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  Onanotheroccasionwhenreconnoitringthusshebeheldtwofemalefigureswalkinginthevale。Thedaywasfineandclear;andthepersonsnotbeingmorethanhalfamileoffshecouldseetheireverydetailwiththetelescope。

  Thewomanwalkinginfrontcarriedawhitebundleinherarms,fromoneendofwhichhungalongappendageofdrapery;

  andwhenthewalkersturned,sothatthesunfellmoredirectlyuponthem,Eustaciacouldseethattheobjectwasababy。

  ShecalledCharley,andaskedhimifheknewwhotheywere,thoughshewellguessed。

  \"Mrs。Wildeveandthenurse—girl,\"saidCharley。

  \"Thenurseiscarryingthebaby?\"saidEustacia。

  \"No,’tisMrs。Wildevecarryingthat,\"heanswered,\"andthenursewalksbehindcarryingnothing。\"

  Theladwasingoodspiritsthatday,fortheFifthofNovemberhadagaincomeround,andhewasplanningyetanotherschemetodivertherfromhertooabsorbingthoughts。

  Fortwosuccessiveyearshismistresshadseemedtotakepleasureinlightingabonfireonthebankoverlookingthevalley;butthisyearshehadapparentlyquiteforgottenthedayandthecustomarydeed。

  Hewascarefulnottoremindher,andwentonwithhissecretpreparationsforacheerfulsurprise,themorezealouslythathehadbeenabsentlasttimeandunabletoassist。Ateveryvacantminutehehastenedtogatherfurze—stumps,thorn—treeroots,andothersolidmaterialsfromtheadjacentslopes,hidingthemfromcursoryview。

  Theeveningcame,andEustaciawasstillseeminglyunconsciousoftheanniversary。Shehadgoneindoorsafterhersurveythroughtheglass,andhadnotbeenvisiblesince。AssoonasitwasquitedarkCharleybegantobuildthebonfire,choosingpreciselythatspotonthebankwhichEustaciahadchosenatprevioustimes。

  WhenallthesurroundingbonfireshadburstintoexistenceCharleykindledhis,andarrangeditsfuelsothatitshouldnotrequiretendingforsometime。

  Hethenwentbacktothehouse,andlingeredroundthedoorandwindowstillsheshouldbysomemeansorotherlearnofhisachievementandcomeouttowitnessit。

  Buttheshutterswereclosed,thedoorremainedshut,andnoheedwhateverseemedtobetakenofhisperformance。

  Notlikingtocallherhewentbackandreplenishedthefire,continuingtodothisformorethanhalfanhour。

  ItwasnottillhisstockoffuelhadgreatlydiminishedthathewenttothebackdoorandsentintobegthatMrs。Yeobrightwouldopenthewindow—shuttersandseethesightoutside。

  Eustacia,whohadbeensittinglistlesslyintheparlour,startedupattheintelligenceandflungopentheshutters。

  Facingheronthebankblazedthefire,whichatoncesentaruddyglareintotheroomwhereshewas,andoverpoweredthecandles。

  \"Welldone,Charley!\"saidCaptainVyefromthechimney—corner。

  \"ButIhopeitisnotmywoodthathe’sburning……Ah,itwasthistimelastyearthatImetwiththatmanVenn,bringinghomeThomasinYeobright——tobesureitwas!Well,whowouldhavethoughtthatgirl’stroubleswouldhaveendedsowell?Whatasnipeyouwereinthatmatter,Eustacia!Hasyourhusbandwrittentoyouyet?\"

  \"No,\"saidEustacia,lookingvaguelythroughthewindowatthefire,whichjustthensomuchengagedhermindthatshedidnotresenthergrandfather’sbluntopinion。

  ShecouldseeCharley’sformonthebank,shovellingandstirringthefire;andthereflasheduponherimaginationsomeotherformwhichthatfiremightcallup。

  Shelefttheroom,putonhergardenbonnetandcloak,andwentout。Reachingthebank,shelookedoverwithawildcuriosityandmisgiving,whenCharleysaidtoher,withapleasedsenseofhimself,\"Imadeito’

  purposeforyou,ma’am。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"shesaidhastily。\"ButIwishyoutoputitoutnow。\"

  \"Itwillsoonburndown,\"saidCharley,ratherdisappointed。

  \"Isitnotapitytoknockitout?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"shemusinglyanswered。

  Theystoodinsilence,brokenonlybythecracklingoftheflames,tillCharley,perceivingthatshedidnotwanttotalktohim,movedreluctantlyaway。

