Hestartedatthesoundofmyentranceandawoke。
\"I——Ibegyourpardon,sir,\"hestammered。\"I——Ibegyourpardon,sir,I’msure。I’vebeen——I’aven’tclosedmyeyesforthepasttwonights,sir,andIamtiredout。Mr。Coltonwishestoseeyouatonce,sir。Hewishesyoutocomeoverimmediately。\"
Iwassurprisednow。\"MR。Coltonwishesit,\"Irepeated。\"YoumeanMissColton,don’tyou,Johnson。\"
\"No,sir。ItisMr。Coltonthistime,sir。MissColtonisoutinthemotor,sir。\"
\"ButMr。Coltonistooilltoseeme,oranyoneelse。\"
\"No,sir,heisn’t。He’sverymuchbetter。He’squitehimself,sir,really。Andheisveryanxioustoseeyou。Onamatterofbusiness,hesays。\"
Ihesitated。Ihadexpectedthis,thoughnotsosoon。Hewantedtoaskquestionsconcerningmycrazydipintohisfinancialaffairs,doubtless。Well,Ishouldhavetoseehimsometimeorother,anditmightaswellbenow。
IcalledtoDorinda,whowasinthekitchen,andbadehertellMother,ifsheinquiredforme,thatIhadgoneout,butwouldbebacksoon。ThenJohnsonandIwalkedbrisklyalongthebluffpath。
Weenteredthebighouse。
\"Mr。Coltonisinhisroom,sir,\"explainedthebutler。\"Youaretoseehimthere。Thisway,sir。\"
ButbeforewereachedthefootofthestairsDoctorQuimbycameoutofthelibrary。HeandIshookhands。Thedoctorwasahappyman。
\"Well!\"heexclaimed,\"what’sthematterwiththeone—horse,country—jaydoctornow,hey!IfthereisanyoneoftheBostonspecialistsatahundredavisitwhocanyankamanoutofaserioussicknessandputhimonhisfeetquickerthanIcan,whytrothimalong,that’sall!Iwanttoseehim!I’vebeenthrowingbouquetsatmyselfforthelasttenhours。Ho!ho!Say,Ros,you’llthinkmyheadisswelledprettybad,won’tyou!Ho!ho!\"
Iaskedhowthepatientwasgettingon。
\"Fine!Tip—top!Theonlytroubleisthatheoughttokeepperfectlyquietandnotdoathingorthinkofathing,exceptgettinghisstrengthback,forthenextweek。Buthehadn’tbeenconsciousmorethanacoupleofhoursbeforehewasaskingquestionsaboutbusinessandsoon。Heandhisdaughterhadalongconfabthismorningandafterthathewasneithertobindortie。
Hemustseeyou,that’salltherewastoit。Say,Ros,whatdidyouandPhinCahoonandtheColtongirldoyesterday?\"
\"Oh,weputthroughoneofMr。Colton’slittletradesforhim,that’sall。\"
\"That’sall,hey!Well,whatever’twas,heandIoweyouavoteofthanks。Hebegantogetbettertheminuteheheardit。He’sfeelingsochipperthat,ifitwasn’tthatIsworeheshouldn’t,he’dhavegotoutofbedbythistime。Youmustgoupandseehim,Isuppose,butdon’tstaytoolong。He’sawonderforstrengthandrecuperativepowers,butdon’ttirehimtoomuch。IfthatwifeofhiswasinEuropeorsomewhere,I’dfeeleasier。She’sthemosttiringthinginthehouse。\"
Johnsonledthewayupstairs。Atthechamberdoorheknockedandannouncedmypresence。
\"Bringhimin!Whatishewaitingfor?\"demandedavoicewhich,consideringhowrecentlyitsownerhadbeenatdeath’sdoor,wassurprisinglystrong。Ienteredtheroom。
Hewasinbed,proppedupwithpillows。BesidehimsatMrs。
Colton。Ofthetwoshelookedthemoredisturbed。Hereyeswerewetandshewasdabbingatthemwithalacehandkerchief。Hermorninggownwasawondrouscreation。\"BigJim,\"withhisiron—
