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  Hiswalkwasrapidashecamedown,andhewentwithaspringytrend。Beforeenteringuponhismother’spremiseshestoppedandbreathed。Thelightwhichshoneforthonhimfromthewindowrevealedthathisfacewasflushedandhiseyebright。Whatitdidnotshowwassomethingwhichlingereduponhislipslikeasealsetthere。

  Theabidingpresenceofthisimpresswassorealthathehardlydaredtoenterthehouse,foritseemedasifhismothermightsay,\"Whatredspotisthatglowinguponyourmouthsovividly?\"

  Butheenteredsoonafter。Theteawasready,andhesatdownoppositehismother。Shedidnotspeakmanywords;

  andasforhim,somethinghadbeenjustdoneandsomewordshadbeenjustsaidonthehillwhichpreventedhimfrombeginningadesultorychat。Hismother’staciturnitywasnotwithoutominousness,butheappearednottocare。

  Heknewwhyshesaidsolittle,buthecouldnotremovethecauseofherbearingtowardshim。Thesehalf—silentsittingswerefarfromuncommonwiththemnow。AtlastYeobrightmadeabeginningofwhatwasintendedtostrikeatthewholerootofthematter。

  \"Fivedayshavewesatlikethisatmealswithscarcelyaword。What’stheuseofit,Mother?\"

  \"None,\"saidshe,inaheart—swollentone。\"Butthereisonlytoogoodareason。\"

  \"Notwhenyouknowall。Ihavebeenwantingtospeakaboutthis,andIamgladthesubjectisbegun。Thereason,ofcourse,isEustaciaVye。Well,IconfessIhaveseenherlately,andhaveseenheragoodmanytimes。\"

  \"Yes,yes;andIknowwhatthatamountsto。Ittroublesme,Clym。Youarewastingyourlifehere;anditissolelyonaccountofher。Ifithadnotbeenforthatwomanyouwouldneverhaveentertainedthisteachingschemeatall。\"

  Clymlookedhardathismother。\"Youknowthatisnotit,\"

  hesaid。

  \"Well,Iknowyouhaddecidedtoattemptitbeforeyousawher;butthatwouldhaveendedinintentions。Itwasverywelltotalkof,butridiculoustoputinpractice。

  Ifullyexpectedthatinthecourseofamonthortwoyouwouldhaveseenthefollyofsuchself—sacrifice,andwouldhavebeenbythistimebackagaintoParisinsomebusinessorother。Icanunderstandobjectionstothediamondtrade——Ireallywasthinkingthatitmightbeinadequatetothelifeofamanlikeyoueventhoughitmighthavemadeyouamillionaire。

  ButnowIseehowmistakenyouareaboutthisgirlIdoubtifyoucouldbecorrectaboutotherthings。\"

  \"HowamImistakeninher?\"

  \"Sheislazyanddissatisfied。Butthatisnotallofit。

  Supposinghertobeasgoodawomanasanyyoucanfind,whichshecertainlyisnot,whydoyouwishtoconnectyourselfwithanybodyatpresent?\"

  \"Well,therearepracticalreasons,\"Clymbegan,andthenalmostbrokeoffunderanoverpoweringsenseoftheweightofargumentwhichcouldbebroughtagainsthisstatement。

  \"IfItakeaschoolaneducatedwomanwouldbeinvaluableasahelptome。\"

  \"What!youreallymeantomarryher?\"

  \"Itwouldbeprematuretostatethatplainly。Butconsiderwhatobviousadvantagestherewouldbeindoingit。She————\"

  \"Don’tsupposeshehasanymoney。Shehasn’tafarthing。\"

  \"Sheisexcellentlyeducated,andwouldmakeagoodmatroninaboarding—school。IcandidlyownthatI

  havemodifiedmyviewsalittle,indeferencetoyou;

  anditshouldsatisfyyou。Inolongeradheretomyintentionofgivingwithmyownmouthrudimentaryeducationtothelowestclass。Icandobetter。Icanestablishagoodprivateschoolforfarmers’sons,andwithoutstoppingtheschoolIcanmanagetopassexaminations。

