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  \"Hedidnotevencomehomeforsupper,\"shesaid。\"StayedovertoNellie’sprobably。You’llmostlikelyfindhimthere。\"

  ButIwasprettycertainhewasnotattheDeans’,forasIpassedtheirhouse,Inoticedthewindowsweredark,indicatingthatthefamily,likemostofrespectableDenboro,hadalreadyretired。I

  walkedontotheCorners。Eldredge’sstorewasclosed,butthebilliardroomwasradiantandnoisy。IcouldhearTimHallet’svoiceurgingsomeonetotakeanewcue,\"’causethatoneain’tpocketedmanyballsyet。\"

  Ilookedacrossatthebank。Thefrontportionofitwasblackenough,butthewindowofthedirectors’roomwasalight。Ihadlocatedtheobjectofmysearch;thecashierwasthere,workingovertime,ashedidsooftennowadays。

  IhadmykeyinmypocketandIunlockedthebigdoorandenteredquietly。Thedoorofthedirectors’roomwasopenalittlewayandItiptoedoverandpeepedinthroughthecrack。Taylorwasseatedinachairbesidethebigtable,hiselbowsuponthetableandhisheadinhishands。AsIstoodthere,watchinghim,hetookhishandsawayandIsawhisface。Uponitwasanexpressionofabjectmiseryandutterdespair。Iopenedthedoorandentered。

  Heheardthesoundoftheopeningdoorandleapedtohisfeet。Hischairfellbackwardonthefloorwithaclatter,buthepaidnoattentiontoit。

  \"GoodGod!\"hecried,wildly。\"Who’sthat?\"

  Hewasdeathlypaleandtremblingviolently。Hisappearancestartledandalarmedme。

  \"It’sallright,\"Isaid,hastily。\"ItisI——Paine。Isawthelightandknewyoumustbehere。Whatailsyou?WhatISthematter?\"

  Foramomenthestoodtherestaring。Thenheturnedandpickedupthefallenchair。

  \"Oh,it’syou,Ros,isit?\"hefaltered。\"I——I——Lord,howyouscaredme!I——I——\"

  \"George!whatISthematterwithyou?Forheaven’ssake!standup,man!\"HewasswayingandIthoughthewasgoingtofaint。

  \"George!GeorgeTaylor!Areyouill?Iamgoingforthedoctor。\"

  \"No,no!Staywhereyouare。Iain’tsick。I’llbeallrightinaminute。You——youscaredme,creepinginthatway。Sitdown,sitdown。\"

  Hesteadiedhimselfwithonehandonthetableandwiththeotherreachedtoshutadrawerwhichhadbeenopenbesidehim。Thedrawerwasalmostfullofpapers,and,lyinguponthosepapers,wasarevolver。

  CHAPTERXVI

  BeforehecouldclosethedrawercompletelyIcaughthisarmandheldit。

  \"George,\"Icried,\"George,whatisthematter?Tellme;youmusttellme。\"

  Hetriedtopullhisarmfree。FindingthatIwouldnotlethimdothishegaveuptheattemptand,withapoorattemptatalaugh,answered,\"Matter?Why,nothingisthematter。Iamtiredandnervous,sameasI’vetoldyouI’vebeenforthelasttwoorthreemonths,andyouscaredme,tiptoeinginlikeasneakthief,thistimeofnight。\"

  \"Timeofnight!Itisbutalittleafternine。Whatisthematterwithyou?\"

  \"Nothingisthematter,Itellyou。Letgoofmyarm,Ros。Whatdoyoumeanbyholdingontomelikethis?\"

  \"WhatdoYOUmean,George?WhatdoesTHATmean?\"

  Ipointedtothedrawer。Helookedand,withasuddeneffort,jerkedhisarmfreeandclosedthedrawer。

  \"That?\"withaforcedlaugh。\"Oh,that’snothing。ItwaslateandIwasalonehere,so——\"

  \"Iknowbetter。George,you’refrighteningusall。Don’tyousupposewecanseethatsomethingiswrongwithyou?IhaveseeniteversinceIcameheretowork。Youareworryingyourfriends。

  Youworryme。Giveusachancetohelpyou。GiveMEachance。

  Youowemethat。TellmeyourtroubleandI’llpullyououtofit;

  seeifIdon’t。\"

