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  Hisexpressionchanged。Heknockedtheashesfromhiscigarandfrowned。

  \"Isee,\"hesneered。\"Humph!Well,I’vetriedtomakeitplaintoyoufellowsdownherethatIcouldn’tbeheldup。IthoughtI’ddoneit,butevidentlyIhaven’t。Fivehundredisagoodpriceforthatland。Fivethousandisridiculous,butIgaveyoumyreasonsforbeingwillingtoberobbedthatmuch。That,however,isthelimit。I’llgiveyoufivethousand,butnotanothercent。Youcantakeitorgetout。\"

  Thiswasbetter。WhenhetalkedlikethatIcouldanswerhimandenjoyit。

  \"I’llgetoutveryshortly,\"Isaid。\"YouarenomoreanxioustohavethathappenthanIam。Idon’twantyourothercent。Idon’twantyourfivethousanddollars。I’llsellyouthelandononecondition——no,ontwo。Thefirstisthatyoupaymethirty—fivehundreddollarsforit。\"

  \"WHAT?\"

  Ihadupsethiscomposurethistime。Heforgottosneer;heevenforgottosmoke。

  \"What?\"hecriedagain。\"Thirty—fivehundred!Why,Iofferedyou——\"

  \"Iknowyouroffer。Thisismine:Iwillsellyouthelandforthirty—fivehundred,andnotanothercent。That,asyousay,isthelimit。Youcantakeitor——orIwillfollowyoursuggestionandgetout。\"

  Welookedateachother。Hisfingersmovedtowardthematchboxonthetable。Hetookamatch,scratchedit,andheldittotheendofhiscigar。Thenhetookthecigarfromhislips,blewoutthematchandtossedthelatterintothefireplace。

  \"Whatisthesecondcondition?\"heasked,abruptly。

  \"Thatyoupaymeincash,inmoneyandnotbycheck,atonce。\"

  \"Atonce?Now,doyoumean?\"

  \"Yes,now。To—nightifpossible;ifnot,nolaterthannineo’clockto—morrowmorning。\"

  \"Humph!DoyouthinkIcarrythirty—fivehundredlooseinmychangepocket?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Butthatisthesecondcondition。\"

  \"Humph!……Lookhere,Paine;what——?Iofferedyouthefivethousand。Thatofferholdsgood。\"

  \"Idon’tacceptit。Iwillsellforthirty—fivehundred;nomoreandnoless。\"

  \"Butwhynotmore?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Yes,Ido,too。Yousaidoncethatyouwerewillingtopayforty—fivehundredfortheprivilegeofhavingyourownway。PerhapsIamwillingtosacrificefifteenhundredfortheprivilegeofhavingmine。AtalleventsImeanwhatIsay。\"

  \"Butwhyjustthirty—five?Wouldn’tyoutakethirty—six?\"

  \"No。Itisuselesstoargue,Mr。Colton,anduselesstoaskmyreasons。Ihavethem,andthatisenough。WillyouacceptMY

  offer?\"

  Hehesitated。Thesneerhadlefthisfaceandhistonewhenheaddressedmewasrespectful,thoughtherewasacuriousnoteofchagrinordissatisfactioninit。Ihadexpectedhimtobeeagerand,perhaps,mockinglytriumphant。Hewasnot。Heseemedreluctant,almostdisappointed。

  \"IsupposeI’llhaveto,\"hesaid。\"But,Paine,whatisup?Whyareyoudoingthis?You’renotafraidofme?No,ofcourseyou’renot。You’renotthekindtosquealandliedownbecauseyouthinktheoddsareagainstyou……Confoundyou!\"withasuddenburstofimpatience,\"youareenoughtoupsetalltheself—conceitaman’sgotinhim。JustasIthinkI’mbeginningtosizeyouupyoubreaklooseinanewplace。\"

  \"Pardonme,\"Iputin,\"butIdon’tseethatyouarehelpingtosavethatvaluabletimeofyours。Iunderstandthatyouaccept。

  Willyoupaymenow?\"

