第27章
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  `Stop!’hecried。`Stayhere。Idonotgototheschoolatonce。’

  `Butwhatistopaymeforthiscomingandre-coming?’saidthedriverpetulantly。`Istheboymad?Lasttimeitwasadancing-girl。Thistimeitisapriest。’

  Kimwasintheroadheadlong,pattingthedustyfeetbeneaththedirtyyellowrobe。

  `Ihavewaitedhereadayandahalf,’thelama’slevelvoicebegan。

  `Nay,Ihadadisciplewithme。HethatwasmyfriendattheTempleoftheTirthankarsgavemeaguideforthisjourney。IcamefromBenaresinthete-rain,whenthyletterwasgivenme。Yes,Iamwellfed。I

  neednothing。’

  `ButwhydidstthounotstaywiththeKuluwoman,OHolyOne?InwhatwaydidstthougettoBenares?Myhearthasbeenheavysinceweparted。’

  `Thewomanweariedmebyconstantfluxoftalkandrequiringcharmsforchildren。Iseparatedmyselffromthatcompany,permittinghertoacquiremeritbygifts。Sheisatleastawomanofopenhands,andImadeapromisetoreturntoherhouseifneedarose。Then,perceivingmyselfaloneinthisgreatandterribleworld,Ibethoughtmeofthete-raintoBenares,whereIknewoneabodeintheTirthankars’TemplewhowasaSeeker,evenasI。’

  `Ah!ThyRiver,’saidKim。`IhadforgottentheRiver。’

  `Sosoon,mychela?Ihaveneverforgottenit。ButwhenIhadlefttheeitseemedbetterthatIshouldgototheTempleandtakecounsel,for,lookyou,Indiaisverylarge,anditmaybethatwisemenbeforeus,sometwoorthree,haveleftarecordoftheplaceofourRiver。ThereisdebateintheTempleoftheTirthankarsonthismatter;somesayingonething,andsomeanother。Theyarecourteousfolk。’

  `Sobeit;butwhatdostthoudonow?’

  `IacquiremeritinthatIhelpthee,mychela,towisdom。ThepriestofthatbodyofmenwhoservetheRedBullwrotemethatallshouldbeasIdesiredforthee。Isentthemoneytosufficeforoneyear,andthenIcame,asthouseestme,towatchfortheegoingupintotheGatesofLearning。AdayandahalfhaveIwaited-notbecauseIwasledbyanyaffectiontowardsthee-thatisnopartoftheWay-but,astheysaidattheTirthankars’Temple,because,moneyhavingbeenpaidforlearning,itwasrightthatIshouldoverseetheendofthematter。Theyresolvedmydoubtsmostclearly。Ihadafearthat,perhaps,IcamebecauseIwishedtoseethee-misguidedbytheRedMistofaffection。Itisnotso……Moreover,Iamtroubledbyadream。’

  `Butsurely,HolyOne,thouhastnotforgottentheRoadandallthatbefellonit。Surelyitwasalittletoseemethatthoudidstcome?’

  `Thehorsesarecold,anditispasttheirfeeding-time,’whinedthedriver。

  `GotoJehannumandabidetherewiththyreputationlessaunt!’Kimsnarledoverhisshoulder。`Iamallaloneinthisland;IknownotwhereIgonorwhatshallbefallme。MyheartwasinthatletterIsentthee。ExceptforMahbubAli,andheisaPathan,Ihavenofriendsavethee,HolyOne。

  Donotaltogethergoaway。’

  `Ihaveconsideredthatalso,’thelamareplied,inashakingvoIce。

  `ItismanifestthatfromtimetotimeIshallacquiremerit-ifbeforethatIhavenotfoundmyRiver-byassuringmyselfthatthyfeetaresetonwisdom。WhattheywillteachtheeIdonotknow,butthepriestwrotemethatnosonofaSahibinallIndiawillbebettertaughtthanthou。

  Sofromtimetotime,therefore,Iwillcomeagain。MaybethouwiltbesuchaSahibashewhogavemethesespectacles’-thelamawipedthemelaborately-`intheWonderHouseatLahore。Thatismyhope,forhewasaFountainofWisdom-wiserthanmanyabbots……Again,maybethouwiltforgetmeandourmeetings。’

  `IfIeatthybread,’criedKimpassionately,`howshallIeverforgetthee?’