  Myconfidencewas,ofcourse,onlypretence,butmyearnestnesshadsomeeffect。Helookedatmewistfully,andshookhishead。

  \"Nobodycanpullmeout,\"hesaid。\"You’reagoodfellowtowanttohelp,butyoucan’t。Thereain’tanytrouble。I’mjustnervous——\"

  \"Iknowbetter。You’relying,George。Yes,youare;you’relying。\"

  \"Humph!You’reprettyplainspoken,RosPaine。Thereain’tmanypeopleI’dtakethatfrom。\"

  \"You’lltakeitfromme,becauseyoucan’thelpitandbecauseyouknowitistrue。Come,George;come。Youhavebeenafriendtome;theonlyrealfriendIhavehadinyears。Ihavebeenlookingforachancetogetevenforwhatyouhavedoneforme。Maybehereisthechance。Letmehelpyou。Iwill。\"

  Hewaswavering;Icouldseeit。Butagainheshookhishead。

  \"Nobodycanhelpme,\"hesaid。

  \"George,formysake——well,then,ifnotformysakeoryourown,thenforNellie’s,givemeachance。Youaren’ttreatingherright,George。Youshouldthinkofher。You——\"

  \"Stop!Damnyou,RosPaine!whatrighthaveyouto——\"

  \"Therightofafriend,herfriendandyours。You’refrighteningthepoorgirltodeath。Sheisbeginningtobeafraidyoudon’tcareforher。\"

  \"I?Idon’tcareforHER?Idon’t——Oh,myGod!\"

  Tomyutteramazementhebegantolaugh。Andthen,allatonce,hislaughterceased,heswayed,choked,and,suddenlycollapsinginthechair,droppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetableandsobbed,sobsthatshookhimfromheadtoheel。

  Foronestrong,healthy,normalmantoseeanothercryisadisconcertinganduncomfortableexperience。MasculinetearsdonotfloweasilyandpoorGeorge,onthevergeofhysterics,wasapitifulanddistressingspectacle。Iwasalmostascompletelydisorganizedashe。Ifeltashamedforhimandashamedofmyselfforhavingseenhiminsuchacondition。IwanteddesperatelytohelphimandIdidnotknowwhattodo,sobeyondpattinghimonthebackandbegginghimrepeatedlytobraceupandnotbehavelikethat,Ididnothing。Atlasthissobsceasedandhewassilent。I

  hadrisenfrommychairandnowIstoodtherewithahandonhisshoulder;thetickingoftheancienteight—sidedclockonthewallsoundedloudintheroom。

  Suddenlyhesatupandthrewoffmyhand。

  \"Well,\"hesaid,bitterly,\"I’mafinespecimenofaman,ain’tI。

  Ain’tyouproudofme?\"

  \"Iammightysorryforyou,\"Ianswered。\"AndImeantohelpyou。\"

  \"Youcan’t。\"

  \"Howdoyouknow?\"

  \"BecauseIdoknow,Ros,\"heturnedandlookedmestraightintheeye。\"Iamgoingtogiveyousomegoodadvice。Takeit,foryourownsake。Clearoutofhereandleaveme。Don’thaveanythingmoretodowithme。Clearout。\"

  Ididnotmove。

  \"AreyougoingtodoasItellyou?\"hedemanded。\"Mind,I’mtellingyouthisforyourowngood。Willyouclearoutandleaveme?\"

  Ismiled。\"Ofcoursenot,\"Ianswered。

  \"Don’tbeafool。Youcan’taffordtobemyfriend。Clearoutandleaveme,doyouhear?\"

  \"Ihear。Now,George,whatisit?\"

  Hisfingerstappedthetable。Icouldseehewasmakinguphismind。

  \"Youwanttoknow?\"hesaid。\"Youwon’tbesatisfieduntilyoudo?\"

  \"Ihavemadethatfairlyplain,Ihope。AtleastI’vetriedto。\"

  Hisfistclenchedandhestruckthetable。

  \"Then,bytheAlmighty,I’lltellyou!\"hecried,fiercely。\"It’llbealloverthecountyinaweek。Youmightaswellknowitnow。

  I’macrook。I’mathief。I’vestolenmoneyfromthisbankandI

  can’tpayitbackbecauseIhaven’tgotitandcan’tgetit。I’macrook,Itellyou,andinaweekorsoit’llbethecountyjailformine。Unless——unless,\"withasignificantglanceatthedrawer,\"somethingelsehappenstomeinthemeantime。There;nowyouknow。Areyousatisfied?Areyouhappybecauseyou’vefoundout?\"

