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  Andifshehadbeendisgracedbeforeeveryone,draggedfromherhomeawayacrossabigseatoliveamongstrangers,andnotknownwhereherboywasforyears,I’mnotabitsurethatshe’dhavedonebetterthanMrs。Pryor。Yes,shewouldtoo;cometothinkitout——she’dhavekeptonbelievingtheLordhadsomethingtodowithit,andthatHe’dfixitsomeway;andIknowsheandfatherwouldhaveheldhandsnomatterwhathappenedorwheretheywent。

  IguessthebiggestthingthematterwithPryorswasthattheydidn’tknowhowtogoaboutlovingeachotherright;maybeitwasbecausetheydidn’tloveGod,sotheycouldn’tknowexactlywhatPROPERLOVEwas;becauseGodislove,likefathersaid。

  Mrs。Pryordidn’twanttoseeMr。Pryor——Ican’tgetusedtocallingthemPaget——andshedidn’taskanythingabouthim。I

  guessshewasprettymadathim。SheneverhadlikedtheEmmetcousin,andshe’dhadnothingbuttroublewithhimallthetimehehadbeeninherfamily,andthenthatawfuldisgrace,thatshealwaysTHOUGHTwasallhim,butshecouldn’tproveit,andshehadnomoney。

  That’saverybadthing。Awomanshouldalwayshavesomemoney。

  Sheworksashardasanyone,andusuallyshehasmorethatworriesher,soit’sonlyfairforhertohavepartofwhattheworkandworrybring。Motheralwayshasmoney。Why,shehassomuch,shecanhelpfatheroutwhenheispushedwithbills,asshedidlastfall,tostartShelleytomusicschool。It’snowaytobeforcedtolivewithaman,justtogetahome,food,andclothing。Idon’tbelievemothereverwoulddoitinallthisworld。Butthenmotherhasworkedallherlife,andsoiffatherdoesn’tdoasshewantshimto,she’dknowexactlyhowtogoabouttakingcareofherself。

  AfterallMrs。Pryordidn’tneedtositbackonherdignityandlooksoabused。Hecouldn’tknockherdown,anddragherclearhere。Whydidn’tshesayrightout,inthebeginning,thathersonCOULDN’Tbeathief,thatsheknewit,andshe’dstayathomeandwaitforhimtocomeback?Shecouldhaveputapieceinthepapersayingsheknewherboywasallright,andforhimtocomeback,sotheycouldgotoworkandPROVEit。Ibetifshe’dhadonetenthofthegingermotherhas,she’dhavestoppedthewholefussinthestart。Ilookedatheralmoststeadily,tryingtofigureoutjustwhatmotherwouldhavedoneinherplace。MaybeI’mmistakenaboutexactlyhowshewouldhavesettowork,butthisIKNOW:she’dhavestucktotheLord;she’dhavelovedfather,sodearly,hejustCOULDN’Thavewantedhertodothingsthathurtheruntilitgaveherhearttrouble;andshenever,neverwouldhavegivenuponeofus,andsatholdingherheartformonths,refusingtoseeortospeaktoanyone,whileshewaitedforsomeoneelsetodosomething。Motherneverwaits。

  Shealwaysthinksaminute,ifshe’sindoubtsheasksfather;ifhecan’tdecide,bothofthemaskGod;andthenyououghttoseethingsbegintofly。

  ThemoreIwatchedMrs。Pryor,themoreIbegantothinkshewasalady;andjustaboutwhenIwassurethatwaswhatailedher,I

  heardfathersay:“Perhapstheladywouldlikeacupoftea。“I

  hadabignotiontotellhertocomeon,andIwouldshowherwherethecannisterwas,butIthoughtIbetternot。Iwantedto,though。She’dhavefeltmuchbetterifshehadgotupandworkedliketherestofus。Withalltheexcitement,andeverythinghappeningatonce,you’dhavethoughtmotherwouldbeflatonherback,butflatnothing!Everythingwaspickedupandslidback,fastasitwastorndown;shefoundtimetoflannelhernoseandbrushherhair,hercollarwasstraight,andthegoldstonepinshoneinthelight,whileherstarchedwhiteapronflutteredasshewentthroughthedoors。ShesaidafewwordstoCandaceandMrs。Freshett,Maytookoutalinenclothandbegantosetplacesforallthegrownpeople,soIknewthere’dbestrawberrypreservesandfriedham,butinallthat,wouldyoueverhavethoughtthatshe’dfindasecondtomakebiscuit,andteacakesherself?PlainaspreachingIheardhersaytoMrs。

