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  butreasonhavingnowsomewhatrecovereditselfhesankintotaciturnity。

  Oneeveningwhenhewasthusstandinginthegarden,abstractedlyspuddingupaweedwithhisstick,abonyfigureturnedthecornerofthehouseandcameuptohim。

  \"Christian,isn’tit?\"saidClym。\"Iamgladyouhavefoundmeout。IshallsoonwantyoutogotoBlooms—

  Endandassistmeinputtingthehouseinorder。

  IsupposeitisalllockedupasIleftit?\"

  \"Yes,MisterClym。\"

  \"Haveyoudugupthepotatoesandotherroots?\"

  \"Yes,withoutadropo’rain,thankGod。ButIwascomingtotell’eeofsomethingelsewhichisquitedifferentfromwhatwehavelatelyhadinthefamily。

  IamsentbytherichgentlemanattheWoman,thatweusedtocallthelandlord,totell’eethatMrs。Wildeveisdoingwellofagirl,whichwasbornpunctuallyatoneo’clockatnoon,orafewminutesmoreorless;

  and’tissaidthatexpectingofthisincreaseiswhathavekept’emtheresincetheycameintotheirmoney。\"

  \"Andsheisgettingonwell,yousay?\"

  \"Yes,sir。OnlyMr。Wildeveistwankybecause’tisn’taboy——that’swhattheysayinthekitchen,butIwasnotsupposedtonoticethat。\"

  \"Christian,nowlistentome。\"

  \"Yes,sure,Mr。Yeobright。\"

  \"Didyouseemymotherthedaybeforeshedied?\"

  \"No,Ididnot。\"

  Yeobright’sfaceexpresseddisappointment。

  \"ButIzeedherthemorningofthesamedayshedied。\"

  Clym’slooklightedup。\"That’snearerstilltomymeaning,\"

  hesaid。

  \"Yes,Iknow’twasthesameday;forshesaid,’Ibegoingtoseehim,Christian;soIshallnotwantanyvegetablesbroughtinfordinner。’\"

  \"Seewhom?\"

  \"Seeyou。Shewasgoingtoyourhouse,youunderstand。\"

  YeobrightregardedChristianwithintensesurprise。

  \"Whydidyounevermentionthis?\"hesaid。\"Areyousureitwasmyhouseshewascomingto?\"

  \"Oyes。Ididn’tmentionitbecauseI’veneverzeedyoulately。Andasshedidn’tgetthereitwasallnought,andnothingtotell。\"

  \"AndIhavebeenwonderingwhysheshouldhavewalkedintheheathonthathotday!Well,didshesaywhatshewascomingfor?Itisathing,Christian,Iamveryanxioustoknow。\"

  \"Yes,MisterClym。Shedidn’tsayittome,thoughI

  thinkshedidtoonehereandthere。\"

  \"Doyouknowonepersontowhomshespokeofit?\"

  \"Thereisoneman,please,sir,butIhopeyouwon’tmentionmynametohim,asIhaveseenhiminstrangeplaces,particularindreams。OnenightlastsummerheglaredatmelikeFamineandSword,anditmademefeelsolowthatIdidn’tcomboutmyfewhairsfortwodays。

  Hewasstanding,asitmightbe,MisterYeobright,inthemiddleofthepathtoMistover,andyourmothercameup,lookingaspale——\"

  \"Yes,whenwasthat?\"

  \"Lastsummer,inmydream。\"

  \"Pooh!Who’stheman?\"

  \"Diggory,thereddleman。Hecalleduponherandsatwithhertheeveningbeforeshesetouttoseeyou。

  Ihadn’tgonehomefromworkwhenhecameuptothegate。\"

  \"ImustseeVenn——IwishIhadknownitbefore,\"

  saidClymanxiously。\"Iwonderwhyhehasnotcometotellme?\"

  \"HewentoutofEgdonHeaththenextday,sowouldnotbelikelytoknowyouwantedhim。\"

  \"Christian,\"saidClym,\"youmustgoandfindVenn。

  Iamotherwiseengaged,orIwouldgomyself。Findhimatonce,andtellhimIwanttospeaktohim。\"

  \"Iamagoodhandathuntingupfolkbyday,\"saidChristian,lookingdubiouslyroundatthedeclininglight;

