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  Mycalmaffirmativeseemedtoastonishhim。Ithinkheexpectedadenial。Hishandleftthedoorknobandhesteppedtowardme。

  \"You——HAVE!\"hecried。\"Youdon’teventakethetroubleto——Youhavethefacetostandthereandtellme——\"

  Healmostchoked。

  \"CaptainDean,\"Iinterrupted,quickly,\"waitamoment。Listentome。IhavesoldColtontheland。Ididnotintendsellingitatall,leastofalltohim,butcircumstancescompelledmetochangemymind。IdiditbecauseIwasobligedto。Itisdone。IamsorryIhadtodoit,but,underthesameconditions,Ishoulddoitagain。Iamnotashamed。\"

  Heleanedforward,steadyinghimselfwithahanduponthetable,andstaredatme。

  \"Youain’tashamed?\"herepeated。\"Youain’tashamed!Why,you——

  Didn’tyoutellmeyou’dneversellthatland?Didn’tyoupromiseme?\"

  \"Ididnotpromiseanything。AtfirstIpromisednottosellwithoutlettingyouknowofmyintention。AfterwardItookbackthatpromise。\"

  \"Butwhydidyousell?Yousaiditwan’taquestionofpriceatall。Youmadeyourbragsthatitwan’t!Tome,overandover,youmade’em。Andthenyousneakoffand——\"

  \"Stop!Ididthinkitwasnotaquestionofprice。ThenIfoundoutthatitwas。\"

  Heclenchedhisfist。

  \"Damnyou!\"heshouted,furiously。\"Youliar!Yousneak!AfterI——\"

  \"Thatisenough,Captain。Thishasgonefarenough。Ihavesoldtheland——forwhatseemedtomeagoodreason——andyourcallingmenameswillnotchangethesituation。Idon’tcaretohearthem。

  Youhadbettergo。\"

  \"WHAT?\"

  \"Isayyouhadbettergo。\"

  \"_I_go?You’llputmeout?\"

  \"No,certainlynot。Butthereisnothingtobegainedbyaquarrel,andso,forbothoursakes,Ithinkyouhadbettergoaway。\"

  ForamomentIthoughthewouldstrikeme。Thenhisfistfellheavilyuponthetable。Hislipswerequiveringlikethoseofaninfirmperson。Helookedold,andIhadneverbeforeconsideredhimanoldman。

  \"Whatmadeyoudoit?\"hecried,desperately。\"Whatmadeyoudoit?Isitallsettled?Can’tyoubackout?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"But——butwhydidn’tyouselltome——tothetown?Ifyouhadtosellwhydidn’tyoudothat?Whydidyougotohim?\"

  \"BecausehewouldpaymewhatIneeded;becausehispricewashigherthananyyouorthetowncouldoffer。\"

  \"Howdidyouknowthat?Myheavensabove!I’dhavepaid——I’dhavepaidmostanything——outofmyownpocket,Iwould。Itellyouthismeanteverythingtome。I’mgettin’alonginyears。Iain’tbeenanytoowelllikedhereinDenboro,andIknewit。Youthinkthatdidn’tmakenodifferencetome,maybeIpretendeditdidn’t,butitdid;bytheAlmighty,itdid!Iintendedforfolkstobethankfultomefor——I——Oh,WHYdidyoudoit,Ros?\"

  Ishookmyhead。Iwassorryforhimnow——sorryandastonished。

  HehadgivenmeaglimpseoftherealJedediahDean,notthepompous,loud—voicedtownpoliticianandboss,butthemandesirousoffightinghiswayintotheesteemandlikingofhisneighbors。

  \"I’msorry,Captain,\"Isaid。\"IfIhadknown——ifIhadhadtimetothink,perhapsImighthaveacteddifferently。ButIhadnotime。IfoundthatImusthavethemoneywhichthatlandwouldbringandthatIhadtohaveitimmediately。SoIwentwhereI

  knewIcouldgetit。\"

  \"Money?Youneededmoney?Whydidn’tyoucometome?I’dhavelentittoyou。\"

  \"You?\"

  \"Yes,me。Whatdoyoucal’lateI’vebeenbackin’youallthissummerfor?WhatdidIgetyouthatjobinmybankfor?\"

  \"YOU?GeorgeTaylorengagedmeforthatplace。\"

