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  ItsometimesbroughtbacktohimthathideousshakinessofnervewhichhadbeenafeatureofhisillnesswhenhehadbeenontheRivierawithTeresita。

  OfallthisBettyonlyknewtheoutwardsignswhich,takenattheirexteriorsignificance,weredetestableenough,anddroveherhardasshementallydweltontheminconnectionwithotherthings。Howeasy,ifshestoodalone,todefyhisevilinsolencetodoitsworst,andleavingtheplaceatanhour’snotice,tosailawaytoprotection,or,ifshechosetoremaininEngland,tosurroundherselfwithabodyguardofthepeopleinwhoseeyeshisdisreputerelegatedamansuchasNigelAnstrutherstopowerlessnonentity。Alone,shecouldhavesmiledandturnedherbackuponhim。ButshewasheretotakecareofRosy。

  Sheoccupiedapositionsomethinglikethatofawomanwhoremainswithamanandenduresoutragebecauseshecannotleaveherchild。Thatthought,initself,broughtUghtredtohermind。TherewasUghtredtobeconsideredaswellashismother。Ughtred’sloveforandfaithinherweredeepandpassionatethings。Hefedonhertendernessforhim,andhadgrownstrongerbecausehespenthoursofeachdaytalking,reading,anddrivingwithher。ThesimpletruthwasthatneithershenorRosaliecoulddesertUghtred,andsolongasNigelmanagedcleverlyenough,thelawwouldgivetheboytohisfather。

  \"Youareobligedtoprovethings,youknow,inacourtoflaw,\"hehadsaid,asifwithcasualamiability,onacertainoccasion。\"Provingthingsisthedevil。Peoplelosetheirtempersandrushintorowswhichendinlawsuits,andthenfindtheycanprovenothing。IfIwereavillain,\"slightlyshowinghisteethinanagreeablesmile——\"insteadofamanofblamelesslife,Ishouldgoinonlyforthatbranchofmyprofessionwhichcouldbeexercisedwithoutleavingstupidevidencebehind。\"

  SincehisreturntoStornhamtheoutwarddecorumofhisownconducthadentertainedhimandhehadkeptitupwithanincreasingappreciationofitsusefulnessinthepresentsituation。Whatsoeverhappenedintheend,itwasthepartofdiscretiontopresenttotheruralworldabouthimanappearanceofuprightbehaviour。Hehadevenfounditamusingtogotochurchandalsotooccasionallymakeamiablecallsatthevicarage。Itwasnotdifficult,atsuchtimes,toreferdelicatelytohisregretthatdomesticdiscomforthadledhimintotheerrorofremainingmuchawayfromStornham。Heknewthathehadbeenevenrathertouchinginhisexpressionofinterestinthefutureofhisson,andthenecessityoftheboy’sbeingprotectedfromuncontrolledhystericinfluences。

  And,intheyearsofRosalie’sunprotectedwretchedness,hehadtakenexcellentcarethatno\"stupidevidence\"shouldbeexposedtoview。

  OfallthisBettywasthinkingandsummingupdefinitely,pointafterpoint。Wherewasthewiseandpracticalcourseofdefence?Themostunthinkablethingwasthatonecouldfindone’sselfinapositioninwhichactionseemedinhibited。

  Whatcouldonedo?Tosendforherfatherwouldsurelyendthematter——butatwhatcosttoRosy,toUghtred,toFfolliott,beforewhomthefairpathtodignifiedsecurityhadsonewlyopeneditself?Whatwouldbetheeffectofsuddenconfusion,anguish,andpublichumiliationuponRosalie’scarefullyrebuilthealthandstrength——uponhermother’snewhopeandhappiness?

