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  Youcouldn’tfindoutwhethertheyhadpureblood,truehearts,orcleansouls。NogirlcouldbesoverymuchprettierthanShelley;theysimplywerenotmadethatway。Sheknewhowtobehave;shehaditbeatenintoher,likeallofus。Andsheknewherbooks,whatourschoolscouldteachher,andGroveville,andLucy,whohadcitychancesforyears,andthereneverwasadayatourhousewhenbooksandpaperswerenotreadanddiscussed,andyourspellingwashammeredintoyoustandinginrowsagainstthewall,andmemorytests——whatonearthcouldbethematterwithShelleythatamanwhocouldmakeherlookandactasshedidatChristmas,wouldnowmakeherunhappy?SometimesIwantedtobegrownupdreadfully,andagain,timeslikethat,Iwishedmybedcouldstayinmother’sroom,andIcouldcreepbehindfather’spaperandgotosleepbetweenhiscoatandvest,andhavehimwarmmyfeetinhishandsforever。

  Thisworldwastoomuchforme。IneverworkedandworriedinallmylifeasIhadoverLaddieandthePrincess,andLaddiesaidI,myself,neverwouldknowhowIhadhelpedhim。Ofcoursenothingwassettled;hehadtotrytomakeherlovehimbyteachingherhowlovablehewas。Weknew,becausewealwayshadknownhim,butshewasastrangerandhadtolearn。Itwasmightyfineforhimthathecouldforcehiswaypastthedogs,Thomas,theothermen,herhalf-crazyfather,andthroughthelockeddoor,andgotheretotrytomakehersee,onSundaynights,andweekdays,everysinglechancehecouldinvent,andhecouldthinkupmorereasonsforgoingtoPryors’thanmothercouldforputtingoutanextrawash。

  NowjustasIgotsettledalittleabouthim,andwecouldseetheyreallywantedhimthere,atleastthePrincessandhermotherdid,andMr。PryormusthavebeenfairlydecentorLaddieneverwouldhavegone;andthePrincesscametoourhousetobringmethingstoeat,andaskhowmotherwas,andoncetolearnhowsheembroideredSally’sweddingchemise,andsocialthingslikethat;andwhenfatheractedasifhelikedhersomuchhehadn’tawordtosay,andmotherseemedtobegintofeelasifLaddieandthePrincesscouldbetrustedtofixitupaboutGod;

  andtheoldmysterydidn’tmatterafterall;why,hereShelleypoppedupwithanothermystery,anditbelongedtous。ButwhateverailedthatmanIcouldn’tpossiblythink。Ithadgottobehim,forShelleywassoallrightatChristmas,itmadeherlookthatprettywehardlyknewher。

  IwasthinkingaboutheruntilIscarcelycouldstudymylessons,soIcouldrecitetoLaddieatnight,andnotfallsofarbehindatschool。MissAmeliaofferedtohearme,butIjustbeggedLaddie,andfathercouldseethathetaughtmefiftythingsinalessonthatyoucouldtelltolookatMissAmelia,sheneverknew。Why,hecouldn’thearmeread:

  “Wechargeduponaflockofgeese,AndputthemalltoflightExceptonesturdyganderThatthoughttoshowusfight,“——

  withoutteachingmethattheoldestpictureinalltheworldwasmadeofarowofgeese,someofwhichwerekindswethenhad——theearthdidn’tseemsooldwhenyouthoughtofthat——andhowaflockofgeeseoncewakenedanarmyandsavedacity,andhowfarwildgeesecouldflywithoutalightinginmigration,andeverythingyoucouldthinkofaboutgeese,onlyhedidn’tknowwhyeatingthesamegrassmadefeathersongeeseandwoolonsheep。Anyway,MissAmelianevertoldyouawordbutwhatwasinthebook,andhowtoreadandspellit。Maysaidthatfatherwasverymuchdisappointedinher,andhewasnevergoingtohireanotherteacheruntilhemetandtalkedwithher,nomatterwhatkindoflettersshecouldsend。Hewasnotgoingtohelphergetasummerschool,andOmysoul!Ihopenoonedoes,foriftheydo,Ihavetogo,andI’dratherdiethangotoschoolinthesummer。