  Freshett:“IdohopeandpraythatMr。Pryorwillcomeoutofitright,sowecantakehimhome,andteachhimtobehavehimself;

  butifhe’sgonethisminute,IintendtohaveanotherdecentmealforShelleytoofferheryoungman;andIdon’tcareifI

  showMrs。Pryorthatwe’renothungryoverhere,ifwedolackservantstocarryinfoodonsilverplatters。“

  “ThatIjestwould!“saidMrs。Freshett。“Evenifheturnsuphistoes,’tain’tYOURfuneral,thanktheLord!an’lookyhere,I’djestassoonsetthingsinabakepanan’pass’emforyou,myself。I’lldoit,ifyousaytheword。“

  Motherbitherlip,andfoughtherfacetokeepitstraight,asshesaidconfidential-like:“No,I’mnotgoingtotoadytoher。

  Ionlywanthertoseethatamealreallyconsistsoffoodafterall;Idon’tmindputtingmybestfootforemost,butIwon’tapeher。“

  “Huccometheytofusslikethis,peaceableasMr。Stantonbe,an’

  what’sShelley’sbeautothem?“

  “IshouldthinkyoucouldtellbylookingatPryors,“saidmother。“He’stheirmystery,andalsotheirson。ShelleymethiminChicago,hecameheretoseeher,andranrightintothem。

  I’lltellyouaboutitbeforeyougo。Now,Imustkeeptheseapplicationshot,forI’vesetmyheadonpullingMr。Pryoroutsothathecanspeak,andhaveafewdecentyearsoflifeyet。“

  “Butwhydidtheolddevil——EX-cuseme,ImeantheoldGENTLEMAN,wanttoshootyourman?“

  “Hedidn’t!I’lltellyouallaboutitafterthey’regone。“

  “Ibetyoudon’tgetshetofthemthenight,“saidMrs。Freshett。

  “Allright!“saidmother。“WhateverDr。Fennerthinks。Iwon’thaveMr。Pryormoveduntilitcan’thurthim,ifhestaysaweek。

  IblameherquiteasmuchasIdohim;fromwhatIknow。Ifawomanisgoingtolivewithaman,therearetimeswhenshe’sgottoputherfootdown——flat——mostunmercifullyflat!“

  “Ain’tshethough!“saidMrs。Freshett;thensheandmotherjustlaughed。

  There!WhatdidItellyou?Ifeelasgoodasiffatherhadpattedmeontheheadandbraggedonmealot。ITHOUGHTmotherwouldn’tthinkthatMr。PryorwasALLtoblame,andshedidn’t。

  Ifiguredthatoutbymyself,too。

  EveryminuteMr。Pryorgrewbetter。Hebreathedeasier,andmothertiltedonhertoesandwavedherhands,whenhemovedhisfeet,threwbackhishead,liftedhishandtoit,andactedlikehewasalmostoverit,andstillinshapetomanagehimself。ShehurriedtotellMrs。Pryor,andIknowmotherdidn’tlikeitwhensheneverevensaidshewasglad,orwenttoseeforherself。

  LaddieandthePrincesswatchedhim,whileeveryoneelsewenttosupper。LaddiepickedupMrs。Pryor’schair,carriedhertothedining-room,andsetherinmyplacebesidefather。HeplacedDr。Fennernexther,andleftRoberttositwithShelley。I

  don’tthinkMrs。Pryorquitelikedthat,butnooneaskedher。

  Iwatchedandlisteneduntileverythingseemedtobegoingrightthere,andthenIslippedintotheparlour,whereLaddieandthePrincesswerecaringforMr。Pryor。WithonehandLaddieheldhers,theothergraspedMr。Pryor’swrist。Laddienevertookhiseyesfromthatwhite,drawnface,excepttosmileather,andsqueezeherhandeverylittlewhile。AtlastMr。Pryorturnedoverandsighed,prettysoonheopenedhiseyes,andlookedatLaddie,thenatthePrincess,anditwasnothingnewtoseethem,sohesmiledanddozedagain。Afterawhileheopenedthemwider,thenhesawthepiano——thatwasaneye-openerforanyone——andthestrangeroom,soheasked,mostasplainasheevertalked,whyhewasatourhouseagain,andthenhebegantoremember。Hestruggledtositupandthecolourcameintohisface。SoLaddieletgothePrincess,andheldhimdownwhilehesaid:“Mr。Pryor,answermethis。Doyouwanttospendtheremainderofyourlifeinaninvalid’schair,orwouldyouliketowalkabroadandsitahorseagain?“