grayhairawryandhiseyessnapping,lookedremarkablywideawakeandalive。
\"Howareyou,Paine?\"hesaid。\"Gladtoseeyou。Sorrytobringyouoverhere,butIhadtoseeyouandthatdoctorsaysImuststayinthisroomforawhileyet。Hemayberight。Myunderstandingisprettyshaky,I’lladmit。You’vemetMrs。Colton,haven’tyou?\"
Ibowedandexpressedmypleasureatmeetingthelady。Herbowwasrathercurt,butsheregardedmewithanastonishingamountofagitatedinterest。Alsosheshowedsymptomsofmoretears。
\"Idon’trememberwhetherornotMr。PaineandIhaveeverbeenformallyintroduced,\"sheobserved。\"Ifwehaven’titmakesnodifference,Isuppose。Theothermembersofthefamilyseemtoknowhimwellenough。And——andmothersnowadaysarenotconsidered。I——Imustsaythat——\"
Shehadrecoursetothelacehandkerchief。Icouldunderstandwhatthedoctormeantbycallingherthe\"mosttiringthinginthehouse。\"Herhusbandlaidahandonhers。
\"There,there,mydear,\"hesaid,soothingly,\"don’tbefoolish。
Sitdown,Paine。Henrietta,perhapsyouhadbetterleaveMr。PaineandItogether。Wehavesome——er——businessmatterstodiscussandyouaretiredandnervous。Ishouldgotomyroomandliedown,ifIwereyou。\"
Mrs。Coltonacceptedthesuggestion,butheracceptancewasnotthemostgracious。
\"Iamintheway,asusual,\"sheobserved,chokingly。\"Verywell,Ishouldberesignedtothatbythistime,nodoubt。Iwillgo。
ButJames,formysake,don’tbeweak。Rememberwhat——Oh,rememberallwehadhopedandplanned!WhenIthinkofit,I——I——
Anobody!Apersonwithout……WhatSHALLIdo?\"
Thehandkerchiefwasinactiveoperation。Shesweptpastmetothedoor。Theresheturned。
\"Imayforgiveyousometime,Mr。Paine,\"shesobbed。\"IsupposeI
shallhaveto。Ican’tdoanythingelse。Butdon’taskmetodoitnow。ThatwouldbeTOOmuch!\"
ThedoorclosedandIheardhersobsasshemarcheddownthehall。
TosaythatIwasamazedanddecidedlyuncomfortablewouldbeaverymildestimateofmyfeelings。WhyshouldIexpecthertoforgiveme?WhathadIdone?I——orluckandItogether——hadsavedoneofherhusband’sstockspeculationsfromendinginsmash;butthatwasnoinjuryforwhichIshouldbegforgiveness。AtleastI
couldnotseethatitwas。
Coltonlookedafterherwithatroubledexpression。
\"Nervesarethedevil,aren’tthey,\"heobserved。\"Andnervesandawomantogetherareworsethanthat。Mywife,Paine,is——well,shehasn’tbeeningoodhealthforalongtimeandMabelandIhavedoneourbesttogiveherherownway。Whenyou’vehadyourownwayforyearsitratherhurtstobecheckmated。Iknowthatfromexperience。She’llfeelbetteraboutitbyandby。\"
\"Betteraboutwhat?\"Idemanded,involuntarily。\"Idon’tunderstandMrs。Colton’smeaningintheleast。\"
Helookedatmekeenlyforamomentwithoutspeaking。
\"Don’tyou?\"heasked。\"Youaresureyoudon’t?\"
\"CertainlyIamsure。WhatIhavedonethatrequiresforgivenessI
don’tsee。\"
Anotherpauseandmorescrutiny。
