第13章
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  Butfartheron,acrosstheyellowwatersofthebay,beyondGoatIsland,laySanFrancisco,abluelineofhills,ruggedwithroofsandspires。FartothewestwardopenedtheGoldenGate,ableakcuttinginthesand-hills,throughwhichonecaughtaglimpseoftheopenPacific。

  ThestationatBStreetwassolitary;notrainspassedatthishour;exceptthedistantrag-pickers,notasoulwasinsight。Thewindblewstrong,carryingwithitthemingledsmellofsalt,oftar,ofdeadseaweed,andofbilge。Theskyhunglowandbrown;atlongintervalsafewdropsofrainfell。

  NearthestationTrinaandMcTeaguesatontheroadbedofthetracks,attheedgeofthemudbank,makingthemostoutofthelandscape,enjoyingtheopenair,thesaltmarshes,andthesightofthedistantwater。FromtimetotimeMcTeagueplayedhissixmournfulairsuponhisconcertina。

  Afterawhiletheybeganwalkingupanddownthetracks,McTeaguetalkingabouthisprofession,Trinalistening,veryinterestedandabsorbed,tryingtounderstand。

  “Forpullingtherootsoftheuppermolarsweusethecow-

  hornforceps,“continuedthedentist,monotonously。“Wegettheinsidebeakoverthepalatalrootsandthecow-hornbeakoverthebuccalroots——that’stherootsontheoutside,yousee。Thenweclosetheforceps,andthatbreaksrightthroughthealveolus——that’sthepartofthesocketinthejaw,youunderstand。“

  Atanothermomenthetoldherofhisoneunsatisfieddesire。

  “SomedayI’mgoingtohaveabiggildedtoothoutsidemywindowforasign。Thosebiggoldteetharebeautiful,beautiful——onlytheycostsomuch,Ican’taffordonejustnow。“

  “Oh,it’sraining,“suddenlyexclaimedTrina,holdingoutherpalm。Theyturnedbackandreachedthestationinadrizzle。Theafternoonwasclosingindarkandrainy。Thetidewascomingback,talkingandlappingformilesalongthemudbank。Faroffacrosstheflats,attheedgeofthetown,anelectriccarwentby,stringingoutalongrowofdiamondsparksontheoverheadwires。

  “Say,MissTrina,“saidMcTeague,afterawhile,“what’sthegoodofwaitinganylonger?Whycan’tustwogetmarried?“

  Trinastillshookherhead,saying“No“instinctively,inspiteofherself。

  “Whynot?“persistedMcTeague。“Don’tyoulikemewellenough?“

  “Yes。“

  “Thenwhynot?“

  “Because。“

  “Ah,comeon,“hesaid,butTrinastillshookherhead。

  “Ah,comeon,“urgedMcTeague。Hecouldthinkofnothingelsetosay,repeatingthesamephraseoverandoveragaintoallherrefusals。

  “Ah,comeon!Ah,comeon!“

  Suddenlyhetookherinhisenormousarms,crushingdownherstrugglewithhisimmensestrength。ThenTrinagaveup,allinaninstant,turningherheadtohis。Theykissedeachother,grossly,fullinthemouth。

  Aroarandajarringoftheearthsuddenlygrewnearandpassedtheminareekofsteamandhotair。ItwastheOverland,withitsflamingheadlight,onitswayacrossthecontinent。

  Thepassageofthetrainstartledthemboth。TrinastruggledtofreeherselffromMcTeague。“Oh,please!

  please!“shepleaded,onthepointoftears。McTeaguereleasedher,butinthatmomentaslight,abarelyperceptible,revulsionoffeelinghadtakenplaceinhim。

  TheinstantthatTrinagaveup,theinstantsheallowedhimtokissher,hethoughtlessofher。Shewasnotsodesirable,afterall。Butthisreactionwassofaint,sosubtle,sointangible,thatinanothermomenthehaddoubteditsoccurrence。Yetafterwarditreturned。WastherenotsomethinggonefromTrinanow?Washenotdisappointedinherfordoingthatverythingforwhichhehadlonged?WasTrinathesubmissive,thecompliant,theattainablejustthesame,justasdelicateandadorableasTrinatheinaccessible?Perhapshedimlysawthatthismustbeso,thatitbelongedtothechangelessorderofthings——themandesiringthewomanonlyforwhatshewithholds;thewomanworshippingthemanforthatwhichsheyieldsuptohim。

  Witheachconcessiongainedtheman’sdesirecools;witheverysurrendermadethewoman’sadorationincreases。Butwhyshoulditbeso?