  Atmomentsitseemedasifalmostallthathadbeendonemightbeundone。Shewasbesetbysuchamomentnow,andfeltforthetime,atleast,likeacreaturetiedhandandfootwhileinfullstrength。

  Certainlyshewasnotpreparedfortheeventwhichhappened。Rolandstiffenedhisears,and,beginningarumblinggrowl,endeditsuddenly,realisingitanunnecessaryprecaution。

  Heknewthemanwalkinguptheinclineofthemoundfromthesidebehindthem。SodidBettyknowhim。ItwasSirNigellookingrathergloweringandpaleandwalkingslowly。Hehaddiscoveredwhereshehadmeanttotakerefuge,andhadprobablyriddentosomepointwherehecouldleavehishorseandfollowherattheexpenseoftakingashortcutwhichsavedwalking。

  Asheclimbedthemoundtojoinher,Bettyrosetoherfeet。

  \"Mydeargirl,\"hesaid,\"don’tgetupasifyoumeanttogoaway。Ithascostmesomeexertiontofindyou。\"

  \"Itwillnotcostyouanyexertiontoloseme,\"washerlightanswer。\"IAMgoingaway。\"

  Hehadreachedher,andstoodstillbeforeherwithscarcelyayard’sdistancebetweenthem。Hewasslightlyoutofbreathandevenatriflelivid。Heleanedonhisstickandhislookathercombinedleapingbadtemperwithsomethingdeeper。

  \"Lookhere!\"hebrokeout,\"whydoyoumakesuchapointoftreatingmelikethedevil?\"

  Bettyfeltherheartgiveahastenedbeat,notoffear,butofrepulsion。ThiswasthemoodandmannerwhichsubjugatedRosalie。Hehadsoraisedhisvoicethattwomeninthedistance,whomightbeeitherlabourersorsportsmen,hearingitshightone,glancedcuriouslytowardsthem。

  \"Whydoyouaskmeaquestionwhichistotallyabsurd?\"

  shesaid。

  \"Itisnotabsurd,\"heanswered。\"Iamspeakingoffacts,andIintendtocometosomeunderstandingaboutthem。\"

  Forreply,aftermeetinghislookafewseconds,shesimplyturnedherbackandbegantowalkaway。Hefollowedandovertookher。

  \"Ishallgowithyou,andIshallsaywhatIwanttosay,\"

  hepersisted。\"IfyouhastenyourpaceIshallhastenmine。

  Icannotexactlyseeyourunningawayfrommeacrossthemarsh,screaming。Youwouldn’tcaretoberescuedbythosemenovertherewhoarewatchingus。IshouldexplainmyselftothemintermsneitheryounorRosaliewouldenjoy。There!

  IknewRosalie’snamewouldpullyouup。GoodGod!IwishIwereaweakfoolwithamagnificentcreatureprotectingmeatallrisks。\"

  Ifshehadnothadbloodandfireinherveins,shemighthavefounditeasytoanswercalmly。Butshehadboth,andbothleapedandbeatfuriouslyforafewseconds。Itwasonlyhumanthatitshouldbeso。Butshewasmorethanapassionategirlofhighandtrenchantspirit,andshehadlearned,eveninthedaysattheFrenchschool,whathehadneverbeenabletolearninhislife——self—control。Sheheldherselfinasshewouldhaveheldinahorseoftoogreatfireandaction。Shewasactuallyabletolook——asthefirstReubenVanderpoelwouldhavelooked——athercapitalofresource。Butitmeanttautholdingofthereins。

  \"Willyoutellme,\"shesaid,stopping,\"whatitisyouwant?\"

  \"Iwanttotalktoyou。Iwanttotellyoutruthsyouwouldratherbetoldherethanonthehighroad,wherepeoplearepassing——oratStornham,wheretheservantswouldoverhearandRosaliebethrownintohysterics。YouwillNOTrunscreamingacrossthemarsh,becauseIshouldrunscreamingafteryou,andweshouldbothlooksilly。Hereisaratherscraggytree。Willyousitonthemoundnearit——forRosalie’ssake?\"

  \"Iwillnotsitdown,\"repliedBetty,\"butIwilllisten,becauseitisnotabadideathatIshouldunderstandyou。Buttobeginwith,Iwilltellyousomething。\"Shestoppedbeneaththetreeandstoodwithherbackagainstitstrunk。

  \"Ipickupthingsbynoticingpeopleclosely,andIhaverealisedthatallyourlifeyouhavecountedupongettingyourownwaybecauseyousawthatpeople——especiallywomen——haveahorrorofpublicscenes,andwillsubmittoalmostanythingtoavoidthem。Thatistrueveryoften,butnotalways。\"

