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  Thatisthedoctrine,simple,ancient,true;

  Suchislife’strial,asoldearthsmilesandknows。

  Ifyoulovedonlywhatwereworthyourlove,Lovewerecleargain,andwhollywellforyou:

  Makethelownaturebetterbyyourthroes!

  Giveearthyourself,goupforgainabove!

  VIII。BesidetheDrawing-Board。

  1。”AslikeasaHandtoanotherHand!”

  Whoeversaidthatfoolishthing,CouldnothavestudiedtounderstandThecounselsofGodinfashioning,Outoftheinfiniteloveofhisheart,ThisHand,whosebeautyIpraise,apartFromtheworldofwonderlefttopraise,IfItriedtolearntheotherwaysOflove,initsskill,orlove,initspower。”AslikeasaHandtoanotherHand”:[10]

  Whosaidthat,nevertookhisstand,Foundandfollowed,likeme,anhour,Thebeautyinthis,——howfree,howfineTofear,almost,——ofthelimit-line!

  AsIlookedatthis,andlearnedanddrew,Drewandlearned,andlookedagain,Whilefastthehappyminutesflew,Itsbeautymountedintomybrain,Andafancyseizedme;IwasfainToeffacemywork,beginanew,[20]

  KisswhatbeforeIonlydrew;

  Ay,layingtheredchalk’twixtmylips,Withsoultohelpifthemerelipsfailed,Ikissedallrightwherethedrawingailed,KissedfastthegracethatsomehowslipsStillfromone’ssoullessfinger-tips——

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  wereaddedintheeditionof1868;theyclearuptheobscurityofthissectionofthepoem,asitstoodintheoriginaleditionof1864——

  2。

  ’Tisaclaycast,theperfectthing,FromHandliveonce,deadlongago:

  Princess-likeitwearstheringTofancy’seye,bywhichweknow[30]

  ThathereatlengthamasterfoundHismatch,aproudlonesoulitsmate,AssoaringgeniussanktogroundAndpencilcouldnotemulateThebeautyinthis,——howfree,howfineTofearalmost!——ofthelimit-line。

  Longagothegod,likemeTheworm,learned,eachinourdegree:

  Lookedandloved,learnedanddrew,Drewandlearnedandlovedagain,[40]

  Whilefastthehappyminutesflew,TillbeautymountedintohisbrainAndonthefingerwhichoutviedHisartheplacedtheringthat’sthere,Stillbyfancy’seyedescried,Intokenofamarriagerare:

  Forhimonearth,hisart’sdespair,Forhiminheaven,hissoul’sfitbride。

  3。

  LittlegirlwiththepoorcoarsehandIturnedfromtoacoldclaycast——[50]

  Ihavemylesson,understandTheworthoffleshandbloodatlast!

  NothingbutbeautyinaHand?

  Becausehecouldnotchangethehue,MendthelinesandmakethemtrueTothiswhichmethissoul’sdemand,——

  WouldDaVinciturnfromyou?

  Ihearhimlaughmywoestoscorn——”ThefoolforsoothisallforlornBecausethebeauty,shethinksbest,[60]

  Livedlongagoorwasneverborn,——

  BecausenobeautybearsthetestInthisroughpeasantHand!Confessed`Artisnullandstudyvoid!’

  Sosayestthou?SosaidnotI,Whothrewthefaultypencilby,Andyearsinsteadofhoursemployed,LearningtheveritableuseOffleshandboneandnervebeneathLinesandhueoftheoutersheath,[70]

  IfhaplyImightreproduceOnemotiveofthemechanism,FleshandboneandnervethatmakeThepoorestcoarsesthumanhandAnobjectworthytobescannedAwholelifelongfortheirsolesake。

  Shallearthandthecrampedmoment-spaceYieldtheheavenlycrowninggrace?

  Nowthepartsandthenthewhole!

  Whoartthou,withstintedsoul[80]

  Andstuntedbody,thustocry`Ilove,——shallthatbelife’sstraitdole?

  Imustlivebelovedordie!’

  ThispeasanthandthatspinsthewoolAndbakesthebread,whylivesiton,Poorandcoarsewithbeautygone,——

  Whatusesurvivesthebeauty?Fool!”