  \"Maybeso。Butdoyousupposehediditonhisownhook?HE

  couldn’thireyouunlessthedirectorssaidsoandthedirectorsdon’tsayanything,themajorityof’em,unlessIsayitfirst。

  _I_putthenotioninGeorge’shead。Hedidn’tknowit,butIdid。

  AndIputitinthedirectors’heads,too。RosPaine,Ialwayslikedyou,thoughIdidusetothinkyouwasagentlemanloafer。

  Therewasasomethin’aboutyoueventhen,akindofhands—off,mindyourownbusinessindependenceaboutyouthatIliked,thoughIknewmightywellyouneverlikedme。AndafteryouandmegottogetheronthisLanethingIlikedyoumoreandmore。Youcouldtellmetogotothedevilaswellasyoucouldanybodyelse,andI’llshakehandswithafellerthat’lldothat。Ialwayswantedaboyofmyown。Nellie’sagoodgirl,nobetterafloatorashore,butsheisagirl。Georgeisagoodfeller,too,butsomehow,or’nother,I’dcometothinkofyouasthekindofsonI’dhavehad,iftheAlmightyhadgivemeone。Oh,whatdidyoudothisfor?\"

  Icouldnotanswer。Hehadoverwhelmedme。Ineverfeltmeanerormorewicked。Ihadbeenreadytofacehim,readyfortheinterviewwithhimwhichIknewwasinevitableandwhichIhadforeseen,butnotthiskindofaninterview。

  Hetookhishandfromthetableandstooderect。

  \"Money!\"hesaid。\"Youwantedmoney。Youmusthavewanteditbad。

  Whatdidyouwantitfor?\"

  \"Ican’ttellyou。\"

  \"Youhadbetter。It’syouronlychance,Itellyouthat!\"

  \"Ican’thelpit,CaptainDean。Ican’ttellyou。IwishI

  could。\"

  Heregardedmeinsilenceforamoment。Then:\"Allright,\"hesaid,solemnly。\"I’mthroughwithyou,RosPaine。InonewayI’mthroughwithyou。InanotherIain’t。Ical’lateyouwasfiggerin’togostraightuptothebank,asboldasbrass,andsetdownatGeorgeTaylor’sdeskanddrawyourwageslikeanhonestman。Don’tyoueverdaresetfootinthatbankagain。You’refired!bounced!kickedout!Doyouunderstand?\"

  \"Verywell;Iunderstand。\"

  \"Youwillunderstand,whetheryoudonowornot。Colton’sgottheShoreLaneandyou’vegothisdirtymoneyinyourpocket。He’spaidyou,butthetownain’t。Thetownyousoldoutain’tpaidyou——butI’mgoin’toseethatitdoes。RosPaine,I’mgoin’todriveyououtofDenboro。\"

  Heturnedonhisheel,strodetothedoor,wentout,andslammeditbehindhim。

  Iwentbacktothedining—room。Lutewasnowhereinsight,butDorindawasstandingbythemantel,dusting,asusual,wheretherewasnodust。Ididnotspeakbutwalkedtowardthedoorleadingtothestairs。Dorindasteppedinfrontofme。

  \"Roscoe,\"shesaid,sharply,\"canhedoit?\"

  \"Doit?\"Irepeated。\"Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Canhegiveyouyourwalkin’papersatthatbank?Oh,Iheardhim!Itriednotto,butheholleredsoIcouldn’thelpit。Thatkitchendoorain’tmuchthicker’nasheetofpaper,anyhow。Canhedoit?\"

  \"Iguessso。Heseemstobebossofthatinstitution。\"

  \"Butcan’t’LishaWarrenorsomeoftheotherdirectorshelpyou?

  JedDeandon’tboss’LishaWarren——notmuch。\"

  \"Ishan’taskforhelp。Pleasedon’ttroubleme,Dorinda。\"

  Itriedtopassher,butshewouldnotpermitit。

  \"Ishan’ttroubleyou,Ros,\"shesaid。\"Iguessyou’vegottroublesenoughwithoutme。Butyouletmeaskyouthis:Areyougoin’tolethimdriveyououtoftown?\"

  Ishruggedmyshoulders。\"Itmaynottakemuchdriving,\"I

  announced,listlessly,\"ifitwerenotforMotherIshouldbeonlytoogladtogo。\"