  Hereyes,whichwerewellopened,werequitetheblueofsteel,andresteddirectlyuponhim。\"I,forinstance,wouldletyoumakeascenewithmeanywhereyouchose——inBondStreet——

  inPiccadilly——onthestepsofBuckinghamPalace,asIwasgettingoutofmycarriagetoattendadrawing—room——andyouwouldgainnothingyouwantedbyit——nothing。Youmayplaceentireconfidenceinthatstatement。\"

  Hestaredbackather,momentarilyhalf—magnetised,andthenbrokeforthintoaharshhalf—laugh。

  \"Youaresodamnedhandsomethatnothingelsematters。

  I’mhangedifitdoes!\"andthewordswereanexclamation。

  Hedrewstillnearertoher,speakingwithasortofsavagery。

  \"Cannotyouseethatyoucoulddowhatyoupleasedwithme?Youaretoomagnificentathingforamantowithstand。

  Ihavelostmyheadandgonetothedevilthroughyou。

  ThatiswhatIcametosay。\"

  Inthefewsecondsofsilencethatfollowed,hisbreathcamequicklyagainandhewasevenpalerthanbefore。

  \"YoucametometosayTHAT?\"askedBetty。

  \"Yes——tosayitbeforeyoudrovemetootherthings。\"

  Hergazewasforamomentevenslightlywondering。Hepresentedthecuriouspictureofacynicalmanoftheworld,forthetimebeingruledandimpelledonlybythemostprimitiveinstincts。Toaclear—headedmodernyoungwomanofthemostpowerfulclass,he——hersister’shusband——wasmakingthreateningloveasifhewereasavagechiefandsheasavagebeautyofhistribe。Allthatconcernedhimwasthatheshouldspeakandsheshouldhear——thatheshouldshowherhewasthestrongerofthetwo。

  \"AreyouQUITEmad?\"shesaid。

  \"Notquite,\"heanswered;\"onlythreeparts——butIambeyondmyowncontrol。Thatisthebestproofofwhathashappenedtome。Youareanarrogantpieceandyouwoulddefymeifyoustoodalone,butyoudon’t,and,bytheLord!I

  havereachedapointwhereIwillmakeuseofeveryleverI

  canlaymyhandon——yourself,Rosalie,Ughtred,Ffolliott——

  thewholelotofyou!\"

  Thethingwhichwashardestuponherwasherknowledgeofherownstrength——ofwhatshemighthaveallowedherselfofflamingwordsandinstantaction——butforthememoryofRosy’sghastlylittleface,asithadlookedwhenshecriedout,\"Youmustnotthinkofme。Betty,gohome——gohome!\"

  Sheheldthewhitedesperationofitbeforehermentalvisionandansweredhimevenwithacertaininteresteddeliberateness。

  \"Doyouknow,\"sheinquired,\"thatyouaretalkingtomeasthoughyouwerethevillaininthemelodrama?\"

  \"Thereisanadvantageinthat,\"heanswered,withanunholysmile。\"IfyourepeatwhatIsay,peoplewillonlythinkthatyouareindulginginhystericalexaggeration。Theydon’tbelieveintheexistenceofmelodramainthesedays。\"

  Thecynical,absoluteknowledgeofthisrevealedsomuchthatnervewasrequiredtofaceitwithsteadiness。

  \"True,\"shecommented。\"NowIthinkIunderstand。\"

  \"No,youdon’t,\"heburstforth。\"Youhavespentyourlifestandingonagoldenpedestal,beingkowtowedto,andyouimagineyourselfimmunefromdifficultiesbecauseyouthinkyoucanpayyourwayoutofanything。Butyouwillfindthatyoucannotpayyourwayoutofthis——orratheryoucannotpayRosalie’swayoutofit。\"

  \"Ishallnottry。Goon,\"saidthegirl。\"WhatIdonotunderstand,youmustexplaintome。Don’tleaveanythingunsaid。\"