  \"butastonight—time,neverissuchabadhandasI,MisterYeobright。\"

  \"Searchtheheathwhenyouwill,sothatyoubringhimsoon。

  Bringhimtomorrow,ifyoucan。\"

  Christianthendeparted。Themorrowcame,butnoVenn。

  IntheeveningChristianarrived,lookingveryweary。

  Hehadbeensearchingallday,andhadheardnothingofthereddleman。

  \"Inquireasmuchasyoucantomorrowwithoutneglectingyourwork,\"saidYeobright。\"Don’tcomeagaintillyouhavefoundhim。\"

  ThenextdayYeobrightsetoutfortheoldhouseatBlooms—End,which,withthegarden,wasnowhisown。

  Hissevereillnesshadhinderedallpreparationsforhisremovalthither;butithadbecomenecessarythatheshouldgoandoverlookitscontents,asadministratortohismother’slittleproperty;forwhichpurposehedecidedtopassthenextnightonthepremises。

  Hejourneyedonward,notquicklyordecisively,butintheslowwalkofonewhohasbeenawakenedfromastupefyingsleep。

  Itwasearlyafternoonwhenhereachedthevalley。

  Theexpressionoftheplace,thetoneofthehour,werepreciselythoseofmanysuchoccasionsindaysgoneby;

  andtheseantecedentsimilaritiesfosteredtheillusionthatshe,whowastherenolonger,wouldcomeouttowelcomehim。

  Thegardengatewaslockedandtheshutterswereclosed,justashehimselfhadleftthemontheeveningafterthefuneral。Heunlockedthegate,andfoundthataspiderhadalreadyconstructedalargeweb,tyingthedoortothelintel,onthesuppositionthatitwasnevertobeopenedagain。Whenhehadenteredthehouseandflungbacktheshuttershesetabouthistaskofoverhaulingthecupboardsandclosets,burningpapers,andconsideringhowbesttoarrangetheplaceforEustacia’sreception,untilsuchtimeashemightbeinapositiontocarryouthislong—delayedscheme,shouldthattimeeverarrive。

  Ashesurveyedtheroomshefeltstronglydisinclinedforthealterationswhichwouldhavetobemadeinthetime—honouredfurnishingofhisparentsandgrandparents,tosuitEustacia’smodernideas。Thegauntoak—casedclock,withthepictureoftheAscensiononthedoorpanelandtheMiraculousDraughtofFishesonthebase;

  hisgrandmother’scornercupboardwiththeglassdoor,throughwhichthespottedchinawasvisible;thedumb—waiter;

  thewoodenteatrays;thehangingfountainwiththebrasstap——whitherwouldthesevenerablearticleshavetobebanished?

  Henoticedthattheflowersinthewindowhaddiedforwantofwater,andheplacedthemoutupontheledge,thattheymightbetakenaway。Whilethusengagedheheardfootstepsonthegravelwithout,andsomebodyknockedatthedoor。

  Yeobrightopenedit,andVennwasstandingbeforehim。

  \"Goodmorning,\"saidthereddleman。\"IsMrs。Yeobrightathome?\"

  Yeobrightlookedupontheground。\"ThenyouhavenotseenChristianoranyoftheEgdonfolks?\"hesaid。

  \"No。Ihaveonlyjustreturnedafteralongstayaway。

  IcalledherethedaybeforeIleft。\"

  \"Andyouhaveheardnothing?\"

  \"Nothing。\"

  \"Mymotheris——dead。\"

  \"Dead!\"saidVennmechanically。

  \"HerhomenowiswhereIshouldn’tmindhavingmine。\"

  Vennregardedhim,andthensaid,\"IfIdidn’tseeyourfaceIcouldneverbelieveyourwords。Haveyoubeenill?\"

  \"Ihadanillness。\"

  \"Well,thechange!WhenIpartedfromheramonthagoeverythingseemedtosaythatshewasgoingtobeginanewlife。\"

  \"Andwhatseemedcametrue。\"

  \"Yousayright,nodoubt。Troublehastaughtyouadeeperveinoftalkthanmine。AllImeantwasregardingherlifehere。Shehasdiedtoosoon。\"

  \"Perhapsthroughmylivingtoolong。Ihavehadabitterexperienceonthatscorethislastmonth,Diggory。

  Butcomein;Ihavebeenwantingtoseeyou。\"

  HeconductedthereddlemanintothelargeroomwherethedancinghadtakenplacethepreviousChristmas,andtheysatdowninthesettletogether。\"There’sthecoldfireplace,yousee,\"saidClym。\"Whenthathalf—

  burntlogandthosecinderswerealightshewasalive!