  AgainItriedtopass,butthistimesheseizedmyarm。

  \"RoscoePaine,\"shecried,\"don’tyoutalklikethat。Idon’twanttohearanotherwordlikethat。Don’tyouletJedDeanornobodyelsedriveyououtofDenboro。Youain’tdonenothin’tobeashamedof,haveyou?\"

  \"IsoldthatlandtoMr。Colton。Idon’tknowhowCaptainJedfounditout,butitistrueenough;IdidexactlywhathesaidI

  did。\"

  \"Foundout!HefoundoutfromsomebodyovertoOstablewherethedeedwasrecorded,thatishowhefoundout。Hesaidso。ButI

  don’tcareforthat。AndIdon’tcareifyousoldtheLanetentimesover。Youdidn’tdoitforanymeanorselfishreason,thatIknow。Thereain’taselfishboneinyourbody,Roscoe。I’velivedalongwithyoualltheseyearsandIknow。Nobodythatwasmeanorselfishwouldgiveuptheirchancesinlifeandstayhereinthisone—hosstownbecausehismawassickandhadtookanotionthatshecouldn’tbeartopartwithhim。Don’tyoumindJedDean——

  pig—headedoldthing!——oranybodyelseinDenboro。Holdupyourheadandshow’emyoudon’tcareforthewholecaboodleof’em。

  Let’emtalkandactlikefools,iftheywantto。Itcomesnaturaltomostof’em,Ical’late,andthey’llbesorrysomeday。Don’tyoulet’emdriveyouout。Theywon’tcomeinsideTHIShousewiththeirtalk,notwhileI’mhere,Itellyouthat!\"

  Hereyes,behindthebrass—rimmedspectacles,flashedfire。ThiswasthelongestspeechIhadeverheardhermake。

  \"There,Dorinda,\"Isaid,smiling,\"don’tworryonmyaccount。I’mnotworthit。And,whateverIdo,IshallseethatyouandLuteareprovidedfor。\"

  Insteadofcalmingherthisstatementseemedtohavetheexactlyoppositeeffect。

  \"Stopit!\"shesnapped。\"Theidea!Doyousupposeit’sformyselfI’mtalkin’thiswaytoyou?Iguess’tain’t!Mysoul!I’lllookoutformyself,andLute,too,long’sI’mabletowalk;andwhenI

  can’twalk’twillbebecauseI’vestoppedbreathin’。It’sforyouI’mtalkin’,foryouandComfort。Thinkofher。\"

  Isighed。\"Ihavebeenthinkingofher,Dorinda,\"Ideclared。

  \"Shedoesn’tknowawordaboutthis。\"

  \"Thentellher。\"

  \"Ican’ttellhermyreasonforselling,anymorethanIcantellyou——orDean。\"

  \"Tellherwhatyoucan,then。Tellherasmuchofthetruthasyoucan。She’llsayyoudoneright,ofcourse。Whateveryoudoisrighttoher。\"

  Imadenoreply。Sheregardedmekeenly。

  \"Roscoe,\"shewenton,\"doyouWANTtogosomewhereselse?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,Dorinda。Imightaswellbehereasanywhere,perhaps。Iamratherblueanddiscouragedjustnow,that’sall。\"

  \"Ican’tblameyoumuch。Butbein’discourageddon’tdoanygood。

  Besides,it’salwaysdarkestjustaforedawn,theysay;anyhow,I’vehadthatpreachedtomeeversinceIwasagirlandI’vetriedtobelieveitthroughagoodmanycloudyspells。Roscoe,don’tyouletoldJedoranybodyDRIVEyououtofDenboro,but,ifyouWANT

  togo——ifyouthinkyou’doughttogo,toearnmoneyoranything,don’tyouworryaboutleavin’Comfort。I’lllookoutforheraswellasifshewasmyown。Rememberthat。\"

  Ilaidmyhandonhers。\"Thankyou,\"Isaid,earnestly。\"Dorinda,youareagoodwoman。\"

  Tomysurprisetheeyesbehindthespectaclesbecamemisty。TearsinDorinda’seyes!Whenshespokeitwasin,forher,acuriouslyhesitatingtone。

  \"Roscoe,\"shefaltered,\"Iwonderifyou’dbecrossifIaskedaboutwhatwan’tanyofmybusiness。I’moldenoughtobeyourgrandma,prettynigh,soI’mgoin’toriskit。Youusedtobeindependentenough。Youneverusedtocareforthetownoranybodyinit。Latelyyou’vechanged。Changedinagoodmanyways。Issomethin’besidesthisLaneaffairfrettin’you?Issomebodyfrettin’you?Areyouworriedabout——thatone?\"