  \"GoodGod,whatawomanyouare!\"hecriedoutbitterly。Hehadneverseensuchbeautyinhislifeashesawinherasshestoodwithherstraightyoungbodyflatagainstthetree。Itwasnotamatterofdeepcolourofeye,orhighspiritofprofile——butofsomethingwhichburnedhim。Stillasshewas,shelookedlikeaflame。Shemadehimfeeloldandbody—

  worn,andallthemoresenselesslyfurious。

  \"Ibelieveyouhateme,\"heraged。\"AndImaythankmywifeforthat。\"Thenhelosthimselfentirely。\"Whycannotyoubehavewelltome?Ifyouwillbehavewelltome,Rosalieshallgoherownway。Ifyouevenlookedatmeasyoulookatothermen——butyoudonot。ThereisalwayssomethingunderyourlasheswhichwatchesmeasifIwereawildbeastyouwerestudying。Don’tfancyyourselfadompteuse。Iamnotyourman。Isweartoyouthatyoudon’tknowwhatyouaredealingwith。IsweartoyouthatifyouplaythisgamewithmeIwilldragyoutwodownifIdragmyselfwithyou。I

  havenothingmuchtolose。Youandyoursisterhaveeverything。\"

  \"Goon,\"Bettysaidbriefly。

  \"Goon!Yes,Iwillgoon。RosalieandFfolliottIholdinthehollowofmyhand。Asforyou——doyouknowthatpeoplearebeginningtodiscussyou?Gossipiseasilystirredinthecountry,wherepeoplearesoboredthattheychatterinself—defence。Ihavebeenconsideredabadlot。Ihavebecomecuriouslyattachedtomysister—in—law。Iamseenhangingabouther,hangingoverheraswerideorwalkalonetogether。AnAmericanyoungwomanisnotlikeanEnglishgirl——sheisusedtoseeingthemarriageceremonyjuggledwith。There’satrifleofprejudiceagainstsuchyoungwomenwhentheyaretoorichandtoohandsome。Don’tlookatmelikethat!\"heburstforth,withmaddenedsharpness,\"Iwon’thaveit!\"

  Thegirlwasregardinghimwiththeexpressionhemostresented——thereflectionofanormalpersonwatchinganabnormalone,andstudyinghisabnormality。

  \"Doyouknowthatyouareraving?\"shesaid,withquietcuriosity——\"raving?\"

  Suddenlyhesatdownonthelowmoundnearhim,andashetouchedhisforeheadwithhishandkerchief,shesawthathishandactuallyshook。

  \"Yes,\"heanswered,panting,\"but’waremyravings!

  Theymeanwhattheysay。\"

  \"Youdoyourselfaninjurywhenyougivewaytothem\"——

  steadily,evenwithatouchofslowsignificance——\"aphysicalinjury。Ihavenoticedthatmorethanonce。\"

  Hesprangtohisfeetagain。Everydropofbloodlefthisface。Forasecondhelookedasifhewouldstrikeher。Hisarmactuallyflungitselfout——andfell。

  \"Youdevil!\"hegasped。\"Youcountonthat?Youshe—devil!\"

  Shelefthertreeandstoodbeforehim。

  \"Listentome,\"shesaid。\"Youintimatethatyouhavebeenlayingmelodramaticplotsagainstmewhichwillinjuremygoodname。Thatisrubbish。Letusleaveitatthat。YouthreatenthatyouwillbreakRosy’sheartandtakeherchildfromher,yousayalsothatyouwillwoundandhurtmymothertoherdeathanddoyourworsttoruinanhonestman————\"

  \"And,byGod,Iwill!\"heraged。\"Andyoucannotstopme,if————\"

  \"IdonotknowwhetherIcanstopyouornot,thoughyoumaybesureIwilltry,\"sheinterruptedhim,\"butthatisnotwhatIwasgoingtosay。\"Shedrewastepnearer,andtherewassomethingintheintensityofherlookwhichfascinatedandheldhimforamoment。Shewascuriouslygrave。\"Nigel,I

  believeincertainthingsyoudonotbelievein。Ibelieveblackthoughtsbreedblackillstothosewhothinkthem。Itisnotanewidea。ThereisanoldOrientalproverbwhichsays,`Curses,likechickens,comehometoroost。’Ibelievealsothattheworst——theveryworstCANNOTbedonetothosewhothinksteadily——steadily——onlyofthebest。Toyouthatismerelysuperstitiontobelaughedat。Thatisamatterofopinion。