  Eustaciaremainedwithinthebanklookingatthefire,intendingtogoindoors,yetlingeringstill。Hadshenotbyhersituationbeeninclinedtoholdinindifferenceallthingshonouredofthegodsandofmenshewouldprobablyhavecomeaway。Butherstatewassohopelessthatshecouldplaywithit。Tohavelostislessdisturbingthantowonderifwemaypossiblyhavewon;

  andEustaciacouldnow,likeotherpeopleatsuchastage,takeastanding—pointoutsideherself,observeherselfasadisinterestedspectator,andthinkwhatasportforHeaventhiswomanEustaciawas。

  Whileshestoodsheheardasound。Itwasthesplashofastoneinthepond。

  HadEustaciareceivedthestonefullinthebosomherheartcouldnothavegivenamoredecidedthump。

  ShehadthoughtofthepossibilityofsuchasignalinanswertothatwhichhadbeenunwittinglygivenbyCharley;

  butshehadnotexpectedityet。HowpromptWildevewas!Yethowcouldhethinkhercapableofdeliberatelywishingtorenewtheirassignationsnow?Animpulsetoleavethespot,adesiretostay,struggledwithinher;

  andthedesirehelditsown。Morethanthatitdidnotdo,forsherefrainedevenfromascendingthebankandlookingover。Sheremainedmotionless,notdisturbingamuscleofherfaceorraisinghereyes;forwereshetoturnupherfacethefireonthebankwouldshineuponit,andWildevemightbelookingdown。

  Therewasasecondsplashintothepond。

  Whydidhestaysolongwithoutadvancingandlookingover?Curiosityhaditsway——sheascendedoneortwooftheearth—stepsinthebankandglancedout。

  Wildevewasbeforeher。Hehadcomeforwardafterthrowingthelastpebble,andthefirenowshoneintoeachoftheirfacesfromthebankstretchingbreast—highbetweenthem。

  \"Ididnotlightit!\"criedEustaciaquickly。\"Itwaslitwithoutmyknowledge。Don’t,don’tcomeovertome!\"

  \"Whyhaveyoubeenlivinghereallthesedayswithouttellingme?Youhaveleftyourhome。IfearIamsomethingtoblameinthis?\"

  \"Ididnotletinhismother;that’showitis!\"

  \"Youdonotdeservewhatyouhavegot,Eustacia;youareingreatmisery;Iseeitinyoureyes,yourmouth,andalloveryou。Mypoor,poorgirl!\"Hesteppedoverthebank。

  \"Youarebeyondeverythingunhappy!\"

  \"No,no;notexactly——\"

  \"Ithasbeenpushedtoofar——itiskillingyou——Idothinkit!\"

  Herusuallyquietbreathinghadgrownquickerwithhiswords。

  \"I——I——\"shebegan,andthenburstintoquiveringsobs,shakentotheveryheartbytheunexpectedvoiceofpity——asentimentwhoseexistenceinrelationtoherselfshehadalmostforgotten。

  ThisoutbreakofweepingtookEustaciaherselfsomuchbysurprisethatshecouldnotleaveoff,andsheturnedasidefromhiminsomeshame,thoughturninghidnothingfromhim。

  Shesobbedondesperately;thentheoutpourlessened,andshebecamequieter。Wildevehadresistedtheimpulsetoclaspher,andstoodwithoutspeaking。

  \"Areyounotashamedofme,whousednevertobeacryinganimal?\"sheaskedinaweakwhisperasshewipedhereyes。\"Whydidn’tyougoaway?Iwishyouhadnotseenquiteallthat;itrevealstoomuchbyhalf。\"

  \"Youmighthavewishedit,becauseitmakesmeassadasyou,\"hesaidwithemotionanddeference。

  \"Asforrevealing——thewordisimpossiblebetweenustwo。\"

  \"Ididnotsendforyou——don’tforgetit,Damon;Iaminpain,butIdidnotsendforyou!Asawife,atleast,I’vebeenstraight。\"

  \"Nevermind——Icame。O,Eustacia,forgivemefortheharmIhavedoneyouinthesetwopastyears!IseemoreandmorethatIhavebeenyourruin。\"

  \"Notyou。ThisplaceIlivein。\"

  \"Ah,yourgenerositymaynaturallymakeyousaythat。

  ButIamtheculprit。Ishouldeitherhavedonemoreornothingatall。\"

