guessIam。IknowIam。ButyouaretheonlyoneIcantalktointhiswayabout——abouthim。AllMawantstotalkaboutnowistheweddingandclothesandsuch,andPaalwaystreatsmeasifI
wasachild。IfeelalmostasifyouweretheclosestfriendI
have,andIknowGeorgefeelsthesame。Hesaysyouhavehelpedhimoutofhistroubles。Iwassureyouwould;thatiswhyIwroteyouthatletter。WearebothSOgratefultoyou。\"
Theirgratitudeandtheknowledgeoftheirhappinessweremysoleconsolationsinthistryingtime。TheykeptmefromrepentingwhatIhaddone。Itwashardnottorepent。IfColtonhadonlymadeknownhispurchaseandclosedtheLaneatonce,whilemyresolutionwasredhot,Icouldhavefacedthewrathofthevillageanditsinevitableconsequencesfairlywell,Ibelieved;buthestillkeptsilentandmadenomove。Isawhimonceortwice;ononeoccasionhecameintothebank,buthecameonlytocashacheckanddidnotmentionthesubjectoftheLane。HedidnotlookwelltomeandI
heardhimtellTaylorsomethingabouthis\"damneddigestion。\"
Theweddingdaycame。I,asbestman,wasbusyandthankfulforthebustleandresponsibility。Theyoccupiedmymindandkeptitfromdwellingonotherthings。Georgeworkedatthebankuntilnoon,gettingreadytoleavetheinstitutioninmychargeandthatofDickSmall,Henry’sbrother,whohadreportedfordutythatmorning。Themarriagewastotakeplaceathalfpastoneintheafternoonandthebridalcoupleweretogoawayonthethreeo’clocktrain。Thehoneymoontripwastobeabriefone,onlyaweek。
Everyable—bodiednativeofDenboro,man,womanandchild,attendedthatwedding,Ihonestlybelieve。ItwasthebestsortofadvertisingforOlindaCahoonandSimeonEldredge,forOlindahadmadethegownswornbythebrideandthebride’smotherandanumberoftheyoungerfemaleguests,andSimhadsoldinnumerablebottlesofapeculiarlypenetratingperfume,alargesupplyofwhichhehadbeentalkedintopurchasingbyaBostontravelingsalesman。
\"Smellit,Ros,doye?\"whisperedSim,grinningtriumphantlybetweenthepointsofa\"stand—up\"collar。\"Igiveyoumywordwhenthatslick—talkin’drummersoldmeallthatperfumery,I
thoughtIwasstucksureandsartin。ButthenIhadanidee。
Everytimewomenfolkscomeintothestoreandcommencedtotalkabouttheweddin’Isaysto’em,saysI,’Can’tsellyouacoupleofhandkerchiefstocryon,canI,MissSo—and—so?Weddin’saregreatplacesforsheddin’tears,youknow。’IfIsold’emthehandkerchiefsallwellandgood;butiftheylaughedandsaidtheyhadaplenty,Igotoutmysamplebottleof’MayLilock’,that’sthenameofthecologne,andasked’emtosmellofit。’Ifyoucrywiththatonyourhandkerchief,’saysI,’allhandswillbegladtohaveyoudoit。Andonlytwentycentsabottle!’Youwouldn’tbelievehowmuchIsold。Youcansmellthisweddin’aforeyoucomeinsightofthehouse,can’tyenow。\"
Youcould,andyoucontinuedtosmellitlongafteryouleft。Mybestsuitreekedof\"MayLilac\"weekslaterwhenItookitoutofthecloset。
Dorindawasthere,garbedinrustlingblackalpaca,herSundaygownfortenyearsatleast,andmadeoverand\"turned\"fourorfivetimes。Lutewasondeck,cutawaycoat,\"highwater\"trousersandpurpletie,grandtolookupon,AlvinBakerandElnathanMulletandAlonzoBlackandThophNewcombandZebKendrickwere,astheItemwouldsay,\"amongthosepresent\"andifZeb’sblackcutawaysmelledslightlyoffishitwas,atleast,achangefromthepervading\"MayLilac。\"
CaptainJedstruttedpompouslyabout,monarchoftheday。Hegreetedmegenially。