  Herose,threwawayhiscigar,and,withhishandsinhispockets,stoodregardingme。

  \"Yourmindismadeup,isit?\"heasked。

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Humph!HaveyouthoughtofwhatourmutualfriendDeanandtherestofthepatriotsmaysaywhentheyfindthisout?\"

  Ihadthoughtoflittleelseallthewayfromthebanktohisdoor。

  Iwasthinkingofitthen。

  \"Ofcourse,\"headded,\"thatisnotmyaffair,but——\"

  \"Itisnot。\"

  \"You’reright;itisn’t。Still——hangitall,Paine!Idon’toftenfeelanycompunctionswhenIbeatafellowinagamelikethis,andIdidintendtohavemyownwayinthisone——\"

  \"Well,you’rehavingit,aren’tyou?\"Iputin。\"Whytalksomuchaboutit?\"

  \"BecauseIamnotsosureIamhavingit。OfcourseIcanseethat,forsomereasonorother,youneedthirty—fivehundreddollars。Anyonebutyou,iftheyweregoingtosell,wouldgetthelastdimetheycouldsqueeze。Youwon’t,becauseyouareaspig—

  headedas——as——\"

  \"Oh,docutitshort,\"Isnapped。Andthen,atrifleashamedofmyrudeness,\"Excuseme,Mr。Colton,butthisisn’texactlypleasantformeandIwanttogetitover。Willyoupaymenow?\"

  \"Holdon;letmefinish。Iwasgoingtosaythat,ifyouneededthethirty—five,perhapsIcouldmanagetoletyouhaveit。\"

  Istaredathim。\"Letmehaveit!\"Icried。\"Doyoumeanyou’lllendittome?\"

  \"Why,yes,maybe。YouandIhavehadsuchafirst—rate,square,standupfightthatIratherhatetohaveitend。Iwanttolickyou,nothaveyouquitbeforeI’vereallybeguntofight。There’snofoolphilanthropyinthis,understand;itisjustformyownsatisfaction。\"

  IwassotakenabackbythistotallyunexpectedofferfromthemanwhomIhadinsultedadozentimessinceIenteredhishouse,thatI

  founditalmostimpossibletoanswer。

  \"Whatdoyousay?\"heasked。

  \"No,\"Ifaltered。Andthenmorefirmly,\"No;certainlynot。I——I

  ammuchobligedtoyou,Mr。Colton,but——no。\"

  \"Allright。Youknowbest。I’lltakeyourofferandIwillhandyouthemoneyatthebankto—morrowmorning。Willthatdo?\"

  \"Notatthebank,Mr。Colton。Senditovertothehouse,ifyoucanconveniently。\"

  \"I’llhaveitherebeforeten。Mylawyerwilldrawupthepapersandarrangefortransferoftitleinafewdays。What?Going,areyou?Goodnight。Oh——er——Paine,rememberthatmyotheroffer,thatoftheplaceinmyoffice,isopenwhenyou’rereadytotakeit。\"

  Ishookmyhead。Ihadturnedtogo,butnowIturnedback,feelingthat,perhaps,Ishouldapologizeagainformyrudeness。

  Afterall,hehadbeenkind,verykind,andIhadscarcelythankedhim。SoIturnedbacktosaysomething,Ihardlyknewwhat。

  Mydoingsowasamistake。Thedoorbehindmeopenedandavoicesaidreproachfully,\"Father,areyoustillhere?Thedoctorsaid……Oh,Ibegpardon。\"

  Irecognizedthevoice。OfallvoicesintheworldIwishedleasttohearitjustthen。MybackwastowardthedoorandIkeptitso。Ifshewouldonlygo!Ifshewouldonlyshutthatdoorandgoaway!