  \"Inwhatway?\"

  \"Ioughtnevertohavehuntedyouout,or,havingdoneit,Ioughttohavepersistedinretainingyou。

  ButofcourseIhavenorighttotalkofthatnow。

  Iwillonlyaskthis——canIdoanythingforyou?Isthereanythingonthefaceoftheearththatamancandotomakeyouhappierthanyouareatpresent?Ifthereis,Iwilldoit。Youmaycommandme,Eustacia,tothelimitofmyinfluence;anddon’tforgetthatIamrichernow。

  Surelysomethingcanbedonetosaveyoufromthis!Sucharareplantinsuchawildplaceitgrievesmetosee。

  Doyouwantanythingbought?Doyouwanttogoanywhere?

  Doyouwanttoescapetheplacealtogether?Onlysayit,andI’lldoanythingtoputanendtothosetears,whichbutformewouldneverhavebeenatall。\"

  \"Weareeachmarriedtoanotherperson,\"shesaidfaintly;

  \"andassistancefromyouwouldhaveanevilsound——after——after——\"

  \"Well,there’snopreventingslanderersfromhavingtheirfillatanytime;butyouneednotbeafraid。

  WhateverImayfeelIpromiseyouonmywordofhonournevertospeaktoyouabout——oractupon——untilyousayImay。

  IknowmydutytoThomasinquiteaswellasIknowmydutytoyouasawomanunfairlytreated。WhatshallIassistyouin?\"

  \"Ingettingawayfromhere。\"

  \"Wheredoyouwishtogoto?\"

  \"Ihaveaplaceinmymind。IfyoucouldhelpmeasfarasBudmouthIcandoalltherest。SteamerssailfromthereacrosstheChannel,andsoIcangettoParis,whereIwanttobe。Yes,\"shepleadedearnestly,\"helpmetogettoBudmouthharbourwithoutmygrandfather’sormyhusband’sknowledge,andIcandoalltherest。\"

  \"Willitbesafetoleaveyoutherealone?\"

  \"Yes,yes。IknowBudmouthwell。\"

  \"ShallIgowithyou?Iamrichnow。\"

  Shewassilent。

  \"Sayyes,sweet!\"

  Shewassilentstill。

  \"Well,letmeknowwhenyouwishtogo。WeshallbeatourpresenthousetillDecember;afterthatweremovetoCasterbridge。Commandmeinanythingtillthattime。\"

  \"Iwillthinkofthis,\"shesaidhurriedly。\"WhetherI

  canhonestlymakeuseofyouasafriend,ormustclosewithyouasalover——thatiswhatImustaskmyself。

  IfIwishtogoanddecidetoacceptyourcompanyIwillsignaltoyousomeeveningateighto’clockpunctually,andthiswillmeanthatyouaretobereadywithahorseandtrapattwelveo’clockthesamenighttodrivemetoBudmouthharbourintimeforthemorningboat。\"

  \"Iwilllookouteverynightateight,andnosignalshallescapeme。\"

  \"Nowpleasegoaway。IfIdecideonthisescapeIcanonlymeetyouoncemoreunless——Icannotgowithoutyou。

  Go——Icannotbearitlonger。Go——go!\"

  Wildeveslowlywentupthestepsanddescendedintothedarknessontheotherside;andashewalkedheglancedback,tillthebankblottedoutherformfromhisfurtherview。

  6—ThomasinArgueswithHerCousin,andHeWritesaLetterYeobrightwasatthistimeatBlooms—End,hopingthatEustaciawouldreturntohim。Theremovaloffurniturehadbeenaccomplishedonlythatday,thoughClymhadlivedintheoldhouseformorethanaweek。

  Hehadspentthetimeinworkingaboutthepremises,sweepingleavesfromthegardenpaths,cuttingdeadstalksfromtheflowerbeds,andnailingupcreeperswhichhadbeendisplacedbytheautumnwinds。Hetooknoparticularpleasureinthesedeeds,buttheyformedascreenbetweenhimselfanddespair。Moreover,ithadbecomeareligionwithhimtopreserveingoodconditionallthathadlapsedfromhismother’shandstohisown。

  DuringtheseoperationshewasconstantlyonthewatchforEustacia。ThatthereshouldbenomistakeaboutherknowingwheretofindhimhehadorderedanoticeboardtobeaffixedtothegardengateatAlderworth,signifyinginwhiteletterswhitherhehadremoved。