\"Soyoudon’tunderstandwhatshemeans,hey?\"hesaidagain。\"Allright,allright!Wewon’tdiscussthatyetawhile。Ifyoudon’tunderstand——nevermind。Timeenoughforustotalkofthatwhenyoudo。But,say,Paine,\"withoneofhisdrysmiles,\"whotaughtyoutobuckastockpool?\"
ThisquestionIcouldunderstand。Ihadexpectedthis。
\"Noonetaughtme,\"Ianswered。\"IfIhadanyknowledgeatallinthatdirectionIwasbornwithit,Iguess。Aformoforiginalsin。\"
\"It’samightyprofitablesortofwickedness——forme。Youngman,doyourealizewhatyoudid?Howdoyouexpectmetothankyouforthat,hey?\"
\"Idon’texpectyoutothankmeatall。Itwasbullluckthatwonforyou,Mr。Colton。Bullluckanddesperationonmypart。MissColtonsentformetohelpher。Yourconfidentialman,Davis,refusedtomakeamovewithoutordersfromyou。Youcouldn’tgiveanyorders。Someonehadtodosomething,or,soitseemedtoyourdaughterandme,yourLouisvilleandTranscontinentaldealwasagonegoose。\"
\"Itwasmorethanthat。Imighthavecomeprettynearbeingagonegoosealongwithit。Notquitegone,perhaps——Ishouldhavehadafewcentsleftinthestocking——butIshouldhavelostalotmorethanIcaretolose。Soitwasbullluck,hey?Idon’tbelieveit。Tellmethewholestory,frombeginningtoend,willyou?
Mabelhastoldmesome,butIwanttohearitall。Goahead!\"
IthoughtofQuimby’swarning。\"I’mafraidIshouldtireyou,Mr。
Colton。Itisalongstory,ifIgiveparticulars。\"
\"Nevermind,yougivethem。That’tiring’businessissomemoreofthatdoctor’sfoolishness。HEmakesmetired,allright。YoutellmewhatIwanttoknoworI’llgetoutofthisbedandshakeitoutofyou。\"
Helookedasifhemeanttocarryouthisthreat。Ibeganmytaleatthebeginningandwentontotheastonishingend。
\"Don’taskmewhyIdidthisorthat,Mr。Colton,\"Iconcluded。\"I
don’tknow。IthinkIwasoffmyheadpartofthetime。ButsomethingHADtobedone。Itriedtolookattheaffairinacommon—senseway,and——\"
\"And,HAVINGcommon—sense,youusedit。Paine,you’reabrick!
Yourkindofcommon—senseissorarethatit’sworthpayinganypricefor。Ha!ha!SoitwasKeeneandhis’DevelopmentCompany’
thatgaveyoutheidea。That’sgood!Thatlittlefailureofminewasn’taltogetherafailure,afterall。Yousawitwasacasewhereabluffmightwin,andyouhadthesandtobluffitthrough。
Thatcomesoflivingsolongwherethereismoresandthananythingelse,Iimagine,hey!Ha!ha!Well,bullluckorinsanityorwhateveryoucallit,itdidthetrick。OfcourseI’mmoreobligedtoyouthanIcantell。Youknowthat。\"
\"That’sallright,Mr。Colton。NowIthinkImustbegoing。
You’vetalkedenough。\"
\"Yousitstill。Ihaven’tbeguntotalkyet。Paine,beforeyoudidthisthingformeIhadtakenafancytoyou。IbelievedtherewasgoodstuffinyouandthatIcoulduseyouinmybusiness。NowIknowIcan’taffordtodowithoutyou……Stop!letmefinish。Youngman,ItoldyouoncethatwhenImadeupmymindtodoathing,Ialwaysdidit。ALWAYS;doyouunderstand?Iamgoingtogetyou。Youarecomingwithme。\"
Ihadforeseenthis,ofcourse。ButIhadhopedtogetawayfromthatroombeforehereachedthepoint。Hehadreachedit,however,andperhapsitwasaswellhehad。Wewouldendthisforalltime。