  Ididnotanswer。TotellthetruthIwasnotentirelyovercomebysurpriseatthedisclosure。Ihadbeguntosuspectsomethingofthesort。Yet,nowthatmysuspicionswereconfirmed,Iwastoogreatlyshockedandhorrifiedtospeakatonce。

  \"Well?\"hesneered。\"Nowwillyouclearoutandletmesettlethismyownway?\"

  Ipulledmychairforwardandsatdown。

  \"Tellmeallaboutit,George,\"Isaid,ascalmlyasIcould。\"Howmuchisit?\"

  Hestaredatmeaghast。\"Youwon’tgo?\"hecried。\"You——youaregoingtostickbymeeven——even——\"

  \"There!there!pullyourselftogether,oldfellow。Wewon’tgiveuptheshipyet。Howmuchisit?Itcan’tbeagreatsum。\"

  \"Itain’t。But,Ros——you——youcan’t——youmustn’tbemixedupinthis。Ishan’tletyou。Don’tyousee?\"

  Iarguedandpleadedandreasonedwithhimforwhatseemedalongtimebeforehewouldconsenttotellmethewholestory。Andwhenitwastoldtherewasnothingnewornovelinit。Theoldtaleofanhonestmanwhohadnotmeanttogowrong,but,temptedbyoneofthosewilesofthedevil,an\"insidetip\"onthestockmarket,hadboughtheavilyonmargins,expectingtoclearahandsomeprofitinashorttime。ThestockwasLouisvilleandTranscontinentalandthestruggleforitscontrolbycertainbiginterestshadmadecopyforfinancialwritersfornearlyayear。Georgehadboughtatatimewhenonesyndicatehad,soitbelieved,securedthecontrol。

  Thensomethingwentwronginthedealandthesharesbegantodeclineinvalue。Heputupmoremarginsandstillmore,butitcontinuedtodecline。Finallyunderthespurofanother\"tip,\"thelastofhisownsavingshavinggonetotheinsatiatebrokers,hesent,tobolsterhisaccountandtosavehimfromutterruin,somebondsbelongingtothebank。

  \"Notmuch,\"hedeclared,\"onlyaboutthirty—fivehundreddollars’

  worth,that’sall。Ineverwouldhavedoneit,Ros,butIwaswild,desperate,yousee。HereIwas,gettingreadytobemarried;

  NellieandCap’nJedandtherestbelievingmetobecomfortablyfixed。It’seasyenoughnowtosaythatIoughttohavegonetoherandtoldher。IfIhadn’tbeencertainthatthemarketwouldturnandI’dbeallrightinaweek,I’dhavedoneit。ButIwassureI’dbeallrightandIcouldn’ttakethechance。Iknewwhatherfatherwouldsayabouthermarryingapauper,andIjustcouldn’ttaketheriskoflosingher;Icouldn’t。Shemeansmoretomethan——than——oh,waituntilyourtimecomes!Waituntilthegirlcomesalongthatyoucareformorethanthewholeworld。Andthenseewhatyou’ddo。Seewhatitwouldmeantogiveherup!

  Justwait——waitandsee!\"

  \"Yes,yes,\"Iputin,hastily。\"Iunderstand,George。Butthestock,LouisvilleandTranscontinental,howisitnow?\"

  \"Justthesame。Itisdead,practicallyspeaking。Ithasn’tmovedhalfapointforsixweeks。I’vebeenexpectingitwould,butithasn’t。It’sallright;thevalueisthere;Iknowit。IfIcouldonlyhangonandwaitIcouldgetmymoneyback,partofit,anyhow。ButIcan’t。Ican’twait。Andthebrokerpeoplehavegotthosebonds。Ros,I’vebeenfightingthisthingforweeksandweeks。Iain’tsleptanightforyears,orsoitseems。Andnextweek——nextWEEKIwastobemarried。MyGod!thinkofit!\"

  \"Here,here!Don’tdothat,\"Iurged。\"Braceup。YouandImustworkthisout。Wasn’tthereanyoneyoucouldgoto?Anyoneyoucouldborrowthemoneyof?Thirty—fivehundredisn’tsuchalot。\"

  \"WhomcouldIgoto?Itried。LordknowsItried!IdidborrowathousandofCap’nElishaWarren;trumpedupsomeexcuseorotherandgotthat。Butthatwasallhecouldletmehave。AndIknowhethoughtmyaskingforthatwasqueer。\"

  \"DidyouconsidergoingstraighttoCap’nDeanand——\"

  \"Dean?Cap’nJed?Herfather?Oh,Ros,don’tbeafoolaltogether!

