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  \"Youshallnotsayit,\"sheinterruptedher。\"Iwill。Thereisareasonnowwhyyoucannotstayhere——whyyoushallnotstayhere。ThatwaswhyIbeggedyoutogo。Youmustgo,evenifIstaybehindalone。\"

  NeverhadthebeautifulMissVanderpoel’seyeswornsofullytheirlookofbeingbluebellsunderwater。Thatthistimidcreatureshouldsostandatbaytodefendherwasmoremovingthananythingelsecouldhavebeen。

  \"Thankyou,Rosy——thankyou,\"sheanswered。\"Butyoushallnotbeleftalone。Youmustgo,too。Thereisnootherway。Difficultieswillbemadeforus,butwemustfacethem。Fatherwillseethesituationfromapracticalman’sstandpoint。Menknowthethingsothermencannotdo。

  Womendon’t。Generallytheyknownothingaboutthelawandcanbebulliedintofeelingthatitisdangerousandcompromisingtoinquireintoit。Nigelhasalwaysseenthatitwaseasytomanagewomen。Astrongbusinessmanwhohasmoreexactlegalinformationthanhehashimselfwillbeanewfactortodealwith。Andhecannotmakeobjectionablelovetohim。Itisbecauseheknowsthesethingsthathesaysthatmysendingforfatherwillbeadeclarationofwar。\"

  \"Didhesaythat?\"alittlebreathlessly。

  \"Yes,andItoldhimthatitneednotbeso。Buthewouldnotlisten。\"

  \"Andyouaresurefatherwillcome?\"

  \"Iamsure。Inaweekortwohewillbehere。\"

  LadyAnstruthers’lipsshook,hereyesliftedthemselvestoBetty’sinatouchinglydistressedappeal。Hadhermomentarycouragefledbeyondrecall?Ifso,thatwouldbetheworstcomingtotheworst,indeed。Yetitwasnotordinaryfearwhichexpresseditselfinherface,butadeeperpiteousness,asuddenhopelesspain,bafflingbecauseitseemedanewemotion,orperhapstheupheavalofanoldonelongandcarefullyhidden。

  \"Youwillbebrave?\"Bettyappealedtoher。\"Youwillnotgiveway,Rosy?\"

  \"Yes,Imustbebrave——Iamnotillnow。Imustnotfailyou——Iwon’t,Betty,but————\"

  Sheslippedupontheflooranddroppedherfaceuponthegirl’sknee,sobbing。

  Bettybentoverher,puttingherarmsroundtheheavingshoulders,andpleadingwithhertospeak。Wastheresomethingmoretobetold,somethingshedidnotknow?

  \"Yes,yes。Oh,Ioughttohavetoldyoulongago——butI

  havealwaysbeenafraidandashamed。Ithasmadeeverythingsomuchworse。Iwasafraidyouwouldnotunderstandandwouldthinkmewicked——wicked。\"

  ItwasBettywhonowlostashadeofcolour。Butsheheldtheslimlittlebodycloserandkissedhersister’scheek。

  \"Whathaveyoubeenafraidandashamedtotellme?Donotbeashamedanymore。Youmustnothideanything,nomatterwhatitis,Rosy。Ishallunderstand。\"

  \"IknowImustnothideanything,nowthatallisoverandfatheriscoming。Itis——itisaboutMr。Ffolliott。\"

  \"Mr。Ffolliott?\"repeatedBettyquitesoftly。

  LadyAnstruthers’face,liftedwithdesperateeffort,waslikeaweepingchild’s。Somuchsoinitstear—wetsimplenessandutterlackofanyeffortatconcealment,thatafteronequicklookatitBetty’shastenedpulsesceasedtobeatatdouble—quicktime。

  \"Tellme,dear,\"shealmostwhispered。

  \"Mr。Ffolliotthimselfdoesnotknow——andIcouldnothelpit。HewaskindtomewhenIwasdyingofunkindness。Youdon’tknowwhatitwasliketobedrowninginlonelinessandmisery,andtoseeonegoodhandstretchedouttohelpyou。