  Bythismeans,andbytheassistanceofawifelikeher————\"

  \"Oh,Clym!\"

  \"Ishallultimately,Ihope,beattheheadofoneofthebestschoolsinthecounty。\"

  Yeobrighthadenunciatedtheword\"her\"withafervourwhich,inconversationwithamother,wasabsurdlyindiscreet。

  Hardlyamaternalheartwithinthefourseascouldinsuchcircumstances,havehelpedbeingirritatedatthatill—timedbetrayaloffeelingforanewwoman。

  \"Youareblinded,Clym,\"shesaidwarmly。\"Itwasabaddayforyouwhenyoufirstseteyesonher。

  Andyourschemeismerelyacastleintheairbuiltonpurposetojustifythisfollywhichhasseizedyou,andtosalveyourconscienceontheirrationalsituationyouarein。\"

  \"Mother,that’snottrue,\"hefirmlyanswered。

  \"CanyoumaintainthatIsitandtelluntruths,whenallIwishtodoistosaveyoufromsorrow?Forshame,Clym!Butitisallthroughthatwoman——ahussy!\"

  Clymreddenedlikefireandrose。Heplacedhishanduponhismother’sshoulderandsaid,inatonewhichhungstrangelybetweenentreatyandcommand,\"Iwon’thearit。

  Imaybeledtoansweryouinawaywhichweshallbothregret。\"

  Hismotherpartedherlipstobeginsomeothervehementtruth,butonlookingathimshesawthatinhisfacewhichledhertoleavethewordsunsaid。Yeobrightwalkedonceortwiceacrosstheroom,andthensuddenlywentoutofthehouse。

  Itwaseleveno’clockwhenhecamein,thoughhehadnotbeenfurtherthantheprecinctsofthegarden。

  Hismotherwasgonetobed。Alightwasleftburningonthetable,andsupperwasspread。Withoutstoppingforanyfoodhesecuredthedoorsandwentupstairs。

  4—AnHourofBlissandManyHoursofSadnessThenextdaywasgloomyenoughatBlooms—End。Yeobrightremainedinhisstudy,sittingovertheopenbooks;

  buttheworkofthosehourswasmiserablyscant。

  Determinedthatthereshouldbenothinginhisconducttowardshismotherresemblingsullenness,hehadoccasionallyspokentoheronpassingmatters,andwouldtakenonoticeofthebrevityofherreplies。Withthesameresolvetokeepupashowofconversationhesaid,aboutseveno’clockintheevening,\"There’saneclipseofthemoontonight。

  Iamgoingouttoseeit。\"And,puttingonhisovercoat,helefther。

  Thelowmoonwasnotasyetvisiblefromthefrontofthehouse,andYeobrightclimbedoutofthevalleyuntilhestoodinthefullfloodofherlight。Butevennowhewalkedon,andhisstepswereinthedirectionofRainbarrow。

  Inhalfanhourhestoodatthetop。Theskywasclearfromvergetoverge,andthemoonflungherraysoverthewholeheath,butwithoutsensiblylightingit,exceptwherepathsandwater—courseshadlaidbarethewhiteflintsandglisteningquartzsand,whichmadestreaksuponthegeneralshade。

  Afterstandingawhilehestoopedandfelttheheather。

  Itwasdry,andheflunghimselfdownuponthebarrow,hisfacetowardsthemoon,whichdepictedasmallimageofherselfineachofhiseyes。

  Hehadoftencomeupherewithoutstatinghispurposetohismother;butthiswasthefirsttimethathehadbeenostensiblyfrankastohispurposewhilereallyconcealingit。