  HeglaredatLaddie,butheheardhowthingswereplainlyenough。

  Laddieheldhim,whileheexplainedwhatafightwehadtounlockhismuscles,andstarthimgoingagain,andhow,ifwehadn’tlovedhim,andwantedhimso,andhadlefthimuntoucheduntiltheDoctorcame,verylikelyhe’dhavebeenparalyzedalltherestofhislife,ifhehadn’tdied;andhesaidhewishedheHAD,andhedidn’tTHANKanyoneforsavinghim。

  “Ohyesyoudo!“saidLaddie,thesameashe’dhavetalkedtoLeon。“Youcan’tstuffmeonthat,andyouneedn’ttry。Beingdeadisacold,clammyproposition,thatallofusputoffaslongaswecan。YouknowyouwanttoseePamelainherownhome。

  YouknowyouareinterestedinhowIcomeoutwiththosehorses。

  Youknowyouwantthelittlepeopleyouspokeof,aroundyou。

  Youknowthepainandsuspenseyouhavebornehavealmostdrivenyouinsane,anditwasbecauseyoucaredsodeeply。Nowliestill,andkeepquiet!Allofusaretiredandthere’snosenseinmakingusgothroughthisagain,besidestheriskofcripplingyourselfthatyourun。Righthereinthishousearethepaperstoprovethatyournephewtookyourmoney,andhiditinyourson’sclothing,ashealreadyhaddoneahundredlesserthings,before,purposelytoestrangeyou。Holdsteady!Youmusthearthis!Thesooneryouknowit,thebetteryou’llfeel。Youremember,don’tyou,thatbeforeyournephewenteredyourhome,youidolizedyourson。Youthoughtthethingshedidwereamusing。Aboyisaboy,andifhe’salive,he’sveryapttobelively。MothercouldtellyouafewpranksthatLeonhasputusthrough;butthey’reonlyaboy’sfoolishness,theyarenotunusualorunforgivable。I’vegoneovertheevidenceyoursonbrings,withextremecare,sohasfather。Bothofusarequitefamiliarwithcommonlaw。Hehaseveryproofyoucanpossiblydesire。Youcan’tgetaroundit,evenifyourheartwasn’twornoutwithrebellion,andyouwerenotcrazytohavethelovingsympathyofyourfamilyagain。“

  “Idon’tbelieveawordofit!“

  “Youhavegotto!ItellyouitisPROOF,man!Thedocumentsareinthishousenow。“

  “Heforgedthem,orstolethem,ashetookthemoney!“

  Laddiejustlaughed。

  “Howyoudolong,andfight,tobeconvinced!“hesaid。“Idon’tblameyou!Whenanythingmeansthismuch,ofcourseyoumustbesure。Butyou’llknowyournephew’ssignature;alsoyourlawyer’s。You’llknowlettersfromoldfriendswhoareabovequestion。SandyMcSheelhaswrittenyouthathewaswithRobertthroughallofit,andhegivesyouhiswordthateverythingisallright。Youwillbelievehim,won’tyou?“

  BigtearsbegantosqueezefromunderMr。Pryor’slids,untilLaddieandthePrincesseachtriedtoseehowmuchofhimtheycouldholdtokeephimtogether-like。

  “Tellme!“hesaidatlast,sotheytookturnsexplainingeverythingplainasday,andsoonhelistenedwithoutbeingheld。

  Whentheyhadtoldhimeverythingtheycouldthinkof,heasked:

  “DidRobertkillEmmet?“

  “Iamveryhappytobeabletotellyouthathedidnot。Itwouldhavebeenpainful,andnothelpedabadmatteraparticle。

  Yournephewhaddissipateduntilhewasonlyaskeletonjustbreathinghislast。It’sprobablethathisfearofdeathhelpedyoursonout,sothathegottheevidencehewantedeasierthanhehopedtointhebeginning。Idon’tmeanthatheisdeadnow;

  butheispassingslowly,andloathsomely。Robertthinkswordthathehasgonewillcomeanyhour。Thinkhowpleasantitwillbetohaveyourson!Thinkhowhappyyourhomewillbenow!