  Beforehewentaway——oh,Betty,IknowitwasawfulbecauseIwasmarried!——Ibegantocareforhimverymuch,andI

  havecaredforhimeversince。Icannotstopmyselfcaring,eventhoughIamterrified。\"

  Bettykissedheragainwithapassionoftenderpity。Poorlittle,simpleRosy,too!Thetidehadcreptaroundheralso,andhadsweptheroffherfeet,tossingheruponitssurflikeawispofseaweedandbearinghereachdayfartherfromfirmshore。

  \"Donotbeterrified,\"shesaid。\"Youneedonlybeafraidif——ifyouhadtoldhim。\"

  \"Hewillneverknow——never。Onceinthemiddleofthenight,\"therewasanguishinthedelicateface,pureanguish,\"astrangeloudcrywakenedme,anditwasImyselfwhohadcriedout——becauseinmysleepithadcomehometomethattheyearswouldgoonandon,andatlastsomedayhewoulddieandgooutoftheworld——andIshoulddieandgooutoftheworld。Andhewouldneverknow——evenKNOW。\"

  Betty’sclaspofherloosenedandshesatverystill,lookingstraightbeforeherintosomeunseenplace。

  \"Yes,\"shesaidinvoluntarily。\"Yes,_I_know——Iknow——I

  know。\"

  LadyAnstruthersfellbackalittletogazeather。

  \"YOUknow?YOUknow?\"shebreathed。\"Betty?\"

  ButBettyatfirstdidnotspeak。Herlovelyeyesdweltonthefar—awayplace。

  \"Betty,\"whisperedRosy,\"doyouknowwhatyouhavesaid?\"

  Thelovelyeyesturnedslowlytowardsher,andthesoftcornersofBetty’smouthdeepenedinacuriousunsteadiness。

  \"Yes。Ididnotintendtosayit。Butitistrue。_I_know——

  Iknow——Iknow。Donotaskmehow。\"

  Rosalieflungherarmsroundherwaistandforamomenthidherface。

  \"YOU!YOU!\"shemurmured,butstoppedherselfalmostassheutteredtheexclamation。\"Iwillnotaskyou,\"shesaidwhenshespokeagain。\"ButnowIshallnotbesoashamed。

  Youareabeautyandwonderful,andIamnot;butifyouKNOW,thatmakesusalmostthesame。YouwillunderstandwhyIbrokedown。ItwasbecauseIcouldnotbeartothinkofwhatwillhappen。Ishallbesavedandtakenhome,butNigelwillwreakrevengeonHIM。AndIshallbetheshamethatisputuponhim——onlybecausehewaskind——KIND。Whenfathercomesitwillallbegin。\"Shewrungherhands,becomingalmosthysterical。

  \"Hush,\"saidBetty。\"Hush!AmanlikethatCANNOT

  behurt,evenbyamanlikeNigel。Thereisawayout——

  thereIS。Oh,Rosy,wemustBELIEVEit。\"

  Shesoothedandcaressedherandledherontorelievingherlonglocked—upmiserybyspeech。Itwaseasytoseethewaysinwhichherfeelinghadmadeherlifehardertobear。Shewasasinexperiencedasagirl,andhadaccusedherselfcruelly。

  WhenNigelhadtormentedherwithevil,carefullychosentaunts,shehadfelthalfguiltyandhadcolouredscarletorturnedpale,afraidtomeethissneeringlysmilingface。Shehadtriedtoforgetthekindvoice,thekindly,understandingeyes,andhadblamedherselfasacriminalbecauseshecouldnot。

  \"Ihadnothingelsetoremember——butunhappiness——anditseemedasifIcouldnothelpbutrememberHIM,\"shesaidassimplyastheRosywhohadleftNewYorkatnineteenmighthavesaidit。\"Iwasafraidtotrustmyselftospeakhisname。

  WhenNigelmadeinsultingspeechesIcouldnotanswerhim,andheusedtosaythatwomenwhohadadventuresshouldtraintheirfacesnottobetraythemeverytimetheywerelookedat。