  Shehadcaughtmeunawares。Ifeltthebloodtingleinmycheeks。

  Itriedtolaughandmadeafailureoftheattempt。

  \"Thatone?\"Irepeated。\"I——Why,Idon’tunderstand,Dorinda。\"

  \"Don’tyou?Well,ifyoudon’tthenI’mjusttalkin’silly,that’sall。Ifyoudo,I……Humph!Imighthaveknownit!\"

  Sheturnedlikeashotandjerkedthedooropen。Therewasarattle,aseriesofthumps,andacrash。Lutewassprawlingupontheflooratourfeet。Igazedathiminopen—mouthedastonishment。

  Dorindasniffedscornfully。

  \"Imighthaveknownit,\"sherepeated。\"Sittin’onthestairsthere,listenin’,wan’tyou?\"

  Luteraisedhimselftohisknees。

  \"Ithink,\"hepanted,\"I——Iswan!Ishouldn’twonderifI’dbrokemyleg!\"

  \"Um—hm!Well,ifyou’dbrokeyourneck’twouldn’thavebeennomore’nyoudeserve。Shameonyou!Sneakin’thing!\"

  \"Now,Dorindy,I——Iwan’tlistenin’。Iwasjust——\"

  \"Don’ttalktome。Don’tyouopenyourmouth。AndifyouopenittoanybodyelseaboutwhatyouheardI’ll——IdeclareI’llshutyouupinthedarkclosetandkeepyouthere,asifyouwasthreeyearold。SometimesIthinkyourheadain’tanyolderthanthat。Gorightoutofthishouse。\"

  \"Butwhere’llIgo?\"

  \"Idon’tcarewhereyougo。Onlydon’tletmeseteyesonyoutilldinnertime。March!\"

  Lutebackedawayassheadvanced,wavingbothhishandsandpleadingandexpostulating。

  \"Dorindy,Itellyou……WHATmakesyousounlikely?……I

  wasjust……Allrightthen,\"desperately,\"I’llgo!Andifyouneverseteyesonmeagain’twon’tbemyfault。You’llbesorrythen。Ifyouneverseemenomoreyou’llbesorry。\"

  \"I’llseteyesonyouatdinnertime。Iain’tafraidofthat。

  Git!\"

  Shefollowedhimtothekitchenandthenreturned。

  \"Ahhum!\"shesighed,\"it’sprettyhardtorememberthataboutdarkestjustaforedawnwhenyouhaveaburdenlikethatonyourshoulderstolugthroughlife。It’snightmostofthetimethen。

  Poorcritter!hemeanswellenough,too。Andoncehewasalikelyenoughyoungfeller,thoughshiftless,eventhen。Buthehadalongspelloffeverthreeyearafterwewasmarriedandhe’sneverbeengoodformuchsince。Itrytorememberthat,andtobepatientwithhim,butit’saprettyhardjobsometimes。\"

  Shesighedagain。IhadoftenwonderedhowawomanofhersensecouldhavemarriedLutherRogers。Nowshewastellingme。

  \"Ineverreallycaredforhim,\"shewenton,lookingtowardthedoorthroughwhichthediscomfitedeavesdropperhadmadehisexit。

  \"TherewassomebodyelseIdidcarefor,butheandIquarreled,andItookLutheroutofspiteandbecausemyfolkswantedmeto。

  I’vepaidforitsince。Roscoe,\"earnestly,\"Roscoe,ifyoucareforanybodyandshecaresforyou,don’tletanythingkeepyouapart。Ifshe’sworthamillionorfiftycentsthatdon’tmakeanydifference。Itshouldn’tbeamatterofherfolksoryourfolksormoneyorprideoranythingelse。It’samatterforjustyouandher。Andifyouloveeachother,that’senough。Itellyouso,andIknow。\"

  Iwasmoreastonishedthanever。Icouldscarcelybelievethatthiswasthedry,practicalDorindaRogerswhohadkepthouseforMotherandmealltheseyears。Andwithmyastonishmentwereotherfeelings,feelingswhichwarnedmethatIhadbettermakemyescapebeforeIwastrappedintobetrayingthatwhich,allthewayhomefromMackerelIsland,Ihadbeenswearingnooneshouldeverknow。