  TrinawrenchedherselffreeanddrewbackfromMcTeague,herlittlechinquivering;herface,eventothelobesofherpaleears,flushedscarlet;hernarrowblueeyesbrimming。

  Suddenlysheputherheadbetweenherhandsandbegantosob。

  “Say,say,MissTrina,listen——listenhere,MissTrina,“

  criedMcTeague,comingforwardastep。

  “Oh,don’t!“shegasped,shrinking。“Imustgohome,“shecried,springingtoherfeet。“It’slate。Imust。Imust。

  Don’tcomewithme,please。Oh,I’mso——so,“——shecouldnotfindanywords。“Letmegoalone,“shewenton。“Youmay——

  youcomeSunday。Good-by。“

  “Good-by,“saidMcTeague,hisheadinawhirlatthissudden,unaccountablechange。“Can’tIkissyouagain?“

  ButTrinawasfirmnow。Whenitcametohispleading——amerematterofwords——shewasstrongenough。

  “No,no,youmustnot!“sheexclaimed,withenergy。Shewasgoneinanotherinstant。Thedentist,stunned,bewildered,gazedstupidlyafterherassheranuptheextensionofB

  Streetthroughtherain。

  Butsuddenlyagreatjoytookpossessionofhim。Hehadwonher。Trinawastobeforhim,afterall。Anenormoussmiledistendedhisthicklips;hiseyesgrewwide,andflashed;

  andhedrewhisbreathquickly,strikinghismallet-likefistuponhisknee,andexclaimingunderhisbreath:

  “Igother,byGod!Igother,byGod!“Atthesametimehethoughtbetterofhimself;hisself-respectincreasedenormously。ThemanthatcouldwinTrinaSieppewasamanofextraordinaryability。

  Trinaburstinuponhermotherwhilethelatterwassettingamousetrapinthekitchen。

  “Oh,mamma!“

  “Eh?Trina?Ach,whathashappun?“

  Trinatoldherinabreath。

  “Sohsoon?“wasMrs。Sieppe’sfirstcomment。“Eh,well,whatyoucryfor,then?“

  “Idon’tknow,“wailedTrina,pluckingattheendofherhandkerchief。

  “Youloafderyoungedoktor?“

  “Idon’tknow。“

  “Well,whatforyoukisshim?“

  “Idon’tknow。“

  “Youdon’know,youdon’know?Wherehafyoursensusgone,Trina?Youkissderdoktor。Youcry,andyoudon’know。

  IsutMarcusden?“

  “No,it’snotCousinMark。“

  “Denutmustbederdoktor。“

  Trinamadenoanswer。

  “Eh?“

  “I——Iguessso。“

  “Youloafhim?“

  “Idon’tknow。“

  Mrs。Sieppesetdownthemousetrapwithsuchviolencethatitsprungwithasharpsnap。

  CHAPTER6

  No,Trinadidnotknow。“DoIlovehim?DoIlovehim?“A

  thousandtimessheputthequestiontoherselfduringthenexttwoorthreedays。Atnightshehardlyslept,butlaybroadawakeforhoursinherlittle,gaylypaintedbed,withitswhitenetting,torturingherselfwithdoubtsandquestions。Attimessherememberedthesceneinthestationwithaveritableagonyofshame,andatothertimesshewasashamedtorecallitwithathrillofjoy。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoresudden,moreunexpected,thanthatsurrenderofherself。ForoverayearshehadthoughtthatMarcuswouldsomedaybeherhusband。Theywouldbemarried,shesupposed,sometimeinthefuture,shedidnotknowexactlywhen;thematterdidnottakedefiniteshapeinhermind。ShelikedCousinMarkverywell。Andthensuddenlythiscross-currenthadsetin;thisblondgianthadappeared,thishuge,stolidfellow,withhisimmense,crudestrength。Shehadnotlovedhimatfirst,thatwascertain。

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