  \"Oh!\"brokefromBetty’slips,andshestooduponthehearthandthrewoutherhands。\"IwishthatforonedayImightbeaman——andyourbrotherinsteadofyoursister!\"

  \"Why?\"

  Bettysmiledstrangely——asmilewhichwasnotamused——

  whichwasperhapsnotasmileatall。Hervoiceassheansweredwasatoncelowandtense。

  \"Because,thenIshouldknowwhattodo。Whenamalecreaturecannotbereachedthroughmanhoodordecencyorshame,thereisonewayinwhichhecanbepunished。Aman——arealman——shouldtakehimbyhisthroatandlashhimwithawhip——whileotherslookon——lashhimuntilhehowlsaloudlikeadog。\"

  Shehadnotexpectedtosayit,butshehadsaidit。LadyAnstrutherslookedatherfascinated,andthenshecoveredherfacewithherhands,huddlingherselfinaheapasshekneltontherug,lookingsingularlysmallandfrail。

  \"Betty,\"shesaidpresently,inanew,awfullittlevoice,\"I——Iwilltellyousomething。IneverthoughtIshoulddaretotellanyonealive。Ihaveshudderedatitmyself。Therehavebeendays——awful,helplessdays,whenIwassuretherewasnohopeformeinalltheworld——whendeepdowninmysoulIunderstoodwhatwomenfeltwhentheyMURDEREDpeople——crepttothemintheirwickedsleepandSTRUCKthemagain——andagain——andagain。Likethat!\"Shesatupsuddenly,asifshedidnotknowwhatshewasdoing,anduncoveringherlittleghastlyfacestruckdownwardthreefiercetimesatnothingness——butasifitwerenotnothingness,andasifsheheldsomethinginherhand。

  Therewashorrorinit——Bettysprangatthehandandcaughtit。

  \"No!no!\"shecriedout。\"PoorlittleRosy!DarlinglittleRosy!No!no!no!\"

  ThatinstantLadyAnstrutherslookedupathershockedandawake。ShewasRosyagain,andclungtoher,holdingtoherdress,piteousandpanting。

  \"No!no!\"shesaid。\"Whenitcametomeinthenight——

  itwasalwaysinthenight——Iusedtogetoutofbedandpraythatitmightnever,nevercomeagain,andthatImightbeforgiven——justforgiven。ItwastoohorriblethatIshouldevenUNDERSTANDitsowell。\"Awoeful,wrylittlesmiletwistedhermouth。\"Iwasnotbraveenoughtohavedoneit。IcouldneverhaveDONEit,Betty;butthethoughtwasthere——itwasthere!Iusedtothinkithadmadeablackmarkonmysoul。\"……

  Thelettertooklongtowrite。Itledaconsecutivestoryuptothepointwhereitculminatedinasituationwhichpresenteditselfasnolongertobedealtwithbymeansathand。

  Partsofthestorypreviouslettershadrelated,thoughsomeofthemithadnotseemedabsolutelynecessarytorelateindetail。

  Nowtheymustbemadeclear,andBettymadethemso。

  \"Becauseyoutrustedmeyoumademetrustmyself,\"wasoneofthethingsshewrote。\"ForsometimeIfeltthatitwasbesttofightformyownhandwithouttroublingyou。I

  hopedperhapsImightbeabletoleadthingstoadecoroussortofissue。IsawthatsecretlyRosyhopedandprayedthatitmightbepossible。Shegaveupexpectinghappinessbeforeshewastwenty,andmeredecentpeacewouldhaveseemedheaventoher,ifshecouldhavebeenallowedsometimestoseethoseshelovedandlongedfor。NowthatImustgiveupmyhope——whichwasperhapsaratherfoolishone——andnowthatI

  cannotremainatStornham,shewouldhavenodefenceatallifshewereleftalone。Herconditionwouldbemorehopelessthanbefore,becauseNigelwouldneverforgetthatwehadtriedtorescueherandhadfailed。IfIwereaman,orifI

  wereverymucholder,Ineednotbeactuallydrivenaway,butasitisIthinkthatyoumustcomeandtakethematterintoyourownhands。\"