  But——don’tgoonwiththisthing——DON’TGOONWITHIT。Stopandthinkitover。\"

  Hestaredatherfuriously——triedtolaughoutright,andfailedbecausethelookinhereyeswassooddinitsstrengthandstillness。

  \"Youthinkyoucanlaysomeweirdspelluponme,\"hejeeredsardonically。

  \"No,Idon’t,\"sheanswered。\"IcouldnotifIwould。Itisnoaffairofmine。Itisyouraffaironly——andthereisnothingweirdaboutit。Don’tgoon,Itellyou。Thinkbetterofit。\"

  Sheturnedaboutwithoutfurtherspeech,andwalkedawayfromhimwithlightswiftnessoverthemarsh。Oddlyenough,hedidnotevenattempttofollowher。Hefeltalittleweak——

  perhapsbecauseacertainthingshehadsaidhadbroughtbacktohimafamiliartouchofthehorrors。Shehadtheeyesofafalconundertheodd,softshadeoftheextraordinarylashes。

  Shehadseenwhathethoughtnoonebuthimselfhadrealised。

  Havingwatchedherretreatingfigureforafewseconds,hesatdown——assuddenlyasbefore——onthemoundnearthetree。

  \"Oh,damnher!\"hesaid,hisdampforeheadonhishands。

  \"Damnthewholeuniverse!\"……

  WhenBettyandRolandreachedStornham,thewicker—workponychaisefromthevicaragestoodbeforethestoneentrancesteps。Thedrawing—roomdoorwasopen,andMrs。BrentwasstandingnearitsayingsomelastwordstoLadyAnstruthersbeforeleavingthehouse,afteravisitevidentlymadewithanobject。ThisBettygatheredfromthesolemnityofhermanner。

  \"Betty,\"saidLadyAnstruthers,catchingsightofher,\"docomeinforamoment。\"

  WhenBettyentered,bothhersisterandMrs。Brentlookedatherquestioningly。

  \"Youlookalittlepaleandtired,MissVanderpoel,\"Mrs。

  Brentsaid,ratherasifinhastetobethefirsttospeak。\"I

  hopeyouarenotatallunwell。Weneedallourstrengthjustnow。Ihavebroughtthemostpainfulnews。MalignanttyphoidfeverhasbrokenoutamongthehoppickersontheMountDunstanestate。SomepoorcreaturewasevidentlysickeningforitwhenhecamefromLondon。Threepeoplediedlastnight。\"

  CHAPTERXLI

  SHEWOULDDOSOMETHING

  SirNigel’sfacewasnotagoodthingtoseewhenheappearedatthedinnertableintheevening。Ashetookhisseatthetwofootmenglancedquicklyateachother,andthebutleratthesideboardfurtivelythrustouthisunderlip。Notamanorwomaninthehouseholdbuthadlearnedthesignaldenotingthemomentwhennoservicewouldplease,nowordormovementbeunobjectionable。LadyAnstruthers’faceunconsciouslyassumeditspropitiatoryexpression,andsheglancedathersistermorethanoncewhenBettywasunawarethatshedidso。

  Untilthesouphadbeenremoved,SirNigelscarcelyspoke,merelymakingcurtrepliestoanycasualremark。Thiswasoneofhissimpleandmostengagingmethodsofatonceenjoyinganill—humourandmakinghiswifefeelthatshewasinsomewaytoblameforit。

  \"MountDunstanisinadeucedlyunpleasantposition,\"hecondescendedatlast。\"Ishouldnotcaretostandinhisshoes。\"

  HehadnotreturnedtotheCourtuntillateintheafternoon,buthavingheardinthevillagetherumouroftheoutbreakoffever,hehadmadeinquiriesandgathereddetail。

  \"Youarethinkingoftheoutbreakoftyphoidamongthehoppickers?\"saidLadyAnstruthers。\"Mrs。Brentthinksitthreatenstobeveryserious。\"