  ThinkhowyouwilllovetoseeSandy,andallyouroldfriends!

  Thinkhowgladyou’llbetogohome,andtakechargeofyourestate!“

  “Think!“criedMr。Pryor,pushingLaddieawayandsittingup:

  “ThinkhowIshallenjoywringingthelastdropofbloodfromthatcraven’sbodywiththeseoldhands!“

  Whatasighthedidlooktobesure!Sick,half-crazy,ontheveryvergeofthegravehimself,andwantingtokillapoormanalreadydying。Aren’tsomepeopletoocurious?

  Laddiecarefullylaidhimdown,straightenedhimoutandheldhimagain。Motheralwayssaidhewas“patientasJob,“andthatdayitprovedtobeagoodthing。

  “You’redeterminedtokeepyourselfwellsuppliedwithtrouble,“

  laughedLaddie。Idon’tbelieveanyoneelsewouldhavedared。

  “Nowtoanunbiasedobserver,itwouldseemthatyou’dbereadytoletwellenoughalone。Youhaveyoursonback,youhavehimfullyexonerated,youhavemuchofyourproperty,youarenowreadyforfreedom,life,andlove,withthebestofus;youhavealsotwoweddingsonyourhandsinthenearfuture。Whyinthenameofsenseareyouanxiousformore?“

  “IshouldhavethoughtthatSandyMcSheel,ifhe’sarealfriendofmine——“

  “Sandytellsyouallaboutitintheletterhehassent。HewentwithRobertfullyintendingtodothatverythingforyou,butthepoorcreaturewastooloathsome。ThesightofhimmadeSandysick。Hewritesyouthatwhenhesawthehorriblespectacle,allhecouldthinkofwastosecuretheevidenceneededandgetaway。“

  SuddenlythePrincessaroseandkneltbesidethedavenport。Sheputherarmsaroundherfather’sneckanddrewhiswrinkled,whiteoldfaceupagainstherlovelyone。

  “Daddy!DearoldDaddy!“shecried。“I’vehadsuchahardspotinmyheartagainstyouforsolong。Ohdolet’sforgeteverything,andbeginalloveragain;beginawaybackwherewewerebeforeEmmetevercame。OhDaddy,dolet’sforget,andbeginallovernew,likeotherpeople!“

  Heheldhertightaminute,thenhislipsbeganwhisperingagainstherear。Finallyhesaid:“Takeyourselvesoff,andsendRoberthere。Iwantmyson。OhIwantmyboy!“

  ItwasalongtimebeforeRobertcamefromtheparlour;whenhedid,itwasonlytogethismotherandtakeherbackwithhim;

  thenitwasastilllongertimebeforethedooropened;butwhenitdid,itwasperfectlysurethattheywereallfriendsagain。

  ThenLeonwenttotellThomas,andhecamewiththebigcarriage。

  Whiteandshaking,Mr。Pryorwasliftedintoitandtheywenthometogether,takingShelleywiththemtostaythatnight;sonodoubtshewasproposedtoandgotherkissbeforesheslept。

  Thatfallthereweretwoweddingsatourchurchatthesametime。

  Sally’shadbeenfine;butitwasn’tworthmentioningbesideLaddieandthePrincess,andRobertandShelley。Youshouldhaveseenmymother!Sherockedlikeakingbirdonthetoptwigofthewinesap,whichwasthetallesttreeinourorchard,andforoncetherewasn’tasingleflyinherointment,notone,shesaidsoherself,andsodidfather。Aswewatchedthebigve-hi-

  ackle,asLeoncalledit,creepslowlydowntheLittleHill,itmademethinkofthatpatheticpoem,“TheThreeWarnings,“inMcGuffey’sSixth。IguessIgaveMr。Pryorthefirst,thattimehegotsoangryhehithishorseuntilitalmostranaway。

  Motherdeliveredthesecondwhenshecurry-combedhimaboutthetaxes,andMrs。Freshettfinishedthejob。Thelasttwolinesreadasiftheyhadbeenespeciallywrittenabouthim:

  “AndnowoldDodson,turningpale,Yieldstohisfate——soendsmytale。“

  TheEnd

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