  Littlehasbeenchangedhereyet。Icandonothing。

  Mylifecreepslikeasnail。\"

  \"Howcameshetodie?\"saidVenn。

  Yeobrightgavehimsomeparticularsofherillnessanddeath,andcontinued:\"Afterthisnokindofpainwilleverseemmorethananindispositiontome。

  IbegansayingthatIwantedtoaskyousomething,butI

  strayfromsubjectslikeadrunkenman。Iamanxioustoknowwhatmymothersaidtoyouwhenshelastsawyou。

  Youtalkedwithheralongtime,Ithink?\"

  \"Italkedwithhermorethanhalfanhour。\"

  \"Aboutme?\"

  \"Yes。Anditmusthavebeenonaccountofwhatwesaidthatshewasontheheath。Withoutquestionshewascomingtoseeyou。\"

  \"Butwhyshouldshecometoseemeifshefeltsobitterlyagainstme?There’sthemystery。\"

  \"YetIknowshequiteforgave’ee。\"

  \"But,Diggory——wouldawoman,whohadquiteforgivenherson,say,whenshefeltherselfillonthewaytohishouse,thatshewasbroken—heartedbecauseofhisill—usage?Never!\"

  \"WhatIknowisthatshedidn’tblameyouatall。

  Sheblamedherselfforwhathadhappened,andonlyherself。

  Ihaditfromherownlips。\"

  \"YouhaditfromherlipsthatIhadNOTill—treatedher;

  andatthesametimeanotherhaditfromherlipsthatI

  HADill—treatedher?Mymotherwasnoimpulsivewomanwhochangedheropinioneveryhourwithoutreason。

  Howcanitbe,Venn,thatsheshouldhavetoldsuchdifferentstoriesinclosesuccession?\"

  \"Icannotsay。Itiscertainlyodd,whenshehadforgivenyou,andhadforgivenyourwife,andwasgoingtoseeyeonpurposetomakefriends。\"

  \"Iftherewasonethingwantingtobewildermeitwasthisincomprehensiblething!……Diggory,ifwe,whoremainalive,wereonlyallowedtoholdconversationwiththedead——justonce,abareminute,eventhroughascreenofironbars,aswithpersonsinprison——whatwemightlearn!Howmanywhonowridesmilingwouldhidetheirheads!Andthismystery——Ishouldthenbeatthebottomofitatonce。

  Butthegravehasforevershutherin;andhowshallitbefoundoutnow?\"

  Noreplywasreturnedbyhiscompanion,sincenonecouldbegiven;andwhenVennleft,afewminuteslater,Clymhadpassedfromthedullnessofsorrowtothefluctuationofcarkingincertitude。

  Hecontinuedinthesamestatealltheafternoon。

  Abedwasmadeupforhiminthesamehousebyaneighbour,thathemightnothavetoreturnagainthenextday;

  andwhenheretiredtorestinthedesertedplaceitwasonlytoremainawakehourafterhourthinkingthesamethoughts。Howtodiscoverasolutiontothisriddleofdeathseemedaqueryofmoreimportancethanhighestproblemsoftheliving。TherewashousedinhismemoryavividpictureofthefaceofalittleboyasheenteredthehovelwhereClym’smotherlay。Theroundeyes,eagergaze,thepipingvoicewhichenunciatedthewords,hadoperatedlikestilettosonhisbrain。

  Avisittotheboysuggesteditselfasameansofgleaningnewparticulars;thoughitmightbequiteunproductive。

  Toprobeachild’smindafterthelapseofsixweeks,notforfactswhichthechildhadseenandunderstood,buttogetatthosewhichwereintheirnaturebeyondhim,didnotpromisemuch;yetwheneveryobviouschannelisblockedwegropetowardsthesmallandobscure。

  Therewasnothingelselefttodo;afterthathewouldallowtheenigmatodropintotheabyssofundiscoverablethings。

