowerandpalmdeckedstageofthehighschoolauditorium。AsshesatthereshecouldhavereachedoveranddroppedaroseshecarriedintotheseatshehadoccupiedthatSeptembermorningwhensheenteredthehighschool。Shespokethefewwordsshehadtosayinbehalfoftheclassbeautifully,hadthetinywinkreadyforBilly,andthesmileandnodofrecognitionforWesleyandMargaret。Whenatlastshelookedintotheeyesofawhite-facedwomannextthem,sheslippedahandtohersideandraisedherskirtthefractionofaninch,justenoughtolettheembroiderededgeofapetticoatshowatrifle。Whenshesawthelookofreliefwhichfloodedhermother\'sface,Elnoraknewthatforgivenesswasinherheart,andthatshewouldgohomeinthemorning。

  Itwaslateafternoonbeforeshearrived,andadrayfollowedwithaloadofpackages。Mrs。Comstockwasoverwhelmed。ShesathalfdazedandmadeElnorashowhereachcostlyandbeautifulorsimpleandusefulgift,tellhercarefullywhatitwasandfromwhereitcame。

  ShestudiedthefacesofElnora\'sparticularfriends。

  Thegiftsfromthemhadtobesetinagroup。Severaltimesshestartedtospeakandthenstopped。Atlast,betweenherdrylips,cameaharshwhisper。

  \"Elnora,whatdidyougivebackforthesethings?\"

  \"I\'llshowyou,\"saidElnoracheerfully。\"ImadethesamegiftsfortheBirdWoman,AuntMargaretandyouifyoucareforit。ButIhavetorunupstairstogetit。\"

  Whenshereturnedshehandedhermotheranoblongframe,handcarved,enclosingElnora\'spicture,takenbyaschoolmate\'scamera。Sheworeherstorm-coatandcarriedadrippingumbrella。Fromunderitlookedherbrightface;

  herbooksandlunchboxwereonherarm,andacrossthebottomoftheframewascarved,\"YourCountryClassmate。\"

  Thensheofferedanotherframe。

  \"Iamstrongonframes,\"shesaid。\"TheyseemedtobethebestIcoulddowithoutmoney。Ilocatedthemapleandtheblackwalnutmyself,inalittlecornerthathadbeenoverlookedbetweentheriverandtheditch。

  Theydidn\'tseemtobelongtoanyonesoIjusttookthem。

  UncleWesleysaiditwasallright,andhecutandhauledthemforme。Igavethemillhalfofeachtreeforsawingandcuringtheremainder。ThenIgavethewood-carverhalfofthatformakingmyframes。Aphotographergavemealotofspoiledplates,andIboiledofftheemulsion,andtookthespecimensIframedfrommystuff。Themansaidthewhiteframeswereworththreeandahalf,andtheblackonesfive。Iexchangedthoselittleframedpicturesforthephotographsoftheothers。Forpresents,Igaveeachoneofmycrowdonelikethis,onlyadifferentmoth。

  TheBirdWomangavemethebirchbark。Shegotitupnorthlastsummer。\"

  Elnorahandedhermotherahandsomeblack-walnutframeafootandahalfwidebytwolong。Itfinishedasmall,shallowglass-coveredboxofbirchbark,tothebottomofwhichclungabignightmothwithdelicatepalegreenwingsandlongexquisitetrailers。

  \"SoyouseeIdidnothavetobeashamedofmygifts,\"

  saidElnora。\"Imadethemmyselfandraisedandmountedthemoths。\"

  \"Moth,youcallit,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"I\'veseenafewofthethingsbefore。\"

  \"TheyarenumerousarounduseveryJunenight,oratleasttheyusedtobe,\"saidElnora。\"I\'vesoldhundredsofthem,withbutterflies,dragonflies,andotherspecimens。

  Now,Imustputawaytheseandgettowork,foritisalmostJuneandthereareafewmoreIwantdreadfully。

  IfIfindthemIwillbepaidsomemoneyforwhichIhavebeenworking。\"

  Shewasafraidtosaycollegeatthattime。Shethoughtitwouldbebettertowaitafewdaysandseeifanopportunitywouldnotcomewhenitwouldworkinmorenaturally。

  Besides,unlessshecouldsecuretheYellowEmperorsheneededtocompletehercollection,shecouldnottalkcollegeuntilshewasofage,forshewouldhavenomoney。