  Leoncameinaboutthattimewithmorefoxstories。BeeninJacobHood’schickenhouseandtakenhisbestDorkingrooster,andfathersaiditwastimetodosomething。HeneversaidawordsolongastheytookDeams’,excepttheyshouldhavebarnroomfortheirgeese,butwhenanythingwasthematteratHoods’

  fatherandmotherstarteddoingsomethingtheinstanttheyheardofit。SofatherandLaddierodearoundtheneighbourhoodandtalkeditover,andthenextnighttheyhadameetingatourschoolhouse;menformilescame,andtheyplannedaregularold-

  fashionedfoxchase,andeveryonewaswildaboutit。

  LaddietolditatPryors’andthePrincesswantedtogo;sheaskedtogowithhim,andifyouplease,Mr。Pryorwantedtogotoo,andtheirThomas。TheyattendedthemeetingtotellhowpeoplechasefoxesinEngland,wheretheyseemtohuntthemmostofthetime。Fathersaid:“ThankGodforevenafoxchase,ifitwillbringMr。Pryoramonghisneighboursandhelphimtoactsensibly。“Theyaregoingawayfifteenmilesorfarther,andformabigcircleofmenfromalldirections,somewalkinginaline,andothersridingtobringbackanyfoxesthatescape,andwithdogs,andguns,theyaregoingtoroutouteveryonetheycanfind,andkillthemsotheywon’ttakethegeese,littlepigs,lambs,andHoods’Dorkingrooster。LaddiehadahornthatMr。Pryorgavehimwhenhetoldhimthiscountrywasshowingsignsofbecomingcivilizedatlast;butLeongrinnedandsaidhe’dbeatthat。

  Thenwhenyouwantedhim,hewasinthewoodhouseloftatwork,butfathersaidhecouldn’tgetintomischiefthere。Heshouldhaveseenthatchurnwhenitwasfullofweddingbreakfast!Weateforaweekafterward,untilthingswereallmoulded,andwedidn’tdareanymore。OnenightIbeggedsohardandpromisedsofaithfullyhetrustedme;hedidoften,afterIdidn’ttellabouttheStation;andIwenttotheloftwithhim,andwatchedhimworkanhour。Hehadahollowlimbaboutsixinchesthroughandfourteenlong。Hehadcutandburnedittoamereshell,andthenhehadscrapeditwithglassinsideandout,untilitshonelikepolishedhorn。Hehadshavedthewoolfromapieceofsheepskin,soaked,stretched,anddriedit,andthenfitteditoveroneendofthedrumlikethinghehadmade,andtackedandbounditinalittlegrooveattheedge。Heputtheskinondampsohecouldstretchittight。Thenhepunchedatinyholeinthemiddle,andpulledthroughit,downinsidethedrum,asheepskinthongrolledinresin,withaknotbigenoughtoholdit,andnottearthehead。ThenhetookitunderhisarmandweslippedacrosstheorchardbelowtheStation,andwentintothehollowandtriedit。

  Itworked!Ialmostfelldeadwiththefirstfrightfulsound。

  Itjustbellowedandroared。Inonlyalittlewhilehefounddifferentwaystomakeitsoundbyhismannerofworkingthetongue。Along,steady,evenpullgotthatkindofaroar。A

  short,quickonemadeitbark。Apullhalfthelengthofthethong,apause,andanotherpull,madeitsoundlikeabarkandayelp。Topullhardandquick,madeitgolouder,andsoftandeasymadeitwhine。Beforehehadtriedittenminuteshecoulddofiftythingswithitthatwouldalmostscaretheliversoutofthosenastyoldfoxesthatweretakingeveryone’sgeese,Dorkingroosters,andevenbabylambsandpigs。Ofcoursepeoplecouldn’tstandthat;somethinghadtobedone!

  EvenintheBibleitsays,“Bewareofthelittlefoxesthatspoilthevines,“andgeese,especiallyblueones,Dorkingroosters,lambs,andpigsweremuchmorevaluablethanmerevines;soLeonmadethatawfulthingtoscarethefoxesfromtheirholesthat’sintheBibletoo,abouttheholesImean,notthescaring。I

  wantedLeontosliptothebackdoorandmakethedumb-bell——

  that’swhathecalledit;ifIhadbeennamingitIwouldhavecalleditthethunder-bell——go;buthewouldn’t。Hesaidhedidn’tproposetoworkashehad,andthenhavesomeonefindout,andfixonelikeit。Hesaidhewouldn’tletitmakeasounduntilthenightbeforethechase,andthenhe’draisethedead。Idon’tknowaboutthedead;butitwastrueoftheliving。Fatherwentafootabovehischairandcried:“Whoo-

  pee!“Allofus,evenI,whenIwaswaitingforit,screamedasifPaddyRyanravedatthedoor。ThenLeoncameinandshowedus,andeveryonewantedtoworkthedumb-bell,evenmother。

  Leonmarchedaroundandshowedoff;helooked“Seetheconqueringherocomes,“allover。IneverfeltworseaboutbeingmadeintoagirlthanIdidthatnight。