  Itwasaboutdaybreakwhenhehadreachedthisdecision,andheatoncearose。Helockedupthehouseandwentoutintothegreenpatchwhichmergedinheatherfurtheron。

  Infrontofthewhitegarden—palingsthepathbranchedintothreelikeabroadarrow。TheroadtotherightledtotheQuietWomananditsneighbourhood;themiddletrackledtoMistoverKnap;theleft—handtrackledoverthehilltoanotherpartofMistover,wherethechildlived。

  OnincliningintothelatterpathYeobrightfeltacreepingchilliness,familiarenoughtomostpeople,andprobablycausedbytheunsunnedmorningair。Inafterdayshethoughtofitasathingofsingularsignificance。

  WhenYeobrightreachedthecottageofSusanNunsuch,themotheroftheboyhesought,hefoundthattheinmateswerenotyetastir。Butinuplandhamletsthetransitionfroma—bedtoabroadissurprisinglyswiftandeasy。

  Therenodensepartitionofyawnsandtoiletsdivideshumanitybynightfromhumanitybyday。Yeobrighttappedattheupperwindowsill,whichhecouldreachwithhiswalkingstick;andinthreeorfourminutesthewomancamedown。

  ItwasnottillthismomentthatClymrecollectedhertobethepersonwhohadbehavedsobarbarouslytoEustacia。

  Itpartlyexplainedtheinsuavitywithwhichthewomangreetedhim。Moreover,theboyhadbeenailingagain;

  andSusannow,aseversincethenightwhenhehadbeenpressedintoEustacia’sserviceatthebonfire,attributedhisindispositionstoEustacia’sinfluenceasawitch。Itwasoneofthosesentimentswhichlurklikemolesunderneaththevisiblesurfaceofmanners,andmayhavebeenkeptalivebyEustacia’sentreatytothecaptain,atthetimethathehadintendedtoprosecuteSusanfortheprickinginchurch,toletthematterdrop;

  whichheaccordinglyhaddone。

  Yeobrightovercamehisrepugnance,forSusanhadatleastbornehismothernoill—will。Heaskedkindlyfortheboy;

  buthermannerdidnotimprove。

  \"Iwishtoseehim,\"continuedYeobright,withsomehesitation,\"toaskhimifheremembersanythingmoreofhiswalkwithmymotherthanwhathehaspreviouslytold。\"

  Sheregardedhiminapeculiarandcriticizingmanner。

  Toanybodybutahalf—blindmanitwouldhavesaid,\"Youwantanotheroftheknockswhichhavealreadylaidyousolow。\"

  Shecalledtheboydownstairs,askedClymtositdownonastool,andcontinued,\"Now,Johnny,tellMr。Yeobrightanythingyoucancalltomind。\"

  \"Youhavenotforgottenhowyouwalkedwiththepoorladyonthathotday?\"saidClym。

  \"No,\"saidtheboy。

  \"Andwhatshesaidtoyou?\"

  Theboyrepeatedtheexactwordshehadusedonenteringthehut。

  Yeobrightrestedhiselbowonthetableandshadedhisfacewithhishand;andthemotherlookedasifshewonderedhowamancouldwantmoreofwhathadstunghimsodeeply。

  \"ShewasgoingtoAlderworthwhenyoufirstmether?\"

  \"No;shewascomingaway。\"

  \"Thatcan’tbe。\"

  \"Yes;shewalkedalongwithme。Iwascomingaway,too。\"

  \"Thenwheredidyoufirstseeher?\"

  \"Atyourhouse。\"

  \"Attend,andspeakthetruth!\"saidClymsternly。

  \"Yes,sir;atyourhousewaswhereIseedherfirst。\"

  Clymstartedup,andSusansmiledinanexpectantwaywhichdidnotembellishherface;itseemedtomean,\"Somethingsinisteriscoming!\"

  \"Whatdidshedoatmyhouse?\"

  \"ShewentandsatunderthetreesattheDevil’sBellows。\"

  \"GoodGod!thisisallnewstome!\"

  \"Younevertoldmethisbefore?\"saidSusan。

  \"No,Mother;becauseIdidn’tliketotell’eeIhadbeensofar。Iwaspickingblackhearts,andwentfurtherthanImeant。\"