\"Mr。Colton,\"Ianswered,\"youhaveamonopolyofsomethings,butofothersyouhavenot。Iamjustasdeterminedtohavemyownwayinthismatterasyouare。IshallNOTacceptyourofferofemployment。Thatisfinal。\"
\"Finalbedamned!Youngman——\"
\"Mr。Colton,ifyoupersistIshallgoaway。\"
\"Goaway!BeforeItellyouto?Why,you——\"
Irose。\"Thedoctortoldmethatyoumustnotexciteyourself,\"I
said。\"Iamgoing。Good—by。\"
Hewasexcited,therewasnodoubtofthat。Hesatupinbed。
\"Youcomeback!\"heordered。\"Comeback!Ifyoudon’t——Well,bytheLord,ifyoudon’tI’llgetupandcomeafteryou!\"
Ibelievehewouldhavetriedtodoit。Iwasfrightened,onhisaccount。Iturnedreluctantly。Hesankbackonthepillow,grinningtriumphantly。
\"Sitdownthere,\"hepanted。\"Sitdown。NowIwantyoutotellmetherealreasonwhyyouwon’tworkforme。Bygad!you’rethefirstoneinmanyadayIhavehadtoasktwice。Why?Tellmethetruth!Why?\"
Ihesitated。\"Well,foronereason,\"Isaid,\"Idon’tcareforyourbusiness。\"
\"Don’tCAREforit!Afterwhatyoujustdid!\"
\"IdidthatbecauseIwasdriventoit。ButIdon’tcareforthestockgame。OnceIusedtothinkIlikedthatsortofthing;nowI
knowIdon’t。IfIamanythingIamabankman,apoorsortofone,perhaps,but——\"
\"Bankman!Why,youidiot!Idon’tcarewhatyouare。Icanuseyouinadozenplaces。Youdon’thavetobuckthemarket。I’lldothatmyself。Butthereareplentyofplaceswhereyourbrainsandthatcommon—senseyoutalkaboutwillbeinvaluabletome。Idoabankingbusiness,ontheside,myself。Iownaminingproperty,agoodone,outWest。Itneedsafinancialmanager,andneedsonebadly。Youcomewithme,doyouhear!I’llplaceyouwhereyoufit,beforeIgetthroughwithyou,andI’llmakeyouarichmanintenyears。There!nowwillyousayyes?\"
Ishookmyhead。\"No,\"Isaid。
\"NO!Youareenoughtodriveawellmancrazy,tosaynothingofahalf—sickreliclikeme。_I_sayyes——yes——YES!SoonerorlaterI’llMAKEyou。You’velostyourplacehere。YoutoldmeyourselfthatthatoldcrankDeanisgoingtomakethistowntoohottoholdyou。You’llHAVEtogoaway。Nowwon’tyou?\"
Inodded。\"Ishallgoaway,\"Ianswered。\"Ihavemadeupmymindtogo,nowthatMotherseemswellenoughformetoleaveher。\"
\"Wherewillyougo?\"
\"Idon’tknow。\"
Hestaredatmeinsilenceforwhatseemedalongtime。Ithoughthemustbeexhausted,andoncemoreIrosetogo。
\"Stop!Staywhereyouare,\"heordered。\"Ihaven’tgottheanswertoyouyet,andIknowit。There’ssomethingbackofallthis,somethingIdon’tknowabout。I’mgoingtofindoutwhatitis,ifittakesmeayear。Youcantellmenow,ifyouwantto。Itwillsavetime。Whatistherealreasonwhyyouwon’ttakemyoffer?\"
Idon’tknowwhyIdidit。Ihadkeptthesecretalltheyearsandcertainly,whenIenteredthatroom,Ihadnointentionofrevealingit。Yet,now,whenheaskedthisquestionIturnedonhimandblurtedoutwhatIhadswornnoone——leastofallheorhis——shouldeverknow。
\"I’lltellyouwhy,\"Icried,desperately。\"Ican’ttaketheplaceyouofferbecauseyouknownothingaboutme。Youdon’tknowwhoI
am。Ifyoudidyou……Mr。Colton,youdon’tevenknowmyname。\"
Helookedatmeandshookhishead,impatiently。\"EitheryouARE
crazy,orIam,\"hemuttered。\"Don’tknowyourname!\"