  Shehadremainedinhersister’sroomuntillongaftermidnight,andbythetimetheAmericanletterwascompletedandsealed,apaletouchofdawninglightwasshowingitself。Sherose,andgoingtothewindowdrewtheblindupandlookedout。Thelookingoutmadeheropenthewindow,andwhenshehaddonesoshestoodfeelingthealmostunearthlyfreshnessofthemorningabouther。Themysteryofthefirstfaintlightwasalmostunearthly,too。Treesandshrubswerebeginningtotakeformandoutlinethemselvesagainstthestillpallorofthedawn。Beforelongthewakingofthebirdswouldbegin——abriefchirpingnotehereandtherebreakingthesilenceandwarningtheworldwithfaintinsistencethatithadbeguntoliveagainandmustbestiritself。Shehadgotoutofherbedsometimesonasummermorningtowatchthebeautyofit,toseetheflowersgraduallyrevealtheircolourtotheeye,tohearthewarmlynestingthingsbegintheirjoyousday。Therewerefewerbirdsoundsnow,andthegardenbedswereautumnal。

  Buthowbeautifulitallwas!Howwonderfullifeinsuchaplacemightbeifflowersandbirdsandsweepofsward,andmassofstately,broad—branchedtrees,werepartsofthehomeonelovedandwhichsurelywouldinitsownwayloveoneinreturn。Butsoonallthisphaseoflifewouldbeover。Rosalie,oncesafeathome,wouldlookback,rememberingtheplacewithashudder。AsUghtredgrewolderthepassingofyearswoulddimmiserablechildmemories,andwhenhisinheritancefelltohimhemightreturntoseeitwithhappiereyes。ShebegantopicturetoherselfRosy’svoyageintheshipwhichwouldcarryheracrosstheAtlantictohermotherandthescenesconnectedinhermindonlywithagirl’shappiness。Whatsoeverhappenedbeforeittookplace,thevoyagewouldbemadeintheend。AndRosaliewouldbelikeacreatureinadream——aheavenly,unbelievabledream。Bettycouldimaginehowshewouldlookwrappedupandsittinginhersteamerchair,gazingoutwithrapturouseyesupontheracingwaves\"Shewillbehappy,\"shethought。\"ButIshallnot。No,Ishallnot。\"

  Shedrewinthemorningairandunconsciouslyturnedtowardstheplacewhere,acrosstherisingandfallinglandsandbehindthetrees,sheknewthegreatwhitehousestoodfaraway,withwatchers’lightsshowingdimlybehindthelineofballroomwindows。

  \"Idonotknowhowsuchathingcouldbe!Idonotknowhowsuchathingcouldbe!\"shesaid。\"ItCOULDnot。\"Andsheliftedahighhead,notevenaskingherselfwhatremotesenseinherbeingsoobstinatelydefiedandthrewdowntheglovetoFate。

  Soundsgainacuriousdistinctnessandmeaninginthehourofthebreakofthedawn;insuchanhourtheyseemevenmoresignificantthansoundsheardinthedeadofnight。Whenshehadgonetothewindowshehadfanciedthatsheheardsomethinginthecorridoroutsideherdoor,butwhenshehadlistenedtherehadbeenonlysilence。Nowtherewassoundagain——thatofasoftlymovedslipperedfoot。Shewenttotheroom’scentreandwaited。Yes,certainlysomethinghadstirredinthepassage。Shewenttothedooritself。Thedraggingstephadhesitated——stopped。CoulditbeRosaliewhohadcometoherforsomething。Foronesecondherimpulsewastoopenthedoorherself;thenext,shehadchangedhermindwithasenseofshock。Someonehadactuallytouchedthehandleandverydelicatelyturnedit。Itwasnotpleasanttostandlookingatitandseeitturn。Sheheardalow,evidentlyunintentionallyutteredexclamation,andsheturnedaway,andwithnoattemptatsofteningthesoundofherfootstepswalkedacrosstheroom,hotwithpassionatedisgust。Aswellasifshehadflungthedooropen,sheknewwhostoodoutside。ItwasNigelAnstruthers,haggardandunseemly,withburned—

  out,sleeplesseyesandbittenlip。

  Badandmadasshehadatlastseenthesituationtobe,itwasuglierandmoredesperatethanshecouldwellknow。