  Itwasamoralsituationwhich,threemonthsearlier,hecouldhardlyhavecreditedofhimself。Inreturningtolabourinthissequesteredspothehadanticipatedanescapefromthechafingofsocialnecessities;

  yetbeholdtheywereherealso。Morethaneverhelongedtobeinsomeworldwherepersonalambitionwasnottheonlyrecognizedformofprogress——such,perhaps,asmighthavebeenthecaseatsometimeorotherinthesilveryglobethenshininguponhim。Hiseyetravelledoverthelengthandbreadthofthatdistantcountry——overtheBayofRainbows,thesombreSeaofCrises,theOceanofStorms,theLakeofDreams,thevastWalledPlains,andthewondrousRingMountains——tillhealmostfelthimselftobevoyagingbodilythroughitswildscenes,standingonitshollowhills,traversingitsdeserts,descendingitsvalesandoldseabottoms,ormountingtotheedgesofitscraters。

  Whilehewatchedthefar—removedlandscapeatawnystaingrewintobeingonthelowerverge——theeclipsehadbegun。

  Thismarkedapreconcertedmoment——fortheremotecelestialphenomenonhadbeenpressedintosublunaryserviceasalover’ssignal。Yeobright’smindflewbacktoearthatthesight;hearose,shookhimselfandlistened。

  Minuteafterminutepassedby,perhapstenminutespassed,andtheshadowonthemoonperceptiblywidened。

  Heheardarustlingonhislefthand,acloakedfigurewithanupturnedfaceappearedatthebaseoftheBarrow,andClymdescended。Inamomentthefigurewasinhisarms,andhislipsuponhers。

  \"MyEustacia!\"

  \"Clym,dearest!\"

  Suchasituationhadlessthanthreemonthsbroughtforth。

  Theyremainedlongwithoutasingleutterance,fornolanguagecouldreachtheleveloftheircondition——wordswereastherustyimplementsofaby—gonebarbarousepoch,andonlytobeoccasionallytolerated。

  \"Ibegantowonderwhyyoudidnotcome,\"saidYeobright,whenshehadwithdrawnalittlefromhisembrace。

  \"Yousaidtenminutesafterthefirstmarkofshadeontheedgeofthemoon,andthat’swhatitisnow。\"

  \"Well,letusonlythinkthathereweare。\"

  Then,holdingeachother’shand,theywereagainsilent,andtheshadowonthemoon’sdiscgrewalittlelarger。

  \"Hasitseemedlongsinceyoulastsawme?\"sheasked。

  \"Ithasseemedsad。\"

  \"Andnotlong?That’sbecauseyouoccupyyourself,andsoblindyourselftomyabsence。Tome,whocandonothing,ithasbeenlikelivingunderstagnantwater。\"

  \"Iwouldratherbeartediousness,dear,thanhavetimemadeshortbysuchmeansashaveshortenedmine。\"

  \"Inwhatwayisthat?Youhavebeenthinkingyouwishedyoudidnotloveme。\"

  \"Howcanamanwishthat,andyetloveon?No,Eustacia。\"

  \"Mencan,womencannot。\"

  \"Well,whateverImayhavethought,onethingiscertain——I

  doloveyou——pastallcompassanddescription。Iloveyoutooppressiveness——I,whohaveneverbeforefeltmorethanapleasantpassingfancyforanywomanIhaveeverseen。

  Letmelookrightintoyourmoonlitfaceanddwelloneverylineandcurveinit!OnlyafewhairbreadthsmakethedifferencebetweenthisfaceandfacesIhaveseenmanytimesbeforeIknewyou;yetwhatadifference——thedifferencebetweeneverythingandnothingatall。

  Onetouchonthatmouthagain!there,andthere,andthere。

  Youreyesseemheavy,Eustacia。\"

  \"No,itismygeneralwayoflooking。IthinkitarisesfrommyfeelingsometimesanagonizingpityformyselfthatIeverwasborn。\"

  \"Youdon’tfeelitnow?\"

  \"No。YetIknowthatweshallnotlovelikethisalways。

  Nothingcanensurethecontinuanceoflove。Itwillevaporatelikeaspirit,andsoIfeelfulloffears。\"

  \"Youneednot。\"