  Icouldn’tsleepforexcitement,andmothersaidImightaswell,foritwouldbeatleastoneo’clockbeforetheywouldround-upinourmeadowbelowthebarn。Alltheneighboursweretoshutuptheirstock,tietheirdogs,orleadthemwithchains,iftheytookthem,sowhenthefoxesweresurrounded,theycouldcatchthemalive,andsavetheirskins。Iwonderedhowsomeofthosechasingpeople,evenLaddie,Leon,andfather——thinkofthat!

  fatherwasgoingtoo——Iwonderedhowtheywouldhavelikedtohavehadsomethingasmuchbiggerthantheywere,astheywerebiggerthanthefoxes,chasethemwithawfulnoises,gunsanddogs,andcatchthemalive——tosavetheirskins。NowonderI

  couldn’tsleep!Iguessthefoxeswouldn’teither,iftheyhadknownwhatwascoming。Maybehereafterthemeanoldthingswouldeatrabbitsandweasels,andleavetheDorkingroostersalone。

  May,Candace,andMissAmeliaweregoingtoDeams’towait,andwhentheround-upformedasolidline,theyplannedtostandoutside,andseethesport。Iftheyhadbeenthefoxes,maybetheywouldn’thavethoughtitwassofunny;butofcourse,peoplejustcouldn’thaveeventheirpigsandlambstaken。Wehadtohavewooltospinyarnforourstockings,weaveourblanketsandcoverlids,andourSundaywinterdressesofwhiteflannelwithnarrowblackcrossbarswerefromthebacksofourownsheep,andwehadtohavehamtofrywitheggs,andboilforSundaynightsuppers,andbacontocookthegreenswith——ofcourseitwasallright。

  BeforeitwasneardaylightIheardLaddiemakingthekitchenfire,sofathergotrightup,Leoncamedown,andallofthemwenttothebarntodothefeeding。Iwantedtogetuptoo,butmothersaidIshouldstayinbeduntilthehousewaswarm,becauseifItookmorecoldI’dbesickagain。AtbreakfastMayaskedfatheraboutwhentheyshouldstartforDeams’tobeaheadofthechase,andhesaidbyteno’clockatleast;becauseafoxdrivenmadbypursuit,dogs,andnoise,wasaverydangerousthing,andabitemightmakehy——thesamethingasamaddog。

  Hesaidourbackbarndooropeningfromthethreshingfloorwouldaffordafineviewofthemeet,butCandace,May,andMissAmeliawantedtobecloser。Imightgowiththemiftheywouldtakegoodcareofme,andtheypromisedto;butwhenthetimecametostart,therewassuchaqueerfeelinginsideme,Ithoughtmaybeitwasmorefever,andwithmotherwouldbethebestplaceforme,soIsaidIwantedtowatchfromthebarn。Fatherthoughtthatwasacapitalidea,becauseIwouldbeontheeastside,wheretherewouldbenosunandwind,anditwouldbeperfectlysafe;also,Ireallycouldseewhatwasgoingonbetterfromthatheightthanontheground。

  Thesunwasgoingtoshine,butithadn’tpeepedaboveDeams’

  strawstackwhenfatheronhisbestsaddlehorse,andLaddieonFlos,rodeaway,theireyesshining,theirfacesred,theirbloodpoundingsoitmadetheirvoicessoundexcitedanddifferent。

  Leonwastogoonfoot。Fathersaidhewouldrideahorsetodeath。Hejustgrinnedandnevermadeawordofcomplaint。

  Seemedfunnyforhim。

  “Iwasoverhavingalittleconfidentialchatwithmyhorse,lastnight,“hesaid,“andnextyearwe’llbeinthechase,andwe’llshowyouhowtotakefences,andcutcurves;justyouwait!“

  “Leon,DON’Tbuildsoonthathorse,“wailedmother。“I’msurethatmoneywasstolenlikeours,andtheownerwillclaimit!I

  feelitinmybones!“

  “Aw,shucks!“saidLeon。“Thatmoneyismine。Hewon’teither!“

  Whentheystarted,fathertookLeonbehindhimtorideasfarasthecountyline。Hesaidhewouldgoslowly,anditwouldn’thurtthehorse,butLeonslippedoffatHoods’,andsaidhe’dgowiththeirboys,sofatherlethim,becauselightasLeonwas,bothofthemwerequitealoadforonehorse。LaddiewenttoridewiththePrincess。WecouldseepeoplemovingaroundinPryors’barnyardwhenourmenstarted。Candacewashed,MissAmeliawipedthedishes,Mayswept,andallofthemmadethebeds,andthentheywenttoDeams’,whileIstayedwithmother。

  Whenshethoughtitwastime,shebundledmeupwarmly,andI

  wenttothebarn。Fatherhadtheeastdoorsstandingopenforme,soIcouldsitinthesun,hangmyfeetagainstthewarmboards,andseeeveryinchofourmeadowwherethemeetwastobe。Iwasreallytoowarmthere,andhadtotakeoffthescarf,untiemyhood,andunbuttonmycoat。

