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  “Iwishyoumighthaveseenthefigureyoucut!Thatfineteam,flowerbedecked,andthecontinuousconcert!“

  “ButIdid!“criedLaddie。“Wehavemirrors。Thatsongcan’tbebeaten。Iknowthisteamisallright,andI’mnotdwarfedordisfigured。Thatwasthepageantofsummerpassinginreview。

  Itrepresentedthetillingofthesoil;thesowingofseed,garneringtocomelater。Youbuycornandwheat,don’tyou?

  Theyarevastlynecessary。Muchmoresothanthesettlingofquarrelsthatnevershouldhavetakenplace。Doyouthinkyourdaughterfoundthespectacleatallmoving?“

  “Damnyou,sir,whatIshoulddo,istolaythiswhipacrossyourshoulders!“criedMr。Pryor。

  Butifyouwillbelieveit,hewaslaughingagain。

  “Ipreferthatyoudon’t,“saidLaddie,“oronRangereither。

  Seehowhelikesbeinggentled。“

  Thenhestraightenedanddrewadeepbreath。

  “Mr。Pryor,“hesaid,“asmantoman,Ihavegotthistosaytoyou——andyoumayuseyourowndiscretionaboutrepeatingittoyourdaughter:IcanofferhersixfeetofassoundmanhoodasyoucanfindonGod’sfootstool。Ineverinmywholelifehavehadenoughimpurebloodinmybodytomakeevenonetinyeruptiononmyskin。Ineverhavebeenilladayinmylife。IneverhavetouchedawomansaveasIliftedandcaredformymother,andhers,ormysisters。Astomyfamilyandeducationshecanjudgeforherself。Iofferherthefirstandonlyloveofmyheart。Sheobjectstofarming,becauseshesaysitisdirty,offensivework。Therearepartsofitthataredirty。ThankGod,itonlysoilsthebody,andthatcanbewashed。Todelveandtodiveinto,andtostudyandtobroodoverthebiggerhalfofthelawbusinessofanycityistosteepyourbrainin,andsmirchyoursoulwith,suchdirtasIwoulddiebeforeI’dmakeanoccupationoftouching。Willyoukindlytellherthatwordforword,andthatIaskedyouto?“

  Mr。PryorwasstandingbeforeIsawhimrise。Hesaidthoseawfulwordsagain,butbetweenthemhecried:“You’reright!

  It’sthetruth!It’stheeternaltruth!“

  “ItISthetruth,“saidLaddie。“I’veonlytovisittheoffices,andexaminethebusinessofthoseofmyfamilylivingbylaw,toKNOWthatit’sthetruth。Ofcoursethere’sanotherside!Therearetimeswhentherearegreatopportunitiestodogood;I

  recognizethat。TosomethesemayseemtooverbalancethattowhichIobject。Iftheydo,allright。Iammerelydecidingformyself。Onceandforall,formeitisland。Itisborninmetoloveit,tohandleiteasily,togetthebestresultsfromstock。IamgoingtotaketheMerriweatherplaceadjoiningoursonthewest,andyoursonthesouth。Iintendtoleaseitfortenyears,withpurchaseprivilegeattheend,sothatifImakeofitwhatIplan,myworkwillnotbelosttome。Ihadthoughttofixuptheplaceandbeginfarming。IfMissPryorhasanyusewhateverforme,andprefersstock,thatisallrightwithme。

  I’llgointothesamebusinessshefindssuitableforyou。Icanstartinasmallwayanddevelop。Icanaffordamaidforherfromthebeginning,butIcouldn’tclotheherasshehasbeenaccustomedtobeingdressed,forsometime。Iwoulddomybest,however。Iknowwhatstoremymothersetsbybeingwellgowned。

  Andasahusband,Icanofferyourdaughteraslovingconsiderationaswomaneverreceivedatthehandsofman。

  ProvidedbysomemiracleIcouldwinherconsent,wouldyouevenconsiderme,andsuchanarrangement?“