  CHAPTERXII

  WHEREINMARGARETSINTONREVEALSASECRET,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKPOSSESSESTHELIMBERLOST

  Elnora,bringmethetowel,quick!\"criedMrsComstock。

  \"Inaminute,mother,\"mumbledElnora。

  Shewasstandingbeforethekitchenmirror,tyingthebackpartofherhair,whilethefrontturnedoverherface。

  \"Hurry!There\'savarmintofsomekind!\"

  Elnoraranintothesitting-roomandthrusttheheavykitchentowelintohermother\'shand。Mrs。Comstockswungopenthescreendoorandstruckatsomeobject,Elnoratossedthehairfromherfacesothatshecouldseepasthermother。Thegirlscreamedwildly。

  \"Don\'t!Mother,don\'t!\"

  Mrs。Comstockstruckagain。Elnoracaughtherarm。

  \"It\'stheoneIwant!It\'sworthalotofmoney!

  Don\'t!Oh,youshallnot!\"

  \"Shan\'t,missy?\"blazedMrs。Comstock。\"Whendidyougettobossingme?\"

  Thehandthatheldthescreensweptahalf-circleandstoppedatElnora\'scheek。Shestaggeredwiththeblow,andacrossherface,paledwithexcitement,aredmarkaroserapidly。Thescreenslammedshut,throwingthecreatureonthefloorbeforethem。InstantlyMrs。

  Comstockcrusheditwithherfoot。Elnorasteppedback。

  Exceptingtheredmark,herfacewasverywhite。

  \"ThatwasthelastmothIneeded,\"shesaid,\"tocompleteacollectionworththreehundreddollars。You\'veruineditbeforemyeyes!\"

  \"Moth!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Yousaythatbecauseyouaremad。Mothshavebigwings。Iknowamoth!\"

  \"I\'vekeptthingsfromyou,\"saidElnora,\"becauseI

  didn\'tdareconfideinyou。Youhadnosympathywithme。

  ButyouknowInevertoldyouuntruthsinallmylife。\"

  \"It\'snomoth!\"reiteratedMrs。Comstock。

  \"Itis!\"criedElnora。\"It\'sfromacaseintheground。

  Itswingstaketwoorthreehourstoexpandandharden。\"

  \"IfIhadknownitwasamoth——\"Mrs。Comstockwavered。

  \"Youdidknow!Itoldyou!Ibeggedyoutostop!

  Itmeantjustthreehundreddollarstome。\"

  \"Bah!Threehundredfiddlesticks!\"

  \"Theyarewhathavepaidforbooks,tuition,andclothesforthepastfouryears。TheyarewhatIcouldhavestartedontocollege。You\'veruinedtheveryoneIneeded。

  Younevermadeanypretenceoflovingme。AtlastI\'llbeequallyfrankwithyou。Ihateyou!Youareaselfish,wickedwoman!Ihateyou!\"

  Elnoraturned,wentthroughthekitchenandfromthebackdoor。Shefollowedthegardenpathtothegateandwalkedtowardtheswampashortdistancewhenreactionovertookher。Shedroppedonthegroundandleanedagainstabiglog。Whenalittlechild,desperateasnow,shehadtriedtodiebyholdingherbreath。Shehadthoughtinthatwaytomakehermothersorry,butshehadlearnedthatlifewasathingthrustuponherandshecouldnotleaveitatherwish。

  Shewassostunnedoverthelossofthatmoth,whichshehadchildishlynamedtheYellowEmperor,thatshescarcelyrememberedtheblow。Shehadthoughtnoluckinalltheworldwouldbesorareastocompletehercollection;nowshehadbeenforcedtoseeasplendidImperialisdestroyedbeforeher。Therewasapossibilitythatshecouldfindanother,butshewasfacingthecertaintythattheoneshemighthavehadandwithwhichsheundoubtedlycouldhaveattractedothers,wasspoiledbyhermother。HowlongshesatthereElnoradidnotknoworcare。Shesimplysufferedindumb,abjectmisery,anoccasionaldrysobshakingher。AuntMargaretwasright。

  Elnorafeltthatmorningthathermotherneverwouldbeanydifferent。Thegirlhadreachedtheplacewheresherealizedthatshecouldendureitnolonger。

  AsElnoralefttheroom,Mrs。Comstocktookonestepafterher。

  \"Youlittlehuzzy!\"shegasped。

  ButElnorawasgone。Hermotherstoodstaring。

  \"Sheneverdidlietome,\"shemuttered。\"Iguessitwasamoth。Andtheonlyonesheneededtogetthreehundreddollars,shesaid。IwishIhadn\'tbeensofast!