\"Hello,Ros!\"hesaid。\"Yououthere?Thoughtyou’dbebusyoverhaulin’George’srunnin’riggin’andmakin’surehewasallreadytoheavealongsidetheparson。\"
\"Ihavebeen,\"Ianswered。\"Iamonmywaybacktherenow。\"
\"Allright,allright。Matildygivemefitsfornotstayin’
upstairsuntilthestartin’gunwasfired,butItoldherthat,betweenherwithhereyesfulloftearsandOlindyCahoonwithhermouthfullofpins,’twasnoplaceforamaleman。SoIclearedouttilleverythingwasshipshape。Say,Ros,\"helaidhishandonmyshoulderandbenttowhisperinmyear:\"Say,Ros,\"hesaid,\"I’mgladtoseeyou’retakin’myadvice。\"
\"Takingyouradvice?\"Irepeated,puzzled。
\"Yes;aboutnotplayin’withfire,youknow。Iain’theardofyouandthePrincesscruisin’togetherforthepastweek。Thought’twasbestnottobetoofamiliarwiththeR’yalfamily,didn’tyou?That’sright,that’sright。Wecan’ttakechances。We’vegotDenboroandtheShoreLanetothinkabout,ain’twe?\"
Ididnotanswer。Ididnotrisklookinghimintheface。
\"She’sliabletobeheremostanytime,Ical’late,\"hewenton。
\"Nelliewouldinsistoninvitin’her。AndImustsaythat,tobehonest,thepresentshesentisthefinestthat’scomeaboardyet。
TheonlythingI’vegotagainstherisherbadjudgmentinpickin’
afather。If’twan’tforthatI——hello!Who——Why,Ibelieve——\"
Therewasacommotionamongtheguestsandheadswereturnedtowardthedoor。Thecaptainstartedforward。Istartedback。Shehadenteredtheroomandwasstandingthere,lookingaboutherwithsmilinginterest。Ihadforgottenthat,consideringherfriendshipwithNellie,shewascertaintobeinvited。
Shewasdressedinasimple,butwonderful,whitegownandworeabunchofliliesofthevalleyatherbosom。Thedoorwaywasdecoratedwithspraysofhoneysuckleandgreenboughsandagainstthisbackgroundshemadeapicturethatbroughtadmiringwhispersfromthepeoplenearme。ShedidnotnoticemeatfirstandI
thinkIshouldhaveescapedbythesidedoorifithadnotbeenforSimEldredge。Simeonwasjustbehindmeandhedartedforwardwithoutstretchedhand。
\"Why,howd’yedo,MissColton!\"exclaimedSim。\"You’rejustintime,ain’tye!Letmegetyouachair。Alvin,\"toMr。Baker,who,perspiringbeneaththeunaccustomeddignityofastarchedshirtfront,occupiedafrontseat,\"getupandletMissColtonsetdown。\"
ShelookedinSim’sdirectionandsawme,standingbesidehim。I
hadnoopportunitytoavoidherlooknow,asIhaddonewhenwemetinthestreet。ShesawmeandIcouldnotturnaway。Ibowed。
Shedidnotacknowledgethebow。Shelookedcalmlypastme,throughme。Isaw,orfanciedthatIsaw,astonishmentonthefacesofthosewatchingus。CaptainJedsteppedforwardtogreetherandIwentintotheadjoiningroom,whereGeorgewasanxiouslyawaitingme。
\"Goodland,Ros!\"heexclaimed,withasighofrelief,\"Iwasbeginningtobeafraidyou’dskippedoutandleftmetogothroughitallalone。Saysomethingtobracemeup,won’tyou;I’mscaredtodeath。Say,\"withawonderingglanceatmyface,\"what’sstruckYOU?YoulookmoreupsetthanIfeel。\"
IbelieveIorderedhimnottobeanidiot。IknowIdidnot\"bracehimup\"toanyextent。
Itwasaveryprettywedding。Atleasteveryonesaiditwas,althoughtheysaythesameofallweddings,Iamtold。PersonallyIwasverygladwhenitwasover。NelliewhisperedinmyearasI
offeredhermycongratulations,\"Weoweitalltoyou,Roscoe。\"
Georgesaidnothing,butthelookhegavemeashewrungmyhandwassignificant。ForamomentIforgotmyself,forgottobeenviousofthosetowhomthedoorforhappinesswasnotshut。