  Ithinkshewouldhavegonebutherfathercalledher。

  \"Mabel,\"hecried,\"Mabel,don’tgo。It’sallright。Comein。

  PaineandIhavefinishedourtalk。Nothingmoreyouwishedtosay,wasthere,Paine?\"

  \"No,\"saidI。Iwasobligedtoturnnow;Icouldnotgetoutofthatroomwithoutdoingit。SoturnIdid,andwefacedeachother。

  \"Goodevening,MissColton,\"Isaid,withallthecalmnessIcouldmuster。

  Shesaid,\"Goodevening,\"distantlyandwithoutanyenthusiasm,butIsawherglanceatherfatherandthenatmeandIknewshewaswonderingwhatourbeingtogethercouldpossiblymean。

  \"Painehasbeenmakingmealittlecall,\"explainedColton,hiseyetwinkling。\"Mabel,I’llriskanotherbetthatyoucan’tguesswhyhecame。\"

  \"Ishallnottry,\"shesaid,disdainfully。

  \"Oh,you’dbetter!No?Youwon’t?Well,then,I’lltellyou。Hehasjustsoldmethatlandofhis……Don’tlookatmelikethat;hehas。Wehadalittledisagreementastoprice,but,\"withagrin,\"Imethisfiguresandweclosedthedeal。Aren’tyougoingtocongratulatehimonhavingcometohissensesatlast?

  Come!he’swaitingforcongratulations。\"

  Thiswasnottrue。Iwaswaitingfornothing;Iwasonmywaytothedoor。But,toreachitIwasobligedtopassherandoureyesmet。Myglancewavered,Iknow,buthersdidnot。Foramomentshelookedatme。Thenshesmiled。WheneverIamtemptedtobevain,evennow,Irememberthatsmile。

  \"Icongratulatehim,\"shesaid。\"Come,Father;youmustgotobednow。\"

  CHAPTERXVII

  Iamnotgoingtoattemptadescriptionofmythoughtsthatnight。

  Itwouldtaketoolongandthedescriptionwouldbewearisome。

  Otherpeople’smiseriesarenotinterestingandIshallnotcatalogmine。MorningcameatlastandIrose,bathedmyhotfaceincoldwater,andwentdownstairs。Earlyasitwas,notyetsix,IheardDorindainthekitchenand,havingnodesireforconversation,I

  wentoutandwalkedupanddownthebeachuntilbreakfasttime。I

  hadtopretendtoeat,butIatesolittlethatbothLuteandDorindaoncemorecommenteduponmylackofappetite。Lute,whohadneverbecomefullyreconciledtomybecomingamemberoftheworkingclass,hastenedtolaytheblameformyconditionuponmylaborsatthebank。

  \"Thetroubleis,\"heannounced,dogmatically,\"thetroubleis,Roscoe,thatyouain’tfittedforbein’shutupasternofadeck。

  Lookatyourselfnow!JustgointoComfort’sroomandstandinfrontofherlookin’glassandlookatyourself。Thereyoube,paleandpeakedandworeout。LookforalltheworldjustasI

  donewhenIhadthetonsilstwowintersago。Ain’tthatso,Dorindy?\"

  Hiswife’sanswerwasacontemptuoussniff。

  \"Ifyoumeantosaythatyoulookedpeakedwhenyouhadsorethroat,\"sheannounced,\"thenthere’ssomethin’thematterwithyourmindoryoureyesight,oneort’other。Youpeaked?Why,yourfacewasswelleduplikeayoungone’sballoonFourthofJulyDay。

  Andasforbein’pale!Mysoul!IgiveyoumywordIcouldn’tscurcelytellwhereyourneckleftoffandthestripofredflannelyoumademetie’rounditbegun。\"

  \"Don’tmakenodifference!IFELTpale,anyhow。AndIdidn’teatnomore’nRosdoes。You’llhavetogiveintothat,Dorindy。I

  didn’teatnothin’butbeefteaandgruel。\"

  \"Youetenoughofthemtofloataschooner。\"

  \"MaybeIdid,\"withgrieveddignity;\"maybeIdid。Butthat’snoreasonwhyyoushouldsetthereandheavemysufferin’sinmyface。\"

  \"Whatisthemantalkin’aboutnow?Ididn’theave’eminyourface。Theycometherethemselves,sameassorethroatsufferin’sgenerallydo,andifyouhadn’twadedaroundinthesnowwithleakyboots,becauseyouwastoolazytotake’emtotheshoemaker’stobepatched,theywouldn’t。\"