  CHAPTERXLV

  THEPASSINGBELL

  ThefollowingmorningSirNigeldidnotappearatthebreakfasttable。Hebreakfastedinhisownroom,anditbecameknownthroughoutthehouseholdthathehadsuddenlydecidedtogoaway,andhismanwaspackingforthejourney。

  WhatthejourneyorthereasonforitsbeingtakenhappenedtobewerethingsnotexplainedtoanyonebutLadyAnstruthers,atthedoorofwhosedressingroomheappearedwithoutwarning,justasshewasleavingit。

  Rosaliestartedwhenshefoundherselfconfrontinghim。Hiseyeslookedhotandhollowwithfeverishsleeplessness。

  \"Youlookill,\"sheexclaimedinvoluntarily。\"Youlookasifyouhadnotslept。\"

  \"Thankyou。Youalwaysencourageaman。Iamnotinthehabitofsleepingmuch,\"heanswered。\"Iamgoingawayformyhealth。Itisaswellyoushouldknow。IamgoingtolookupoldBroadmorlands。Iwanttoknowexactlywhereheis,incaseitbecomesnecessaryformetoseehim。IalsorequiresometriflingdataconnectedwithFfolliott。Ifyourfatheriscoming,itwillbeaswelltobeabletolaymyhandsonthings。YoucanexplaintoBetty。Good—morning。\"Hewaitedfornoreply,butwheeledaboutandlefther。

  Bettyherselfworeachangedfacewhenshecamedown。A

  cloudhadpassedoverherblooming,ascloudspassoveramorningskyanddimit。Rosalieaskedherselfifshehadnotnoticedsomethinglikethisbefore。Shebegantothinkshehad。Yes,shewassurethatatintervalstherehadbeenmomentswhenshehadglancedatthebrilliantfacewithanuneasyandyethalf—unrealisingsenseoflookingataglowinglighttemporarilywaning。Thefeelinghadbeenunrealisable,becauseitwasnottobeexplained。Bettywasneverill,shewasneverlow—

  spirited,shewasneveroutofhumourorafraidofthings——thatwaswhyitwassowonderfultolivewithher。But——yes,itwastrue——therehadbeendayswhenthestrong,finelightofherhadwaned。LadyAnstruthers’comprehensionofitarosenowfromhermemoryofthelookshehadseenthenightbeforeintheeyeswhichsuddenlyhadgazedstraightbeforeher,asintoanunknownplace。

  \"Yes,Iknow——Iknow——Iknow!\"Andthetoneinthegirl’svoicehadbeenoneRosyhadnotheardbefore。

  Slightwonder——ifyouKNEW——atanyoutwardchangewhichshoweditself,thoughinyourownmostdesperatedespite。ItwouldbesoevenwithBetty,who,inhersister’seyes,wasunlikeanyothercreature。Butperhapsitwouldbebettertomakenocomment。Tomakecommentwouldbealmostlikeaskingthequestionshehadbeenforbiddentoask。

  Whiletheservantswereintheroomduringbreakfasttheytalkedofcommonthings,resortingeventotheweatherandthenewsofthevillage。Afterwardstheypassedintothemorningroomtogether,andBettyputherarmaroundRosalieandkissedher。

  \"Nigelhassuddenlygoneaway,Ihear,\"shesaid。\"Doyouknowwherehehasgone?\"

  \"Hecametomydressing—roomtotellme。\"Bettyfeltthewholeslimbodystiffenitselfwithadeterminationtoseemcalm。\"HesaidhewasgoingtofindoutwheretheoldDukeofBroadmorlandswasstayingatpresent。\"

  \"Thereissomeforethoughtinthat,\"wasBetty’sanswer。\"HeisnotonsuchtermswiththeDukethathecanexpecttobereceivedasacasualvisitor。Itwillrequireaptcontrivancetoarrangeaninterview。Iwonderifhewillbeabletoaccomplishit?\"