AfterallIhadopenedthedoorforthesetwo,andthatwassomething。
IwalkedasfarasthecornerwithLuteandDorinda。Dorinda’seyeswereredandherhusbandcommenteduponit。
\"Ithoughtaweddin’wassupposedtobeajoyfulsortofthing,\"hesaid,disgustedly。\"It’susuallycal’latedtobe。Yetyouandtherestofthewomenfolkssetandcriedthroughthewholeofit。
Whatintimewastheretocryabout?\"
\"Oh,Idon’tknow,Luther,\"repliedDorindain,forher,anunusuallytoleranttone。\"Perhapsit’sbecausewe’veallbeenyoungonceandcan’tforgetit。\"
\"Idon’tforget,nomore’nyoudo。Iain’tsooldthatIcan’trememberthatfurback,Ihope。Butitdon’tmakemefeellikecryin’。\"
\"Well,allright。Wewon’targueaboutit。Let’sbepleasantaswecan,foronce。\"
NowthatiswhereLuteshouldhavetakenthehintandremainedsilent。Atleastheshouldhavechangedthesubject。Buthewashotanduncomfortableand,Isuspect,hisSundayshoesweretight。
Hepersisted。
\"Huh!\"hesniffed;\"Idon’tsee’syou’vegivenmenosensiblereasonforcryin’。IfIrecollectrightyoudidn’tcryatyourownweddin’。\"
Hiswifeturnedonhim。Shelookedhimoverfromheadtofoot。
\"Didn’tI?\"shesaid,tartly。\"Well,maybenot。ButifI’drealizedwhatwashappenin’tome,Ishould。\"
\"Lute,\"saidI,asIpartedfromthematthecorner,\"Iamgoingtothebankforalittlewhile。ThenIthinkIshalltakeashortrundownthebayintheComfort。DidyoufillhertankwithgasoleneasIaskedyouto?\"
Lutestoppedshort。\"There!\"heexclaimed,\"Iknewtherewassomethin’Iforgot。I’lldoitsoon’severIgethome。\"
\"Whenyougethome,\"observedDorinda,firmly,\"you’llwashthathenhousewindow。\"
\"Now,Dorinda,ifthatain’tjustlikeyou!Don’tyouhearRoscoeaskin’meaboutthatgas?I’vehadthatgasinmyheadeversinceyesterday。\"
\"Um—hm,\"wearily。\"Well,Ishouldn’tthinkalittleextrymoreorlesswouldmakemuchdifference。Nevermind,don’twasteanymoreonme。Getthegasoutofyourhead,ifRoscoewantsyouto。Youcanwashthewindowafterward。\"
Lute’spartingwordswerethathewouldfillthattanktheveryfirstthing。Ifhehad——butthere!hedidn’t。
CHAPTERXVIII
Thefoghadcomealmostwithoutwarning。When,afterleavingthebank,atfouro’clockorthereabouts,IwalkeddowntotheshoreandpulledmyskiffouttowheretheComfortlayathermoorings,therehadnotbeenasignofit。NowIwasneartheentranceofthebay,somewhereabreastCrowPoint,andallaboutmewasgray,wetblankness。SittinginthesternofthelittlelaunchIcouldseeperhapsascanttenfeetbeyondthebow,nomore。
Itwasthesuddenshiftofthewindwhichhadbroughtthefog。
WhenIlefttheboathousetherehadbeenalightwesterlybreeze。
Thishaddieddowntoaflatcalm,andthenanewbreezehadsprungupfromthesouth,blowingthefogbeforeit。Itrolledacrossthewaterasswiftlyasthesmokecloudsrollfromafreshlylightedbonfire。ItblottedDenborofromsightandmovedacrossthebay;
thelongstretchofbeachdisappeared;theCrowPointlightandBenSmall’sfreshlywhitewasheddwellingsandoutbuildingswereobliterated。IntenminutestheComfortwas,toallappearances,aloneonashorelesssea,andIwastheonlylivingcreatureintheuniverse。
Iwasnottroubledoralarmed。Ihadbeenoutintoomanyfogsonthatverybaytomindthisone。Itwasanuisance,becauseitnecessitatedcuttingshortmyvoyage,althoughthatvoyagehadnoobjectivepointandwasmerelyanaimlesscruiseinsearchofsolitudeandforgetfulness。ThesolitudeIhadfound,theforgetfulness,ofcourse,Ihadnot。Andnow,whenthesolitudewasmorecompletethanever,surroundedbythisgraydismalness,withnothingwhatevertolookattodivertmyattention,IknewI