  “Franklysir,“saidMr。Pryor,“IhavereachedtheplacewhereI

  wouldbe——“wheneveryoucometoalongblacklinelikethat,itmeansthathejustroaredalotofwordsfatherneversaid,andneverwill——“gladto!Totellthetruth,thethingyouchoosetojestinglyrefertoas`tinware’——Ihopelatertoconvinceoftheindelicacyofsuchallusion——wouldplaceyouinEnglandonasociallevelaboveanyweeveroccupied,orcouldhopeto。Youreducationequalsours。Youareaphysicalspecimentobereckonedwith,andIbelievewhatyousayofyourself。There’ssomethingsocleanandmanlyaboutyou,itamountstoconfirmation。Awomanshouldsetherownvaluationonthat;andtheheightofitshouldcorrespondwithherknowledgeoftheworld。“

  “Thankyou!“saidLaddie。“Youaremorethankind!morethangenerous!“

  “AstothearrangementsyoucouldmakeforPamela,“saidMr。

  Pryor,“she’sallwehave。Everythinggoestoher,ultimately。

  Shehasherstipulatedallowancenow;whetherinmyhouseoryours,itwouldgowithher。Surelyyouwouldn’tbesocallousastoobjecttoourgivingheranythingthatwouldpleaseus!“

  “WhyshouldI?“askedLaddie。“That’sonlynaturalonyourpart。

  Yourchildisyourchild;nomatterwhereorwhatitis,youexpecttoexerciseacertainamountoflovingcareoverit。Myfatherandmotherconstantlysendthingstotheirchildrenabsentfromhome,andtheytakemuchpleasureindoingit。Thatisbetweenyouandyourdaughter,ofcourse。Ishouldn’tthinkofinterfering。Butinthemeantime,unlessMissPryorhasbeenconvertedtothebeautiesofplowingthroughmycontinuousperformanceofoveraweek,IstandnowexactlywhereIdidbefore,sofarassheisconcerned。IfyouandMrs。Pryorhavenoobjectiontome,ifyoufeelthatyoucouldthinkofme,orfindformeanyleastpartofason’splaceinyourhearts,I

  believeIshouldknowhowtoappreciateit,andhowtogotoworktomakemyselfworthyofit。“

  Mr。Pryorsatdownsosuddenly,therailalmostbroke。Ithoughtthetruthwas,thathehadhearttrouble,himself。Hestoppedup,chokedonthings,floppedaround,andturnedsowhite。I

  supposehethoughtitwaswomanish,andasignofweakness。andsohedidn’ttell,butIbetanythingthathehadit——bad!

  “I’lltrytomakethelittlefoolsee!“hesaid。

  “Gently,gently!Youwon’thelpmeanyinthatmood,“saidLaddie。“ThechancesarethatMissPryorrepeatedwhatsheheardfromyoulongago,andwhatsheknowsyouthinkandfeel,unlessyou’vechangedrecently。“

  “That’stheamountofit!“criedMr。Pryor。“AllmylifeI’vehadalotofbeastlynotionsinmyheadaboutrank,andclass,andheretheydon’tamounttoadamn!There’snoplaceforthem。

  Thingsaredifferent。Yourmother,agrand,goodwoman,openedmyeyestomanythingsrecently,andIgetherviewpoint——

  clearly,andIagreewithher,andwithyou,sir!——Iagreewithyou!“

  “Iammorethanglad,“saidLaddie。“Youcertainlymakeafriendatcourt。Thankyouverymuch!“

  “Andyouwillcome——?“

  “TheinstantMissPryorgivesmetheslightestsignthatIamwanted,andwillbewelcomedbyher,I’llcomelikeaDakotablizzard!Floscanhumpherselfontimeforonce。“

  “Butyouwon’tcomeuntilshedoes?“

  “Manalive!Ican’t!“criedLaddie。“Yourdaughtersaidpositivelyexactlywhatshemeant。ItwasunexpectedandithitmesohardIdidn’ttrytoargue。Isimplytookheratherword,herveryexplicitword。“

  “Fool!“criedMr。Pryor。“Thelastthingonearthanywomaneverwantsorexpectsisforamantotakeheratherword。“

  “What?“criedLaddie。

  “Shehadwhatshesaidinhermindofcourse,butwhatshewantedwastobearguedoutofit!Shewantedtobeconvinced!“