  Lutedrewbackfromthetable。\"It’snouse!\"hedeclared,\"amancan’tevenbesickinpeaceinthishouse。Somewiveswouldhavebeensorrytoseetheirhusbandswithonefootinthegrave。\"

  \"Yourfeetwasinthecookstoveovenmostofthetime。There!

  there!themoreyoutalkthefurtherfromhomeyouget。YoustartedinwithRoscoeandthebankandyou’reinthegravealready。IfIwasyouI’dquitaforeIwentanyfurther。Landknowswhereyoumightfetchupifyoukepton!I……Mercyonus!who’satthekitchendoorthistimeinthemornin’?\"

  Herhusband,evercurious,wasonhiswaytoanswertheknockalready。Hecameback,amomentlater,sputteringwithexcitement。

  \"It’sthatMr。butler,theJohnsonovertoMr。Colton’s,\"hewhispered。\"Imeanit’sthatJutler——that——There,Dorindy!youseewhatsortofastateyourhectorin’hasworkedmeinto!It’sthatparsoncritterwhoopensColton’sdoorforhim,that’swho’tis。AndhewantstoseeRos。Itriedtofindoutwhatfor,buthewouldn’ttell。\"

  EvenDorindashowedsurprise。Shelookedattheclock,\"Thishourofthemornin’!\"sheexclaimed;\"whatintheworld——?\"

  Ihastenedtothekitchen,closingthedining—roomdoorbehindmejustintimetopreventLute’sfollowingme。Johnson,thebutler,wasstandingonthemicaslabatthethresholdinspectingourhumblepremiseswithloftydisdain。

  \"Mr。Coltonsentthistoyou,sir,\"hesaid,handingmeanenvelope。\"Hewishesyoutosendareceiptbyme。\"

  Itooktheenvelopeand,steppingbackoutofsight,toreitopen。

  InsidewasacheckonaNewYorkbankforfourthousanddollars。

  Itwasmadepayableto\"Bearer。\"Withitwasthisbriefnote:

  DearPaine:

  ThisisthebestIcandoforyou,asIhaven’tthemoneyonhand。

  Cashityourself,takeoutyourthirty—fivehundredandholdtheadditionalfivehundreduntilI,oroneofthefamily,callforit。

  ImadethethingpayabletoBearerbecauseIimaginedyouwouldpreferitthatway。SendmesomesortofreceiptbyJohnson;

  anythingwilldo。Iwillseemylawyerinadayortwo。Meanwhilehaveyourpapers,deeds,etc。,readywhenhecallsforthem。

  Yourstruly,JAMESW。COLTON。

  ForaminuteIconsidered。IfIcouldcashthecheckatthebankwithoutTaylor’sknowledgeandgethimofftoBostonontheearlytrain,Imightbeabletocovermytracks。Itwasnecessarythattheyshouldbecovered。KnowingGeorgeasIdidIknewthathewouldneverconsenttomysacrifice。HewouldnotpermitmetowreckmyfutureinDenborotosavehim。ThemoneymustbeturnedovertotheBostonbankersandthebank’sbondsoncemoreinthevaultwheretheybelongedbeforehelearnedwherethatmoneycamefrom。Thenitwouldbetoolatetorefuseandtoolatetoundowhathadbeendone。HewouldhavetoacceptandImightbeabletoprevailuponhimtokeepsilentregardingthewholeaffair。I

  dislikedthecheckwithColton’snameuponit;Ishouldhavemuchpreferredthecash;butcash,itseemed,couldnotbehadwithoutconsiderabledelay,andwiththatbankexaminer’svisitimminenteverymomentoftimewasvaluable。Ifoldedthecheck,putitinmypocketbook,and,hastilyscribblingareceiptinpencilatthebottomofColton’snote,replacedthelatterintheenvelopeandhandedittoJohnson,whodeparted。