shouldbemorebitterlymiserablethanIhadbeensinceIleftthatwedding。AndIhadbeenmiserableandbitterenough,goodnessknows。
Homeandthevillage,whichIhadbeensoanxioustogetawayfrom,nowlookedinvitingincomparison。Isloweddowntheengineand,withanimpatientgrowl,bentoverthelittlebinnacletolookatthecompassandgetmybearingsbeforepointingtheComfort’snoseinthedirectionofDenboro。Thenmygrowlchangedtoanexclamationofdisgust。Thecompasswasnotthere。Iknewwhereitwas。Itwasonmyworkbenchintheboathouse,whereIhadputitmyself,havingcarriedittheretoreplacethecrackedglassinitstopwithanewone。Ihadforgottenitandthereitwas。
Icouldgetalongwithoutit,ofcourse,butitsabsencemeantdelayandmoretrouble。InageneralwayIknewmywhereabouts,butthechannelwaswindingandthetidewasebbingrapidly。I
shouldbeobligedtorunslowly——tofeelmyway,sotospeak——andI
mightnotreachhomeuntillate。However,therewasnothingelsetodo,soIputthehelmoverandswungthelaunchabout。Isatinthesternsheets,listeningtothedreary\"chock—chock\"ofthepropeller,andpeeringforwardintothemist。Theprospectwasascheerlessasmyfuture。
Suddenly,fromthewet,grayblanketaheadcameacall。ItwasagoodwayoffwhenIfirstheardit,acallinaclearvoice,afemininevoiceitseemedtome。
\"Hello!\"
Ididnotanswer。Itookitforgrantedthatthecallwasnotaddressedtome。Itcameprobably,fromthebeachatthePoint,andmightbeMrs。Smallhailingherhusband,thoughitdidnotsoundlikehervoice。Severalminuteswentbybeforeitwasrepeated。ThenIhearditagainandnearer。
\"Hello!Hello—o—o!Whereareyou?\"
ThatwasnotMrs。Small,certainly。UnlessIwasawayoffinmyreckoningthePointwasatmyright,andthevoicesoundedtotheleft。Itmustcomefromsomecraftafloatinthebay,thoughbeforethefogsetinIhadseennone。
\"Hello—o!Hello,themotorboat!\"
\"Hello!\"Ianswered。\"Boatahoy!Whereareyou?\"
\"HereIam。\"Thevoicewasnearerstill。\"Whereareyou?Don’trunintome。\"
Ishiftedmyhelmjustabitandpeeredahead。Icouldseenothing。Thefogwasthickerthanever;ifthatwerepossible。
\"Whereareyou?\"repeatedtheunseenvoyager,andtomydismay,thehailcamefromtherightthistime。
\"Don’tmove!\"Ishouted。\"Staywhereyouare。Iwillkeepshouting……LOOKOUT!\"
Outofthefogtostarboardalongdarkshadowshot,silentandswift。ItwasmovingdirectlyacrosstheComfort’sbow。Ijammedthewheeloverandthelaunchswungoff,butnotenough。Itstruckthecanoe,foritwasacanoe,aglancingblowandheeleditdowntothewater’sedge。Therewasascrape,alittlescream,andtwohandsclutchedattheComfort’srail。Iletgothewheel,sprangforwardandseizedtheownerofthehandsaboutthewaist。Thecanoe,halffullofwater,disappearedsomewhereastern。IswungMabelColtonaboardthelaunch。
Ithinkshespokefirst。Idonotremembersayinganything,andI
thinkitmusthavebeenatleastafullminutebeforeeitherofusbrokethesilence。Shelay,orsat,uponthecockpitfloor,hershoulderssupportedbythebenchsurroundingit,justwhereIhadplacedherafterliftingherovertherail。Ikneltbesideher,staringasifshewereaspiritinsteadofareal,andratherdamp,younglady。Andshestaredatme。Whenshespokeherwordswereanechoofmythought。
\"ItISyou?\"shegasped。
\"Yes。\"
\"This——thisisthethirdtime。\"
\"Yes。\"