  \"Yes,hewill,\"saidLadyAnstruthers。\"Ithinkhecanalwayscontrivethingslikethat。\"Shehesitatedamoment,andthenadded:\"HesaidalsothathewishedtofindoutcertainthingsaboutMr。Ffolliott——`triflingdata,’hecalledit——thathemightbeabletolayhishandsonthingsiffathercame。

  Hetoldmetoexplaintoyou。\"

  \"Thatwasintendedforataunt——butit’sawarning,\"Bettysaid,thinkingthethingover。\"Weareratherlikeladiesleftalonetodefendabesiegedcastle。Hewishedustofeelthat。\"

  Shetightenedherenclosingarm。\"Butwestandtogether——

  together。Weshallnotfaileachother。Wecanfacesiegeuntilfathercomes。\"

  \"Youwrotetohimlastnight?\"

  \"Alongletter,whichIwishhimtoreceivebeforehesails。

  HemightdecidetoactuponitbeforeleavingNewYork,toadvisewithsomelegalauthorityheknowsandtrusts,toprepareourmotherinsomeway——todosomewisethingwecannotforeseethevalueof。Hehasknowntheoutlineofthestory,butnotexactdetails——particularlyrecentones。Ihaveheldbacknothingitwasnecessaryheshouldknow。Iamgoingouttopostthelettermyself。IshallsendacableaskinghimtopreparetocometousafterhehasreflectedonwhatI

  havewritten。\"

  Rosaliewasveryquiet,butwhen,havinglefttheroomtopreparetogotothevillage,Bettycamebacktosayalastword,hersistercametoherandlaidherhandonherarm。

  \"Ihavebeensoweakandtroddenuponforyearsthatitwouldnotbenaturalforyoutoquitetrustme,\"shesaid。\"ButIwon’tfailyou,Betty——Iwon’t。\"

  Thewinterwasdrawingin,thelastautumndayswereshortandoftengreyanddreary;thewindhadswepttheleavesfromthetreesandscatteredthemoverparklandsandlanes,wheretheylayamellow—hued,rustlingcarpet,shiftingwitheachchillbreezethatblew。Theberriedbrionygarlandsclungtothebaredhedges,andhereandthereflaredscarlet,stillholdingtheirreddefiantlyuntilhardfrostsshouldcometoshrivelandblackenthem。Therarehoursofsunshinewereamberhoursinsteadofgolden。

  AsshepassedthroughtheparkgateBettywasthinkingofthefirstmorningonwhichshehadwalkeddownthevillagestreetbetweentheirregularrowsofred—tiledcottageswiththeraggedlittleenclosinggardens。Thentheairandsunshinehadbeenofthejustawakeningspring,nowtheskywasbrightlycold,andthroughthesmall—panedwindowsshecaughtglimpsesoffireglow。Abentoldmanwalkingveryslowly,leaningupontwosticks,hadared—brownwoollenmufflerwrappedroundhisneck。Seeingher,hestoppedandshuffledthetwosticksintoonehandthathemightleavetheotherfreetotouchhiswrinkledforeheadstiffly,hisfacestretchingintoaslowsmileasshestoppedtospeaktohim。

  \"Good—morning,Marlow,\"hesaid。\"Howistherheumatismto—day?\"

  Hewasadeafoldman,whoseconversationwascarriedonprincipallybyguesswork,anditwaseasyforhimtogatherthatwhenherladyship’shandsomeyoungsisterhadgivenhimgreetingshehadnotforgottentoinquirerespectingthe\"rheumatics,\"whichformedthegreaterpartofexistence。

  \"Mornin’,miss——mornin’,\"heansweredinthehigh,crackedvoiceofruralancientry。\"Winterbenigh,an’theydampdaysbefullofrheumatiz。’T’inteasytogetaboutonmyoldlegs,butIbemainthankfulfortheywarmthingsyousent,miss。This’ere,\"fumblingathisred—brownmufflerproudly,\"’tisacomfortonwindydays,so’tis,andwarmthbeagoodthingtoamanwhenhebegoin’downhillinyears。\"