\"No,youdon’t!YouthinkIamRoscoePaine。Iamnot。IamRoscoeBennett,andmyfatherwasCarletonBennett,theembezzler。\"
Ihadsaidit。AndthemomentafterwardIwassorry。Iwouldhavegivenanythingtotakebackthewords,butrepentancecametoolate。Ihadsaidit。
Iheardhimdrawadeepbreath。Ididnotlookathim。IdidnotcaretoseehisfaceandreadonitthedisgustandcontemptIwassureitexpressed。
\"Humph!\"heexclaimed。\"Humph!DoyoumeantotellmethatyourfatherwasCarletonBennett——BennettofBennettandCompany?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Well!well!well!CarletonBennett!Nowondertherewassomethingfamiliaraboutyourmother,somethingthatIseemedtoremember。Imetheryearsago。Well!well!Soyou’reCarletonBennett’sson?\"
\"Yes,Iamhisson。\"
\"Well,whatofit?\"
Ilookedathimnow。Hewassmiling,actuallysmiling。Hisillnesshadaffectedhismind。
\"WhatOFit!\"Igasped。
\"Ye—es,whatofit?Whathasthatgottodowithyourworkingforme?\"
Icouldhavestruckhim。IfhehadnotbeenweakandillandirresponsibleforwhathewassayingIthinkIshould。
\"Mr。Colton,\"Isaid,strivingtospeakcalmly,\"youdon’tunderstand。MyfatherwasCarletonBennett,theembezzler,thethief,themanwhosenamewasandisadisgracealloverthecountry。MotherandIcameheretohidefromthatdisgrace,tobeginanew,cleanlifeunderacleanname。Doyouthink——?Oh,youdon’tunderstand!\"
\"Iunderstandallright。ThisisthefirsttimeIHAVEunderstood。
IseenowwhyaclevermanlikeyouwaswillingtospendhisdaysinaplacelikeDenboro。Well,youaren’tgoingtospendanymoreofthemthere。You’regoingtoletmemakesomethingworthwhileoutofyou。\"
Thissounded,inoneway,likesanity。Butinanother——
\"Mr。Colton,\"Icried,\"evenifyoumeantit,whichyoudon’t——doyousupposeIwouldgobacktoNewYork,wheresomanyknowme,andenteryouremployunderanassumedname?Runtheriskof——\"
\"Hush!Enteritunderyourownname。It’sagoodname。TheBennettsareoneofouroldestfamilies。Askmywife;she’lltellyouthat。\"
\"Agoodname!\"
\"Yes。Ideclare,Paine——Bennett,Imean——Ishallbegintobelieveyouhaven’tgotthesenseIcreditedyouwith。Icanseewhathasbeenthematterwithyou。Youcamehere,youandyoursickmother,withthescandalofyourfather’scrookednesshangingoveryouandhersicknessmakinghersuper—sensitive,andyoutwokeptthesecretandbroodedoveritsolongthatyouhavecometothinkyouarecriminals,too。You’renot。Youhaven’tdoneanythingcrooked。What’sthematterwithyou,man?Besensible!\"
\"Sensible!\"
\"Yes,sensible,ifyoucan。Idon’tcarewhoyourfatherwas。Hewasasmartbanker,beforehewentwrong,andIcanseenowwhereyouinheritedyourability。Butnevermindthat。He’sdead;lethimstayso。I’mnottryingtogethim。It’syouIwant。\"
\"YouwantME!Doyoumeanyouwouldtakemeintoyouremploy,knowingwhoIam?\"
\"Sure!ItisbecauseIknowWHATyouarethatIwantyou。\"
\"Mr。Colton,you——Idon’tknowwhattosaytoyou。\"
\"Trysaying’yes’andseehowitseems。Itwillbeachange,anyhow。\"
\"No,no!Icannot;itisimpossible。\"