Anotherintervalofsilence。Thenshespokeoncemoreandhertonewasoneexpressingintenseconviction。
\"This,\"shesaid,slowly,\"isgettingtobepositivelyridiculous。\"
Ididnotdenyit。Isaidnothing。
Shesatup。\"Mycanoe——\"shefaltered。
Thementionofthecanoebroughtmepartiallytomysenses。I
realizedthatIwaskneelingonthedeckofalaunchthatwaspoundingitswaythroughthefogwithnooneatthehelm。Isprangtomyfeetandseizedthewheel。Thatmydoingsowouldbeoflittleuse,consideringthattheComfortmightbeheadedalmostanywherebythistime,didnotoccurtome。MissColtonremainedwhereshewas。
\"Mycanoe——\"sherepeated。
Iwasawakeningrapidly。Ilookedoutintothemistandshookmyhead。
\"Iamafraidyourcanoehasgone,\"Isaid。Andthen,asthethoughtoccurredtomeforthefirsttime,\"You’renothurt,I
hope?Idraggedyouaboardhereratherroughly,Iamafraid。\"
\"No,Iamnothurt。But——wherearewe?\"
\"Idon’tknow,exactly。Somewherenearthemouthofthebay,thatisallIcanbesureof。You,arecertainyouarenothurt?Youmustbewetthrough。\"
Shegotuponherfeetand,leaningovertheComfort’srail,gazedabouther。
\"Iamallright,\"sheanswered。\"Butdon’tyouknowwhereyouare?\"
\"BeforethefogcaughtmeIwasnearlyabreastthePoint。IwasrunningathalfspeedupthechannelwhenIheardyourhail。Wherewereyou?\"
\"Iwasjustbeyondyourboathouse,outinthemiddleofthebay。
Ihadcomeoutforapaddlebeforedinner。Ididnotnoticethefoguntilitwasallaboutme。ThenIthinkImusthavebeenbewildered。IthoughtIwasgoinginthedirectionofhome,butI
couldnothavebeen——notifyouwereabreastthePoint。Imusthavebeengoingdirectlyouttosea。\"
Sheshivered。
\"Youarewet,\"Isaid,anxiously。\"Thereisastormcoatofmineinthelockerforward。Won’tyouputthataboutyourshoulders?
Itmaypreventyourtakingcold。\"
\"No,thankyou。Iamnotwet,atall;or,atleast,onlymyfeetandthebottomofmyskirt。Ishallnottakecold。\"
\"But——\"
\"Pleasedon’tworry。Iamallright,orshallbeassoonasIgethome。\"
\"Iamverysorryaboutyourcanoe。\"
\"Itdoesn’tmatter。\"
Heranswerswereshortnow。Therewasadifferentnoteinhervoice。Iknewthereasonofthechange。NowthattheshockandthesurpriseofourmeetingwereoversheandIwereresumingouroldpositions。Shewasrealizingthathercompanionwasthe\"commonfellow\"whose\"charmingandcultivatedsociety\"wasnotnecessarytoherhappiness,thefellowtowhomshehadscornfullyoffered\"congratulations\"andwhomshehadcutdeadattheDeans’
thatveryafternoon。Imadenomoresuggestionsandexpressednomoresympathy。
\"Iwilltakeyouhomeatonce,\"Isaid,curtly。
\"Ifyouplease。\"
Thatendedconversationforthetime。Sheseatedherselfonthebenchneartheforwardendofthecockpitandkeptherheadturnedawayfromme。I,withonehanduponthewheel——auselessprocedure,forIhadnoideawherethelaunchmightbeheaded——
lookedovertherailandlistenedtotheslowandregularbeatoftheengine。Suddenlythebeatgrewlessregular。Theenginebarked,hiccoughed,barkedagainbutmorefaintly,andthenstoppedaltogether。
Iknewwhatwasthematter。BeforeIreachedthegasolenetankandunscrewedthelittlecoverIknewit。Ithrustinthegaugestickandhearditstrikebottom,drewitoutandfoundit,asI
expected,drytotheverytip。Ihadtrusted,likeanimbecile,toLute。Lutehadpromisedtofillthattank\"theveryfirstthing,\"
andhehadnotkepthispromise。
TherewasnotapintofgasoleneaboardtheComfort;anditwouldbemycheerfuldutytoinformmypassengerofthefact!