  `No-no。’Heputtheboyaside。`ImustgobacktoBenares。Fromtimetotime,nowthatIknowthecustomsofletter-writersinthisland,I

  willsendtheealetter,andfromtimetotimeIwillcomeandseethee。’

  `ButwhithershallIsendmyletters?’wailedKim,clutchingattherobe,allforgetfulthathewasaSahib。

  `TotheTempleoftheTirthankarsatBenares。ThatistheplaceIhavechosentillIfindmyRiver。Donotweep;for,lookyou,allDesireisIllusionandanewbindingupontheWheel。GouptotheGatesofLearning。

  Letmeseetheego……Dostthouloveme?Thengo,ormyheartcracks……

  Iwillcomeagain。SurelyIwillcomeagain。’

  Thelamawatchedtheticca-gharrirumbleintothecompound,andstrodeoff,snuffingbetweeneachlongstride。

  TheGatesofLearningshutwithaclang。Thecountrybornandbredboyhashisownmannersandcustoms,whichdonotresemblethoseofanyotherland;andhisteachersapproachhimbyroadswhichanEnglishmasterwouldnotunderstand。Therefore,youwouldscarcelybeinterestedinKim’sexperiencesasaStXavier’sboyamongtwoorthreehundredprecociousyouths,mostofwhomhadneverseenthesea。Hesufferedtheusualpenaltiesforbreakingoutofboundswhentherewascholerainthecity。ThiswasbeforehehadlearnedtowritefairEnglish,andsowasobligedtofindabazarletter-writer。Hewas,ofcourse,indictedforsmokingandfortheuseofabusemorefull-flavouredthanevenStXavier’shadeverheard。HelearnedtowashhimselfwiththeLeviticalscrupulosityofthenative-born,whoinhisheartconsiderstheEnglishmanratherdirty。

  Heplayedtheusualtricksonthepatientcooliespullingthepunkahsinthesleeping-roomswheretheboysthreshedthroughthehotnightstellingtalestillthedawn;andquietlyhemeasuredhimselfagainsthisself-reliantmates。

  TheyweresonsofsubordinateofficialsintheRailway,Telegraph,andCanalServices;ofwarrant-officers,sometimesretiredandsometimesactingascommanders-in-chieftoafeudatoryRajah’sarmy;ofcaptainsoftheIndianMarineGovernmentpensioners,planters,Presidencyshopkeepers,andmissionaries。AfewwerecadetsoftheoldEurasianhousesthathavetakenstrongrootinDhurrumtollah-Pereiras,DeSouzas,andD’Silvas。

  TheirparentscouldwellhaveeducatedtheminEngland,buttheylovedtheschoolthathadservedtheirownyouth,andgenerationfollowedsallow-huedgenerationatStXavier’s。TheirhomesrangedfromHowrahoftherailwaypeopletoabandonedcantonmentslikeMonghyrandChunar;losttea-gardensShillong-way;villageswheretheirfatherswerelargelandholdersinOudhortheDeccan;Mission-stationsaweekfromthenearestrailwayline;seaportsathousandmilessouth,facingthebrazenIndiansurf,andcinchona-plantationssouthofall。Themerestoryoftheiradventures,whichtothemwerenoadventures,ontheirroadtoandfromschoolwouldhavecrispedaWesternboy’shair。Theywereusedtojoggingoffalonethroughahundredmilesofjungle,wheretherewasalwaysthedelightfulchanceofbeingdelayedbytigers;buttheywouldnomorehavebathedintheEnglishChannelinanEnglishAugustthantheirbrothersacrosstheworldwouldhavelainstillwhilealeopardsnuffedattheirpalanquin。Therewereboysoffifteenwhohadspentadayandahalfonanisletinthemiddleofafloodedriver,takingcharge,asbyright,ofacampoffranticpilgrimsreturningfromashrine。Therewereseniorswhohadrequisitionedachance-metRajah’selephant,inthenameofStFrancisXavier,whentheRainsonceblottedoutthecart-trackthatledtotheirfather’sestate,andhadallbutlostthehugebeastinaquicksand。Therewasaboywho,hesaid,andnonedoubted,hadhelpedhisfathertobeatoffwithriflesfromtheverandaarushofAkasinthedayswhenthosehead-hunterswereboldagainstlonelyplantations。