  Enteringthedining—roomIfoundDorindaandLuteatthewindow,peeringafterthebutler。

  \"Bytime!\"exclaimedLute,\"ifIdidn’tknowIshouldsayhewasabiggerbig—bugthanoldColtonhimself。Lookhowhestruts!Hesartinisadignifiedlookin’man。Idon’tseehowheevercometobejusthiredhelp。\"

  \"Um—hm,\"sniffedthecynicalMrs。Rogers。\"Well;youcangetanawfullotofdignityforitsboardandlodgin’!There’snothin’

  muchmoredignifiedorstrutsmuchbetter’narooster,butit’sthehensthatlaytheeggs。Whatdidhewant,Roscoe?\"

  ImadesomeexcuseorotherforMr。Johnson’searlycalland,takingmycapfromtherack,hurriedfromthehouse。Iwent\"acrosslots\"and,runningagoodpartoftheway,reachedthebankjustasSamWheelerwassweepingout。Heexpressedsurpriseatmyearlyarrivalandwishedtoknowwhatwasup。

  \"Ain’tnothin’wrong,isthere,Ros?\"askedSamanxiously。\"Isawbythepaperthatthemarketwasfeverishagainyesterday。\"

  Samwasanambitiousyouthand,beingdesirousofbecomingabankerintheshortestpossibletime,readthefinancialpagewithconscientiousthoroughness。Iassuredhimthatthemarket’sfeverwasnotcontagious——atleastIhadnotcontractedthedisease——andsenthimouttosweepthefrontsteps。AssoonashehadgoneI

  openedthesafe,found,tomyjoy,thatwehadanabundanceofcurrencyonhand,cashedtheColtoncheckandlockeditsecurelyinthedrawerofmyowndesk。SofarIwassafe。NowtosecureGeorge’ssafety。

  Hecameinsoonafter,lookingasif,ashehadtoldme,hehadnotsleptforyears。HebadeSamgoodmorningandthenwalkedovertomyside。

  \"Well,Ros?\"heasked,layingashakinghandonthedeskbesideme。

  \"Nothere,George,\"Iwhispered。\"Comeintothedirectors’room。\"

  Iledthewayandhefollowedme。Iclosedthedoorbehindus,tookthethirty—fivehundreddollarsinnotesfrommypocketandlaidthemonthetable。

  \"There’sthemoney,George,\"Isaid。\"Nowyou’vegotjusttimeenoughtocatchthatnineo’clocktrainforBoston。\"

  Ithought,foramoment,hewasgoingtocollapsealtogether。Thenhepounceduponthemoney,counteditwithfingersthattrembledsohecouldscarcelycontrolthem,andturnedtome。

  \"Ros——Ros——\"hestammered。\"Wheredidyou——howdidyou——GreatGod,man!I——I——\"

  \"There!there!\"Iinterrupted。\"ItoldyouIwasn’tapauperexactly。Putthatwhereyouwon’tloseitandclearout。Youhaven’tanytimetoargue。\"

  \"But——but,Ros,Ihadn’toughttotakethisfromyou。Idon’tseewhereyougotitand——\"

  \"That’smybusiness。Willyougo?\"

  \"Idon’tknowasIevercanpayyou。LordknowsI’lltryallmylife,but——\"

  Iseizedhisarm。\"George,\"Iurged,impatiently,\"youfool,don’twastetime。Getthattrain,doyouhear!Thosebondsmustbeinthatsafebynight。Go!\"

  Thementionofthebondsdidwhatmyurginghadfailedtodo。Hecrammedthebillsintohispocketbook,thrustthelatterintoaninsidepocket,andrushedfromtheroom。Ifollowedhimasfarastheouterdoor。Hewasrunninguptheroadlikeawildman。Samstaredafterhim。

  \"Formercysakes!\"hecried,\"what’sthematterwiththeboss?Hashegoneloony?\"

  \"No,\"Isaid,turningbacktomydesk;\"he’ssaneenough,Iguess。

  He’safterthetrain。\"

  \"Ishouldthinkhewasaftersomethin’。Didyouseethefacehehadonhim?Ifheain’tcrazythenyouandIare,that’sallI’vegottosay。\"