  \"Anepidemic,withoutadoubt,\"heanswered。\"InawretchedunsanitaryplacelikeDunstanvillage,thewretcheswilldielikeflies。\"

  \"Whatwillbedone?\"inquiredBetty。

  Hegaveheroneoftheunpleasantpersonalglancesandlaughedderisively。

  \"Done?Thecountyauthorities,whocallthemselves`guardians,’willbefrightenedtodeathandwillpotteraboutandfusslikeoldwomen,andprofesstoexamineandprotectandlayrestrictions,buteveryonewillmanagetokeepatadiscreetdistance,andthethingwillrunriotanddoitsworst。

  Asfarasonecansee,thereseemsnoreasonwhythewholeplaceshouldnotbesweptaway。NodoubtMountDunstanhaswiselytakentohisheelsalready。\"

  \"Ithinkthat,onthecontrary,therewouldbemuchdoubtofthat,\"Bettysaid。\"Hewouldstayanddowhathecould。\"

  SirNigelshruggedhisshoulders。

  \"Wouldhe?Ithinkyou’llfindhewouldnot。\"

  \"Mrs。Brenttellsme,\"Rosaliebrokeinsomewhathurriedly,\"thatthehutsforthehoppersareintheworstpossiblecondition。Theyaresodilapidatedthattherainpoursintothem。Thereisnopropershelterforthepeoplewhoareill,andLordMountDunstancannotaffordtotakecareofthem。\"

  \"ButheWILL——heWILL,\"brokeforthBetty。Herheadlifteditselfandshespokealmostasifthroughhersmall,shutteeth。

  Awaveofintensebelief——high,proud,andobstinate,sweptthroughher。ItwasafeelingsostrongandvibrantthatshefeltasifMountDunstanhimselfmustbereachedandupbornebyit——asifhehimselfmusthearher。

  Rosalielookedatherhalf—startled,and,forthemomentheldfascinatedbythesuddenforcerisinginherandbythesplendidsparkoflightunderherlids。ShewasremindedofthefiercelittleBettyoflongago,withherdelicate,indomitablesmallfaceandthespiritwhichevenatnineyearsoldhadsomehowseemedsostrongandstraitlykeenofsightthatonehadknownitmightalwaysbetrusted。Actually,inoneway,shehadnotchanged。Shesawthetruthofthings。Thenextinstant,however,inadvertentlyglancingtowardsherhusband,shecaughtherbreathquickly。Acrosshisheavy—featuredfacehadshotthesuddengleamofanewexpression。Itwasasifhehadatthemomentrecognisedsomethingwhichfilledhimwitharushoffuryhehimselfwasnotpreparedfor。Thathedidnotwishittobeseensheknewbyhismanner。Therewasabriefsilenceinwhichitpassedaway。Hespokeafterit,withdisagreeableprecision。

  \"Hehashadanenormouseffectonyou——thatman,\"hesaidtoBetty。

  Hespokeclearlysothatshemighthavethepleasureofbeingcertainthatthemenservantsheard。Theywereclosetothetable,handingfruit——professingtobeautomatons,eyesdown,facesexpressingnothing,butasquickofhearingasitissaidthatblindmenare。Heknewthatifhehadbeeninherplaceandathingasinsultinglysignificanthadbeensaidtohim,heshouldpromptlyhavehurledthenearestobject——plate,wine—

  glass,ordecanter——inthefaceofthespeaker。Heknew,too,thatwomencannothurlprojectileswithoutlookinglikeviragosandfools。Theweakly—femininemightburstintotearsorintoasillyrageandleavethetable。Therewasadistinctbreath’sspaceofpause,andBetty,cuttingaclusterfromabunchofhothousegrapespresentedbythefootmanatherside,answeredasclearlyashehadspokenhimself。

  \"Heisstrongenoughtoproduceaneffectonanyone,\"shesaid。

  \"Ithinkyoufeelthatyourself。Heisamanwhowillnotbebeatenintheend。Fortunewillgivehimsomegoodthing。\"