  Ibegyourpardon,oldman!Idon’tmeanit。Youmustn’tmind。I

  ain’tresponsibleforwhatIsayjustnow。ButIcouldn’tgotoCap’nJed。Youknowhim。He’sasstraightandsquareandhonestasheisobstinateandcranky。IfIwenttohimIcouldn’ttellhimthetruth。AndifIliedhe’dsuspectandwanttoknowwhyIneededtoborrowmoney。AndNellie——don’tyousee?There’stherealawfulnessofthewholething。Icouldn’tgotoherandtellherI

  wasathief。Icouldn’tseeherfacewhenItoldher。Andyetshe’sgottoknowit。She’sgottoknowit!\"

  \"Butwhy?Thestockmaygoupanydayandthenyoucouldwithdrawpartofyourmargin。\"

  Hestruckthetablewithanotherblow。\"Thestockain’tmovedforsixweeks,Itellyou,\"hedeclared。\"And,Ros,\"heleanedforward,hishaggardfaceworkingwithemotion,\"thosebondsain’tinoursafehere,wheretheyshouldbe,andthebankexaminerisdueherewithinthenextfourdays。He’satMiddleboronow。I

  ’phonedBearse,thecashierthere,thisveryforenoononamatterofbusiness,andhehappenedtomentionthattheexaminerwasinhisbankandworkinghiswaydowntheCape。It’sallupwithme!

  Allup!AndNellie!poorgirl;Ican’tbeherewhenshefindsitout。IknowyouthinkI’mapoorspecimenofaman,Ros,butI

  can’tfacethemusic。No,\"desperately,\"andIwon’t。\"

  Hewasgivingwayagain,butIseizedhisshoulderandshookhim。

  \"Stopit!\"Icommanded。\"Stopit,George!Letmethink。Bequietnowandletmethink。Theremustbeawayoutsomewhere。Letmethink。\"

  Heleanedbackinhischair。\"Allright,\"hesaid,hopelessly;

  \"think,ifyouwantto。ThoughwhyyoushouldwanttothinkaboutathinglikemeIdon’tsee。AndIusedtodespiseacrookasmuchasanyone!andacowardstillmore!AndnowI’mbothacrookandacoward。\"

  IknewhiscowardicewasmerelyonNellie’saccount。GeorgeTaylorwasnocowardintheordinarysenseoftheword,norwasheacrook。Iroseandpacedupanddowntheroom。Hewatchedmelistlessly;itwasplainthathefeltnoconfidencewhateverinmybeingabletohelphim。Afteratimehespoke。

  \"It’snouse,Ros,\"hesaid。\"Don’tworryyourheadaboutme;I

  ain’tworthit。Iftherewasanywayout,anywayatall,I’dhavesighteditlongago。Thereain’t。Takemyadviceandleaveme。

  Youdon’twanttobemixedupwithanembezzler。\"

  Iturnedonhim,impatiently。\"Ihavebeenmixedup,asyoucallit,withonebefore,\"Isaid,sharply。\"IsmyownfamilyrecordsocleanthatIneedtopretend——there,George!don’tbeanidiot。

  Letmethink。\"

  Theclockchimedten。Istoppedinmywalkandturnedtohim。

  \"George,\"Isaid,\"tellmethis:Ifyouhadthemoneytobuybackthesebondsbelongingtothebankyouwouldbeallright,wouldn’tyou?Ifyouhaditinyourhandsbyto—morrowmorning,Imean。\"

  \"Yes;IFIhadit——butIhaven’t。\"

  \"Youcouldsendthemoneytothebrokersand——\"

  \"Send!Iwouldn’tsend;I’dgomyselfandfetchthebondsbackwithme。OnceIhadtheminthatsafeagainI——\"

  \"Andyouwouldnottakeanymorerisks,evenifthemarketdroppedandtheyhadtoselloutyouraccount?Evenifyoulosteverycentofyourinvestment?\"