  Ineversawanythinglikeit。Ithoughtitwassomedeadly,stinging,bitingthing。Abodydoeshavetobemightycarefulhere。ButlikelyI\'vespiltthemilknow。

  Pshaw!Shecanfindanother!There\'snousetobefoolish。

  Maybemothsarelikesnakes,wherethere\'sone,therearetwo。\"

  Mrs。Comstocktookthebroomandsweptthemothoutofthedoor。Thenshegotdownonherkneesandcarefullyexaminedthesteps,logsandtheearthoftheflowerbedsateachside。Shefoundtheplacewherethecreaturehademergedfromtheground,andthehard,dark-browncasewhichhadenclosedit,stillwetinside。

  ThensheknewElnorahadbeenright。Itwasamoth。

  Itswingshadbeendampandnotexpanded。Mrs。Comstockneverbeforehadseenoneinthatstate,andshedidnotknowhowtheyoriginated。Shehadthoughtallofthemcamefromcasesspunontreesoragainstwallsorboards。Shehadseenonlyenoughtoknowthatthereweresuchthings;asaflashofwhitetoldherthatanerminewasonherpremises,orasharp\"buzzzzz\"warnedherofarattler。

  SoitwasfromcreatureslikethatElnorahadsecuredherschoolmoney。Inonesickeningsweepthererushedintotheheartofthewomanafullrealizationofthewidthofthegulfthatseparatedherfromherchild。

  Latelymanythingshadpointedtowardit,nonemoreplainlythanwhenElnora,likeareincarnationofherfather,hadstoodfearlesslybeforealargecityaudienceandplayedwithevengreaterskillthanhe,onwhatMrs。Comstockfeltverycertainwashisviolin。Butthatlittlecrawlingcreatureofearth,crushedbyherbeforeitssplendidyellowandlavenderwingscouldspreadandcarryitintothemysteryofnight,hadperformedamiracle。

  \"Wearenearerstrangerstoeachotherthanwearewithanyoftheneighbours,\"shemuttered。

  SooneoftheAlmighty\'smostdelicateandbeautifulcreationswassacrificedwithoutfulfillingthelaw,yetnoneofitsspecieseverservedsogloriousacause,foratlastMrs。Comstock\'sinnervisionhadcleared。Shewentthroughthecabinmechanically。EveryfewminutessheglancedtowardthebackwalktoseeifElnorawerecoming。SheknewarrangementshadbeenmadewithMargarettogotothecitysometimethatday,soshegrewmorenervousanduneasyeverymoment。ShewashauntedbythefearthattheblowmightdiscolourElnora\'scheek;thatshewouldtellMargaret。Shewentdownthebackwalk,lookingintentlyinalldirections,leftthegardenandfollowedtheswamppath。Herstepwasnoiselessonthesoft,blackearth,andsoonshecamecloseenoughtoseeElnora。Mrs。Comstockstoodlookingatthegirlintroubleduncertainty。Notknowingwhattosay,atlastsheturnedandwentbacktothecabin。

  Nooncameandsheprepareddinner,calling,asshealwaysdid,whenElnorawasinthegarden,butshegotnoresponse,andthegirldidnotcome。Alittleafteroneo\'clockMargaretstoppedatthegate。

  \"Elnorahaschangedhermind。Sheisnotgoing,\"

  calledMrs。Comstock。

  ShefeltthatshehatedMargaretasshehitchedherhorseandcameupthewalkinsteadofdrivingon。

  \"Youmustbemistaken,\"saidMargaret。\"Iwasgoingonpurposeforher。Sheaskedmetotakeher。

  Ihadnoerrand。Whereisshe?\"

  \"Iwillcallher,\"saidMrs。Comstock。

  Shefollowedthepathagain,andthistimefoundElnorasittingonthelog。Herfacewasswollenanddiscoloured,andhereyesredwithcrying。Shepaidnoattentiontohermother。

  \"MagSintonishere,\"saidMrs。Comstockharshly。

  \"Itoldheryouhadchangedyourmind,butshesaidyouaskedhertogowithyou,andshehadnothingtogoforherself。\"

  Elnoraarose,recklesslywadedthroughthedeepswampgrassesandsoreachedthepathaheadofhermother。

  Mrs。Comstockfollowedasfarasthegarden,butshecouldnotenterthecabin。Shebusiedherselfamongthevegetables,barelylookingupwhentheback-doorscreenslammednoisily。MargaretSintonapproachedcolourless,hereyessoangrythatMrs。Comstockshrankback。