  \"Allright,Sam,\"Ianswered,drawingalongbreath,\"perhapsthat’sit。PerhapsyouandIarethecrazyones——oneofus,atanyrate。\"

  AllthatdayIworkedhard。Ididnotgohomeforlunch,butsentSamovertoEldredge’sstoreforcannedhamandcrackerswhichI

  ateatmydesk。Itwasafairlybusyday,fortunately,andIcouldalwaysfindsometasktooccupymymind。Lutecalled,attwoo’clock,toinquirewhyIhadnotbeenhomeandItoldhimthatTaylorwasawayandIshouldbelateforsupper。Hedeparted,shakinghishead。

  \"It’sjustasIsaid,\"hedeclared,\"you’reworkin’yourselfsick,that’swhatyou’redoin’。You’regrowin’foolishintheheadaboutwork,justthesameasDorindy。AndYOUdon’tneedto;you’vegotmoneyenough。IfIhadindependentmeanssameasyou’vegotItellyouI’dhavemoresense。Onesickinvalidinthefamily’senough,ain’tit?\"

  \"Nodoubt,Lute,\"Ireplied。\"Atalleventsyoumusttakecareofyourhealth。Don’tYOUworkyourselfsick。\"

  Luteturnedonme。\"Itrynotto,\"hesaid,seriously;\"Itrynotto,butit’sahardjob。Youknowwhatthatwifeofmineiscal’latin’tohavemedonext?Washthehenhousewindow!Yessir!washthewindowso’sthehenscanlookatthescenery,I

  presumelikely。Isaystoher,saysI,’ThatbeatsanyfoolishnesseverIheard!Nextthingyou’llwantmetoputdownacarpetinthepigsty,won’tye?Youwouldifwekeptapig,Iknow。’\"

  \"Whatdidshesaytothat?\"Iinquired。

  \"Oh,thelandknows!Somethin’aboutkeepin’onepigbein’troubleenough。Ididn’tpaymuchattention。ButIshan’twashnohen’swindow,nowyoucanbetonthat!\"

  Ishouldn’thavebetmuchonit。Hewentaway,tospendthenexthourinapoliticaldebateatEldredge’s,andIwroteletters,needlesslylongones。ClosingtimecameandSamwenthome,leavingmetolockup。Thetrainwasdueatsix—twenty,butitwasnearlysevenbeforeIhearditwhistleatthestation。Istoodatthefrontwindowlookinguptheroadandwaiting。

  Iwaitedonlyafewminutes,buttheywerelongones。ThenIsawGeorgecoming,notrunningthistime,butwalkingwithrapidstrides。Thecrowd,waitingonthepost—officesteps,shoutedathimbuthepaidnoattention。Hesprangupthestepsandenteredthebank。Isteppedforwardandseizedhishand。Onelookathisfacewasenough;hehadthebonds,Iknewit。

  \"Ros,youhere!\"heexclaimed。\"Isitallright?Theexaminerhasn’tshowedup?\"

  \"No,\"Ianswered。\"Youhavethem,George?\"

  \"Rightinmypocket,thanktheLord——andyou,RosPaine。JustletmegetthemintothatsafeandI——What!You’renotgoing?\"

  \"Yes,I’mgoing。Icongratulateyou,George。Iamasgladasyouare。Goodnight。\"

  \"ButRos,Iwanttotellyouaboutit。Iwanttothankyouagain。

  Inevershallforget……Ros,holdon!\"

  ButIwasalreadyatthedoor。\"Goodnight,\"Icalledagain,andwentout。Iwentstraighthome,atesupper,spentahalfhourwithMother,andthenwenttomyroomandtobed。Theexcitementwasover,forgoodorbadthethingwasdonebeyondrecall,andI

  suddenlyrealizedthatIwasverytired。Ifellasleepalmostimmediatelyandsleptsoundlyuntilmorning。Iwastootiredeventothink。