  “Ithinknot!Shewasentirelytooconvincingherself,“saidLaddie。“It’smyguessthatshehasthoughtmattersover,andthathermindismadeup;butIwouldtakeitasamightybigfavourifyouwouldputthatlittlepieceofspecialpleadingsquarelyuptoher。Willyou?“

  “Yes,“saidMr。Pryor,“Iwill。I’llkeepcoolanddomybest,butIamsounfortunateinmytemper。Icouldmanageslavesbetterthanwomen。ThistimeI’llbecalm,andreasonthingsoutwithher,orI’llblowoutmybrains。“

  “Don’tyoudare!“laughedLaddie。“YouandIaregoingtogetmuchpleasure,comfortandprofitfromthisworld,nowthatwehavecometoanunderstanding。“

  Mr。Pryoraroseandheldouthishand。Laddiegraspedittight,andtheystoodtherelookingstraightateachother,whilealarkonthefencepostclosebycried,“Springo’ye-ar!“atthem,overandover,buttheyneverpaidtheleastattention。

  “Yousee,“saidMr。Pryor,“I’vebeenthinkingthingsoverdeeply,deeply!eversincetalkingwithyourmother。I’vecutmyselfofffromgoingbacktoEngland,bysacrificingmuchofmypropertyinhastydeparture,ifbyanypossibilityIshouldeverwanttoreturn,andthereisnone,nottheslightest!There’snodangerofanyonecrossingthesea,andpenetratingtothisparticularspotsofarinland;wewon’tbemolested!Andlately——lately,despitetherawness,andthenewness,thereissomethingaboutthelandthattakeshold,afterall。Ishoulddislikeleavingnow!Ifoundinwatchingsomerootsyourmothergaveme,thatIwantedthemtogrow,thatIverymuchhopedtheywoulddevelop,andbeautifyourplacewithflowers,asyoursis。

  Ifindmyselfwatchingthem,watchingthemdaily,andoftener,andthereseemstobeasortofhomefeelingcreepingaroundmyheart。IwishPamelawouldlistentoreason!Iwishshewouldmarryyousoon!Iwishtherewouldbelittlechildren。Nothingelseonearthwouldcomesoclosetocomfortingmywife,andmealso。Nothing!Goahead,lad,plowaway!I’llputyourspecialpleadinguptothegirl。“

  HeclaspedLaddie’shand,mountedandrodebacktothegatehehadenteredwhenhecame。Laddiesatontherail,soIclimbeddownbesidehim。Heputhisarmaroundme。

  “DoIfeelanybetter?“heaskeddubiously。

  “Ofcourseyoudo!“Isaidstoutly。“Youfeelwholeheaps,andstacks,andpilesbetter。Youhaven’tgothimtofightanymore,orMrs。Pryor。It’snowonlytoconvincethePrincessabouthowit’sallrighttoplow。“

  “Smallmatter,that!“saidLaddie。“Andeasy!Justassimpleandeasy!“

  “HaveyouaskedtheFairiestohelpyou?“

  “Aye,aye,sir,“saidLaddie。“Alsothewinds,theflowers,thebirdsandthebees!Ihaveaskedeverythingonearthtohelpmeexceptyou,LittleSister。IwonderifIhavebeenmakingamistakethere?“

  “Areyoumadatme,Laddie?“

  “’Causeforwhy?“

  “Abouttheoldcrestthing!“

  “Forgetit!“laughedLaddie。“Ihave。Andanyway,inthelongrun,Imustbehonestenoughtoadmitthatitmayhavehelped。

  ItseemstohavehaditsinfluencewithMr。Pryor,nodoubtitworkedthesameonMrs。Pryor,anditmaybethatitwasbecauseshehadsomuchmoretobankonthansheeverexpected,thatthePrincessfeltemboldenedtomakeherdemand。Itmaybe,youcan’ttell!Anyway,it’sveryevidentthatitdidnorealharm。

  Andforgetmyjesting,Chicken。Amancan’talwayscrybecausetherearetearsinhisheart。Ithinkquiteasmuchofthatcrestasyoudo。Inthesumofhumanevents,itisabigthing。