  \"What\'sthematterwithElnora\'sface?\"demandedMargaret。

  Mrs。Comstockmadenoreply。

  \"Youstruckher,didyou?\"

  \"Ithoughtyouwasn\'tblind!\"

  \"Ihavebeen,fortwentylongyearsnow,KateComstock,\"

  saidMargaretSinton,\"butmyeyesareopenatlast。

  WhatIseeisthatI\'vedoneyounogoodandElnoraabigwrong。Ihadanideathatitwouldkillyoutoknow,butIguessyouaretoughenoughtostandanything。

  Killorcure,yougetitnow!\"

  \"Whatareyoufrothingabout?\"coollyaskedMrs。Comstock。

  \"You!\"criedMargaret。\"You!Thewomanwhodoesn\'tpretendtoloveheronlychild。Wholetshergrowtoawoman,asyouhaveletElnora,andcan\'tbesatisfiedwitheverysortofneglect,butmustaddabuseyet;

  andallforafoolideaaboutamanwhowasn\'tworthhissalt!\"

  Mrs。Comstockpickedupahoe。

  \"Gorighton!\"shesaid。\"Emptyyourself。It\'sthelastthingyou\'lleverdo!\"

  \"ThenI\'llmakeatidyjobofit,\"saidMargaret。

  \"You\'llnottouchme。You\'llstandthereandhearthetruthatlast,andbecauseIdarefaceyouandtellit,youwillknowinyoursoulitistruth。WhenRobertComstockshavedthatquagmireouttheresoclosehewentin,hewantedtokeepyoufromknowingwherehewascomingfrom。He\'dbeentoseeElviraCarney。

  Theyhadplanstogotoadancethatnight——\"

  \"Closeyourlips!\"saidMrs。Comstockinavoiceofdeadlyquiet。

  \"YouknowIwouldn\'tdareopenthemifIwasn\'ttellingyouthetruth。IcanprovewhatIsay。IwascomingfromReeds。ItwashotinthewoodsandI

  stoppedatCarney\'sasIpassedforadrink。

  Elvira\'sbedriddenoldmotherheardme,andshewassocrazyforsomeonetotalkwith,Isteppedinaminute。

  IsawRobertcomedownthepath。Elvirasawhim,too,sosheranoutofthehousetoheadhimoff。Itlookedfunny,andIjustdeliberatelymovedwhereIcouldseeandhear。

  Hebroughtherhisviolin,andtoldhertogetreadyandmeethiminthewoodswithitthatnight,andtheywouldgotoadance。Shetookitandhiditinthelofttothewell-houseandpromisedshe\'dgo。\"

  \"Areyoudone?\"demandedMrs。Comstock。

  \"No。Iamgoingtotellyouthewholestory。Youdon\'tspareElnoraanything。Ishan\'tspareyou。Ihadn\'tbeenherethatday,butIcantellyoujusthowhewasdressed,whichwayhewentandeverywordtheysaid,thoughtheythoughtIwasbusywithhermotherandwouldn\'tnoticethem。Putdownyourhoe,Kate。

  IwenttoElvira,toldherwhatIknewandmadehergivemeComstock\'sviolinforElnoraoverthreeyearsago。

  She\'sbeenplayingiteversince。Iwon\'tseeherslightedandabusedanotherdayonaccountofamanwhowouldhavebrokenyourheartifhehadlived。

  Sixmonthsmorewouldhaveshowedyouwhateverybodyelseknew。Hewasoneofthosemenwhocouldn\'ttrusthimself,andsonowomanwassafewithhim。Now,willyoudropgrievingoverhim,anddoElnorajustice?\"

  Mrs。Comstockgraspedthehoetighterandturningshewentdownthewalk,andstartedacrossthewoodstothehomeofElviraCarney。Withavertedheadshepassedthepool,steadilypursuingherway。ElviraCarney,hangingtowelsacrossthebackfence,sawhercomingandwenttowardthegatetomeether。Twentyyearsshehaddreadedthatvisit。SinceMargaretSintonhadcompelledhertoproducetheviolinshehadhiddensolong,becauseshewasafraidtodestroyit,shehadcomecloserexpectationthandread。Thewagesofsinarethehardestdebtsonearthtopay,andtheyarealwayscollectedatinconvenienttimesandunexpectedplaces。

  Mrs。Comstock\'sfaceandhairweresowhite,thatherdarkeyesseemedburnedintotheirsetting。Silentlyshestaredatthewomanbeforeheralongtime。