  \"Heisafellowwhoknowswellenoughonwhichhandofhimgoodthingslie,\"hesaid。\"Hewilltakeallthatoffersitself。\"

  \"Whynot?\"Bettysaidimpartially。

  \"Theremustbenoridingordrivingintheneighbourhoodoftheplace,\"hesaidnext。\"Iwillhavenorisksrun。\"Heturnedandaddressedthebutler。\"Jennings,telltheservantsthatthosearemyorders。\"

  Hesatoverhiswinebutashorttimethatevening,andwhenhejoinedhiswifeandsister—in—lawinthedrawing—roomhewentatoncetoBetty。Infact,hewasintheconditionwhenamancannotkeepawayfromawoman,butmustinventsomereasonforreachingherwhetheritisfatuousorplausible。

  \"WhatIsaidtoJenningswasanordertoyouaswellastothepeoplebelowstairs。IknowyouareparticularlyfondofridinginthedirectionofMountDunstan。Youareinmycaresolongasyouareinmyhouse。\"

  \"Ordersarenotnecessary,\"Bettyreplied。\"Thedayispastwhenonerushedtosmoothpillowsandgivethewrongmedicinewhenone’sfriendswereill。Ifoneisnotaproperly—

  trainednurse,itiswisernottoriskbeingverymuchintheway。\"

  Hespokeoverhershoulder,droppinghisvoice,thoughLadyAnstrutherssatapart,appearingtoread。

  \"Don’tthinkIamfoolenoughnottounderstand。Youhaveyourselfundermagnificentcontrol,butawomanpassionatelyinlovecannotkeepacertainlookoutofhereyes。\"

  Hewasstandingonthehearth。Bettyswungherselflightlyround,facinghimsquarely。Herfulllookwassplendid。

  \"Ifitisthere——letitstay,\"shesaid。\"IwouldnotkeepitoutofmyeyesifIcould,and,youareright,IcouldnotifI

  would——ifitisthere。Ifitis——letitstay。\"

  Thedaring,throbbing,humantruthofhermadehisbrainwhirl。Toamanyoungandcleanandfittocountasinthelists,tohaveheardhersaythethingofarivalwouldhavebeenhardenough,butbase,degenerate,andoftheworldbehindherday,tohearitwhilefrenziedforher,wasintolerable。AnditwasMountDunstansheboreherselfsohighlyfor。Whethermelodramaisoutofdateornotthereare,occasionally,somefinemelodramatictouchesintheenmitiesofto—day。

  \"Youthinkyouwillreachhim,\"hepersisted。\"Youthinkyouwillhelphiminsomeway。Youwillnotletthethingalone。\"

  \"ExcusemymentioningthatwhatsoeverItakethelibertyofdoingwillencroachonnorightofyours,\"shesaid。

  But,aloneinherroom,aftershewentupstairs,thefacereflectingitselfinthemirrorwaspaleanditsblackbrowsweredrawntogether。

  Shesatdownatthedressing—table,and,seeingthepaledface,drewtheblackbrowscloser,confrontingacomplicatingtruth。

  \"IfIwerefreetotakeRosalieandUghtredhometo—morrow,\"shethought,\"Icouldnotbeartogo。Ishouldsuffertoomuch。\"

  Shewassufferingnow。Thestronglonginginherheartwaslikeaphysicalpain。Nowordorlookofthisonemanhadgivenherproofthathisthoughtsturnedtoher,andyetitwasintolerable——intolerable——thatinhishourofstressandneedtheywereaswhollyapartasifworldsrolledbetweenthem。

  Atanydiremomentitwasmerenaturethatsheshouldgiveherselfinhelpandsupport。If,onthenightatsea,whentheyhadfirstspokentoeachother,theshiphadgonedown,sheknewthattheytwo,strangersthoughtheywere,wouldhaveworkedsidebysideamongthefranticpeople,andhavebeenamongthelasttotaketotheboats。Howdidsheknow?Onlybecause,hebeinghe,andshebeingshe,itmusthavebeensoinaccordancewiththelawsrulingentities。Andnowhestoodfacingacalamityalmostasterrible——andshewithfullhandssatstill。

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