  \"Whatdidshedothen?\"saidYeobright。

  \"Lookedatamanwhocameupandwentintoyourhouse。\"

  \"Thatwasmyself——afurze—cutter,withbramblesinhishand。\"

  \"No;’twasnotyou。’Twasagentleman。Youhadgoneinafore。\"

  \"Whowashe?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。\"

  \"Nowtellmewhathappenednext。\"

  \"Thepoorladywentandknockedatyourdoor,andtheladywithblackhairlookedoutofthesidewindowather。\"

  Theboy’smotherturnedtoClymandsaid,\"Thisissomethingyoudidn’texpect?\"

  Yeobrighttooknomorenoticeofherthanifhehadbeenofstone。\"Goon,goon,\"hesaidhoarselytotheboy。

  \"Andwhenshesawtheyoungladylookoutofthewindowtheoldladyknockedagain;andwhennobodycameshetookupthefurze—hookandlookedatit,andputitdownagain,andthenshelookedatthefaggot—bonds;andthenshewentaway,andwalkedacrosstome,andblowedherbreathveryhard,likethis。Wewalkedontogether,sheandI,andItalkedtoherandshetalkedtomeabit,butnotmuch,becauseshecouldn’tblowherbreath。\"

  \"O!\"murmuredClym,inalowtone,andbowedhishead。

  \"Let’shavemore,\"hesaid。

  \"Shecouldn’ttalkmuch,andshecouldn’twalk;andherfacewas,Osoqueer!\"

  \"Howwasherface?\"

  \"Likeyoursisnow。\"

  ThewomanlookedatYeobright,andbeheldhimcolourless,inacoldsweat。\"Isn’ttheremeaninginit?\"

  shesaidstealthily。\"Whatdoyouthinkofhernow?\"

  \"Silence!\"saidClymfiercely。And,turningtotheboy,\"Andthenyoulefthertodie?\"

  \"No,\"saidthewoman,quicklyandangrily。\"Hedidnotleavehertodie!Shesenthimaway。Whoeversaysheforsookhersayswhat’snottrue。\"

  \"Troublenomoreaboutthat,\"answeredClym,withaquiveringmouth。\"Whathedidisatrifleincomparisonwithwhathesaw。Doorkeptshut,didyousay?Keptshut,shelookingoutofwindow?GoodheartofGod!——whatdoesitmean?\"

  Thechildshrankawayfromthegazeofhisquestioner。

  \"Hesaidso,\"answeredthemother,\"andJohnny’saGod—

  fearingboyandtellsnolies。\"

  \"’Castoffbymyson!’No,bymybestlife,dearmother,itisnotso!Butbyyourson’s,yourson’s——Mayallmurderessesgetthetormenttheydeserve!\"

  WiththesewordsYeobrightwentforthfromthelittledwelling。

  Thepupilsofhiseyes,fixedsteadfastlyonblankness,werevaguelylitwithanicyshine;hismouthhadpassedintothephasemoreorlessimaginativelyrenderedinstudiesofOedipus。Thestrangestdeedswerepossibletohismood。

  Buttheywerenotpossibletohissituation。InsteadoftherebeingbeforehimthepalefaceofEustacia,andamasculineshapeunknown,therewasonlytheimperturbablecountenanceoftheheath,which,havingdefiedthecataclysmalonsetsofcenturies,reducedtoinsignificancebyitsseamedandantiquefeaturesthewildestturmoilofasingleman。

  3—EustaciaDressesHerselfonaBlackMorningAconsciousnessofavastimpassivityinallwhichlayaroundhimtookpossessionevenofYeobrightinhiswildwalktowardsAlderworth。Hehadoncebeforefeltinhisownpersonthisoverpoweringofthefervidbytheinanimate;

  butthenithadtendedtoenervateapassionfarsweeterthanthatwhichatpresentpervadedhim。ItwasoncewhenhestoodpartingfromEustaciainthemoiststilllevelsbeyondthehills。

  Butdismissingallthishewentonwardhome,andcametothefrontofhishouse。TheblindsofEustacia’sbedroomwerestillcloselydrawn,forshewasnoearlyriser。