  Itwasatriflemuddy,butthefrosthadnotleftthegroundyet,thesparrowsweresingingfittoburst,sowerethehens。I

  didn’tcaremuchforthemusicofthehen,butIcouldseeshemeantwell。Shelikedhernestquiteasmuchastheredvelvetbirdwithblackwings,orthebubblyyellowone,andasforbabychickens,fromthefirstpeeptheybeatalittlenaked,blind,wobblytreebird,soanyhenhadarighttosingforjoybecauseshewasgoingtobethemotherofalargefamilyofthem。Ahenhadsomethingwasgoingtobethemotherofalargefamilyofthem。Ahenhadsomethingtosingaboutallright,andsohadwe,whenwethoughtofpoachedeggsandfriedchicken。WhenI

  rememberedthem,Isawthatitwasnowondertheusefulhenwarbledsoproudlike;butthatwasallnonsense,forIdon’tsupposeahenevertastedpoachedeggs,andsurelyshewouldn’tbehappyovertheprospectofbeingfried。Maybeonereasonshesangwasbecauseshedidn’tknowwhatwascoming;Ihardlythinkshe’dbesotunefulifshedid。

  Sometimesthegeese,shutinthebarn,raisedanawfulclatter,andthehorsesandcattlecomplainedaboutbeingkeptfromthesunshineandfreshair。Youcouldn’tblamethem。Itwasalovelyday,andthebigupperdoorthepleasantestplace。I

  didn’tcareifthefoxhuntersnevercame,therewassomuchtosee,hear,andsmell。Everythingwasbusymakingsignsofspring,andonecouldbecometiredoficeandsnowafterawhile,andsohungryforsummerthatthosefirstdayswhichwerejusthintsofwhatwascomingwerealmostbetterthantherealthingwhenitarrived。Budperfumewasstrongerthanlastweek,manydovesandbluebirdswerecalling,andthreedaysmoreofsuchsunshinewouldmakecross-countryridingtoomuddytobepleasant。Isattherethinking;grownpeopleneverknowhowmuchchildrendothink,theyhavesomuchtime,andsomanybothersomethingstostudyout。Ihearditbehindme,along,wailing,bellowingroar,andmyhoodraisedrightupwithmyhair。Iwasinthemiddleofthethreshingfloorinasecond,inanotheratthelittlewestdoor,cutintothebigone,openingitatinycracktotakeapeep,andseehowclosetheywere。

  Icouldseenothing,butIheardaroarofdreadfulsoundsteadilyclosinginacirclearoundme。NodoubtthemeanoldfoxeswishedthentheyhadlettheDorkingroostersalone。

  Closeritcameandmoredreadful。NeveragaindidIwanttohearsuchsoundscomingatme;evenwhenIknewwhatwasmakingthem。

  Andthenawayoff,beyondPryors’,andHoods’,andDovers’,I

  couldseealineoftinyspeckscomingtowardme,andracingflyingthingsthatmusthavebeenpeopleonhorsesridingbackandforthtogivethefoxesnochancetofindahidingplace。Nochance!LaddieandthePrincess,Mr。Pryorandfather,andallofthemwereafterthebadoldfoxes;andtheyweregoingtogetthem;becausethey’dhavenochance——Notwithasolidlineofmenwithravingdogssurroundingthem,andpeopleonhorsebackracingafterthem,no!thefoxeswouldwishnowthattheyhadleftthepigsandlambsalone。Inthatawfulroaringdin,theywouldwish,Ohhowtheywouldwish,theywerebirdsandcouldfly!FlybacktotheirholesliketheBiblesaidtheyhad,wheremaybetheyLIKEDtolive,andnodoubttheyhadlittlefoxesthere,thatwouldstarvewhentheirmammieswerecaughtalive,tosavetheirskins。

  Tosavetheirskins!Icouldhearmyselfbreathe,andfeelmyteethclick,andmykneesknocktogether。Andthen!Ohdear!

  Theretheycameacrossourcornfield。Twoofthem!Andtheycouldfly,almost。Atleastyoucouldscarcelyseethattheytouchedtheground。Themeanoldthingswerepayingupforthepigsandlambsnow。Throughthefence,acrosstheroad,straighttowardmetheycame。Almostredbacks,nearlywhitebeneath,longflyingtails,beautifulpointedears,andlongtongues,firered,hangingfromtheiropenmouths;theirsleeksidespulsing,andthatawfuldincomingthroughthewoodsbehindthem。Onesecond,thefirstpausedtoglancetowardeitherside,andthrewbackitsheadtolisten。Whatitsaw,andheard,showedit。I

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