  \"Ah,youdon’tknow。YouhaveseenmorethanI,andhavebeenintocitiesandamongpeoplethatIhaveonlyheardof,andhavelivedmoreyearsthanI;butyetIamolderatthisthanyou。Ilovedanothermanonce,andnowIloveyou。\"

  \"InGod’smercydon’ttalkso,Eustacia!\"

  \"ButIdonotthinkIshallbetheonewhoweariesfirst。

  Itwill,Ifear,endinthisway:yourmotherwillfindoutthatyoumeetme,andshewillinfluenceyouagainstme!\"

  \"Thatcanneverbe。Sheknowsofthesemeetingsalready。\"

  \"Andshespeaksagainstme?\"

  \"Iwillnotsay。\"

  \"There,goaway!Obeyher。Ishallruinyou。Itisfoolishofyoutomeetmelikethis。Kissme,andgoawayforever。

  Forever——doyouhear?——forever!\"

  \"NotI。\"

  \"Itisyouronlychance。Manyaman’slovehasbeenacursetohim。\"

  \"Youaredesperate,fulloffancies,andwilful;

  andyoumisunderstand。Ihaveanadditionalreasonforseeingyoutonightbesidesloveofyou。Forthough,unlikeyou,Ifeelouraffectionmaybeeternal。

  Ifeelwithyouinthis,thatourpresentmodeofexistencecannotlast。\"

  \"Oh!’tisyourmother。Yes,that’sit!Iknewit。\"

  \"Nevermindwhatitis。Believethis,Icannotletmyselfloseyou。Imusthaveyoualwayswithme。

  ThisveryeveningIdonotliketoletyougo。

  Thereisonlyonecureforthisanxiety,dearest——youmustbemywife。\"

  Shestarted——thenendeavouredtosaycalmly,\"Cynicssaythatcurestheanxietybycuringthelove。\"

  \"Butyoumustanswerme。ShallIclaimyousomeday——I

  don’tmeanatonce?\"

  \"Imustthink,\"Eustaciamurmured。\"AtpresentspeakofParistome。Isthereanyplacelikeitonearth?\"

  \"Itisverybeautiful。Butwillyoubemine?\"

  \"Iwillbenobodyelse’sintheworld——doesthatsatisfyyou?\"

  \"Yes,forthepresent。\"

  \"NowtellmeoftheTuileries,andtheLouvre,\"

  shecontinuedevasively。

  \"IhatetalkingofParis!Well,IrememberonesunnyroomintheLouvrewhichwouldmakeafittingplaceforyoutolivein——theGaleried’Apollon。Itswindowsaremainlyeast;

  andintheearlymorning,whenthesunisbright,thewholeapartmentisinaperfectblazeofsplendour。

  Theraysbristleanddartfromtheencrustationsofgildingtothemagnificentinlaidcoffers,fromthecofferstothegoldandsilverplate,fromtheplatetothejewelsandpreciousstones,fromthesetotheenamels,tillthereisaperfectnetworkoflightwhichquitedazzlestheeye。

  Butnow,aboutourmarriage————\"

  \"AndVersailles——theKing’sGalleryissomesuchgorgeousroom,isitnot?\"

  \"Yes。Butwhat’stheuseoftalkingofgorgeousrooms?

  Bytheway,theLittleTrianonwouldsuitusbeautifullytolivein,andyoumightwalkinthegardensinthemoonlightandthinkyouwereinsomeEnglishshrubbery;

  ItislaidoutinEnglishfashion。\"

  \"Ishouldhatetothinkthat!\"

  \"ThenyoucouldkeeptothelawninfrontoftheGrandPalace。

  Allaboutthereyouwoulddoubtlessfeelinaworldofhistoricalromance。\"

  Hewenton,sinceitwasallnewtoher,anddescribedFontainebleau,St。Cloud,theBois,andmanyotherfamiliarhauntsoftheParisians;tillshesaid——

  \"Whenusedyoutogototheseplaces?\"

  \"OnSundays。\"