  Thefierceearnestnessofhisanswersatisfiedevenme。\"WhatdoyouthinkIam?\"hedemanded。\"Investmentbehanged!It’smynameasanhonestmanthatIcareabout。OnceletmegetthatbackagainandI’llfacethepoorhouse。Yes,andI’lltellNelliethetruth,allexceptthatIwasathief;Ican’ttellherthat。ButI

  willtellherthatIhaven’tgotacentexceptmysalary。Thenifshewantstogivemeup,allright。I’llbearitasbestIcan。

  Or,ifshedoesn’t,andIlosemyjobhere,I’llgetanotheronesomewhereelse;I’llworkatanything。SheandIcanwaitand……

  Butwhatistheuseoftalkinglikethis?I’vebeenovereveryinchofthegroundathousandtimes。Thereain’tarayoflightanywhere。Theexaminerwillbehere,thebondswillbemissing,andI——I’llbeinjail,orinhell,oneortheother。\"

  \"No,youwon’t,\"Isaid,firmly。

  \"Iwon’t!Whynot?\"

  \"BecausethereISarayoflight。Morethanaray。George,yougohomeandgotobed。To—morrowmorningImayhavenewsforyou,goodnews。\"

  Thebloodrushedtohisface。Heseizedthearmofhischair。

  \"Goodnews!\"hegasped。\"GoodnewsforME!Ros——Ros,fortheLord’ssake,whatdoyoumean?Youdon’tmeanyouseeawayto——\"

  \"NevermindwhatImean。ButIshouldliketoknowwhatyoumeanbynotcomingtomebefore?Whatarefriendsfor,ifnottohelpeachother?WhotoldyouthatIwasdeadbroke?\"

  \"You?Why,youain’tgot……Haveyou?RosPaine,youain’tgotthirty—fivehundredtospare。Why,youtoldmeyourself——\"

  \"Shutup!Getupfromthatchairandcomewithme。Yes,you;andnow,thisminute。Givemethatthingyou’vegotinthedrawerthere。No,I’lltakeitmyself。Yououghttobeashamedofitsbeingthere,George。Iamashamedofyou,and,ifIthoughtyoureallymeanttouseit,Ishouldbestillmoreashamed。Come!

  don’tkeepmewaiting。\"

  \"But——butRos——\"

  \"WillyoudoasItellyou?\"

  Idraggedhim,almostliterallydraggedhim,fromthechair。Then,afterextinguishingthelamp,Iledhimtothedoorofthebankandlockedit,puttingthekeyinmypocket。

  \"Now,\"saidI,\"Iwantyoutomakemeapromise。Iwantyoutoquitbehavinglikeacoward,becauseyouarenotone,andpromisemethatyouwillgostraighthomeandtobed。I’llseeyouagainthefirstthinginthemorning。Then,Ithink——yes,Ithinkyourtroubles,theworstpartofthem,willbeover。\"

  \"But,Ros,PLEASE——Ican’tbelieveit!Won’tyoutellme——\"

  \"Notaword。Willyoupromisemetobehavelikeamanandgohome?

  OrmustIgowithyou?\"

  \"No。I’ll——I’llpromise。I’llgostraighthome。But,ohRos,I

  can’tunderstand——\"

  \"Goodnight。\"

  Ilefthimstandingthere,stammeringincoherentlylikeamanawakeningfromanightmare,andhurriedaway。

  IcouldnotdescribemyprogressdownthedarkLowerRoadandalongtheShoreLane。Idonotrememberanyportionofit。IthinkI

  ranmostofthewayandifImetanyone——whichisnotlikely,consideringthetime——heorshemusthavethoughtmecrazy。Mythoughtswerecenteredupononefixedpurpose。Ihadmadeupmymindtodoacertainthingand,ifpossible,todoitthatverynight。IfIdidnot,ifIhadtimeinwhichtoreflect,toconsiderconsequences,Imightlosemynerveanditwouldnotbedoneatall。

  Itwaswithafeelingofgreatreliefthat,asIcameinsightoftheColtonhouse,Isawlightsintheroomsonthelowerfloor。

  Thefamily,notbeingnativebornDenboroites,hadnotretiredeventhoughitwaswellafterten。Ihastenedupthelongdrive,andstoodbeforethebigdoor,myhandupraisedtotheknocker。Andthen,justforamoment,Ihesitated。