  Go,littlegirlwiththepoorcoarsehand!

  Ihavemylesson,shallunderstand。

  IX。OnDeck。

  1。

  Thereisnothingtorememberinme,NothingIeversaidwithagrace,NothingIdidthatyoucaretosee,NothingIwasthatdeservesaplaceInyourmind,nowIleaveyou,setyoufree——

  St。1。NothingIdidthatyoucaretosee:referstoherart-work。

  2。

  Conceded!Inturn,concedetome,Suchthingshavebeenasamutualflame。

  Yoursoul’slockedfast;but,loveforakey,Youmightletitloose,tillIgrewthesameInyoureyes,asinmineyoustand:strangeplea!

  3。

  Forthen,then,whatwoulditmattertomeThatIwastheharsh,ill-favoredone?

  Webothshouldbelikeaspeaandpea;

  Itwaseversosincetheworldbegun:

  So,letmeproceedwithmyreverie——

  St。3。Hereitisindicatedthatshehadnotthepersonalcharmswhichwereneededtomaintainherhusband’sinterest。

  Aprettyfacewasmoretohimthanadeeplovingsoul。

  4。

  Howstrangeitwereifyouhadallme,AsIhaveallyouinmyheartandbrain,You,whoseleastwordbroughtgloomorglee,WhoneverliftedthehandinvainWillholdmineyet,fromoverthesea!

  5。

  Strange,ifaface,whenyouthoughtofme,Roselikeyourownfacepresentnow,Witheyesasdearintheirduedegree,Muchsuchamouth,andasbrightabrow,Tillyousawyourself,whileyoucried”’TisShe!”

  6。

  Well,youmay,youmust,setdowntomeLovethatwaslife,lifethatwaslove;

  Atenureofbreathatyourlips’decree,Apassiontostandasyourthoughtsapprove,Arapturetofallwhereyourfootmightbe——

  St。6。vv。3-5expresstheentiredevotionandsubmissivenessofherlove。

  7。

  ButdidonetouchofsuchloveformeComeinawordoralookofyours,Whosewordsandlookswill,circling,fleeRoundmeandroundwhilelifeendures,——

  CouldIfancy”AsIfeel,thusfeelsHe”;

  8。

  Why,fadeyoumighttoathinglikeme,Andyourhairgrowthesecoarsehanksofhair,Yourskin,thisbarkofagnarledtree,——

  Youmightturnmyself!——shouldIknoworcare,WhenIshouldbedeadofjoy,JamesLee?

  ATale。

  Epilogueto`TheTwoPoetsofCroisic’。

  1。

  WhataprettytaleyoutoldmeOnceuponatime——Saidyoufounditsomewherescoldme!

  Wasitproseorwasitrhyme,GreekorLatin?Greek,yousaid,Whileyourshoulderproppedmyhead。

  2。

  Anyhowthere’snoforgettingThismuchifnomore,Thatapoetpray,nopetting!

  Yes,abard,sir,famedofyore,Wentwheresuchlikeusedtogo,Singingforaprize,youknow。

  3。

  Well,hehadtosing,normerelySingbutplaythelyre;

  PlayingwasimportantclearlyQuiteassinging:Idesire,Sir,youkeepthefactinmindForapurposethat’sbehind。

  4。

  Therestoodhe,whiledeepattentionHeldthejudgesround,——Judgesable,Ishouldmention,TodetecttheslightestsoundSungorplayedamiss:suchearsHadoldjudges,itappears!

  5。

  Nonethelesshesangoutboldly,Playedintimeandtune,Tillthejudges,weighingcoldlyEachnote’sworth,seemed,lateorsoon,Suretosmile”InvainonetriesPickingfaultsout:taketheprize!”

  6。

  When,amischief!WeretheysevenStringsthelyrepossessed?

  Oh,andafterwardseleven,Thankyou!Well,sir,——whohadguessedSuchillluckinstore?——ithappedOneofthosesamesevenstringssnapped。

  7。

  Allwaslost,then!No!acricketWhat”cicada”?Pooh!——

  SomemadthingthatleftitsthicketFormereloveofmusic——flewWithitslittleheartonfire,Lightedonthecrippledlyre——

  St。7。”Cicada”:doyousay?