  \"Ah,yes。IdislikeEnglishSundays。HowIshouldchimeinwiththeirmannersoverthere!DearClym,you’llgobackagain?\"

  Clymshookhishead,andlookedattheeclipse。

  \"Ifyou’llgobackagainI’ll——besomething,\"

  shesaidtenderly,puttingherheadnearhisbreast。

  \"Ifyou’llagreeI’llgivemypromise,withoutmakingyouwaitaminutelonger。\"

  \"Howextraordinarythatyouandmymothershouldbeofonemindaboutthis!\"saidYeobright。\"Ihavevowednottogoback,Eustacia。ItisnottheplaceIdislike;

  itistheoccupation。\"

  \"Butyoucangoinsomeothercapacity。\"

  \"No。Besides,itwouldinterferewithmyscheme。

  Don’tpressthat,Eustacia。Willyoumarryme?\"

  \"Icannottell。\"

  \"Now——nevermindParis;itisnobetterthanotherspots。

  Promise,sweet!\"

  \"Youwillneveradheretoyoureducationplan,Iamquitesure;andthenitwillbeallrightforme;

  andsoIpromisetobeyoursforeverandever。\"

  Clymbroughtherfacetowardshisbyagentlepressureofthehand,andkissedher。

  \"Ah!butyoudon’tknowwhatyouhavegotinme,\"shesaid。

  \"SometimesIthinkthereisnotthatinEustaciaVyewhichwillmakeagoodhomespunwife。Well,letitgo——seehowourtimeisslipping,slipping,slipping!\"Shepointedtowardsthehalf—eclipsedmoon。

  \"Youaretoomournful。\"

  \"No。OnlyIdreadtothinkofanythingbeyondthepresent。

  Whatis,weknow。Wearetogethernow,anditisunknownhowlongweshallbeso;theunknownalwaysfillsmymindwithterriblepossibilities,evenwhenImayreasonablyexpectittobecheerful……Clym,theeclipsedmoonlightshinesuponyourfacewithastrangeforeigncolour,andshowsitsshapeasifitwerecutoutingold。

  Thatmeansthatyoushouldbedoingbetterthingsthanthis。\"

  \"Youareambitious,Eustacia——no,notexactlyambitious,luxurious。Ioughttobeofthesamevein,tomakeyouhappy,Isuppose。Andyet,farfromthat,Icouldliveanddieinahermitagehere,withproperworktodo。\"

  Therewasthatinhistonewhichimplieddistrustofhispositionasasolicitouslover,adoubtifhewereactingfairlytowardsonewhosetastestouchedhisownonlyatrareandinfrequentpoints。Shesawhismeaning,andwhispered,inalow,fullaccentofeagerassurance\"Don’tmistakeme,Clym——thoughIshouldlikeParis,Iloveyouforyourselfalone。TobeyourwifeandliveinPariswouldbeheaventome;butIwouldratherlivewithyouinahermitageherethannotbeyoursatall。

  Itisgaintomeeitherway,andverygreatgain。

  There’smytoocandidconfession。\"

  \"Spokenlikeawoman。AndnowImustsoonleaveyou。

  I’llwalkwithyoutowardsyourhouse。\"

  \"Butmustyougohomeyet?\"sheasked。\"Yes,thesandhasnearlyslippedaway,Isee,andtheeclipseiscreepingonmoreandmore。Don’tgoyet!Stoptillthehourhasrunitselfout;thenIwillnotpressyouanymore。

  Youwillgohomeandsleepwell;Ikeepsighinginmysleep!Doyoueverdreamofme?\"

  \"Icannotrecollectacleardreamofyou。\"

  \"Iseeyourfaceineverysceneofmydreams,andhearyourvoiceineverysound。IwishIdidnot。ItistoomuchwhatIfeel。Theysaysuchloveneverlasts。

  Butitmust!Andyetonce,Iremember,IsawanofficeroftheHussarsridedownthestreetatBudmouth,andthoughhewasatotalstrangerandneverspoketome,IlovedhimtillIthoughtIshouldreallydieoflove——

  butIdidn’tdie,andatlastIleftoffcaringforhim。

  HowterribleitwouldbeifatimeshouldcomewhenIcouldnotloveyou,myClym!\"