  Allthelifevisiblewasintheshapeofasolitarythrushcrackingasmallsnailuponthedoor—stoneforhisbreakfast,andhistappingseemedaloudnoiseinthegeneralsilencewhichprevailed;butongoingtothedoorClymfounditunfastened,theyounggirlwhoattendeduponEustaciabeingastirinthebackpartofthepremises。

  Yeobrightenteredandwentstraighttohiswife’sroom。

  Thenoiseofhisarrivalmusthavearousedher,forwhenheopenedthedoorshewasstandingbeforethelookingglassinhernightdress,theendsofherhairgatheredintoonehand,withwhichshewascoilingthewholemassroundherhead,previoustobeginningtoiletteoperations。

  Shewasnotawomangiventospeakingfirstatameeting,andsheallowedClymtowalkacrossinsilence,withoutturningherhead。Hecamebehindher,andshesawhisfaceintheglass。Itwasashy,haggard,andterrible。

  Insteadofstartingtowardshiminsorrowfulsurprise,asevenEustacia,undemonstrativewifeasshewas,wouldhavedoneindaysbeforesheburdenedherselfwithasecret,sheremainedmotionless,lookingathimintheglass。

  Andwhileshelookedthecarmineflushwithwhichwarmthandsoundsleephadsuffusedhercheeksandneckdissolvedfromview,andthedeathlikepallorinhisfaceflewacrossintohers。Hewascloseenoughtoseethis,andthesightinstigatedhistongue。

  \"Youknowwhatisthematter,\"hesaidhuskily。

  \"Iseeitinyourface。\"

  Herhandrelinquishedtheropeofhairanddroppedtoherside,andthepileoftresses,nolongersupported,fellfromthecrownofherheadabouthershouldersandoverthewhitenightgown。Shemadenoreply。

  \"Speaktome,\"saidYeobrightperemptorily。

  Theblanchingprocessdidnotceaseinher,andherlipsnowbecameaswhiteasherface。Sheturnedtohimandsaid,\"Yes,Clym,I’llspeaktoyou。Whydoyoureturnsoearly?CanIdoanythingforyou?\"

  \"Yes,youcanlistentome。Itseemsthatmywifeisnotverywell?\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Yourface,mydear;yourface。Orperhapsitisthepalemorninglightwhichtakesyourcolouraway?

  NowIamgoingtorevealasecrettoyou。Ha—ha!\"

  \"O,thatisghastly!\"

  \"What?\"

  \"Yourlaugh。\"

  \"There’sreasonforghastliness。Eustacia,youhaveheldmyhappinessinthehollowofyourhand,andlikeadevilyouhavedasheditdown!\"

  Shestartedbackfromthedressing—table,retreatedafewstepsfromhim,andlookedhimintheface。\"Ah!youthinktofrightenme,\"shesaid,withaslightlaugh。

  \"Isitworthwhile?Iamundefended,andalone。\"

  \"Howextraordinary!\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"AsthereisampletimeIwilltellyou,thoughyouknowwellenough。Imeanthatitisextraordinarythatyoushouldbealoneinmyabsence。Tellme,now,whereishewhowaswithyouontheafternoonofthethirty—

  firstofAugust?Underthebed?Upthechimney?\"

  Ashudderovercameherandshookthelightfabricofhernightdressthroughout。\"Idonotrememberdatessoexactly,\"

  shesaid。\"Icannotrecollectthatanybodywaswithmebesidesyourself。\"

  \"ThedayImean,\"saidYeobright,hisvoicegrowinglouderandharsher,\"wasthedayyoushutthedooragainstmymotherandkilledher。O,itistoomuch——toobad!\"

  Heleantoverthefootpieceofthebedsteadforafewmoments,withhisbacktowardsher;thenrisingagain——\"Tellme,tellme!tellme——doyouhear?\"hecried,rushinguptoherandseizingherbytheloosefoldsofhersleeve。

  Thesuperstratumoftimiditywhichoftenoverliesthosewhoaredaringanddefiantathearthadbeenpassedthrough,andthemettlesomesubstanceofthewomanwasreached。

  Theredbloodinundatedherface,previouslysopale。

  \"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"shesaidinalowvoice,regardinghimwithaproudsmile。\"Youwillnotalarmmebyholdingonso;butitwouldbeapitytotearmysleeve。\"

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