  Ihadplentyoftimetothinkduringthefortnightwhichfollowedandtherewasenoughtothinkabout。ThelawyercameandthepapersweresignedtransferringtoJamesW。ColtonthestripoflandoverwhichDenborohadexciteditselfformonths。EachdayI

  satatmydeskexpectingCaptainDeanandadelegationofindignantcitizenstorushinanddenouncemeasatraitorandaturncoat。

  EverytimeSamWheelermetmeatmyarrivalatthebankIdreadedtolookhimintheface,fearingthathehadlearnedofmyactionandwaswaitingtoquestionmeaboutit。Inspiteofallmyboastsandsolemnvowsnottopermit\"BigJim\"ColtontoobtaintheShoreLaneIhadsoldittohim;hecould,anditwastobeexpectedthathewould,closeitatonce;Denborowouldmakeitsjustdemanduponmeforexplanations,explanationswhich,forGeorgeandNellie’ssake,Icouldnotgive;andafterthatthedeluge。IwassittingoverapowdermineandIbracedmyselffortheexplosion。

  Buthoursanddayspassedandnoexplosioncame。ThefishcartsrattleddowntheLanewithouthindrance。ExceptforthelittleflurryofexcitementcausedbythecomingweddingattheDeanhomesteadthevillagelifemovedonitslazy,uneventfuljog。I

  couldnotunderstandit。WhydidColtondelay?He,whoseoneobjectinlifewastohavehisownway,haditoncemore。Nowthathehaditwhydidn’themakeuseofit?Whywasheholdingback?

  Outofpityforme?Ididnotbelieveit。Muchmorelikelythathisdaughter,whoseprideIhaddaredtooffend,hadtakentheaffairinherhandsandthisagonyofsuspensewasapreliminarytorture,apartofmypunishmentforpresumingtoactcontrarytoherimperialwill。

  Isawheroccasionally,althoughItriedmybestnottodoso。

  OncewepassedeachotheronthestreetandIstubbornlykeptmyheadturnedintheotherdirection。Iwouldrisknomorelookssuchasshehadgivenmewhen,inresponsetoherfather’swould—behumoroussuggestion,shehadofferedmeher\"congratulations。\"

  Once,too,Isawheronthebay,IwasaboardtheComfort,havingjustanchoredafterashortcruise,andshewentbyinthecanoe,hernewestplaything,whichhadarrivedbyfreightafewdaysbefore。AcanoeinDenboroBaywasadistinctnovelty;probablynotsincethedaysoftheIndianshadoneofthelight,gracefullittlevesselsfloatedthere,andthisonecarriedmuchcommentamongtheoldsaltsalongshore。Itwasthegeneralopinionthatitwasnocraftforsaltwater。

  \"Themthings,\"saidZebKendrick,sagely,\"areallrightforpondsorriversorcrickswherethereain’tnotidenorsearunnin’。

  Floatanywhereswherethere’saheavydew,theysaytheywill。Butnodarterofmineshouldgooutpasttheflatsinoneof’emifI

  hadthesay。It’stoobigarisk。\"

  \"Yup;well,Zeb,youain’tgotthesay,Ical’late,\"observedThophNewcomb。\"Andittakesmore’nsaytogetaskifflikethatone。

  Theytellmethemetalworkaboardherissilver—plated——silverorgold,Iain’tsurewhich。Wondertheoldmandidn’tmakeitsolidgoldwhilehewasaboutit。He’ddoanythingforthatgirlifsheaskedhimto。Andshesartindoeshandleitlikeabird!Shewentbymydoryt’othermornin’andIswantomanifsheandthecanoetogetherwan’tasightforsoreeyes。Isetandwatchedherfortwentyminutes。\"

  \"Um——ye—es,\"gruntedZeb。\"Andthenyouchargedthetwentyminutesinagainsttheday’sworkquahaugin’youwassupposedtobedoin’

  forme,Isuppose。\"

  \"Youcantakeoutthetencentswhenyoupayme——ifyoueverdo,\"

  saidNewcomb,gallantly。\"’Twaswuthmore’nthatjusttolookather。\"