Shedidnotwaitformetobreakthenews。Shesawmestandingthere,holdingthegaugestickinmyhand,andsheaskedthenaturalquestion。
\"Whatisthematter?\"shedemanded。
IswallowedtheopinionofMr。Rogerswhichwasonthetipofmytongue。
\"Iamsorry,\"Istammered,\"but——but——well,weareintrouble,Iamafraid。\"
\"Introuble?\"shesaidcoldly。\"Whattroubledoyoumean?\"
\"Yes。Thefactis,wehaverunoutofgasolene。Itoldmyman,Rogers,tofillthetankandhehasn’tdoneit。\"
Sheleanedforwardtolookatme。
\"Hasn’tdoneit?\"sherepeated。\"Youmean——why,thisboatcannotgowithoutgasolene,canit?\"
\"Notverywell;no。\"
\"Then——thenwhatarewegoingtodo?\"
\"Anchorandwait,ifIcan。\"
\"Wait!ButIdon’twishtowait。Iwishtobetakenhome,atonce。\"
\"Iamsorry,butIamafraidthatisimpossible。\"
Iwasonmywayforwardtowheretheanchorlay,inthebow。Sheroseandsteppedinfrontofme。
\"Mr。Paine。\"
\"Yes,MissColton。\"
\"ItellyouIdonotwishyoutoanchorthisboat。\"
\"Iamsorrybutitistheonlythingtodo,underthecircumstances。\"
\"Idonotwishit。Stop!ItellyouIwillnothaveyouanchor。\"
\"MissColton,wemustdooneoftwothings,eitheranchorordrift。
AndifwedriftIcannottellyouwherewemaybecarried。\"
\"Idon’tcare。\"
\"Ido。\"
\"Yes,\"withscornfulemphasis,\"Ipresumeyoudo。\"
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Imean——nevermindwhatImean。\"
\"But,asIhaveexplainedtoyou,thegasolene——\"
\"Nonsense!DoyousupposeIbelievethatridiculousstory?\"
\"Believeit?\"Igazedatheruncomprehendingly。\"Believeit,\"I
repeated。\"Don’tyoubelieveit?\"
\"No。\"
\"MissColton,doyoumeanthatyouthinkIamnottellingyouthetruth?ThatIamlying?\"
\"Well,\"fiercely,\"andifIdid,woulditbesoastonishing,considering——consideringtheTRUTHSyouhavetoldmebefore?\"
Imadenofurtherefforttopassher。InsteadIsteppedback。
\"Wouldyoumindtellingme,\"Idemanded,withdeliberatesarcasm,\"whatpossiblereasonyouthinkImighthaveforwishingtokeepyouhere?\"
\"Ishalltellyounothing。And——andIwillnothaveyouanchorthisboat。\"
\"Isityourdesirethenthatwedrift——theLordknowswhere?\"
\"Idesireyoutostartthatengineandtakemehome。\"
\"Icannotstarttheengine。\"
\"Idon’tbelieveit。\"
ForamomentIhesitated。ThenIdidwhatwasperhapsthemostsenselessthingIeverdidinallmylife,whichissayingconsiderable。Iturnedmybackonherandontheanchor,andseatedmyselfoncemoreinthesternsheets。Andwedrifted。
IdonotknowhowlongwedriftedbeforeIregainedmysanity。Itmusthavebeenagoodwhile。WhenIfirstreturnedtomyseatbythewheelitwaswiththefirmdeterminationtoallowtheComforttodriftintothebottomlesspitratherthantostirhandorfoottopreventit。Infactthatparticularportlookedratherinvitingthanotherwise。AnytormentsitmighthaveinstorecouldnotbeworsethanthoseIhadundergonebecauseofthisgirl。Isat,silent,withmygazefixeduponthemotionlessengine。Iheardmypassengermoveonceortwice,butIdidnotlookather。
Whatbroughtmetomysenseswastheboathook,whichhadbeenlyingontheseatbesideme,suddenlyfallingtothefloor。I
startedandlookedovertherail。Thewater,asmuchofitasI