  IfIliftedthatknockerandletitfall;ifIsummonedtheservantandannouncedthatIwishedtospeakwithMr。Colton;ifIdidwhatIhadcometheretodo,itwouldbealloverwithmeinthevillage。Mynewbornpopularity,therespectwhichCap’nWarrenandCap’nJedandtherestofthetownspeoplehadshowntowardmeoflate,thecordialrecognitionwhichhadbeenmineduringthepastfewweeksandwhich,inspiteofpretendedindifference,Ihadcometoexpectandenjoy,allthesewouldbelostifIpersistedinmypurpose。MyfutureinDenborodependeduponwhetherornotI

  knockedatthatdoor。Anditwasnottoolatetobackout,evenyet。IhadonlytoturnquietlyawayandtellGeorge,whenIsawhiminthemorning,thatIcouldnothelphimasIhadhoped。AndthenIthoughtofhisfaceasIsawitwhenIenteredthebank——andofNellie’slettertome。

  Iseizedtheknockerandrappedsharply。

  Forafewmomentsmyknockwasunanswered。ThenIheardfootstepsandthedoorwasopened。Johnson,thebutler,openedit,andhisclericalcountenanceassumedamostastonishedexpressionwhenhesawmestandingbeforehim。

  \"IsMr。Coltonin?\"Iasked。

  \"What?What——sir?\"stammeredJohnson。The\"sir\"wasaddedunderprotest。Hedidnotwishtoshowmorerespectthanwasabsolutelynecessarytoacountryman,buthescarcelydaredspeakasdisrespectfullyashefelt。Thereforehecompromisedbyvoicingtherespectandlookingtheotherway。

  \"IsMr。Coltonin?\"Irepeated。

  \"Idon’tknow。I——Idon’tthinkso——sir。\"

  Thewindowsatmyleftwere,Iknew,thoseofthelibrary,theroomwhere\"BigJim\"andIhadhadourfirstlivelydiscussionoftheShoreLanematter。Iglancedatthem。

  \"Ithinkheis,\"Isaid。\"InfactIknowit;thereishisshadowonthecurtain。TellhimMr。Painewishestospeakwithhim。\"

  Johnsonlookedasinsolentashedared,andstillhesitated。

  \"Itisverylate,\"hesaid。\"Mr。Coltonisnotinthe’abitofreceivingcallersatthistimeofnightand——\"

  Hewasinterrupted。Thedoorbehindhim,thedoorleadingfromthelibrarytothehall,openedandColtonhimselfappeared。

  \"Whatisit,Johnson?\"heasked。\"Anythingwrong?\"

  Thebutlerhastenedtoexplain。

  \"Nosir,\"hesaid;\"nothingwrongexactly,sir。Thereisaperson’eretoseeyou,sir,and——\"

  \"Toseeme,eh?Whoisit?Why,hello,Paine!isthatyou?\"

  \"Mr。Colton,\"saidI,\"Iamsorrytodisturbyouatsuchalatehour,but——\"

  \"Comein,comein,\"heinterrupted。\"Whatareyoustandingouttherefor?Johnson,whydidn’tyouaskMr。Painein?Whatdoyoumeanbykeepinghimoutthere?\"

  Mr。Johnsonlookedtroubled。

  \"Itwassolate,sir,\"hestammered,\"Ithought——\"

  \"Youthought!IfIhadwantedanyonetothinkInevershouldhavehiredyou。Comein,Paine。Comeintothelibrary。\"

  HeledthewaytothelibraryandIfollowedhim。Itwasmysecondvisittothebig,handsomelyfurnishedroomandagain,asonthefirstoccasion,thesightofthebooksandalltheotherrefinementsandluxurieswhichmoneybringstoitspossessorgavemeapangofenvyandresentment。Itaddedincreasedbitternesstothehumiliationofmyerrand。Ihadleftthatroomdefiantlyexpressingmyindependence。Ihadcomebacktoit——\"

  \"Sitdown,\"orderedColton,pullingforwardthebig,leather—

  coveredchair。\"Haveacigar?\"

  \"Nothankyou。\"