  Iwouldnotevenadmitittomyself,muchlesstoanyoneelse。

  IdidnotlookatDorinda,andmyanswertoherlongspeechwasasindifferentandcarelessasIcouldmakeit。

  \"Thankyou,Dorinda,\"Isaid。\"I’llrememberyouradvice,ifI

  everneedit,whichisn’tlikely。NowImustgotomyroomandchangemyclothes。Thesearetoobadlywrinkledtobebecoming。\"

  WhenIcamedown,afteranabsenceofhalfanhour,shewassittingbythewindow,sewing。

  \"Comfort’swaitin’toseeyou,Roscoe,\"shesaid。\"I’vetoldherallaboutit。\"

  \"YOU’VEtoldher——what?\"Idemanded,inamazement。

  \"Aboutyoursellin’theLaneandlosin’yourjob,andsoon。Don’tlookatmelikethat。’Twastheonlycommon—sensethingtodo。

  She’dheardoldLeather—Lungswhoopin’outthereinthekitchenandshe’dheardyouandmetalkin’hereinthedinin’—room。Ihopedshewasasleep,butshewan’t。Afteryouwentupstairsshecalledformeandwantedtoknowthewholestory。ItoldherwhatIknewofit。Nowyoucantellhertherest。ShetakesitjustasIknewshewould。Youdoneitandsoit’sallright。\"

  \"Roscoe,isthatyou?\"

  ItwasMothercallingme。Iwentintothedarkenedroomandsatdownbesidethebed。

  SheandIhadmuchtosaytoeachother。ThistimeIkeptbacknothing,exceptmyreasonforsellingtheland。Itoldherfranklythatthatreasonwasasecret,andthatitmustremainasecret,evenfromher。

  \"Ihatetosaythattoyou,Mother,\"Itoldher。\"Youdon’tknowhowIhateit。IwouldtellyouifIcould。\"

  Shepressedmyhand。\"Iknowyouwould,Roscoe,\"shesaid。\"Iamquitecontentnottoknow。Thatyourreasonforsellingwasanhonorableone,thatisallIask。\"

  \"Itwasthat,Mother。\"

  \"Iamsureofit。But,\"hesitatingly,\"canyoutellmethis:Youdidnotdoitbecauseyouneededmoney——forme?Ourincomeisthesameasever?Wehavenotmetwithlosses?\"

  \"No,Mother。Ourincomeisthesamethatithasbeenforyears。\"

  \"Thenitwasnotbecauseofme;becauseyoufeltthatIshouldhavethose’luxuries’youtalkaboutsooften?Oh,Idon’tneedthem,RoscoeIreallydon’t。Iam——Iscarcelydaresayitforfearitmaynotbetrue——butITHINKIambetterthanIhavebeen。Ifeelstronger。\"

  \"Iknowyouarebetter,Mother。DoctorQuimbyisverymuchencouraged。\"

  \"Ishe?Iamsoglad!Foryoursake,Boy。PerhapsthetimewillcomewhenImaynotbeyourOldManOftheSeaasIamnow。Butyoudidnotsellthelandbecauseofme?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Youdidnotsellitforyourself,thatIknow。Iwonder……

  But,there!Imustn’twonder,andIwon’t。CaptainDeanwasveryangryandunreasonable,Dorindasays。Isupposehisprideishurt。

  I’mafraidhewillmakeitunpleasantforyouinthevillage。\"

  \"Hewilldohisbest,I’msureofthat。\"

  \"Youpoorboy!Asifyoudidnothaveenoughtobearwithoutthat!

  Hehasaskedyoutoresignfromthebank?\"

  Ismiled。\"Hehaspitchedmeout,neckandcrop,\"Ianswered。\"I

  expectedthat,ofcourse。\"

  \"Butwhatwillyoudo?Can’tMr。Taylorhelpyou?Perhapshewillusehisinfluencewiththecaptain。\"

  \"Idon’tneedhisinfluence,Mother。Itooktheplacemerelybecauseofawhim。NowthatIhavelostitIamnoworseoffthanIwasbefore。\"

  \"Butyouenjoyedthework?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  IwasonlybeginningtorealizehowmuchIhadenjoyedit。I

  sighed,involuntarily。

  Motherheardthesighandthepressureofherhandonminetightened。

  \"Poorboy!\"shesaidagain。Then,afteramoment,\"IwishImighttalkwithMissColtonaboutthis。\"

  Istartedviolently。Whathadputthatideainherhead?