  Whenaleaffloatedtotheearthheturnedhishead,thinkingitmightbeherfoot—fall。Abirdsearchingforwormsinthemouldoftheflower—bedssoundedlikeherhandonthelatchofthegate;andatdusk,whensoft,strangeventriloquismscamefromholesintheground,hollowstalks,curleddeadleaves,andothercrannieswhereinbreezes,worms,andinsectscanworktheirwill,hefanciedthattheywereEustacia,standingwithoutandbreathingwishesofreconciliation。

  Uptothishourhehadperseveredinhisresolvenottoinviteherback。Atthesametimetheseveritywithwhichhehadtreatedherlulledthesharpnessofhisregretforhismother,andawokesomeofhisoldsolicitudeforhismother’ssupplanter。Harshfeelingsproduceharshusage,andthisbyreactionquenchesthesentimentsthatgaveitbirth。Themorehereflectedthemorehesoftened。

  Buttolookuponhiswifeasinnocenceindistresswasimpossible,thoughhecouldaskhimselfwhetherhehadgivenherquitetimeenough——ifhehadnotcomealittletoosuddenlyuponheronthatsombremorning。

  NowthatthefirstflushofhisangerhadpaledhewasdisinclinedtoascribetohermorethananindiscreetfriendshipwithWildeve,fortherehadnotappearedinhermannerthesignsofdishonour。Andthisonceadmitted,anabsolutelydarkinterpretationofheracttowardshismotherwasnolongerforceduponhim。

  OntheeveningofthefifthNovemberhisthoughtsofEustaciawereintense。Echoesfromthosepasttimeswhentheyhadexchangedtenderwordsallthedaylongcamelikethediffusedmurmurofaseashoreleftmilesbehind。

  \"Surely,\"hesaid,\"shemighthavebroughtherselftocommunicatewithmebeforenow,andconfesshonestlywhatWildevewastoher。\"

  InsteadofremainingathomethatnighthedeterminedtogoandseeThomasinandherhusband。IfhefoundopportunityhewouldalludetothecauseoftheseparationbetweenEustaciaandhimself,keepingsilence,however,onthefactthattherewasathirdpersoninhishousewhenhismotherwasturnedaway。IfitprovedthatWildevewasinnocentlytherehewoulddoubtlessopenlymentionit。

  IfheweretherewithunjustintentionsWildeve,beingamanofquickfeeling,mightpossiblysaysomethingtorevealtheextenttowhichEustaciawascompromised。

  Butonreachinghiscousin’shousehefoundthatonlyThomasinwasathome,WildevebeingatthattimeonhiswaytowardsthebonfireinnocentlylitbyCharleyatMistover。

  Thomasinthen,asalways,wasgladtoseeClym,andtookhimtoinspectthesleepingbaby,carefullyscreeningthecandlelightfromtheinfant’seyeswithherhand。

  \"Tamsin,haveyouheardthatEustaciaisnotwithme。

  now?\"hesaidwhentheyhadsatdownagain。

  \"No,\"saidThomasin,alarmed。

  \"AndnotthatIhaveleftAlderworth?\"

  \"No。IneverheartidingsfromAlderworthunlessyoubringthem。Whatisthematter?\"

  ClyminadisturbedvoicerelatedtoherhisvisittoSusanNunsuch’sboy,therevelationhehadmade,andwhathadresultedfromhischargingEustaciawithhavingwilfullyandheartlesslydonethedeed。

  HesuppressedallmentionofWildeve’spresencewithher。

  \"Allthis,andInotknowingit!\"murmuredThomasininanawestrucktone,\"Terrible!Whatcouldhavemadeher——O,Eustacia!Andwhenyoufounditoutyouwentinhothastetoher?Wereyoutoocruel?——orisshereallysowickedassheseems?\"

  \"Canamanbetoocrueltohismother’senemy?\"

  \"Icanfancyso。\"

  \"Verywell,then——I’lladmitthathecan。Butnowwhatistobedone?\"

  \"Makeitupagain——ifaquarrelsodeadlycaneverbemadeup。Ialmostwishyouhadnottoldme。

  Butdotrytobereconciled。Thereareways,afterall,ifyoubothwishto。\"

  \"Idon’tknowthatwedobothwishtomakeitup,\"

  saidClym。\"Ifshehadwishedit,wouldshenothavesenttomebythistime?\"

  \"Youseemtowishto,andyetyouhavenotsenttoher。\"

  \"True;butIhavebeentossedtoandfroindoubtifIought,aftersuchstrongprovocation。Toseemenow,Thomasin,givesyounoideaofwhatIhavebeen;

  ofwhatdepthsIhavedescendedtointhesefewlastdays。

  O,itwasabittershametoshutoutmymotherlikethat!