  \"Humph!That’swhatyousaidwhenyouwereherebefore。You’reyoung,Paine。WhenyougettobeasoldasIamyou’llneverrefuseagoodcigar,oranythingelsethatisgood,whenitisofferedyou。Well,you’restillstanding。Aren’tgoingtorefusetositdown,areyou?\"

  ThatwasexactlywhatIwasgoingtodo。Iwouldnotsitdowninthathouse。Iwouldnotaccepttheslightestcourtesyfromthismanoranyofhispeople。IwouldgetridoftheunpleasanttaskI

  hadcometodoandthengoaway,nevertoreturn。Theymightmakethemostofthetriumphwhichwastobetheirs,butIwouldcompelthemtounderstandthatIwasnotseekingtheirfavor。Iwouldnotaccepttheirpatronageandtheyshouldknowit。This,asIlookbackatitnow,seemssillyandchildishenough,butIwasnotmyselfthatnight。

  \"Mr。Colton,\"saidI,ignoringtheprofferedchair,\"Ihavecometoseeyouonamatterofbusiness。\"

  \"Business,eh?Umph!Ithoughtprobablyyouweregoingtoaskmetogofishingwithyouagain。I’mallreadyforanothertusslewiththose——whatdoyoucall’em——squid——squit——goodLord!whatanameforadecentfish!ButIdon’tcareacontinentalwhatyoucall’em。I’mreadytogetat’emwhenyousaytheword。\"

  \"Mybusinesswillnotdetaineitherofuslong。I——\"

  \"Sitdown,man,sitdown。Youmakemenervousstandingthere。\"

  \"No。Iwon’tsit。\"

  Helookedatme。

  \"Whatisthematterwithyou?\"heasked。\"Youhaven’tgotabalkydigestion,haveyou?I’vebeenfightingoneforthelastweek。

  ThatfoolofacountrydoctortellsmeifI’mnotcarefulwhatI

  eatI’llkeeloverprettysoon。ItoldhimI’deatenwhatIdashedpleaseeversinceI’dhadteethandIwasn’tgoingtoquitnow。

  ButIdofeellikethedevil。Lookit,don’tI?\"

  Hedidlookill,thatwasafact,thoughIhadnotnoticeditbeforeandwasfarfromfeelingpityforhimthen。InfactIwasrathergladtoknowthathewasuncomfortable。Iwantedhimtobe。

  \"Whatisthematterwithyou?\"hedemanded。\"Youlookasifyouhadseenyourgrandmother’sghost。\"

  Iignoredthequestion。\"Mr。Colton,\"Ibeganagain。\"Youmadeanoffernotlongago。\"

  Ihadcaughthisattentionatlast。Heleanedbackinhischair。

  \"Idid,\"hesaid。\"Ye—es,Idid。Doyoumeanyouaregoingtoacceptit?\"

  \"Inaway——yes。\"

  \"Inaway?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Itellyoufrankly,Paine,ifyougotoworkformetheremustbeno’ifs’or’buts’aboutit。

  You’llentermyofficeandyou’lldoasI,orthemenunderme,tellyoutodo。\"

  Iwasgladhesaidthat,gladthathemisunderstoodme。Itgavemeanopportunitytoexpressmyfeelingstowardhim——asIwasfeelingthen。

  \"Don’tletthattroubleyou,\"Isaid,sarcastically。\"Therewillbeno’ifs’and’buts’sofarasthatisconcerned。Ihavenodesiretoworkforyou,Mr。Colton,andIdon’tintenddoingso。

  ThatwasnottheofferImeant。\"

  Hewassurprised,Iamsure,buthedidnotexpressastonishment。

  Hebentforwardandlookedatmemorekeenlythanever。

  \"TherewasonlyoneotherofferthatIremembermakingyou,\"hesaid,slowly。\"Thatwasforthatlandofyours。Iofferedyoufivethousanddollarsforit。Doyoumeanyouacceptthatoffer?\"

  \"Notexactly。\"

  \"Humph!Paine,we’rewastingalotoftimehere,itseemstome。

  Mytimeismoreorlessvaluable,andmydigestionis,asItoldyou,prettybad。Come!getitover。Whatdoyoumean?Areyougoingtosellmethatland?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  Hepuffeddeliberatelyathiscigar。Hisgazedidnotleavemyface。

  \"Why?\"heasked,afteramoment。

  \"Thatismyownaffair。Iwillsellyoutheland,butnotforfivethousanddollars。\"

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