  \"MissColton!\"Iexclaimed。\"Mother,whateveryoudo,don’tspeaktoher——aboutme。\"

  \"Whynot?Shehasnotcalledonusforsometime,butsheisinterestedinyou,Iknow。Andperhapsherfathercould——\"

  \"Mother,don’t。\"

  Shewassilentforaninstant。Thenshesaid,quietly。\"Boy,whatisit?Istheresomethingelseyouhaven’ttoldme?Somethingabout——her?\"

  \"No,no,\"Istammered。

  \"Isn’tthere?Areyousure?\"

  IdonotknowwhatreplyIshouldhavemade。Herquestion,comingsocloseupontheheelsofDorinda’shints,upsetmecompletely。

  Wasitwrittenuponmyface,foreveryonetosee?DidIlooktheincredibleidiotthatIknewmyselftobe?ForIdidknowit。Inspiteofmydeterminationnottoadmititeveninmyinnermostthoughts,Iknew。IwasinlovewithMabelColton——madly,insanely,hopelesslyinlovewithher,andshouldbeuntilmydyingday。

  Ihadplayedwithfiretoolong。

  BeforeIcouldanswertherecameaknockatthedoor。ItopenedandDorinda’sheadappeared。Sheseemed,forher,excited。

  \"There’ssomebodytoseeyou,Ros,\"shesaid。\"You’dbettercomeoutsoon’syoucan。He’sinahurry。\"

  \"Someonetoseeme,\"Irepeated。\"Whoisit?\"

  DorindaglancedatMotherandthenatme。Shedidnotsomuchaswhisper,butherlipsformedaname。Irosefrommychair。

  MotherlookedatmeandthenatDorinda。

  \"Whoisit,Roscoe?\"sheasked。

  \"Justacalleronabusinessmatter,\"Ianswered,hurriedly。\"I’llbeoutatonce,Dorinda。\"

  \"Butwhoisit,Roscoe?\"

  \"It’sMr。Colton,Mother。Hehasprobablycometo——\"

  \"Dorinda,\"Motherinterruptedme,\"askMr。Coltontocomeinhere。\"

  \"But,Mother——\"

  \"Askhimtocomeinhere,Dorinda。Ishouldliketomeethim。\"

  Dorindahesitated,butwhenMotherspokeinthattonenoneofushesitatedlong。Shedisappeared。AmomentlaterthedooropenedwideandColtonentered。Thesuddentransitionfromsunlighttosemidarknessbewilderedhimforamoment,doubtless,forhestoodtherewithoutspeaking。Dorinda,whohadusheredhimin,wentoutandclosedthedoor。Isteppedforward。

  \"Goodmorning,Mr。Colton,\"Isaid,ascalmlyasIcould。\"Youhavenevermetmymother,Ithink。Mother,thisisMr。Colton,ourneighbor。\"

  Coltonturnedtowardthebedandmurmuredafewwords。Foronce,I

  think,hewasstartledoutofhiscustomarycoolself—possession。

  AndwhenMotherspokeitseemedtomethatshe,too,wasdisturbed。

  \"Roscoe,\"shesaid,quickly,\"willyoudrawthatwindow—shadealittlemore?Thelightisratherstrong。Thankyou。Mr。Colton,Iamverygladtomeetyou。Ihaveheardofyouoften,ofcourse,andIhavemetyourdaughter。Shehasbeenverykindtome,inmanyways。Won’tyousitdown?\"

  Idrewforwardachair。Ourvisitoracceptedit。

  \"Thankyou,Mrs。Paine,\"hesaid。\"Iwillsit。Tobehonest,I’mverygladoftheopportunity。Ihavebeenunderthedoctor’scareforthepastfewweeksandlastnight’sperformanceisnotthebestsortoftreatmentforatenderdigestion。ThedoctortoldmewhatIneededwasrestandsleepandfreedomfromcare。ItoldhimI

  probablyshouldn’tgetthelastitemtillIwasdead。Asfortherest——andsleep——Humph!\"withashortlaugh,\"Iwonderwhathewouldhavesaidifhehadseenmelastnight。\"

  Mother’sfacewasturnedawayfromhimonthepillow。\"Iamsorrytohearthatyouhavebeenill,Mr。Colton,\"shesaid。