  \"Imighthavesavedmyselfthetroubleofcoming,\"

  shesaidatlast,\"Iseeyouareguiltyassin!\"

  \"WhathasMagSintonbeentellingyou?\"pantedthemiserablewoman,grippingthefence。

  \"Thetruth!\"answeredMrs。Comstocksuccinctly。

  \"Guiltisineverylineofyourface,inyoureyes,alloveryourwretchedbody。IfI\'dtakenagoodlookatyouanytimeinallthesepastyears,nodoubtIcouldhaveseenitjustasplainasIcannow。Nowomanormancandowhatyou\'vedone,andnotgetamarksetonthemforeveryonetoread。\"

  \"Mercy!\"gaspedweaklittleElviraCarney。\"Havemercy!\"

  \"Mercy?\"scoffedMrs。Comstock。\"Mercy!That\'sanicewordfromyou!Howmuchmercydidyouhaveonme?Where\'sthemercythatsentComstocktotheslimeofthebottomlessquagmire,andleftmetoseeit,andthenstruggleoninagonyalltheseyears?

  Howaboutthemercyoflettingmeneglectmybabyallthedaysofherlife?Mercy!Doyoureallydareusethewordtome?\"

  \"IfyouknewwhatI\'vesuffered!\"

  \"Suffered?\"jeeredMrs。Comstock。\"That\'sinteresting。

  Andpray,whathaveyousuffered?\"

  \"Alltheneighbourshavesuspectedandbeendownonme。Iain\'thadafriend。I\'vealwaysfeltguiltyofhisdeath!I\'veseenhimgodownathousandtimes,plainaseveryoudid。Many\'sthenightI\'vestoodontheotherbankofthatpoolandlistenedtoyou,andItriedtothrowmyselfintokeepfromhearingyou,butI

  didn\'tdare。IknewGodwouldsendmetoburnforever,butI\'dbetterdoneit;fornow,Hehassettheburningonmybody,andeveryhouritisslowlyeatingthelifeoutofme。Thedoctorsaysit\'sacancer——\"

  Mrs。Comstockexhaledalongbreath。Hergriponthehoerelaxedandherstatureliftedtotoweringheight。

  \"Ididn\'tknow,orcare,whenIcamehere,justwhatI

  did,\"shesaid。\"Butmywayisbeginningtoclear。Iftheguiltofyoursoulhascometoahead,inacanceronyourbody,itlooksasiftheAlmightydidn\'tneedanyofmyhelpinmetingoutHispunishments。Ireallycouldn\'tfixupanythingtocomeanywherenearthat。Ifyouaregoingtoburnuntilyourlifegoesoutwiththatsortoffire,youdon\'towemeanything!\"

  \"Oh,KatharineComstock!\"groanedElviraCarney,clingingtothefenceforsupport。

  \"LooksasiftheBibleisrightwhenitsays,`Thewagesofsinisdeath,\'doesn\'tit?\"askedMrs。Comstock。

  \"Insteadofdoingawoman\'sworkinlife,youchosethesmileofinvitation,andthedressofunearnedcloth。

  Nowyoutellmeyouaremarkedtoburntodeathwiththeunquenchablefire。Andhim!Itwasshorterwithhim,butletmetellyouhegothisshare!Heleftmewithanuntruthonhislips,forhetoldmehewasgoingtotakehisviolintoOnabashaforanewkey,whenhecarriedittoyou。Everyvowofloveandconstancyheevermademewasalie,afterhetouchedyourlips,sowhenhetriedthewrongsideofthequagmire,tohidefrommethedirectioninwhichhewascoming,itreachedoutforhim,anditgothim。Itdidn\'thurry,either!Itsuckedhimdown,slowanddeliberate。\"

  \"Mercy!\"groanedElviraCarney。\"Mercy!\"

  \"Idon\'tknowtheword,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Youtookallthatoutofmelongago。Thepasttwentyyearshaven\'tbeenofthesortthattaughtmercy。I\'veneverhadanyonmyselfandnoneonmychild。Whyinthenameofjustice,shouldIhavemercyonyou,oronhim?

  YouwerebotholderthanI,bothstrong,sanepeople,youdeliberatelychoseyourcoursewhenyouluredhim,andhe,whenhewasunfaithfultome。WhenaLooseManandaLightWomanfacetheendtheAlmightyordainedforthem,whyshouldtheyshoutatmeformercy?WhatdidIhavetodowithit?\"

  ElviraCarneysobbedinpantinggasps。

  \"You\'vegottears,haveyou?\"marvelledMrs。Comstock。

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