  \"Allofyouwhoarenotabletoearnyourownfiresshallbewarmthiswinter,\"herladyship’shandsomesistersaid,speakingclosertohisear。\"Youshallallbewarm。Don’tbeafraidofthecolddayscoming。\"

  Heshuffledhissticksandtouchedhisforeheadagain,lookingupatheradmiringlyandchuckling。

  \"’T’willbeanewtaleforStornhamvillage,\"hecackled。

  \"’T’willbeanewtale。Thankye,miss。Thankye。\"

  Asshenoddedsmilinglyandpassedon,sheheardhimcacklingstillunderhisbreathashehobbledonhisslowway,comfortedandelate。Howalmostshamefullyeasyitwas;afewloadsofcoalandfaggotshereandthere,afewblanketsandwarmgarmentswhosecostcountedforsolittlewhenone’shandswerefull,couldchangeagruesomevillagewinterintoaseasonduringwhichlabour—stiffenedandbrokenoldthings,closingtheircottagedoors,coulddrawtheirchairsroundthehearthandhoverluxuriouslyovertheredglow,whichinitscomfortingfashionofseemingtohaveunderstandingofthedulldreamsinoldeyes,wasmoretobelovedthananyhumanfriend。

  ButshehadnotneededherpassingspeechwithMarlowtostimulaterealisationofhowmuchshehadlearnedtocareforthemerelivingamongthesepeople,towhomsheseemedtohavebeguntobelong,andwhosecomfortablylightingfaceswhentheymethershowedthattheyknewhertobeonewhomightbeturnedtoinanyhouroftroubleordismay。Thecenturieswhichhadtrainedthemtodependupontheir\"betters\"hadtaughttheslowestofthemtojudgewithkeensightthosewhoweretobetrusted,notaloneaspowerandwealthholders,butascreatureshumanlyuprightandmercifulwiththeirkind。

  \"Workin’folkallusknowsgentry,\"oldDobyhadonceshrilledtoher。\"Gentry’sgentry,an’usknows’emwheresoevertheybe。Better’ntheyknowtheirselves。Sousdo!\"

  Yes,theyknew。Andthoughtheyacceptedmanythingsasbeingmerelytheirnaturalrights,theygaveanunsentimentalaffectionandappreciationinreturn。Thepatriarchalnoteinthelifewaslovabletoher。Eachcreatureshepassedwasasortoffriendwhoseemedalmostofherownblood。Ithadcometothat。Thisparticularexistencewasmoresatisfyingtoherthananyother,moreheart—fillingandwarmlycomplete。

  \"ThoughIamonlyanimpostor,\"shethought;\"IwasborninFifthAvenue;yetsinceIhaveknownthisIshallbequitehappyinnootherplacethananEnglishvillage,withaNormanchurchtowerlookingdownuponitandrowsoflittlegardenswithspearsofwhiteandbluelupinsandCanterburybellsstandingguardbeforecottagedoors。\"

  AndRosalie——ontheeveningofthatfirststrangedaywhenshehadcomeuponherpiteousfigureamongtheheatherunderthetreesnearthelake——Rosaliehadheldherarmwithahotlittlehandandhadsaidfeverishly:

  \"IfIcouldheartheroarofBroadwayagain!Dothestagesrattleastheyusedto,Betty?Ican’thelphopingthattheydo。\"

  Shecarriedherlettertothepostandstoppedtotalkafewminuteswiththepostmaster,whotransactedhisofficialbusinessinasmallshopwheresidesofbaconandhamshungsuspendedfromtheceiling,whilegroceries,flannels,dressprints,andglassbottlesofsweetstufffilledtheshelves。

  \"Mr。Tewson’s\"wasthecentralpointofStornhaminacommercialsense。Theestablishmenthadalsocertainsocialqualifications。

  Mr。Tewsonknewthesecretsofallheartswithinthevillageradius,alsothesecretsofallconstitutions。Heknewbysomeoccultmeanswhohadbeen\"takenbad,\"orwhohad\"takenaturn,\"andwasawareatoncewhenanyonewas\"sinkin’

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