  CanIeverforgetit,orevenagreetoseeheragain?\"

  \"Shemightnothaveknownthatanythingseriouswouldcomeofit,andperhapsshedidnotmeantokeepAuntoutaltogether。\"

  \"Shesaysherselfthatshedidnot。Butthefactremainsthatkeepheroutshedid。\"

  \"Believehersorry,andsendforher。\"

  \"Howifshewillnotcome?\"

  \"Itwillproveherguilty,byshowingthatitisherhabittonourishenmity。ButIdonotthinkthatforamoment。\"

  \"Iwilldothis。Iwillwaitforadayortwolonger——

  notlongerthantwodayscertainly;andifshedoesnotsendtomeinthattimeIwillindeedsendtoher。

  IthoughttohaveseenWildeveheretonight。Ishefromhome?\"

  Thomasinblushedalittle。\"No,\"shesaid。\"Heismerelygoneoutforawalk。\"

  \"Whydidn’thetakeyouwithhim?Theeveningisfine。

  Youwantfreshairaswellashe。\"

  \"Oh,Idon’tcareforgoinganywhere;besides,thereisbaby。\"

  \"Yes,yes。Well,IhavebeenthinkingwhetherIshouldnotconsultyourhusbandaboutthisaswellasyou,\"

  saidClymsteadily。

  \"IfancyIwouldnot,\"shequicklyanswered。\"Itcandonogood。\"

  Hercousinlookedherintheface。NodoubtThomasinwasignorantthatherhusbandhadanyshareintheeventsofthattragicafternoon;buthercountenanceseemedtosignifythatsheconcealedsomesuspicionorthoughtofthereputedtenderrelationsbetweenWildeveandEustaciaindaysgoneby。

  Clym,however,couldmakenothingofit,andherosetodepart,moreindoubtthanwhenhecame。

  \"Youwillwritetoherinadayortwo?\"saidtheyoungwomanearnestly。\"Idosohopethewretchedseparationmaycometoanend。\"

  \"Iwill,\"saidClym;\"Idon’trejoiceinmypresentstateatall。\"

  AndheleftherandclimbedoverthehilltoBlooms—End。

  Beforegoingtobedhesatdownandwrotethefollowingletter:——

  MYDEAREUSTACIA,——Imustobeymyheartwithoutconsultingmyreasontooclosely。Willyoucomebacktome?Doso,andthepastshallneverbementioned。Iwastoosevere;

  butO,Eustacia,theprovocation!Youdon’tknow,youneverwillknow,whatthosewordsofangercostmewhichyoudrewdownuponyourself。AllthatanhonestmancanpromiseyouIpromisenow,whichisthatfrommeyoushallneversufferanythingonthisscoreagain。

  Afterallthevowswehavemade,Eustacia,Ithinkwehadbetterpasstheremainderofourlivesintryingtokeepthem。Cometome,then,evenifyoureproachme。

  IhavethoughtofyoursufferingsthatmorningonwhichI

  partedfromyou;Iknowtheyweregenuine,andtheyareasmuchasyououghttobear。Ourlovemuststillcontinue。

  Suchheartsasourswouldneverhavebeengivenusbuttobeconcernedwitheachother。Icouldnotaskyoubackatfirst,Eustacia,forIwasunabletopersuademyselfthathewhowaswithyouwasnotthereasalover。

  ButifyouwillcomeandexplaindistractingappearancesIdonotquestionthatyoucanshowyourhonestytome。

  Whyhaveyounotcomebefore?DoyouthinkIwillnotlistentoyou?Surelynot,whenyourememberthekissesandvowsweexchangedunderthesummermoon。

  Returnthen,andyoushallbewarmlywelcomed。

  Icannolongerthinkofyoutoyourprejudice——Iambuttoomuchabsorbedinjustifyingyou。——Yourhusbandasever,CLYM。

  \"There,\"hesaid,ashelaiditinhisdesk,\"that’sagoodthingdone。IfshedoesnotcomebeforetomorrownightIwillsendittoher。\"

  Meanwhile,atthehousehehadjustleftThomasinsatsighinguneasily。FidelitytoherhusbandhadthateveninginducedhertoconcealallsuspicionthatWildeve’sinterestinEustaciahadnotendedwithhismarriage。