couldseethroughthefog,wasnolongerflatandcalm。Therewerewavesallaboutus,notbigones,butwavesnevertheless,long,regularswellsinthetroughofwhichtheComfortrockedlazily。
Therewasnowindtokickupasea。Thiswasagroundswell,suchasnevermovedinDenboroBay。WhileIsattherelikeanidiotthetidehadcarriedusoutbeyondthePoint。
WithanexclamationIsprangupandhurriedforward。MissColtonwassittingwhereIhadlefther。
\"Whatisit?\"sheasked。\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"
\"Iamgoingtoanchor,\"Isaid。
\"Idonotwishyoutoanchor。\"
\"Ican’thelpthat。Imust。Pleasestandaside,MissColton。\"
Shetriedtopreventme,butIpushedheraway,nottoogentlyIamafraid,andclamberedforwardtothebow,wheretheanchorlayuponitscoilofline。Ithrewitoverboard。ThelineranouttoitsveryendandIwaitedexpectantlyforthejerkwhichwouldtellmethattheanchorhadcaughtandwasholding。Butnojerkcame。
ReachingoverthebowItriedtheline。Itwastautandheavy。
ThenIknewapproximatelyhowfarwehaddrifted。WewerebeyondtheshoalmakingoutfromCrowPointoverthedeepwaterbeyond。
Myanchorropewasnotlongenoughtoreachthebottom。
StillIwasnotalarmed。Iwasprovokedatmyownstubbornnesswhichhadgottenusintothispredicamentandmoreangrythaneveratthepersonwhowasthecauseofthatstubbornness。ButIwasnotfrightened。TherewereothershoalsfurtheroutandIlefttheanchorasitwas,hopingthatitmightcatchandholdononeofthem。Iwentbackoncemoretomyseatbythewheel。
Thenfollowedanotherintervalofsilenceandinaction。Fromasternandagoodwayoffsoundedthenotesofabell。Fromtheoppositedirectioncamealowgroan,indescribablymournfulandlonely。
Mypassengerhearditandspoke。
\"Whatwasthat?\"shedemanded,inastartledtone。
\"ThefoghornatMackerelIsland,theislandatthemouthofWellmouthharbor,\"Ianswered。
\"Andthatbell?\"
\"ThatisthefogbellatCrowPoint。\"
\"AtCrowPoint?Why,itcan’tbe!CrowPointisinDenboroBay,andthatbellisalongwaybehindus。\"
\"Yes。WeareamileormoreoutsidethePointnow。Thetidehascarriedusout。\"
\"Carriedus——Doyoumeanthatweareoutatsea?\"
\"Notatseaexactly。WeareinCapeCodBay。\"
\"But——why,wearestilldrifting,aren’twe?Ithoughtyouhadanchored。\"
\"Itriedto,butIwastoolate。Thewateristoodeepherefortheanchortoreachbottom。\"
\"But——butwhatareyougoingtodo?\"
\"Nothingatpresent。ThereisnothingIcando。Sitdown,please。\"
\"Nothing!Nothing!Doyoumeanthatyouproposetositthereandletusbecarriedouttosea?\"
\"Weshallnotbecarriedfar。Thereisnowind。Whenthetideturnsweshallprobablybecarriedinagain。\"
\"But,\"sharply,\"whydon’tyoudosomething?Can’tyourow?\"
\"Ihaveonlyoneoar。\"
\"Butyoumustdosomething。YouMUST。I——I——Itislate!itisgrowingdark!Mypeople!Whatwilltheythink?\"
\"Iamsorry,MissColton。\"
\"Sorry!Youarenotsorry!Ifyouwereyouwoulddosomething,insteadofsittingthereas——asifyouenjoyedit。Ibelieveyoudoenjoyit。Youaredoingitpurposelyto——to——\"
\"Towhat,pray?\"
\"Nevermind。\"
\"ButIdomind。Youhaveaccusedmeoflying,MissColton,andofkeepingyouherepurposely。Whatdoyoumeanbyit?\"