  \"Pleasedon’tsaysuchrecklessthings。Whenweseesuchatimeathandwewillsay,’Ihaveoutlivedmyfaithandpurpose,’anddie。There,thehourhasexpired——nowletuswalkon。\"

  HandinhandtheywentalongthepathtowardsMistover。

  Whentheywerenearthehousehesaid,\"Itistoolateformetoseeyourgrandfathertonight。Doyouthinkhewillobjecttoit?\"

  \"Iwillspeaktohim。Iamsoaccustomedtobemyownmistressthatitdidnotoccurtomethatweshouldhavetoaskhim。\"

  Thentheylingeringlyseparated,andClymdescendedtowardsBlooms—End。

  AndashewalkedfurtherandfurtherfromthecharmedatmosphereofhisOlympiangirlhisfacegrewsadwithanewsortofsadness。Aperceptionofthedilemmainwhichhislovehadplacedhimcamebackinfullforce。

  InspiteofEustacia’sapparentwillingnesstowaitthroughtheperiodofanunpromisingengagement,tillheshouldbeestablishedinhisnewpursuit,hecouldnotbutperceiveatmomentsthatshelovedhimratherasavisitantfromagayworldtowhichsherightlybelongedthanasamanwithapurposeopposedtothatrecentpastofhiswhichsointerestedher。Itmeantthat,thoughshemadenoconditionsastohisreturntotheFrenchcapital,thiswaswhatshesecretlylongedforintheeventofmarriage;

  anditrobbedhimofmanyanotherwisepleasanthour。

  Alongwiththatcamethewideningbreachbetweenhimselfandhismother。Wheneveranylittleoccurrencehadbroughtintomoreprominencethanusualthedisappointmentthathewascausingherithadsenthimonloneandmoodywalks;

  orhewaskeptawakeagreatpartofthenightbytheturmoilofspiritwhichsucharecognitioncreated。

  IfMrs。YeobrightcouldonlyhavebeenledtoseewhatasoundandworthypurposethispurposeofhiswasandhowlittleitwasbeingaffectedbyhisdevotionstoEustacia,howdifferentlywouldsheregardhim!

  Thusashissightgrewaccustomedtothefirstblindinghalokindledabouthimbyloveandbeauty,Yeobrightbegantoperceivewhatastraithewasin。

  SometimeshewishedthathehadneverknownEustacia,immediatelytoretractthewishasbrutal。Threeantagonisticgrowthshadtobekeptalive:hismother’strustinhim,hisplanforbecomingateacher,andEustacia’shappiness。

  Hisfervidnaturecouldnotaffordtorelinquishoneofthese,thoughtwoofthethreewereasmanyashecouldhopetopreserve。ThoughhislovewasaschasteasthatofPetrarchforhisLaura,ithadmadefettersofwhatpreviouslywasonlyadifficulty。Apositionwhichwasnottoosimplewhenhestoodwhole—heartedhadbecomeindescribablycomplicatedbytheadditionofEustacia。

  Justwhenhismotherwasbeginningtotolerateoneschemehehadintroducedanotherstillbittererthanthefirst,andthecombinationwasmorethanshecouldbear。

  5—SharpWordsAreSpoken,andaCrisisEnsuesWhenYeobrightwasnotwithEustaciahewassittingslavishlyoverhisbooks;whenhewasnotreadinghewasmeetingher。

  Thesemeetingswerecarriedonwiththegreatestsecrecy。

  OneafternoonhismothercamehomefromamorningvisittoThomasin。Hecouldseefromadisturbanceinthelinesofherfacethatsomethinghadhappened。

  \"Ihavebeentoldanincomprehensiblething,\"

  shesaidmournfully。\"ThecaptainhasletoutattheWomanthatyouandEustaciaVyeareengagedtobemarried。\"