  Butsheknewnothingpositive;andthoughClymwasherwell—belovedcousintherewasonenearertoherstill。

  When,alittlelater,WildevereturnedfromhiswalktoMistover,Thomasinsaid,\"Damon,wherehaveyoubeen?I

  wasgettingquitefrightened,andthoughtyouhadfallenintotheriver。Idislikebeinginthehousebymyself。\"

  \"Frightened?\"hesaid,touchinghercheekasifsheweresomedomesticanimal。\"Why,Ithoughtnothingcouldfrightenyou。Itisthatyouaregettingproud,Iamsure,anddon’tlikelivingheresincewehaverisenaboveourbusiness。Well,itisatediousmatter,thisgettinganewhouse;butIcouldn’thavesetaboutitsooner,unlessourtenthousandpoundshadbeenahundredthousand,whenwecouldhaveaffordedtodespisecaution。\"

  \"No——Idon’tmindwaiting——Iwouldratherstayheretwelvemonthslongerthanrunanyriskwithbaby。

  ButIdon’tlikeyourvanishingsointheevenings。

  There’ssomethingonyourmind——Iknowthereis,Damon。

  Yougoaboutsogloomily,andlookattheheathasifitweresomebody’sgaolinsteadofanicewildplacetowalkin。\"

  Helookedtowardsherwithpityingsurprise。\"What,doyoulikeEgdonHeath?\"hesaid。

  \"IlikewhatIwasbornnearto;Iadmireitsgrimoldface。\"

  \"Pooh,mydear。Youdon’tknowwhatyoulike。\"

  \"IamsureIdo。There’sonlyonethingunpleasantaboutEgdon。\"

  \"What’sthat?\"

  \"Younevertakemewithyouwhenyouwalkthere。Whydoyouwandersomuchinityourselfifyousodislikeit?\"

  Theinquiry,thoughasimpleone,wasplainlydisconcerting,andhesatdownbeforereplying。\"Idon’tthinkyouoftenseemethere。Giveaninstance。\"

  \"Iwill,\"sheansweredtriumphantly。\"WhenyouwentoutthiseveningIthoughtthatasbabywasasleepI

  wouldseewhereyouweregoingtosomysteriouslywithouttellingme。SoIranoutandfollowedbehindyou。

  Youstoppedattheplacewheretheroadforks,lookedroundatthebonfires,andthensaid,’Damnit,I’llgo!’Andyouwentquicklyuptheleft—handroad。

  ThenIstoodandwatchedyou。\"

  Wildevefrowned,afterwardssaying,withaforcedsmile,\"Well,whatwonderfuldiscoverydidyoumake?\"

  \"There——nowyouareangry,andwewon’ttalkofthisanymore。\"Shewentacrosstohim,satonafootstool,andlookedupinhisface。

  \"Nonsense!\"hesaid,\"that’showyoualwaysbackout。

  Wewillgoonwithitnowwehavebegun。Whatdidyounextsee?Iparticularlywanttoknow。\"

  \"Don’tbelikethat,Damon!\"shemurmured。\"Ididn’tseeanything。Youvanishedoutofsight,andthenI

  lookedroundatthebonfiresandcamein。\"

  \"Perhapsthisisnottheonlytimeyouhavedoggedmysteps。

  Areyoutryingtofindoutsomethingbadaboutme?\"

  \"Notatall!Ihaveneverdonesuchathingbefore,andIshouldn’thavedoneitnowifwordshadnotsometimesbeendroppedaboutyou。\"

  \"WhatDOyoumean?\"heimpatientlyasked。

  \"Theysay——theysayyouusedtogotoAlderworthintheevenings,anditputsintomymindwhatIhaveheardabout——\"

  Wildeveturnedangrilyandstoodupinfrontofher。

  \"Now,\"hesaid,flourishinghishandintheair,\"justoutwithit,madam!Idemandtoknowwhatremarksyouhaveheard。\"

  \"Well,IheardthatyouusedtobeveryfondofEustacia——nothingmorethanthat,thoughdroppedinabit—by—bitway。Yououghtnottobeangry!\"

  Heobservedthathereyeswerebrimmingwithtears。

  \"Well,\"hesaid,\"thereisnothingnewinthat,andofcourseIdon’tmeantoberoughtowardsyou,soyouneednotcry。Now,don’tletusspeakofthesubjectanymore。\"

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