\"Oh,youmakemeweary!……Humph!Whatisitnow?Anymore’reasons’?\"
’Yes。\"Ifacedhimsquarely。\"Yes,\"Isaid,\"thereisanotherreason,onethatmakesitimpossible,utterlyimpossible,ifnothingelsedid。WhenItellyouwhatitisyouwillunderstandwhatImeanandagreewithme。YourdaughterandIhavebeenthrowntogetheragreatdealsinceshecametoDenboro。Ourmeetingshavenotbeenofmyseeking,norofhers。OflateIhaverealizedthat,formyownsake,forthesakeofmypeaceofmind,I
mustnotmeether。Imustnotbewheresheis。I——\"
\"Here!Stop!\"hebrokeinsharply。\"Whatisthis?DoyoumeantotellmethatyouandMabel——\"
\"Itisnotherfault。Itismyown,entirely。Mr。Colton,I——\"
\"Stop,Itellyou!Doyoumeantotellmethatyouare——thatyouhavebeenmakinglovetomydaughter?\"
\"No。Certainlynot。\"
\"Thenwhatdoyoumean?Thatshehasbeenmakinglovetoyou?\"
\"Mr。Colton——\"
\"There!Don’tactliketheWildManofBorneo。Doyoumeanthatyouareinlovewithher?\"
\"Don’tyouseenowwhyIcannotaccept?Imustgoaway。Iamgoing。\"
\"Humph!Thatwilldo……Humph!Well,Paine——Bennett,I
shouldsay;itishardtokeeptrackofyournames——youarerather——
er——reckless,itseemstome。MabelisouronlychildandhermotherandI,naturally,hadplannedforherfuture……Haveyoutoldherofyour——recklessness?\"
\"Ofcoursenot!Ishallnotseeheragain。IshallleaveDenboroassoonasIcan。Shewillneverknow。\"
\"Humph!Isee……Isee……Well,Idon’tknowthatthereisanythingformetosay。\"
\"Thereisnot。\"
\"Iamsorryforyou,ofcourse。\"
\"Thankyou。\"
Therewasasharprapatthedoor。DoctorQuimbyopeneditandenteredtheroom。Heglancedfrommetohispatientandhisfaceexpressedsharpdisapproval。
\"You’dbettergo,Ros,\"hesnapped。\"Whatisthematterwithyou?
Didn’tItellyounottoexcitehim。\"
\"I’Mnotexcited,\"observedColton,drily。
\"Clearoutthisminute!\"continuedtheangrydoctor。\"RosPaine,I
thoughtyouhadmoresense。\"
\"SodidI,\"thisfrom\"BigJim\"。\"However,Iamlearningalotthesedays。Good—by,Paine。\"
Iwasatthedoor。
\"Oh,bytheway,\"hecalledafterme,\"letmemakeasuggestion。
IfIwereyou,Roscoe,Iwouldn’tleaveDenboroto—day。Notbeforeto—morrowmorning,atanyrate。\"
IdidnotunderstandhimandIaskedfornoexplanation。ItwasthefirsttimehehadaddressedmebymyChristianname,butitwasnotuntilafterwardthatIrememberedthatfact。
ThatafternoonIwasaloneinmyhavenofrefuge,theboathouse。
MotherandIhadhadalongtalk。Itoldhereverythingthathadtranspired。Ikeptbacknothing,eitherofmyactsormyfeelings。
ShesaidshewasnotsorryforwhatIhaddone。Shewasratherglad,thanotherwise,thatIhaddisclosedoursecrettoMr。
Colton。
\"Heknowsnow,Roscoe,\"shesaid。\"Andhewasright,too。YouandIhavebroodedoveroursorrowandwhatweconsideredourdisgracemuchmorethanweshould。Heisright,Boy。Weareinnocentofanywrong—doing。\"
\"Yes,Mother,\"Ianswered,\"Isupposeweare。Butwemustkeepthesecretstill。NooneelseinDenboromustknow。Youknowwhatgossiptherewouldbe。Thereisenoughnow。IpresumeIamcalledatraitorandablackguardbyeverypersoninthetown。\"