  Pooh!:that’sbringingthemysteriouslittlethingdowntotheplaneofentomology。

  8。

  SothatwhenAhjoy!oursingerForhistruantstringFeelswithdisconcertedfinger,WhatdoescricketelsebutflingFieryheartforth,soundthenoteWantedbythethrobbingthroat?

  9。

  Ayand,evertotheending,Cricketchirpsatneed,Executesthehand’sintending,Promptly,perfectly,——indeedSavesthesingerfromdefeatWithherchirruplowandsweet。

  10。

  Till,atending,allthejudgesCrywithoneassent”Taketheprize——aprizewhogrudgesSuchavoiceandinstrument?

  Why,wetookyourlyreforharp,SoitshrilledusforthFsharp!”

  11。

  Didtheconquerorspurnthecreature,Onceitsservicedone?

  That’snosuchuncommonfeatureInthecasewhenMusic’ssonFindshisLotte’spowertoospentForaidingsoul-development——

  St。11。whenMusic’sson,etc。:aflingatGoethe。

  12。

  No!Thisother,onreturningHomeward,prizeinhand,Satisfiedhisbosom’syearning:

  Sir,Ihopeyouunderstand!——

  Said”SomerecordtheremustbeOfthiscricket’shelptome!”

  13。

  So,hemadehimselfastatue:

  Marblestood,life-size;

  Onthelyre,hepointedatyou,Perchedhispartnerintheprize;

  NevermoreapartyoufoundHer,hethroned,fromhim,shecrowned。

  14。

  That’sthetale:itsapplication?

  SomebodyIknowHopesonedayforreputationThroughhispoetrythat’s——Oh,AllsolearnedandsowiseAnddeservingofaprize!

  15。

  Ifhegainsone,willsometicket,Whenhisstatue’sbuilt,Tellthegazer”’TwasacricketHelpedmycrippledlyre,whoseliltSweetandlow,whenstrengthusurpedSoftness’placei’thescale,shechirped?

  16。”Forasvictorywasnighest,WhileIsangandplayed,——

  Withmylyreatlowest,highest,Rightalike,——onestringthatmade`Love’soundsoftwassnaptintwain,Nevertobeheardagain,——

  17。”Hadnotakindcricketfluttered,PerchedupontheplaceVacantleft,anddulyuttered`Love,Love,Love’,whene’erthebassAskedthetrebletoatoneForitssomewhatsombredrone。”

  18。

  Butyoudon’tknowmusic!WhereforeKeeponcastingpearlsToa——poet?AllIcareforIs——totellhimthatagirl’s”Love”comesaptlyinwhengruffGrowshissinging。There,enough!

  Confessions。

  1。

  Whatishebuzzinginmyears?”NowthatIcometodie,DoIviewtheworldasavaleoftears?”

  Ah,reverendsir,notI!

  2。

  WhatIviewedthereonce,whatIviewagainWherethephysicbottlesstandOnthetable’sedge,——isasuburblane,Withawalltomybedsidehand。

  3。

  Thatlanesloped,muchasthebottlesdo,FromahouseyoucoulddescryO’erthegarden-wall:isthecurtainblueOrgreentoahealthyeye?

  4。

  Tomine,itservesfortheoldJuneweatherBlueabovelaneandwall;

  Andthatfarthestbottlelabelled”Ether”

  Isthehouseo’er-toppingall。

  5。

  Ataterrace,somewhatnearthestopper,Therewatchedforme,oneJune,Agirl:Iknow,sir,it’simproper,Mypoormind’soutoftune。

  6。

  Only,therewasaway……youcreptClosebytheside,tododgeEyesinthehouse,twoeyesexcept:

  Theystyledtheirhouse”TheLodge”。

  7。

  Whatrighthadaloungeruptheirlane?

  But,bycreepingveryclose,Withthegoodwall’shelp,——theireyesmightstrainAndstretchthemselvestoOes,8。

  Yetnevercatchherandmetogether,Asshelefttheattic,there,Bytherimofthebottlelabelled”Ether”,Andstolefromstairtostair,9。

  Andstoodbytherose-wreathedgate。Alas,Weloved,sir——usedtomeet:

  Howsadandbadandmaditwas——

  Butthen,howitwassweet!

  Respectability。

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