  ThetimehadbeenwhenIshouldhaveagreedwithThoph。Sittinginthecanoe,bare—headed,herhairtossinginthebreeze,andherroundedarmsswingingthelightpaddle,shewasasightforsoreeyes,doubtless。Butitwasnotmyeyeswhichweresore,justthen。Iwatchedherforamomentandthenbentovermyengine。I

  didnotlookupagainuntilthecanoehaddisappearedbeyondtheColtonwharf。

  IdidnottellMotherthatIhadsoldtheland。Iintendedtodoso;eachmorningIrosewithmymindmadeuptotellher,andalwaysIputoffthetellinguntilsomeothertime。Iknew,ofcourse,thatsheshouldbetold;thatIoughttotellherratherthantohaveherlearnthenewsfromothersasshecertainlywouldatalmostanymoment,butIknew,too,thateventoherIcouldnotdisclosemyreasonforselling。ImustkeepGeorge’ssecretashehadkeptmineandtaketheconsequenceswithaclosemouthandasmuchofmyoldindifferencetopublicopinionasIcouldmuster。

  ButIrealized,onlytoowell,thattheindifferencewhichhadoncebeenrealwasnowonlypretense。

  IhavesaidverylittleaboutGeorgeTaylor’sgratitudetome,norhisappreciationofwhatIhaddoneforhim。ThepoorfellowwouldhavetalkedofnothingelseifIhadlethim。

  \"You’vesavedmygoodnameandmylife,Ros,\"hesaid,overandoveragain,\"andnotonlymylife,butwhatisamightysightmoreworthsaving,Nellie’shappiness。Idon’tknowhowyoudidit;I

  believeyetthatthereissomethingbehindallthis,thatyou’rekeepingsomethingfromme。Ican’tseehow,consideringallyou’vesaidtomeaboutyournotbeingwell—off,yougotthatmoneysoquick。ButIknowyoudon’twantmetotalkaboutit。\"

  \"Idon’t,George,\"Isaid。\"AllIaskofyouisjusttoforgetthewholething。\"

  \"Forget!Ishan’tforgetwhileIlive。And,assoonaseverIcanscrapeittogether,I’llpayyoubackthatloan。\"

  Hehadkepthisword,sofarastellingNellieofhisfinancialconditionwasconcerned。Hehadnot,ofcourse,toldherofhisuseofthebankbonds,buthehad,ashesaidhewould,toldherthat,inallprobability,heshouldbeleftwithnothingbuthissalary。

  \"Itoldhershewasfreetogivemeup,\"hesaid,withemotion,\"andwhatdoyousupposeshesaidtome?Thatshewouldmarrymeifsheknewshemustliveinthepoorhousetherestofherdays。

  Yes,andbehappy,solongaswecouldbetogether。Well,Iain’tworthit,andItoldherso,butI’lldomybesttobeworthsomething;andsheshan’thavetoliveinthepoorhouseeither。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkthere’smuchdangerofthat,\"Isaid。\"And,bytheway,George,yourLouisvilleandTranscontinentalspeculationmaynotbeallloss。Youmaysavesomethingoutofit。Therehasbeenconsiderabletradinginthestockduringthepasttwodays。Itisuphalfapointalready,accordingtothepapers。Didyounoticeit?\"

  \"Yes,Inoticedit。ButItellyou,Ros,Idon’tcare。I’llbegladtogetsomeofmymoneyback,ofcourse;enoughtopayyouandCap’nElishaanyhow;butI’msohappytothinkthatNellieneedneverknowIwasathiefthatIdon’tseemtocaremuchforanythingelse。\"

  Nelliewashappy,too。Shecametomeandtoldmeofherhappiness。

  ItwasallonGeorge’saccount,ofcourse。

  \"Thepoorfellowhadlostmoneyininvestments,\"shesaid,\"andhethoughtIwouldnotcareforhimifIfoundouthewaspoor。Heisn’tpoor,ofcourse,butifhewasitwouldmakenodifferencetome。IamsogladtoseehimwithoutthatdreadfulworriedlookonhisfacethatI——I——Oh,youmustthinkmeawfulsilly,Roscoe!I

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