\"Whyno,youarenot。Thatisthestrangethingaboutit。Lutherwasupatthepost—officethismorningandnooneseemstoknowofyoursaleoftheland。CaptainDeanhas,apparently,keptthenewstohimself。Whydoyousupposehedoesthat?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Idon’tknow,unlessitisbecausehe——no,Ican’tunderstanditatall。However,theywillknowsoonenough。Bytheway,IhaveneveraskedDorindawhereLutewasthatnoon——itseemsagesago——whenhewasmissingatdinnertime。AndhowdidheknowofMr。Colton’sillness?\"
Shesmiled。\"PoorLuther!\"shesaid。\"Heannouncedhisintentionofrunningaway,youremember。AsamatteroffacthemettheColtons’chauffeurinthemotorcarandthechauffeurinvitedhimtogotoBayportwithhim。Thechauffeurhadanerrandthere。
Luteaccepted——ashesays,automobileridesdon’tcomehiswayeverydayintheweek——andtheyhadtroublewiththeengineanddidnotgetbackuntilalmostnight。ThenMissColtontoldhimofherfather’sseizureandgavehimthenoteforyou。Itwastoyousheturnedinhertrouble,Boy。Shetrustsyou。Roscoe,I——Ithinkshe——\"
\"Don’tsayit,Mother。Allthatisended。Iamgoingtoforget——
ifIcan。\"
Therestofourconversationneednotbewrittenhere。Shesaidmanythings,suchasfondmotherssaytotheirsonsandwhichthesonsknowtoowelltheydonotdeserve。WediscussedmyleavingDenboroandshewassobraveandself—sacrificingthatmyconsciencesmoteme。
\"I’llstay,Mother,\"Isaid。\"Ican’tleaveyou。I’llstayandfightitoutwithyou。Afterall,itwillnotbemuchworsethanitwasbeforeIwenttothebank。\"
Butshewouldnothearofmystaying。IhadafriendinChicago,adistantrelativewhoknewourstory。Perhapshecouldhelpmetoastartsomewhere。Shekissedmeandbademekeepupmycourage,andIlefther。Iateahurriedmeal,acombinationofbreakfastanddinner,and,dodgingLute,whowasinthebackyardwaitingtoquestionmeconcerningtheColtons,walkeddowntotheboathouse。
There,inmyarmchair,Itriedtothink,tomapoutsomesortofplanformyfuture。
Itwasahopelesstask。Iwasnotinterestedinit。Ididnotmuchcarewhatbecameofme。IfitwerenotforMotherIshouldnothavecaredatall。Nevertheless,forhersake,Imusttrytoplan,andIdid。
IwasstilltryingwhenIheardfootstepsapproachingthedoor,thesmalldoorattheside,notthebigoneinfront。Ididnotrisetoopenthedoor,nordidIturnmyhead。ThevisitorwasLute,probably,andifIkeptstillhemightthinkIwasnotwithinandgoawayagain。
Thedooropened。\"Hereheis,\"saidavoice,avoicethatI
recognized。Iturnedquicklyandsprangtomyfeet。StandingbehindmewasCaptainJedediahDeanandwithhimGeorgeTaylor——
GeorgeTaylor,whoshouldhavebeen——whomIhadsupposedtobeinWashingtonwithhisbride!
\"Hereheis,\"saidCaptainJed,again。\"Well,Ros,we’vecometoseeyou。\"
ButIpaidnoattentiontohim。ItwashiscompanionIwasstaringat。Whatwashedoinghere?
\"George!\"Icried。\"GEORGE!\"
Hesteppedforwardandheldouthishand。Hewassmiling,buttherewasalookinhiseyewhichexpressedtheexactoppositeofsmiles。
\"Ros,\"hesaid,quietly,\"RosPaine,youbull—headed,big—heartedoldchump,howareyou?\"