\"Imeanthat——that——Oh,youknowwhatImean!Youhatemeandyouhatemyfather,andyouaretryingto——topunishusfor——for——\"
Ihadheardenough。Ididnotproposetohearanymore。
\"MissColton,\"Iinterrupted,sternly,\"stop!thisissilly。I
assureyouthatIamasanxioustoendthis——excursion——ofoursasyoucanbe。YourbeingafloatinDenboroBayinacanoewasyourownrecklessnessandnotmyfault。Neitherwasitmyfaultthatthelaunchcollidedwithyourcanoe。Icalledtoyounottomove,buttostaywhereyouwere。And,moreover,ifyouhadpermittedmetoanchorwhenIfirstattemptedtodosoweshouldnotbeinthisscrape。IshallgetyououtofitjustasquickasIcan。InorderthatImaydosoIshallexpectyoutostopbehavinglikeachildanddoasItellyou。Sitdownonthatbenchandkeepstill。\"
ThishadtheeffectImeantitto。Shelookedatmeasifshecouldnotbelieveshehadheardaright。ButImethergazesquarely,and,withashudderofdisgust,orfear,Idonotknowwhich,sheturnedherbackuponmeandwassilent。Iwentforwardtothecuddy,foundthetinhornwhich,untilthatmoment,Ihadforgotten,and,returning,blewstridentblastsuponitatintervals。Therewaslittledangerofothercraftbeinginourvicinity,butIwasneglectingnoprecautions。
ThebellatCrowPointsoundedfurtherandfurtherastern。Thetwilightchangedtoduskandthedusktodarkness。Thefogwasasthickasever。Itwasnearlytimeforthetidetoturn。
Suddenlytherewasajerk;thelaunchquivered,andswungabout。
\"Oh!whatwasthat?\"demandedMissColton,shortly。
\"Theanchor,\"Ianswered。\"Wehavereachedtheoutershoal。\"
\"And,\"hesitatingly,\"shallwestayhere?\"
\"Yes;unless——\"
\"Unlesswhat?\"
\"Unless……Hush!listen!\"
Therewasanoddrushingsoundfromthedarknessastern,asortofhissandlow,wateryroar。Irushedtothebowanddraggedtheanchorinboardwithallmystrength。ThenIrantothewheel。I
hadscarcelyreacheditwhenIfeltahandonmyarm。
\"Whatisit?\"askedtheyounglady,hervoicequivering。\"Oh,whatisit?\"
\"Wind,\"Ianswered。\"Thereisasquallcoming。Sitdown!Sitdown!\"
\"But——but——\"
\"Sitdown。\"
ShehesitatedandIseizedherarmandforcedherdownuponthebenchbesideme。Ithrewthehelmover。Therushingsoundgrewnearer。Thencameablastofwindwhichsentmycapflyingoverboardandthefogdisappearedasifithadbeenaclothsnatchedawaybyamightyhand。Aboveuswasablacksky,withstarsshowinghereandtherebetweenflyingclouds,andaboutuswerethewaves,alreadybreakingintofoamupontheshoal。
TheComfortrockedandwallowedinthetrough。Wewerebeingdrivenbythewindawayfromtheshoal,butnotfastenough。
Somehoworotherwemustgetoutofthatdangerousneighborhood。I
turnedtomycompanion。Shehadnotspokensincethesquallcame。
\"MissColton,\"Isaid,\"givemeyourhands。\"
IpresumeshecouldnotimaginewhatImeant。Nodoubt,too,mytoneandtherequestfrightenedher。Shehesitated。Iseizedherhandsandplacedthemonthespokesofthewheel。
\"Iwantyoutoholdthatwheeljustasitis,\"Icommanded。\"I
mustgoforwardandgetsteeragewayonthiscraftsomehow,orweshallcapsize。Canyouholdit,doyouthink?\"
\"Yes;I——Ithinkso。\"
\"Youmust。\"