  \"Ill!I’mnotill。IhaveneverbeensickinmylifeandIdon’tproposetobeginnow。IfthecrowdinNewYorkwouldletmealoneIshouldbeallrightenough。Thereisadealontherethatislikelytocometoaheadprettysoonandmypeopleattheofficearenervous。Theykeep’phoningandtelegraphingandupsettingthingsgenerally。I’llhavetorunovertheremyselfinadayortwoandstraightenitout。Butthere!Ididn’tcomeheretoworryyouwithmytroubles。IfeelasifIknewyou,Mrs。Paine。\"

  \"Knewme?KnewME,Mr。Colton?\"

  \"Yes。Ihaveneverhadthepleasureofmeetingyoubefore,butmydaughterhasspokenofyouoften。Sheisagreatadmirerofyours。

  Iwon’ttellyouallthenicethingsshehassaidaboutyou,forshehasprobablysaidthemtoyouortoyourson,already。\"

  \"Youshouldbeveryproudofyourdaughter,Mr。Colton。Sheisacharminggirl。\"

  \"Thanks。JustamongusthreeI’lladmit,inconfidence,thatI

  thinkyou’reright。AndI’lladmit,too,thatyouhaveaprettygoodsortofason,Mrs。Paine。Heisinclinedtobe,\"withaglanceinmydirection,\"alittletoostubbornandhigh—principledforthispracticalworld,but,\"withachuckle,\"hecanbemadetolistentoreason,ifyougivehimtimeenough。Thatisso,isn’tit,Paine?\"

  Ididnotanswer。Motherspokeforme。

  \"IamnotsurethatIunderstandyou,Mr。Colton,\"shesaid,quietly。\"Ipresumeyouarereferringtothesaleoftheland。I

  donotknowwhyRoscoechangedhismindinthatmatter,butIdoknowthathisreasonwasagoodone,andanhonestone。\"

  \"Hehasn’ttoldittoyou,then?\"

  \"No。ButIknowthathethoughtitrightorheneverwouldhavesold。\"

  Ibrokeinhere。Ididnotcaretohearmyownpraises。

  \"DidyoucalltodiscusstheShoreLane,Mr。Colton?\"Iinquired。

  \"Ithoughtthataffairsettled。\"

  \"Itis。No,Ididn’tcometodiscussthat。Mrs。Paine,Idon’tknowwhyyoursonsoldmethatland,butI’minclinedtothink,likeyou,thathewouldn’thavedoneitunlesshethoughtitwasright。Iknowmightywellhewasn’tafraidofme。Oh,youneedn’tlaugh,youngman。ThereAREpeopleinthatfix,plentyof’em。

  No,Ididn’tcometotalk’Lane。’Thatbirdisdead。Icame,firstofall,tothankyouforwhatyoudidformydaughterlastnight。\"

  Motherturnedherheadandlookedathim。

  \"Foryourdaughter?Lastnight?Roscoe,whatdoeshemean?\"

  \"Nothing,Mother,nothing,\"Isaid,hastily。\"IwasunluckyenoughtoruntheComfortintoMissColton’scanoeinthebayyesterdayafternooninthefog。FortunatelyIgotherintothelaunchand——

  and——\"

  \"Andsavedherfromdrowning,thenandadozentimesafterward。Hehasn’ttoldyou,Mrs。Paine?No,Icanseethathehasn’t。Allright,Iwill。Paine,ifyouringrowingmodestywon’tstandthepressureyouhadbetterleavetheroom。Thisisaboutwhathappened,Mrs。Paine,asMabeltellsit。\"

  Itriedtopreventhim,butitwasnouse。Heignoredmealtogetherandwentontotellofthecollisioninthefog,thevoyageacrossthebay,andmytelephonefromthelighthouse。Thestory,ashetoldit,magnifiedwhathecalledmycoolnessandcommon—sensetoaridiculousextent。IlostpatienceasI

  listened。

  \"Mr。Colton,\"Iinterrupted,\"thisissilly。Mother,thewholeaffairwasmoremyfaultthanmygoodjudgment。IfIhadanchoredwhenitfirsthappenedweshouldhavebeenhomeinanhour,insteadofdriftingallnight。\"

  \"Whydidn’tyouanchor,then?\"askedColton。

  \"BecauseI——I——\"

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