  \"Weare,\"saidYeobright。\"Butitmaynotbeyetforaverylongtime。\"

  \"IshouldhardlythinkitWOULDbeyetforaverylongtime!YouwilltakehertoParis,Isuppose?\"

  Shespokewithwearyhopelessness。

  \"IamnotgoingbacktoParis。\"

  \"Whatwillyoudowithawife,then?\"

  \"KeepaschoolinBudmouth,asIhavetoldyou。\"

  \"That’sincredible!Theplaceisoverrunwithschoolmasters。

  Youhavenospecialqualifications。Whatpossiblechanceisthereforsuchasyou?\"

  \"Thereisnochanceofgettingrich。Butwithmysystemofeducation,whichisasnewasitistrue,Ishalldoagreatdealofgoodtomyfellow—creatures。\"

  \"Dreams,dreams!Iftherehadbeenanysystemlefttobeinventedtheywouldhavefounditoutattheuniversitieslongbeforethistime。\"

  \"Never,Mother。Theycannotfinditout,becausetheirteachersdon’tcomeincontactwiththeclasswhichdemandssuchasystem——thatis,thosewhohavehadnopreliminarytraining。Myplanisoneforinstillinghighknowledgeintoemptymindswithoutfirstcrammingthemwithwhathastobeuncrammedagainbeforetruestudybegins。\"

  \"Imighthavebelievedyouifyouhadkeptyourselffreefromentanglements;butthiswoman——ifshehadbeenagoodgirlitwouldhavebeenbadenough;butbeing————\"

  \"Sheisagoodgirl。\"

  \"Soyouthink。ACorfubandmaster’sdaughter!Whathasherlifebeen?Hersurnameevenisnothertrueone。\"

  \"SheisCaptainVye’sgranddaughter,andherfathermerelytookhermother’sname。Andsheisaladybyinstinct。\"

  \"Theycallhim’captain,’butanybodyiscaptain。\"

  \"HewasintheRoyalNavy!\"

  \"Nodoubthehasbeentoseainsometuborother。

  Whydoesn’thelookafterher?Noladywouldroveabouttheheathatallhoursofthedayandnightasshedoes。

  Butthat’snotallofit。TherewassomethingqueerbetweenherandThomasin’shusbandatonetime——IamassureofitasthatIstandhere。\"

  \"Eustaciahastoldme。Hedidpayheralittleattentionayearago;butthere’snoharminthat。

  Ilikeherallthebetter。\"

  \"Clym,\"saidhismotherwithfirmness,\"Ihavenoproofsagainsther,unfortunately。Butifshemakesyouagoodwife,therehasneverbeenabadone。\"

  \"Believeme,youarealmostexasperating,\"

  saidYeobrightvehemently。\"AndthisverydayIhadintendedtoarrangeameetingbetweenyou。Butyougivemenopeace;youtrytothwartmywishesineverything。\"

  \"Ihatethethoughtofanysonofminemarryingbadly!I

  wishIhadneverlivedtoseethis;itistoomuchforme——itismorethanIdreamt!\"Sheturnedtothewindow。

  Herbreathwascomingquickly,andherlipswerepale,parted,andtrembling。

  \"Mother,\"saidClym,\"whateveryoudo,youwillalwaysbedeartome——thatyouknow。ButonethingIhavearighttosay,whichis,thatatmyageIamoldenoughtoknowwhatisbestforme。\"

  Mrs。Yeobrightremainedforsometimesilentandshaken,asifshecouldsaynomore。Thenshereplied,\"Best?Isitbestforyoutoinjureyourprospectsforsuchavoluptuous,idlewomanasthat?Don’tyouseethatbytheveryfactofyourchoosingheryouprovethatyoudonotknowwhatisbestforyou?Yougiveupyourwholethought——yousetyourwholesoul——topleaseawoman。\"

  \"Ido。Andthatwomanisyou。\"

  \"Howcanyoutreatmesoflippantly!\"saidhismother,turningagaintohimwithatearfullook。

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