  NooneadmiresaCrusadermorethanI。Noonelikesagoodfightbetter。NoCrusadereverputupastifferbattlethanIhaveinthepastweekwhileworkinginthesefields。Everyinchofthemisbattlefield,everyfurrowaseparateconflict。GazeuponthesceneofmyWaterloo!WhenJunecoversitwithgreen,itwillwaveovertherestingplaceofmyslainheart!“

  “OhLaddie!“Isobbed。“Thereyougoagain!Howcanyou?“

  “Whoo-pee!“criedLaddie。“That’sthequestion!HowcanI?Gotto,LittleSister!There’snootherway。“

  “No,“Iwasforcedtoadmit,“thereisn’t。Whatarewegoingtodonow?“

  “Life-saver,we’llnowgotodinner,“saidLaddie。“Nothingexceptthepartnershipimpliedin`we’sustainsmenow。YOU’LL

  FINDAWAYTOHELPMEOUT,WON’TYOU,LITTLESISTER?“

  “OFCOURSEIWILL!“Ipromised,withouteverstoppingaminutetothinkwhatkindofajobthatwasgoingtobe。

  Didyoueverwishwithallyourmightthatsomethingwouldhappen,andwaitforit,expectit,andlongforit,andnothingdid,untilitgrewsobad,itseemedasifyouhadtogoonanotherminuteyoucouldn’tbearit?NowIthoughtwhenMr。

  Pryortalkedtoher,maybeshe’dsendforLaddiethatverysamenight;butsendnothing!Shedidn’tevenrideonourroadanymore。Ofcourseherfatherhadmadeabotchofit!BetIcouldhavetoldherLaddie’smessagestraighterthanhedid。Icouldthinkitover,andseeexactlyhowhe’ddo。He’dtalknicelyaboutoneminute,andthefirstwordshesaid,thathedidn’tlike,he’dberanting,andusingunsuitablewords。Justaslikeasnothetoldherthathe’dlayhiswhipacrosshershoulders,likehehadLaddie。Anyonecouldseethataslongasshewashisdaughter,shemightbeslightlyhandywithwhipsherself;atleastshewouldn’tbelikelytostandstillandtellhimtogoaheadandbeather。

  SundayLaddiewenttoLucy’s。Hesaidhewashavingafamilyreunionontheinstallmentplan。Ofcoursewelaughed,butnoneofusmissedthelonglookhesenttowardPryors’ashemountedtostartintheoppositedirection。

  Everythingwenton。Ididn’tseehowitcould,butitdid。Itevengotworse,foranotherlettercamefromShelleythatmademattersconcerninghernobrighter,andwhilenoneofustalkedaboutLaddie,allofusknewmightywellhowwefelt;andwhatwasmuchworse,howhefelt。FatherandmotherhadquitworryingaboutGod;especiallyfather。HeseemedtothinkthatGodandLaddiecouldbetrustedtotakecareofthePrincess,andIdon’tknowexactlywhatmotherthought。Nodoubtshesawshecouldn’thelpherself,andsoshedecideditwasuselesstostruggle。

  Theplowingonthewestsidewasalmostfinished,andsomeoftheseedwasin。Laddiewentstraightaheadflower-trimmedandwhistlinguntilhisfacemusthaveachedasbadlyashisheart。

  Inspiteofhowhardhetriedtolaugh,andkeepgoing,allofuscouldseethathefairlyhadtostickuphisheadandstretchhisnecklikethebluegoose,tomakethebitesgodown。Andyoucouldn’thelpseeingtheroundnessandthecolourgofromhisface,alittlemoreeveryday。My!butbeinginlove,whenyoucouldn’thavetheoneyouloved,wastheworstofall。IworemyselfalmostasthinasLaddie,huntingaFairytoaskifshe’dhelpmetomakethePrincessletLaddiegoonandplow,whenhewassocrazyaboutit。Iprayedbesidemybedeverynight,untiltheLordmusthavegrownsotiredHequitlisteningtome,forI

  talkedrightupasimpressivelyasIknewhow,anditdidn’tdotheleastbitofgood。Ihadn’ttriedtheonebigprayertowardtheeastyet;butIwasjustabouttotheplacewhereIintendedtodoitsoon。

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