  Andeverytalewastoldintheeven,passionlessvoiceofthenative-born,mixedwithquaintreflections,borrowedunconsciouslyfromnativefoster-mothers,andturnsofspeechthatshowedtheyhadbeenthatinstanttranslatedfromthevernacular。Kimwatched,listened,andapproved。Thiswasnotinsipid,single-wordtalkofdrummer-boys。Itdealtwithalifeheknewandinpartunderstood。Theatmospheresuitedhim,andhethrovebyinches。Theygavehimawhitedrillsuitastheweatherwarmed,andherejoicedinthenew-foundbodilycomfortsasherejoicedtousehissharpenedmindoverthetaskstheysethim。HisquicknesswouldhavedelightedanEnglishmaster;butatStXavier’stheyknowthefirstrushofmindsdevelopedbysunandsurroundings,astheyknowthehalf-collapsethatsetsinattwenty-twoortwenty-three。

  Nonethelessherememberedtoholdhimselflowly。Whentalesweretoldofhotnights,Kimdidnotsweeptheboardwithhisreminiscences;forStXavier’slooksdownonboyswhogonativeall-together。OnemustneverforgetthatoneisaSahib,andthatsomeday,whenexaminationsarepassed,onewillcommandnatives。Kimmadeanoteofthis,forhebegantounderstandwhereexaminationsled。

  ThencametheholidaysfromAugusttoOctober-thelongholidaysimposedbytheheatandtheRains。KimwasinformedthathewouldgonorthtosomestationinthehillsbehindUmballa,whereFatherVictorwouldarrangeforhim。

  `Abarrack-school?’saidKim,whohadaskedmanyquestionsandthoughtmore。

  `Yes,Isupposeso,’saidthemaster。`Itwillnotdoyouanyharmtokeepyououtofmischief。YoucangoupwithyoungDeCastroasfarasDelhi。’

  Kimconsidereditineverypossiblelight。Hehadbeendiligent,evenastheColoneladvised。Aboy’sholidaywashisownproperty-ofsomuchthetalkofhiscompanionshadadvisedhim,-andabarrack-schoolwouldbetormentafterStXavier’s。Moreover-thiswasmagicworthanythingelse-hecouldwrite。Inthreemonthshehaddiscoveredhowmencanspeaktoeachotherwithoutathirdparty,atthecostofhalfanannaandalittleknowledge。Nowordhadcomefromthelama,butthereremainedtheRoad。Kimyearnedforthecaressofsoftmudsquishingupbetweenthetoes,ashismouthwateredformuttonstewedwithbutterandcabbages,forricespeckledwithstrong-scentedcardamoms,forthesaffron-tintedrice,garlicandonions,andtheforbiddengreasysweetmeatsofthebazars。Theywouldfeedhimrawbeefonaplatteratthebarrack-school,andhemustsmokebystealth。Butagain,hewasaSahibandwasatStXavier’s,andthatpigMahbub……No,hewouldnottestMahbub’shospitality-andyet……

  Hethoughtitoutaloneinthedormitory,andcametotheconclusionhehadbeenunjusttoMahbub。

  Theschoolwasempty;nearlyallthemastershadgoneaway;ColonelCreighton’srailwaypasslayinhishand,andKimpuffedhimselfthathehadnotspentColonelCreighton’sorMahbub’smoneyinriotousliving。

  Hewasstilllordoftworupeessevenannas。Hisnewbullock-trunk,markedK。O’H。,andbedding-rolllayintheemptysleeping-room。`Sahibsarealwaystiedtotheirbaggage,’saidKim,noddingatthem。`Youwillstayhere。’Hewentoutintothewarmrain,smilingsinfully,andsoughtacertainhousewhoseoutsidehehadnoteddownsometimebefore……

  `Arré!Dostthouknowwhatmannerofwomenwebeinthisquarter?Oh,shame!’

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